Cheyenne Jackson: Depression, Identity & Broadway

Cheyenne Jackson's journey began as a closeted musical-loving kid in a tiny town in Idaho. He has gone on to star in 7 Broadway shows and a myriad of film and TV projects. He's currently co-starring as Mayim's love interest in their new Fox show Call Me Kat. In this episode, Cheyenne opens up and shares touching stories on how sobriety helped him define his path as he navigated depression, anxiety, and addiction.
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[@vjbhanson]

I’m sure I’m not the only one who feels this way, but somehow, someway, Mayim Bialik has become my best friend.

[@lizajane1878]

Me too! Love her open and nonjudgmental interview style.

[@MayimBialik]

Hi BFF!!! ❤️❤️

[@lizajane1878]

@@MayimBialik Hi YA BFF! ❤️

[@kaddysmith]

I want Mayim as my best friend! She is beautifully unique and we would have so much fun together!!

[@rosesmith6925]

Amy would be so excited!!

[@hjsimmer1742]

Cheyenne is an "old hollywood" talent in my mind. One of those actors who is legitimately multi-talented.

[@joannadickson]

Oh my gosh, yes!!!

[@lorraineanne8766]

My love for Cheyenne just grew exponentially after this interview. He lay himself bare and shared his amazing journey. And despite his success he's so humble and just so sweet. Also, this episode just proved why Mayim is a queen in the LGBTQA+ community with the way she defended Cheyenne about playing the role of Max. Another wonderful episode, thank you Mayim and Jonathan 💕

[@johncollins1884]

"Mayim Bialik's Breakdown" is awesome. I know "Call Me Cat" is wonderful but "Mayim Bialik's Breakdown" is equally critical! However, "Mayim Bialik's Breakdown" needs to be expanded and simulcast on Bravo or mainstream (with a TV rating of PG-14 or Mature) So that the conversation can maintain its richness and continue to be filled with depth and bypass the "false television sheen dance" This experience and level of expertise needs a full (daily or at the very least weekly) exposure to a mass audience somewhere. Because, it is so honest and engaging and filled with depth. (No Disrespect) Mayim is the Doctor that Doctor Phil McGraw wishes he could fulfill the perspective of on television. She is genuine without bombast or snark; nor is she passive aggressive with an overarching sense of look at my knowledge base; none of that. Instead, she looks at the truth, beauty, and the honor in each individual circumstance and life story. Please generally consider this suggestion, I hope it happens. Thanks - John Collins

[@Historian212]

@@johncollins1884 Yes to all of this.

[@EdCastlow]

I agree also. Wow he is amazing

[@fulanadetal7710]

Every time I see a Breakdown notification, immediately in my head: "it's Mayim Bialik's Breakdown, she's gonna break it down for you..." 🎶❤️

[@mollysmith1226]

Oh my goodness!! Me too!!!

[@emilymarsh3150]

i love that :(

[@darletemoraes810]

I Sing this song every day!!

[@vickismith9852]

IKR! Oddly, TBBT song was the same way for me.

[@MayimBialik]

Love that!

[@robertdimitrelis5567]

Mayim Bialik, smartest woman alive.

[@jampineda5378]

Agree!

[@sudsysutherland6714]

Lovely, but its possible to appreciate without putting your fear of mortality on another human.

[@jackiecauthron-schafer9554]

@@sudsysutherland6714 I do not understand what you’re trying to say. The comment didn’t indicate a fear of mortality at all.

[@collegeconvos]

Truth! What an extraordinary human she is!!!

[@jampineda5378]

I hope Jim Parsons will have an episode here, too.

[@Songs-lr4wt]

He might not want to share his personal life on air, as he loves to keep personal. BTW they both are close friends

[@user-vr5cb8ye8t]

BTS Suga would blow this show UP!

