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@same4walls413 Жыл бұрын
I wish I could afford this shirt, but the VIP soundcheck upgrade was much more important
@necrozma-332 Жыл бұрын
I can afford it next time I get My paychek witch is in a few days, 😊
@Lakkyn Жыл бұрын
@@same4walls413Yeah, I would buy every shirt if the shipping and custom duty wasn't more expensive then the actual shirt 🥲
@animemia9503 Жыл бұрын
I'm am a very big fan
@Leafstorm_ Жыл бұрын
I'm broke :/
@Aflowrat Жыл бұрын
"The ones i keep the closest leave the deepest scars"
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
🫶
@CindyLou67 Жыл бұрын
Brutally honest yet needed to b said 🫶
@SookieGrl Жыл бұрын
Very true
@EthanNichols-l3e Жыл бұрын
That hurts to hear but it is very true felt it when he said this
@GatchaDark Жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldierwhat emoji did u try to use it didn't work
@lyulf Жыл бұрын
Yet another song that succinctly decribes the inside of head. "I know it won't be gentle when my thoughts go dark. It's focused on my fears. It knows them all by heart." Damn that hits hard.
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
We hear you 🫶
@KenzieRayKeene-Baxendale2 ай бұрын
Sadly I I understand how you feel
@Frankie4short Жыл бұрын
"Feel like a burden asking you to stay..." I felt that
@rekha_vibe10 ай бұрын
Same here
@aaronhowie53548 ай бұрын
Same
@limo4630 Жыл бұрын
"I'm alright, I'm okay, lying to myself just to make it through the day" "My head's a prison cell" I waited so long for this song and it didn't disappoint
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
🫶
@smt3 Жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldiergood song. A friend of mine on discord recommended me this song. Glad to see they have good taste in music.
@rebeccacole7423 Жыл бұрын
Same I played the short on Facebook all the time
@martakeczek64762 ай бұрын
Having ADHD confirmed by diagnosed ppl yet my country is limited by how specjalists are educated.... these words also are accurate. This is true art; how something simple at 1st glance gets so deep or so many, different, stories/lives.
@windtalker6519 Жыл бұрын
Damnit guys, you really had to hit me like a semi truck with this one didnt you? Great work like alway.
@skelletonheart9585 Жыл бұрын
Oh you found truck kun
@xceryxdemurstra6323 Жыл бұрын
Yes they did. I was about to comment just about the same thing. They've got a few that hit me like this but I knew this one would when they released it. I've waited for this one since they first teased it in their short. Keep fighting the good fight. Those alone thoughts are only a part of you. Not the whole you. And you are stronger than a single part of yourself.
@xceryxdemurstra6323 Жыл бұрын
@@skelletonheart9585 that got me dying 🤣 thank you for the laugh this early in my morning lol (8:45am in New York)
@StormyS-g3k Жыл бұрын
All their songs do that to me
@gemworld_ruler5477 Жыл бұрын
I was definitely listening to this the moment I realized it dropped on Spotify last night. But the lyric videos are always so well done, love seeing them.
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Glad to hear that 🫶
@certainlynotme9810 Жыл бұрын
Yeah, didn't really catch the text just by listening the first time, I was completely blown away by the rythm. It just hits different. Keep it coming!
@williamrose-rr4sh8 ай бұрын
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@williamrose-rr4sh8 ай бұрын
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@mysteriouswolfgirl1351 Жыл бұрын
Anxiety always gives you a weird feeling of wanting to be alone but not wanting to be lonely wanting friends but hate socializing 💔 This is by far my favorite song from ICU so far 🤘🤘🔥🔥🧡🧡
@PurpleFlames87 Жыл бұрын
That's exactly how I feel about things too
@mysteriouswolfgirl1351 Жыл бұрын
@@PurpleFlames87 Ikr I don't like to socialize with people and everyone always calls me antisocial they don't mean it in a hurtful way but they've called me it my whole life and it hurts 💔 it's like that's all they see me for just a lonely husk of a person 😞
@Wind_Cursed Жыл бұрын
@@mysteriouswolfgirl1351Honestly, I've gotten used to people calling me that. Even embracing it since they are usually joking. There's only a very select few people I have ever expressed my worry to about losing another person. The fear of being annoying to someone I care about has caused me to drift away from so many relationships. It makes me almost wish I could never get in another relationship since I always break them Edit: That's actually why these lines of this song stick out the most: "Feel like a burden asking you to stay But will you stay?"
