Burn Out 01 - Apologies to David Hobby & Peter McKinnon

Are you burned out? In a rut? Are you a creative that deals with depression and anxiety? Raises my hand to all of this. In this video I talk about the disease of comparing yourself to others. Apologies to David Hobby and Peter McKinnon for all the bleeps. Much love and respect to both of you!
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[@educassus]

This was one of the most sincere and humane things I have ever seen on KZbin.

[@ZackAriasATL]

You are too kind Eduardo. Thank you.

[@gregoryandrus5322]

"Crop Sensors vs Full Frame :: Crop Or Crap?" Is the gold standard of photography videos. You are transparent, humble, incredibly knowledgable, and gosh darnit, we all love you Zack!

[@ZackAriasATL]

Hahaha! I need to figure out how to make another one of those! Get me a stick!!! Thank you Gregory!

[@srennielsen9141]

@@ZackAriasATL oh yes please. Thats one I pull Up a Lot. If you want Lots of views start reviewing gear

[@MaddinKi]

@@ZackAriasATL Gregory is absolutely right.... in the moment I read his comment I immediately missed the wooden stick you used to power up your message. Maybe you should use this Stick a lot more in your videos ;-)

[@mattorrz759]

Gregory Andrus I love that vid. Lost count how many times I have watched it 👌

[@oneeyedphotographer]

@@ZackAriasATL Find something you care about, that people get wrong. William Long hates unfair competitions, particularly where the organiser claims all rights over everything offered. Someone else hates photo stealers. Maybe a few hat Photo Stealers.

[@ogonzilla]

Don't torch this love: I make a living from photography partly because of you!!!!!!! One light baby.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you! No torching zone!

[@andyb3090]

Zack it’s not all about how many subscribers you have on KZbin - your talent, humanity and candidness transcends all that. You have been (and still are) a MASSIVE inspiration to me - and I’m sure many others. Comparing my work to yours? I didn’t jump off the knife edge, I buried the knife in me! Keep up the great work and just being the Zack we all know and love AndyB

[@brianmccutcheon3205]

Zack I’m 68, live in a small shed in the middle of really nowhere in country NSW, lost everything three times, took up photography several years ago and love it, but injuries and age hinder me: My time is running out fast: But count myself blessed I’m not living on the street and able to eat every day and get to take some reasonable photos and one day I might be able to sell one lol 😂: The best is yet to come: comparison will always breed discontentment

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thanks Brian. I’d like to see your work!

[@brianmccutcheon3205]

Zack Arias lol yeah okay where can I send some photos

[@notorioushsg1]

Brian McCutcheon hey Brian I hope your Ok bud. I’m Aussie from Adelaide but metro so fires didn’t get to us. Did in the hills though. Fires burn your property?

[@brianmccutcheon3205]

a No, the fires 🔥 got to 30 k’s from here, the local RFS got them out with Gods help with a wind change: Was in Queensland at the time, tried for hours to find a way though the fires but was turned back: Maybe now the pollies will keep their noses out of the bush and go back to controlled burn offs:

[@anthonyc1883]

@@brianmccutcheon3205 Put it on Instagram for us all to see. An account is free.

[@JayJJay185]

As a woman I find your emotional honesty very refreshing. I’ve followed your work for a number of years, and you’ve always just felt honest. Sincere. Someone I can relate to. Thanks for sharing, Zack.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you, J J. 🙌

[@JaseEvoX]

Think of it this way... you don't know Peter McKinnon but I bet he's heard of you! keep up the good work.

[@ZackAriasATL]

¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Thanks!

[@littlepuss1205]

Agree. You’ve been an inspiration to many of us mate 😊

[@martindalpe.photography]

Best comment ever !!! wow, so true

[@seansavoy387]

JaseEvoX This. 100% this.

[@mikearst2940]

@@littlepuss1205 _You’ve been an inspiration to many of us mate_ Damn straight.

[@lawrencekeeney4317]

Hi Zack. I am an 84 year old Electronic Engineer who took up photography almost 20 years ago when I retired. It was your videos on lighting that got me to setting up a photo studio. This video I just watched was was about the last subject I ever thought I would see from you. At my age, I am still shooting, but it is much more difficult to get jobs, I presume it is because of my age. However this does not stop me from trying. Keep up the good work!

[@SusheelChandradhas]

Thank you!

[@MichaelLaing71]

I am glad that you are back on KZbin and making new content. I was a professional photographer but now I am a man who drives a bus taking special needs children too and from school and looking for full time work. I feel like a fraud saying that I was a professional photographer. It is probably better to say that I was a photographer panicking that my work was rubbish, that photographers like Joe Mcnally were doing great work and that my work was terrible. I was so afraid, that I would turn down work because I was scared. I would use every excuse possible to get out of doing a job, so I could retreat into my little safe space, which was looking after my mother, whilst she was dealing with cancer. In December 2017, my mother passed away and I was forced to confront the world. In some ways I was excited, this gave me a chance to forge a new path but it also meant that I would have to deal with my demons. I started networking and joined a professional photographic group, The Societies but within 2 months, I had injured my arm, whilst shooting a job photographing fitness pole dancers. This put me out of action for 7 months, I couldn't lift a camera and that became my crouch as to why I couldn't succeed. I also didn't try to get involved with The Societies and didn't feel confident to put my work in to be judged (ironically, just put in a lot of old work, when I joined to pass my Licentiate but it made no difference). By October 2018, my arm was good enough that I could pick up my camera. I had kept up the networking despite not doing any photography and suddenly work started to come in. I also met a photographer called Jamie Morgan (one of the most inspiring photographers I have ever met, if you ever want to interview another photographer it should be him), who told me to try the Master Photographers Association. Joining the MPA was a big thing, it also introduced me to the London and Essex Professional Photographers group and I met a lot of other photographers. They also run a monthly critique, which I actually entered (with mixed results to begin with, steadily getting better and better). Of course 2019, in the UK was the year of Brexit and that as well as a lack of money to market, really didn't help. To the point where I had to take a job driving a bus. So what is the point of this post (I am not quite sure). I used to think of Joe Mcnally as this unreachable photographer and then I met some of the best photographers in the UK and found out that they were human as well and many have the same anxieties and problems. Photographers to their clients and most newer photographer are like swans, we like to look serene on top of the water but most of us are paddling like hell underneath. I still admire Joe Mcnally and many other photographers but I have learnt that that isn't the norm, we can't all be Joe Mcnally. Even more importantly, I have learnt that great photography isn't even the most important part of being a successful photographer. Being comfortable with business and having the confidence to go out and sell yourself and giving the client what they want is much more important. So I am Michael I am a bus driver and when I get that confidence in business and selling, I will be Michael the professional photographer.

