Breakdown! Narrowboat Journey on The Lancaster Canal and Lune Aqueduct - Ep. 52

In Breakdown! Narrowboat Journey across The Lancaster Canal and the Lune Aqueduct, our canal narrowboat diaries see us leaving Aldcliffe as we continue exploring Britain by Narrowboat on the Lancaster Canal, through the city until we cross the spectacular Lune Aqueduct, engineered by John Rennie, and make our way to Hest Bank. We find a lovely morning spot with views of Morecambe Bay and the Furness Mountains.
During the recording of this vlog, Colin had a meltdown. His autism creates chronic anxiety, stress and depression that gradually builds up and causes these breakdowns. After a lot of thought and discussion, we decided to include footage of his breakdown and we talk about Colin's mental health in this vlog.
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[@Tricia-xf3vd]

Everyone needs a Shaun in their life. I'm sooooo happy for Colin that he has such a loving, supportive husband. The depth of emotion between the two of you is heartfelt and inspiring. Love your videos!

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you so much, Tricia 👍🏻

[@jameshblack]

Well said Tricia could not put it better , they just seem to bounce off each other and shauns laugh is infectious 😘😘😘😘

[@SongOfEire]

Here’s the thing, Colin, we love you just the way you are.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you ❤️

[@joriome30]

The absolute truth Colin, from 🇨🇦 Canada 💜

[@Minikisses20000]

Colin, i have to tell you i cried when i saw Shaun talking about how you took off down the towpath and no shoes on. I did watch another video when you were talking about mental health. I am so glad Shaun showed the raw part because i truly think there are so many people that don't talk about mental health and i believe that there just might be someone that will see this and it will help them. You are truly blessed to have Shaun as he to have you. Truly soul mates. I will be always keeping you in my prayers now. I hope you do not mind. Just know your friend from Las Vegas cares.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you so much! We believe in highlighting mental health issues becasue so many people suffer the same thing. xxxxxxxxxx

[@Robert-zx7hj]

Colin your willingness to be open with us about something so personal just makes us love you even more! We adore you boys!

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks so much, Robert!

[@ruthk5020]

Shaun, you are simply a lovely human being. Colin, I so admire your courage as you battle what I call “the gray guy.” Together the two of you bring joy to this planet. Thank you.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Aww, thank you so much! 👍🏻💜

[@anneholloway5896]

You are such a beautiful soul Colin & having such a supportive & loving husband must give you so much peace lots of love to you both as always xXx

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you, Ann ❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️

[@NarrowDreams]

The love between you two shines out for all to see, but especially here. With support like that Colin, the battle is already half won. Everyone should have a Shaun! Much love to you both xx

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you so much, Diane. Yeah, you're 100% correct. I don't know how I'd survive without Shaun. Sending loads of love to Donny! xxx

[@stevestevens691]

You r both great together. 🤗

[@scarfskerry]

Totally agree every one needs a Shaun

[@freedomisntfree5573]

Couldn't have said it better than that.

[@jacm6366]

I'm lucky enough to have a Shaun in my life too ❤️been married 30 years ... he's an amazing man x

[@mrgravyman]

Kudos for adding that segment on mental health. Your transparency is humbling.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks ❤️

[@nonehpets]

It is many years since I called Lancashire home and these videos are like a trip down memory lane. I have fond memories of walks along the canal through Chorley and of visiting Glasson Dock especially. Colin you have a gift for bringing these places to life rather than just showing us a scenic tour. My great aunt was blind since birth and lived in Leeds; she was very independent and always carried her white cane - usually folded up in her bag - not because she was ashamed but because she did not want it to define her. I hope you can find ways to let the wonky wiring in your brain just be without defining you and without needing to hide it. You make great vlogs and undoubtedly people will be watching who are inspired by you. By allowing us a glimpse of how your mental health affects you, you provide hope and encouragement to others. Be kind to yourself.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Awww, that’s a lovely message. Thanks! Your great aunt had the right idea! xxx

[@annekevangorkum]

Hi guys, thank you so much for this very special vlog. The fact that you share these moments of difficulty, gives me the feeling to be closer to you. We are no robots and we are allowed to have these moments. Shaun talking about you, Colin, with so much love and understanding was great. O yeah, those days....you dont want to come out of bed, you don't want anything anymore and little by little the sun breaks through again and life becomes "life" again. You're good ,GOOD together and I send you lots of love from France. Bye, Anneke

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you so much, Anneke! 💜💜💜

[@HilltopFarmHomestead]

Awww Colin. You brought a tear to my eye. I just wanted to reach through the screen and give you a hug. I'm so glad you have Shaun to get you through. Speaking of Shaun. I know what it's like taking care of someone with a mental health issue. My advice to you is don't neglect yourself. It's not easy at times being the support person so look after yourself or you'll be no good to Colin when he needs you. Big hugs for you both.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you 💜💜💜

[@Motormad196]

Now I understand everything that's happened in my life. Thank you so so much Colin

[@FoxesAfloat]

You're welcome, big hugs x

[@scottyh69]

