Chemo round 1 and what happened after

[@ariellaabrahams]

You got this. I've survived cancer twice. My son survived stage 4 colon cancer. My mother has survived 3 rounds of cancer (2 different types) I know it's scary. Do lots of positive affirmations. The gratitude practice is a brilliant idea. We love you and we're praying for you.

[@itsgrace]

Wow what a group of survivors! Amazing!

[@CS.AtheistChannel.VoteBidenAOC]

Add Grace to that list.

[@leserotonine3242]

Wow that sounds terrible but amazing at the same time! What a family of fighters!

[@jessicastacey9058]

I have a TikTok 😂

[@jessicastacey9058]

My favourite content from you has always been just been an outpouring of your thoughts and stream of consciousness, 14 yrs of f’king genius. I can’t imagine what you are going through but we all love you and are here anytime you want us to be ♥️

[@zacr4664]

I don't care how much content we get from you, I am jut happy when ever we get it. I like when you put something out because I know you actually want to put it out. You got this.

[@haraldhagen7674]

'I can diarrhoea and do a crossword, but I will CRY when I vomit' is so spiritually relateable. Both when I was doing chemo and every other day of my life generally. Keep on, keep strong, Grace!

[@ElpSmith]

I also found that incredibly relatable. We’re here and we’re awesome

[@Orblinkluv]

Fr I cry when I throw up too 😭 at first it's a physical reaction but then I cry harder cuz it makes me emotional 🥺

[@noakessimon]

Still making me laugh even in these circumstances, what a true comedy hero. If we're being grateful for things this week, I think we're all grateful for you.

[@IosStar]

that's genuinely sweet and truthful

[@coolhappygenius]

This comment made me cry 🥺

[@AaronWardBall2]

Agreed!

[@tujulia936]

i'm going through chemo for breast cancer right now too and i literally sleep for 4 days straight after infusion. usually start to feel more myself around day 5, but days 1-4 i can barely keep my eyes open! hang in there, grace. we got this!

[@itsgrace]

we got this!

[@seramachannel6389]

何があった?

[@alyseandrews1066]

The hair part can be emotional, but the wig experiments can be really fun. And you said it, temporary! You're gonna knock it out of the park! The chemo-brain can get frustrating too, but again, temporary! Thank you for sharing your experience and helping others feel seen and understood in their own journeys. ❤

[@honeybunbadger]

New person! New person! New person!...A person who just finished her first week of chemo (!!!) and still is a little jazzed for more of life's challenges. Grace, you're such a damn inspiration.

[@lindseybarr5169]

I’m one year post chemo and double mastectomy and would have LOVED to have this content when I was going through it. Know that what your sharing is greatly appreciated by many I’m sure.

[@makeyla4]

I can relate to this so much. At the end of 2022, I was diagnosed with ovarian cancer. And the 10 months after were the worst of my life. It was the longest, scariest time of my life. There were so many times where I wasn’t sure if I was going to make it to my next birthday. There were so many things that I had to accept. The hair loss was the hardest for me because I could see my sickness in the mirror. Shaving my head was traumatic and very difficult. My chemo rounds were week long hospital visits with a lot of nausea, headaches and sadness. I almost lost hope so many times. BUT. Even though I was going to some horrible things, I fought incredibly hard to keep my positive attitude. I knew that dwelling too long on my negative thoughts wouldn’t help me much. It wouldn’t change what I had to deal with. I did my best to keep a smile on my face when I could. I appreciated the little things in life. My nurses always told me that I was such a patient and positive patient when it came to everything I was going through. That made me happy because even though I was feeling like crap, I wasn’t taking it out on other people. Some things were harder to accept. Staying in my house for days/weeks on end was hard. And not seeing my family for months at a time was also very hard. It was a lonely time because no one knew how I was feeling and what I was dealing with. I joined a couple of fb groups, and those helped a little. They at least made me see that I wasn’t the only person in the world dealing with it since that’s what it felt like. I’m have since been able to return to work part time. I have slowly build back to the person I once was. It is a little bit tough since I can be a stubborn person. But I’m getting there. I apologize for the longest post ever. But Grace, you got this. You are going to kick cancer and you’ll get back to the person you once were soon. Though you’re going to be a much stronger person at the end of this. You already seem to be, but you will see life in such a different light and you’ll appreciate things soo much more. I wish you all the best and strength in this journey.❤

[@itsgrace]

thank you for sharing your story! And a million congratulations for fighting the hard fight and making it through. You should be so proud!!

[@0n3c3nt]

❤❤❤❤ sending you love 💗

[@karenrudolph879]

When I was diagnosed with Stage 3c grade 2 cervical/uterine cancer I was "ok" until I was told I would lose my hair. BUT once I lost it, it was one of the most freeing experiences of my life. I embraced the baldness. Lots of caps and hats and even going "commando". Didn't do wigs, it just wasn't me. You do what makes you feel ok during this God awful journey.

