CHRISTINE IS HOME - please read the video description

Christine asked me to make this video if that time should come that she wouldn't be able to do it herself.
And sadly that time has come.
In honour of my fellow 'cancer warrior' and friend I knew so shortly....
Warm regards,
Ismaël Lotz
Filmmaker and friend of Christine Buske (a.k.a. Biohazard Girl)
/ ismaellotz
Chris' mom Carmen wants to make a video in the near future about what happend with Chris in the last few weeks. So stay tuned (it can take some time though).
If you have questions or if you want to sent some love to Carmen, you can by sending her an email;
[e-mail]
Thank you for the love and support.

[@KimberlyRottieMom]

I just found her videos but it was too late. Condolences to her family and friends.

[@Germatti13489]

I just also found them.😢

[@pfgtrust7376]

Me too

[@victoriajohn6693]

oh my stars me too! this is horrible.

[@RaechelleBennett782]

Me too--Sept. 8th. I AM SO SAD! My brother had the exact same cancer. The doctors actually told him he had 3-4 months to live. He beat all the odds and through research of our own, adapted a new lifestyle plan, my brother lived another 2 years and 8 months. How I wished I could have shared his journey with Christine. May she rest in peace. She had such a lovely spirit. 🙇🌹

[@jacquieharpole7042]

I just found her videos today. What a beautiful soul.

[@michaelnotigan7796]

And now, Ismael joins Chistine in heaven. Is it all a dream, this life? Are we nothing more than a passing breeze? My deepest condolences to the family and friends of Christine and Ismael. Know that they touched more people than they can ever know.

[@curiouslyme524]

Yes. Watching this moved me to tears. I never met either of these beautiful people but their passing is so tragic. They were both still young & had so much yet to do & experience in their lives. It's horrible that cancer robbed them of this. Very tragic. There are no other words. I wonder often what's the point of existing when ot's touched by so much suffering. Extremely sad...

[@mommystips9998]

​@@curiouslyme524he's also having esophogus cancer??

[@CCitis]

We surely are a passing breeze in time.

[@southernbelladonna78]

I watched her video "How I was diagnosed with Esophageal Cancer" and she was so upbeat and had such a great attitude and was really hoping to follow her story for awhile. Thanks for making this video for us. Rest in Peace Christine. ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤

[@kystars]

The same happened to me........ I watched the first one.. and I thought that things would be ok.......but then I wondered.. and looked at videos on her channel.. and saw 6 months ago was the last video......so heart breaking. Cancer is soooooo awful. I had skin cancer but it was found early.. but God bless this woman. I have to stop watching these stories.. there is hardly any good ones I see. it seems once you get Cancer.. its going to be a very difficult fight.

[@sleekoduck]

The survival rate is very low and I was worried about her outcome through the whole video. I'm so sorry for your loss.

[@barrymundi480]

Same here...very sad story.

[@sandgrownun66]

@@kystars I'm going to be honest here. I knew whilst watching her first video, that she wasn't going to make it. This cancer, the one which Christopher Hitchens had is not very survivable. Although, CH abused his health, by drinking and smoking a lot. Indeed, when I looked at Christine's other videos. The last was made also four years ago. It was hard to realize how quickly the disease took her. I recognized that she was in England, even though she was an American? Although, I don't know anymore about her story, at the time of writing this. Her first and last videos, are the only ones I've viewed so far.

[@khaleesisnow1683]

🙏🕊️🙏

[@ticklethypickle6368]

I’m devastated, she seemed like such a lovely person. I wish you all the best. Thank you for being her voice in this moment.

❤️

[@cinnie2543]

So sad to hear this. I only just saw her today for the first time. I was touched by her and feel I must have seen this for a reason. May God bless those who knew her with comforting memories.

[@angiemorgan8173]

Same...well, I found her channel today, not yesterday. My heart breaks after only knowing of this wonderful being for a couple of hours. Her misdiagnoses makes me angry, knowing if could have been helped sooner she may have likely survived, but I also know most doctors do their best and sometimes they get it wrong. May her story continue to reach, teach and help others.

[@cynthiacalderon2343]

I also just saw her for the first time today and I am shocked. Thank you for being her voice at this sad time. My best to her friends and family.

