Honoring the Seed of Creation | 6 Months of Life Force Retention

[@spalovicmilivoje]

When you take crazy action toward your goals, semen retention is so easy. Reason for this is when you keep that energy inside and you do nothing, the frequency of your semen and your destructive actions are not matched. Then what happens is that you either change every negative thing in your life, or you will waste your seed because seed is positive energy. That is the reason why retention is so hard when you just sit there doing nothing

[@11Garrett11]

Michael S - helps to hear that!!

[@Harvey_specter376]

Agreed

[@johnhouston5921]

Michael S., I like how you stated that seed is positive energy! It truly is!

[@adonisthecreator]

Woah,I gotta screenshot this comment and use it for motivation💪🏼

[@unclefester7905]

What a legendary comment mate!!

[@bjmdolal]

“Cost of betraying my father on his personal ambition for me” Damn, you are so articulate

[@realbddy1921]

Thats what I love about him :)

[@azizhamid6480]

At 9:53 you say "I don't know how you can sit with this energy". Sun shines on your forehead. Pretty symbiotic.

[@CaptainSinbad]

I didn't even realize, I didn't look at the video all the way through before posting hahaha

[@zarlodious1]

Symbolic I think is the word you were searching for...

[@poet_stowage4574]

Zarlodious synchronistic. He’s aligned.

[@bhuMarab]

Crown chakra just opened😜

[@linkanraj4506]

You are moving towards actual purpose of human life. You will realize it soon.

[@11Garrett11]

Linkan Raj - do u think the purpose of human life is the same for everyone?

[@linkanraj4506]

@@11Garrett11 Yes. Path may be different but ultimate goal of human life is same.

[@ShivamSingh-vu8vq]

Vivekanand fan here

[@rw4877]

Goal of human life is to raise consciousness. That is the prime directive of life

[@cvd4924]

Same Journey, same goals, same culture, different streams. We'll make it

[@sairohit8201]

@Micael Nobre Music yea man together we're gonna make it.

[@CaptainSinbad]

Friends -- my tripod has finally arrived. Moving forward, the videos will be far more stable and bearable to watch. Additionally, I'm adding some timestamps because many of you may want to go straight to the main crux of the video rather than the backstory. 0 - 2:50 -- My relationship with my father prior to NoFap 4:00 - The theme of fathers in 'A Raisin in the Sun' 7:53 - The significance of your birth and survival 10:08 - How to act while on NoFap

[@Vishal-l9q6n]

Sinbad man why have you stopped these kind of videos where you talk on a personal level or just talk about these stuff related These videos man are really really great the feeling I felt watching makes me remind to push myself to be so damn great in this world Miss these kind of videos man and thanks for your amazing content

[@sudesh6807]

Your new contents are amazing, but such videos are the pure essence of this channel. See if you could make more such videos.

[@JamesBondinification]

Captain, we need you on Ted talks... you are such an eloquent speaker my God! I wish I could listen to you for hours and hours at a stretch... It's so good to hear your life stories too which you put perfectly in between!

[@CaptainSinbad]

That is incredibly high praise. Thank you so much.

[@Nouveau0]

@@CaptainSinbad Do you have a podcast? I'd have your podcast playing all day 😂

[@dorothytran2926]

Thank you for posting this. I really resonated with that story about your relationship with your father. I feel like a constant disappointment/embarrassment because I’m not the perfect daughter who can get into medical school and I even graduated college with a biology degree I wasn’t even passionate about. I’ve lived my life chasing his approval and last year, there was a point when he wouldn’t even sit next to me let alone look at me. Our relationship now is slowly improving but I’m hoping through this journey I can improve my relationship just as you have. Thanks for being such an inspiration and telling your viewers that they are capable of achieving so much more than what the world provides.

[@dhallcomedy]

I can relate. I’m first gen American raised by Jamaican parents. First degree is in economics, but it blows my mind when my doctorate holding Jamaican father proudly shares that he loves my stand up comedy. Greatness is truly coming.