[@RomanKubli-h9n]

I had non-hodgkin lymphoma when I was 20 years old. In hindsight it was a time of great changes. What really helped me was realizing that being afraid of dying meant that I was still living. I became very accepting of my current state. When I was happy I was happy, when I was sad I was sad. And when I was afraid I realized that I was just afraid. It all meant that I was still living, so I enjoyed even the bad parts. The thing is, we only die for like a second and then we're dead. All the time leading up to that second is still us, experiencing life and I wasn't going to miss that life by not experiencing it. Hope that makes sense and helps someone out there

[@eholbrook2158]

I’m the KZbin cactus that doesn’t die and I’m always here for any content! When you said “y’all don’t care about my skin” or whatever I said out loud to no one, Hey! I care!! Bc we really do care, Grace! Tell us anything and everything you want to - we are here to support you however we can ❤

[@jaybehkay2438]

3:22 grace still listening to, supporting and casually mentioning Troyes new music is so cute!! Very 2014 vibes and I love it

[@DaynnnsDIY]

Hi Grace! Thank you for posting about your experience. I was also diagnosed with Triple + breast cancer at just 29 years old in July and have my second round of chemo this week. Feels like we’re going on this journey together. I’ve had the same experience so far with all of the same side effects. It was a brutal first round. I’ve started losing my hair this week. I’ll probably shave my head soon. 😢 We’ll rock the bald heads together. Wishing you the best - we’ll fight through this! ❤

[@itsgrace]

we got this!!

[@adelecaroline3614]

Lots of love to you!

[@auroranicole9276]

My mom had triple positive breast cancer at stage 3, it was looking pretty serious but she's a serious badass and has now been in remission for years! Things suck right now, but it will get better, never hesitate to reach out to loved ones for support ❤

[@brandons1847]

My dad just started chemo for his lymphoma. I’ve found it really hard to connect with him and talk about it. Thank you for letting us in and sharing your journey. ❤

[@Aelffwynn]

A lot of people just want you to hang out like everything is normal. If they're not ready to open up, that's the best thing you can do for them. I wish you and your family all the best.

[@mattyryn1855]

I’m 31 watched you for a decade. Wish the best. Ly girl be safe. Ty for keeping us updated.

[@jlkrsy2011]

Chaotic no filter Grace is my new fave. You're doing absolutely amazing, you've got this. ❤️

[@mojave7604]

I had pretty bad sores in my mouth during chemo. Salt water rinses really helped to calm them down (every 4 hours). I personally couldn't get past the taste of magic mouthwash but that's also an option, it has numbing medicine to help with pain. Also, one of the worst pains I would get would be in my sternum and hips following my Neulasta shot. If you start taking Claritin (specifically Claritin) everyday it helps to prevent bone pain. Although watching this content is a little triggering for me I also find it comforting in a weird way. You seem to be handling things very well and I pray that anyone struggling with cancer will find your videos and know that they will get through this. God bless!

[@beverlym5465]

First time for me I wore wigs, different styles and hair color. It was fine, but they were sooo hot! Second time I wore headscarves. I asked my coworkers if that would make them uncomfortable; next day they all wore a headscarf and at The end of the work day, they each gave me the scarf they were wearing. The support and solidarity was touching. Cancer treatment is a lonely fight, even though you are not alone. As far as the amnesia stuff, I was given meds that produced short term amnesia so I wouldn’t remember how bad it was on me. Cry if you want to, feel every emotion as it comes, don’t ask yourself “why me?” Just face it head on in that fabulous Grace Helbig way, you’ll find out how strong you really are. Remember, this is a temporary rock in your road, it will end, ut in the meantime, kick the hell outta that nasty cancer and show it who’s boss. I love you, Grace, take care and stay strong.

[@itsgrace]

thank you for this!

[@amandariviera]

Regarding hair. Different situation, but I hope the similarities can help. It was a roller coaster. Back in 2019 I shaved my head for and to donate my hair to charity (200g and 64cm of thick wavy/curly hair). I convinced myself it didn't mean anything to me because I had almost always had long thick hair and hated that people used it as part of my identity. I first shaved the sides for a few weeks and absolutely LOVED it. Then, I shaved the rest. I spent the first day crying in my bed with my mirrors all covered. I didn't realise how much of a shock it was going to be and part of me was disappointed with myself for caring. I thought that I wasn't losing anything by shaving my head because it would grow back, but what I learnt was that I was "losing" the time to grow it back. For the first week I just focused on my reason, which was charity. I didn't know anyone personally but it was something I really wanted to do because I had a resource I could easily get back and it would go to someone who couldn't. Once my hair was longer than my eyebrows, I actually started to like it. I could drive with the window down. It felt fun to touch. And then the first day I randomly put on a wig, I realised, I now had a blank slate to accessorise my head however I wanted. I was having fun with it. My first trip to a barber was one of the best hair based experiences I've ever had. Every time I thought he was done he would go back in with a different tool to be even more precise. He listened to exactly what I wanted and gave advice where I was unsure. My hair grew out and I kept playing with different pixy styles. If covid didn't hit, my plan was to dye it different colours, but I wanted to do it properly through a colourist as the first colour was going to be silver and I am NOT skilled enough to pull that off on my hair. Basically, if you've gotten this far, I know people can get scared about losing their hair. I get that now, even though I still kind of resent mine because I still don't know how to properly look after it. I would no longer try to convince someone to shave their beard off they have had for years. BUT it can present opportunities to have fun. I'm glad you have already looked into options like getting the scarves. Having something to look forward will help it seem less intimidating. Honestly, I could see you still creating different personas for the wigs and just having fun with it. Or you might decide you enjoy the freedom of no hair and just put hair on when you feel like it. Totally practical. Billy Zane does it :P Whatever happens, it will be a journey, and more so due to everything associated with it. But we love you Grace and look forward to when you can post your full recovery video.

