Breathe No More..

[@siopaol]

I was looking at random videos... and when I came to this one, I hardly breathed through the whole video... I know that feeling you get, when nobody understands.... when you wish there was someone like you... someone you could talk to.... I know that feeling... all you need to do is be strong! Remember, you have fans to comfort you! Sometimes I draw to vent out my feelings too, I don't draw well, but I draw. JUST BE STRONG. DON'T LOSE HOPE. NEVER FEEL ALONE!

[@VioletVaria]

That's the great thing about vent art. You put all of your emotions into them, and emotions are what make a drawing great.

[@siopaol]

I get these moments too.These moments when something bad happens and you just don't want to tell anyone because it could crush your life.When you feel that no one understands, when you feel that if you told someone, they would think of you in a different way- a bad way.And you feel that you want to start over, just try again, just want one more chance.I get these moments... It hurts... I admit that I am very young, but I understand.YOU AREN'T ALONE.Also, I draw to vent too.Just relax...

[@Teaka]

anyone who has gone through it will know that happened hun, you dont have to tell. Just know that you have a lot of fans that love you, I know it can never replace the love you want but we are here for you. I am sorry your heart is in pain...

[@unluckychoices]

I was just looking up sad speedpaints and this came up and I wanted to cry. This is really sad tho.... But it is a beautiful drawing

[@WarriorBooksForever2]

this is very beautiful- people like you inspire me to draw and practice- your sharp and clean lines are awesome and the emotion is great- if I was feeling like that I couldn't do anything at all like this~

[@rayneelise]

Most of us keep our emotions to our selves. We all understand how you feel and might be going through it ourselves right now. We are all here for you. We are all friends here and we are here to support you through it. Right guys?

[@pillzh3re]

I'm the same way, i understand, not what you could feel, but what it's like, it will pass over soon enough for the past is the past, life is meant to have hardships, some seem unbearable, but people always make it through. Keep fighting and you will prevail and look back on those days with sadness and remembrance but know that that they are no longer important to your survival and look back foward to the present and the future knowing that so much more is waiting to greet you with open arms

[@alexcrossac456]

I have not met you, but I am a fan of your art. And what I see now is someone hurt, trying to improve for someone they love. And all I can say is that it is hard, indeed. But keep fighting, Hina. For in the end, the feelings of sadness and hurt will end. You are amazing and beautiful, and you will go far. Good luck

[@Crezzin]

rena as others have been saying you dont know me exept for a sub, but PLEASE dont cry. i need you to be strong and no i dont know what your going through but after seeing your picture i feel like crying myself... (which i might) but your the reason i get up every morning. your my inspiration to go and play piano and go to school. maybe even breath!!!! you and all your videos help me and cheer me up when times are tuff. so now its my turn to try and get you to stop feeling sorry and crying

[@NevaehReiSandz]

I've always loved her art, just not her. #crying

[@fredwarddogge5156]

Well I would have loved this art if it were made by somebody else.

[@alikitkat2610]

Isn't it true that she scams people? I remember my friend telling me that she payed for a commission from Hina and when Hina got the points/money, she blocked her and my friend never got her art. :/

[@watemccomber7665]

AliKitKat wait Rena or patience....

[@Katy-b1s]

Uh...

[@1sp00k11]

She scammed people out of 10k's worth of commissions

[@SlimeDawgy]

yes

[@SlimeDawgy]

Wate Mccomber rena

[@BloodFangRB]

From this amazing beauty I see pain and suffering, Keep hope, Cherish it, and hold it,and Happy days, close to your heart.

[@SuperShaz100]

This picture is absolutely beautiful. Utterly breath taking, all this. emotion . ;u;

[@orandoggo]

I understand you, I keep most of my feelings hidden as well. Don't worry, we are all here for you, to make you smile, to make you laugh, to make you love...... Things in my life are so hard.... My parents are now separated and has another someone, my grandfather's mother died, I lost one of my best friends, and more horrible stuff that could happen..... So now you see, life isn't easy, and to fight, is to live and........... love. ♥

[@Birchshade]

Rena, you are turning from an animator with amusing little videos to an artist I can really admire.