[@1017ryan]

I connected with the story about your Dad and its relation to A Raisin In The Sun

[@TheGamerKingg]

lol thanks

[@RTSBone]

It’s not funny

[@FOREVERAMBIANCE]

Your story about your dad made me so emotional bro . You have NO idea .... I’m styl going thru that right now with my dad . I’m now on day 20 (1 day before I tie my best streak) practicing Taoist Yoga & Alchemy which is the equivalent of Hindu Brahmacharya & all I want to do is become the biggest & richest entrepreneur over the next 10 years jus to prove myself to him . The resentment, the sadness the embarrassment.... I feel it to the core of my soul & my bones dawg . I want his respect so bad . I want to materialize my dreams so badly . Your videos are very inspiring . I can feel your veerya (hopefully I used the right term) thru the screen dawg G shit . Salute . I plan on going going at least 3 years doing this . AT LEAST

[@tapananilsamant2283]

Wish u all the best bro. Your future fan.

[@CaptainSinbad]

If you are a retainer, it will not be long before you make your dad tear up with pride. You will accomplish great things as an entrepreneur. Keep going.

[@FOREVERAMBIANCE]

tapan samant Thank you bro

[@FOREVERAMBIANCE]

Captain Sinbad Appreciate it dawg

[@jhnny5508]

Good luck bro. Stay strong!

[@errishussain7561]

You're a freaking monster of inspiration. Finding you on KZbin is probably one of the best this that have happened to me

[@taman453]

This is one of my favourite videos of Nikhil, you can literally see the energy popping out of his eyes.

[@itssanj8449]

“I am only committed to one thing, which is EVERYTHING” Honestly that comment was a game changer for me!

[@dodutra]

Its funny when he's actually talking to himself and its applying and helping everybody in the same journey. Thanks for sharing

[@kromeknifemind]

I’m glad you didn’t go into the medical field. I am proud of you for having faith in yourself despite the odds.

[@TwattyWankers]

4 years of neglect from your father?! Jeez that’s ridiculous. Stand proud of your choices sir! Takes a real man to carve his own path in life!

[@threebigideas3488]

You live a courageous life. I'm really in awe of you as an Indian person growing up under all kinds of strange social pressures. Can't wait until this channel sees 1m subs and beyond. Great story telling! should do more storytelling vidoes!

[@Hale-nh4ed]

damn i can tell you’re a great actor.

[@CaptainSinbad]

Thanks Tim

[@icontrell3683]

i was thinking the exact same thing right before i read your comment

[@ConfidenceGold]

Wow. Just wow. So much energy and life-force coming out from screen. You are legend.

[@mhill88ify]

Powerful words my brother - your passion was absolutely soaking through the screen here - I love it! I am inspired to respect and retain the vital energy The Infinite Creator has gifted so I can see what I'm capable of!

[@akhileshbhardwaj982]

I have just found your awesome channel, and I have to say this is one of the best videos you have ever made. I can almost relate to you, except the fact that I am way younger than you,I feel extremely privileged to listen to you taking about life force retention..I mean I have watched thousands of motivational videos but the way you expressed yourself it came right out of your heart..and I feel lucky that I found your awesome channel. I myself wish to walk on a spiritual path and you just ignited me.. Thank you sir. I will go all the way. It might have been too late for me if I haven't found your guidance ......You are a hero for me..believe that

[@octane2344]

Wow! Powerful story about your father! I didn't understand the intensity of Asian/Indian family hierarchy and expectations. It goes crazy deep

[@CaptainSinbad]

Totally man --- it's not always constructive but I admire the intensity and hard-work that Asian families in the US have.

[@kaluku7009]

You become either a doctor or engineer, i recall a scene from " the family guy"

[@gigglypuff3589]

Sosiyal Mediya or lawyer

[@uglyass9084]

Well of course look at the caste system

[@checkabagchad961]

Holy shit! I've been on my super spiritual and in tune with myself journey for a little over 2yrs now. Everyday more and more I can see and feel how much more internally powerful I am. I'm just starting this semen retention journey. Im going on my 5th day lmao. Im kind of actually just learning about it now. Im 37yrs old. I f'ing love where I'm at in life and I know right now it'sonly gonna get greater. With how I just watched your passion in this video?! I know this new journey of semen retention im on is just gonna be that much more powerful for me. Thank you for this video! Even tho it's 5yrs later lol. One love ❤

[@Shaolinof36thChamber]

Go all in for 6 month towards your purpose. Every action must align with your goal to accelerate the change. And you will see that you are able to bend your own reality.