[@sharp5810]

My heart breaks for those who love her. I stumbled on this channel looking for answers about my own throat issue. I’m sorry glad she was willing to share her story with us! Thank you Christine 💕

[@sandgrownun66]

+cinnie2 "May God bless those who knew her with comforting memories." Why didn't your god, stop her being ill, in the first place?

[@erbigimbi9903]

Yes, same here, she had a real light about her. I get positively angry when I feel my doctor is "asleep" on the job sometimes. Don't worry if you feel you are being ignored, or not getting what you need, find another health professional, fast.

[@Cartia6269]

This is devastating. She was such an amazing and courageous person and will never be forgotten. RIP christine. You're no longer in pain.

[@carmenbuske3601]

Michael Thank you so very much for your very nice message, I'm Christine's mother, she was my only child, I have died at the moment, I was crazy about this very special person that was my daughter, I miss her every minute more, I cry for hours a day every day again, I just can not believe that I never can hear her or see her beautiful smile, she was the most caring person I have seen in my entire life, why should I stay alive? I lost all what I had, Christine had so many dreams, she loved people, she was really amazing, where she entered a room all was different, she was a bright light.I can not see life without her, she could have done lots of very important work for people, she was an amazing neuroscientist with a bright future, she got lots of citations on her name with only be 6 years with her Dr. Degree.Thanks again to have reached out.

[@bayoujd]

Carmen Buske GOD bless you. This breaks my heart.

[@pupmomrn4525]

@@carmenbuske3601 I too have lost a precious daughter and understand your pain. Sending you love and keeping you in my heart and prayers.

[@carmenbuske3601]

@@pupmomrn4525 nothing is worse!!! i'm deaht to,just can not survive this, it is a pain that no mother should go true! just the biggest sing that there is no God or some other miracles after death,

[@eggbenedict-gt7mw]

She is dead how will.ahe feel pain

[@INFJnaturally]

It is very jarring when you discover a very lovely soul in this life and then suddenly, you discover they are gone. She was sweet, lively, brave, honest, generous, frank, wise, and so very, very alive. And, I just got that from her initial video, which I just watched. And, now, I see she is truly gone. I don't believe in the end of life, but rather the movement through a door into something else. I think Christine is there ....having fun, sharing, making people happy, and growing. She most assuredly left a hole here because she had a massive soul. So generous in sharing her story which did so much good for so many, I'm sure. Christine, May you continue on your fabulous journey, with the wind at your back. May your friends and loved ones bear the grief and find happiness in memories of shared times. 🌿💛🌿🌷🌿💛🌿🌷🌿💛🌿

[@biohazardgirl7465]

Thank you Karen for this lovely comment -Ismaël (kzbin.info)

[@Fishingpov101]

She’s dead

[@romysv]

they have both passed now, so heartbreaking :( rest easy guys

[@-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-...]

I didn’t need to see this at the start of my day 😢😢

[@Oma788]

This video breaks my heart. Finding a friend to help you in your journey. I had squamous cell cancer in my throat and adenocarcinoma in my uterus. Uterine cancer came back and I was treated with radiation and chemo. I’m in remission for 2 years. I have a recommendation and that is to reach out to someone who is also fighting. Beat of luck to all of you who are fighting ❤❤❤❤

[@MariaGro]

I’m soo mad! When are drs gonna start listening to us patients! May she passed away in no pain. R.I.P 🙏🏼

[@laurashipp447]

Sometimes they even make one feel stupid, when you are telling them about your symptoms, like we don't know what's going on with our own bodies! Its ridiculous! Always get a second even third opinion. I agree with your comment.

[@sheliahughes]

So sad. Rip

[@Frey144]

💓✨🕊

[@aplainjaneproduction8285]

Doctors are seriously the worst! You'd think they would at least want to cover their tracks and do any diagnostic test available. But no, they were stuck on her not being a 55 year old male who smoked. Her life maybe could have been saved if they had taken her seriously. I've seen doctors like that myself and they should NOT be in the medical profession!

[@rcjward]

@@laurashipp447 I totally agree, Laura.

