LET'S CATCH UP! DIALYSIS AND FISTULA AND IUD OH MY

[@zviLikesTV]

You’re really sick and most of your subscribers and patrons will understand that at the moment. If you can’t make stuff for us, that’s ok. If you feel the need to make stuff for us, now is the time for easy. I don’t know what’s easiest for you. For me, it would probably be reacting To TV show episodes or Book chapters. Maybe you just want to film some art making and do a voice over of sped up footage. Maybe you want to react to other people’s art videos. Maybe reviews are what’s easiest. Maybe react to art that you can see online, like from the library of Congress or whatever. Maybe just do some story time. Whatever’s easiest

[@ADHDqueenB]

💯!!!

[@jwatson11]

Cindy I've been watching you since you threw your bullet journal in the freezer at the end of 2019. Just having you checking in and to see that you're OK is more than enough right now. Go easy on yourself, we'll keep ourselves occupied rewatching the chaos washi destash and all the other joyful things you've brought us ❤

[@leahmckee3906]

Ok, now I'm going to have to find that video

[@jwatson11]

@@leahmckee3906 which one? 😂 kzbin.infoQfKWIGZmw0I?si=RRznB6g9e3lUarZK Washi

[@jwatson11]

@@leahmckee3906 kzbin.info/www/bejne/jZ6YnIaprq97l9ksi=PGCZLy1CbuAYRE7o Bullet journal hatred ft. freezer

[@blindaurora]

Oh good idea!

[@OMGItsHER4real]

​@@leahmckee3906it's a part of vlogmas 2019- I hate my bullet journal

[@debbiesue215]

Cindy, you need to take care of yourself and not worry about KZbin. Your fans will wait for you until you feel like you can return. Your health is the most important thing . Wishing that all this craziness slows down and that you feel better. We'll wait for you 💖

[@amyandregina]

WOW, Cindy, that is a lot. Lifting you, your hubby, the kids and all your family up in prayer (as well as all your medical team)!! Show up when and how you can - just like this video. I admire your vulnerability and thank you for sharing!

[@suzisaintjames]

A couple of videos ago, you mentioned the Jessy was worried that you might not survive these surgeries. I'm just soooo grateful that you did. Thanks for the update. Sending lots of love 💖 from sunny 🌞 Arizona 🌵. Take care of yourself and each other 😷.

[@blindaurora]

It's proof of my parasocial attachment to you that I genuinely teared up when you posted a little quip on your Instagram stories, because your channel had been so quiet for so long that I started to worry you might be too ill to ever return or that you might have passed away. I was worried about you like I would be for a friend. I'm so glad you've had some improvement with the iron infusions. You've been through so much, and your suffering and need to rest are super legit. I like all your content and will be happy to see anything you feel up to doing, but please take it super fucking easy. Health is first.

[@VintageonTap]

Felt 100% the same. I checked the channel and then went to IG, fearing the worst. Sending you and your family love, Cindy- hoping for your speedy recovery ❤️‍🩹!!

[@lesap8889]

Yeah, what she said...

[@lindalong2297]

Please just say, “time out folks” and sleep until you don’t want to sleep anymore. We will be here whenever that happens❣️

[@donnamck8324]

I remember old videos when you talked about knowing kidney failure was in your future. I’m so glad you have a caring husband who is willing and able to support and provide care. Taking care of yourself is all that matters right now. Keep us updated and just do what you feel up to doing. I’m pulling for you! You look good.

[@TheSchnoodlemom]

So happy to see you!! I'm so sorry all this stuff happened. You're in my thoughts and prayers. (You could put up a lost poster for the IUD and design it so it makes everyone laugh, last seen heading north, has no sense of direction. If seen please send it back to original location)

[@katfaitour9009]

😂

[@The3GMom]

😂

[@ssuncatcherr]

I showed this to mom and jesse to make sure they had seen it because it amuses me so much

[@TheSchnoodlemom]

@@ssuncatcherr Thank you! I'm flattered. I hope it made them chuckle. Sending you all lots of love and prayers.