[@sungazersal5209]

Thanks for making this video, you should defo make more you have a great talent for speaking I can see you doing a TED talk one day. I know the respect that is given once you get to a high level of semen retention, I made a mistake by relapsing when I got to 4 months that will never happen again.

[@CaptainSinbad]

Hey Sal! 4 months is still very impressive. I continue to enjoy your videos. Keep it up.

[@susandunn9971]

raisin in the sun I loved this play I watch this play when I was young I was a usher my job was to seat people when they came to see the play. I watched this play many times and it was magical.My mother who was a high school teacher the play was in her school. My mom a product of share cropper in the south and had to hide her books because her step father didn’t want her to go to school and learn .She wanted me to have more gave me opportunities like this play and more I watched .Its inspired me I worked to enjoy the play and bd inspired to bd more than what I was ,love your mentality.You are inspiring

[@thefalcon217]

Congrats on 6 months. You do the best NoFap vids on youtube. Thanks for the continued motivation.

[@CaptainSinbad]

I appreciate it Falcon

[@Cpatel217]

Im 31 days retaining and I can feel it now. Sitting around doing nothing is just no longer satisfactory. Havent been huge changes, although I did start meditating at least an hour every day for the last two weeks. Little by little I can feel some growing anxiety or uneasiness but in a good way. A positive tension maybe you can call it. Its life energy asking to be used up and transmuted into something worthwhile. Im not doing enough with it and thats what its telling me. I'll take it though. Its better feeling that uneasiness than feeling apathetic.

[@abhayshah9829]

Thank you for this Sir. Exactly what I needed to hear. Love your vibration. And energy. I'm almost 160 days into SR, I'll make sure to continue making good use of this energy. Thank you so so much

[@SirHyperMarc]

Sometimes when I feel the urge to refocus I come to this channel and not rarely specifically to this playlist. You give me the calmness and energy I need to focus on my goals again. The story about you and your father was touching. I love your goofiness and authenticity. This video is one of your bests. After several lousy, half-hearted efforts of nofap, I finally doing a serious one. I still struggle, but you just gave me the vibes I needed. Thank you so much for that, my brother.

[@Hermes_Mode]

Tough to hear the story about your Dad mate.. I could feel the pain in your voice and have experienced similar from my mother. Day 21 of my first streak and not even close to relapse - feeling superhuman.

[@MohyDev]

i can't express enough how much i appreciate you sharing apart of your personal life (your story) & your videos it's more than inspirational , love & respect Nikhil

[@CaptainSinbad]

Always appreciate your words my brother

[@nissarahamed]

I have been watching your videos for the last few years. And this just showed up on my feed today; and this was epic.

[@3fo5]

Wow! Thank you. I really need to hear this right now. You truly inspire me on this journey. I totally agree that semen retention transform our relationships. People are drawn to us, it’s awesome. Great things are coming for all of us. God Bless

[@CaptainSinbad]

Yes sir

[@karmareloaded2054]

Bro.... you fucking shake the spirits within me boy... Big Salute... first month... but getting so strong i feel like extending to a year

[@zacharylee8939]

throughout my steady two-month long journey with retention I have had the profound realization that all balance is developed within. It is a lifestyle, not a challenge. I thought it was appropriate to reference balance as this is the 369th comment. Peace and Power to all who come across this 🙏🏼 222

[@MonotonousVariables-]

Managing your sexual desire is a sort of skill. With this skill you can manage other part of your life like Managing your stress full day( days are always tough) Managing your intense workout Managing your schedule for studies. Managing your Anxiety Managing your fear towards life Managing your Anger when people around criticize you Managing your depression levels when alone.

