CCGRWM + Q&A | why I took a break, why I moved to austin, business analyst tips | Beautifully Syndie

[@whitneyb350]

Grief can be so unexpected and can hit at the most random times. Continue to give yourself some grace. So happy to see you back 🎉

[@BeautifullySyndie]

It can definitely be unpredictable. I'm working on that. I'm too hard on myself.

[@divinedianec3170]

@@BeautifullySyndie Next time before you move pray and ask God for a sign, on which city to move to in the state and once you are content with the peace, and environment you will know, this is the answer to his will. The confusion will lead to the inability to hear God's voice, and know His will. 1 Corinthians 14:33 says "For God is not the author of confusion but of peace". God can use confusion in certain circumstances: To help people know who to marry, Show them the right direction to go to in life such as: what career path to take, Where to move and live, What friends to associate and dis-associate with, even what church to go to. Yep, that's all🙏. PS! I found your page through Daphine's page, I went to high school with her.

[@AskSeekKnock05]

Having lost my mom suddenly and unexpectedly in 2020, I relate to the pain you expressed at the beginning of the video. The loss of your mom hits so hard and sometimes you can’t really express it. It’s the absolute worst club to join. And grief is a constant and unwanted companion. Sometimes it just hovers in the back of your mind and you think you’re doing good. Other times, it’s riding shotgun and you can’t escape it. I’m holding space for you and pray that when the grief rolls in, you take refuge in Him as you ride the wave to the other side of it.

[@beverlymays2052]

I could only imagine what you experienced the lost of your mother at a young age. She will always be with you wherever you go. And truly understand 4 taking time to yourself.

[@jamaicanbsnrn]

I’m definitely in the “me first” era (after God of course). As a Registered Nurse & an empath, I’ve put myself last most of my life. Now it’s time for ME🩵

[@BeautifullySyndie]

Amen to that! Gotta protect your energy.

[@alexismercedes5685]

Love that for you!

[@SoN2MakeuP]

This was so good to see you in this capacity! Welcome back Syndie!! 😊 And please know you can tip toe back in. We want you around for a while because you are literally one of our favorites !

[@BeautifullySyndie]

Thank you so much! I'm so happy to be back 😊

[@turquoisepurple7sky151]

I am a new subby. I have been watching your contebt, but never commented. I understand about the grieving period of losing a parent. I lost my mother in 2023 to Alzheimers and it was and is still devastating. It is something you will never get over. You have great content and it is womderful to see a black woman/ woman of color in the field of Tech and Mathematics.

[@BeautifullySyndie]

I am so sorry for your loss. ❤️ - Thank you for sharing, I pray you for healing journey.

[@LoveRitaLynn]

Yes to a more authentic Syndie!!! I am loving this for you, friend (yes, we are friends in my head)! 😊

[@Kay.m_]

Syndie, your energy is completely different. You come off softer, lighter and grounded. I wish you well in this new chapter 🫶🏽

[@lizamor4735]

You are a beautiful spirit. May God Bless You on your faith journey. Ain’t nothing wrong with protecting your peace. Peace be with you, Syndie!

[@BeautifullySyndie]

Nothing wrong at all! - Thank you for the compliment. 🤍

[@gineyg3872]

Syndie I'm glad to see you back doing the thing your passionate about and seeing you pour into yourself and your faith. Sometimes we need to go through those experiences to really find ourselves, it's not easy but so worth it! I tell everyone that the best thing you can do for yourself is to show up for yourself and always be at peace with yourself and who you are at core. Once you have that down, nothing can break you. You've got this! ❤

[@worddoll]

I lost my mother my senior year of college. I can totally relate. Sending love and light your way! Happy you're back!

[@BeautifullySyndie]

I'm so sorry for your loss, sending you love as well! ❤️

[@Jemmawritings]

Syndie we need a sunny meet and greet! Wow, absolutely loving these vlogs. ❤ Your authenticity is very transparent and appreciative. Many blessings to you friend- love from Florida

[@wlachappelle]

I'm so glad that you are back be very proud of yourself for being the best you can be for yourself

[@djones2183]

you were so, so missed, it is wonderful to see you back love. Sending love to you, may God cover you in this time and always ❤ .