[@RockyE33]

I’ve been watching your content for over 10 years now, and you have always been my favorite creator on this website. Very recently, after joining me on a cross-country journey to move me to California, my mom has been diagnosed with Stage 4 Uterine Cancer. It has been so hard being away from her when I feel like she needs me most, but by you sharing your experiences and journey, in a way it feels like I’m learning and able to help her. I can’t thank you enough for being such a huge part of my life growing up, and I’m so happy we get to be there for you and listen to your experiences as you go through this. You’ve got so many people sending you good energy and support, and I just know that you’ll push through all these hardships and get to the other side of this thing stronger than ever before! Fuck Cancer ✊🏽

[@coolbeansxxBOOM]

you asked for a life update from us, so buckle up! i've spent the last year at doctor after doctor after doctor trying to identify, manage, and treat the chronic condition(s) i have been struggling with (undiagnosed) for about 15 years. i have at least 16 specialists and physical/mental therapists. it's super fun!!!!!!! /s. so although my situation is different, i still relate to a lot of what you're talking about. i've come to realize that there's a sort of grief in being sick, like grieving the loss of the person you were before and the control of your health. it really does get lonely and scary sometimes. i like what you said about treating it like a challenge and an opportunity for growth though, I honestly hadn't thought of it that way but i'm going to ponder that now. because hoooo boy is it challenging! so anyways thank you for being so open and honest and willing to share your situation with those of us who, although not cancer-related for me, are dealing with similar feelings. and i sincerely wish you the best of luck in the rest of treatment

[@lifeyouknow]

I love and appreciate these updates both because of the relatable nature of the content and also because there seems to be some catharsis in the making of it for you. This particular video hit those points extra hard with me because I had a stroke last week and am still in the hospital trying to sort out my recovery process. I need to get a sign printed with "This shit sucks, but it’s also manageable, and it’s temporary. And some of it is so shitty that it’s hilarious." That's something to tell everyone who keeps asking what I need when they come to visit. I'll end this comment before I get too snarky or too emotional (impossible to predict) and because it's taken forever to type this. But thank you and fuck cancer.

[@itsgrace]

🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@ashleybuckeye5016]

I went through breast cancer in 2020. During my chemo treatments, they made me keep ice in my mouth to slow the chemo from going in that area and causing issues. I never once had a mouth sore because of it. See if your treatment center will allow that. Similar thing if you get Taxol. It can cause neuropathy in your hands and feet. New studies are showing great success with keeping your hands and feet on ice during those treatments.

[@lesliemiller4896]

I’m 27 and going through a lot of similar things while we are trying to basically figure out which gastro related auto immune disease I have. Hairs falling out, teeth falling out, puking daily, shitting my pants, endless and expensive appointments and procedures. Waiting on multiple biopsy results. It feels like hell like 75% of my days. Seeing your updates and your mindset that you show us is really encouraging for me and I’m sure I speak for everyone when I say that we all think you’re phenomenal and want to keep hearing more as you feel up to it 🥰 I’ve kept up with you and mamrie and Hannah and hank and John for SO long, and to hear the goods and the bads and the gross and the weirds helps me so so much. We love you 🥰

[@thoughtslikestars]

Mashed potatoes were my aunt’s favorite post chemo food! “Chemo brain” is also a thing with forgetfulness. She also cold capped & cut her hair a little shorter than yours, she kept some of her hair and lost some. She wore a lot of hats, but did not shave the rest. As a whole she’s glad she did it and the grow back process was less drastic with her keeping her hair. But I know the cold capping process was a lot to keep up with!

[@melinoe867]

A family member of mine found out she has colon cancer and is about to start chemo so I sent her your channel so she can watch it. Thank you for recording this journey. I've been watching you since the beginning so just wanted to send all the good vibes and well wishes possible

[@LakerZombie]

What you're doing with these update vlogs is truly helping people. Not just people going through chemo, but also those of us like me who are in are in the dark about all of this kind of stuff. Keep fighting and being awesome and honestly thank you for sharing your story. 🙏

[@DaxIsAName]

If the content strategy is mouth sores, then you're knocking it outta the park so far!

