Carissa

[@JohnSmith-eo2yx]

I can’t lie it kind of annoys me how people will be like “she’s so pretty she doesnt deserve this” like so some ugly girl doesn’t deserve better? Nobody fucking deserves to be in this life

[@clared5812]

Thank you for saying this. I’m so tired of those comments. So many completely fucking shallow people in these comments.

[@SymphonyTaylor]

Well she is pretty 👀 and when people say that I’m sure they don’t mean “ugly” people don’t deserve better…🥴

[@quesadilla9957]

I’m constantly noticing this and it’s pathetic

[@zioncochran5399]

yea before i even click on an interview i can tell what the comments will be like based on the picture alone.

[@SirArghPirate]

This, some people even drags it a bit further still. Imagine being in a vulnerable position, talking about your struggles and people go "so sexy..etc".

[@MAC42000]

Who is here from the new video🙇🏽‍♂️

[@NhungNguyen-zf3bh]

😅me

[@nancyjones6780]

💯

[@shar0n4321]

lol today her mom is from Costa Rica

[@JJ-he3rl]

Me 😂

[@shaunwashington9122]

Right lol.

[@jodynanci]

She’s extremely good at hiding her emotions. She’s in pain and doesn’t even realize

[@t.c.5456]

Actually she isn’t. She just hides them. #seethrough

[@tydamon7316]

Most black American women are in pain and don't realize it. Which is why the black community is in shambles.

[@jesusofnazareth6254]

She ain't hidin nothing. She a h0e and knows what SHE'S about

[@Rob-dp3vr]

The KZbin Psychologist, ladies and gentleman. Next week she will be giving lunar rover engineering advice over at the NASA KZbin channel.

[@vicenteornelas3787]

It's like she said: she's become numb.

[@divinesparktarot6764]

These videos keep me grounded and grateful, ive been clean and sober 2 years and life is hard but it could always be worse. Ill be praying for us all. Thank you Mark and everybody involved in these videos.

[@jasmined1679]

😢😢r Hook

[@endodenise2090]

As an endocrinologist, I can affirm that Type 1 diabetes mellitus is a very severe disease. Please take care of yourself. My heart is with you and I will think of you everyday.

[@sup393]

@@holmes426 type 1 requires insulin life long

[@JessicaMarie5184]

✍️Edited *PANCREAS* Thank you kids! I feel like a thread celebrity seeing my name guyyys! 🤩 @@holmes426 for type 1, it's her *PANCREAS* isn't doing what it should. She has to constantly monitor her blood sugar levels, take insulin... defnot easy for a girl in her "lifestyle"- if you will. Not as easy as diet/exercise for Type 2'ers when it can potentially be managed or resolved.

[@Michele-bm1zu]

Love the name 😊 And as an RN, I can affirm that I’ve cared for numerous patients where uncontrolled DM has completely and utterly wrecked their bodies. Multiple hospitalizations for DKA and HHNS. A 30 year old that needed peritoneal dialysis, amputations, a transplant and went almost completely blind. It’s really heartbreaking, especially when you don’t have adequate medical support from your parents at a vulnerable age. Not to mention, a young school age kid who died at a sleepover when her parents didn’t hear their glucose alarm on their phone because they had one night out. 😢

[@TK-ib7rm]

My daughter was also 6 years old when she was diagnosed. As a momma, it breaks my heart that she has been the icu so much. If diabetes is not treated properly, it can affect every other organ in the body. It can lead to blindness and amputation of limbs, specially the feet due to poor circulation. Diabetes is also one of the most expensive diseases to have. 1 insulin pen is around $100, my 10 year old goes through 2-3 a month. Not to mention the cost of all the testing supplies. I hope she has some kind of insurance.

[@TK-ib7rm]

@@holmes426 diabetics can eat anything they just need insulin before the eat it. Their bodies don't turn carbs into energy bc their bodies nor longer produce insulin. Everyone, in a perfect world, would eat the things you mentioned sparingly. But diabetics can absolutely have sweets and cake.

[@riri-tu5oi]

Mark I am a recovering addict. I have a lot of days that are really rough mentally in sobriety. Your videos give me perspective and keep me grounded in this wild world. Thank you for what you do.

[@riri-tu5oi]

@Farm Bae no mark seems to speak to people with respect and honesty.

[@nicoeeek.7181]

@@riri-tu5oi I agree totally

[@nicoeeek.7181]

@Farm Bae do you?

[@paultindale8691]

Ĺ0

[@AG-lm5uf]

Have you tried shrooms? That might help with your addictions.

[@SophieeXw]

I hear this all the time but you don't have to have childhood trauma to end up in this situation. Adult trauma is just as damaging. It can take one bad relationship/life event. There's a lot of contradictions coming from her which shows a high level of cognitive dissonance, deep down she seems really unhappy and traumatized from her experiences as a sex worker. I hope she's able to build on her self esteem and get out of this situation.

[@elleluxe]

Facts. Obviously she didn't have examples of a loving relationship OR one would not be "easily taken" by a guy who "encourages" you to "prostitute" VERSUS make "quick money" in other ways [the financial market is vast]; your "personhood" is not just your "sexual-body"

[@pamelastates5600]

Oh yesss it’s low self esteem!!! AND REALLY DONT KNOW HER WORTH !! Since 17 yrs old . ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🇨🇦

[@elainescott6791]

I agree 100% with you .. what does it take for her to walk away from the life???

[@TotiaunahRanzy]

Right, It's actually scary to think that you doing your best to raise your child or children and then they still turn out doing this type of stuff

[@erag.3530]

Adult trauma does not exist

[@hereforit2347]

@17:03: She mentions her baby that was “born” dead after only six and-a-half months gestation. She later, @28:08, talks about receiving a severe beating while pregnant. She called it a “domestic violence relationship”, therefore, it is safe to assume the beating was at the hands of her pimp. Her ribs were broken and she wound up in the hospital. How do you break the ribs of a woman pregnant in her third trimester without harming the fetus?? Although she’s not saying so directly, it is more than obvious her pimp murdered her unborn child. 🙏🏿❤️ 🕊 😢

[@nokapwitkat9751]

The Accuracy!not one except for you mentioned the cry for help this Queen is suffering she is broken 😭💔 This pimp is the devil himself smh Lord please deliver your child 🙏🏾

[@NOHSAL]

Maybe she didn't say it because she still fears for her safety.. Why make it a point to say it for her? We get it...