[@slimcatandme]

Almost the 4 th as anniversary of her passing. May she be flying high in heaven, watching her friends from the pearly gates Your memory lives on through her videos. Gone too soon. It's my 21st anniversary of surviving breast cancer

[@meahdahlgren6537]

❤

[@ladydi37115]

I am so sad to hear that Christine passed away. What an amazing woman. She probably saved more lives than she ever imagined by sharing her story. God bless that beautiful girl and her family. Prayers.💔

💙

[@kathypappas6867]

I'm just in tears . My heart hurts . I just found this wonderful lady tonight , and I find out she is gone . 💔 I am so deeply sorry , for her , her family and friends. Just from watching her videos I know what a good person she was , and I have complete faith she's in a good , loving place . My whole family is gone , and I know they are in a wondrous place . It's us left here that are hurting and never the same . Sending my love and prayers. Bless you all . 😔

[@corazonkimber4747]

May you rest in peace Christine. Beautiful soul and woman.

[@vibemusictunes9636]

My God. I just saw her first video. RIP Christine ❤️🙏🏽

[@biohazardgirl7465]

Yeah I know.... Is there a way to do this differently do you think? It's a shock I realize.... - Ismaël (kzbin.info)

[@ROCKSLIDZ]

@@biohazardgirl7465 I think maybe the shock of Christine's death will help share her message. I wish you peace and health and healing

[@ktee6370]

@@biohazardgirl7465 Ismael I hope that you are fine

[@peachmelba9333]

ISMAEL- Thank you for being her friend- May God grant her ✌- Her story needed to be told. My 1st cousin died of this horrible disease.

[@jamesmowry8266]

RIP Christine💔. Your videos were so inspirational. You will be missed 😞.

[@Arieeeee]

I just saw Christine's "How I was diagnosed with Esophageal Cancer" as well and it's so sad to hear she passed. My first reaction was "She looks healthy so it looks like she beat it" and I was going to check for more recent videos and then saw some comments that mentioned her passing. All cancers are bad but Esophageal Cancer is a special sort of monster. I guess google recommended the video because I've been a long-time acid reflux sufferer and despite treating it, anytime I eat or drink something and it hurts my esophagus my thought goes immediately to cancer but in her other video Christine said that she never even had reflux so it's especially cruel for her to get it. Thank you for posting this and RIP. I've only known of you 15 minutes and you've already made an impact.

[@margaretflood4811]

As others mentioned I only saw her for the first time yesterday and was impressed by her strength and sad at her misdiagnosis. She seemed like a fierce warrior and I am so distraught to find out she passed, as I was praying for a positive outcome. RIP CHRISTINE!

[@gingerhunny]

Cancer sucks! From a cancer survivor, I am so sorry.

[@nicolacarmichael658]

So sorry to hear this news. A lovely positive compassionate and vibrant lady taken many many years too soon. Much love to family and friends. I will always remember Christine.

[@socrates5135]

Ismaël this is a beautiful tribute to Christine. Unfortunately, I discovered her channel after she passed away, but I viewed each video to follow her story. It is moving that in her last moments she was thinking of her viewers and asked you to do this for her. Thank you.

[@margaretdevore1815]

I am a recent Stage III esophageal cancer survivor and just found Christine's channel... but sadly, too late. I am so very, very sorry to hear of her passing. This cancer is so brutal and so very hard to diagnose early. I got lucky. I pray that more people will heed the warnings of acid reflux and difficulty swallowing, and that scientists are able to develop better early diagnosis tools soon. God bless, peace, and comfort to her friends and family.

[@biohazardgirl7465]

Thank you -Ismaël

[@pandapower5902]

how bad was your acid reflux? I've been having it for a while on and off for years now but recently it has been worse and I've had to take more medication again, the past week or so. I am scheduling an appt with a GI because I have atrophic gastritis anyway so that worked out in a way. But now of course I'm thinking about my esophagus as well.

[@margaretdevore1815]

@@pandapower5902 I was diagnosed with gastroesaphageal reflux disease (GERD) ten years prior to my cancer diagnosis. At the time, my acid reflux was most prevalent at night and my GI doc recommended I do a 7-day course of OTC omeprazole when it flared up. That worked for many years. I usually only had a bad episode of acid reflux once every couple of months. But in the last year before my diagnosis, I was under a lot of stress helping take care of my father and my diet was terrible. I gained a lot of weight and the acid reflux became a constant problem for me. When I finally saw my GI doc, he said I had likely been suffering with undiagnosed Barrett's Esophagus for more than a year, which is what led to the cancer and the development of a large tumor blocking my gastroesophageal junction. I hope you get good news from your GI doc, and if possible, request an upper endoscopy so he can look at your esophagus and set a baseline for future concerns.