[@pokemonrock2]

i want you to know no matter what happends in life you will always pass through. you are amazing and ive naver met you before but you are the most spirited pirson ive ever seen and heard. for those who let you down your friends will be around. -hugs- you are beautifful in your own way...^^

[@xXSchylarXx]

This is an absolutely outstandin piece of work, as always. You've been an inspiration to many people. Whatevers up, i'm sure you'll be able to push through it, even though I don't know..know you, I can tell you're a strong person. Good luck, rena

[@BuddyTheJoyful]

Everytime I see this Speedpaint I get depressed because of how emotional the song is and how much expression and detail you put into this work. I hope you can still pull through your AWFUL depression like now.

[@pillzh3re]

i can't stop looking at this and feeling sorry for you, i haven't felt sorrow in years...

[@toddeth]

oh hinauchi, im so sorry for those feelings you have... sometimes i want to do that as well... and i hope you have a great life so far...

[@lunapheonixin7771]

u have gotten a whole lot better Hina i remember ur old drawings an not look at u! ur amazing!

[@TheCalebthebest]

I'm sorry for whatever happened, I hope you aren't sad to long, I hate seeing people that are really sad, it makes me sad. :-

[@Soar2345]

@HinaUchi I dont want to say much, only that I know what your going through. But ive been through 2 therapists, im under anxiety pills, and im improving. I've slowly managed to take deep breaths and relax. Stay strong girl. Dont back down, Take that extra mile because i know you can

[@jailparties]

I have self hatred. I have so much pain... and I'm so young still. But your fans know you for someone who is nice and caring. Because I know I do. Samm,Your a hero to most people,because I know I look up to you.

[@squirrel_szn]

i want to cry! the song and you drawing...waaaaaaaa!

[@Ilovehorsez234]

I feel the same way! People have made fun of me, always have, for more than 7 years in school. It's gotten really bad to the point when I took my splint off 2 weeks earlier than I was supposed to because I was afraid people would mock me about it, saying I was such a baby and asked why I had gotten it on. I try not to let anyone know. They don't understand...

[@TheSwiftypoo]

Your videos inspire me so much. I hope one day I can draw like you can, please don't be sad, we love youuu

[@CrystalPokeGirl]

okey im new and before i made this accout, i looked at ur vids and thought, " amazing!" . even if u still dont feel a little bad, ur an amazing drawer and a wonderful entertainer. long live rena!

[@BluestormsSong]

You're such an amazing artist that you can just draw what's in your head exactly as it comes. I can only wish I was that good, but I'm gonna keep practicing until I can do this kind of thing.

[@klavierGavinlover]

-hugs- I just want to let you know, although I have never truly met you, everything about you is beautiful. Your face, your oice, your love, your bravery, your art, your spirit, your soul... everything about you is beautiful, and dont you ever forget that. I dont care what everyone else says, you are beautiful... always.

[@pyppyi]

it was this pic that inspired me so much to draw. thank you....

[@xRosie123]

This isn't Animation. This is Art. Thanks for inspiring me! Sorry you feel the way you do.

[@xXAlphaxWolfXx]

aww darlin, It's alright, if you need anyone we're here, *hugs you*

[@klavierGavinlover]

@HinaUchi I only speak the truth. You ARE beautiful. One day, you will make the world better. Your voice may seem like nothing to you... but you have affected so many peoples lives for the better. You have touched my heart, my soul, YOU are an angel.

[@Spottedwind39]

beeing a person is hard, but smile, sure you have little things that can make you smile, and remember friends are forever here (;

[@TheShadowstalker92]

I always loved this one for some reason.

[@flyweeabooty]

I hope you feel better soon. And don't let people get to you, you're an amazing person, don't try to convince yourself that you're not, because then you'd be telling a lie.

[@LuckyTheFox1056]

Love the speedpaint.

[@cheater556]

ow my god...that is beutiful beond words to put emotion into somthing as simple as drawing but you made it into beuty

[@en197455]

i really really love this drawing

[@crickyluv]

Rena, I wish i could be as strong as you, I have sever depression and it almost took my life, I told the one i thought i could trust and they sent me to a hospital. I draw as a way of venting as well, but it just haven't been working. I wish you and Patience could have been together forever. I have a lot of Bisexual and Gay/lesbian friends. I just wish i could be right there for you, i wish i could comfort you but i can't You drawing these pictures have been the most inspiring thing. thank you

[@Neonlionz]

all throughout this video, i had to hold back so many tears......