I'm still on my Foxes Afloat binge; I commented on a previous vlog about Colin's openness about his struggles with mental health. This is a powerful vlog; it documents the abyss those of us who suffer these meltdowns can get to. I, too, have my rock in my husband Mark. He's gone to hell and back with my journey and, honestly, I don't know where I'd be today without his love & never-ending support. Where I differ is my take on medication. The meltdowns, for me, are completely exhausting. It takes me days to recover; meanwhile, Mark is in a constant state of despair during those episodes because he feels helpless. He's had to take off from his job to fly home to be with me (he travels extensively for his job). Because of our particular circumstances, exploring medication was a good idea. I'm on a very low dose of mild medication and it has helped immensely. It was another journey to get to the right med & dosage but it's evened out. Medication is an extremely personal choice; I know it doesn't work for everyone. Again, thanks Colin for sharing this powerful message. xo - Derek, CT USA

[@FoxesAfloat]

You're exactly right, Derek 👍🏻 Medication, like mental illness itself is a totally unique and individual experience. It's great that you've found something that works. Mark sounds like a keeper 💜

[@sharonhendrie9910]

Shaun you are just magic, as I know how hard it is for you to be strong and not being able to take Colin’s pain away. I think you both are incredible, we should all talk about poor mental health. ❤️

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you so much, Sharon. You’re exactly right 👍🏻💜

[@markfranklin4150]

All the very best Colin. You are a wonderful person. Each and every one of us that watch these blogs are here for you.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks so much, Mark 💜

[@ronmyers624]

I have to confess that I've always avoided the issue of mental health, afraid of confronting something I don't understand, but this video moved me to tears and they're still falling as I type. You're both an absolute inspiration and I'm convinced your videos help more people than you could ever know. The very best wishes to both of you ❣️

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you so much, Ron!

[@dwbunloaf8245]

I was genuinely upset to hear Colin had a melt down and when I saw you curled up on the bed I cried. I know exactly how it feels (CPTSD Childhood Abuse) and, You are right, people need to talk You are very brave Thank you for showing this. Well impressed :-)

[@FoxesAfloat]

No problem, David. Glad you appreciated it and commented 👍🏻❤️

[@ronjacobe]

The drone shot of the aqueduct was absolutely beautiful. Thank you.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Pleasure!

[@lindachadwick2911]

I agree and the music was lovely too.

[@markbutton3886]

Jean and I shed a tear at this one but it's so real and that's why we love you both. Facing our demons can be tough but now you have a whole community rooting for you, go have fun, laugh, travel, explore, experience and make memories. We love our Friday 🐺 Foxes fix amazing video's. Thanks xx

[@FoxesAfloat]

And must be even better where you are! Beautiful. (Jealous foxes here) xx Sending love to you both! xx

[@playhooky]

When I saw the title, I was concerned that your boat was broken down/needed repairs. So proud of you, Colin, and your courage in sharing. If our eyes are have problems, we wear glasses; it's not embarrassing. If we have high blood pressure, we take blood pressure medicine; not embarrassing. Etc. etc. So it's time we - globally/mankind - stop acting and thinking like our brain & mental health aren't a part of our human bodies and need to seek out & use appropriate medical treatment when necessary!

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you! I wish there were treatments and support available. xx

[@playhooky]

@@FoxesAfloat I pray they manifest & are available soon!

[@StanHirson]

I loved this episode. You are "pushing the envelope" -- what some of us documentary filmmakers used to call it when deep experiences were captured on film for the first time. You are exploring the reality of life together as well as the canal experience in order to convey it with others. That is the true definition of documentary film making You've raised it a cut above the other narrow boat videos! Thanks!

[@FoxesAfloat]

Wow! When you say it like that...🤯 Thanks, Stan xxxx

[@tessa102008]

Totally agree with this. Watched another vlogger on a narrow boat and your style is so much more appealing. Keep being real... you are only increasing my desire to get into a narrow boat and explore more... thanks so much love to you both ❤️

[@tombartolomei4398]

Colin: Your willingness to share your struggle and to confront it is so incredibly empowering. Pass it on folks! #PassItOn

[@FoxesAfloat]

I appreciate that!

[@tallchap8070]

My daughter, and son in law both have Aspergers, and they both manifest their stress in different ways. People don’t understand that it’s just a different operating system. Stay strong.

[@aprilfoos9470]

Colin, as a teacher, I can only thank you for allowing me into your world. You are teaching me so much! Bless both of you.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Wow, thank you!

[@krislarsen1224]

Having someone in your life that short circuits from time to time is rather challenging... it is good that Shaun knows what happening and patiently waits for the storm to pass... it's good to see Colin knows that Shaun is still there when storm is over... you make a good team guys.