@mysteriouswolfgirl1351 Жыл бұрын
@@Wind_Cursed I'm told being antisocial isn't a bad thing and it's not the word that hurts it's the way people use it and the way people see me it hurts 💔 and I try to tell them that but they don't understand no one does 😞
@Wind_Cursed Жыл бұрын
@@mysteriouswolfgirl1351 I'm sorry. That must be so hard. I wish I could help, but, being a stranger online, all I can wish to you is luck. Hopefully your days become brighter and someone finally sees what you mean. I'm sorry I can't be of more assistance 😔
@tylerreed7615 Жыл бұрын
“I don’t trust this monster not to leave a mark, I know it won’t be gentle when my thoughts go dark” god if this didn’t hit hard. I’m currently struggling with this, I gotta keep my mind busy or my thoughts start getting dark
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
We hear you 🫶
@hugoamorim7151 Жыл бұрын
SAME
@Strangerequestrian5938 Жыл бұрын
I’ve been struggling with depression and anxiety for about 7 years now. The school I went to was horrible their way of “helping” was to let me sit at the back of the classroom crying my eyes out and scratching my arms till they blèed. I begged them to help me to let me step out the class just anything but they wouldn’t. I now have a stable therapist and have medication. But the memories still haunt me and I will never forget it.😔
@michelledowdle7549 Жыл бұрын
I feel you! I really do! I'm 53 and nobody had a clue what to do with me when I was in school. My brother would beat the shit out of me for acting like that. My parents died and we were stuck with him! Make better memories honey! I wish we could erase those memories but we can't! 🤗
@Strangerequestrian5938 Жыл бұрын
@@michelledowdle7549 I am so sorry for what you went through 😔
@Lakkyn Жыл бұрын
This was heavy.. "I know it won't be gentle when my thoughts go dark" just shredded my heart...
@VeiledRider1152 ай бұрын
This song blows me away. Never related to any song more.
@TomBeeInnit Жыл бұрын
"I'm alright, I'm okay, lyin to myself just to make it through the day" thats what i tell myself every day over and over again if im in pain
@aquamarie31179 ай бұрын
This is relatable when I'm in that mood, but I feel fine rn and I'm still jamming out to this in front of the mirror because it slaps whether I'm anxious or not
@bornaangel Жыл бұрын
To Everyone here we are all Brave Warriors struggling to deal with our lives. Stay Strong. Keep Fighting. So Proud of you all. Big Hugs and Much Love ❤❤❤❤ .
@flamehaze59 Жыл бұрын
I will try my best, thank you!
@bornaangel Жыл бұрын
@@flamehaze59 Good to hear.😘❤️❤️❤️❤️. You got this. You are stronger than u believe. You are Awesome and Amazing you can overcome all the obstacles in your life you are brave. I believe in you. Sending positive vibes and strength to overcome the struggles that you have Do this one thing at the end of every day. Look in a mirror and say this: I am so proud of myself for surviving another day. And the stranger who doesent even know me that is,writing this Believes in me that I am a Incredible person . Big Hugs and Much Love ❤❤❤❤
@ADRIEN_EDITZ Жыл бұрын
😞 i gave up 💔 (See you all in hell)
@bottomofastairwell Жыл бұрын
You guys never cease to amaze me. The way you capture these really isolating feelings so many of us have and put them to music is incredible
@aquamarie31179 ай бұрын
I'm jamming to this in front of the mirror because even if I'm not feeling anxious this still slaps
@Esteves2102 Жыл бұрын
1:51 DUDE, that was STUNNING. The solo doesn't sound complicated but it's still so powerful. But the main thing that caught me completely off guard was Jake's singing. Dude, your range here is crazy! One thing, though: Be careful to not do stuff like this too often so it doesn't become standard. I'm pretty sure this took a lot of takes to do it right.
@bigcountrysgarage2.030 Жыл бұрын
Half way through the day I can feel an extreme change in myself. And the feeling that I get is never a good one, I feel like I want to snap and scream.
@Ghyus016 ай бұрын
"I know it won't be gentle when my thoughts go dark". God that line cuts like a knife. And the vocal performance is some of the best I've heard from you guys! Amazing stuff as always!! ❤❤
@Stephen-m2g4 күн бұрын
@Ghyus01 Do you want to talk? I am always here to listen to you! Keep on fighting! You are loved! I won’t judge you, I know this feeling of darkness too well! You are good the way you are! Keep on fighting, please! How are you right now?
@cellano5223 Жыл бұрын
I've been waiting for this song for so long. Thank you. As someone with abandonment trauma this is what it feels like at least for me. I struggle with that fear/pain every evening. Some nights I can cope. Other nights I sift through my gamer friend list to see who I can talk to. It's worse when you love someone but they have a avoidant personality. Can be a vicious cycle.