[@JinglesKagoosearoo]

Something I've learned is that pain is temporary, things will always get better. Sometimes they do get worse before they do get better but, things always turn out right in the end. You have such a beautiful gift dear. Try not to keep you emotions in, its what almost destroyed me. You don't have to share it with us, no way. But, even if you just write it all down, or tell someone it will help, even if it is hard. You seem to do well putting it all on a blank canvas though~ Keep your chin up~

[@XxAllenx]

Hey, even though life can be a pain in the butt, i know how that feels.... anyways what i'm saying is your art is pure beautiful in many ways

[@SakatzuCat]

You make awesome lines and hair. 8) And your anatomy is amazing too. And i'm sorry to hear your feelings. :

[@yinyang100100]

that is what i do... at school i act like everything is ok when i get home i run to my room and cry most of the time casue i am sad about stuff at home. :( i know how you feel

[@Wildstaroffordge]

by far my favorite picture from you. you are awesome hina! you and blue are my inspirations. someday i will match up to you! but now dont let anyone tell you otherwise how awesome you are!

[@bluefeathercat]

oh my gosh, rena. this made me want to cry! you are such a talented girl and I hope that you recover from whatever is troubling you. with love, Feather

[@Nutarei]

Oh my goodness I LOVE Evanescence and your art!!!!! This is so perfect

[@Bby1ndiaa]

You Are Very Talented And Good!! I LOVE Your Work

[@EpicWolfCutie]

i hope you fell better soon about whatever ish happening and to make you feel better,im going to draw you a pic with you and another one of chur closest friends (perhaps patience, you can message me on my channel what fursona you want in the drawing)but I hope chu feel better soon!!

[@rullerorock]

Hina, I know what ever is going on has got you not feeling like your cared about or something, but I just feel like you need to know that your an amazing idividual and you have incredible talent. When I was feeling depressed, I came to your channel to watch a video of your drawings and I felt a thousand times better. Now it's time to return the favor. Your subscribers love youso much and we don't like to hear that your hurting. When you hurt, we hurt. I just wanted to let you know that.

[@Toontownsaver11]

I'm sorry for what's happening. I hope it gets better. Just remember... We subscribers and fans of yours are always there for you!

[@LuckyLucy99]

this makes me cry ....... i hope everything gets better ~hug~

[@Invaraeden]

Sam, you're an amazing person. We all keep things hidden inside us. But just remember that you've got a beautiful heart and we all love you. This picture is gorgeous. ♥

[@jamesnichols001]

@HinaUchi Thanks for posting the video it reminds me of my gf she had just lost her grandpa to a heart attack she cried in my arms for hours. Just a couple hours ago i kissed her on the lips after walking her home aw not again she is cryin again gtg bai

[@scarystory501]

dont worry, rena i feel the same way... i am not afraid to hide my feelings... but there is NOTHING wrong with me. i just am a bit secretive of my feelings..

[@jocelynsancehz402]

this has touch the hearts of many i bet and i am one of them :,)

[@1RedFox2]

this is so good, i cant even...

[@DominiqueRamseyArt]

this was uploaded on my birthday. EPIC

[@123snowstripe]

amazing work ^__^ and we all feel for ya even if we dont know what it is thats making you feel this way =) xxx

[@FurFlameCreations]

aww.... D: but whatever your sad about but i hope you get better. you are an amazing girl, fantastic artist, and very VERY talented. we youtubers love you and your artwork, you are one of our rolemodles, we all look up to you, its like we all are a great big family, like a child lookig up to their big brother or sister. we all hope that you get better to what ever is happening and.... we really love you! -Flamey

[@WaffleValley]

aw so sweet, I love this song

[@witchyHazell]

Rena, I'm sorry if you're really hurting now. You are a very talented, wonderful girl, and I know you don't even know me, but that's exactly what I think about you. Just know that me and the others who support you have got you're back. You are an inspiration to me and many, many others, and we don't want to see you like this. Just know that we really love and support you, and keep your chin up and be strong.~

[@DarkScarWolf]

You can pull through it, hun

[@crosseyedcat101]

Whatever happened I'm sure it'll be okay... Just keep going, your truly strong... and even though I can't promise the solution will come easily, I can promise you'll find it you try... Hope u feel better :)

[@themaddierocks1wolf]

Reeeeenaaaaa you have such talent! I'm sorry you're sad!