[@warrendarable]

A miscarriage from the mental stress plays a role

[@hereforit2347]

@@NOHSAL: Because I wanted to. What’s it to you? The dirtbag who did it was probably never prosecuted. Anything else?

[@queenbylaw4462]

Ioi

[@angelofdeath275]

"long term gratification is a foreign language to you guys" damn mark that was to the point lmao

[@lila3240]

I thought that too lmao. He was uncharacteristically blunt in this interview

[@kayleepapp6286]

For real!!!!!!

[@pjay3586]

I think he’s still hurt from that one girl that played him. Exotic or whatever

[@chadwicktyrone8894]

But where’s the lie though?

[@violetval1597]

I thought it was kinda rude tbh

[@dalsharq2125]

She mentioned SAFETY so many times over during this interview, that alone tells you the horror she's lived through while tricking.

[@mostblunted_211]

@советский одобренный 🇷🇺 😭😭

[@zarishiqbal8043]

Those men are absolutely disgusting. She needs to get out, and learn to live a life free from oppression. I understand that her pimp gives her things, but she needs to earn it differently. You can still get an education without paying outta pocket. There is help out there. The streets are way too dangerous and they will eat you up and spit you out.

[@thedarkage187]

But she still chooses to live the life.....I don't feel sorry for people like this....

[@SuperTruthful]

All that danger and she remains in that profession.

[@thedarkage187]

@@SuperTruthful Exactly......they are willing to do it. So they get what comes with it....knowingly.

[@Brooklynbaby47]

“Because I was born to be the other woman. Who belonged to no one. Who belonged to everyone .Who had nothing .Who wanted everything .With a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn't even talk about it And pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me.” -Lana Del Rey

[@joymechell277]

Finally , someone who loves this quote as much as I do. The entire intro to “Ride” is my life 🫶🏾

[@Brooklynbaby47]

@@joymechell277 the ride monologue is poetry at it’s finest. Those words Lana wrote resonates with the broken outcasts. Those souls that long for something real and want to transcend. It’s comforting to have someone articulate that experience it’s truly pure artistry. Much love ❤️🙏🏻

[@Nerotheraccoon]

You're so profound lmao

[@fortyshorty2459]

Literally Lana love 🥰🫶🏾💯

[@perzonne6302]

@@Brooklynbaby47 Nothing "real" about this woman though. She's just another sad soul that crossed the line of selling sex for money

[@halloweenjujube]

“We’re all here trying to just get out the game” - when talking about her and her pimp. Really hard to hear, because I guarantee you he isn’t trying to get out of shit. He is right where he wants to be and has her right where he wants her. It’s upsetting to see someone think they have it all figured out and that they have allies taking care of them - when really they’ve been manipulated beyond belief. I hope she realizes this soon.

[@Outof_thebleu]

Right. He ain’t trying to get out of nothing. That is so true. These men completely exploit the power of these women. And not being able to manage your money is not an excuse to not make 100% off of your own “product.”

[@bluedogg138]

When she laughs I am quickly reminded how young she is. So much promise and personality. I hope you can move on, Carissa.

[@MrEOM41]

She looks like she enjoys this work… why everybody always feel sorry for them 😅 what does “so much promise” mean maybe this is what she desires to do…

[@Chillikilli]

@@MrEOM41 well because this work is degrading lol, no one should want to do this type of work. Most people in that industry suffer from mental illness, drug addiction or some other type of problem.

[@soniamartinez5591]

They girl choose that Style of life b cause they want too is there hell young money is not only this in the world i rather swipe floor and toilet if you get to balance your budget and work help not just easy and luxury life is better to have a little cheap but a family you are stilland a good life this is like the ice still yound and if you not in drug it aince you do i for fun and enjoy if all woman think you way there werr be alot out there is better to do dishes and clean the street swipe what ever you be safe but in this eorld people good choose and bad on is up to me on

[@hereforit2347]

@@MrEOM41: She was turned out as a CHILD. WTF are you TALKING about????? 🙄

[@des9368]

@@MrEOM41 she said shes numb to it and it makes her sad. no woman does this and truly enjoys it. at some point we begin to feel disgusted.

[@anna27446]

I was diagnosed Type 1 when I was 21, I’m 38 now. Definitely had my share of close calls, it’s NOT a disease to mess around with. When you said your pimp knows how to INVEST, I damn near choked on my coffee. He INVESTS IN WOMEN…..YOU to be exact. He makes his money selling your body to other nasty men, he doesn’t care about you. If you died today, he’d have another gal in 4 minutes and move on like you never existed. You’re a DAMN number to him, not a person with a beating heart and feelings. I’ve watched your face this entire episode-you look exhausted and tired. You’re 23 years old, you’ve got an entire life ahead of you. I CAN ONLY HOPE that you read these comments and know that you’re capable of so much more than this lifestyle that you’re currently living. ♥️

[@EricaTingler]

Not sure what was with the otherwise talented interviewer, Mark, in talking up pimps' established ability to "invest, save, and manage money" which "90% of the girls don't know the first thing about". I can't even start with that today.

[@bellezanegra0206]

She’s only allowed to read this if her pimp allows her to read it.

[@angelofdeath275]

@@EricaTingler he talks a certain way to certain interviewees because knows talking like a therapist will not get through to them.

[@JuniperJupiter23]

@@EricaTingler angel of death is correct. Mark is a skilled interviewer. He's not accusatory or judgemental in his questioning. His talent is that he doesn't judge. Like the best interviewers in modern history imo

[@betsybabf748]

My sister was diagnosed with Type 1 at 40, which I didn't even know could happen later in life. The doctors say it's rare but it does happen. She now wears a pump it is so severe.

[@nacholuva_]

i’ll never forget her sweet voice. i pray she finds the safety and security she’s needs more than she knows

[@Keig411]

This is Ariel in today’s video post SWU.

[@Allplussomeminus]

Saw a comment on that Ariel video and came here to verify.

[@DignaHess]

Crazy right. Mark has to know

[@tmompeller111]

Came here from the Ariel video too

[@tigerrrrrrrr6586]

HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU LIED ABOUT YOUR NAME??

[@CrackberryMe]

Carissa needs the self esteem to match her exterior. You have to care about yourself enough to have the strength to walk away from Men who absolutely mean You no Good. I hope she realizes one day that street life isn't the way to happy.

[@armoriya]

I’m glad that you said this!!! 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👍🏾

[@annelid4728]

I am not sure she is short on self esteem. The johns mean her no more good than she means to them, mostly. She is quite proud that she managed to rob one of them.