[@loriblackmon-ambienttraveler]

I enjoy watching you draw with the pens you use in planners. Maybe without planning you can just do one page doodles (with themes like animals, buildings, words) for us to watch and zen out.

[@lisawilliams5]

Covering you with love and light! Praying for the best outcome with your xray and speedy recovery. Miss you but want you to recover at your speed. ❤

[@ElizabethRBain]

I don't care at all that you're not responding to messages--and nobody here should either. You take care of you the very best you can, please. I'm glad to see you feeling better in this video. Much love.

[@sinisterbutterfli]

I work for myself and went through cancer last fall- so I get how much this all sucks. Advice from getting to the other side of it: focus on your health. It's okay to not be "productive". Your job right now is to heal and rest. Work will be there when this is all settled. It may not feel like that's the case, but it will be. Just do what you can, rest, and when you're not in mid-crisis you can start working again.

[@PrincessMia1078]

Glad to see you Cindy. I’ll watch anything you make, but if it’s too much to be creative, then videos sharing how you feel are very impactful and relatable even when people have different struggles in life. If you want to use this channel as a creative outlet, consider talking over videos of short drawings of yours - why did you choose to draw what, how did you pick the colors, maybe what kinds of drawings do well in your shop, etc. Wishing you better times ahead.

[@brandonhunt14]

Thanks!

[@airwreckaaaaaaaa]

Happy to see your face all up on my KZbin feed. ❤❤ As for suggestions, what I’d like to see, anything you put out is fine with me! I’m more here for your vibe over the actual content. Maybe something vlog style where you can sort of film whenever you’re up to it? I just think your regulars know what’s up and lack of consistency in posting or longer breaks is totally understandable. 👍🏼👍🏼 best wishes on whatever you decide to do and hope your healing goes well!

[@buckman539]

Oh my dude. Don’t be too hard on yourself. If you worked a “regular” job, you’d be COMPLETELY off work for probably at least a couple of months. Take the time you need. We’ll be here for you when you’re ready. I started subscribing to your channel originally for your lettering content, but now, I come just as much for your “life updates”. It feels like catching up with an old friend. (Although weirdly one sided? Lol.) So, as your weird one-sided friend, please take whatever time you need to take care of yourself. Much love. ❤

[@pollyolsen5835]

Every time I saw you post a story, I was relieved.

[@lesap8889]

I kept checking back and breathed a sigh of relief.

[@NintenJon64]

Cindy, I've been watching you ever since 2020; just hearing about your story of how the past month has been was enough to bring me tears because it felt like it was coming from one of my best friends. You are such a strong woman, Cindy. Please take all the time you need to heal and take good care of yourself! We are all here for you and understand that you can't stick to your normal schedule while you're going through all of this. Wishing you all the best for your recovery. God bless. ♥

[@catcy90]

Woah boy that's a lot! So sorry you had to go through all that. Your strength is amazing (even when you don't feel it). I'll watch anything you do, so I don't care, as long as you have the energy to record anything. Positive energy heading your way.

[@rosewaterconservatory]

I’m so glad to hear you’re starting to feel better but DAGGONE, that’s A LOT going on! You need to take care of you- you don’t owe us anything right now. Heal & come back at your pace, we’re not going anywhere 🙌❤️🙌

[@bethcormier9459]

Take care of yourself first. You've been through a hella lot! Thanks for coming on to give us an update. Creativity wise, go with whatever seems the best for you & your ❤ at moment. Speaking for me, I just like to see you and hear you and laugh along with you, whatever creative thing you're showing us at that time.