[@emeraldeyes8688]

These podcasts get better and better. The chemistry with you guys and your guests is always apparent. Down to earth and genuine - that is what we need more and more of, especially in 2021. Thank you for sharing yourselves like this with the world. 🙏🏻

[@tsismarikshutashvili8268]

I want to be friends with Mayim and have endless conversations about endless topics! Sending lots of LOVE! xxx

[@MayimBialik]

❤️

[@jprevatt]

@@MayimBialik I'll let ya in on a lil known secret...we share an EXACT BDay...same month, day & year...but I was born in Little Rock, AR One day I may get to meet you in person... HUGS gf 🤗🤗🤗💖🎉🎉

[@IamEnz]

Likewise I would love to pick your mind, share your birthday as well the 12th December

[@tsismarikshutashvili8268]

@@jprevatt that’s awesome ^^

[@joannadickson]

Since I was a kid watching Blossom, I've felt like she could be my older sister. As an only child, I wanted her as my older sister!! Heck, at 36 now, I'd still love her as a sister!!! These shows are great - I am so impressed.

[@cathyn7640]

I'm a straight cis grandma and I am so in love with this whole thing and all these people. People growing into who they really are, it's so beautiful.

[@mariaforzisi]

I'm a recovering Carb addict. Fell off the wagon last weekend. Had a pizza, chips, cheesecake, and rice. This is not a joke. It is a thing.

[@stevenrissman5133]

I’m listening to this and I totally understand. My problem is my drug is food. My wife after 43 years still doesn’t understand why I can’t sit comfortably at a table after dinner with food on it. I need to clean up or I’ll eat it all. Thanks for helping me more understand my addiction.

[@wilgoster]

...The beauty of restaurants

[@majigglesfriend]

Just catching up here. Interesting to see that I'm not the only one whose mind went to food to relate to Jackson's description of the obsession of the alcoholic. It is hard for me to eat and socialize because I am obsessed like that with the food. "Why aren't they eating that? How do they just carry on a conversation like there's not food sitting there?" I have to have rules about food. Clearing the table is helpful.

[@katharinesperandio3870]

As a licensed professional counselor and a counselor educator, I am so grateful that you have created this podcast. Thank you so much for bringing awareness to so many important topics regarding mental health. ❤️

[@dawnvega383]

We need to acknowledge we are all stuck in puberty and awkward. We never grew up. We are all pretending to be grown up.

[@wehoscotty123]

Other than her wonderful acting, this is the perfect format for Mayim, it's fun, insightful, and thoughtful. Thank you, Mayim.

[@tampatomtom1927]

I love how down to earth Cheyenne is. He is a great person in the community.

[@bettywith2girls]

This is soooo interesting. All of these "interview" shows by Mayim are absolutely wonderful.

[@jimflack9462]

The modern Marlboro Man. I was moved by this episode. What a life! Thank you all for sharing.

[@adriennerice8570]

I love Call Me Kat! It's a feel-good show that makes me smile, and I can relate. :) I hope it gets renewed for another season!

[@sirpercarde709]

I watched the first episode for Mayim and Swoozie but the Phil character steals the show! I've liked this actor evertime I've found him in a show but, sadly, always forget the actor's name.

[@csainphor]

I was diagnosed with ADHD as an adult and took meds; I was amazed on how other people see the world. I was able to get so much more work done. I stopped taking it when my new insurance caused my copay to be utterly ridiculous.

[@marktackett5949]

Mayim is amazing in the way she gets star struck, it’s like she doesn’t realize she is a huge star herself. I love her in this setting,she is so intelligent and calm it makes you relaxed. I’m am glad she has found an outlet for her true self ,it’s clear that she loves bing the Dr. and she is awesome at it.

[@Sandi-ke9mi]

I met Cheyenne Jackson at Drag Con in 2019. He is the nicest, sweetest, most humble person. It’s really nice to meet celebrities like that. ❤️🥰

[@Kaila999]

I think you should do an entire episode on adult ADHD.

[@MariposaRedimida]

Yes, please! I have to get an appointment with my Dr. About this and I haven't gotten around to it yet 👀

[@janisthompson9801]

@@MariposaRedimida lol and hah!🇨🇦

[@carrievangeertry8818]

Great idea!! Yes!!

[@Kaila999]

@@MariposaRedimida HaHa! Procrastination...one of THE hallmarks of ADHD. So you live in "Mariposa"?