[@tyralawrence2125]

I really enjoy your morning routines , 9-5 vlogs with tips on how to become a analyst and also your regular vlogs like home decor and cooking and going out basically everything you post lol and I’ve been a long time supporter ❤ so good to see you back❤❤❤Sending love

[@BeautifullySyndie]

Okay! Thank you for the feedback, I'll be sharing more of that soon! Thank you for supporting. 🤍

[@Nyabungu]

We missed you. Welcome back!

[@BeautifullySyndie]

I missed y’all too! I'm so glad to be back!

[@marionjeffries9446]

I’m so glad you’re BACK. I love anything you put out. Cinematic, Living Alone. Just be you!!!even if it means two steps back because Sometimes going back means you eventually move forward four or five steps and end up where you really need to be. ❤

[@mocheney21]

So happy you are back. Taking a break from life is always well deserved. I recently did the same thing after feeling like things in my life were not working out for me. Leaning into God and his word and removing myself from certain things like social media and certain people helped. Sometimes God calls us to go into a secret place so that we can focus on our relationship with him and our personal growth/healing. I hope you decide to include more of your faith journey in your content. I used to hide my faith but God reminded me that his opinion matters more than the world’s opinion. I have had to adjust how I share my faith bc I was coming off too churchy bc I was excited about all that I was learning but I have toned down a bit. There are going to be people who will try to distract you or judge you. In those moments I go to Matthew 5:11-12 to remind myself that people aren’t going to like my walk with Christ but I am blessed bc I chose to give my life to him and be set apart from the world. Also, if you don’t have a community yet find one in Austin or online because it helps being around other believers who understand the journey you are on.

[@angellawalker4948]

Welcome back Syndie. Continue to work on yourself. You're like a daughter to me so I just want know that you are ok❤. I enjoy anything you put out but I really enjoy your vlogs and cooking the most 😊🙏🙏

[@kholekamdakane3089]

Glad to see you back. Sending you lots of love on your healing journey 💚

[@BeautifullySyndie]

Thank you so much. 💕

[@JCsDaughter610]

The new foundation purchase, concealer and bronzer, perfection. Your makeup looks soooo good, matches great, application beautiful! 🤍

[@BeautifullySyndie]

Thank you! I'm obsessed with it!

[@anderson410able]

I was literally thinking about you the other day and wondering how you are doing. Glad to see you.

[@BeautifullySyndie]

Looks like I must have been challenging you, lol 😆

[@musicandgodsgracearelife]

Also wanted to say thank you for being vulnerable about your mom and the things you've gone through on your break. I know that isn't easy. And the makeup look is beautiful!

[@BeautifullySyndie]

Thank you! It wasn't easy, but I'm learning to let go more.

[@beverlymays2052]

I love your cooking vlogs and your perfume vlogs also and yes because of you I purchased my coach bags!! And miss your vlogs with your friends and also apartment tour !!

[@BeautifullySyndie]

Okay! I'll be sharing more than that. I don't know about my friends in Austin yet; I still haven't found my community.

[@jacquelone]

Good for you Sydnie.😊 This is an individual walk and I’ll be praying for you. Keep running after God, you got this.

[@aivah07]

I’m sorry Syndie. I can’t imagine how you feel. Thank you for sharing this vulnerable side. I wish you healing and peace ❤️

[@BeautifullySyndie]

Thank you so much, I appreciate it.

[@CuratingCourtney]

This was on time! So glad to see you again!!! I am in my Self Rediscovery phase now and I’m loving it. I’ve always put others before me, but now I’m standing on my boundaries and caring for myself more than ever and I’m so glad I took the stand. Those scriptures were on point! Thank you and welcome back! 🫶🏽🤍

[@BeingAllisonx]

Syndie, I am so sorry you went through something so hard especially at such a young age. Wishing you healing and light 🤍

[@txla4878]

🩷 I’ve been following you for a while and I’m so grateful for your content. You are so inspiring and not just regarding fashion and makeup, but most importantly because you are a godly woman. Thank you for sharing your journey. I pray God continues to bless you and bring you peace and healing. ❤️‍🩹

[@islandgalD]