[@jimmybritt8405]

A “good pimp”???? That’s like saying, “Well, yeah he was a slave owner but he didn’t always beat on his slaves. And he fed them well.” Let’s not forget what pimps do at the end of the day. A pimp isn’t taking care of her money because it isn’t her money. She earns it and he takes it.

[@supplier817]

Prostitutes are equally as bad themselves , plus most of them spend all their money on drugs , hence the reason they’re doing prostitution in the first place , pimps do manage money do you actually think some lady would give her hard earned money away for no reason , theirs a reason pimps do exist.

[@alilarhdiri9666]

What's wrong with it if she's happy? She did say she would have never bought a car or an apartment if he didn't manage her money, so why not let grown people do what they want? Aren't you a slave of your work? Gaining money for your boss while he gives you a small amount of it?

[@thematriarchy2075]

@@alilarhdiri9666 She's not happy, her words. Watch the other interview with her on street voices. Comparing the blade to other jobs is also ridicolous.

[@sup393]

@@alilarhdiri9666 she said she's not happy

[@shamsal-ani3626]

@Ali Larhdiri u literally make no sense. My boss OWNS the company/business/building I work for/at…then pays me. A pimp doesn’t own anyone else’s body but his/her very own, but still thinks they’re entitled to money that wasn’t earned by them. A pimp doesn’t work for the money but they convince & collect money owed to others that isn’t theirs. Pimps don’t work for their money, they just manipulate others into thinking they do. U have a very skewed way of thinking if u believe otherwise…like u do… 🤷🏻‍♀️

[@GRSEMETROMALL]

He got you an apartment, but you don’t want an apartment. He got you a car, the title needs to be in your name. If the title is not in your name is not your car. He knows how to save, what percentage of that money is saved for you. That you can touch any time that you need to touch it without asking. Is it in the bank account, is it in money orders with your name on it that only you can cash out. Is it on a prepaid debit card that only you have the pin to. And if it is on the debit card, that card need to be locked away someplace where it’s not easy for you to touch and can’t nobody else touch; that he can put money on that card remotely. If you’re going to do this do this and make sure that you have something to walk away to when you’re ready to walk away. If your name is not on it you don’t own it.

[@streettrickin]

Apartment is being rented, it is not hers, car is probably in his name, he saved nothing for her. She has no money. He keeps them broke so they can't leave

[@debcollins8231]

Carissa, I hope you read this and pray you take ALL of this wise advice.

[@JoeJonasloverr123]

Carissa reminds me of Latto. She’s so pretty & could still go back to college if she wanted. I hope she finds herself soon

[@SM-kk4rx]

Something is definitely off with her. I’m not saying she’s lying but it’s clearly not the whole story. Prayers for her to take care of her health

[@louniece1650]

You're very perceptive. She's lying by omission (at the very least) but I get it. I wish her well.

[@juliemay5117]

I agree totally.

[@Big87653]

I believe there’s relations between her pimp and her … she’s in lala land

[@MB.77]

Agreed.

[@hmu05366]

Haha women are hilarious

[@reece9575]

This is nice. No obvious clickbait titles or stigmatising labels, just their name. This should continue - it is personable.

[@daphwill]

Yk i was thinking about where the descriptor was in the title and now that im seeing this I assume a lot of us said we didn't like that... I personally miss it already, but thank you for enlightening me on the fact that there might be a change

[@KeraJaay]

His titles aren’t clickbait. The labels he gives them are labels they give themselves. KZbin won’t allow you to put certain things in the titles or they’ll demonetize you. There are a bunch of other interviews that only have the name for this same reason

[@mamarobyn]

They're not click bate. I don't like Labels and I'm pretty sure Mark isn't a fan of taking a whole personality and putting it down to one word but I think he knows what the watchers want...Does that make sense??

[@honeysuckle860]

He asks them what he should title the video. Some of the older videos only have their names.

[@austinisfullpleasedontmove653]

You are obviously new here

[@truesavings1988]

I don’t believe anyone wants to work 7 days a week. I work 6 days a week at home on a computer and it pisses me off. We need to reset.

[@Fiddyscent]

You’re not everyone and everyone ain’t you

[@Ohhhoneyyy]

Na I’m everyone 😂

[@ProducerTSS]

Sameeeee. 😮‍💨

[@Madreministry]

Man when she talked about her baby, I lost it 😥 My son died when I was 5 months pregnant. I can’t imagine losing your baby under the circumstances she did.

[@danichesney1876]

My sisters boyfriend of 15 years had type 1 and would pass out and sieze if he didn't stay on top of his medications. The last 2 years he got involved in drugs, became estranged and overdosed a couple of months ago. I hated seeing him struggle so much with type 1. I hope wherever he is, there is no longer any pain. Mentally or otherwise. He was clearly struggling with demons :(

[@Missed_Apex_GT]

Being a 48 year old English guy that has cancer…I wish someone would take this young lady under their wing and give her a chance…we all deserve a chance ❤️ I’m not being weird or creepy but I wish these young people could live normal lives without fear or intimidation. Sometimes we all need to do desperate things in desperate times but we are all human.

[@cindyfitzgerald4500]

I don’t think your being weird in anyway I think you are being kind . God bless you and I pray you go into remission

[@Obiamajoyisrmd]

I don’t think you are weird. I pray that you improve and you live a full life

[@myeyeswentdeaf6213]

Nah, it ain’t weird. The thing is there’s so many damn creeps that ruin it for people who genuinely wanna help.

[@fingersm]

☮️

[@DanielleFoster.]

I think that's exactly how most of us feel.

[@ggloveshercats]

She has a current interview under another alias Ariel... thinking most of it is a lie.

[@ltodd1987]

Unbelievable, these comment sections coddle these whatever you want to call them. She's a volunteer not a victim. She admitted out of her own mouth that she came from a 2 parent home & her parents did the best they could. She openly admits to robbing guys & how cold she is & wonder why society looks down on that lifestyle. I gotta keep it 💯, people easily fooled because a girl looks a certain way she's innocent

[@God-Love-Freedom]

People aren’t fooled because of how she looks. It doesn’t matter what person is interviewed on this channel, THEY WILL GET CODDLED by the viewers.

[@lymonmclean6678]

You hit the hammer right on the nail, she is a definite villain and not a victim, this God damm female choose the life, as most of these females do.😆😈😈🤔😏

[@naimahsochi2683]

Right. I like this channel for the story telling but it kinda makes ppl think sucking dick for crack is some sort of honorable thing.