[@traceymcgee261]

What an incredible chat with Cheyenne. He was so open and honest. On the ADHD discussion, I was diagnosed at 50. A lot of times, women aren’t diagnosed because they don’t present with the hyperactivity aspect of ADHD. My counsellor used the glasses example when explaining how medication can work for some people - that all of a sudden they see the world more clearly. Also, many people who are diagnosed as adults have developed their own coping mechanisms. I totally get the overwhelm of too much busyness and noise. My non-ADHD friends don’t get it, but it can be a lot. It’s good to see that people are talking about adult diagnosis and about medications being okay (there are many different kinds - not everything works for everyone). There are SO many co-morbidities with ADHD, as well as there being such a wide variety of symptoms, no wonder it’s difficult to diagnose. And there isn’t a ‘medical test’ you can take that will provide a conclusive answer. This was the first of your podcasts I’ve listened to. Can’t wait to check them all out! Thanks for being you! Nice to see (and hear) that you’re hanging out with a fellow Canadian! Hi Jonathan, from Halifax, Nova Scotia. 👋🏼

[@ardenevox]

Toronto, Canada in the house. Wow! Maybe my noise sensitivity is based in my ADHD. Lightbulb 💡!!! Also diagnosed late, the "inattentive subtype" is what they call the under the radar fuzz some women have. Am enjoying these and shout out to BNL for the great theme song and music.

[@basicmidwesterner]

I can't thank you enough for this episode. I was raised in a very cultish Christian church that did the same thing with making you speak in tongues and some horrible things happened to me. I know not all churches are like this, but I hope that parents really look at these churches and have talks with their kids on their feelings of attending these types of churches. ❤❤❤❤

[@lonm6433]

Me too!!! I hate it and I get so triggered by church talk to this day and that was 23 years ago. 😱

[@basicmidwesterner]

@@lonm6433 I do hope that you have received support since your experience. It triggers me, too. I'm just glad I'm not part of that and the hate that church had for many things that I proudly embrace. I can't even imagine how it would have been for my LGBTQ son if I were still involved in it. 😭😭😭

[@lonm6433]

@@basicmidwesterner yes, after a long 7 year fallout with my parents . We have worked through most of it. I am glad you are okay now too 🥰

[@vickismith9852]

I attended the Southern Baptist Church at my mother's insisting. That was bad enough. I recall covering my ears and pulling out eyelashes while listening to what a dinner we all were. Hell and damnation every week as the minister loomed from high above. I refer to myself as a recovering Southern Baptist if anyone asks. I am appalled by the stories many people share related to their church experiences.

[@vickismith9852]

Sorry, it should be "sinner"

[@t.p.3532]

He is such a beautiful honest person. Its so appreciated and it's made a difference to know others suffer and can find peace.

[@Latnman101]

Never compare your insides with other people's outsides. That has helped me so much in my growth.

[@jog8483]

I LOVE Cheyenne. Have liked him for a while but didn't really know his whole story. But this interview was interesting. What makes Mayim great is her ability to give the guests space to talk. A lot of people who are supposedly good interviewers interrupt, cutoff, talk over, try to make a joke etc.. All of which derail the guests flow. I could have listened to this another hour.

[@kerrygreenlees1102]

I had the very same experience in Surrey, B.C. Canada. I came out at about the same time in my life and felt all the same feelings. We were Christian Centre Academy. Unfortunately, I didn't have Cheyenne's talent or looks. haha. All ended well after I got sober and my parents ended up being my best friends. Thanks Cheyenne.

[@TheTripleEh]

Mayim is the only podcast where I can just as happily listen to the conversation as well as the ads.I will be so invested that I'm like, "ya ya existential crisis and childhood trauma, but also I do love some Hint sparkling water."

[@zsantis3831]

I have to remind myself that beauty standards differ around the world. I think we are hardest on ourselves. It’s so reassuring to hear a beautiful, famous woman express similar insecurities. It’s also nice to hear Cheyenne speak knowingly, yet humbly of his beauty. It’s ok to know you’re beautiful and he seems comfortable with it. ❤️

[@simmiurbanek5512]

Your description of the "ideal" man is spot on! Thank you for brining Cheyenne to our attention. Cheyenne, thank you for sharing your story!