[@mck0027]

This is amazing Hina. I don't know what it is about this vid, maybe it's envy. I don't know what it's like to bottle up emotions, or perhaps I've bottled them up so much they've become inert. But Either way, I feel something reminiscent of sympathy when I watch this video.

[@ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhrgh]

Rena, I know how you feel. I'm the same way. I won't tell people I'm not okay when they ask if I am. You're to talented to feel this way though. I hope you feel better soon :3

[@pollutionpoet]

this is amazing... i hope you feel better

[@AquatheOhioKittysDen]

@ilovemidna222 I think that's blood, like she's clenching her teeth so hard her gums are bleeding. If I remember right Rena's blood is blue.

[@SnowWolf100]

this is beautiful, i hope u feel better

[@oOxKatieKatxOo]

Rena, just from this one speed paint, no, from this one piece of art, I can tell that you are in great pain. Whatever has happened to you, all your fans, including me, will support you. So please, stay strong, and be brave, and never..never lose hope. We're all here to help...and we aren't going anywhere...

[@anikidwolfy]

@Diskuli because they are the opposite of love and happieness it is impossible to put into words but you will realise when it happens to you what ever dosen't kill you will only make you stronger in the end. rena, when you are ready break free of the darkness you are in. =(

[@DesuKawaiiNature17]

I kind of can't tell why I am depressed or sad. Usually I call it "stress and how I handle it." I hope you feel better. :'l

[@lilcc96]

This is really beautiful and inspiring to me. I know how it feels to have feelings deep down you can't express to anyone. It's an awful feeling. You are a very amazing artist. Maybe some day I will be a great artist like you. :) Keep hanging in, you're very talented.

[@ZephTheJay]

i agree with hina, we all have secrets, i pretty much live alone, my parents are divorced, and i live off of barely nothing, starving myself every day so that people wont make fun of me, i would be dead, if it wasn't for my boyfriend, he is pretty much all i have left now......my parents dont really even care anymore.......

[@lovewolfgirl56]

love your art its so pretty :D

[@ShingingDisco]

Quick question - And if it's in your FAQ's or you already answered, I'm sorry. :c What version of Photoshop do you use?

[@wolflover1131]

oh thanks for responding! i thought that was what she was but i just had no clue :D

[@MrThesoulstealer117]

[@CorgiCuteness]

How do you selec just your image n photoshop whenever i do it it selects over the black lines and it doesn't work.

[@Darkwolfbelly]

AMAZING AS HELL :D You are my new idol 8D

[@Austinkangaroo]

Beautiful, Samm...

[@CocaCola65153]

awwwwww i wish i new what happened awwww this pic makes me think its something very bad awww well whatever it is i hope your not as sad as you were at that moment

[@Gutigwolfe]

Awww, hope your feeling better. Anyways I liked the picture, even though its a sad occasion.

[@lindigaro]

@Diaphoneful probably because the image turned out so nicely that she decided it would be nice to put it up for everyone.

[@Diaphoneful]

@lindigaro true, but she did add the the music for dramatic "sadness".

[@OneWeirdMutt]

So beautiful

[@dustywolf4965]

I keep my feelings hidden. I am having troubling times in my life, too. Never forget, everyone has to go through it. Yeah, I know it's crap, but y'know. don't forget. You have fans to turn to

[@CatavinDraws]

Well... Hope you feel better :)

[@ruby33321]

Whatever's wrong I hope you feel better.

[@lnbski123]

Im sorry. I hope you feel better

[@deadvodkawoman]

I'm sorry, Hina. I don't know what's going on, but II hope you feel better soon. Really. :( And if it makes you feel any better, I keep a lot of things hidden from people as well. Too much. So your not the only one. Trust me.

[@HuskyMomluv]

Holy crud thats awesome!!!!!

[@vannahharmonia]

poor hinauchi :'(......im sorry for whatever happend

[@Britren123]

I envy your drawing sooooo much i wanna learn how to draw like this SOOOOO Badly you and other have inspired me

[@xlizby]

Rena I also have feeling I don't like to talk about......cause..my life is...well.....sad? Yeah I guess but I have happy moments and I'm sure you do to :)

[@MewMixX]

Get well, Rena. Please feel better :