[@nytashasmith7697]

I just wanted to give a personal thank you for you being so transparent and vulnerable about your journey. I’ve been following you for years as well as a couple of my friends up in the New York region and we are just so honored to have you as a as a person on KZbin that we can still watch and support, I know that this is your full-time job as I am also an entrepreneur and know what it’s like to have something that can stop you from doing thing that you enjoy doing or doing with no control over how that will show up from day-to-day. yes, we would like to hear from you even if it’s just a let us know how you’re doing. I’m not a big social media person. KZbin is probably the one thing that I I frequent the most so I missed all the stuff that was going on because I don’t, watch things so thank you for giving us a recap of what’s been happening and let us know that you are managing. if this seems rambling, it’s because I don’t type. I only talk out loud know that there are other people out here who are supporting you and appreciate all the things that you’ve contributed to our community to the LGBTQIA plus community thank you for your support and we will continue to support you in anyway

[@aldakendall4921]

Cindy! Damn! Take your time. I can wait. We just want you to be well. Stupid IUD. I hope everything gets better for the family. As far as creativity, I am game to find out what you are reading. Favorite pens when you are exhausted. A David Attenborough or Steve Irwin style voice over of the animals doing their thing. What ever you want. Take all the time you need. Much love

[@533134]

I love your random chats and doodling videos! Take care of yourself, Cindy! We’ll be here when you’re ready to come back. Before surgery, they never said anything about your iron? That’s weird!

[@BMad-we6qf]

First. You look fabulous! You may not feel it, but you look it. Second, thank you for sharing your Adenomyosis diagnosis. I seem to be experiencing something very similar, and the waiting for tests and a diagnosis is frustrating. You are such an inspiration.

[@foxsbestlaidplans]

it is so good to see your face on camera again! I can only imagine how hard all of this is for you to be going through. i am just glad to see you feeling well enough to check in with us. (I do love someone's idea below about a lost & found drawing of the IUD, like in the style of the old Shitty Kidney stickers lol) But please absolutely do not feel like you have to make content to please us fans! We will stand by you no matter how long of a break you have to take if it means you are taking care of yourself

[@EASnider727]

You are an amazingly strong woman to take time to share here while adjusting to so many health challenges and unknowns. THANK YOU for sharing this past month’s challenges- rest as much as you can and do whatever small part of your creative work that will bring you joy and delight .

[@erikaschrader6113]

Oh Cindy I am so sorry about everything you are going through! We love you and are here for you!

[@MsCharlotte2001]

So glad you're feeling better - prayers continue for all of you. And for what it's worth, I'm here primarily for the rambling and the rants 😂

[@alyssavh]

Sending all love to you Cindy 🩷 wishing you peace and comfort in navigating all of this. We are here for you whenever you are ready ✨

[@Bitbit3427]

Prayers going up for you and your husband ,You are a very strong women …..I know your a nerves wreck ….show up when you can …slow and steady wins the race. Prayers and love hugs coming to you and family .🫶🏻❤️🥰🌻🙏

[@jenniferpanther2979]

So nice to see your face again! You've been through it! Rest up and take the time you need. We'll be here when you're ready to come back. 🤗

[@autumnandthensome]

So glad you posted this. I went poking around yesterday to see if you were ok because I hadn't seen a video in such a long time that I wad getting worried.

[@a.p6569]

Same!

[@nikkiknack]

Me too!

[@elisabethmontegna5412]

Me too!

[@lesap8889]

same

[@hege_r80]

So glad you are starting to feel better and this past month sounds like a nightmare. I think slow and steady is the answer. Do what works for you, what you feel up to doing and people will understand. I like these videos personally.

[@BLoren]

I don't know about others, but I personally just enjoy hearing about your life and experiences because I enjoy your personality and care about you as a person. I enjoy hearing your opinions about the planner community and your planning system, but I also enjoy hearing about how situations in your life necessitate changes to that system and way of thinking. I think we planner people think similarly in that we like to have an organization to life, and I like hearing about how that changes under different circumstances and life events bc life isn't smooth and predictable. So in some ways, you just talking about your experience and opinions is interesting to me. I hope you do everything you need to do to care for yourself right now and find ways to do what still feels important to you, but also can find ways to scale back as needed. I think ALL of us support you in whatever you're needing. Also, I had a partial hysterectomy last November, so I can definitely relate to the utter exhaustion that comes with medical procedures. I imagine it's especially wearing when you're body is already struggling with kidney failure. Your resilience and outlook on all of the struggles you've been through has been so inspiring to me. I definitely thought about you during my surgery recovery, and it made me feel stronger bc you're always so strong even when you feel weak. You're an awesome person. I think that is what people enjoy about knowing you (even if it's just through the internet) ☺️💗.