[@rachelbink9453]

He is the sweetest. He is human. He is kind. He is the sweetest with his kids and hubby. And at first I wouldn't watch your show because I couldn't have Tom Ellis' Gary altered for me. I knew some of Cheyenne's work, and he is spot on as Max. Totally enjoyable and adorable. Watching this tore at my heartstrings for what he went thru. He was very brave willing to relive his awful experiences.

[@catherinemakohn6141]

Truly an inspiring story. It is amazing how incredible it is to hear the stories of other people. So much of this episode spoke to me in ways that I didn't even realize I needed it to and I think that is the point of this podcast. By hearing other's stories, we have the opportunity to work on our own and heal ourselves. Thank you to Cheyenne Jackson for being so honest about what you have gone through and for opening sharing your experiences with the world. It is remarkable and truly appreciated. Thank you to Mayim Bialik for creating a space for people to share their stories with the world. This is so important and needed in the climate of our lives and I am beyond thankful. I look forward to this podcast every single week. Thank you again to Mayim, Jonathan, and Cheyenne for this episode.

[@MayimBialik]

Appreciate your words. Thank you for listening each week ❤️

[@diannabogeart8468]

Omg I'm so obsessed Call Me Kat on tv and watching this on my phone. Mayim and Cheyenne make a wonderful team

[@hettiegrubbs]

“You are only as sick as your secrets.” Amazing interview, Cheyenne is wonderful!

[@Tulpen23]

I couldn't stop smiling while watching this ☺️

[@MayimBialik]

aww! well now i'm smiling :)

[@Katfire2012]

I love your openness and non judgmental attitude!

[@LisaWoodcomeflywithme]

Cheyenne you are a complete and total breathe of fresh, clean air. Thank you Miss Mayim for being open, for this program and for asking questions that aren’t always asked. I am soooo grateful and thankful for this show. Thank you OxoxoX

[@MayimBialik]

xoxooxxo

[@LisaWoodcomeflywithme]

@@MayimBialik thank you.

[@princehamdanbinmohammedalm3695]

That's really a good and interesting program, am speechless, Dabbling Goddess are you a fan?

[@Fabdanc]

I used to live in Spokane, when Cheyenne mentioned Dempsey's Brass Rail... brought back a lot of memories! It has since closed -- I think in like 09.

[@SeaTravelr123]

OMG. Cheyenne thank you for your honesty and openness. I’m still struggling with my sobriety. Hating myself but unable to stop. Mayim you’re incredible. I could easily just hang out with you. You’re kind insightful open and loving xox. Thanks for all your work.

[@MayimBialik]

Thank you for your kind words ❤️ Stay strong. You got this!

[@melainenicholson]

💜🥰

[@Lekha84]

I love this interview. I wish tv talk shows talked more serious issues with some light hearted issues. I feel like there is not enough serious questions asked. Cheyenne Jackson is such an inspiration. I love how he doesn't box himself in. He is so humble and grounded. I also love Call Me Kat. I love it because I feel like people can relate to the characters. I know that I can relate to the character of Kat. All the characters are unique and funny in their own special ways. I love all the characters on the show. I have to say, my favorite scene was when Max asked Kat to get a bite to eat with him and Kat says "Let me just go upstairs and change into something nicer." Max asks why and Kat says "Cause I just threw this on for work." What he replied back with, I thought was the best, "Are you comfortable?...Do you care what other people think of you?...Then let's go." I just love that scene.

[@adrianaavila8853]

Love that scene too! I love the show as well and when at the end they wave to the audience to signal that it’s the end of the episode is my favorite. When we see them all pop up from behind the furniture. So unique

[@ink6849]

Do not ever stop doing these. You are a true gem and power. Do not douse it. I have admired you since Blossom.

[@tampatomtom1927]

Both of you are so unapologetically yourselves. Thank you!!!!!!

[@Tantejuju65]

Inspiring. Lovely man.