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Glad the music helps 🫶 Appreciate you
@ludwigvonchomse888 Жыл бұрын
What a beautiful song! I immediately added it to my playlist. When I'm alone for too long, the voices in my head slowly start to get louder and louder until it becomes unbearable and I don't want to be alone with myself anymore.
@kaiyalayton2340 Жыл бұрын
When a song can describe the demons you deal with on a daily basis better than you could ever. Thank you so much for giving me a way to connect to people on a level that my words have not yet quite reached. ❤❤❤❤
@sabinesteese3909 Жыл бұрын
"I'm alright I'm okay" Biggest lies to myself I ever said so many times, they feel bitter in my mouth. Being alone is the worst for me. The thought of reaching out crosses my mind when my thoughts get uncontrollable, but I'm afraid people will say "it's just in my head."
@KenzieRayKeene-Baxendale2 ай бұрын
Trust me they won't
@HWR_WheelieSim Жыл бұрын
I just wanted to say that a friend found this song for me, I was having trouble "sticking around", and for a while was a danger to myself if left by myself for any significant time; but that was at the beginning of 2022, and now I CAN be "alone with myself" without it being dangerous. I say this to thank Citizen Soldier, but also to let others know that even the darkest days can give way to brighter ones. Yes I still struggle....but not to un-alive myself.
@dancingwithyourghost9087 Жыл бұрын
As someone with borderline, and severe abandonment issues, this song has made me cry and i just love it
@D.HarmsYouTube Жыл бұрын
I had to learn how to defeat myself to escape myself to become free of myself now myself is no more. It’s just me and my blessings! Beautiful song brother!
@shadow27107 Жыл бұрын
Your songs save lives thank you so much 2:35
@Luximinata Жыл бұрын
It can't be, it's the song you've been waiting for from *Last Year* , since I heard it in the *short* I kept repeating it all the time, the lyrics sound pretty great, and now they're complete, it's quite amazing! *Thx u Citizen Soldier* 🤟🫀
@IAMMrsSMITH Жыл бұрын
We all need a “ Life Guard “ just to check in with us when we’re not OK. We can all put a strong facade when the truth is we’re crumbling in the inside.
@LegionoftheBlackStar Жыл бұрын
This song was just as beautiful as I expected. It's truly alleviating to know that I'm not the only one that goes through this absolute hell. Being in a room alone with my self-hatred is absolute hell. Thank you, Citizen Soldier, for the extra courage to press forward in tgis dark time.
@Ram-Fighter Жыл бұрын
"Everything I've ever loved, I love alone" -Edgar Allan Poe This is me fighting for those that point blank sparked love in me just to mistreat my heart over and over. I walked away. No point in fighting for those that do not fight for me. I do feel this song to my core because it is incredibly hard to walk away from the ones that you love the most. Truly, they live the deepest scars indeed.
@kalen8999 Жыл бұрын
So freaking self-talking song this is so real about inner thoughts
@miasasmrandsinging5426 Жыл бұрын
Another lyrically amazing song. Depression and anxiety put you in such a dark place that feels like a prison you can't escape, because the one thing you can never escape is your own mind. I hope everyone stays safe and find help and hope in this world.
@elkboy2538 Жыл бұрын
As someone who struggles with OCD, this song’s lyrics cut super deep. Thank you for pumping out another healing banger, you have no idea how much your music has helped me.
@drawingdinokai Жыл бұрын
"'Cause I don't trust this monster not to leave a mark I know it won't be gentle when my thoughts go dark It's focused on my fears, it knows them all by heart The ones I keep the closest leave the deepest scars" Literal Chills. This part, I am obsessed! Thank you for yet another banger, I love yall! ❤
@stratosprotogen Жыл бұрын
This song is the one I can the mostly relate to, especially recently. I feel like this band and a few others help keep me here.
@KawaiiQuest Жыл бұрын
i literally struggle being alone with myself majority of the time, i get super depressed but whether or not my few friends are available i feel like a burden asking for company to help me forget because we used to laugh and have so much fun id forget my issues for a while
@anonymouschan9910 Жыл бұрын
I relate to song when it comes to some of my episodes "Dont leave me alone here with myself cause this ain't a home, this cage made of bones Or the bridge when your thoughts are spiraling and that's when you need someone the most.