[@pandapower5902]

@@margaretdevore1815 wow, your story is so similar to mine except I havent had an endoscopy yet. I am definitely going to be asking the GI doc for a scope though because I also have pernicious anemia, which is basically a precancerous condition in itself and can cause intestinal metaplasia. About 3 years ago I had high acid from my GP and to try the two week omeprazole treatment and so I did and it really helped with some nausea and fast motility issues I had been having. Also coffee really doesn't help people in that situation but I just couldnt quit the habit, I just felt like coffee has all of these other health benefits that must cancel out the bad effects that I only had occasionally. Anyway, I was diagnosed with pernicious anemia a couple of weeks ago and so now I can get a scope. I have been taking care of my mom who has dementia and been stressed out and eating chips and ice cream more than I should, and gained about 20 pounds, and I'm very short so that's like 50 pounds for a tall person. Ive been having a more severe acid reflux flare up for the past week and it has me concerned. I also had problems swallowing some soda water in the middle of the night the other day, like it was stuck going down, but I also had taken several HUGE gulps, like maybe it was a shock?

[@EddAteMyBacon]

Lucky you had the money to heal that and it costs tons. I dont even have 1000, im broke i can only pray so that its not that 😢

[@marshallwade9040]

Just watched a few of her early videos today. What an amazingly brave and upbeat human being. I can't help believing that she'll be back again some day to do even greater things for others.

[@teresa2638]

I am so very, very sorry. I had only been following for a while but Christine had already made an impact. Huge condolences to you and her family. XXX

[@balackjack42]

I will always remember Christine although I never did really know her. She was a beautiful person and helped me out a lot. RIP Christine.

[@cameronbutler7512]

So so sad! What a very brave person to share this with us. RIP Christine!

[@sewsewsewist785]

So heartbreaking. I am so sorry. I can tell she was a sweet kind person. Taken way too soon. Thank you for sharing this lovely video of your beautiful friend.

[@AllForJag]

I send my condolences to Christine and her family. Christine was and will forever be an incredible individual who was kind and courageous till the very end. Thanks so much for sharing your story.

[@BLFulle]

May God bless her for sharing her journey with us. I'm so sorry she didn't make it but I wonder how many lives she may have saved by by making these videos. What a beautiful woman she is.

[@justnursejen12]

This video is beautiful!!! RIP Christine! Praying for all those suffering with cancer! Xoxoxo

[@patriciawakefield169]

oh goodness....that was such a quick diagnosis to passing, and to someone so young...and seemingly healthy. Thank you so much for making this well made video and God Bless you in your cancer struggle. Sorry for your loss as well. RIP Chris. Condolences to your family and friends. You seemed like such a bright light and your messages were so well conveyed.

[@karend169]

I just saw her fist video today. The video was about her telling her audience, that she was recently diagnosed with cancer. I thought to myself, she seemed so positive, and had such a big smile that pulled you in. So I came here, wanting to follow her. I am sad I didn't find her story sooner. Such a lovely woman taken too early.

[@ncsquared1006]

You are an AMAZING friend...we can only wish we have the blessing of being able to share someone like you in our lives.

[@TheMillicentgray]

I am so thankful you gave us the opportunity to know you, Christine. You were funny, feisty, strong, beautiful and all around amazing. I am very sad you are not here with us. But I am,happy you will suffer no more. RIP Much love to your family

❤️🙏🏽

[@ceeceediamond323]

Wow. Prayers to you and her family. She’s smiling down from heaven. God bless. This gave me chills. I have survived cancer and now another type. So it’s encouraging to know that spreading info is from an angel. Thank you.

[@HappyComfort]

Thank You so much for sharing this! She was truly an inspiration as are you!!! 👍🥳🌷

[@mcgillicutty9256]

Her honesty and realness came thru her videos. Her family should be so proud. I wish her family comfort during this tough time.

[@trishayamada807]

I just subscribed today! I am so, so sorry. RIP Christine I wish I knew you. But I’ll keep your memory forever. 💐

[@karenmacphee9186]

I’m so sorry for our loss 😭💔 I just found her channel today and subscribed. She is still changing lives 🙏💖💐

[@larasikora5534]

I've just came upon your videos and ive been having some problems...and to know your gone. From earth now i wasn't expecting this and thank you for making these videos ....Beautiful Person fly w the Angels....