[@ZackAriasATL]

I took a screen shot of this so I can read it again. Wow. Thank you SO MUCH for sharing your story, Michael. Thank you. You mention Joe. I tell you what. As someone who personally knows him. He is my hero in this craft. He’s real. He’s honest. He’s struggled a lot and still has challenges and he works so hard, shares so much, and gives of himself so much. I love him dearly. When things are hard for me I look at his life for inspiration. You drive that bus as much as you need to Michael. You are doing good work. I know what it’s like having to leave this industry. I feel like I could lose it again at any time. I completely understand. Thank you again for sharing your story. I truly appreciate it.

[@micahchiusano9957]

Photographers to their clients and most newer photographer are like swans, we like to look serene on top of the water but most of us are paddling like hell underneath. This just speaks to me so much. I am trying to so hard to make it in this industry and seeing others excel does nothing but make me want it more. My website is here if anyone wants to give some feedback. Micahchiusano.com

[@MichaelLaing71]

@@micahchiusano9957 I have just emailed you, after looking at your website.

[@scottwesinger8377]

I like Peter but as far as information goes I would call him the fast food creator. He produces a lot of content and obviously a lot of people enjoy it but some of his stuff if filled with fluff. I would say you and your information are more of a great local steakhouse. Sometimes there is a wait for table but people are willing to wait for that great meal of knowledge because you feel full and satisfied in the end. Just my two cents. Keep up the good work.

[@babispgs]

I HAVE once sent you to hell while watching you in a video! It was when I saw how Kai was looking at you, with such admiration, at the cheap camera challenge, when you were talking with all those people at the street and at the shops! I jumped off the other side of the blade saying "Fuck you Zack, for your social skills, for the pure joy for what you were doing, for moving so comfortably in a strange environment!" I still go to that video when I'm feeling shy and hesitant to move around strangers and take photos, and I am SOOOO GRATEFUL for that! THANK YOU!

[@ZackAriasATL]

Hahahaha! Thank you! Yeah! Fuck me for getting to do that! That seriously was a bucket list item. I was looking at Kai with more admiration that he was looking at me I think. I love that guy! I’m glad to be of service. Thank you so much for your kind words and giving me a smile today!

[@JayJJay185]

I thought the same thing when I saw that video. And I also thought “I thought this guy said he was an introvert?”. But I understand that introversion and anxiety and courage can all exist at the same time, in one person. We are all a paradox...

[@PhotoEnthusiastic]

Hey Zack, your video "Crop Sensors vs Full Frame :: Crop Or Crap?" is one of my absolute faves on KZbin. Keep up the good work.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thanks!

[@JoshuaBowen]

Haha. I throw that video up from time to time. Zack is really funny in it. Plus it is always fun to post that in a facebook group when the start to talk about how Full Frame is the only way to shoot.

[@mohammedtaher2802]

"Negligible. NEG.LIG.IBLE". Pure Gold!

[@weixiong1.0]

One of the best ever on KZbin.

[@florianfranco089]

Even watching that very serious video I just had realize how much I've missed your honesty and humor. Just keep up the great work. Your videos help me out a lot.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thanks Florian!

[@therapeuticcalm8517]

This was so genuine. I was backing up files today and realized I’d not picked up my camera from December 2019 until March 2020. I’m glad to hear a photographer as successful as you hits ruts. Makes me feel normal. Thank you for being so honest. I’m one of Pete’s subscribers and I often wonder how ever in the world does he create soooo much content. I certainly can’t do that.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you. It’s good to know we aren’t alone in our struggles.

[@WhenWillILearn]

Please keep this new video streak up. This is something that so many people including myself need to hear. (I'm glad you like my handle BTW)

[@ZackAriasATL]

It’s a great handle! It’s like my life motto!

[@ShannonAdelson]

I've been following you since your first class on CreativeLIVE way back in the day, and you are still one of the most authentic and down to Earth instructors in the industry. I love that you "keep it real" and discuss not just the gear and the politics of the photo world, but the emotional toll this field takes on us as artists and people. I'm an ambivert, and also occasionally suffer from the same kind of anxiety and depression you described, so it's very inspiring to see that despite all of your many successes that you are still so humble. Whenever we compare ourselves to others in the same niche we're just asking for heartache. Please keep teaching and sharing your grass roots wisdom, because there are a lot of us out here who are still climbing, still making our own way on the Art journey, and hoping that someday we too will get a chance to be discovered and make a difference.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you Shannon! You are not alone in your struggles. 🙌❤️🙌

[@Playerdue]

The moment I watched the "One Light Workshop" ten years ago my life changed. I'm not working in the field and I'm not famous, but I fell in love with photography and studio lighting so deeply that everyday it makes me a bit more happy just thinking about it. Even if we never met and maybe never will, I always considered you my mentor and I will be forever grateful that you entered my life (in the form of a DVD workshop :P). Thank you Zack from one of your students, Carlo

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you Carlo.