[@didierbizimana2759]

So well said. This is a goal for life... When been traveling on a wrong path for so many years though you are aware one day or another something gotta change (if you want to kill that feeling of being a looser, if you wanna fight that tendency to destroy whether good comes in your life cause you thought not to be worth), then one day you wake up and realize this is it... It's been laying in my head for too long : transmute your sexual energy on something more constructive for yourself and start digging up the potential you have in you. A long road but best investment

[@cedzimagination]

One of the realest Videos I've ever seen... Thank you so much for sharing this man...I truly appreciate your work and wish you the greatest success in your Acting career...You'll be a good one as your intentions are true and pure.

[@CaptainSinbad]

Cheers man, thank you for your comment.

[@wildawake]

I cried like a baby hearing your story. I'm glad your dad has come around and this is no longer your condition.

I honour the artist and the braveness in you. My history is very similar to yours. Here, with all young people becoming conscious, I feel in a family of souls, fighting to free ourselves.

[@ankushSingh-uk8yu]

Hlw.. I'm an Indian and I can understand ur feeling and struggle... But one thing is really true u r a gem... And u r also real and genuine..

[@Way_Of_The_Light]

Wow! I can feel your emotional content. This is probably your best video!

[@niyanthsalian3534]

*I enjoyed your personal story bro it was very inspiring thank you for sharing this knowledge with us i am waiting for your next awesome video "Om Namaha Shivaaya "* 🙏

[@CaptainSinbad]

Om Namah Shivaya!

[@pauliehaley103]

A Father's respect and respect for your father is very important 🙏🌞

[@mindbodyandsoulcare]

Sometimes it just takes a reminder of how much our parents have done for us, to be grateful and focused on our goals. Just to give them the great life they deserve for all their hard work and efforts. This any day beats any form of motivation. Just remember the hard work of your patents daily and you wont ever need motivation ever again. Thankyou for your great work brother ❤️. Wish you manifest everything you are working for.

[@BrianLife]

This message is so Powerful! Thank you. I’m very encouraged to Give it all I Got!

[@mandeepsondh7398]

On the same journey, just 10 months into retention. I was not able to control my weight and eating habits and start meditation previously. Now I have been doing intermittent fasting, lost 24 lbs, started meditating and have a clear mind. My parents used to tell me that we have to limit our desires and especially my father was distant even though we live in the same house. We rarely talk to each and he barely has any friends. Recently, I started behaving just like him. There was moment where I could understand his perspective. About the desires, I have some understanding especially the religious teachings of our community. I am more peaceful than ever and no stress although I do become angry and express my dislikes towards situations. I used to have hard time expressing my likes and dislikes.

[@jimwilleford6140]

The spirit of young love and life within you, attracts the inner father image within me. I felt such a paternal urge early in this video, to embrace you, hold you and to reassure you. My father and I had a many decade estrangement, an then a reconciliation. For a moment there, watching your “son” emotions for “ approval”, I was you, and you were me. It was a unifying moment, and deeply felt.Thank you. By the way, “Raisin In The Sun”, is among my favorite reads, plays and films. 😎

[@joshuastclairmusic]

Hey sinbad. Im a huge fan of your videos, always have been. The quality of your new content blows my mind, but some of these earlier videos bring me to tears they are so raw and genuine. I come back to these videos more. In any case you’re a huge inspiration!

[@izak-jn3vi]

Saw your post on David Goggin's page. I like how you persisted and now you are getting the results. Keep going bro. i believe in you.

[@kiranvelu3282]

I usually do not comment on any video mate but seriously your speech and emotion is so real that you are reading this. I had been reading about this for over 4 years now but havent made more than 7 days off. I think i can make use of your vdo's to push my streak to the maximum. Thank you very much for this.

[@CaptainSinbad]

That's great Kiran, I'm glad to hear it.

[@johnvolk6044]

Powerful dynamic insightful comments including about when a father withholds love, killing your son at the same time. May God bless you yar, may God have mercy on your father for the suffering he inflicted on you, for those 4 years!!!

[@franciscomsosa]

Wow, to see the trajectory you now carry and look back at this video must bring immense pride. It would for me. Also would’ve taken a lot of courage to put yourself out here with your story and pure convictions. So much good about this video. All love Nikhil, I’m inspired by you and celebrate you man 👏🏼 Greatness is coming.