[@morethanablog]

I just looked up esophageal cancer, because I have been going through some of the same symptoms & early experience with doctors not knowing what's going on, and just watched her first video 15 minutes ago. I was already rooting for her (and frightened that I may have it too - which I will mention to my doctor my concern next time I see him) and her bravery was so inspirational and I was reading the comments and discovered what happened.... Now, I am so heartbroken to see this video right after her first one. Thank you so much for being a great friend to her. This video was so moving. I'm beside myself . May her soul rest in Power. You will be missed, Christine. And if perhaps I may also have this condition, thank you for bringing it more to light for me and to others so that we may have more of a fighting chance. I feel like I just lost a friend I just met. Again, what a brave and inspirational human being.

Thank you for you kind words. I know that feeling of loosing that friend you just met. I hope you will be fine and that the doctors can give you good news. 🙌🏽🙏🏽💙

[@ifyouranushadaface9460]

How are you doing now?

[@reasontobelieve7412]

I m in tears. I just discovered this channel. This is a message to Carmen: Madame, you can be so proud of your beautiful daughter ❤ I want to let you know that my heart thoughts and prayers go out to you and your familly Love from Paris ❤❤❤

[@jazziscool82]

I just found and subscribed to your channel today 😥 before watching this video. RIP ❤️

[@kathyakamimi4989]

I’m so sorry to hear of Christine’s passing. She was a ray of light filled with joy and positivity fighting an evil force. Rest well beautiful princess and know that you won’t be forgotten. My heart is heavy.

I have that same heavy heart Kathy. Thank you for being there for her ❤️

[@kristenfuller9168]

@ my EA teacher to liver cancer 😢 i commented on this channel on another video of hers to tell her that i think my boyfriend has the same to think. I was hoping she would reply but somone else comment and told me that she died sorry for your lost 😢 i want to tell her that my teacher died of liver cancer 😢💔

[@dkendrick59]

Thank you so much for sharing this with all of us who have been following her vids, be well and joy filled 🙏💕

It is my honour ❤️

[@kimalmond]

Thank you for your support and light. Rest in peace

[@stevemueller4942]

This courageous, beautiful and brave woman is my hero. She is and is going to save lives by doing these videos. What a beautiful soul of a woman xxx❤💛💛💖💜💙

[@magicwood2360]

This was really beautiful ❤️ she seemed like a very positive bright light . Much respect and love to you both h ❤️♥️

[@shonaosmond4886]

OMG no!! She was such a beautiful soul, I just can’t believe it.... Ismael, thank you for posting this to let us know. I send you best wishes and hugs from Canada 🇨🇦. RIP Christine, you are missed tremendously.

Thank you Shona! ❤️🙏🏽❤️

[@pd9094]

I am so sorry to hear that Christine has passed away ... I just found her video about esophageal cancer and it was so pertinent to my current health issue, I was hoping to follow her success story. The truth is, in watching her video, you could obviously see her intelligence and compassion to the human reality ... she touched a nerve with that video. I would've loved to have met Christine - she was inspiring and hope she RIP.

[@Dj-ws9rj]

so sorry to hear of her passing, I too just came across her channel, what a lovely inspiration..rest in peace dear lady

[@leticiagomez-young8836]

Thank you! God bless Because of one of your videos that popped on my feed, I went to get checked, got results and I’m fighting an intestinal infection.Being treated aggressively. Time will tell if I can heal. Thank you.

[@irisyajairabenford5923]

I just found the first video of her ! I was just diagnosed with Barrett syndrome and started looking for videos to educate myself thanks to this I will not let up or allow my dr to put me off i also have hiatal hernia and cancer history in my family so I will fight !! Thank you Christine!!!!

[@reneeelias7168]

So sad. To have this end when she had been going to a doctor for so long before being diagnosed. So unfair. She seemed to b a. Genuine lovely person.

[@Catlady1210]

Same thing happened to a young youtuber Sassesnacks. She had stomach issues for years and knew the doctors were not looking deep enough. She sadly passed on months ago to pancreatic cancer. Im a very sickly 35 yo mother who is scared for my life because with 4 autoimmune diseases and careless physicians I feel my end is near. I am so weak and bedridden most the time and the doctors do not care.