[@God-Love-Freedom]

@@lymonmclean6678 Most women on the streets were SA’ed as a child and lured there as teenagers.

[@LeeahQueen]

Exactly on the other one they talking all type of shit bout the black girl and shit and I’m like it’s all type of bitches out there white, black , Asian , Mexican so wtf and they come from homes literally it be mothers searching trying to find their kids that run away from home where they get fed and get they laundry did they run away to go stand in the cold and be a hoe cause they want to they think it’s cute these people really be bird brains frfr these kids want to do what they want 😂

[@jakeyell]

I'm to the "whatever" point with most of these girls. You make a choice; live with it, but nothing about it is glamorous.

[@deerheart87]

Literally nothing

[@Lettersfromhome18]

Sir, that comment is a breath of fresh air.

[@EricDodsonLectures]

In fact, it's the exact opposite of glamorous.

[@chrisk7091]

Seriously!!! Makes me wonder what level Of iq they have. She’s saying man r weird wile having sex w a while old man who paid her $350 but then she’s said it was disgusting wtffff.

[@icanseeyourfuture8674]

@@chrisk7091 i literally have NO feelings about these hoes and pimps because coming from someone who ex gf started prostituting unknowing to me because of the almighty dollar,they deserve all that comes with the streets.People keep judging these girls based on outward appearance but they willing to do WHATEVER for the $$.There are way too much avenues out there to escape that life but they still want the $$ that comes with it without doing work.

[@JessicaLanear]

She seems like a sweet person but I don’t believe any pimp is as great as she makes her’s seem. There’s some things she’s not saying, if you read between the lines. Get back in school Carissa you have so much to offer this world.

[@cwblackistonio1641]

A great pimp is an oxymoron labeled by a moron.

[@KayciazWorld]

I've noticed that a few women on this page with pimps have talked about them as if they are heroes. It's really heartbreaking how much they are being manipulated. I really pray she can get out of this💔🙏

[@caramelkimmiekim8272]

They know their pimps are watching the vid so they're very careful of what they say

[@zsmith550]

Carissa’s story is unique bc she’s not an addict. everyone has a chance of leaving this type of life, but she’s not struggling against an addiction to tie her down. wishing her the best🤎

[@michaelfox933]

you fucking stupid! she's an addict! addict to the lifestyle and the money!

[@kathenryyy916]

The drugs will soon swallow her If she doesn’t escape tbis life style soon. Sad but the truth. No matter how beautiful one is cannot escape that, Especially In that life style lol

[@kathenryyy916]

Her life won’t change till She makes the change herself N sees the worth in her. So sad but as of right now I see Thru her and can tell She feels Or no worth when she is much more. Hopefully someone Onw day can make the beautiful young girl Realize

[@Donte821]

She's the first prostitute I've heard here who doesn't smoke weed.

[@sherrycrawley9913]

Worst drug she chasing is 💰... Play with 🔥 ... Robbing i get she trying to survive but goin bout it that way she lucky it was bb gun and not real... She's beautiful and young she can actually leave this rn she's not strung out on nothing she has it so good ...were all chasing the bag of money ...but money is root to all evil ... I just hope she stays safe n get her money and get out game b4 streets swallow her up ...

[@SleepisForTheRich]

“Nothing’s by Force……Honestly.” Mark: How many days do you work? Carissa: 7 Mark: No Days Off? Carissa: I take Breaks. 😕 Her Pimp is Working Her like a Mississippi Mule.

[@_JellyDonut_]

It would be interesting to keep track of how many hours she works and how much she actually makes. I wouldn't be surprised if it's basically the same as someone with a regular job, even a crappy job, especially once you factor in things like legal expenses, health care, etc. The only difference now is she's not paying taxes. Basically if she just learned not to waste money on dumb stuff it would probably be just as profitable to work at Walmart

[@debcollins8231]

She was still working while pregnant. That makes me so sad. I don't understand how her pimp makes her feel safe and then relay he beat her so badly, he killed her 6 1/2 month-old baby. Was she planning to work afterwards? She could not keep the baby safe when he or she was still inside her. Who was going to watch the infant while she is working? My heart is broken for anyone in this situation.

[@_JellyDonut_]

@@debcollins8231 It sounded like the guy she was with when she was pregnant is not the same guy she's with now but otherwise I'm with you. If he actually cared about her well being he would do everything in his power to keep her out of this situation, not help her facilitate this lifestyle

[@debcollins8231]

@@_JellyDonut_ Oops. I had that wrong 😕 Thank you for letting me know. You are so right about what Carissa's thinks love is. I just want to scream at parents to love your children like crazy. I am sure most do but, too many children never felt real love and do nor recognize it. Have a lovely day.

[@HeirsEstate]

She told so many truths about herself in 3rd person, wow 🥺💔 I could hear her true self & street alter ego switching in & out. People will tell us things only to try to convince themselves of it. I pray she finds her way back out 💕😘 So much potential

[@staceyvernlin2521]

I feel like this comment is very profound but I hate that I don’t get what you mean. Can you expand a bit? I’m curious what you mean but true self and street alter ego switching and about her telling truths in 3rd person

[@corinnetraynor1272]

Sad .. another beautiful girl risking her life on the dangerous streets

[@jackiankney]

I was diagnosed at age 4, 28 now. Diabetes sucks. Draining mentally and physically. Be safe, girl and stay strong 💪❤

[@lashondawatson5844]

I got diagnosed with prediabetes in 2018.....with the right meds the right diet it can be reversed but in Carissas situation make sure you take care of yourself carissa...

[@Big87653]

@Jacki is being diagnosed that young due to diet ? Like too much sugar

[@lashondawatson5844]

@@Big87653 type 1 diabetes your born with and type 2 is due to sugar and how your routine of eating is I think also lack of diet n exercise

[@stoneloc8979]

My friend's daughter was diagnosed with diabetes at a very young age and at 16 she met a guy that practiced the rastafarian religion which changed her lifestyle and diet and ever since then she no longer suffers or takes any kind of meds or insulin for diabetes. She's now in her mid 20's.

[@jessiestrongitharm7522]

@@stoneloc8979 not type 1 then lol

[@MarshasJourney]

Lawd the reputation of black men in those circles 🤦‍♀️

[@lisamedsker1893]

I know she says she's happy but I feel like there's a deep sadness in her.

