Breaking The World Record For Longest Kill & Battling PTSD | Extraordinary Lives Podcast |

This the first episode of the brand new Extraordinary Lives: Minutes With Podcast.
In this episode we talked to Craig Harrison, who was a highly-trained British Army sniper, who’s best-known for once holding the world record for the longest kill. Craig was used to taking out Taliban machine gunners but his exceptional career took its toll, pushing him to the very brink.
Warning: this episode contains some graphic descriptions and discussion of suicidal feelings.
Extraordinary Lives is a podcast from the team behind LADbible’s Minutes With.
We speak to remarkable people who each have a unique story to tell - spies, terrorists, hackers, gangsters, killers, people with particular conditions, and those who’ve lived unreal experiences. These are the stories that resonated the most with LADbible’s audience when they were originally told on Minutes With.
In this podcast, LADbible’s Ben Powell-Jones sits down with those individuals for a more in-depth conversation, revealing untold tales for the first time.
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[@adamwalker8649]

I'm not a veteran but you are a great person ❤️ please help others and for God's sake don't hurt your self God bless you 🙏

[@beautifullybrilliant7542]

This man id very literal definition and embodiment of a hero, never let anyone tell you anything different #LoveVeterans0

[@samjones682]

​@@adamwalker8649🎉🎉🎉😂🎉

[@razorjean]

You should do a video with Tanya, for her opinion of how she coped. This could really help other wives and partners know how to cope with it.

[@UnknownStrobes]

Yesss get Tanya on, if she would do it!

[@jalenn757]

Great idea!

[@lesliesteele3926]

@@yepi3345 How is it desperate to want to help others? Yes, he ends up retelling his stories but his bottom line is getting help to those in need. He speaks with heart, isn't shy about emotion (coming from a military family ... emotion wasn't his strongest suit), and understands the lack of appropriate services. I truly hope you are just trolling, and not heartless.

[@LouisArnold_]

@@lesliesteele3926 well said

[@scrapehead]

@@yepi3345 You insensitive , cold hearted individual ...how much service have you given for your country ? Have you ever put your head on the block ? i have no doubt that the answer is no to both questions. The man is suffering from the consequences of his loyal service & all you can say is he's looking for attention. You heartless git...be careful what path you take in life as the next stone you place your feet on my not be as stable as you think & everything crumbles around you.

[@RADICALL_]

PTSD is nothing to sneeze at, Craig is an absolute living Legend for battling through all of his demons (including fighting suicide and depressing) in and out of the battle field. The simple fact that the military dispatched him when they found out he had PTSD is actually heartbreaking, there is no respect given to veterans once they leave. Militaries everywhere need to give more support to those in serious need, epically when it comes to soldiers risking there lives 24/7; and taking accountability to actually fixing mental health rather then dispatching people and making it worse smh. Thank you for your service Craig!

[@matthewhampshire1088]

Achoo! 🤧

[@m.r.3275]

I've had the pleasure to speak to Craig, he is first and foremost a gentleman who is inspirational to so many. Was so gutted for him when I learned Betsy had passed away, she was clearly a major rock in his life. Keep strong mate.

[@langa77777]

Stay strong Craig. I say stay strong because you clearly already are. Job well done mate. Enjoy life for Betsy and all of us who you sacrificed for.

[@yepi3345]

this guy is so desperate for attention

[@user-ve9tu5rv6e]

@@yepi3345 grow up basement dweller

[@dawnhock4545]

Yep I and c u two r at the bottom of a barrel that’s been turned to slug! 🤯🤬

[@issey001]

I served a huge chunk of my career with Craig, funny, motivating, driven, and also just a top guy to be around. I didn’t always think that on PT sessions while getting my arse kicked, but he will always be a friend and a true warrior, someone I used to look up to x

[@PawnshopmikeATL]

Did you wipe his ass????? …… plz tell me the whole “brotherly ass wiping” thing is made up BULLSHIT for a good bar story to tell

[@riffratt]

When you get the likes of Craig Harrison and Tyson Fury talking about their mental health and the lows they’ve been through it helps other men talk about what they’re going through without the stigma and shame that many of us feel, such an accomplished and capable man but you can literally see his heart breaking at some of the things he’s been through, it’s good to see he’s finding some happiness on this journey now though

[@dondraper2344]

Also Paddy the baddy, up and coming UFC superstar. Won his last fight and used his victory speech as an opportunity to raise awareness around mental health and to combat the stigma. All top notch, quality, exceptional blokes.