[@alanruppelt1019]

Your energy level and positive attitude are amazing - you can beat this Grace! I just finished 6 rounds of chemo for stage 4 blood cancer and I can definitely relate to much of what you talked about. Thanks much for sharing your experiences. You are a big help to my daily struggle to maintain positivity. You are definitely not alone.

[@itsgrace]

congratulations!!

[@sabsupsub]

my dad recently got diagnosed with blood cancer specifically myeloma and it’s scary and one of the most difficult experiences but watching your journey with chemo has really helped me to understand what cancer patients go through and how i as a caregiver can support my loved one in their own journey!! many love and hugs to you Grace from all the way in Singapore! you’ve got this!!!

[@ChelsieHx]

the notification for this was suck a shock. i'm drinking with my bf and i showed him and he doesn't know who you are but i'm in a state of shock. i'm so fucking sorry. i grew up watching daily grace. i wish you so much recovery and life. sending so much fucking love and light.

[@ChelsieHx]

i was just sat there showing him the whole daily grace 😁✊ thing and the lore of daily grace. i wish you so much fucking recovery and healing ❤️‍🩹

[@annathesubtlerebel]

Stream of consciousness chemo vlogs! We love it. No filter is needed. Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable. AND FUNNY! You’re always a delight. But there is no pressure to create content. Do what is good for your soul! Sending you so many positive thoughts and vibes!

[@FlorPortas]

I will watch everything you make through this, bc youre so brave and strong and I sincerely hope this goes as smoothly as possible

[@rach1045]

Grace you know we are overjoyed with whatever content you want to create, spaghetti content is still content none the less… We are all here to listen to your stream of consciousness and updates on your health.. wishing you all the best xx

[@callmemolls3646]

since you said what what we're up to, hi I guess :) I watched some of your stuff at one point (I specifically remember having a minor fashion fan phase because of your met gala review videos), and the algorithm decided your cancer diagnosis was destined for my home page this morning. After having cancer on the brain from watching Hank Green go through it (long time vlogbrothers watcher) and losing a grandpa to untreatable lung cancer just this week, I clicked. Your honesty and optimism are refreshing and I'm so rooting for you now. I cannot believe the progress we have made on cancer treatment and human health overall. I'm not up to much right now but I got a new carbon steel pan in the mail (major treat yo self moment for me) and I'm very excited to season it and go nuts cooking new things in it!

[@boohemian_ghost]

Got diagnosed with stage 3 breast cancer and am just starting my journey…I’m only 26. Thank you for sharing all of this and helping our community ♥️

[@WereYouGonnaEatThat]

sending you a lot of strength and love, you've got this!

[@DivKevin]

Much love, Grace! The "why" of your content became clear to me in the first two minutes the video, before you actually started talking about the why... it's beautiful, you're beaming! Thank you, Grace. Wishing you all the best. Glad to have "been your soil" for over a decade, and excited to provide your nutrients for the decades to come...

[@DivKevin]

Also hell yeah to unearthing capacities within ourselves we did not know they existed!

[@crystalnavarette5886]

I started my chemotherapy poison journey on August 1st for ovarian cancer. It's nice to see others experience with this bs headache of a unique sucky time.

[@barbas5588]

Take those moments when you can Grace. They're yours and one more thing you can take back. You're handling the punches as they come. You're doing amazing. Keep communicating when you can I you feel you can. We're still here for support when you need us when you're ready.

[@samtaters6770]

What I've been doing/up to lately, since you so lovingly shared your side: Cat snuggles, mental health craft projects, and Target trips. You'll never guess, I'm 38. I'm a cancer survivor and my experience was so isolating and lonely. I appreciate all you are doing to share your experience to hopefully help others. And I hope in that process, it helps you, too! Sending you so much love! You've got this!

[@Amyuncharted2.0]

It’s honestly so nice to see you talk yourself through this whole process and I appreciate that you are taking us along for the days you can handle it! Also unrelated side note: that little brown notebook you had to take notes in…those are literally my fav notebooks in the whole world! Lol perfect size and weight! Take care Grace! Sending you all the good vibes on the rest of this journey ❤

[@itsgrace]

I love them too I have a whole stack of them!