Syndie missed you so much on here 🤎 good to see you back, refreshed and with a renewed purpose and even closer to God. So happy you've taken the time to heal and work through past trauma. A lot of us are silently dealing with so much so this definitely hits home. Sending you lots of love and warm hugs. I feel like some of use are going through this same journey of self love, rediscovery, getting closer to God and finding new hobbies. And I just love that for us🥰you dropped so many gems in this video. Looking forward to more amazing content and welcome back Syndie 🤎🤎🤎

[@Vanounnou]

All I see is growth . Good thing you took a break to rest on yourself , that's very important . Merci de partager tout ça avec nous XO

[@BeautifullySyndie]

Seeing growth is amazing! - Avec grand plaisir ! Merci à toi pour ton soutien. 🤍

[@ashleygelin5228]

Glad to have you back on my feed and your vulnerability ❤️

[@BeautifullySyndie]

I'm glad you appreciate it. It's not always easy, but it feels good to be honest.

[@LaurieReynoldsReed]

I was on the live cooking the other day. I always enjoy your videos in general because the editing is so good. Wishing you the best on your journey forward.

[@BeautifullySyndie]

Thanks so much! I love making videos that are visually appealing! - Look for more cooking with me!

[@kaceeclaybon9686]

Syndie I've missed you! We watch you because you are so natural! You are perfectly you! Welcome back princess!

[@joyp9488]

Welcome back Syndie. May God continue to comfort and be with you and your family.❤❤❤❤❤

[@itsxjen]

Welcome back Syndie! Would I love your cinematic vlogs, home decor & cooking videos

[@jackieamadi]

Your transparency is so beautiful! Glad you have the clarity now. ❤

[@chocolateradiance7216]

My son's father was killed in Houston September 2024. It was unexpected and my son is in his Senior year of high school.. it has been very traumatic for him. He is transitioning into manhood without a father. He just turned 18 this year but I found therapy for him. Losing a parent is something that will always hurt especially if you never grieved properly. I told my son grief is like a scar that heals inside out. Even when the inside heals you can still see the scar or scars and sometimes that scar hurts or itches. It never truly goes away and anything can trigger grief. Just simply missing your parent can trigger you. My prayers are with you.. as a parent with a child experiencing lost of a parent it's a very hard and heartbreaking experience. Processing the lost of a parent is hard too.. especially if you are younger. I am slowly going through the painful process with my son. Much grace and patience is needed with grief 🙏💓

[@niyadanyalle]

Absolutely loved catching up with you. Thank you for your transparency and I’m excited for your comeback! I’ve been loving the content you’ve been putting out👏🏾🫶🏾

[@lifeofalexandralaguerre85]

We missed you and glad to see you back. Sending you love and hugs

[@musicandgodsgracearelife]

Hi Syndie. I've been a subscriber for awhile now and I love your vlogs. That is def my fave content from you. You have such a great eye with editing, etc. I watched the cooking live the other night and really enjoyed it. It's good to have you back. 💛

[@audreychavers7630]

Welcome back! I have enjoyed all of your content! Can't wait to see upcoming content!!!❤

[@maryburton9308]

Glad your back and that you took the time you needed to take care of yourself.

[@sheanabenoit3026]

Welcome back! I really enjoyed this video and I’m looking forward to seeing more content from you.

[@cindyt39]

I sympathize with you because I definitely understand (in regards to your mother). She's not with you physically but spiritually, so she's watching over you. You're beautiful and you're blessed, so keep your head up and moving forward. Glad to hear that you're seeing a therapist. Remember, take all the necessary breaks you need. Take care. ❤

[@TemiGrace77]

You are back!!!!!! So happy to see you on the screen. I hope you were able to heal in your time away. Loved the editing too!!!n

[@BeautifullySyndie]

Thank you 💕 I was! 🤍

[@lynwill9946]

I can relate with your comment regarding your mother. It is a missing piece that you will be able to manage much better due to your great therapist. However, it will always be a missing piece in your life. I know you will be a great mother or aunt because you have so much personality. Wishing you the peace you need to navigate through life.❤

[@BeautifullySyndie]

Thank you so much for this kind message. - I pray you are doing well as well. 💕

[@janellemoore8979]

Happy to see you back!!