[@bethandbeyond1]

It’s so lovely to see your face! Hang in there! I’m sending all the good vibes and juju your way. Don’t rush. Heal. 😘

[@BrennaFender]

I have been worried about you and have missed you very much. You are loved! Hope you feel better soon!

[@suzisaintjames]

You started this video with what format to choose... I think with all you have going on, this format is great! You can only do what you can do, so just showing up is what counts. Yes, this is your job, but I started following you years ago on a chronic disease video, the planner stuff (for me is a bonus). And I've found that a lot of your followers are also chronic disease patients. So, don't feel bad for not posting planning videos... The chronic disease videos target the other part of your subscribers. 💖🌞🌵😷

[@Voir_Dire24]

Hemodialysis is hard and scary, I applaud you for being able to do it at home!

[@carolhutner8931]

For all that you’re going through you look fantastic! For me I’ll watch your videos even if it’s just you chatting! Do whatever brings you joy and take care of yourself. And thank goodness you have such a caring/loving husband! 💙💛🪴

[@whitewolfmother901]

My heart goes out to you. I had my female bleeding issue for 3weeks straight and I got a headache likes horse hooves running in my ears I literally bled to death and was admitted to hospital with a blood transfusion in the ER and was admitted for 3 more blood transfusions. The dr said I had uterine cancer I have had it twice and I am so grateful someone else can understand how much it takes out of you its like your body is one low charge for weeks

[@whitewolfmother901]

And I must add how do you track that in a planner because it's hard to just put generic period sticker when the devil is in the details

[@LCHFKitchenSpaz]

I have been following you for a long time, although I dont see as many videos as I would like... I have seen update videos, and I am always happy you're surviving. Glad that Jessy had been there to help you, and walk with you through this. You need to take time to heal, and your subscribers should understand that. This is not a new development, but a journey youve been on for a long while. You and your family are in my thoughts, and I wish you a speedy recovery.

[@nikkiknack]

I'm glad to see your face again, was definitely concerned for you. I hope they figure out the IUD and bleeding issues :/ It's so frustrating to me because it genuinely sounds like your experiences are not being taken as seriously as they should be

[@karinbara4537]

Take your time. Be gentle with yourself and heal. We’ll be here when you’re feeling it. ❤

[@katheeplans]

Oh Cindy, take all the time you need to recover and get treatments. We will be here whenever you are ready. We support you. 💜

[@Zaguzah]

Cindy, don't worry about KZbin... Focus on resting and healing!

[@claudiakemper4033]

Thanks for being so open! Sending you strength!

[@lesap8889]

Love to see videos of you playing and talking to your kitties. Whatever you decide just check in once and awhile so we know your ok.

[@TheKoffeeVerse]

I always love your plan with me videos. Take all the time you need to get as healthy as possible. Love and light to you and all those who are there to support you.

[@theonlynikki27]

I'm so sorry you're going through so much. Not gonna lie I was legit worried about you. Sending gentle hugs.

[@shonaguthrie848]

You are so strong! Speak to your gyno about ablation - it changed my life & recommend all my female friends look into it if they’re having issues. Look after yourself and keep going on. I have fibromyalgia so I understand the issue with pain and fatigue.

[@mybrainonplans]

Cindy, my heart is with you. Take care of you!