[@FoxesAfloat]

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@megankazukibuttons9334]

I just want you guys to know how much your off board family love you, and appreciate how you are willing to share your journey with us. It's what makes you so special. Life isn't always sunny skies and smooth sailing. Sometimes it rains and pours, but then the rainbow comes out and the sun shines again. Bravo foxes for reminding us to take notice. XOXO

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks, Megan 💜

[@jayforjay699]

You two are such a wonderful couple, a true testament to loving partnership. Thank you Colin for your honesty and sharing your more vulnerable moments. It gives us viewers the chance to know you both more fully and as a result love you even more. Without the valleys (that everyone has to deal with) how could we fully appreciate the highs.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you so much 💜

[@jeremyburton1443]

The aerial shot of the Silver Fox on the aquaduct is sensational. The calm music and the glide of the boat. Marvelous in every way!

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks so much, Jeremy!

[@TwistedLi401]

Shaun is amazing, as are you Colin, for sharing those times when smiles and giggles turn to frowns and worries. ✌️🤟🤙

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you ❤️

[@Freudelheim]

Thank you so much Colin and Shaun. We really love your vlogs. Our family are all mildly on the spectrum and it's very reassuring to see other people with similar strengths and weaknesses. We all gather round the telly to watch your vlogs. I will remember Shaun's face when you'd gone for your walk for a long time. I've been for long walks myself but never seen the look of sadness / concern / worry / empathy while I was away. Lots of love to you both.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you so much for your lovely comment! Shaun does worry and I hate that it does that to him xxxx

[@sharonrozier4984]

Colin you are our rock! You are our hero! And we are jealous of all the great things you do. We love you and Shaun too!

[@FoxesAfloat]

💜

[@Myworldrightnow]

I started crying when I saw you curled up on the bed You look after each other and Dillon so much and thats what shines through, thank you for being brave enough to show this and you are going to help many many people for thisx

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you. I just hope it's not going to attract trolls and negative comments. Sending love xxx

[@concordep2504]

@@FoxesAfloat Colin, I truly hope you didn’t get any trolls over this because both of you are beautiful honest souls. Just be yourself and only care about that and Shaun. You two are making me wish I could travel the canals like that. All the very best Sally in Kent. Oh and looking forwards to the xmas eve vlog

[@aniwilliams3370]

@@FoxesAfloat Colin, *NEVER* ever worry about Trolls/negative people 💕 I was born with a cleft lip/palate - to understand, I once had a passport for 10yrs that described me as ‘Facially Disfigured’ under ‘Distinguishing marks’. Imagine the joy of showing that at Passport Control! 😂. Because of this, my face was/is a *magnet* for bullies and trolls. My amazing mum taught me something important about them: she asked me “why do you care what they say? They give you a gift to be able to see horrible people in life straight away, and so you can dismiss them immediately. Why is what they say of any value if that’s what they do to people? Just ignore them’. You have something on Social Media that is stronger than that ... you just block them 😉👍. The saying is ‘never feed the Trolls’ and that is true because their aim is never to understand/be enlightened, their sole aim is to hurt. Don’t give them that power ... just block them, don’t engage with them, and don’t waste any more brain cells worrying about them. By speaking out about mental health you are helping the people who matter *far* more in life; keep doing that and never allow others to silence you. This was so brave and a wonderful thing for you and Shaun to do as you showed both sides of mental health issues - the person who suffers, and that there is impact to the person who supports (that is currently *way* down the agenda of getting mental health issues out in a public arena). Love you guys ... and remember: just ‘block’ 😉💕 xxx

[@thedieiscast9729]

The Lancaster canal goes through some beautiful countryside, Hest bank and Morecambe bay are glorious. Thanks as always for sharing, glad to see you looking brighter again

[@FoxesAfloat]

Our pleasure!

[@hw476]

You two are priceless, amazing and so made for each other. Colin you are allowed to meltdown it’s your safety valve. Shaun you are a massive rock and I for one along with many others are so glad you have each other. Thank you for sharing the difficult times as well as the fun times. I’ve spoken of my grandson before who has just turned 18 and has just bought a car. I now worry that the driving lessons will cause him stress and hope he has an understanding instructor. He has had some horrific meltdowns in the past so my heart goes out to you Colin and as usual sending hugs and love. 🤗🤗💕💕

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you so much. Luckily the meltdowns are fewer than before, and I hope they continue that way. Don't worry about your grandson. Of course he'll have some stressful times while learning, but he'll get through it and then you'll be worrying about him bumping the car 😂 Thanks for the hugs and love and really nice words. They mean so much! xxx

[@tinysolarshack9615]

What beautiful episode. I’m not even done watching yet. I hit pause with you both sitting together discussing mental health. Thank you for speaking it. I’m a gay man who lives single in the USA. This pandemic has been rough. I’ve been loosely connected to 6 people who have died. I’ve not cried since February but I am at this moment. Depression and loneliness is a real thing for many these days. Thanks so much for sharing! I love your videos they really make my day. 🤗❤️🤗🙏😊. Bryan

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you so much, Bryan. Take care 💜

[@aurel.lamarque]

I was overwhelmed by the shot where Colin is on the bed, curled up. To witness your intimacy as you do, even in these particularly strong moments, is very touching for me. When I watch you live, I am carried away. I wish you happiness.