[@MrDivinemethod]

Zack, I have been in the industry now for 12 years. When I started out my photography journey -- I found you: your website -- your one light workshop. And what I learned from you is your INCREDIBLE AUTHENTICITY -- you have been real since day fuck'n zero. You have been a tremendous inspiration to me and many others. Watching this video made me realize how far I have come with my photography thanks to those like you, how I've been named top ten by industry standards, and had the opportunity to travel and teach, fill my passport -- yet there are days I fall off the knife edge, deal with the depression and anxiety, lose days and even weeks. This video has changed my day --- maybe my week and month - might need to watch a few times more. Thank you for the inspiration, then and now.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thanks Siva. I appreciate your words. 🙌❤️🙌

[@QuantzPhoto]

Zack, thanks for having the courage to put something like this out there. You're not alone in this.

[@ZackAriasATL]

I appreciate that, James. Thank you.

[@jimmylittle3008]

I'm glad to see you putting out more content! I saw your signal and noise video you put out like 10 years ago, and was super impressed; then disappointed when I couldn't see more videos from you. But, I've been a fan ever sense! Also I can totally relate in comparing yourself to Peter McKinnon. Push through it, and keep at it man.

[@teohyc]

There will always be people better than you, in different ways. Do you want to spend time to compare, or spend the time to work? Don’t compare to put yourself down. Compare to get inspired and see where the potential is.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Well said!

[@berniejii3739]

I've learned some good things about photography from you over the years but what stands out most to me is your commitment to being as real a man as you can be, warts and all. That quality has slowly changed me to strive for being a far more honest person. Love you dude.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Wow. Thanks Bernie. I appreciate that comment. Really. Thank you.

[@berniejii3739]

@@ZackAriasATL whenever you're back in London I'd like to buy you an oat soda 😊

[@olafschermann1592]

I did learn so much from you in the last 10 years. Didn’t leave you one comment so far. Sometimes I feel the same as you do - and now learned another thing from you. Thank you for all your help in the last years and this video where I learned that other people have the same highs and lows I have.

[@wtr4397]

Self reflection, awareness and vulnerability are the corner stones of being able to “start” to make changes. I certainly have experience with it. I often refer to it as “sneaking up” on something important. Your new content is very refreshing.

[@jamiewindsor]

One day I hope to be as a good-a-photographer as you are.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Will it depress you if I tell you how far I still have to go before I think I’m good enough? 😜

[@mattgrindle]

I think you are both awesome.. I have subscribed to both of your channels and look forward to seeing new episodes. 🍿... PS that's popcorn.

[@tunajames]

It takes a lot of courage to put yourself out there like this. The stuff you are talking about relates not just to photography, but life in general. I'm glad I have stumbled upon your channel. Thank you from a middle aged Periodontist from Tropical Australia, who has similar issues to deal with, and who tries to find peace and joy in photography. You are helping lots of people. Keep going.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you!

[@stevebaker7043]

Zack, I never comment on anything on KZbin, but this seemed the right time. I regularly search for you online to see if you've added more content- every time I find you, I find a gem. Your videos have more insight, truth and heart than anything else out there. The reason they are so good may be the same reason that you struggle to make them- you mean every word- nothing glib or rushed out. Please keep at it.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you Steve. I appreciate that!

[@PaulJohnIbasco]

Your One Light Workshop propelled my love for photography more than 8 years ago. But like you, I also experienced burnout and have not been shooting the way I used to be and have also felt bad seeing nice images created by my friends. But we all have our journey, sometimes we get envious of them, but we got no other choice but to move forward and be proactive. Kudos to you Zack! I know you're always sincere!

[@autumskye2139]

I came across Zack a few years ago watching Digitalrev. He has been my inspiration and my favorite photographer ever since. Whenever I would stop taking photos, just seeing Zack, the way he works would always give me the inspiration that I need. Just keep up the good work you have been doing all these years brother.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you!

[@82mccord]

I was just going on to my wife about how excited I am that Zack Arias is putting new content out! She knows exactly who you are from all the times I've gone on and on about you and your work over the years! Keep being yourself!

[@ZackAriasATL]

Please be sure she watches my cooking video and report back!!! It’ll be up soon! Just finished the edit. ☺️

[@ThioJoe]

For what it's worth, I think you'll have no problem building a super successful channel if you keep it up. KZbin randomly recommended me your recent video about photo contests and I instantly remembered you from that DigitalRev 'cheap photo' challenge from like 7 years ago, which at least says something lol. What stood out to me in the video about photo contests, was you obviously had experience in the industry that few others can claim to have, and it was super interesting to hear about that side of the industry most people have no idea about. One thing I resonated with in this video, is I have to constantly remind myself is KZbin isn't a competition, and people will subscribe to a bunch of channels about topics they enjoy, not just one. I know I subscribe to a ton of photo channels, because each of them offers a different perspective. Some of them are just hobbyists, some are professionals, some focus on the business side, some are gear-heads, most are a mixture. My point being, if you already have a growing audience giving great feedback, you must be doing something right, so just build on that. I would say the #1 deciding factor on how well a KZbin channel does is some amount consistency in uploads, which it sounds like you agree. Not every video will be a mega success, which is fine. One thing I've found, is don't choose to not make a video just because you don't think it will do well, because a lot of times the best performing videos are the ones you don't think would (and unfortunately, sometimes videos you think will do awesome won't, which sucks). Anyway instead of rambling more the only additional advice I'd say is in my experience at least, usually the hardest part of KZbin is literally just coming up with good ideas for videos to make. The good ideas practically write themselves, but it's super frustrating when you know you have to make a video but have no good ideas. I've found the best thing is just sit down like once a week, and just brainstorm ideas. It's SO much less stressful when you know exactly what video topics you want to make, even if you haven't even started them. And it sounds like you've got a ton of experience in the industry, so I'd say if you ever can't come up with an idea, literally just tell a random story from your career. I bet a lot of people would just find the insights alone super interesting.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Wow wow wow! Thank you Soooo much for your comment! I really appreciate it. When I finally decided to just stop testing to make a video and sit down and make a video the only concrete idea I had was to make a video about contests. I recently launched a Q&A facebook group hoping that questions from there would spark ideas for videos. I knew too that I could resurrect critique videos fairly easily so if I have zero ideas for content I can always make a critique video. What’s amazing is how if you actually start the work that gets the brain rolling when it feels like it has been stuck for ages. Just showing up and doing work is so important. I know this but still fall into complacency. Thanks again for the comment. Super appreciate it. Making notes from it.

