Burnt Down to Nothing - Was John being Reborn?

[@maryobrien474]

Nice! Great job John! Important pieces in this one about outreach work, making connections and regaining hope. All important psychosocial aspects of human life that are lost on the streets. Keep telling your story. So proud of you! 💗

[@mahich5261]

Nevertheless it's a great message for the people to understand and avoid doing such mistakes

[@PrimetimeMusings]

He really wants to share his story. Thanks for watching!

[@mahich5261]

I think John wardan decision leave his parents and go to take care of those people who wanted him to fulfill their sexual desires was a wrong step

[@PrimetimeMusings]

He was lost and an easy victim.

[@johnwarden4363]

Yes it was. I have such low self esteem because of acknowledgement issues as a child and all the sexual activity came from a place of self loathing and a sense of wanting to punish myself for making other wrong steps earlier in life. My family suffered through two sexual scandals. The first was in the late 50's (before I was born) when my siblings (very young) and a half sister (late teens) engaged in incest like activities. That "zapped" my siblings. Then my brother molested my next door neighbor several times. That really did it and the family was overcome with guilt and shame and never sought counseling to this day. Today everyone but me is alcoholic in some way. They never understood LOVE so neither did I growing up. Looking back now they responded in text book form given their experience. Jesus found me in 2004 and in the years since then I have discovered the real definition of LOVE (1st Corinthians Chapter 13). My family doesnt know GOD or His Son but I do. More and more every day. I realize how conflicting a life I was having. Its very sad for me to see that 10% of my life span has so negatively led me into 90% of my own choices later in life. Thank you for your comments