Cas/Dean | The Heart Wants What It Wants [+15x18]

"The one thing I want... it's something I know I can't have."
[Spoilers for 15x18] Who else has a million feelings from the last episode??? I cried. I hope Cas comes back but I feel like that's unrealistic at this point? Also DESTIEL is CANON y'all. I mean as far as I'm concerned it already was, but like, now it realllllly is. I know people have different interpretations of their last scene (last like latest! Not final. Is it final?? Help I'm gonna cry again) but like.... just look at them lol. I swear there was never a purely platonic explanation for Dean & Cas. But anyway, that aside, I love them and am so thrilled to have a new video for them. I hope you enjoy it! :)
ALSO. Apparently I hit 8k today?? I just noticed! Thank you all SO MUCH for the support, I’m so happy you continue to enjoy what I make and share with you here. I love you all! 💛💖
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Song: The Heart Wants What It Wants, by Selena Gomez.
Fandom: Supernatural.
Coloring: Altered variation of PeachKiss by xMaddsTutorials.
Programs: Premiere Pro CC.
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[@SoniaJoie]

my other post-confession pre-finale edit kzbin.info/www/bejne/opy0nIOEhJ17j9E

[@ureignhere]

FINALLY, destiel with this song is so real and deep

[@medalia7622]

IKRRR

[@calebleighton1707]

That messed me up in the feels. What's worse, is I never made it past season ten, I was trying to catch up and then life just prevented from watching it. I'm so happy that Cas confessed his love, but also deeply broken inside. These guys, the show used to be a huge part of my life. You made such a beautiful edit. Thank you so much for sharing

[@hollie1911]

2020 really has been such a good year for vintage ships. this edit is perfection. the use of textures are so pretty xx

[@SoniaJoie]

Thanks :)

[@selinar.7775]

What other ships?

[@calebloganeditz7120]

I’m not crying you are

[@AJ-lz1nf]

Yes. Yes I am

[@SimbiAni]

we all are, rivers of tears are where we live now 😭

[@carolinepires2652]

Worst of all will be leaving Cas in the Empty. Greatest injustice in the history of fiction. Without Castiel Jack it would not be as he is. Without Cas the W would have been dead for a long time and the Apocalypse would have happened. Castiel is the greatest hero. And end up with him in a situation of abandonment, sadness, without retribution for the love he deserves to receive? Besides, it was Dean who gave the most hints of physical attraction to Cas, not the other way around.

[@SoniaJoie]

I think he remained the greatest hero, which is important. Also, yes, Dean did seem very attracted to Cas throughout the show lol. I think Cas came to an important point realizing he could just SAY how he feels (I think we all tend to feel better when saying something that’s been weighing on us to an extent) though of course he was content enough to put that off until he had a “good reason,” aka saving Dean’s life, because of course lol. I think Dean did like him back, but that fact just didn’t sink in for Cas since Dean never said anything about it (instead saying things like “you’re like a brother to me”-yeah sure Dean.) I do feel like it made sense to have Cas be the one to say what he did, though. I don’t think Dean would ever work up that courage, and I think we can see that Cas really has loved Dean. The “profound bond” as it were. He’s always given so much for Dean, until the end, literally rebelling against the angels for him, so even if he’s not one for being very outwardly expressive (except those cute little smiles that I love, and all the hugs) we can still see how he felt-I don’t think it was pulled out of nowhere at all so it made sense to me. Dean may show more physical attraction as you said, but I think for Cas it’s more about romantic attraction. But anyway, I’m still holding out hope until the finale has passed that he’ll come back because I can’t deal lol, Cas is the best 😂 but yeah, sorry for this way-too-long comment, when it comes to Destiel I could talk all day haha xD

[@SimbiAni]

@@SoniaJoie - (not the one you replied to, but-) long cmts rock, I can read Dean/Cas ponderings all day myself 😘💚💙

[@carolinepires2652]

@@SoniaJoie First, thank you for your long comment. I was inconsolable and refocused on Dean's behavior in 15x19. I expected to see Dean more heartbroken by the loss of Cas, and that he would ask Jack to save Cas from the Void. Castiel is an angel thousands of years old, a celestial being. I found it somewhat humiliating that he said "his real happiness would be something he knew he couldn't have". The family love he has from Dean, what Cas doesn't have is romantic love, physical love. Or perhaps Cas has physical love but is immersed in shame and unable to be public. He was vulnerable and I didn't feel that he could receive retribution and that made me angry. In addition, the fact that Dean was able to love Castiel completely would give the character a broader meaning, in addition to someone just interested in eating, getting drunk, casual sex and taking sickly care of his little brother. I transcribed the episodes and saw that it is possible to complete the stories with a physical love relationship between them only based on Dean's physical behavior and signals.