[@parinyaek]

Wow!! Thank you very much for your genuine and truthful stories/opinions in this video. To my eyes, no matter how long of your absence, one aspect of your work is still consistent: "More signal. Less noise."

[@Nokkturnal79x]

Dude you have been on of my biggest influences in the creative industry. Your one light workshops and videos . I have horrible imposter syndrome and your videos signal and noise and transform I still watch randomly to move me in the right direction every time I become derailed and get in that mindset of f that photog and f that other one. I’m giving up. Your videos always bring me back to earth. I appreciate everything you’ve done. P.S it truly is great to have you back

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thanks Shawn. Imposter syndrome. Make some room for me at that table. I think one part in this series will just be on that topic. Thanks again!

[@Nokkturnal79x]

@@ZackAriasATL Always room at my table. And I'm definitely looking forward to that video. And thank you as well

[@sc0ttmagoon]

Zack, thank you for making this. Thank you for coming back and making videos again. Thanks for speaking from the heart. Photography is fun and cathartic for me, and I may never advance beyond the amateur stage, so I don’t care about numbers or views or followers or social status. I do appreciate good people that care about the community and put in their time and effort to make content for others. Sincerely, thank you.

[@dariusafilip]

One thing i always appreciated at you, Zack is the complete honesty that you show us since many years! I can say that the film 'Transform' you made for Scott Kelby was a totally game changer for me and for my inspiration. Everytime i get stuck i keep coming back to that video. I think i never stopped watching materials, buying your books and following you everytime and yes i do agree that you should not compare yourself with others because you are special in your own way and unique! I will always follow you and i will always be excited when i get a notification that Zack Arias uploaded a new video. On the other note: We love you too, Zack and i hope to catch you sometime to a workshop in Europe somewhere. Greetings from Denmark!

[@ClarkSandersPhotography]

This is one of the reasons I love keeping up with you on social media. You are real and don't sugar coat! You have a ton of people you have inspired over the years and I'm one of them. I still refer to your original One Light DVD and CreativeLive videos all the time. I love using off camera lighting and that is due to what I learned from you! Thank you for this and everything you've shared before this and for what you'll share going forward! You sir, are awesome.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thanks!

[@ClarkSandersPhotography]

Zack Arias you’re welcome!! And dude...your cooking stories on IG....always made me so hungry!! Have a great weekend!

[@JacobdelaRosa]

You feed yourself and your family with a camera. That's all the validation anyone ever needs. Keep on trucking.

[@ThomasParis]

Sorry you feel the way you do, Zack. We love you! And this video is the perfect example of one of the things we love about you: your honesty. You're also a great teacher and I still remember watching that one light course on creativelive and thinking how vision was obviously so much more valuable than gear ever will be. Thanks!

[@FoyersPhotography]

Breath of fresh air! I am so glad that you decided to start doing KZbin videos again. Thank you

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thanks!

[@theodorstoll6321]

I joined your channel shortly before it fell silent for a while. The few videos I did see back then already left a lasting impression: surely because of your photography skills and how you explained it, but much more because of you and your personality and how open and honest you are. The values that seemed to drive you deeply resonated within me. I'm glad that you're back and I appreciate all the content you put out. But it's videos like this one which will make me stay here, even if there should be another break. Truly inspiring! ❤

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you!

[@johancloete9721]

I started following you when I came across an interview you had with Chase Jarvis on his creative live show. In that interview I also found out about David du Chemin. You are also the reason why i'm a fuji user, and I appreciated an interview you had about budgeting for a photo studio (sorry I forgot who you had that interview with, but it was back when you were a canon shooter). Any ways, my point is that I've made more decisions on photography because of following you than anyone else. There is a difference between being a KZbinr posing as a photographer, rather than a Photogropher posing as a KZbinr. The difference being that one of them can tell me all about Sony's latest features and the other can tell me what it takes to make it in the industry.(Not that i am a professional, I do this as a hobby.) My point is that I want to say thank you, because if I let other more influential KZbinrs influence me I'd probably be in thousands of dollars of debt following the '"full frame, L-Lense" noise out there instead of enjoying photography.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you Johan. Really. Thank you.

[@eneqvist]

Hi Zack. I hope you read all comments. I can't tell you how happy I am to see you back. You have to know what huge impact you have had on this community long before vlogs, tutorials and Peter McKinnon (whom I have watched since his start) - you are one of the true originals. I watched your one light dvd workshop years ago and I still think about it form time to time. Please stay with us and keep posting. We love your cheap production value and ring light. I do not comment on YT a lot but you deserve all the support you can get. Thank you. Best regards from Denmark

[@ZackAriasATL]

I do try to keep up with them. The YT Studio app helps out A LOT with that I am finding. Thank you so much Mads. I appreciate it!