[@carolley9705]

Oh lads, how brave you were bringing this issue of mental health out in the open. You're right no one wants to talk about it. But people need to so more people will seek help. Bravo colin n shaun. Remember you are loved unconditionally.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks so much, Carol 💜

[@sandywilkinson8165]

Thank you Colin for sharing your meltdown, so brave, just let time pass and heal, you have great support from Shaun, a caring partner. The drone footage was so interesting, keep up the good work and enjoy your adventure.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks, Sandy. I really don't see it as being brave. I know that there are loads of people out there who suffer, and hearing things like 'cheer up' or 'look on the bright side' just doesn't cut it. I hope I can help someone. Thanks for the nice comment about the drone footage. I wish I'd had a bit longer to get some more though. Much love! xxx

[@matvyger7665]

I can’t believe I’ve missed this one! My fave place to be!! We had a cruiser at moons bridge for a few years and often went to Hest(k!) Bank. I already had a tear in my eye. Then Colin’s meltdown. I wept. Everyone thinks that no one feels the same as them, it is so important for people to talk about it. You guys are awesome and obviously so loving. Thank you for taking me back there and sharing yourselves. (Nice to hear Sean talking, even tho the subject was difficult!!).

[@FoxesAfloat]

We loved our time on the Lancaster, hope to go back one day xx

[@gfloyd2002]

So many people avoid getting help for mental health concerns because of stigma. Seeing such a kind, intelligent man acknowledge his health will help others overcome their own fears and hopefully recognize it is nothing to be ashamed of. Thank you so much for sharing!

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you. That's very kind ❤️

[@goldwillow12]

Colin, I am married to an aspie who doesn't melt down, we have two probably 3 diagnosed aspie daughters, one that has meltdowns that would make paint blister and windows shatter. This is life, it's NORMAL life, and NOTHING to be ashamed of or worried about and I am so GLAD that you guys show real life and warts and all. Thank you xoxo.

[@tracyruth4247]

As for the toilet, I'd call it the "fox hole" 😆 So glad to see you both jolly. You two were made for each other❤

[@FoxesAfloat]

Love that!

[@guidofawkes9377]

Everyone could do with a Shaun. ❤️ Don't forget to give Shaun a big hug. Living with the black dog is an awful thing but living with somebody with it is equally as hard. Lovely couple and fantastic vlog as always guys.

[@FoxesAfloat]

He gets lots of hugs! I know it stresses him terribly when he sees me upset. xxx

[@brainfreeze1925]

Guys, it was extraordinarily brave of you to show Colin down and out. I've had my own bouts of significant issues and rarely discuss it with anyone. I suspect we are far from alone. Cheers.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks! We're definitely not alone! x

[@nancyrene897]

Thanks again for your courage in documenting mental health issues. There are lots of videos that talk about autism or depression, but you show us what it is actually like both for the person experiencing it and those who are trying to help. Shaun your steadiness and patience will help me when I try to help members of my own family. You are both doing a real service.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks so much, Nancy!

[@davidsmith340]

Mental health issues particularly in men is not talked about enough and sharing this is brave and positive. Shocking to think that 83 men a week take there own lives. Proud of you Colin and in and your rock

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks David. Shocking statistic! x

[@margaretwhite1724]

Just watched this vlog again. Thank you Shaun for explaining what happened to Colin, you did good. I just hope you both realise how much help this gives people like me. I wish I could explain in depth... just a big thank you to you both in your own ways. You r both awesome xx

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks, Margaret! 👍

[@PenfoldSmith]

The pot = Take out the guzzunder. My grandad always refered to his chamberpot as the guzzunder because it guzzunder the bed. lol....Great videos chaps.

[@FoxesAfloat]

So many people have said gazunder and I'd never heard of it until today! 🙃

[@pikeywyatt]

@@FoxesAfloat how a bout the thunder box,we had one at the end of the garden .and thanks for making me smile and cry..thanks.

[@MLampner]

Admire the tremendous courage it takes on both of your parts to share when stress or depression catch Colin. For those of us that have those moments its helpful to know we are not alone, and for those who must live with us when the black dog is on one's chest they too need recognition. I always make the point of letting people know just how important my wife is to me for I know it is not always easy to deal with me.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Perfect! 👍🏻💜

[@janetmcpartlin9381]

I forgot to mention the fact that your choice of music is so fitting to the situations , locations & movements....so soothing to the listener also. Great job. Keep them coming.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks Janet! x

[@xavieraash]

My goodness, no wonder I love this channel so much! I'm autistic, suffer from anxiety and depression, and I feel that same way so often... Thankyou sooooo much for talking about it, honestly and a little bluntly. It really does help to know we aren't alone, and we should change the conversation so it's just as normal as talking about a broken bone. Big, socially distanced hugs from Australia! Maybe one day when the world isn't shut down I'll get to the UK and see some river boats for real. Looks so lovely!