[@charlotterainey3772]

Prayers for you and your family You are amazing

[@scarlettstreasures]

So great to see you. Glad you are doing better but sorry you have had so many problems. We would love to see you Sunday, and you could just talk to us like today and do just a little planning if you feel like it. Don’t try to do a lot. Just come online for a short time and get some mojo going. We love you!

[@claudialeger3208]

You’ve been in my prayers. I am so happy to see your smiling face. Please follow the rules and regain your strength without crazies. We are here when/if you are ready. Lots of healing love.

[@kristie3592]

We all understand. I was just worried about you when it was radio silence. I'm glad you are ok.

[@leannemorris7346]

It's lovely to 'see you'. Please focus on strength and wellness, we'll be here if and when you can return. :)

[@melissamclain9883]

That sucks for all that's went on but glad you're still alive. I worried the surgery went waaaay south until I saw you creeping on the gram. continue to take care of you, it's the priority. big hugs

[@nicoletodd6716]

Bless you…how can we support you as you take all the time you need to heal? Amazon wish list? Some other way to get money or other support to you and your family? Praying for you to continue to heal as much as possible physically, mentally, and emotionally. Praying for your family as they walk with you on this journey and as they continue on their own individual journeys. I will watch anything you post. I love watching you draw, paint, letter, talk…anything, or nothing because your health is the most important thing for your energy to be spent on. If you are able, checking in on Instagram or quick videos like this one or as a voice over, keeps us worrywarts from worrying too much and will hopefully let us know how we can support you. ❤

[@plume-watcher]

Cindy it's wonderful to see you and I hope things start to get easier again. As for new content, whatever and whenever is easiest for you right now. You've made so much in the past, why don't we rediscover some of your older gems? If it's easy for you to do, a short post boosting an old pwm or thunderdome would go down a treat. Much love ❤

[@yelenamijares7821]

Girl - hang in there. Much love, heart and well wishes. Take all the time you need to get better and maybe give yourself some time away from IUD. We'll be here, quitely rooting for you.

[@katorade52]

I'm so sorry to hear you're struggling. Sending you some positive vibes for recovery

[@tanyasains6500]

Cindy, you are a crazy strong woman! Right now is the time for you to take that time you need to really heal. I know this place is your source of income, and your creative outlet & you really wanna get out of the funk, but your body is telling you that it needs “you” time. If that is a month, two months - so be it, we also want you to be safe, healthy, and take care of you (above everything else).❤ Man, I remember sitting in my car for lunch break watching your videos & being inspired… watching you try out bullet journaling for the first time. You were in your old apt in CA (before the Napa house), and I still wish I had your natural handwriting ability! Decades later and I’m still trying to figure out what planning style works for me 😂Mama, we love you & will be here whenever you do have the energy, but please don’t rush it. Big hugs & light being sent your way 💕

[@YasmineGalenornOfficial]

My sister had that happen with an IUD--it perforated and gave her PID. So definitely, hoping you find out what happened with as little trauma as possible. Hugs and wishing you all the best.

[@thelibrarytech7916]

Holy Moly! I am SO glad I YEETED my uterus before I need Dialysis. I am so sorry you had to go through all of that.

[@carlalake6097]

I’m so sorry that you’re going through so many health issues. Although I miss your videos, please put yourself first right now and just do what you need to in order to get better. Prayers that everything goes well in the upcoming appointments and procedures. Sending love and hugs 🥰❤️🥰🙏🙏🙏

[@KaceyEzellWriterLife]

Not much to add except sending love your way. These chatty updates are just as interesting as the plan with Mes, etc, and if they're easier on you then I'm all for it. Or don't post at all. Your community knows and cares about you first and foremost. What I want to know is this: how can we best support you right now?

[@rebeccasanders2289]

Thank you for the update. I hope you feel better soon.

[@werelemur1138]

I'm so sorry that you've been so sick and glad you're feeling better. Crossing my fingers for good outcomes.