[@tommy2wheels943]

Yh a lot of respect to this man hope he finds his comfort zone

[@dannyheighes9765]

Every time I watch him, he is an inspiration. I am no military background but I suffer with mental health and to see a man like you pull through gives me the strength to think hopefully I can too. What a man and LEGEND, well done fella

[@Rainy..Day.]

Thank u so much for having him back on and for doing this video. His story and his emotions and the fact that he can show it's ok to get emotional because of what he's gone through, is indescribable. I don't know the words to express my gratitude and my aw for him and his wife for sticking by him and for getting him to this point in his life. I've been a caregiver for many disabled and dying veterans and the shit some of them have gone through for us and our countries is nightmare fuel. I truthfully don't know what to say or how to say it, but thank u. I wish the best for u and ur family.

[@TheCyberwolf85]

Oh no betsy 😢 I could listen to Craig speaking all day. Thank you for sharing your stories and being honest about PTSD and mental health 🙏

[@jack-yi1zf]

As being an ex squaddie myself serving in 1st Battalion rifles and doing 2 tours of Afghan I can't express how hard it is to explain and express to people the kind of things you deal with over there, from emotions to situations. Craig, you're inspiring to everyone and you've been through a lot and I respect you, we can tell your emotions through your voice and body language. I also have to agree with the lack of help for veterans suffering from PTSD its awful.

[@UnknownStrobes]

Finished his book just a few weeks ago but really looking forward to listening to this

[@wm2922]

Is the book any good?

[@carolyndelong4737]

What is the name of his book?? I would love to read it . Thank you

[@Eire_1995]

Does he say how he lost his finger by any chance?

[@UnknownStrobes]

@@wm2922 yeah I would recommend! Some crazy stories in there and got me really emotional at the end

[@UnknownStrobes]

@@carolyndelong4737 it’s called longest kill

[@mouthguard17]

The way Craig talks about ptsd with such clarity is really amazing. I have complex post traumatic stress disorder and have been in therapy since I was 10 years old. This means so much to me.

[@AtAndAtty]

Keep your chin up mate!!

[@archer8492]

Apart from his incredible stories of his time in the military, and everything he's been through and dealt with himself, it's incredible for him to come on something like this and say 'if you're struggling and don't have anyone to talk to, talk to me.' By doing that he's potentially saving lives in just as real a way as he did by taking out those gunners in Afghanistan and I have huge respect for what he's doing helping people like that.

[@shanenewton8560]

Iraq: Tony Blair; " we made a mistake " resumes a GUILT FREE existence...

[@lazylad8544]

Massive respect to Craig. There's people walking around today because this man did his job well. Thank you for your service 👍👍

[@brad270472]

My old man was in 2 para in the late 60's/early 70's, served in Rhodesia (before it became Zimbabwe) and then northern Ireland. He didn't speak much about what he saw but he always had serious anger issues which could of been down to that but the support ex service personnel get is disgusting. They put your life on the line to fight their battles and then forget about you after the worse that can happen, happens.

[@samanthamountain9764]

Oh gosh I was worried about what would happen when Betsy passed away. I'm glad you are still here Craig. You show us all that we can keep putting one foot ahead of the other.

[@Cryo._.]

Great to see Craig again. Great man, would love to just sit down with him and chat. Seems like a proper good bloke with a great support network. I'm sorry to hear about your dog, dogs are family and losing them is so tough. Godspeed mate.

[@harveydysonwilliams8235]

What an absolute GEM of a human being! Craig you should be very proud of yourself, to have gone through the things you have and be sat there and still offering yourself and your time to help and support others is just beyond commendable! So glad your Betsy was there for you on one of your darkest days and I'm sure will always be with you until the day you meet again, but not for a good while yet my man, as you have so much more to offer the good people of this country/world. You stay strong Craig! Love and best wishes to you and your family.