[@JidduVillarin]

Dude, I was checking strobist daily at least 13 years so I was there when David brought your name out on the site. I remember reading about one light and I've followed you since. I've done zero on photography but your journey has been an inspiration to keep learning and be ok with myself when I get into my head too much. I was going to name my son (ten now) after you but my best friend had already named his son Zack and I didn't want it to get weird. That's how much I love the stuff you put out man. Keep doing you man.

[@seanPar]

zach, thanks for you amazing words. love you man. Inspired. I've been dealing with the "I'm not good enough thing for the last 2 years and your words are now my gospel" compare yourself to yourself. no one else is you/me.

[@ivantheterrible2796]

Zack, everyone missed you because you are f'n real. Love it ! Keep up the great work.

[@thomasgunn4146]

Thank you for this. I think a lot of us needed to hear this sometimes, and I know right now I sure as hell did...It's easy to look at our heroes and think that they don't go through these periods of self doubt and frustration too because they're at the top, but we're all in this together really. Thanks for coming back. It's a new decade. Let's all go out and kick ass chasing our dreams again!

[@ZackAriasATL]

Amen, Thomas! Thank you!

[@johanliebenberg6170]

Keeping it real. The struggles of real people with real emotions. Thanks Zack. Please keep the videos coming!

[@RecordLifeMedia]

You are one of the people I respect. You were the first purchase off of creative live. Keep up with what you do and respect for what you do.

[@Barrrt]

"Comparison is the thief of joy" - Theodore Roosevelt

[@Grant_Ferstat]

Zack, I really like seeing you around people. I like seeing you connecting with the subjects you photograph. The no bullshit real-world connection and the resultant images that show the insight and the understanding. Merely my perspective but I've always really loved that.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you Grant. I can tell you that it doesn’t come easily. It’s taken me years to learn how to get out of my shell and even when I do it... In my mind I’m still just hiding behind the camera.

[@Grant_Ferstat]

@@ZackAriasATL I get it. We're never witness to anyone else's internal dialogue. Some people make it look easy but that doesn't mean they FIND it easy! :-)

[@anthonyc1883]

"I wish I could show you, when you are lonely or in darkness, the astonishing light of your own being." --- Hafez, 14th century Persian poet.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Love. That. Thank you.

[@Barrrt]

Thanks for this Anthony.

[@Revan89]

I learned 90% of what I know about off camera light from your One Light tutorial YEARS ago. You are a great teacher, Zach, but above else you are authentic, you are curious about people and never speak any bullshit. I respect you and would love to see more videos from you. I especially enjoy your street photography videos for Fuji in cool countries. In part for the pictures and mostly to see you experience the place and the people.

[@SusieLundmark]

Thank you for sharing this, seriously to hear you saying that you also go through this helps me feel a little lighter! You are amazing !

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you, Susan.

[@Rexyspride]

I swear you have just spoken what's been in my mind for YEARS! I often wish I'd never picked up a camera as I'm ALWAYS comparing myself to other people. I've unsubscribed from Peter a few months ago for the same reason. My wife hates it and knows I deserve to treat myself better. Thanks for this video. I needed it.

[@ZackAriasATL]

You’re not alone, Paul! Thanks!

[@msg3415]

Zack! You have surely been missed. Keep up the great content!

[@charlieeff]

I watch a few KZbinrs and your videos are the only ones I'm genuinely excited about watching. They never disappoint and I'm always learning something. Today's lesson, honest and from the heart. Real. Please keep doing it Zack, you're amazing.

[@eduardzhukov]

Maaan! I can tell you, that you are the one photographer i'm coming back for all those years. Like the ONLY one! I don't shoot portraits or people in general, i'm getting tired of every other photographer/blogger etc, but somehow you stay in my head. I'm with you since tumblr Q&A and even sent you some stupid questions) And also - i needed to hear this stuff right now, cause it's the day i need to shoot some vids for my blog here on youtube. Thanks a lot, Zack!

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you so much Eduard. That means a lot. Thank you.

[@imann3]

Zack, you're critique videos back in the early 2000s were one of the biggest assets to me learning Photography. Your one light workshop and your overall outlook on the medium have just been an inspiration and laid the groundwork for my still and motion work. Seeing you pop back up in my feed the past week or so has been a breath of fresh air. Let me know if you're ever in Chicago and need a drink; It's on me.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you Isaac!

[@berndtwiest4571]

Don’t know David and Peter, only know Zack who is a great photographer.

[@ZackAriasATL]

You should look them up. They do great stuff!

[@berndtwiest4571]

Zack Arias thanks, I hope to see more videos on your channel. Really like them.

[@meme4one]

I've seen all three. All are talented. Zack is the only one I can connect with though.

[@manospapas904]

You've never left man ... you never will!! The others are very good, BUT you are way beyond that. YOU are an ICON. A true ambassador of the creative industry. And this worth more that 100M subscribers.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you Manos.

[@pahountisg]

hey Zack, I have been following you since Dpreview years ago, the posts about vivitar 283 flash. Keep on rocking it !

[@ZackAriasATL]

Don’t show our age George! 😜 Thank you!

[@adolfoqp85]

It’s so awesome to have you back Zack. The most down to earth and sincere vídeo I’ve seen from you in quite a while. Thanks for everything you teach us not only in photography but life.

[@StevieZF]

Love your vids and one of the best teachers I’ve ever watched online.

[@ZackAriasATL]

You’re too kind. Thanks Steve.

[@Outlast1965]

Zack, simply your Morrocan trip 5 years ago with XT1 and your crop vs full frame stand, were the ones that I kept in reference when so many articles and videos I see. Just longing for more of your firm stand tenor videos like those. And here you are once again, I consider my mentor! Thank you Zack to be back!