[@reneeelias7168]

Dawn S lifes not fair but GEEZ sometimes its just wrong!

[@angelaferrario6031]

I am fighting myself stage 4 metastatic colon cancer with chemotherapy..... it is not easy: keep my job, taking care of house chores and a son who's autistic. However I try to find joy in the small things in life such as dinner with a friend, my passion in making jewelry, watching movies and reading. Sometimes I feel that life is not fair (cancer came back multiple times and I had four surgeries, but lungs mets are not operable) especially after chemotherapy a treatment that devastates your body and soul but keeps you alive..... On the other end focusing not on myself but on people and living creatures around really helps me to dilute the emotional pain. I am trying to be the best person each day because you never know when my journey will end.....

[@angelaferrario6031]

Busty Blonde Beach Bunny Thank you 💐

Thanks for sharing and all the best Angela!

[@yellowcatgirl]

Christine may be possibly helping me right now, I am very thankful for her informative video. I am dealing with health symptoms that I just can't find anything online of anyone having a similar story at all, and Christine's informative video on her experience is so so very similar to me that I feel confident in making sure my doctors don't brush me off when the time comes, or slack on my ultrasound. Thank you christine 💝💝💝

[@janetmonahan6904]

I am so sorry to hear that Christine lost her battle. I just recently found her videos. I lost my husband to the same kind of cancer. My heart goes out to her family.

[@fayejordan175]

Janet Monahan I lost a brother to that type of cancer.

[@msseadreamers]

Oh my, I just found her first video and I left her a message and a prayer. So sorry she passed. However, if not for me running into the first video I wouldn't be planning on going to a doctor as soon as I can. I am currently suffering from not being able to swallow, even saliva and having bad hiccups. Like Christine, I've had the barium test and I thought it couldn't possibly be cancer until listening to her. I pray it's not cancer but I'm so glad to have found her video because now I know what test to ask for. She's still helping people even after she has left this earth.

[@biohazardgirl7465]

She is dancing in heaven knowing this that she helped people like this. I hope the best for you Msseadreamers Thank you -Ismaël

[@zoomla2187]

Very heart touching and beautiful tribute Sir❤

[@johncourt9580]

RIP Christine,💖 my condolences to your family and friends, at this very sad time. I've only just found your channel, and your brave story will go on to save many lives. My partner died three weeks after being diagnosed, which took a year and a of a lot of symptoms, including back pain. Her tumour finally burst.

[@andrewericson919]

So sad and sorry this has happened. I was diagnosed with barrett's esophagus just recently and I'm only 34 and seeing her story encourages me to stay on top of my condition

[@WaterBottleBlues101]

Christine, you will never be forgotten, you inspired millions of people. You are brave and courageous. 💗

❤️🙌🏽

[@brendaruane9582]

What a lovely person you are ! Thank you for doing this video .I wondered what was going on .it sure puts things in perspective . Christine was beautiful spirit .

Brenda Ruane 🙏🏽💙

[@Whendidweloseit.]

I just watched her first video. I'm crying at this one. I clicked to see her videos and follow her in her journey. Sadly it's already ended. You were so hopeful and up beat. You reminded me of my mother. She passed away from cancer in 2015. RIP Christine

[@redrockermom0630]

I just found her video, it showed up on my feed, which hit me because my mother died almost 6 yrs ago from esophageal cancer, she was stage 4 as well fought for 9 months! The very unfortunate part of this form of cancer is when symptoms begin...it is usually to late. RIP to this beautiful young women! My heart goes out to her family and friends!

[@Nordikelle]

RIP. Such a beautiful young lady.

[@chant2day]

I just found her videos tonight and found them sad but inspirational. So a it was quite a shock to hear you say she died. Your video was a special tribute to her life. Thank you. I will now chant for you so you can carry on and find healing and peace Take care

[@biohazardgirl7465]

Thank you Colette-Ismaël (kzbin.info)

[@TheFrnchrn99]

Just watched her first video this morning then discovered this one. Thank you to Christine for sharing this part of her life and sharing her experiences to help others. God bless her. Prayers to all who loved her.