[@lincolnsbrilliantabilities7923]

I AM Canadian 🇨🇦 And Mayim I've grown up with on 📺 now we are so pleased she has become an even Bigger "Kindred Spirit" we've all respected and her true personality shines through in everything she does. Canada 🇨🇦 🍁 and the World 🌎 adore and believe ❤ in your great heart. Thank you 😊

[@KristinM626]

This was the episode I was looking forward to most. Listened to it this morning & it did not disappoint! Can’t wait for next week’s episode

[@princehamdanbinmohammedalm3695]

Kristin Muhlenhaupt this was really interesting, what are you expecting in the next episode?

[@greghodgson8619]

I found this podcast a few days ago. Goodness. This resonated with me so much. I have been married for 18 years to my husband. An American fundamental Christian who turned his back on the church. We live in London. Met on business when he was here. Obviously. I started drinking a little too much a few years ago. I know this. Need to stop. There is an age gap of 14 years between us. Me being older. However, I am so in love with him and he with me but feel that there is nowhere to go now. I have had 8 days without drinking. Only 8 but it is a start. Here is to many more. Thank you Mayim and Cheyenne.

[@ThisIsMyDiary43]

I am addicted to this podcast. Wish I could be a guest about bipolar disorder

[@geosinara]

I watched this episode twice on spotify, now I'm here.

[@princehamdanbinmohammedalm3695]

Sinara Soeiro this program is really keeping me entertained this period of pandemic and I believe am not the only one, how is the pandemic situation in your country?

[@geosinara]

@@princehamdanbinmohammedalm3695 I'm from Brazil, the situation is not good. This pandemic triggered a lot of anxiety in my life. Be away from my family is killing me a little bit everyday.

[@princehamdanbinmohammedalm3695]

@@geosinara that's very sad and lonely, everything will be fine, you sound very emotional, I will like to chat with you, can you please send me your email?

[@janetta98]

You hit the nail on the head when talking about how our healthcare (mental healthcare) caters to those of means.

[@reberuth2335]

More in love with Cheyenne than I ever was....he hides nothing....awesome. Thanks for this podcast....

[@princehamdanbinmohammedalm3695]

Rebe Ruth this program is really keeping me entertained this period of pandemic and I believe am not the only one, how is the pandemic situation in your country?

[@robinsiciliano9084]

I wish I could hug Mayim, Jonathan and Cheyenne. Best humans ever and talking about the tough stuff and making it better and easier and doable. Well done guys!

[@kassi4837]

“I’m gay, I’m not a Christian, and they are not going to accept me” 💔 my heart is BROKEN. Particularly the not accepted part?

[@hchapman9517]

I will never be able to choose a favorite. All of these are brilliant and helpful and funny. I second all the folks who assert we feel a kinship and want to hang out with Mayim. This podcast is a silver lining of COVID closure.

[@MayimBialik]

Thank you!

[@MotherTerysa]

I live in Starbuck Washington, with population 152… you were so close!! Love your work Cheyenne!!

[@kathleenrichards1240]

I've been listening to the podcast from the very beginning. Now I'm watching on KZbin and enjoying every guest all over again!

[@leonardogarrido]

I found this show yesterday April 25th and I have already watched three interviews, love the format of the show and how Mayim is using her talents as a scientist and an actor. I watched Sofia with an F, Leslie Jordan and now this one. Its great to know that we see faces but with don't know life stories.

[@gloriouslyimperfect]

Im starting ADHD medication as an adult this week... thank you for talking about this.... My doctor asked a lot of questions where I found out I'd had put in all these coping mechanisms in to handle something I didn't even know I was doing! So much of what you talked about your experiences with ADD are very similar to mine! Looking at a menu is so overwhelming I always order the same thing or the same thing as someone else cause I can't look at it without feeling overwhelmed!

[@jamesbundy5533]

I loved this episode. While the Wheaton episode moved me because I could relate to much of what was discussed, this episode fascinated me. I love stories and viewpoints from other perspectives. Mr Jackson opened up and shared things that kept me so engrossed I had to pause and finish the episode after work so I could pay attention to the work I was doing.