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks so much, Ash. Can't wait for the world to reopen! x

[@xavieraash]

@@FoxesAfloat oh, my gosh, an actual reply from the actual foxes! Well, that's my day made. 😊

[@deanmills5106]

It hurts to see you suffer the way you do. As I had mentioned before, I'm a Vietnam Vet and suffered with PTSD. I can relate to some of what your going thru and I can tell you torment like that is devastating and almost indescribable. One thing that I did learn over the years of suffering was that I am in control. Basically it's your brain and it's up to you what thought you allow your brain to think. Of course this is much harder that it sounds but it is possible. Over the years I learned what thoughts were helpful and what thoughts to avoid. Thoughts could lead to anxiety or even panic attacks. It took me years to train my mind, but I did it. I don't suffer the way I used to and I'm so thankful for what I went through because it has brought me to now. I know that your condition is different, but I hope this helps in some way.

[@FoxesAfloat]

All support, ideas and message help in some way, Dean. I hope you're good? xx

[@swerve-ul3ss]

Given the amount of brilliant vlogs you've uploaded, I suggest the following name for your pot : "The Downloader". Keep on keeping on guys. Your honest, open, emotional personalities are perfectly suited to each other, and to this medium. Such a pleasure and honour to have you share your life with us!

[@FoxesAfloat]

Hehe! Thanks! x

[@ewoutbuhler5217]

Amazing! When I read breakdown, I thought some technical difficulty involving the boat. I was swept away by the brutal honesty of showing this ASD episode. Words are one thing, you can tell what's going on. But to have it documented in the direct and loving way Shaun did, really bolt. Thank you, makes me appreciate your channel even more. Lovely Lune aqueduct footage anyway, breathtaking indeed, even made my 18-yo daughter look away from her own screens (Inkmaster and phone) in appreciation. Well done!

[@FoxesAfloat]

Wow! We engaged a teenager! 😂👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻

[@aldo888fly]

I genuinely believe this is the best vlog of all. The emotional rollercoaster it’s provoked in me has been amazing. The high of the drone shots of the Lune Aqueduct to the low of the foetal bed shot (brought back some sad memories, did that). Allied to that the wonderful shots of your handsome dude Dillon and Shaun being a complete hero, this one has it all. Love and respect to you both.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you sooooooo much! x

[@pboro.d]

You should never be ashamed of your mental health struggles, it's not a sign of weakness. I'm up at 3.15am watching your delightful vlogs because I'm struggling with my Mum's terminal diagnosis. I keep smiling on the outside but inside is in turmoil. Documenting your "blip" has enabled me to have a very cathartic cry. Thanks for keeping me company x

[@FoxesAfloat]

So sorry you're struggling at the moment, Denise. Please talk and keep going! x

[@caenydd]

Hi Guys, I’m really enjoying your videos, the building of the new boat and now some great scenery as you explore the North West. I was very moved today that you included that part when Colin was not well. Actually it’s inspiring that you share this as well as your undoubted love for each other. Take care. Kenneth.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks Kenneth 👍🏻

[@sailorgirl2017]

Colin, you are not alone with your struggles with Mental Health. As a sufferer of anxiety and depression mostly balanced with medication many people still don't understand when I just can't go to a party or get together or have a breakdown. The one grateful thing is that I now understand how I feel and process. And for me and those closest to me that is a comfort. Take care of yourself in your own time. Sending you some positive energy from Canada. Btw, my husband and I live aboard a sailboat, 6 years now. Thanks goes out to Shaun and all those partners who do their best to support us.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you! I was a bit nervous about how this vlog would be accepted but it seems mostly positive. Sending love back to Canada! xx

[@cheerio3847]

This has been years ago, but those drone shots... I can't imagine how that Lune aqueduct didn't become a tourist attraction way back then! So gorgeous. It's lovely to see you two work thru the mental health issues and the breakdowns in such a positive way. No recriminations, just loving support and acceptance from both of you that shit happens and then you move on together. Really lovely and I could just feel the care coming thru the camera via expressions, tone, body language etc. Also, speaking of s**t (lol!) when I was caravaning about Australia, a friend of my friend there referred to the cassette toilet jokingly as the 'porcelain god', even tho it's not porcelain like a house toilet and gotten from the American expression of what drunks do when the bed spins hit - praying to the porcelain god. He did so because he liked to talk about emptying it as 'servicing the porcelain god'! and made jokes about my servicing the porcelain god during my road trip. ;-) I do think others Guzzunder to be the best as it rolls off the tongue nicely during convo. Gotta go, guzzunder time or the guzzunders over there....

[@peterwalton1502]

Colin you are so honest about your illness. It is an inspiration to those of us who also have problems 👏👏. What a great partner you have in Shaun.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks, Peter! 👍🏻

[@aarongranger]

It takes tremendous strength to share like that. Thank you both for the candor and honesty.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Aww, thank you Arron ❤️

[@michaelmooney3369]

US Army Desert Storm PTSD I understand all too well.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Sending love, mate x

[@chipking2765]

Sum good days and bad days

[@andrewschmitz9707]

You get my respect and compassion. I lost mates in Orlando, and one amazing officer who responded was going through hell just months prior to retirement. It was pure bull,and his colleague who was in Nam said what went down was that level and he simply needed help. Minus details, I and others requested his case be redone,my role was doing this with both town he worked for and his force,and we did it. He and his family would have been financially destroyed, not in any way a hero just wanted to respect him for helping my mates.