@Milkshaykes11 ай бұрын
this hits so F*cking hard tbh. you guys keep doing it every time! thank you for bringing awareness to all
@popescuflorian3033 Жыл бұрын
Another week another great song from citizen soldier! Thank you guys so much for it, sending lots of love and virtual hugs💙💙💙💙
@ttv_bloodfiregaming Жыл бұрын
You guys are quite literally my favorite band. I love that I can always relate to your songs
@MothGM Жыл бұрын
its always fun finding the subtle name drops of previous songs. have a good one all ya tramuatized peeps.
@Ragelikehell Жыл бұрын
@Citizen Soldier i can only hope you know and understand how much your music means to ppl around the world! a thing so "simple" to put words on feelings like you do in your songs helps more then you actually think.. because it gives ppl something they can relate to and feel they aint alone.. and something so "simple" as that is a big help and means more you think.. never stop makeing music that helps us.
@Ashiro_Sasaki Жыл бұрын
I've been listening to every single song you have released and I realized that the most powerful part of your songs is always the bridge. This song is absolutely amazing, like the others!
@PurpleFlames87 Жыл бұрын
I struggle when I'm alone and can't entertain myself (drawing, writing, watching videos, etc.). I used to enjoy deep thinking but my brain tends to dig up the worst memories nowadays if I try it. That's what this song makes me think of.
@steveriley2985 Жыл бұрын
And I believed it was Only me... Thinking hurts.. We are NOT alone, yet, it seems we are.. God Bless us All..
@bellariddle143910 ай бұрын
Just found this song. Been listen to it on repeat. Its definitely a song that stuck. Wow.
@rystacrafts5074 Жыл бұрын
Like a wraith is within, slowly taking bits of oneself by soul and memory until nothing exists but another hateful wraith.
@mikaeljreeves17 Жыл бұрын
"Sun still shines on my face but what's inside my head would scare the devil away." "I'm a mess, I'm insane. Every thought's a bullet blowing holes inside my brain.." Facts 💯 Thank you CS for yet another amazing song. I can't wait for "Made by Misery" and "Fake Friends".
@Jennifer-hv2bc Жыл бұрын
I hope y'all honestly know what you're music means to us and how much we absolutely love and appreciate y'all!!! Thank you so very much!! Nothing but love from Jacksonville FL 💙
@JimboTheTurtle Жыл бұрын
Listening to this song and reminding myself that everyone i trusted turned their backs on me really messes me up. I'm glad i found this group and i will support you guys till the end
@JamesWhite-iu6uj Жыл бұрын
Feeling the darkness take me covered in a mass of bones, shrouded by evil so many bullets so many arrows, soul pierced and broken empty left soulless..... Great song boys idk figured I'd throw that out but man that song hit hard somehow a little of what I felt above
@opulenceharbingerofchaos3939 Жыл бұрын
That bridge was AMAZING!!! I absolutely love this song. You guys always produce the best music.
@bdog95 Жыл бұрын
"I know it won't be gentle when my mind goes dark." Is how I feel even when I'm at work and my coworkers have to go into the back of the store and I'm up front all by myself.
@daryljeremiahfernandez408 Жыл бұрын
i'm in a depression right now and this bands songs just fits perfectly...i just discovered this band a few hours ago... now on my list of favorites
@bookwormwonder Жыл бұрын
This chorus was a top reason I began therapy again, this time with the intent to work through my issues. Hearing the full song just makes me more determined. Thank you for this song and the others. Glad to finally have mental health songs that I relate to!
@sparrow_moon1110 Жыл бұрын
CS really out here making bangers that feel like theyre putting you on blast, just. gods.
@tamarapalmieri8283 Жыл бұрын
This song and all of your song hit hard on so many levels. Thank you for all y'all do. Finally someone who know what we need in a song.
@coraharper2426 Жыл бұрын
I always feel like a burden when i ask people to stay with me when im in a bad moment. This song is so close to how i really am that its scary. I love it. Another amazing song that you have made. It highlights my day every time you drop and new song or i hear one of you songs period. Thank you for making such amazing music Citizen Soldier.
@blakebolduc9653 Жыл бұрын
Samee I just feel like a burden being their friend tbh
@felixgagne1283 Жыл бұрын
"I feel like a burden asking to stay but will you stay"😢
@craigmoore7821 Жыл бұрын
I love most of your songs, and like most of the remainder, but this one just goes so absolutely hard. The lyrics, the beats, the vocal tones. A+ song right here.
@bayleywallsr.6831 Жыл бұрын
It's ironic the timing of this song, I just had told someone very close to me that I don't want to think. I don't want to be alone with myself. And this song now is way deeper than I would want to admit for my brain.
@AssassinPummel Жыл бұрын
When I try to talk to my parents about what I fight inside, it always turns into an argument. So, yeah “The ones I keep close leave the deepest scars” hits deep.