[@idfkimjusthere]

Hey Grace. I just wanted to say I’ve been watching you since the that damn channel days. In December 2022 I got news that I am HIV positive. I was in a country that deemed HIV illegal, so I also got deported. I started my medication a few months back, and I really relate to every single word you’re saying. Everything feels weird, there’s a sensation that you’re getting to know this ‘new body’ in a way. I have insane headaches because of the medication, oral ulcers, constipation, diarrhea, HIV rash, and lots more. I wanted to say thank you for sharing your journey, I know how hard it is to talk about these things and how tired you must be feeling. I’m so appreciative. I’m anonymously sharing my story while you’re out there being so vulnerable and unapologetically your strong self. I haven’t been seeing content that relates to me lately and this has me feeling seen. I love you so much. You got this. Like you said, all this discomfort is temporary and you will be done with it in no time. Yes no doubt this shit sucks, but you fucking rock. I love you ❤

[@itsgrace]

💓

[@writerwinslow]

"I can get diarrhea and do a crossword," is actually my new catchphrase. Love you Grace, these wonderful, thoughtful and helpful videos have been so welcome, and your humor is the best

[@BillysFingers]

You were the first youtuber i ever subscribed to. Years later you feel more like family now. My partner had breast cancer and got through the chemo and i know you will too Grace. Appreciate you and following your journey on here.

[@ejcastro9518]

I've always loved your stream of consciousness videos because they are genuinely you and honest. I 'm glad you are doing well so far& staying as positive as you can. Thank you for sharing your experiences with us. Sending positive energy your way. Take care, Grace. 💕💕💕

[@Grumpy_Guy]

My wife just got diagnosed and has her first chemo next week. Thank you for posting about your experience! It really helps.

[@jayhuang3962]

Right on brand content - self aware, funny and reflective! Rooting for you💪🏻

[@taylormercatell764]

Hello, Grace. I’ve watched you for some time now, as a younger teenager now into my 20s. I have been a registered nurse for 2 years now, I started in the ICU during the storm of COVID. Recently I had a patient who had a new diagnosis of cancer, and I was comforting her as best as I knew how, until it dawned on me, she needs someone like you, who emanates charisma. I recommended for her to watch your videos as you bring so much light and brilliance to such a heavy condition. Thank you for being you. Even after all of these years, as you once helped me through my teenage years, I can now provide help to others through you. Thank you for everything you do, feel better soon. Stay hydrated and remember you are not alone in this world. 🖤

[@lisastefani169]

Great update, knowing you can laugh despite the side effects. Docs had told my mom her positive attitude was a definite factor in her breast cancer survival journey. She lived to age 85, when other health problems appeared. 💗

[@rebeccaroberts8120]

Laughing out loud at the "you can tell me in the comments" sounding insincere 😂 you are doing so well Grace, keep at it ❤

[@san-yup]

I really appreciate your videos. The day after you posted your pre chemo video, my mom told me she has breast cancer. I'm grateful for your videos because I'm trying not to research as I tend to go down rabbit holes, but getting an insight to your journey knowing my mom will soon being going through it is helpful, so thank you. Wishing you all the best!

[@auntiee_m]

That's exactly why I'm here too, my mom is currently doing her first round

[@san-yup]

It's crazy it's already been a little over 7 months. My mom did about 3 months of chemo, (two different types) every other week. Similar to Grace, my mom got sick which was a scary 3 weeks. She lost a ton of weight during that time, but she got through it. She's now 2 months post mastectomy. She's getting stronger every day, but still struggling with neuropathy. She doesn't have to do radiation, just take a pill for 5 years, which is great. Now we just live in hope that it never comes back, which is kind of unnerving, but I try not to think about it. Sorry if this was an overshare, I just wanted to give another perspective similar to yours. Every treatment and way it affects a person is different, but if you have any questions you can always ask me. Sending well wishes to you and your mom.♥@@auntiee_m

[@bearbear1495]

Hey you can tell us everything you want, my mother went through cervical cancer and my grandmother went through breast cancer so this is all very educational for me and my heart and my love is with you.. you are strong and I've been watching you for 10 years and I know you're resilient ❤ your name is Grace for a reason 🐻🖤

[@ohboilien]

Thank you for unexpectedly helping me get through cancer family trauma, you’re amazing! We’re always here to support you!

[@anomanousgate]

Thank you so much for sharing your experience. I was diagnosed with breast cancer on 7/17. Completed my first chemo treatment on 8/15. Round 2 is this week 8/29. We got this 💪💪

[@ivyarianrhod]

What I've been up to: re-adjusting my anxiety meds the last few weeks (under a doc's guidance, of course), and my anxiety's been creeping back up on me. FUN! I'm too anxious today to leave the house and get stuff done like I was supposed to, causing me more anxiety because now I'm letting people down, and being a disappointment. Yay!

