Cecil denial

[@THECRUSTYRABBITHOLE]

Great message. I think when we make mistakes in life, its not a waste as there is things to learn, especally mistakes. We need a balanced life where we take time to do the thing that make us happy. My best friend died in 2015 from a Drink habit that i wasnt even aware of the full extent as she was fully funtional until early even when she got tired. Even though she passed in 2015, it still hurts like it happened yesterday. She was 31. She gave a few hints towards the end that its time but she didnt appear to be scared and came close to god in the final weeks. I dont know if i can be this strong. She wore a rosery with a wooden cross around her neck when she would hold in her hand and she had rubbed a ware mark in the middle of the cross. It was the last thing she gave me which i store in a special box. Life can change or be over in a split second. Cecil has been really active these last few days. I have no idea why he suddenly turned on Daisy Benning or Random News but Cecil wont address The serous video of Random, just parodies. If he really thinks these parodies are serous or not, im not sure but he really seems to know how to make a fool of himself. Yes i dont know alot about rebel but he did mention a troubled past but i think he turned his life around and from what i seen from the few videos he watched, he seems very respectful to his viewers. I think Cecil threw away every friendship hes ever had. This is why, apart from his partner and child, Cecil stands alone because nobody want to be around him. When i covered the Rebel guy from six years ago, Cecil looked completely different, such a change in six years but the personality stayed the same, a bitter twisted person with an extra hate from women. I have a few more Rebel videos i want to go through but i dot want to do two much as i dont want to drag Rebel back into this but i still want to document the history that others hasnt really covered before.

[@marcyc.3311]

Yes Rebelah is a respectful guy..he's had a past but he straightened out from it. It wasn't long for him to discover Cicel's hatred n jealousy, Rebelah dropped Cicel like a hot potato but Cicel always would make videos for attention. But you are right about Cicel giving out all his information n blames us for doing it. He needs his brain checked.

[@THECRUSTYRABBITHOLE]

Thats a very good point actually about protecting your family. Cecil does the opposite to that by doxing him address and talking so much about his family who clearly dont want to have anything to do with his youtube channel. His own hate speach on line put is family at risk. Hs daughters friends most likely seen Cecils activity on line which has a negiive effect on his daughter. If my youtube channel was causing this amount of stress, i wouldnt feed it more, i would prefer to walk away from it.