[@biohazardgirl7465]

Thank you -Ismaël

[@lisaroseuk]

Oh... I am so sorry to hear this news, she was an inspirational, beautiful soul. Sending all her friends and family love and positive thoughts xxx

❤️

[@msgooodie2shoe_shar298]

Just ran across her video and was like yes I’m definitely following she’s such a sweet soul only to fine this 😢💔 so sorry this happened to you Chrissy 🥺

[@msheidiyodel]

You did a beautiful job! Thank you for doing this for her!

[@biohazardgirl7465]

Thank you Heidi -Ismaël (kzbin.info)

[@tracie1219]

🙏🏻 Thank you 🙏🏻 I found her videos as I myself have been on a journey to discover exactly what is happening with my esophageal problems. The lord works in mysterious ways, your story has moved me to continue my own inquiry. Shared experiences even ones as difficult as what she must have endured are so powerful and have impact. My symptoms are nearly identical to what she described. There is legacy in these videos and I thank her family for allowing them to continue.

[@robinbourgault86]

Oh my god.....I just click on her 1st video, watched, and thought I’d follow her journey. Then to see this tragic news....😢😢😢R.I.P. Christine, your video has inspired me to pay attention to symptoms and trust intuition. Deepest condolences to your family and friends. I will watch the other videos, and hope to share your story.

[@biohazardgirl7465]

Thank you Robin -Ismaël (kzbin.info)

[@gia9551]

When I saw this video, all I could say was wow. I only recently discovered Christine's channel but this is still so heartbreaking. You have created such a beautiful tribute, and under the stress of fighting your own battle, this is truly admirable. Thank you❤️

Thank you Gia. It really is heartbreaking.... To read the support the followers of Christine is heartwarming,. Thank you again ❤️🙏🏽

[@gia9551]

Ismaël Lotz you're very welcome. I've subbed to your channel as well I would be honoured to follow your journey as well

[@elizabethespinoza4779]

Thank you for doing a beautiful goodbye video for your friend

[@DanGerRus]

I just found this channel. I was so hoping she would beat the cancer. My deepest heartfelt condolences to her family and friends.

[@ferretisland2945]

Lovely tribute for a lovely person🌺 Thank you. May she rest in peace and fly high with the angels💜🙏

[@rachelharris725]

Her first diagnosis video came up on my feed tonight as I lay here sleepless, stressing about my PET scan tomorrow morning. I am 3 years out from stage 4 nasopharyngeal cancer that spread to my skull base and neck lymph nodes. I am so sad to hear she passed. I deal with such survivors guilt every time I hear a story like this. I had an egg sized lump on my neck and nose bleeds that would soak a pillow, but the doctors couldn't find anything wrong with me either. I was 36 years old. It took husband rushing me to the hospital and yelling at the doctor to do anything. I spent months in icu, ate via a feeding tube, and I am still and likely always will be disabled. Chemo induced nueropathy, kidney failure, radiation fibrosis to my neck, face, and shoulders. I cant open my mouth very much, so eating and speaking is painful. I can no longer drive since I cant turn my head. Still in physical therapy. And then the anxiety of waiting for it to come back. I hate cancer.

[@barrybrennan2135]

Wishing you strength and healing.

[@rachelharris725]

Got my Pet scan results...still in the clear.

[@josephgibbons1631]

I found her vlog tonight and I knew this one was coming. Christine....you are an inspiration. Powerful stuff.

[@josephavila69]

Bless Your Heart & Soul, RIP, I just too just came appone Your Story and Videos, And I too am being Checked Out for Esophahues Issues. Thank You for Offering Your Insights and Your Story. Your KZbin Friend Joseph 🌹🌹🌹

[@vermont1023]

I just today found this site. God Bless Christine and hope your now at peace. Prayers to you .

[@TotalTech_]

I found the video late but I am sorry for your loss She seemed like a really amazing person

[@LoveMoxie36]

I just found this today and clicked hoping she would beat this cancer. I lost my husband April 19, 2010 to esophageal cancer as well. He was 43 and symptoms ignored by doctors. My heart goes out to you as I know the pain.