[@gabrielmundaka]

Your back just saw this been waiting for you so excited love the way you teach. #exicted #pumped

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thanks Gabriel. 🙌

[@shannonpalmer]

I’ve been so inspired by you for so long. I’ve bought your q&a book, your get to work book, your lighting videos, editorial videos, all of it. I don’t spend that kind of money on most KZbin photographers, but I love your style, your wit, and your humanity. I feel like we’re around the same age and had some similar experiences as gen x weirdo photo geeks back in the 90s, and we even have kids the same age, so maybe I feel some kinship with you. I also have mad depression and social anxiety, so I get that, too. I’m glad you’re back, and I’m stoked to see any new content you create. Thank you for the courage to be so real.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you Shannon! 47 here. Gen X weirdo photo geek for sure! 😂❤️😂

[@shannonpalmer]

Zack Arias yep, I thought as much, I’m 46. I can always spot my people, lol..

[@Smokingstrobes]

Your vides are fantastic. You have the courage to say what you think. I love all of your videos. When I shared your "Why you are not winning" video with my list, the loved it as well. I believe it actually makes sense when we compare ourselves with others in order to get orientation. But we have to compare us with people, who are at a similar point in their journey where we are. If I compare my photography skills with Zack Arias, then I get certainly depressive. But if I compare my KZbin skills with your, then I probably think, that it is awesome how open you are. So I start considering to be more open on KZbin myself. That might be a moment of growth for me. Makes some sense?

[@ZackAriasATL]

It does! Thank you!

[@hodgkissphotography]

I’ve followed your career over many years and its great to see you back on the horse. I’m a self employed tog and everything you discussed is my everyday emotions. Work is diminishing and I’m constantly on the look out to see what I can be doing next, but thats all I do. Its depressing, its soul destroying and as I work all alone, there’s no one to pull me back on track and set me straight. Been on all of Peter McKinnon emotion rollercoaster rides and I’ve watched him from the beginning and indeed other successful KZbinrs. None are especially groundbreaking on the information they supply to me but its the way they do it that creates the interest, their personalities, their energy - the things you cant buy or emulate. You my friend and I, have got to get up, get out there and find that energy, that passion and people will come, they will enjoy watching what will turn out to be - you, your USP. I wish you the best and intend to close KZbin now and start my journey, without any misconceptions that its going to me an easy one. Good luck on your journey. Subscribed.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you! I appreciate that.

[@sanwalchishti5616]

I've learn't more stuff from your videos than Peter.

[@ZackAriasATL]

As someone above mentioned, it’s not a competition. We all learn different things from different folks. I’m glad to be in your line up! Thanks Sanwal!

[@5zero3vision]

I have been following you for 10+ years and always excited to see what new content you make. The impact you have on my learning experience has been huge because you’re the only one that has been able to explain everything at a level we all can relate too. Keep doing what you’re doing and I’ll still look up to you for the knowledge.

[@TomKaszuba]

You’re a transformational figure in modern photography. That matters.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you Tom. You are too kind.

[@shakhimabbasov7201]

Tom Kaszuba agree 100%

[@FaziziFauzi]

before Peter Mckinnon there was Zack Arias who i was lookup too, and now i am photographer/filmmaker/youtuber myself. thanks fo both of you, its great to see you comeback here again sir!

[@ZackAriasATL]

Don’t call it a comeback! Hahahaha! Thank you Fazizi! I appreciate it.

[@Ahduciekwndnbbbsvvvghhhyyyyy]

Hahaha died when you showed your drawing compared to Peters. That's exactly how it feels xD

[@ZackAriasATL]

Yep!

[@thinkbear]

I liked your drawing better

[@davidquikpic6823]

Zack, you are one of my favorite photographers/educators/content-providers out there (and I subscribe to about 60 KZbin channels dedicated to photography/videography). I always look forward to a new video and re-watching older ones from you. Glad to know you're human. Stay on the handle and off the blade my good man!

[@curlyhead4545]

Zack, Scared the crap out of me when you pulled that knife out!

[@cmaxi20]

Yes, me too. Creative people never travel in a straight line, though. His honesty is so refreshing.

[@Gary_W]

Welcome back Zack, been a follower of yours since 2014, and I am glad you are back. I can highly relate to being burnt out or to compare myself to others. Sometimes, all we need to do is just to keep grinding while making sure that we practice self care on ourselves. Warmest regards from Indonesia.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you Gary!

[@KGAlbertini]

Hey Zack, a quick word of encouragement; you’ve been pretty instrumental in my development as a visual creative person both via your online content as well as through mutual friends in the ATL community. And now I have the joy of working full time making cool shit. So thank you. But also keep doing this. It has a substance that IMO that relates to the art of being creative person an not just the techniques of creating (which is super important too). Peter is great but for where I’m at And for what I’m interested in I find myself more drawn to you and Sean Tucker ( kzbin.info ). I really look forward to seeing how you capture your experiences through this KZbin video storytelling. One subject I’d be interested in hearing your take on is how you convey the “correct” mood in a project (eg. showing awe in video vs. stills). Or how/what has influenced your personal sense of style for photography? Regardless, looking forward to the next video. All the best man.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thanks KG. You’re here in Atlanta? What kind of work do you do? I’d love to see it. You’re also the second person today to mention Sean. I need to go look him up.

[@KGAlbertini]

@@ZackAriasATL I'm not in ATL anymore; I'm located in South Florida. I design and shoot multimedia (still, films, projection mapping, etc.) for a neuroscience institute. Most of my work doesn't get viewed online but there is a permanent art exhibit at a science museum in Miami that shows a documentary that I made describing how scientists find art in their work. Yeah, look up Sean if at least to check out content that might be interesting to see. -Kevin

[@javiervazquez2334]

Zack you are the best!!! Thank you for your honesty and hard work. Your ability to illustrate a very serious and sensitive topic in less than 15 minutes is outstanding.