[@lauriemrsnash]

Oh Cindy, that is a lot to deal with. I am so sorry you have been going through so damn much. Sending you lone and healing. ❤ As for content, I will happily watch whatever you feel up to, and if you don't, I completely understand. You need to take care of you right now. ❤

[@MsMagnolia3]

🙏🏾Just praying for you and the family. Thanks for sharing. ❤

[@paigeholt5579]

I hope things get easier. I'm so glad you're feeling better. ❤

[@meloncitacrafts]

What's most important is your own health and well-being, physically yes but emotionally and mentally as well! If you wanted to put out content, definitely things that aren't too taxing like doodling or art with VO or reviews of things if that is easier. Thinking of you and sending love to you and your family 🧡

[@farmgirlnew2]

So glad to see an update from you. Man, you’ve been through a lot! Big hugs and hope you feel better soon!

[@alkiq00]

It’s good to see you and I can’t imagine going through the difficulties you’re going through. As far as videos, I enjoy the planning videos where it’s all ink. Then I get to see more lettering and drawings. But of course, whatever you decide to do, I’ll enjoy watching. Take care!

[@teabean7]

As much as I have missed you, the #1 thing I want is for you to heal and feel better. You would take medical leave from an outside job for what you just went through. Be a kind boss to yourself. You have made me laugh and rant along and think. I wish I could do the same for you, especially now. The laugh part. Shit maybe a good rant! Just know I am always quietly over here rooting hard for you and your family. Sending so much love it might be questionable.❤

[@Craftyfan-ht2iz]

I’m so sad you’ve been this bad. I really hope things turn around and get better. Don’t overdue it. We’ll be here. When you’re up to videos great. If you did cute pet videos that would be fine if you feel like you need to do something. Who wouldn’t love to see them playing together or judging each other. ❤

[@cookama]

Thank you for the update! I’ve been wondering how everything went! Glad to see your beautiful face!

[@madelinebelcher4068]

The most important thing is your health -- take as much time as you need to feel good. We will be happy to see you whenever you feel like posting.

[@akeepihlblad147]

So happy that you are better, I hade low iron for like three years and when I got an infusion the difference in energy levels was amazing. I felt so much better. Hopefully you will feel the difference soon ❤

[@___jacklynnn]

Cindy, watching your channel has changed my life, and honestly, I am still going to be here, we are all still going to be here for you when you can come back. Focus on taking care of yourself first ❤

[@kristinar1551]

So sorry you’ve been having so many health issues. I was concerned when the channel went silent. I will be here for any videos you may post, no matter the regularity/frequency! Best wishes for continued recovery. Sending good vibes for strength and hope.

[@wendybowman5871]

Thanks for the update as I have been thinking about you and hoping the procedures went well. The added “other end” fun is not helping your healing but it sounds like things are heading in the right direction. Hopefully. Just take care of what needs done.

[@kittencreates2785]

Oh I'm so happy to see your face, but woah...you have been through too much lately. I can understand the blood clots because there were days when I could barely leave the toilet because of losing so much blood. Mine was from fibroids and i had to have a hysterectomy. But with your dialysis, I'm just thankful you have such a great support team. I'm sending lots of love & good vibes & healing energy your way. As for content, you could just come on to say hi & let us know you're ok. Don't push yourself. You need to focus on YOU! Love ya!

[@JennCampbell]

Whew! Sounds like what next month is scheduled to be for me (3x pain Clinic, 3x pt, and more). I want to thank you for sharing. I have CF but I've been feeling worse. Think I'll ask for blood work. ❤ Glad you feel better. I'd like videos on coping with chronic illness. How do you decide what to let go of? How do you find motivation and strength for the 'must dos.'

[@citrinedragonfly]

I am so sorry that the surgery and all the other health issues compounded to make this recovery time suck for you. I hope the least bad option is the case with the IUD. Those scared the crap out of me when I was looking at options to help my period issues, before the cancer made my decision for me and I had to yeet the uterus. I am glad to hear from you and see that you're still going. In terms of KZbin, whatever you feel like doing is what I will watch. I enjoy listening to you speak (your diction is amazing!), and you have such interesting stories. I like your candor and the vibes you have - I appreciate all the 80s and 90s references as someone who grew up then, too. Take care of yourself first. We'll be here when you post, and be glad to hear from you.