[@Shirleybirl13]

Hey Grace, thank you. I have a couple of friends going through the cancer at the moment and they aren't using their words very much so it's super hard to find out how they are doing. While everyone's journey through cancer is different, watching your videos is helping me get a better understanding of what my friends may be thinking and going through and that makes me feel less panicked. On a side note, I'm rooting for you kiddo. Thank you for sharing your journey and all of your thoughts. Even the bits about explosive diarrhoea. ❤ sending you cancer arsekicking vibes from Aotearoa New Zealand

[@liammurphy6705]

Stay strong Grace your doing amazing and will get better 💪

[@milshy01]

Thanks for making this video. I has triple positive breast cancer too and am currently on round 10 of 12 weekly chemo infusions. I was nodding along with everything you said and feel so seen! The only difference is I’m currently having constipation with this round and would welcome a small bit of diarrhea right now! Here are some recs based on what I learned works best for me: Mouth sores - ask your doctor if you can take lysine supplements, use an ultrasoft toothbrush and biotene toothpaste, suck on ice chips during the actual chemo part of your infusion, Powerade makes ice pops that will also help keep you hydrated. Chemo rash - I’m using PanOxyl face wash and my oncologist prescribed erythromycin benzoyl peroxide cream which has helped a ton Hair - I like the wavy day wig by Raquel Welsh, it will look a lot like your real hair, and the style keeps even when you wash it. I had a bunch of people give me scarves and head coverings but they just looked so sad. I just wear a baseball hat anytime I’m out and it barely attracts any attention. Plus if you are bald and going to an appointment, it may help you get out of a speeding ticket for going 20 over the limit, speaking from experience… Headaches - excedrin and icy hot are friends! Gratitude - I do this using the ABC game where I list something or someone I’m grateful for using each letter of the alphabet And congrats on making it through your first week! I only have 2 more to go, and am surprised at how even though some of the harder days seem to drag on forever, the total amount of time has passed extremely fast!

[@marissaeller8445]

love you Grace ❤️ thanks for sharing this with us. hope you’re as okay as can be at the moment

[@HLB313]

Wow, when you started talking about stuff “below deck” and a hurricane coming through I naturally assumed you were referring to diarrhoea, because it’s not my first rodeo round here. Then it turned out you meant an actual hurricane, but then the main concern was that you did indeed have diarrhoea. That was a real rollercoaster, friend.

[@themacfly]

Grace, still bringing the comedy genius even during the weird times. You got this 💪

[@alkestro]

You are just a charm. You'll be fine and we will all be here to watch that happen. Whatever happens. I'm thankful for you

[@alineaturner4616]

Grace please don't feel bad about the amount of content/where it goes. We really appreciate the updates, but please put your energy into you!

[@itsgrace]

💪🏻

[@Nick-nw9zy]

You’re incredible, thank you for sharing with us. I do like hearing it all, the good and the bad. My aunt had stage 4 intestinal cancer and passed away a few years ago, and she had decided to not proceed with any treatments. I respect her decision and understand why she chose that, but it was difficult to watch towards the end. But even with all of that frustration, we had lots of laughs, lots of good times, and most importantly, lots of love. Sometimes I would think it was selfish to not try to fight it, and then i would think I’m selfish for even thinking that and not letting her live how she wants. In the end; what was important was the love, the laughs, and the good memories. You’ve always made me laugh and inspired me, and now even more. Thank you for sharing with us and letting us be on this journey with you a bit.

[@anamakesthings]

good job Grace!!! I'm going into surgery to have my ovarian tumor removed in a couple of weeks and we'll know after they go in whether or not I'll need rounds of chemo as well. This is suuuper helpful in the sense that I was feeling a bit crazy for secretly geeking out on the new things I learn and the new way in which I've been challenging myself :)

[@ivyarianrhod]

Jessica Brock just finished chemo after getting ovarian tumors removed, then an ovary removed. Here's her channel: www.youtube.com/@jessicabrock.

[@addeydominguez2566]

Oh, how I’ve missed you Grace! Watching this felt like I had my old friend back, when I was watching your videos you made in your tiny New York apartment. It’s evident that your resilience and good nature is letting this experience bring out the best in you, and I’m so appreciative of you for sharing it with me and all of us! It’s evident you feel a sense of purpose with these videos, and it makes you shine. In my little sometimes sad and lonely world, it’s so lovely to laugh with you! (As I was audibly laughing along with you throughout this entire one) it feels like being with a best friend ❤ honored to be with you on this journey

[@TravelwithAustin]

You're so strong grace 💪

[@xenzirril]