[@just_eirik]

I shoot only for myself, for fun. As long as I'm having fun, that is all that matters. But sometimes I see a photo that makes me go "Dang! Wish I had shot that!". Then I usually think that I'm happy SOMEONE took that photo so I got to see it. Then if I'm feeling especially positive (which does not happen too often) I think "I bet I COULD have taken that shot if I had been there", which makes me feel better about my photography. It might not be true, but still... =P Not sure what my point is. Just felt like sharing I guess.

[@OscarSpearmanPhotos]

Zack, I appreciate this vdo. You may not remember me, but you held a photographers mixer in your old studio here in ATLANTA. It was a great experience. You were genuine and raw and welcoming to all of us who came. PLUS, your original OneLight Workshop was the anchor that kept me loving photography and wanting to get better at lighting. So, keep evolving. Be encouraged. I would love to connect with you again some day. Thanks for everything.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you, Oscar. I hope to get back to mixers at some point!

[@chrisogrady28]

I love you Zack

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you!

[@nikespex]

Years ago when I set out to learn more about lighting, your skill and your tutorials stood out from everyone else. I've remained subscribed to your channel for years and am so excited to see you posting regular videos again. Your work speaks for itself, Zack. Your content has real substance and authenticity in a way that many others simply do not deliver. Thanks for sharing with us!

[@BogdanKasp]

If it makes you feel better (coming from nobody, but still): I like your videos more than Peter McKinnon (I'm not even subscribed to him but subscribed to your channel). Also I think it is more important to bring something more valuable to the community rather than just quantity. And we all have seen enough 8min long b-rolls of making coffee.

[@ZackAriasATL]

I’m not here to compete with anyone. That’s something I need to keep in mind. I will stay away from 8 minute b roll shots. Noted. 😜

[@sven_bachmann]

many years ago, i bought your creative live course and later saw you live at a photo plus gig in london. what you might underestimate is the amount of knowledge you've passed on and what it changed in the lives of those intensly listening... i was (and i am sure to not be the only one) adoring your work and your teachings quietly. so reaching out as a first-time commenter but long-time follower: thank you for what you have done and now keep doing. it affected me, my loved ones and my clients in a very positive way! keep up positive thinking and great stuff will happen...

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you Sven. I appreciate it. 🙌

[@ItsWillLee]

In case you weren't aware, Peter is a Magician. No, seriously, he is. lol.

[@HeikkiTakala]

Dude. You are THE guy I learned lighting from. You are THE guy i check out regularly for any fresh work. Commercial or othervise. Thank you for that. I have been where you are for the past year, and now things are starting to click again. I think I just lost my voice in the huge mess that is the internet. Now I am focusing solely on my own project, and I stopped following any and all photographers, so that they wont clutter me. Everyone except you. And an obscure turkish photographer who I spend 3 nights drinking in Tokyo.

[@ZackAriasATL]

🙌❤️🙌

[@Traveljournalist]

Peter is gonna contact you and you'll make a collab together

[@ZackAriasATL]

That would be awesome! I’d be down for that!

[@kousinkoolaid]

Brother this video couldn’t have hit at a better time. I have literally been jumping off the bad side of the knife edge all day today. In my instance it’s for my business that I’m starting. Its not photography related at all, but I was feeling defeated, and comparing myself to someone who has been doing a similar business for about 10 years. I had no business doing this. I’m an infant. I need to crawl. In fact I’m crawling. And I’m working towards walking, and hopefully running in no time. I really, really needed this. I WILL continue, and I will succeed. All the tools are there. I just need to put in the time. Thanks so much. You have turned my evening around.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you! I’m glad I could help!

[@michaelhull1813]

Just don't do a split on the knife. Keep reaching for the handle.

[@camchute]

Dude. Expectation vs. reality is one thing. What I appreciate, what I respect most about you is your masterful expression of self honesty. Living to see your son living and working in Dubai was obviously emotional for you. Riding the knife edge feels so this way or that way. Yet it’s the candid self driven “do something” realization that I struggle with daily. Am I learning that creativity has nothing to do with *creating* or more to do with reconnecting with the thrill of *trial and error*?

[@ZackAriasATL]

The thrill of trial and error. WELL SAID!!!!

[@weixiong1.0]

Nothing against Peter McKay, but he has not inspired me. He makes fun videos. I skip through them from time to time and didn't really know his name until now. I watch your videos completely, and some of them repeatedly. I just want to tell you that you inspire me, and not in the way that Peter inspired you. I think I speak for more than myself here, and that's value and meaning beyond subscription numbers. Thank you!

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you Wei.

[@m.e.vanneerwijk3098]

Yes! This is EXACLTY how I look at it!

[@riowray2829]

I agree. I use to struggle with that too along time ago. But I did the same. I started looking at other people success as meaning that it CAN HAPPEN rather than focusing why it is not happening to me. That being said, you are one of the GOATs in my eyes. I can not even count how many times I watched your one light workshop video that I purchased from you yearssss ago. I appreciate you sir! Keep doing you.