[@candiblue9280]

Omg so sorry u lost your mom😢 god bless your heart. Love the video ❤❤❤

[@sheprospers870]

Welcome back Syndie❤

[@forever_adriennetherealtor]

Welcome back! Great video!!!

[@moumi21s]

Healing is a journey especially losing your mother. I lost my mom when I was 25, now I am 37 it’s a struggle, you have to live with it but you never get over it. You are doing it right, dealing and working through your emotions. May god ease your pain and bless you ❤

[@BeautifullySyndie]

I'm so sorry for your loss and than you had to experience that. It's definitely something you don't get over easily, praying for your healing journey.

[@mula.a]

Hey. Glad u r back🎉 I love your try-on hauls and cooking videos 😊

[@BeautifullySyndie]

I am! Okay! Stay tuned for a try on haul this week! 🫶🏽

[@jackieellis1690]

❤❤❤. Glad you are back.

[@TrudyAnnGHenry]

Welcome back, I did miss you on my timeline

[@jasonmilson4528]

Thank you for being transparent 💯

[@LoveRitaLynn]

Also, i LOVE the idea of us cooking together!!

[@lisafulton3288]

So glad to see you back! You should link up with Raven Elyse. I think you guys would get along. We are here for you!! Keeping you in prayer!❤️🙏🏽❤️🙏🏽❤️🙏🏽

[@SimplySallam]

Okay I'm catching up on the vlogs. I'm sad you didn't like Austin. I just moved to Dallas and struggling to find a community also. But I didn't know and still don't know anyone here. Grief is so tricky but I'm glad you took time for yourself and that you are in therapy. I love you what you stated about keeping your time with God intimate. When you feel led to share definitely do, but don't feel bad for keeping moments private.

[@candice446]

I loved this!

[@yanikeonpurpose]

Thanks for letting us in to the reason behind your absence. It’s such a simple, none invasive thing to do that some creators tend to make a big deal out of. It’s interesting but I’m also in a new area & have noticed that I haven’t made many friends because the community is predominantly white! I’m exploring what exactly the resistance here is, because people are people at the end of the day.

[@angieowens9319]

welcome back!!!! please bring back the cinematic vids back!

[@Elite_Khris99]

Im from Austin and I could have told you that the diversity was lacking. Its one of the main reasons why I moved to Dallas. As an Austinite I can tell you that you will love Dallas because the diversity is so much more and there are things to do for "us" here. I think you should give it a try.

[@xoxosylvia5999]

I’m sorry for your loss..😢

[@LeratoTsotetsi-cj9us]

I love you sis rest all you want❤🎉

[@Pam-ew9li]

Hello Sydnie I just found your channel I am a new subscriber I understand how you feel I also lost my mother at young age my grandmother raised me you are blessed and a wonderful person take care of yourself 🙏❤😃🙏.

[@patriciajeffries9344]

Hi Syndie, May God continue to bless you and your family .

[@tomeikia]

Hey Syndie, it’s so lovely to see your beautiful face again! KZbin has been so gray without you. I’m looking forward to more sauté w/ Syn. I love your cooking videos. I love your morning routine videos. I stand for the fashion and fits. So, I’m excited to see all that you have in store. My number hasn’t changed. BTW. Sending love your way 💖💖

[@BeautifullySyndie]

Thank you so much, love! - I'll be reaching out to you soon! 🤍

[@amenduh]

I love this!

[@BeautifullySyndie]

Thank you! 🫶🏽

[@TheTintin1982100]

❤Welcome back ❤

[@BeautifullySyndie]

Thank you! - I'm glad to be back!

[@Zen_Ven777]

Would you ever consider Charleston, SC? It's very humid in the summer, BUT we have a huge Black Girl Group on Facebook, and downtown is beautiful! It's called the Holy City so plenty of churches to grow your relationship with the Lord . I randomly moved here from Hawaii (Im work at home too) and I LOVE it here! Plus is 4 Hours from Atlanta, 2 from Savannah, and 3 from Jacksonville. We need more women like you here!! :)

[@leratolekutle]

Needed this vlog

[@valrice817]

Have a great evening! 😊

[@Jackiada]

❤ Sending you love and hugs.