[@elg0rdo351]

Wow this podcast is intense. I could listen to Craig for ever. My best wishes to him and his family! Additionally, I want to send every British Soldier my deepest respect. Luckily, I got acquainted to a few here in Germany on night outs and in the gym. Awesome guys! Really fantastic and honourable men.

[@kenharty6016]

My dog saved my life too bro. Keep on keepin on man bettsy loves you.

[@deanmula]

23 years and at the end of the day you're just a number to the army. That's the thanks you get after all the hardship you and others went through when on active duty. Wish you luck on your new project in helping others.

[@Marcus-wj5ju]

I have mental health problems just from growing up.seen alot of bad things done alot of bad things and suffered from alot of bad things took lots of therapy over the years in a much better place now. Mental health is terminal but you can learn to manage it. This video really hits hard on my mental scars it's always nice to share pain no matter how painful it is thanks soldier.

[@yute]

That’s good to hear.

[@lygase]

This guy's videos are my favourite BY FAR. Simply inspirational and informative - didn't know he'd written about it so gonna get the book 👌🏻

[@rej0icex]

Fantastic, thanks for featuring Craig, LADbible. We need to hear more from this man.

[@justinchamberlain3443]

45:01 23 yrs of service of killing, getting blow up, watching death happen and the crown gives him 30% retirement pay; absolutely shameful 54:01 incredible work; he's willing to work for free to help those w/ ptsd 57:01 makes himself available on insta-incredible

[@AuHNuF]

Keep him coming. His story and perspective are so powerful and important. Always enjoy watching his episodes!

[@KJ-xy7cc]

Like they say, a dog is a man’s best friend.

[@rustoleummanattack9234]

I had this on in the background and heard, "You could ask someone who's been in the military 22 years, have you shot your rifle or handgun?" as, "Have you shot your wife with a handgun?" 😂 Silly American ears

[@Adrianos321]

It is absolutely unbelievable how he talks about immense pain with such composure. I really admire him

[@XclsvMusicUK]

Just the fact the army never helped him once they removed him shows what kinda people they really are this man deserves everything & more! After seeing this interview I could never see myself ever wanting to join the army such a horrible way of life

[@billpetersen298]

Shining a light, on the Chinese, influence propaganda, helps.

[@lonewolfgaming5593]

I’m from Leominster mate, stone throw from Hereford. All the love mate. My ptsd is bad but not as bad as yours. Mental Illness is fucking real and more support should be available particularly in Herefordshire ❤

[@flapjack413]

And all this time I thought it was just us in the US who didn't give our veterans the care and support that they deserve. Heartbreaking to find out that this goes on in other countries as well.

[@harryburgoine7849]

Fantastic human being. Much love Craig! ❤️

[@phalanx-it]

I love interviews with Craig because he's so open and honest and never tries to big himself up (he doesn't need to). SO sorry that Betsy passed away. Our pets are so much part of our family. Lots of other comments on here about the amazing support that his wife, Tanya has provided, and we really need to do more to help both our troops AND their number one support systems - their partners/families. I wish Craig and Tanya all the peace and happiness that they so richly deserve. RIP Betsy.

[@stephenslater8422]

What an episode of strength, inspiration and honesty I honestly hope he gets all the funding and more he needs to make the project he started, what a guy, we as a country need to support our veteran's they give us there life we need to show them at any cost our appreciation, God bless Craig x Ste. Slater

[@carolyndelong4737]

Unbelievable, I pray for you and your family and I really really appreciate your fight and love for our country’s . I can’t even imagine what you have endured . You are sharing a small amount of 20 years so keep fighting for yourself and your family , stay strong . It must be hard to see how we just left Afghanistan after everything you and others have been through for our freedom . Just know that I am grateful for everything!! ❤

[@sfeewrfsf2578]

What?

[@Alfskini]

thank you for service you brave man!

[@MrsKateT]

That is the best interview I’ve seen on this channel, what a guy! Nice one ladbible tv for giving this man a voice and showing the world how poorly we treat our veterans. We should be ashamed.

[@gregbrogan9061]

I went back to watch some of Craig's earlier interviews. I must say... He was so impressive, but he was looking slightly rough. He is looking and sounding so good now! Really handsome, polished, positive and put together. I'm so happy to see!