[@strangeracademy8266]

Just like Stefan from TVD. It always seems to be those who deserve the most get the least :(

[@letspipe]

this is literally the best edit i've seen so far, and i've been binging them all. i hope this video blows up because jesus you deserve it.

[@SoniaJoie]

Awww that’s so sweet, thank you! 💛

[@vicky1147]

F*CKING YES! This is THE best song for Destiel (also one of my faves) and I'm so glad someone finally put a video together using it. Thank you!

[@nicolegulino]

omg....girl, selena and destiel? the two things i love most in this world, put together? y'all trying to make me explode?

[@melikey5]

This is literally the best thing my eyes have ever laid upon THANK YOU SO MUCH im cryin ;___; Ive never seen a vid zhat better summarised their relationship ever

[@SoniaJoie]

Thank you so much!!

[@purplepeony_]

wow, i've seen lots of different Destiel videos, but yours is definitely one of my favorite. i absolutely loved the sequence of shots and voices and the order you arranged them in. like, you really wanted to show and tell the story, you know. also, the song fits nice, and the color in general is pleasant. really good job! 🥰

[@SoniaJoie]

Thank you so much! 💛☺️

[@sarahisabql]

MAN MY HEART WAS ALREADY BROKEN BUT THIS TEARED ME APART. THIS IS SO GOOD AND I CAN'T SEEM TO STOP CRYING.

[@HasnaaAlaa]

This is so beautiful ❤️, thank you for making that edit 💙💚, I can't get enough of the pain.

[@Stephanie-wk7tx]

Okay now I'm crying my soul out again... 😭 I can't get over Destiel I just can't

[@SoniaJoie]

s a m e

[@sarahann74]

This. is. PERFECT.

[@tiffanyrumph1016]

Been watching Destiel videos for 2 weeks and I just started to boohoo crying when I heard this song and seen the video

[@bowbooks5659]

Omg this edit was like watching that scene for the first time all over again

[@foamywater]

this provides so much serotonin to my brain

[@andreevatheory]

Oh my God what a stunning edit! you are amazingly talented, God bless you and merry Christmas!

[@SoniaJoie]

Aww thank you! And merry Christmas

[@leacassier3673]

I'm watching all your edits and i'm just impressed, they are amazing, i absolutely love it ❤ so i suscribe 🙄

[@SoniaJoie]

Aww thank you! 💜

[@flowerbookmark]

god this is so well done

[@SoniaJoie]

Thank you!

[@josefinemyrseth2653]

Beautiful 😍💚 the song fits them perfect 👍

[@SoniaJoie]

Thank you!

[@kissmrule]

such a good video it so good

[@thatemerson8101]

Ouch, right in the feels. 💔

[@0796431]

i'm CRYING 😭♥️

[@tracymcgwier1142]

Amazing video loved it

[@SoniaJoie]

Thank you! :)

[@nataliemejia515]

It's CANON!!!

[@SoniaJoie]

YES IT IS.

[@vidavida8692]

Except the fact that he gone..

[@SoniaJoie]

Vida still canon though... plus let’s be honest with ourselves, we still got like 12 seasons of Destiel, even if they never said anything about it until now. I’m focusing on what we did get rather than what we didn’t lol xD We literally got one of them saying how they felt, which like-never saw that coming, simply based on their character personalities! I think for a lot of people the ‘I love you’ is overshadowed by the fact that it’s a dying speech, but that’s like a whole part of it because he’s taking the last opportunity to tell Dean not just that he loves him-but I think more importantly, WHY he loves him, to make sure Dean knows how special he was to him, which we can really see when just comparing S15 to S4 Cas. 🥺

[@nataliemejia515]

@@SoniaJoie They both deserved better :(

[@SoniaJoie]

Natalie Mejia The finale is non-canon so actually Destiel had a happy ending. Fun fact xD

[@gremlin15]

My feed has been BLESSED

[@kara_keegan_2242]

What did dean say when he said he came into his room and what?

[@SoniaJoie]

Dean says “he came into my room and he played me.” Basically that’s when Cas came and had a sweet conversation with him and then stole the colt from under his pillow lol.

[@kara_keegan_2242]

@@SoniaJoie how did he manage that??😂 what sweet things did he say to him lol

[@SoniaJoie]

Kara _keegan_22 well technically he just came in awkwardly to return a cassette tape and then Dean tells him it was a gift (because YES Dean gave Cas a mixtape lol) then Dean talks about how they’re better together. So not necessarily Cas saying a bunch of sweet stuff but rather him getting Dean off guard, having a moment and then sneaking off.

[@kara_keegan_2242]

@@SoniaJoie ooohhh right I remember thar scene now

[@janeallan838]

How hard it must have been for castiel to show and tell his true feelings towards dean as a brother and a good friend through all their troubled times together will miss them both so much