[@robinright825]

I just discovered Christine’s videos a week or so ago. Her story grabbed my attention as she had esophageal cancer - the same cancer that my paternal grandmother succumbed to over 50 years ago. I was so positive Christine would conquer her illness, surely in 50 years there had to have been great strides made to improve the odds of winning this particular type of cancer. I am so so sad to learn she has passed away. I’m angry too. It’s so unfair for such a beautiful soul to be robbed of so very many years of living she still should have had. My most heartfelt condolences go out to all Christine’s family and friends. I only spent a couple hours getting to know her through her videos and yet I feel the hole that is left by her passing. Certainly all of you who knew her so much better and longer must have a cavernous rip in your hearts and lives now that she’s gone. So sad.

[@dizaved6052]

I fell onto this channel researching my own esophageal issues and it really emotionally affected me. This is not a movie, it is real people and how we deal with unfortunate events. I found it really sad but also beautiful how wonderful a person she was and what wonderful friends she has that would make a video tribute for her. It really realigns one's perspective of the world and focuses on the things in life that really matter and those that we complain about which don't matter at all. God bless Christine's family and Christine in heaven. I hope that everyone who watches these videos can take something positive out of this sorrowful story.

[@deborahmckinley4732]

God bless Christine and thank you for sharing this.

[@biohazardgirl7465]

Thank you -Ismaël (kzbin.info)

[@harrysmith3502]

I am shocked... I only see her video today on my feed and kicking ass!! Checked her videos to see how she’s coming along see this. I never knew her but I will remember this 😥

[@coasterkat4432]

So sorry to hear this. I just discovered her videos. Thanks to her for sharing her story so hopefully someone else will be able to advocate for themselves if in the same situation. May she Rest In Peace.

[@vga1232]

That's so sudden (for us), she was positive and didn't really discuss prognosis or a potential death in the channel 💓 Thanks for your video, I will visit your channel now.

VGA iT was very sudden yes 🙏🏽💙

[@paula3280]

Such a brave beautiful soul! Rest in peace Chris♥♥♥♥and to you friend, thank you for honoring her wishes♥

It's is my honor Jeepergirl, thank you

[@lindadoe1]

Thank you for your pure honesty. Your bravery in sharing your journey. Rest peacefully in heaven. God bless your journey,

[@maddeusdoggeus1]

Thank You For Sharing and Helping Others. ❤️

[@MissScrapAlot]

My father was diagnosed this past August with stage 4 and is dying .....he started having symptoms in April but couldn’t be seen due to covid so he passed it off as old age.....now he is doing chemo to have a year....but only after 5 treatments is considering stopping....he would have 4-6 months......it’s devastating to watch anyone slowly and painfully die from cancer.......I am glad she is now pain free!

[@rcjward]

I’m so sorry about your father’s illness. I wish your family strength, health, and prayers.

[@kellystevens4267]

Im so sorry Anne. My fiancé has it also. They caught it early. Stage 2. He did the chemo and radiation. Had his esophagus removed end of December now doing the immutherapy. They say that bumps up his chances to around 40% survival at 5 yrs. Its so hard watching someone you love go through this.

[@denaycarroll5073]

Rest In Peace sweet girl. Gone too soon from this world.

[@franciscolealgonzalez1333]

What a devastating illness. It is so sad. May she rest in peace! And as per the brilliant maker of this video, please get well, you are an amazing artist and I'm sure a more wonderful human being. Be well!

[@tracysirna7719]

Thank you for sharing your story. You were beautiful and brave. Your spirit will be missed.

[@timschultz7072]

I just found Christines channel as I have been worried about my own symptoms for awhile now. I’m so sorry to hear of her loss. I’ve put off going back to the doctor for an endoscopy for almost 2 years out of fear. After watching Christine I feel as though I need to follow through and be checked out. May you find peace in knowing she is an angel still and inspirational. Much thanks to Ismael and hoping for the best for him.

[@PMTB2005]

I came across your comment and you said exactly how I feel, I’m scared to go see the doctors, I say I rather not know

[@rubisanisio2595]

This breaks my heart!! RIP. You are no longer suffering.

[@susancollins6805]

Wonderful lady so deeply sad to hear this. But I'm sure In a much better place now. Love to your family and many friends during this most difficult and sad time .you must be so very proud of your daughter. Remember God only picks the best flowers for his garden . Sending love and healing light to you blessings Susan west Sussex UK xxx

[@sunshinesher]

So very sorry to see this. While I didn't follow Christine's story, I came across it last night. I watched all of her videos. What a very beautiful person inside out.