[@denishawalters1813]

I’m in down the road 50 miles north of Austin and there’s more of us here closer to San Antonio too than Austin but it’s still few and far between. I have family in Dallas and it’s the same there if not worse than Austin.

[@anthonytony134]

My mother passed from cancer a couple years ago now and I was in the same mindset just know your not alone ❤

[@BeautifullySyndie]

I'm so sorry to hear that. 🙏🏽 How did you get out of the mindset?

[@anthonytony134]

@BeautifullySyndie well I wouldn’t say I got completely over it like you said it’s always a void there but I did change my environment I moved to LA at the time but now planning to relocate in Dallas in a month from now LA was mistake lol but but I got into nature more often that always helped me and took walks & talk god a lot and as time went on I kinda just felt like as long as she’s at peace I’m ok it’s a tough thing to feel when it’s your mom that was my bestfriend but it took a lot of time to change my mindset for the better the best way for myself to learn I know she knows that I love her and I know she would want me to continue with my life so I try to look on points that way in a positive mindset but I hope in due time you find your peace with it I’ll be in Dallas if you ever wanna talk to me I’m here for you if you ever need somebody who can relate my ig is tony_jordan

[@finchletllc4526]

Where is your necklace from? We missed you!

[@MENA_ADUBEA]

So brave of you, Syndie. Hugs.

[@sheislaki]

All of this! 💕

[@christophergulley4450]

Houston has a ton of outdoor activities it's always been overshadowed by the partying

[@BeautifullySyndie]

Really? Like what? And is it even doable with the humidity?

[@christophergulley4450]

Miller outdoor, city centre, kemah board walk, bat watching on Allen Park way, nasa space center. Tone of event at Houston cockrell park, Memorial Park Hermann Park, Sugarland town center. Buffalo bayou park always have events as well discovery green. Honorable mention: Seabrook, the Woodlands, and Conroe. It just depends on what you like.

[@christophergulley4450]

Moonstruck drive in Theatre, and the rooftop theatre by the galleria

[@BeautifullySyndie]

@christophergulley4450 I’ve walked most of the parks, and been to City Centre, I was looking for more with water/lakes etc.

[@BeautifullySyndie]

@ ohh I loved the rooftop movie at the Galleria!

[@kardiiobi321]

I totally get you babe , infact I don't like letting people know am orphan

[@carlissapowell7069]

Hi Syndie thanks for another vlog. I just wanted to say amen and God bless you on your walk with the Lord. I appreciate you being candid on your reason for not going too deep about your walk. I know there are people who may forget where they were before they were born again, but I just want to say keep talking about it and keep going. Everyone is on different levels of their journey with God and your words can impact the next person who is teetering on their belief. I have also re established my relationship with God back in July. When you brought up your battles within yourself and how those things prepare you I was also going to give you Romans 5:3. It’s a reminder to me as well to keep going no matter what you face. Tribulations do bring forth patience. I will keep you in my prayers but I don’t want you to worry about the nay sayers, use your platform to help them that are also just starting their walk or want to. Always be open to talking about God and what He has done and is doing in your life. I look forward to watching your videos. God bless you.

[@nimo4335]

🙏🏾🙏🏾❤️❤️❤️🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@divinedianec3170]

Your right because God says, For us to guard our heart, protect our eye gates and ears, when listening to certain messages and preaching's from others. Many will deceive and God said, "let know man deceive you". So continue to use your God-given discernment. Am still learning as well.

[@coreyrobinson1900]

🔥🔥🔥😍😍😍

[@sinegugungema5203]

❤❤❤

[@christiannicole5709]

Austin really isn't the best place for young, black women honestly. It is more of a college town. I think you would thrive in Dallas.

[@BeautifullySyndie]

I can definitely agree with that! Dallas might be the next move.

[@msrobin2u2]

😍❤️😍

[@mickeydaniels7990]

You, Lovely, Are Most Wonderful.

[@rosenatunis8194]

No I still don’t have the new phone number yet 😂

[@BeautifullySyndie]

I'm calling you now.

[@hettyj8335]

It was better without the mic

[@YoSoy_Whitleyyy]

I love everything about about his video. That’s it, that’s all🤍

[@DaniGirlover65]

🧡💛

[@ajohonly3721]

❤❤❤