[@ceeceety2320]

@@andrewschmitz9707 You may not feel like a hero and obviously aren't looking for accolades, but in my opinion, you are a hero. It takes a stand-up man to do what you did. Peace.

[@victoriahaworth2651]

Really brave if you both to share that . It’s good to talk . Love your films and it’s showing our lovely Lanky in all its glory . Thank you looking forward to the next time x

[@FoxesAfloat]

It really is lovely! The weather....? not so much 😂 xxx

[@johnhayward7173]

The weather has been "Fresh" across the country, not just in Lanky to be fair. @@FoxesAfloat

[@deelaing682]

Bless you, Colin, stay well. And bless you too, Shaun, for taking such good care of Colin.Hugs.

[@FoxesAfloat]

💜💜💜

[@furion3555]

Hats off to you for having the courage to show the meltdown, I and no doubt many others have the upmost respect for you for doing it. 1 step at a time, 1 foot after the other and the rest will follow. Top job fellas

[@FoxesAfloat]

Kind words, thank you so much. xxxx

[@karen-mariesarratt2996]

Colin, you have a beautiful soul and it shines through in these video's. You are who you are and if other people do not like some aspects of you THAT IS THEIR PROBLEM NOT YOURS. Nobody is perfect and if anyone thinks they are then they are fooling themselves. Mental health is not discussed enough, it harks back to people being locked in lunatic asylums when out of sight out of mind was the order of the day. We have come a long way since then but, as a society, we need to work harder to accept everyone for who they are, the good and the bad, without judgement. I think you are both fantastic and I look forward to that little bell telling me you have uploaded something new. Enjoy the rest of the Lancaster, some amazing scenery awaits you :)

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks Karen! You're 100% correct in everything you say about mental health! x Loving the Lanky, so far! Except for the constant rain ☔️ xxxx

[@james7149]

Colin, there is one thing you can do...never feel alone. That you have shared those moments is a sign you’re headed on a new and better path to the future. The love you both have for each other will always get you through “those” days. My partner “Colin” and I are inspired by your life choices and living here in Australia see your new life as unique and amazing!🤗

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks James. Your partner has the coolest name 😉 xx

[@lindastorey6685]

My heart goes out to you Colin,I've suffered varying degrees of depression and anxiety for many years.Trying to carry on day to day is sometimes just so overwhelming.you are right people do not talk about such things.Best wishes to you Colin,you have a wonderful husband ,and the love you have for each other is priceless xx.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you, Linda 💜

[@tonydeleo3642]

Colin, you are loved for who you are, just the way you are, by your rock, your partner, Shaun and so many of out here in You Tube land. Be who you are, the honest, the real you and you will be the best person you can be! Thank you for sharing this side of your life with us, I am sure that it helps so many people with similar issues.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Wow, thank you

[@terrybrowning3542]

That aqueduct was a WOW shot!!! Loon Aqueduct i think.. You hang in there Colin, we are all here for you. Thank you Shaun for filling us in. Was lovely having you doing the talking. You do well at that also.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks, Terry!

[@angelacross2216]

Your videography is absolutely stunning.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Angela, thank you so much! xxx

[@johnrapp87]

Anyone can get overwhelmed. My daughter has issue and I know she gets embarrassed after but she can’t help it. It is what it is. Don’t beat yourself up about it , I’m glad you have a partner that understands.

[@jonjacob1962]

Shaun. You're awesome dude. Colin. "Slow down. Shaun. "I'm in reverse." 😂😂

[@FoxesAfloat]

😂😂😂😂

[@alanblack9540]

Hi chaps. The really nice thing about KZbin is that to never know what video you’ll stumble across and the lovely people involved. Was never a fan of canals, narrow boats or such like until I happened upon your vlog. Beautifully made, sincerely documented. Keep up the wonderful work. For what it’s worth-here’s my nugget.....No rain-No rainbows. Your newest fan.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Hey, Alan 👋🏻 Thank you and welcome! 💜

[@sheilaknight5370]

I laughed and cried at this episode. Toenail fairy and Sadik Camphor ! I was going to ask if you could clone Shaun as we all need a Shaun but then realised we need a Colin as well. We couldn't do without your bravery Colin and the way you fight the demons. Big hugs xx

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks Sheila! The toenail fairy never paid up! x

[@Kitchguy]

I have been dealing with depression for years and more recently anxiety. I have been hiding it for years until this year due to the anxiety overwhelming me at times. This video was touching and as human as human can be. Thank you 🙏 it reminds me that I’m not alone dealing with this condition.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you. I hope you're coping 💜

[@karenkeenan9735]

So I've just got caught up with this and thanks for the lovely memories of our trip to the Lancy in March, loved seeing Dillon's wee curious face peeping out from the boat too. Hats off to you both for opening up about the harder parts of life, bless you both and you are an amazing couple for being there for each other, definitely each others yin and yan. I hope life continues to get better but you know what, you are still winning it. xxx

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks Karen! xx

[@paulkippax4530]

Thank you for being so brave Colin, so many people suffer from mental health issues and to talk about it and share your story is incredibly powerful. We wish you all the very best. And completely agree with Narrow Dreams comments below, the two of you are a joy to watch. Keep up the great vlogs!