[@mertkali4243]

You are a warrior a Lion a Mentor a awesome Person you got to have a Good Heart otherwise i cant explain why allah Loves you so much, we muslims say THE HARDER YOUR LIFE, THE MORE ALLAH LOVES YOU, our Hard lifes should be a honor

[@fpvlegion]

We all need to have this guy around! I tend to think at times " where is he, is he making it out there?!" There are lots of ex army guys in pain, Craig was introduced by this channel and he in-bodies the struggle of many to refit in society and have a purpose. We all need to keep him into "today", like so many others out there and be some kind of a global social coping structure. Good to see you CRAIG, keep the daemons away, be safe!

[@elastronaute1198]

It makes you envy guys like this, just a little bit. It's the comradery, it's the purpose, it's the adventure. I know it comes at a price, but damn is it romantic.

[@Michael-ou4lq]

3 mins in and I noticed Craig looks really well, I hope by him telling us his story has helped him with his ptsd , I’ve said it before I wish him and family all the best and I love listening to him tell us about his time in the army, thank you Craig and god bless x

[@lovetheearth6135]

This is the first time I have heard of you Craig. I just want to say what a solid individual you are & a true leader of men. Im a English civilian but have had my low points in life & I 100% understood Your story of your beautiful dog/soul mate. I been there too at that moment/cross roads & if it had not been for my dog I would not be here today. Thank you for touching my soul & showing me what a real human is all about. 🙏 Just your words for your wife, family & your inner strength has made me feel strong again, thank you so much & really hope you get everything you want got the rest of your life

[@xMahaDMAhx]

Third time, i see this bloke here. He seems to be a really tough and kind guy. I hope he's doing well at all-my best wishes

[@stephanwright5340]

what a F****G video what a guy. What a soul. What a story. Craig your incredible mate I never served but have CTPTSD BPD from childhood trauma and stuff can't imagine the intenseisty from your PTSD can't imagine. Your a legend. Your where boy mate and just where in this machine. Your increbile mate keep fighting dude. Let the tears flow your a true man a true hero. I know you think your mot but your a lovely guy and saved so many lives. I'm so glad you have your school I hope to god I can end up coming I just lost my dog of 19-20 human years I've been on my own and she was all had she stopped me doing the thing so many times I couldn't leave her. Wish you all the best you and your family it's beautiful yiur love story aswell. All the best woth the school.and holidays to you both.

[@paulineverriere8054]

To heck…to join the forces upon sign up….you need a legal team at your side…to ensure anything goes wrong best help available…that you won’t tossed aside after fighting for your country…

[@nawdawg4300]

It's funny, Craig talks about lobbing shots in order to figure out how high to aim his rifle. I've done litterally that exact same thing in games like Battlefield lol.

[@HardPloff]

Always a pleasure to listen to Craig. Hope you are doing well!

[@ryunsmallbone7549]

I could do with talking to you. It could prevent me from ending the pain. I watched your interview. I was crying at the end. You said so much towards the end, about P.T.S.D. Regardless of the reasons. I need to talk to someone. Unfortunately, contrary to your advice, my family aren't the people. I don't want to put it on them. Thks, Ryun.

[@JamesDeanIsAlive]

it has to rain before the sun shines again. stay strong, seek a PTSD support group, and remember that there's always time to change your life.

[@wereham]

Get a counsellor bro

[@ryunsmallbone7549]

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[@ryunsmallbone7549]

@@wereham I've been to councillors. Most of them have got their own issues and got into the business because they've been on a course. I have a diploma in hypnotherapy. You should have seen the other people on the course. Proper fucked up. I need to talk to some that doesn't try to convince me that I'm mental. 🤣 My wife has just completed a course on R.T.T. (Rapid transformation therapy) 6 grand. Fuck me! Now I know I'm proper mental. She told me so. I love her very much. But. She is a female version of Karl Piilkington. Nuts. Thanks for your response. Replying to you made me smile. That's good therapy. Cheers Bud

[@ryunsmallbone7549]

Thanks James. It's the advice I would give myself. And follow. But sometimes you just get tired fighting it,for a while. Thing is. It not all in my head. Most of it is circumstances. Believe it or not, I love fun. Just hasn't been much time for it.

[@brian.7966]

Sir, you have my respect and admiration, well done, and good luck.