[@CorsairHybrid]

Peter McKinnon's videos are great, but for me he's more of a youtuber before being a photographer. I don't say his photos or his work are bad, it's obviously not the case; but I think a lot of people are going to his videos more because they can live a glimpse of his fast paced and wonderfull life and not so much to learn something about photography or being a photographer. And on top of that, litterally EVERYBODY is doing Peter McKinnon style videos now. Please don't be another one :D You really got your own style and it's great! Peter McKinnon has millions of followers by doing what he does. Yeah ok... But is that really important? Be yourself, don't try to fit the mold and don't look at numbers, they can be really anxiety inducing sometimes! If you like what you do and you are true to yourself, even if it's not "a video per week", people will come and subscribe. I know everybody is always saying that but it's very true :) Peter McKinnon is trying to target everybody from the complete newbie to the pro in need of inspiration to the guy scrolling youtube recommandations that knows nothing about photography and clicks because the thumbnail is nice. I go to your videos because I know that I'm gonna see something interesting by Zack Arias, there will be some philosophy, humour and your voice would be valuable because of your experience and your sympathy. I heard of you many years ago when I started photography and was looking for lessons about using lights and modifiers for portraits. After that I looked for your work and started to search for your content because : The quality was good, I could understand all of it, you were very sympathic and I wanted to hear more from you. And see! I'm still here! All of this MASSIVE post is just because I wanted you to know that you really were important in my life regarding of my photography and i'm sad to see you having that rollercoster mood those past years. I can relate to that mindstate too and I know it's a strange journey to go through... all I can do is sending you good vibes and letting you know that we will always be with you :) I'm glad to see you come back to the internet and I can't wait to hear more from you! PS : Do you still make some street photography ? I would love to hear from you about your experience with it, or even see a video where you explain waht's happening in your mind when you have to frame a picture in the streets.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you Gael for taking the time to write that all out. I really appreciate it. I still shoot street when I travel. I’ve got a little something dropping this week! Not about street but sort of.

[@CorsairHybrid]

@@ZackAriasATL Cool! I'm looking forward to it!

[@MrPehualli]

I've said it before and I say it again. What I know about lighting is thanks to you. You are a superb teacher and hell yeah you achieved so much after kinkos. It's been a long way but me and many others have been there glued to our chairs around the world watching live at creative live your classes and any other thing that you put out there. You have so much to offer to the world man, thanks for being there and just doing it. I really appreciate your teachings so much. Cheers from Mexico

[@ricardoaquino1101]

Zack, it has been 10 years since I follow your work from Brazil. Such a distance, but the internet makes me know you since my first days in photography. You rock bro! The message in this video is absolutely clear and welcome for everyone out there, these days. More videos, please!

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you!

[@chuck9885]

Zack, you're an inspiration. Years back I gave up on my passion for photography as I became a single Dad and had to sell off all my camera gear to make ends meet. Starting feeling sorry for myself that I did not have time to photograph and didn't have good gear. Seeing all the great gear and exotic places on YT camera channels didn't help. But THEN I caught you on DigitalRev's Cheap Camera Challenge. When I saw what you could do with a modest camera it lit a fire under me and got me out of my rut. I started photographing again. And I begun to realize that it was the act of taking pictures that I really enjoyed the most. And not so much the final product. And once I focused on just having fun and not worrying so much about the gear and the final photo, my photography got better. Please keep up the posting of videos, you never know the life you might touch.

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you Charles. I appreciate that. 🙌

[@scottseaton5546]

Hi Zack, thank you for sharing this. About 4 years ago I stumbled upon your Fujifilm video of you in Marrakech, it blew me away and ignited a fire in me to take photos. I'm no professional, I'm a keen hobbyist who just loves photography. I listened to your advice in another video about investing in traveling and took a trip of a lifetime to India and Sri Lanka last year. That's something that I'll never forget for as long as I live. I can honestly say that without your words back then, I wouldn't have bought a camera, practiced with it, booked a trip, spent a month exploring, taking photos and genuinely adding value to my life. Since then, I've thought 'meh, my photos are never going to be as good as the likes of Steve McCurry, what's the point in continuing or sharing them.' You've just inspired me again today. I've just packed a bag. Not to fly away on a huge life-changing trip, but to get out and do the thing I love doing, just because I enjoy it and it gets my juices flowing. I love that you're back. Keep on keeping on and thank you.

[@ZackAriasATL]

That’s so awesome Scott! I’m glad you did that! The portfolio I’m most proud of in my life are those little stamps in my passport. Traveling changed my life. Thank you for your kind words. I appreciate it.

[@scottseaton5546]

Zack Arias no, thank you. I hope you keep dropping some videos like you have been. Even if you help make one person like me make a small change to become creatively active and fulfilled in whatever way, it’s totally worthwhile. I for one am eagerly awaiting then next one.

[@SteveStanger]

Sooooo glad you're back Zack!

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thanks Steve!

[@romandarobot7732]

I can't overstate how huge and heartwarming it is having you back in front of us. You are ridiculously talented, lovable, fun and teach us A LOT. You are just a human going through human things and by you sharing that, it makes you SO relatable as I'm sure most of us deal with a lot of the same issues. I do love that saying "Comparison is the thief of joy" and that the only person we need to compare ourselves is the person we were yesterday. Please keep doing you... because you are 'effin awesome. Thank you for your efforts to come back, keep it real and tell it like it is :-)

[@tomwoollard]

Hey Zack, it’s largely due to you (and the Kelby crew) that I get to call myself a ‘professional photographer’ these days - some days I have to pinch myself - and yes, my passport is pretty full! Your One Light field guide is still the only photo book I keep in my camera bag, it’s saved me so many times - in fact I re-watched your One Light workshop again just the other day. Even though I have now worked on sets with massive amounts of lighting gear and super complicated lighting setups, your One Light concept and teachings are still my go-to (and usually result in the strongest images). Without your soul-baring videos and no-bull style, my life would probably never have gifted me so many amazing experiences - all because I know a little of the language of light (and the frickin’ Inverse Square Law!) from following you and your awesome & inspiring work these last years. Please never stop sharing with us - we need you and your work far more than you could know. Big love from a humble student on a photo assignment in a foreign country - because of YOU ;) X

[@ZackAriasATL]

Thank you Tom!