[@FoxesAfloat]

Awww, thanks Paul! (Not brave though) 👍🏻❤️

[@sreed8066]

Watched this twice and was not sure what to say, but wanted to say something. Thank you for sharing your personal experiences, it is after all one of the reasons you give for buying the boat, to live with less stress, more open spaces and freedom. Whilst I will never fully understand what you are going through, because I can never be in your shoes, I appreciate the opportunity to learn from you. I love your vlogs, they are fun and joyful, but also informative about the reality of boat life and interesting with all the places you have been. The main thing I have taken from this vlog (and it is clear from your other vlogs too) is what a wonderful mutually supportive and loving relationship you have - and that is something we can all aspire to. You two have nailed it - best wishes xx

[@FoxesAfloat]

WOW! stumped for word. Thank you for your amazing comments Sarah ❤️ Thank you so much, it really does mean a lot to us. Best wishes xxxxxxxxxx

[@davidgriffiths4844]

Colin & Shaun - thank you for sharing this - you are so right when you say that mental illness isn’t talked about! I don’t understand why there is so much taboo about it! The brain is just another part of the body, when it doesn’t function as perhaps it should, then just like any other illness, support, love and kindness go a long way. One in three people will suffer from some form of mental health problem during their lifetime - everyone will know someone who suffers! We all need to talk about it, and ensure that there is help out there to help cope with the dark times. Too many people think it’s possible to just snap out of it, or think more positively. But when things are bad, then this just isn’t going to help. My wife has suffered with periods of acute mental illness over the years. Her breakdowns have been awful, but she has always managed to get help and those of us that love her are there to support her through the bad times. Thank you for sharing and highlighting these issues! Keep up the good work - your videos are eagerly awaited each week - the quality is absolutely breathtaking! Best wishes to you both! David x

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks for a lovely message, David! You're right in everything you say and I've been blown away by the positive comments I've had from this vlog. xxx

[@NDKY67]

it takes time for your mind and body to forget the traumatic events that create stress and anxiety, you'll be ok dude. Travelling on a canal boat is most likely the best therapy you can get, thanks for putting this into your vlog, it takes real courage to be honest about your inner feelings and talk about mental health.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks Nicholas! x

[@offwiththeirheads4635]

Collin your lucky to have a such a supportive partner! Think positive thoughts the next time the dark clouds appear on the horizon.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Hi Daryle. Thanks for a lovely comment. Unfortunately, positive thoughts don't come close. Anxiety and breakdowns caused by autism related stress can't be overcome by positive thinking. There are no medications or therapies to stop it happening. This is why I want to raise awareness of it. All mental health is important, and there are literally thousands of variations. I hope that by talking about it people might understand that it's not as easy as looking on the bright side. Much love to you! x

[@Jude-to7lw]

First I’d like to say that I’m new to this channel so I haven’t seen a whole lot of the videos. But I think it’s good that mental health is being discussed by the two of you. Because some people may see your videos and think “they got the life” ride around in a boat all day and no cares in the world. But nobody can see how hard it is being in our own head at times, and we are far too hard on ourselves. This is not just mental, it’s also chemical in balance in us. And I think there’s two things that we really need, one being a good supporter to talk with, because this gives us acceptance, and maybe some guidance. And to find ourselves a good affirmation to use over and over in our head. I know there’s more to all this, but I wasn’t trying to write a book on my little knowledge. Good video.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you so much for appreciating what we do 💜

[@lizdavila9138]

Can't say anything more than I love you 2 for sharing what life is like for autistics

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks, Liz ❤️💙💜

[@melissapowell1841]

Going back and catching up on the vlogs I haven't watched from the first year. (Y'all got me through the pandemic). Shaun, thank you for documenting Colin's meltdown and Colin, thank you for letting him. You have always been so refreshingly open and honest and seeing this first one hit me hard, but in a beautiful way. I'm so glad you are renewing your vows. You are a testament to what a true relationship is. p.s. Colin. My dad was a railroader so I grew up with trains. 😏

[@hannelarsen4918]

I just wanted to give you a big hug. I got teary while watching this vlog. Brave to share this side of you.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Don’t be teary! Love that hug though 🤗

[@barrycossins9027]

Hi Colin my daughter is autistic and can be quite odd to the outside world i fully understand you and it may help to put your thoughts down to someone like me and not get any response just knowing you have unloaded to a total stranger who will not judge or sympathise but just acknowledge its been read ...this helps my daughter share thoughts without any chance of people putting an opinion of the text ...take care

[@HorstDieterification]

You two are so likable! Metal health is just like the physical health: some of us have chronic issues, and everybody has temporary ones. It is great that you talked openly about it, it will surely support others in similar situations.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you! I hope it does help others. xx

[@rebeccamackey4878]

We are so grateful for you to open up about mental issues we need to talk about mental health without the judgment ..hugs hugs hugs!!