[@jonathanguidroz7153]

What a heavy fucking episode. Guys like Randy Marsh in the elephantitis episode.

[@gatesecg5087]

Massive respect brother. Thankyou for your service. Incredible bravery. 🙏

[@dylanwells5444]

The British Army treats their soldiers like trash compared to the US. God bless this man.

[@christopherleveck6835]

I was in a bad spot and was pretty sure it was the end. I called my wife in the middle of a fight and she made me so mad I got back in the fight and went to work. Got myself out of a really bleak situation. Kind of felt bad for the guys I raged against..... we've been married almost 30 years now....

[@PinkuStyle]

New sub 3 time Iraq vet. The 23 years of service dismissed in 30 min boiled my blood!! I got out after 6 years with three of those being combat .. they seriously treat you like crap on the way out

[@jinz0]

lad bible does some great content

[@zombbae]

Idk why i cried when he said it was fate he saw his friend but i did lol

[@PaperbackDreamsMusic]

Off topic but, Craig can totally voice Simon Riley in the COD universe!

[@jsgroupuk]

Such an inpirational man. A lot of demons to deal with daily and how he copes is just incredible. So much respect.

[@GrantSmith1872]

Need to make a film about this lad

[@AtAndAtty]

Absolutely, he went from being ignored and disrespected to being the best. What a man!!

[@shanesambo5633]

I'm frozen in my seat. Crying and laughing with him. THANK YOU FOR YOUR SERVICE.

[@peterwetton2655]

Craig you are a legend, no one can ever imagine the things and places you’ve seen and been to. Never ever dwell on or regret anything you’ve done in your career your a true gent and an inspiration for any want to soldier. All the best to you.

[@jamesmoore8624]

Cheers Craig for telling your story. Your a proper hero mate - not for all the Military career, but the mental battles youve over come - Well done mate, take massive heart in the people youve helped just talking about your life.

[@JohnHarrison-yh8vj]

As a person who also had had enough of life several years ago, and pulled through due to my Autistic Boy, Its fantastic that Craig, a physical giant can talk about this, and with this help countless numbers of people. well done that man.

[@mrs.perfectly.fine.]

I love how the interviewer (not sure of his name, apologies) was clearly interested and engaged which is amazing to see, he clearly was really enjoying learning about Craig’s experiences ❤

[@FromaDistanceStar]

This guy is just incredible such a legend but I can't believe the army treated him that way I mean he is the best sniper in the uk and the army does that. It such a shame but Craig has powered through and I'm so glad he has such a beautiful and powerful lady by his side. All the best Craig hopefully I can meet you in person one day 🤞

[@cjyea2534]

This dide right here. He a real one and i apprecoage him spreading his experience. I suffer a very different but Similiar brain injury and he makes me feel like im not alone. With how i isolate and get snappy. Uncontrollable depression and suicidal thoughts even when things are ok. I cant relate with this guy even though we come from completely different backgrounds

[@martynissitt2693]

They way the British Army has treated this wonderful man is absolutely disgusting and should be a warning for anyone currently thinking of joining up, as much as I enjoy these interviews with Craig I really feel Talking about his experience is benefiting him as well. Stay strong Craig 👍

[@joelayre3204]

Yes! Super glad you got Craig back. Such an interesting guy.

[@esprich]

This man is doing great things by sharing his story. You can truly feel his pain in his words. God bless him and all those like him who suffer from PTSD.

[@jonathanm9436]

A remarkable interview about humanity, reminding me that soldiers are more just some casually referenced news items - each has a whole life they are living.

[@finnurtorfi1411]

So sad to see the care that vets get after their service, and how easily discarded they are :(

[@XclsvMusicUK]

Man that got me in my feelings when he was talking about suicide! No1 should have to feel like that 😥😞

[@nathansherd5791]

I've spoke to Craig Harrison, he's an such a honest and an inspiration to me and others, he's a great guy hope your well mate 👊👊👍

[@selenaclarke]

Thankyou for this interview. This guy deserves this record because of his honest humble manner

[@bongeyedbill9355]

Its finally time the british goverment realised, it not only costs money to train and prepare these brave serviceman for war. But, it also costs money on their return to repair the damage that war has caused them!!! .. Whatever the cost!!!