Hey Helbig! Thanks for sharing! I always appreciate the levels of Joy you exude around the silly, ridiculously random approach to your content. It's so uniquely you and so very genuine! One of the many reasons I'm still happily subscribed! While I do not have a personal experience with Cancer (tho some in my Family), I can relate to the headspace of losing a bodily feature over health concerns. I was horrible with my dental care and a couple of years ago discovered that it was SO bad it was actually affecting my Cardiac functions. So I had to consider and then follow through gettting all my teeth removed. I vividly remember how everything leading up to the oral surgery was kind of like a fever dream where I was in this headspace of "This will be good, I'm doing a good thing for my health.." Up until I was in the Chair getting my teeth pulled out of my head. Then I had a sudden rush on be VERY PRESENT and realizing there was no going back, This was happening! It was quickly followed by dispair and dread and fear of the future . . . with thoughts and doubts about what I was becoming. Of course, the physical transition of it all was horrible and the healing was not as fun as one could be. But eventually I settled down into my new existance. I made some choices that I would do differently e.g. I thought I REALLY needed Dentures right away, before I was healed and against the advice of my dentists. I should have listened. I still have the dentures, but if I had been more patient they would fit better than they currently do. I'll get a new set one day, but a lttle small 'g' grace on my part would have gone a lot farther. Turns out, I don't really enjoy wearing my dentures, even though I have a more normal appearance with them. I tend to only wear them to make OTHER people feel more comfortable. Or when I'm going to the Casino for Buiffet. That's when I really need good chompers. So anyway, that's my way to relate to your situation. It sounds like you are as prepped as you can be. And it looks to me like you are doing some fine work getting mentally and emotionally prepared. I gotta say you've always rocked a wig when you've played around with them so it feels like you have a well established fallback position. Thank you again for sharing and THE BEST of luck with the rest of Chemo!!! Forever Subscribed! John

[@snikers4eto]

you taking the time to update us on your personal battle against cancer AND make us laugh in the process just proves you are the coolest of all time. the shirt is also proof of this

[@ninadaggett]

I just want to give you a big hug. I went through several rounds of chemo for Leukemia so I feel for you and understand the sores on your lips/mouth and all the weird changes that happen. Look forward to more videos how you are going, but understand you may not be up for them often.

[@kaylinsmith6921]

Oh, Grace. I don't have cancer, but I have a *lot* of autoimmune stuff happening, and the side effects do overlap a bit. As a fellow cry puker, I feel you. One of the big things happening right now for me is that my hair is falling out at an alarming pace. Put my hair up in a ponytail the other day, and I'm like, "Oh, so I'm basically bald. Cool." It's a lot, what your body gives up because it decides it's expendable. I think of you often, and I really hope that things go well for you.

[@xliveinlovebabyy]

Hi Grace. Been watching you for over 10 years. Sending you so much love on your second treatment. You are so strong and amazing.

[@RockOutBritty]

Not gonna lie, this is your most honest and best content. I adore it. I love that you aren't shitting rainbows about it while keeping a really good attitude about it and putting your unique Helbig twist on it with humor and darkness at the same time. After watching you since my early 20's (I'm 37 now) I sort of grew up into adulthood with you, I really started to apply your embracing of the suck while also turning into something hilarious while not ignoring or nullifying my feelings. People have often told me that because I face both sides of things I bring comfort to them. I learn that from you and watching you do it about this particular rock in the path is very comforting to me. I don't know if that made sense. But I'm okay with it if it didn't I feel like you understand me. Do what content feels right for you but I absolutely have loved watching you start this journey and see your perspective.

[@MoonyMcMoonykins]

My partner had three different types of cancer AT THE SAME TIME. He survived purely out of spite, I think. You got this, we believe in you!

[@InnerBluePerson]

This is how I found out you got breast cancer, Grace, goes to show I need to update myself on people more 😐. I’m glad you’re getting treatment and moving through this with a sense of humor as is helpful in situations especially medical things like this. I hope for a full recovery and that you make it through this smoothly and… gracefully 😂… 😅.. I’ll see myself out, really though, I hope you’re managing well, and that you make it through this strongly, we love you and want you to be well. Much Love and Blessings.

[@MeltedToblerone]

i understand your secret excitement

[@reirae08]

“I can diarrhea and do a crossword.” 😂 Grace you’re the best. I’d love to see your version of Bo Burnham’s White Girl Instagram

[@fzzypurpleturtle]

This was such a great update - even the sad/tough parts. Thank you for being you, Grace ❤ I hope you feel strength and encouragement and love on those hard days 💕 Ps. Here’s what I’ve been up to - after 7 years as a SAHM I got a job as an elementary school librarian ! 💕 it’s been crazy switching to a regular day job but I feel very fulfilled with my choice!

[@saori8328]

Got me kinda craving for cottage cheese! Definitely appreciate you posting here on KZbin since I'm too stubborn to get TikTok. 😅 Thanks for all the content. I hope making it continues to help you even more than it helps us. You've got this!

[@Random_Viewer978]

Right there with you on the traumatic vomiting. It’s so bad! I hope it stays far away from you. Thank you for sharing your journey. Sending you all the healing vibes ❤❤❤

[@RudolfdeLang]

A course of chemotherapy usually takes between 3 to 6 months, although it can be more or less than that. The treatment will include one or more chemotherapy drugs. You may have the chemotherapy into a vein (intravenous drugs), or as tablets or capsules. Cycles of treatment During a course of treatment, you usually have around 4 to 8 cycles of treatment. A cycle is the time between one round of treatment until the start of the next. After each round of treatment you have a break, to allow your body to recover. So if your cycle lasts 4 weeks, you may have treatment on the 1st, 2nd and 3rd days and then nothing from the 4th to the 28th day. Then the cycle starts again. Or, as another example, you may have a 3 week cycle where you have treatment on the 1st and 8th days, but nothing on days 2 to 7 and days 9 to 21. I love you and much love

[@nothanks4367]

i had a dr appt and it was the first time i left my house in a while and i felt stronger or something and completely had a movie moment in my car belting ani difranco. it was such a huge small moment

[@itsgrace]

yes!!!