[@thematriarchy2075]

Let us not pretend like the pimps are good with money, because it sure doesn't leave the sex workers with a big bank account. And a pimp is not in the business because the women are "bad" with money, lol.

[@gummo3873]

🙄👉🤡👈

[@myeyeswentdeaf6213]

Good day Matriarchy👋😁. For real! If the money ain’t in her bank account when she tries to leave she’s gonna find out he didn’t save nothing for her. Then she’s find out that ain’t her car neither.

[@thematriarchy2075]

@@myeyeswentdeaf6213 Hi Eyes. I was not talking about what she thinks, because she knows that her money isn't going to her. I was talking about Mark talking about "good" pimps and how he said that 95 percent of the women are bad with money, lol. No one who is completely free, is going to sck sweaty blls of strangers just to give away the money you made from it. As if we would work 24 hours a day without pay, lol.

[@myeyeswentdeaf6213]

@The Matriachy America needs to take an Amsterdam kinda approach towards sex work.

[@thematriarchy2075]

@@myeyeswentdeaf6213 Perfect set-up for exploitation when it is illegal, as we can see by the amount of women working the blade for pimps.

[@user-lg3rx2ko5g]

Unfortunately there aren't many jobs that will pay these girls $500-1000+ per day(instantly), so they have a legitimate reason not to quit tricking. Regardless of upbringing, trauma, substance abuse, danger, pimps, etc-- we can't ignore the true incentive.

[@jasonstocks6460]

This girl is so smart and very positive regardless of her own choice that many may want to judge. She is a realist and a good person in my world.

[@MsLH208]

So mom was from Costa Rica in the recent video😂.this video moms from Nicaragua

[@micaelmariemonroe646]

She’s an absolute doll. She also seems smart and like she’s got her head on straight. I hope she gets to college or chases a bigger dream before the streets completely crush her.

[@9roselove9]

No her head is not at all on straight. She grew up fine and found herself in this situation…she’s delusional. Ofc hope she sees thru it but it’s delusion. It’s like this life hasn’t fully hit her yet. She’s still just a witness not a participant in her mind

[@adamwelles5502]

She seems smart? 🤣

[@africanhistory6405]

I hope she stays away from the whitemancolonizer

[@Noraa893]

safety

[@streettrickin]

she loves the street

[@lottrobinson87]

It will be hard for her to leave the streets, she's addicted to the fast money and only lives in the moment. She's still very young and I hope that she can get her life together before it's too late. Her type 1 diabetes will take a heavy toll on her life with her lifestyle if she isn't careful.

[@RealmCenter40]

She now also has an unshakable label of having been a prostitute. That is a permanent brand that can not be removed.

[@sciencenotstigma9534]

She seems to be mindful of her health. I’ve always had serious medical issues, so I do know what it takes to stay on top of it. I will be full of problems within a week if I’m not doing the right thing, and I survived the sex industry. The main thing that gets us girls off track with health issues is substance use. I fell into using things that weren’t prescribed that for a relatively short time, compared to how long I was out there. I’m still paying for it, though. If it gets to a point you are using to work and working to use, it’s time to go. Unless you can get back to doing it sober. You can’t buy your health back with money!

[@myeyeswentdeaf6213]

Her ‘good’ pimp needs to be teaching her to be good with money if he’s so damn good.

[@RealmCenter40]

@@sciencenotstigma9534 Do you mind if I ask you what you have done with your life since you have exited the industry? If that is too personal by all means don’t answer the question. Congratulations by the way, getting used to making money like that has to be tough to turn away from.

[@lottrobinson87]

@@sciencenotstigma9534 I beg to differ. She stated clearly that she doesn't take her insulin on a regular basis, that's why she ends up in the hospital so frequently as she said.

[@cosmiccrush22]

I love her personality, well spoken, drug free, young lady in her prime, gosh I wish she knew her worth. Quick money has its downfalls So does slow money, it's not fast enough, but it's stable guaranteed money, trust me you'll be doing it sooner or later, sex work isn't a sustainable career, with the dangers I seriously hope she reconsiders her life choices, wishing her the best🙏🏽

[@bluehalo8604]

As a T1D momma I just want to take care of her 😭. People have NO f*cking idea how hard it is. My heart goes out to each one like they're my own. I hope she's well and thriving. She deserves so much better. What a lovely young woman!

[@dannydyerschocolatehumuncl2418]

Sorry Shia B, what is a T1D momma?

[@craftygirl9666]

@@dannydyerschocolatehumuncl2418 I think it's Type 1 Diabetes, the kind people are born with.

[@bluehalo8604]

@@dannydyerschocolatehumuncl2418 Crafty is correct. My bby was dx when she'd just turned four and I haven't had a good night's sleep in the 4y since. It's a nightmare to contend with is all I can say but I thank God for all of the ways our family is able to support her and keep her healthy.

[@jacklinromero5418]

T1 mama here! It’s literally a daily struggle! 💙

[@bluehalo8604]

@@jacklinromero5418 The silver lining is the community 💙

[@Mr.Titanium1911]

At least she came from a good home. Her present lifestyle is all on her and poor choices she has made.. and continues to make. I wish her luck.

[@RealmCenter40]

Just as my own personal counterpoint I believe she has oversold the job her parents did to an extent. They covered all the obvious basics but they did not equip her with the life skills she needed to see through a bad actor’s rhetoric. There was absolutely no reason for her to have had to engage in this lifestyle.

[@SetASpark]

@J A Having diabetes is hard! Alot of people with diabetes have depression as part of the symptom which makes it even harder for them to take care of themselves.

[@RabidDisposition]

@@RealmCenter40 Stop blaming parents for everything. She is an adult. She is responsible for her own actions. Learn to take some accountability

[@louniece1650]

I have a serious feeling that she doesn't come from a good home. Not even close.

[@louniece1650]

@@RabidDisposition It's not black and white. Yes, she is now an adult and must be held accountable for her life AND is also responsible to undo the damage her parents did (if that's applicable to her). Parents are responsible for whatever job they did or didn't do. But they get off without being held accountable for anything. It's unfair but such is life.

[@JenniferMenendez522]

Thank you for sharing your story, Carissa. Stay safe and I wish you all the best. 💚 Thank you, Mark, for another phenomenal interview.

[@StlScarlett]

ARIEL. she’s a hustler baby!!!

[@glenaladar]

I've had T1D sense I was 13. Its a tough battle and I couldn't imagine a battle like Carissa is facing. Thanks for the story!