[@rebeccamackey4878]

BTW....Binge watching from Weed Ca U.S.

[@FoxesAfloat]

💜💜💜

[@cadencechrome4783]

So very proud of you both for sharing your ups and the downs that will happen in this life. Colin you are unique as is Shawn and never be ashamed or embarrassed for who you are. We all have our trials and by you two sharing yours it helps us all. Cheers!!

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks Cadence (Cool name). 👍🏻

[@lynneevans4265]

Thanks for sharing the good and the bad, you two together are magic. Keep thinking good thoughts and know we all love you guys, and Dylan x Happy Boating ❤️

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks, Lynne. ❤️

[@christinedoyle2168]

Glad your feeling better Colin. Love everything about your vlogs, they are so professionally shot, the quality is amazing! Love the drone footage and love the background music you use. I follow quite a few Narrowboat You Tubers and yours are one of the ones I look forward to the most. Stay well, stay positive, stay happy and keep the vids coming 😊

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks Christine. Making them keeps my mind occupied. Glad you’re enjoying them. Thanks the really kind words. They mean more than you think 👍🏻 xxx

[@chipking2765]

Keep up the good work on KZbin and thank you for highlighting mental health issues it doesn’t get recognised enough even today

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you! xx

[@anthonycordingley1256]

Colin never be ashamed to be you everyone is so proud of you for been honest and open wish i could be the same and shaun you are amazing you deal with your part of life and you reassure colin so much both of you are fantastic. I know the area you are in i used to live in morecambe with my mum and used to cycle to to hest bank for the west coast main line its such a nice place and you two are so fantastic at what you both do im so glad i came across your vlogs.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Aww, thanks so much, Anthony! 👍🏻💜

[@andrewnorthwood6749]

Colin, you and Shaun are lovely, and we love the way you are together.Stay strong

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks, Andrew!

[@JourneywithJono]

Stay strong Colin. Lovely vlog. Molly and I send lots of hugs.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Yes, Sire. Of course, Sire. Love to the Queen. Love to Molly. xx

[@sylviapage8572]

When I saw the title, I thought I hope it’s the boat and not Colin! I suppose you just have to be positive and appreciate the fact it’s happening much less now. Sadly I don’t think anything in this life is stress free but you are immersed in nature so that’s about as good as it gets. I’m glad you shared it and that you’re feeling much better now. I certainly don’t want you to feel you need to be anything other than yourself because not one of us is perfect! The video was wonderful and I think suffering the Ribble link was definitely worth it. The Lune aqueduct was amazing and the drone footage was excellent. I loved the ripples on the river and canal travelling at right angles and catching the sunlight, that was really beautiful. Dylan (I bet I’ve spelt it wrong again!) is gorgeous and my number one boat-tube dog. He reminds me a little of my oldest cockapoo, Jethro, he’s also a little on the chunky side and pulls like mad on the lead but he’s a beautiful, intelligent and loving companion. Thanks as always for a fabulous video. I can’t wait for you to get to Morecambe. Oops I almost forget! The pot must be called Jerry. My granny always called the chamber pot Jerry so I googled and it said an alternative name for the pot is Jerry or sometimes Jordan but I’ve never heard that! Obviously it will be tricky if you have friends called that and you may have other ideas but it’s my favourite. 😁x

[@FoxesAfloat]

Jordan? Where does Jordan come from? LMAO! 😂 Thanks for always commenting. It means so much ❤️

[@KeithGordon]

Thank you so much for sharing the ups and downs and showing how a strong couple can get through both together xx

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks Gordon! x

[@karenh3489]

I really appreciate your honesty. You are a wonderful couple. Telling the truth about your pain can be healing for anyone who reads your vlogs. I have PTSD from a terrible accident many years. I'm tired of it controlling my life. Monday I am going to start a new therapy to see if I can stop being afraid every time I get in the car and it is raining. The pain is miserable. My heart goes out to both of you.

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks, Karen. Good luck with therapy! x

[@karenh3489]

@@FoxesAfloat Thank you so much

[@duncanvincent9106]

Yet another wonderful episode. This content is really worthy of some award!! I love how your deep friendship and care for each other speaks for itself and is not pushed at us as if it “must be” the subject of your video content. I wish I had the loving support you have Colin and I’m with you. Some of us just get out of kilter now and again. I do. I’m not as resilient to the stresses life puts in our way. I need to learn from you and roll with it more. Again.... beautiful. Thanks. PS drone footage was lovely!

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thanks so much, Duncan ❤️

[@eirishemd]

Hugs!!! Thanks for being so open🇨🇦❤️

[@FoxesAfloat]

Thank you Elaine! 🤗