[@lauralehinger3794]

Wow. I went to the same church as your brother for a while. The abuse was crippling for me and I'm just now starting to piece myself together. Thank you for speaking about it. Sometimes it's easy to think it's all in your own head, but knowing it was a shared experience is helpful.

[@susanaechavarria4743]

Love your program....!!! Always listen to you while i work

[@annettestonebraker1121]

💕💕💕 what a wonderfully open honest conversation

[@StephanieSoressi]

I got several notifications that you had a breakdown & I was SO worried!

[@idagreenfield8569]

Call Me Kat - wouldn’t miss it and it better be picked up forever‼️Love the podcast/KZbin /and every discussion point.

[@timothyjon8351]

Again Mayim, bless you for your passion, insight, and wisdom. Cheyenne, so much of what you shared touched me and brought back much of what I went through growing up in the church. The pearl that will stay with me is "You're only as sick as your secrets"...truth. Thank you both.

[@jennlands1884]

What more can I say but thank you Cheyenne. Thank you for being so honest and truthful.

[@daisydog4943]

I had NO idea that Cheyenne was gay! Mayim, as someone who gets overwhelmed at the grocery store, I use a personal shopper. The grocery stores here in Canada also shop for people for $3-$5 and all you need to do is pick it up. Easy and cheap. Love this show, especially the intelligence of the people who make it.

[@erinbrown6962]

Mayim always makes me feel like I am normal and it’s ok to have super hard ocd, and anxiety. Thank you Mayim for all you do!!!🙏🏼💕🌟. I very much appreciate you!!!🌟🌟🌟🌟

[@BMarPiano]

This is a wonderful podcast. Mayim is brilliant, honest, personable, and beautiful. Loving the interviews with great guests!

[@princehamdanbinmohammedalm3695]

Brenda Martin this program is really keeping me entertained this period of pandemic and I believe am not the only one, how is the pandemic situation in your country?

[@stevezehler5731]

I saw My Fair Lady on Broadway when I was 10. I was a little country girl from Virginia. I remember getting goosebumps when the overture started to play and was completely mesmerized by this amazing performance. I refused to get out of my seat during intermission for fear someone would take it. Many years later, I lived in Manhattan and had ready access to all things creative. But I never reacted to another performance like I did to that first experience.

[@viancabasas9856]

The constant listening/ watching and learning to this podcast for six weeks is what keeping me sane. Such a great podcast from great partners in crime! This may too sound demanding but, pleasee don’t stop doing this😭❤️ xoxo

[@JeffFreemanPresents]

United 93 was the first thing I saw him in. I was instantly smitten. This is the first episode of Breakdown I have seen. I am instantly smitten. 💜💜💜

[@ToniaStorie]

My favorite guest so far. Thank you for this.

[@elaineturcotte1043]

"You are only as sick as your secrets..." Wow, that made me think about what secrets I am holding, and its given me pause. I credit after-school movies for helping me understand early in my teen years that everyone is dealing with their own difficulties in life, even if you can't see what those are. It helped humanize others, and made me feel that we probably had more in common than they'd care to admit.

[@YanYankiKobby]

שלום מים, Shalom Mayim, I'm from Israel, I saw you in The BBT. I was an Orthodox rabbi - from the Hassidic current. I came out of the closet 7 years ago. Exciting to hear Cheyenne's story from Christian eyes. I have 5 children and 2 grandchildren and I am 42. Thank you for this video ❣️

[@lusineattaryan9397]

I have a whole new appreciation for Cheyenne Jackson, mainly because of his mannerism. Wow!