[@kathenryyy916]

U can fain ir at a random age ? Hm Nah I smell A mf Liar. Attention Seeking behavior stop Tryna steal Your spotlight This is her autobiography not yours hum. Go make ur own video Bout ya life then u can b the spotlight as of now This video is about her life And well being not yours. So sad how attention seeking People I’m world Like you are. Use ur money on therapy.. Well Spent heal ya brain. Not NormaL to Try to steal spotlight on sensitive video like this. Shame On you ugly do better with your pathetic life

[@kathenryyy916]

Hope u know ur reaction to this video n ur comment ain’t normal. Total Jealously Move. Ur a man n jealous If A female. DO BETTER

[@glenaladar]

@@kathenryyy916 get some god damn help you tyrant

[@poon9776]

I think you should read that again. Ur comprehension of that statement is quite off. Just trying to help.

[@BokoblinDestroyer]

She looks like Christina Milian. She could be famous celebrity that’s what I feel she seems very sweet too. I wish her well and the best 💖

[@progr3ssnotperfection]

I’m astounded by what a person that’s free from addiction/alcoholism/behavioral addictions ( I’m relating to disorders like sexoholism, gambling, bulimia,etc) is like. Good interview. Stay safe and healthy!!

[@threeonine3510]

I don’t like the Interviewer’s extremely suggestive questions and comments leading into a specific direction. Please work on that. Their stories are in the center. Thank you

[@TheSheperdTheKeeper]

This girl is being trafficked. She mentioned Kansas an Vegas. Trafficking is defined by people moving across state lines in order to be exploited for the economic gain of those who control them. Whether or not you see it you are being trafficked.

[@shostoppah111]

This young lady grew up not too far from my hometown. I wish we could’ve connected when she was younger. Even now. My daughter was diagnosed with type 1 at 5 yrs old. We’ve been struggling with it since her honeymoon stage ended. She never has connected with another person who has the same condition. I wish this young lady the best through her evolution. I see more to her story.

[@oneshot_onekill4618]

That would of been a huge help. You can tell she is numb to the world and she has so much potential and could have the world with the right guidence.

[@whitneyd4900]

I've been t1d since I was 18 months

[@shostoppah111]

@@whitneyd4900 wow I’m curious how that was for you. Having to test at such a young age. Sending you peace and power

[@caramelkimmiekim8272]

How is your daughter doing now?

[@shostoppah111]

@@caramelkimmiekim8272 She passed away on Feb 16, 2023. 💚🌟💚

[@icecoldcabbage4329]

I get an odd feeling from this interview not sure what it is, unclear how truthful she is being, but I hope she’s happy and safe regardless

[@cindyfitzgerald4500]

Me too and the pimp stuff????

[@GreenSlug420]

Yeah I am here with you on that one..

[@louniece1650]

I honed in on that immediately. I agree with you 100%.

[@bettyhiatt8820]

I have to agree as well. Something is very off with her. She's the complete opposite of a typical prostitute. Things she's said don't add up. She seems to like her lifestyle and doesn't want to get out. She's very content working 7 days a week.

[@Linda-yw1pz]

She has built her dreams around money, but has not yet discovered that money does not buy happiness. She seems unfulfilled. Also, she denies having trauma, yet seems very guarded about letting people in. I suspect she grew up with a lack of affectionate relationships. She seems very smart. I believe she will figure things out in her own way and on her own terms. Maybe see a therapist? Best wishes for her.

[@robertvasquez240]

You know something's terribly wrong when she hesitates to answer if she's happy and if she's been in love. I suspect the life she's leading has already damaged her emotionally to the point where she might never know what it means to be happy and what it means to be in love with someone--and countless people confuse sexual intercourse with love. I feel sad for her and hope she not only survives that lifestyle but overcomes all the negative emotional and psychological damage that has already conditioned her mindset. May God watch over you and bless you, young lady--and you too Mark.

[@TheEldubz]

I doubt at this point she will ever confuse sex for love. More the opposite, I doubt she will ever know sex as an expression of love.

[@Jaidamakiah]

Girlll now go become an influencer. She is gorgeous!

[@Monkeydluffy-fc9sp]

she could model in this day and age exposure is everything just off this interview she's probably raking in the clientele and or fans. I loved her bubbly personality

[@TinaMarie]

@@Monkeydluffy-fc9sp she really needs to

[@xgreasexmonkey5506]

I love how they always call it “the game”….. Well maybe you should change teams or something because if you’re being interviewed on soft white underbelly more than likely your team SUCKS

[@ojberrettaberretta5314]

@Jake Brown she just too dumb to do onlyfans like most young women do today

[@lucyknox1745]

I enjoyed this interview and her personality. I wish she had gone more in depth about her diabetes and this lifestyle. I have type 1 and it gives me horrible anxiety even though I am on a pump and CGM. Wishing her the best!!

[@JamieReynolds89]

May I ask what ranges you are in on a typical day AFTER eating? like how high do you usually go? I'm asking because my daughter was diagnosed few months ago before she turned 2 and trying to find out what most peoples ranges they like to stay under after eating.

[@lucyknox1745]

@@JamieReynolds89 if I give myself the proper amount of insulin I am usually around 140- 160 2hrs after eating but I have a hard time dosing myself properly because I am petrified of going low. My a1c usually runs around 6.5 with 75% time in range. If you are able to get her on a pump or at least CGM I would highly recommend it. The CGM helps give me piece of mind even when I am riddled with anxiety. I also eat high carb diet most of the time. When I did low carb I rarely went over 180 ever and had an a1c of 6.2. Diabetes is such a journey with lots of ups and downs and I wish you the best on her journey ❤️, I can only imagine how hard it is to manage a little one with this disease.

[@beautsoup5430]

I felt that grandma bit in my heart 💔 My grandma and I were both born in the same month and I didn’t talk to her the months leading up to her death. Makes you feel so guilty and regretful

[@genericrobin6597]

Always left wondering, as I'm sure many people are, why? Especially as she had the luxury of choice, which many people don't. Why did Carissa chose a culture that she says robs, rapes and kidnaps. And a profession that leaves her without resources for medical care? Carissa seems to come last on her set of priorities. She not only has to provide for herself but provide for her family as well. She's got dependents who she believes take care of her when it's truly the other way around.

[@truthhurts2094]

It’s the instant gratification.

