Childhood Sexual Trauma: My Story (Part 1 of 3)

[@broscosmoline]

"i' [feel] unworthy...but i really want to be loved, and i want to love other people" - such honesty about an elemental yet profound human need. who has not felt this at times? most of us are fortunate enough for such anguish to be transient; here, the wound of CSA made it an ongoing condition for Egle Maker.

[@rlb3726]

I might not have the right words. You are very couragous to speak out and don't allow the secret to keep you down! I am sorry for all children who go/went through such horrible experience which are so hard to shake off and overcome the copying mechanisms throughout their whole life.

[@EgleMakaraite]

Ro Bau thank you. ☺️ It was one of the braver things I’ve done

[@rlb3726]

@@EgleMakaraite I just can imagine.

[@krissyjalapeno4441]

I came across you on facebook. I just wanted to say thank you for sharing your story and also (we used to play neopets together) :D

[@EgleMakaraite]

Oh awesome! I love that you still found me all these years later! What was your username? I love the neopets days! Some of the best times of my life were spent on that website. :D It's truly an honor to share my story, so thank you for engaging with it. It means more to me than you know.

[@krissyjalapeno4441]

Egle Makar I went by an alias (Emily or em) n1njacore_emily was my main until it got frozen now I use b0ngalow lol I met some of my best friends on that website (Katelyn Allen, Adeline, Jee) I’m so glad I found you because I remember having some fun times back in the day :)

[@EgleMakaraite]

Kristin Black awesome! I remember Adeline and katelyn because I talked to them more but your username looks familiar too! I am so glad you found me. I do miss the neo days and I too made some of my dearest friends on that site. The avatar chat during our times there was legendary.

[@SocialStudiess]

As a male. I am going out of my way to listen to victims stories. Since males are responsible for 90% of these crimes. I believe males should learn from other people's expierinces. I don't know how else to learn or understand without listening and watching. I'll have daughters, neices and others. This is my way of helping prevent it from happenning. Thank you for sharing. You are teaching a lot of us. I'm sorry you went through what you went through. I have to say this though. Your spirit and how you think of the offenders even when they are on trial says something about you. You're a really really sweet person for that. I'm glad you turned out to be this way. Your emphasis on "forgiveness and compassion" are words and ways of thinking I wish more people still retained. Thanks!

[@EgleMakaraite]

Wow. Thank you so much. That’s so incredible. I genuinely appreciate that you’re seeking these stories. You’re wonderful for that and I wish more people did the same. And same. That’s why I think it’s imperative to share my perspective on it all, too. I want people to understand how it can impact someone’s life and some hopefully helpful ways to overcome this stuff. I want to live in a world where this doesn’t happen to anyone anymore.

[@EgleMakaraite]

Bell Gebrehiwot That’s cool! Thank you for sharing. :)

[@rachidghalem]

❤❤❤❤

[@jefferydoyle5276]

Ur a amazing young woman from JEFF

[@sirsticka9113]

I am some what the same.but it has made me be always mad with sex

[@jefferydoyle5276]

Ur a very beautiful young woman from JEFF