[@ADHDqueenB]

I'm so glad your surgeries went well. Please rest and take care of you and the family. ❤❤❤ I'm also recovering from surgery and I know how much these things take out of you. These things do suck balls, but I'm so relieved they took care of your fistula! As for what to post, whatever the fuck you want to post! Oh you could do a live chat and pretend we are having our own Go Wild. Other people who have attended in the past could share stories!

[@Kevlandia]

I would watch literally any video you upload!

[@paaitje]

I am so happy to hear from you! And I'm sorry you've been having such a hard time with your health. Please take care of yourself. We will wait for you. And if you want to create something, I love your story times. But please don't worry about schedules or anything. Just post when you feel like it.

[@elisebrisson]

Hi Cindy. Glad for this update! I think in terms of going back to work… just think, if you had an office job or something, would you be on sick leave? Probably. (I’m Canadian so maybe people wouldn’t be in the states?!) but my point is that we all understand! You’re on sick leave. Come back when you can- we’re all fine over here. We miss you but we’re fine. All the best with the next steps of your treatments!

[@gretchena.9153]

I'm so glad you are starting to feel better. Take it slow and easy, take care of yourself, and we are here for you in whatever form you manage.

[@elisabethmontegna5412]

That's a lot you've been going through (and are still going through) and I'm glad you are starting to feel better! Perfectly understandable that you haven't felt up for making and posting videos, and really, I want to say something like, make whatever kind of video seems the most doable right now that would give you joy, but I can appreciate that maybe isn't the most helpful suggestion if you are looking for inspiration. So, I would love to see some watercolor content if you're up for it. I know mostly you do planning stuff here, but I've been trying to get back into playing with watercolors, so it would be great to see anything watercolor associated.

[@daphnefaff]

So great to see you’re OK, totally sucks you’re not entirely on the mend. I enjoy your planner videos most of all, but I was watch just about every video you put out. Sending all the good vibes ❤

[@sandilamb-wlson3647]

Cindey prayers you you and your family. Feel better soon take all the time you need to heal! We all love you!

[@abczoomom]

Glad to see you again, thank you for being so open, and I hope to see you this afternoon!

[@Lottie842]

So glad you are recovering! I am a worrier, and while I knew ahead of time you would be having hella going on this month, I still started to worry when you were gone for so long. I miss your videos a lot. (But don’t be posting for my sake, take care of yourself first. 😉) To answer your question as to what kind of videos: pwms, life updates, and Bujo doodles have always been my favorite.

[@mravenwing]

Oh man, Cindy I feel for you. I had that heavy bleeding for years [no joke], it's hard enough to deal with that. The kidney issues and dialysis, too. Don't discount your strength through this. Good on you. Thanks for the update . Hoping for some calm, boring times in your near future ❤

[@sherylw4599]

Sending you and the fam energy for healing and peace of mind.

[@piafitoussi]

So happy to hear from you! 😊 As to which kind of videos I would like to see, I really, really was very interested in the couple of ones you did about adapting your planning to your life when it goes to shit. Or just when your life, your daily rythm, etc... needs to change. If you're ready for it, I've been thinking a lot about how to use goal planning to help with that, to organize things differently because it's not working anymore with your health, your family, your job... and I'd be interested in your opinion and experience about it. For example, how did it go with changing the time you go to bed and you wake up, you know? Also, I'm looking forward to more experimental plan with me's, I've been having a blast watching you change style almost every week! It jump-started my own creativity a lot! 😍 Take good care of yourself, your experience and reflections are really valued by a lot of people (I LOVE the comment sections under your videos by the way!), we prefer you as healthy and safe as possible, not as often as possible.