[@sarasilly]

Right? Like if she wants to get in the sex industry, why would she choose street prostitution which is the most dangerous. She could do cam work or sugar baby-ing or if she really wants to be an escort, do it for upper class men like wall street bankers etc.

[@5150Rockstar]

I love how women think their looks will never fade. Save your money sweetie

[@Real-Life-Beavies]

Something about that backdrop that sets these interviews off perfect

[@noneyayeast]

It reminds me of the back drop for every childhood picture taken by Olin Mills in the south in the 1980s. Ours parents would makes us get dressed in our sunday best and go to a hotel room or lobby of a department store somewhere at least 3 or 4 times a years and smile for the camera. It really sucked at the time but damn life was so much simpler back then

[@caramelkimmiekim8272]

It reminds us they're living a dark lifestyle that deeply needs help & prayers 🙏🏾

[@Real-Life-Beavies]

@@caramelkimmiekim8272 yes

[@jesseknorr8594]

im a recovering addict and mark i love how you tell everyones stories. everybody has a story to tell. keep doing what you do man

[@Aimee1andOnly]

I'm over here screaming at the screen when she said she doesn't get out the game because of the money 🤦‍♀️🤷‍♀️ GIRL YOU DONT GET TO KEEP THE MONEY!! What money are you talking about? Your pimps money? I understand it's very dangerous for these girls without a pimp but damn it's not right. They should be getting 80% and giving the pimp 20% for protection. It's so backwards!

[@jaydaallen3283]

miss what are you talking about she does not owe no one money, she works for herself, how she choose to make her money is up to her

[@askme4450]

If she wanted to keep all of her money she would still be a renegade. But she’s not because like she said she was spending all her money and didn’t have a pot to piss in.

[@sweetcocoa]

Exactly

[@sweetcocoa]

@@jaydaallen3283 she works for her pimp

[@chocolatecutiie08]

Girl I swear.. that’s why I could never.

[@mindmyown1]

This sweet sweet girl 😔 Mark, how you can keep a straight face in order for one to feel the safety and comfort in telling their raw truth is outstanding my friend. I would be in tears so many times, listening to her alone. I’m sending her a huge hug, I know. I’m going to pray for her safety and her health.

[@hmu05366]

Praying does nothing. Give me once ounce of evidence that prayer has helped anyone?

[@carissalove636]

Thank you for your prayers, bless you. I know god is watching over me.

[@luvbuq4769]

My life here on this earth is definitely evidence that prayers work

[@bluelight8664]

​@@hmu05366you should try it .

[@emm2937]

So bc she’s pretty she doesn’t “deserve” this according to some of y’all. What if she was ugly; would you be saying the same? Doubtful bc I’ve seen many of y’all comments on other videos. The hypocrisy is astounding. This is her CHOICE! The fast money is too good for her! She has to WANT to get out; nobody can make her no matter if she’s “DESERVING” or not. Good luck to her, I hope she takes her Diabetes seriously or she’s going to live a lifetime of HELL! ❤️

[@ellen9925]

You said exactly what the truth is

[@emm2937]

@@ellen9925 ❤️❤️❤️

[@MrTD714]

yep we are tge few that have a idea how the world works

[@icanseeyourfuture8674]

@@emm2937 AMEN🤝🏾She is dumb AF. And to be that pretty and doing that makes her more of a loser.

[@tonycamaj7243]

As a dad to 2 little girls, I will do whatever it takes to make sure my kids don’t wind up like her. It’s sad.

[@truthreason1206]

It seems that her parents did their best. Some people don’t need any motivation to make bad choices. I think she’s in this life partly for the money. It’s fast money!

[@currency3432]

And my parents did amazing this was MY choice

[@wonder12374]

I dont care how good this little girl says her childhood was her parents failed her big time

[@mrshowtime7465]

She doesn't have bad luck with men, she keeps choosing the same type of guy. She's a valley girl who is infatuated with the other side of the tracks. Literally

[@honeysugar8528]

I think you overestimate how many non-crappy men there are in the world lmao

[@mrshowtime7465]

@@honeysugar8528 no accountability huh? Figures smh

[@1428monsterdrink]

Love your kids and raise them to be confident individuals who love and believe in themselves. Support and love them and the rest is up to them. I hope she eventually realizes that she deserves more than the lifestyle she is glamorizing.

[@debcollins8231]

Beautifully stated and I tried to do the same as a parent. "Deserves better," I think is a huge factor with Carissa.

[@kathenryyy916]

Self Love is So Important For Us girls Or You’ll end up Yoi g n bussim Down dates like me M this beautiful Girl above sad case

[@laurae8015]

Nicely said, and continue into adulthood too

[@nlocnil3602]

She is so lost man. This interview was so sad because she does not see it

[@seanjones6516]

Fantasy in Blacc community

[@justsayvashappenin]

Imagine being so deep in this that you see your pimp as a good person working you 7 days a week …. Like this was a heartbreaking thing to watch

[@lindsaycrystalhealing6063]

Carissa! You are such a doll! I just want to say I know there is no love like the love a mother has for her baby. I’m so very sorry for your loss bc that’s the purest love on the planet. I hope you’re able to get your health managed so that you can one day get out the game and have a chance for your 🌈 baby. Take care of yourself and be careful. 💜

[@leahz539]

carissa & azriah have stood out to me. they’re about my age, and they still have so much life to live, and so many opportunities that they’ll get to experience. i hope they both get out of the game and stay safe. i hope they know that someone out there loves them and cherishes them, even if it’s just their mom or kids.

[@Dobermanmom01]

She gave me Azriah vibes.. Both are stunningly beautiful

[@hmu05366]

Her pimp really sounds like he’s got her back…….

[@RicoSoprano_]

Both beautiful dummies

[@TrentGunn.est1987]

Sometimes you can hear the pimp talking through them you can see the mind control.

[@thematriarchy2075]

Mind controle? How about terror?

[@ellen9925]

Bam!!! Yep

[@annieeiloveyou2052]

It is terror. Those hookers are terrorists too.

[@youheard03]

“You can’t disrespect the game”

[@jsmitala89]

I cannot believe they do this just to give it to someone else.

[@reginagreen7703]

This one just wants fast money and has no regards for her body... "College was safe i just couldn't do it" smh NEXT!

[@NaNa-re3wc]

“No pun intended, getting over the hump” 😂😂😂 Mark is hilarious

[@mosval8985]

Having a daughter really makes these interviews hard to watch at times. I hope this girls able to get out of the game soon.