[@rachidatouli]

Boy, the way you express your views on things just rezonate with me pretty perfectly. I listen to many (famous) inspirational speakers and you are one of them. Somehow I already see the actor you are. Go for it!

[@Vishal-l9q6n]

Man this video really showed what a great person you are, if we are ready to hustle to be the best version of ourselves and on our goals Greatness is coming for us !

[@apalapaemo]

I agree there is nothing greater than seeing proud in the eyes of your father for you

[@ianfuhr8905]

Man this video never gets old

[@paveltovv]

Love you dude. Thanks for sharing your energy, and your personal story with your father. I can relate, I didn't talk or see my parents for a little over a year due to similar reasons. I was shocked to hear that you dint talk to your father for four years, made my circumstances look much much easier. Anyways, i started watching you because of your funny parodies, but discovered a deep gold mine of other knowledge. The benefits of no fap i experienced myself for a period of time in my life, but i drifted away from my path. Thank you for redirecting my attention back!

[@RklssPOSEIDON]

Sometimes its hard differentiate between a father's love and disappointment. We sometimes take their anger/silemce as dissapointment, but many times its the manifestation of fear because of the love the hold for us. They worry so ddeply about us, they sometimes push away when we choose not to follow.

[@mreh145]

This talent that you possess by chasing something you are passionate about and being good at it helps you explain things so clearly in another light. You've said things in ways that i never really gave much thought about May peace with you sir

[@vibhor3049]

My man, this is your BEST video. Thanks for this, made me realize a lot of things about myself. Best wishes to you and your family. 😃🙏

[@MezbahRijvee]

This is deep. Look how far you've come now

[@kironnandakumar2632]

Hi i really enjoyed your video. I have started my NOFAP journey 2 weeks back... I want to be bold, daring and Strong beast in front of people who beliittled me... God bless

[@CaptainSinbad]

Good luck Kiron! You got this!

[@nathaelgonzalez8991]

Thanks for sharing your life story - same here with my father

[@RoaringJaguar]

Hello Captain, thank you for your immense motivation. You are exactly like Neil in Dead Poet Society - except you’re fukcing living! I resonated so well with everything you’ve said. Congratulations brother on the great achievement it is to have finally received your fathers deserved respect and praise. I have a great passion for writing but my parents wanted me to get educated and become a lawyer, engineer, doctor, etc. But I stayed strong and held on to my dreams. Know I’ve published my very first book of poetry in Iceland. My home used to be disrupted with anger and arguments due to my rejection toward the “conventional route.” But know my parents are extremely proud of me! EVERYTHING is truly possible. Stay strong Captain and our king brothers. Stay strong & retain long! I just joined you and I’m on day 7 ;D

[@CaptainSinbad]

Love that movie.

[@MikeV8652]

Your video reminds all of us how much parents tend to have in common, regardless of cultures.

[@CaptainSinbad]

Thank you for your comment Mike. As one of my first subs, I always appreciate your input.

[@bobinjohnson4528]

Your dad's story from the hut to the American middle class... it's so fucking admirable!

[@clashwithx3037]

i can see the happiness and pride....as his parents watched these videos.💕💕💕💕💕💕

[@charlescarbone1683]

Thanks for the vulnerability and inspiration king

[@CaptainSinbad]

thanks brother -- I saw your other comment as well. Thank you for that man, I appreciate it.

[@baseballer181]

"What would happen if you went all in?" 11:17. Needed to hear this.

[@TicketToLiterature]

The way you said everything.... Tells how hard you feel that. I feel that entirely. I think Indian parents expect too much from their children because they are too much invested in them. They sacrifice and work so hard and willing to do anything for the betterment of their child. Sometimes it is harsh on the child because of differences in goals and ambitions but I feel that if one has to prove something to his dad.... It's never gonna easy... And semen retention gives that power and hunger that we need to go for our ambitions, I do have ambitions.... I do have fucking big dreams, just doing that part which you have done as chemistry teacher.....waiting for my time. And to you captain..... Greatness is knocking on the door....!

[@gaby6406]

Your passion is great. Even i don't fully agree with you, you are very convincing

[@sushmitadabbiru2440]

Currently I am in a very bad state of mind.. depressed and dejected .. your videos are helping me a lot..great content..