[@BaskingInObscurity]

This interview with Cheyenne Jackson was wonderful. Thanks to typical media overemphasis on celebrities' negative behavior (including things that are only negative because a few culture police say they are), I'd developed a less than savory opinion of him. In my own life I was fortunate enough to succeed in avoiding drugs as self-medication (bipolar II, adult ADD-not hyperactive), PTSD, high anxiety, evangelical upbringing, abuse survivor, as well); but many around me did not and I have deep sympathy given I've experienced the impetus if not the vice (I found other ways to self destruct). Anybody who can enter recovery and open up honestly and candidly about themselves and their mistakes is doing great in my book; so I only have back pats and congratulations for him after this interview, now that I have context for the human, not just eye candy and sordid headlines. Frankly I think I'd gravitate toward him in real life because he genuinely seems like a thoughtful and sweet man. And bonus that he's basically got all the attributes that catch my eye and mind the most (I'm not that picky, but hooray for fulfilled preferences. X-D ) Now I can just be a fan without being annoyed that I'm a fan, if that makes any sense. lol Peace and happiness in life to Cheyenne, and frankly all y'all. :)

[@doloresg6]

Took me several attempts to see this all the way through🤣 Glad I did because it put things into perspective that I had put in the back of my mind. I use to work at Disneyland and would have anxiety about working in the park. Having to talk to strangers was hard and now I don’t think twice about it. On occasion I would come across someone whose anxiety was worse then my own and being able to relate. I instinctively knew how to help people and offer suggestions to easy their doubts. That added to their day to stay. With less anxiety I would give them a list of things to do. To try to enjoy things other then rides and go on an adventure that few take the time to see things with me in mind. On occasion they would come back looking for me to share their days events. Mayim if you ever want to walk around the resort with a day friend. I’m your girl☺️

[@dennisjacksonmr.hat4664]

Excellent show... keep them coming

[@NinaS___]

What you mention at the very end here, might also be Sensory Processing Disorder, which can be linked to Asperger/Autism, but not necessarily.

[@princehamdanbinmohammedalm3695]

Nina Sørum this program is really keeping me entertained this period of pandemic and I believe am not the only one, how is the pandemic situation in your country?

[@stephanieleon5970]

A lot of times, there’s some crossover of autistic-like traits with ADHD.

[@juliajones2283]

This was such a so so interesting listen. I really enjoyed it. I look at Jim( who is gay) playing a straight character in Big Bang and Noah ( who is straight) playing a gay character in Schitts Creek. Both totally great and right for the roles. It’s not a thing anyone should even have to think about. Love this podcast Mayim. Xx

[@bradenmonroe3818]

This episode was quite the gym I stumbled across. As a gay man that was raised Mormon that suffers from extreme social anxiety and depression this spoke to my core. Thank you for being out this kind of content

[@rafaelapereira5377]

Thanks Mayim for being so perfectly imperfect and so strong in your fragility. YOU ARE A TRUE HERO!!! Because you are real. Love you, your are BADA***

[@princehamdanbinmohammedalm3695]

Rafaela Pereira you are right, this episode is really keeping everyone entertained in the period of pandemic, how is the pandemic situation in your country?

[@onerainiday]

Wow! Would have liked to have had this KZbin program in the early stages of my life. What a difference it would have made. However, it is making a difference now (at age 70 almost 71) I feel abrnormallly normal or perhaps not strange nor alone. I thought I was the odd woman out. I have watched so many episodes (not in order) and am looking forward to watching all episodes. Thank you for creating this as it is enlightening and insightful. It just makes sense of nonsensical. Mayim, Johnathan, Bev, and guests, you are the best. You make a significant difference. Love Mayim's laugh and the interaction betweeen each person. Better than the "stuff" on the internet or television. Shalom!

[@mariadelacruz1599]

She is a star but she makes you feel like you could sit down and just talk to her like you have known each other for years. I love these podcasts

[@user-ff8ck5bf8o]

Wow this episode was amazing! It made me realize many things about myself and I will be listening to it again😆

[@MayimBialik]

What did you realize!? If you're willing to share, I'd love to hear what it was, and which part of the episode helped ❤️

[@user-ff8ck5bf8o]