[@prsee5969]

“You can’t disrespect the game” is something I’ve heard almost every pimp say, this makes me think they really drill that into them. I’m only a couple minutes in, that’s all I have to say… except she’s very pretty,personality and all.

[@brirose2123]

I dont think she’s telling the truth bout her childhood. If she grew up in a loving home, then she should’ve known that those men didn’t really love her

[@hattyburrow716]

She’s beautiful, canny and already hard as rock. She doesn’t care about anyone or anything. It’s not a case of her wising up and getting out. She likes money but not working and if she thinks she’s getting out of the game, she’s kidding herself.

[@hmu05366]

@Charlotte Mia Von Büren good luck being a hooker in the us without a pimp!

[@joyrn7663]

Carissa seems to have a good head on her shoulders. I hope she really does get out of the game like she plans to. She has a lot of potential.

[@susanh8685]

Does Mark not remember. Are they hustling him?? Surely he remembers interviewing her.

[@kimthompson3846]

He knows. He's not an idiot. He also has staff.

[@YesSir-xx6dw]

Blows my mind that a lot of these young ladies haven't transitioned to online services. After being raped or robbed or kidnapped I'd be off the streets

[@amiitikava]

Carissa is such a sweetheart. I can feel those vibes of positivity through the screen. So so sincere and open to talk about her experiences. Must’ve been through a lot and yet is smiling, laughing and joking, not loosing hope at all!! Huge respect to a charismatic lady, strong 💪🏻 and beautiful!

[@michaelcavallacci2945]

I find it astounding that these people talk about the “game” like it’s some mystical thing that only they can understand. It’s hilarious really.

[@deerheart87]

To be honest it’s sad not hilarious the pimps have brainwashed them it’s horrific

[@mistymonsterbite67]

I see it as an umbrella term for people who don't necessarily want to explain the whole thing?

[@miatillman4792]

You know how you grow up and you don’t really know how to budget until you go on your own and have to hands on learn how to adult budget groceries rent bills car payments etc? Even tho it was explained to us thoroughly . Similar thing . You can’t understand the game unless you’re in it or been apart of it in some aspect . You can’t understand an emotional and strenuous circumstance(s) you’ve never been put in . Because there’s a lot of layers , most squares don’t even understand why most people get into this life because everyone’s circumstances are different

[@aaronm.3581]

Lucky you.

[@FrankEiche]

You hit the point ! They talk about their "profession" and "work"! She has never really worked! Didn't do anything really useful 8 hours a day. I feel sorry for her!

[@joshhigdon4951]

Here from today's show

[@realyelladiamond]

She’s pretty & you can tell she’s smart. She can do so much better! Start her own business or something.

[@Tzipporah36]

She has such presence, intelligence and charm. My heart breaks for the pain and challenge she endures on the daily. My hope for her is that she realizes one day, soon, that she is worth more than all this.

[@beautiful_wonderfullymade]

👀👀👀

[@ICHIMANExTKND]

Not Really She’s A Moron..

[@fatheryed9248]

For real? She seems to be a fan of “all this”.

[@sophianao4448]

A lot of Jamaicans went to panama during the building of the Panama Canal. So many Panamanians have Jamaican (and even further back west African) ancestry. It’s pretty interesting.

[@Forexroadrunner]

They are black

[@tonymazz9912]

This woman is so beautiful, she is model material . I don't know why nobody discovered her. I knew a few woman like this in my life and tried to help them. They couldn't stop doing drugs or constantly wanted expensive things. Hooking was the only way they could get what they wanted. There are woman out there that sell themselves just to live the high life. It's not just drugs or poverty.

[@carissalove636]

I appreciate your comment, I've never seen myself that way but hopefully things will change for the better. Thanks for letting me know I'm pretty.😊

[@FIJICEE]

@@carissalove636 what’s your instagram ?

[@bluemountainw1789]

@@carissalove636 there are girls "pretty like me," girl calm down you're not THAT pretty lol

[@destineedollas3870]

Why is no one mention that essence & butter was murdered? Their interviews was recently posted. So sad. RIP to those young girls.

[@annieeiloveyou2052]

That's the way it's suppose to be. It's a disgrace they die End of story When you think of it they want to die.

[@nonebusiness5025]

Mark did on both their videos

[@burnforce]

I’ve seen quite a few of these interviews and I find it interesting that most of these women, if not all of them have commented that they refuse to date African American men because they’re afraid they will be raped, robbed and/or murdered. I would love it if Mark asked these women why they believe this demographic is more prone to violence than others.

[@sunbox4700]

Because of experience, they were hurt by African Americans more.

[@noodles9505]

im Nicaraguan as well, shes so beautiful i pray over her safety and for better ways 🤍

[@ryanshutup832]

I follow her on Instagram and she absolutely loves this lifestyle and it makes me so sad for her. She admitted that these interviews actually brought her more clients

[@leenitawebb662]

What’s her IG ?

[@b_dockk]

IG?

[@caramelkimmiekim8272]

Why can't they just get a job instead of giving all their money to a pimp

[@Neonracer1013]

What a beautiful young woman. I can’t understand how these people end up in this lifestyle. I wish the best for her and I hope she gets her diabetes under control. Type 1 is dangerous, heart attacks, blindness, stroke can result.

[@Maria-0017]

The pimp probably!

[@imbookedandverybusyhoney]

I wonder if her diagnosis plays a big part in her reckless lifestyle 🤔 She’s so beautiful and has so much potential, I wish she could see herself as we see her! Wish her the best❤️❤️

[@kollector2125]

Her looks is what got her hunting men for money. Diabetes don't make you sell your body. She just don't want to live positive and danger free. In fact danger excites her. She has an amazing body, beautiful look that for sure but don't know how to keep it out the street.

[@MahhadValixFlash]

Carissa, take your own advice " don't trust people " You think your ' folks ' is protecting you ! He is not. Where was he during the BB gun incident ? It's your body , it's your life that you are risking. You have an apartment and a car , how big is your bank balance ? I'm guessing you have just enough to be comfortable. Nice place , wheels ,clothes etc BUT YOU WILL NEVER HAVE ENOUGH TO GET AWAY FROM THIS LIFE.... coz your folks will never let that happen. You are an ATM for him Please take care of yourself , get out of the game while you still can At 23 you have your entire life ahead of you. Don't waste it on the streets

[@PrimoVirgo]

I'm a type 1 diabetic as well and people often believe I just make excuses but I struggle physically and mentally daily