[@kevinkong6653]

I need to listen to you everyday if im going to obtain the brilliant power shakti ojas keeps my mind focus thank you brother

[@TTashi22]

In summet 2018, i also watched ur videos and i hold my energy upto 47 days that time howevr, no further. Felt bad.. you are my Guru. I dont say love guru. You are our God shadow . Ok i m back to my track again 2 weeks ending.. i m gonna go behind this time.. thanks so much. Your words and thought are rich bro...!

[@shantagees9425]

So articulate! This video is so touching.

[@mykolabaibuza2804]

Wow, what an ispiration. And your acting man, I felt chils coming down my spine!

[@FuelingCuriosity]

Thanks for sharing. I’m at 3 months now. My goal is 6 months for now.

[@pauljohnson6019]

Did you achieve this?

[@flawlessvictory8540]

I feel you man . i grew up without my dad so i do . 🙏🏽 great job man .

[@flawlessvictory8540]

Ima go hard man and just do a year fuck it . thug life . 🙏🏽🌊🌊🌊🌊🌊

[@makeit7944]

you have to do push ups and squats to feel more reliefed afterwards 100 each per every other day if you can't do it ever day if your sore wait till it goes away which would be 1-3 days ...like this is what you have to aleast do to boost your transformation and look

[@saturn_bee2283]

Glad to see your rawness and honesty Nikhil .. i relate to your journey and understand your emotions so well .. i am so glad you made this video :) Thankyou ..

[@aribashirkhalil3902]

Man u carry so many people through their no fap journey there no chance I would be able to do it without you thank you so much Nikhil

[@AnkurMusic]

Love your videos man! Been following you for a while. The story about your father really connected coming from an Indian background myself. I'm almost at 90 days, your videos help motivate me to transmute this energy into creativity and bettering myself. Hope your channel gets big, this is great content.

[@CaptainSinbad]

Thank you Ankur! I'm excited for you to get to 90 days!

[@ciri51]

Wow! such a personal experience. We can read your emotions on your face so well. That means you will be a very good actor.

[@austinblalock8691]

You always give the most powerful nofap messages. Thank you so much for these videos. I definitely can relate to your story about your father

[@ToBeKing]

Your going to be a great actor I can see it now

[@danielqueen764]

Your channel is the type of energy I want in my life. Nice work. Subbed.

[@Saylorsmomsam]

This video was so honest. Freaking phenomenal! Thank you so much.

[@dylonstrange2036]

Your videos are truly life changing

[@hitesh7218]

As always another amazing video....you really motivates me to do much more than what im doing right now in life and for that my brother thankyou so much

[@akashsinghsharma5817]

I have seen a lot of your video, probably the best one. ❤️

[@user-xg6tv5hl6s]

watching u feels like literally u r talking about me about my life , every word is so fucking true

[@mikeshrai7498]

Waking up at 3:30am and meditate for 1:30 hour a day...I sleep at 10:30...write affirmation before sleeping...also m doing quantum jumping with water before sleeping

[@11Garrett11]

robbie roy - what's quantum jumping with water?! Sounds awesome!!

[@mikeshrai7498]

Search it in youtube

[@mikeshrai7498]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/aXy7Y6esYpdpd68...this will be detailed one..try it

[@yashpednekar4381]

Boi 3 am is satan's hour specially 3:33

[@Sean-fg9rq]

What did quantum jumping change for you?

[@Julian.Jerusalem]

Wow very interesting. My dad told me something similar and I am on the Hero's journey. Keep it up!

[@albertocarrera2565]

Thanks man, very powerfull video.

[@theclassicfightschannel]

Watched every one of your videos , You will become a number 1 movie star - Trust Me !

[@CaptainSinbad]

Very nice of you to say Gareth :) All the best to you!

[@TheHandOfTheDiligent]

man your content is top tier

[@sophiatealdo9680]

It's only the ego trying to tell you that you need to take sexuality to the next level Sinbad-Blessed Be.

[@1yashyash]

KEEP SHINING BROTHER ...🌸👍🏻 NAMAH SHIVAYA

[@CaptainSinbad]

OM NAMAH SHIVAYA!