@@MayimBialik First of all, I must say I cried for a while after seeing you replied to my comment, I love you so much😢❤ and second of all, one of the most sagnificant things I realized about myself was about religion. Cheyenne said that he didn't feel like he belongs in his town where everyone were very religious and I very much identify with that. And the truth is that most of the time I hide the fact that I'm not even sure I believe God exists. I never told my parents how I feel and I know I should and I know they wouldn't be mad, but they will be disappointed and that's even worse. Hearing Cheyenne talking about it meant a great deal to me, knowing that an actor which I admire as much as I admire him has gone through a similar experience to mine is very important to me and it gave me motivation. Each and every episode of your podcast gave me motivation, every time I listen to one, I find out new things about myself and think about things more deeply. Thank you so much for this podcast, and thank you for being my greatest inspiration❤

[@esrnele]

Tuesday turned to my favourite day of the week because of you and your podcast..🙈 thank you for that!!❤️ And keep uploading new episodes 🐱

[@CanuckleheadHistory]

Mayim did an amazing job with this interview. You can tell that she and Cheyenne are truly kindred spirits.

[@klarichelle]

After watching this I just want to give Cheyenne and all the people who experience the same a big hug 🤗 thank you for this Mayim and Jonathan! Hoping for more episodes Plsss ❤️

[@MayimBialik]

❤️

[@klarichelle]

Love you and everything that you do Mayim ❤️ you inspire me a lot!

[@LaLa_ArtGal]

A thumbs-up "like" is completely insufficient. I need an ALL-CAPS YES reaction option!

[@MayimBialik]

Aw thanks!!!!

[@TheTrish60]

I just love Breakdown, I look forward each week for the notification that it is uploaded. Mayim is such a warm interesting person and has interesting people with education as well.

[@maureenrickgauer4878]

Love this one & found it so helpful to me. Thank you, thank you for what you do.

[@m_brokenleg]

Watching Chayenne it comes to my mind that learning to love oneself is “the THING” and the hardest and more difficult one. But when you get it is so fulfilling. You come to terms with yourself. To me is to be emotionally mature. From that moment on is when you’re able to give yourself to others. To love. To help. To understand.. Great #Bialikbreakdown as always. I stubbornly reccomend it to my friends and acqucitances on my Instagram! Btw, when he talked about his ability to sing low and high ranges, I remember your piano/singing duet at one Call Me Kat episode, in which he did the higher and you the lower range! Greetings from Barcelona! 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻

[@shabytin]

Thank you for your vulnerability and openness, Cheyenne! I adore you! :) Thank you for another wonderful episode, Mayim and Jonathan!

[@MayimBialik]

Thank YOU for listening each week! ❤️❤️❤️

[@shabytin]

@@MayimBialik of course. :) I love you forever!!!!

[@irahliwanag4154]

Another inspiring Mayim Bialik's Breakdown podcast episode ♥ I've learned so much and relate myself in so many ways. Thank you for your openness and inspiring story, Cheyenne! Thumbs up as a reaction is not enough, this podcast and Mayim and Jonathan really deserve love and support to strengthen this platform.

[@belladominick3250]

Thank you for this series !

[@bettyglick2679]

Loved this conversation!

[@robinsiciliano9084]

I love and respect the attitude of not boxing yourself in sexually or otherwise!! I think it’s hugely important to our humanity because souls are attractive regardless of male or female!! Freddie Mercury was the most commanding mesmerizing presence on a rock star stage and honestly so sexy and his being straight, gay or bi or whatever isn’t even an idea that factored into whether he is pure awesomeness!! I love love love that in anyone! Just being themselves and attractive and honestly the male and female of it doesn’t even matter. Cheyenne has that in spades and I am such a fan! Thank you for sharing him with us!

[@OneLoveRSR]

This conversation actually made me readjust my thinking on "beautiful people" and the perceived advantages I thought they had. I can totally relate to the concept of pregaming with shots before I attend a social gathering so I can "be myself" when others arrive. I've always assumed that if I was one of the "beautiful people" my social anxiety would be nonexistent and I would be able to just "be myself" because people would be more open to receiving me due to being "beautiful." I wouldn't have to numb that "fear of rejection" that's always in the way of me opening up. As it turns out, regardless of if I was beautiful person, I'd still have the same apprehensions as I do now as a non beautiful person... because it's all internal.

[@kellyconner8066]

Thank you SO MUCH for this, Mayim!