[@kendrickunlimited]

grace, for what it's worth, i shaved my head once and absolutely loved it. it's a very freeing feeling not to have hair. i'm so sorry that this is the circumstance in which you might shave it off, but i do think it would look great and be very empowering. sending you so much love as you continue this journey.

[@Chris.317]

Love you Grace ! Bec from Eamon and Bec had a very thorough documentation of her breast cancer on their channel ! I hope you can find solace in their videos

[@AeileonNOTW]

This video is very reminiscent of videos you made when I fist discovered you over 10 years ago but more vulnerable and it’s very comforting and helpful to have that feeling, especially now with how much garbage has happened collectively and individually in recent years.

[@jeremywalker2586]

Do your best to gain weight. I've followed you forever. Stay positive! You are loved ❤

[@brittnicolew3292]

I wish my dad would be open to watching these. He just finished his second round of chemo & is feeling very down about having to miss the one day he was going to try & work this week because he felt too sick. Sending all the good vibes to you & know that not only are these updates helping those diagnosed, but also the families of those going thru it too! ❤❤❤

[@missduni]

My mom has been through cancer 5x and I'll be through it too eventually, just genetics. I scheduled my obgyn and intend to get a mammogram. You might not know it, but being so open reminds us all to take it seriously and I thank you for that.

[@rachelkmartinez617]

I love you Grace!! I am thinking about you. In some of the unhappiest times of my life you’ve made me smile and so I will def always be here supporting you.

[@buraakcimci]

You’ve been with me for the past 10 years even at the shittiest of times, i’ll be here with you throughout this journey no matter what happens. You got this, Grace. Your positivity has gotten me through some tough times and i know it will do the same for you ❤

[@katiegee7551]

Just finished watching your video in my classroom, and looked up to see your “Electra Woman and Dyna Girl” poster on my wall. I use you as an example to inspire my students that they can be their own superheroes. Now, as usual, you’re continuing to inspire others. Thank you for all you do while you’re going through this fight. You are so loved and appreciated. You’ve got this, Grace! ❤

[@DustSeeker163]

You’re literally amazing! Also tell us how we can help!! My dad went through this a while ago and it freaking sucks, BUT you said it it’s temporary and you’ll be just fine in a couple of months! Do you want some book recommendations? Do you want terrible music? Just hit us up!! Stay comfy! You’re awesome ❤ and you’re loved!

[@itsgrace]

thank you! all forms of content recommendations are always welcome!

[@theambuhj]

Thanks for your vulnerability and sharing your experience with the good, the bad, the everything. I love that you are rewriting your story of fear to one of growth and strength. Gratitude is amazing, and I am glad you are seeing this as a good thing too. Praying for you and your journey

[@ashleyarvay]

I watched this in a Macdonalds parking lot, while eating Macdonalds, as a pregame before I go into an all natural fancy grocery store .. because if Grace Helbig has taught me anything in the last decade .. it’s about BALANCE! … surely this decision will result in some significant bathroom time later .. if it isn’t the consequences of my own actions!

[@itsgrace]

this is a beautiful visual thank you!

[@lindseyrose05]

I love updates with friends. Since you asked, I've been crocheting and leaning into my crafts in my 30s. You're kicking ass, Grace!

[@meghanjane9479]

My mom survived breast cancer ❤️ I'm trying to keep on top of it and notice any lumps but I'm only 28. You've helped me realize that cancer really doesn’t care about age. Sending prayers and love your way, Grace!

[@EvaWadzinski-nh3yl]

Hi! I’ve had a rare form of epilepsy (brain disease) for 13 yrs and had to have 3 brain surgeries. My hair was the first thing everyone complimented me on and was like an identity. I had blonde curly hair…and they told me I had to shave all of it YIKES was I on my phone figuring out how/what to do. I totally understand that fear and uncertainty. I decided to go to my hair stylist and I donated it and shaved it for the surgeries and have never had long hair again. I love it short! It’s terrifying and freeing, and also sucks too. Both can live and be felt at the same time. I do suggest if you decide to shave it to go to your hair stylist, I LOVE nurses, but they’re not hair stylist 😅. Thanks for sharing all the good and the bad ❤️

[@MaktubIsaSheep]

Yes, I DID want to know about all the side effects. Also I don't feel like I have to pee when I walk into my favorite store but I DEFINITELY have to fart. No matter the time of day or what I ate. So yeah, I really really relate

[@josephsnyder6401]

I grew up with Grace back when KZbin was a place of hilarity and not drama. And I hope she is okay.