[@martinrhedges]

If there is ever a story of human will, endeavour, horror and love, Craigs story has them all... in bucket loads... For god sake, Netflix, AppleTV, Paramount, Disney etc etc... whoever, make this man's story a film and help him and others like him gain the awareness they sorely deserve. And to the UK, give his man the thanks he deserves by honouring him... even David Cameron's Hairdresser was given an MBE!!!

[@marcome1953]

I struggled a bit to understand his strong british accent but wow his story is very emotional! My eyes are red now 😭

[@lindaroth6273]

What a guy, what a life. Colorful language too. Great interview

[@DanTommoGT]

Craig and Tanya are both amazing people, Craig has opened my eyes to mental health, i dont suffer myself so iv always been a bit nieve towards it... iv watched his ladbible video multiple times and it always brings a tear to my eye.. I would love to one day meet him just to shake his hand and tell him how incredible he is and how incredible the work he does for others is.. he should be proud of all his achievements.. LEGEND

[@simonchristie4117]

Watched all his interviews and never get less hard to hear! So sorry about your dog passing 😢✌️

[@markrunnalls7215]

Craig you are a star ,a hero ,and an absolute inspirational man of a role model ,really love you mate .

[@s-e-i138]

Amazing interview, very honest and heart wrenching. Thank you, genuinely I needed to hear this. The Interviewer is also amazing!...great questions and very empathetic. 💖

[@ginarivera9466]

This guy’s story is incredible. He is incredible. His dog was sent to him by God.

[@App1eV8]

Wow Craig is fantastic his will to give back and support - real hero we’re lucky to have him.

[@Princeofthebow]

Respect for the sniper and the fighter, but nothing comes close to the honour for this man for his personal fight with PTSD. Stay strong mate, never give up.

[@whiteboi3818]

It's disgusting how the British Army just f**k you off. 23 years, Wow! This shot was all over the U.K press when it happened. I would not like any of my children joining the armed forces. Stay strong and all the best.👊👊👊

[@clamsoup]

A man who found purpose. Pretty rare. Good interview, great guest.

[@obviouslynotagentleman5831]

A Sniper and pure Gentleman at heart. Respect to you Sir 👍✌️

[@AlphaGamer1981]

This has always been my one gripe with the military, that you give them so much of yourself, your mind, your body and your soul, go to the worst places on earth to keep people safe, and as soon as you break, they throw you out without a second thought because you are no use to them anymore. The fact that it took a charity to be put together (help for heroes) by civilians and survivors is disgusting. It shouldn't need to be a charity

[@seanmcardle9585]

And lost the war to goat farmers

[@granitesevan6243]

😂😂😂😂😂😂 they absolutely smashed the Taliban in almost every contact. All the Taliban had to do was wait until the West lost interest in the region and they could easily come back. Not exactly a military capitulation by the British...

[@wendy3066]

Morning from New Zealand..WOW what an AWESOME INSPIRATIONAL GUY..THANK U CRAIG

[@darrenqueen1735]

Warrior....i could listen to him alday

[@mchealey1985]

Thank you 🙏 to Craig, and everyone at Lad Bible. Amazing. You forget sometimes that there’s fucking wonderful people in this world ✌️

[@zaffly]

im not military but i struggle with mental health every day and i appreciate this very much

[@HarshiLLmusic]

these podcasts are 🐐❤

[@milkflavour82]

I don't understand where he says there's no help for PTSD, you get 5 sessions etc. I work as a therapist for the NHS and we treat PTSD. There's no "5 sessions" and there's clear NICE guidelines and evidence based interventions for treating trauma, and that's just as a primary care service. There's secondary care mental health services which provide psychological interventions also and I have seen cases were patients have had 30 1-1 sessions with a psychologist. Of course I'm not suggesting this man is lying or something but what he's saying is totally inaccurate so, there's a disconnect somewhere. Now the waiting lists and the number of practitioners available is a whole other story, that is and has been a problem for the last 20 years I've worked in mental health services, it's always been woefully underfunded. The services and treatments do exist though. To add also, the integration between military services and mental health services could be significantly improved. The support for soldiers by the military is very poor and definitely needs improvement.

[@collsey1]

Very powerful interview. Wishing you the best of luck for the future. You deserve it..