@saleuncafe Жыл бұрын
Hey! Recently I got my hands in one of your disks, "This is your sign Part 2", thanks to a friend that went to the USA, she bought it and brought it to me. Just wanted to tell that I love your music! Lots of strength from here! ♥♥
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Glad to hear that. What a good friend. Hope the music helps 🫶
@KenzieRayKeene-Baxendale2 ай бұрын
@@CitizenSoldierhi you don't know me but your music is helping me through the darkest time in my life and I'm suicidal but your songs give me hope and faith that I'll be ok so thank you so so much you've helped me and so many others it's unreal keep up the great work❤❤
@kaitlynngitter6161 Жыл бұрын
It's focused on my fears it knows them all by heart Love that lyric
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
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@alvaromunoz4630 Жыл бұрын
Along these past four years, I’ve heard a lot of songs, just to feel related with something, and I’m so happy that I finally found this amazing band, all your songs touch feelings that I never thought a song could ever touch, thank you so much for this amazing gift you guys gave to us!!!
@4melikeerocknroll4 ай бұрын
Finally!!!! Love love love!!!!
@Kam3lx Жыл бұрын
This is probably one of my favorite songs, it’s so good! Stay safe, everyone reading this. You are loved, even if it doesn’t seem like it ❤️
@wickedlove229 Жыл бұрын
Citizen Soldier has gotten me through the past 4 months. Idk where I'd be without you! 50 days clean from self harm. Thank you! May god bless you!!!
@ilsemaridewet9343 Жыл бұрын
WOW! Another song where you've pinned down exactly what's going on in my head. I am currently struggling and feel like a burden, and don't have the courage to ask for help. Then I hear this. So glad I discovered your music
@R1fleman93 Жыл бұрын
Man, this one hit harder than what I thought it would........... But y'all keep it up, you're doing the world a favor by releasing these incredible songs.
@_AGMN_ Жыл бұрын
I discovered this awesome band a few years ago and when Wired for Worthless came out i re-discovered them. I love the music! The instrumental is great, the vocals are beautiful and the lyrics go right into the heart. Thanks for this! ♥
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Glad you found us! 🫶
@_AGMN_ Жыл бұрын
I am very glad, too! Greetings from Germany. @@CitizenSoldier
@marklab699 Жыл бұрын
It is better to be left alone. Because the scars you leave on you are yours, the scars and pain you inflict on others when the monster burst out are worse. I can carry my pain and try to heal, I am too broken to heal others because of my demons.
@Magorgames Жыл бұрын
Somehow you guys always release a new song when I'm down and every time you manage to make me feel better knowing I'm not the only one with these thoughts. This album really is phenomenal so far, thank you for all your hard work you're putting in. Can't wait to give it back to you once I see you live. ❤
@bornaangel Жыл бұрын
Another Amazing song. Lying to myself, I am OK. Always never tell the real truth. Keep the secret. I dont want my friends to treat me differently. Keep a smile always on my face. When asked Are U Ok? Always lie and say I am doing fine. Being honest I Am Not.😢😢😢. But never let this be known. Always give support to everyone else So no one sees the pain I hide.
@justme-rz1kx Жыл бұрын
You guys are now my new therapy music your guys's music feels like home to me mentally and I can relate to a lot of it you're a poet of feelings that people don't like to express out loud thank you for giving us your voice to be able to reach out for help
@obsidianhellqueen877 Жыл бұрын
the accuracy of this song to how i feel is terrifying
@morgana.k.a.peacock8902 Жыл бұрын
I've been listening to these guys for almost 2 years and they've been SOOO helpful in my journey to acknowledge my depression, anxiety, PTSD, and just my general troubled past. This was the song I heard on Tik Tok that got me into their music. I'm so happy to finally hear the full song and I can't wait to see them in concert in Denver!!!!
@rebeccadavis583 Жыл бұрын
This is one of the first songs that describes this feeling perfectly
@Manuel_2607 Жыл бұрын
You guys will just never run out of creativity, will you? 🤘 Every song of y‘all can easily be identified as Citizen Soldier and yet sound different all the time! ❤️🔥
@pixeIstorm Жыл бұрын
Song is amazing you guys, have been a fan since discovering your music through KZbin this year. I've been struggling to find myself and what I can do/how to get my voice out there, and Im jealous you have made it good enough to get into music and do what I wont be able to. Much love to you guys, great music! Youre spokespeople for us who cant be in your place
@tiffanybrowning795 Жыл бұрын
TWO YEARS I HAVE BEEN WAITING!!!!! This songs already means so much to me. It now gives words for me to give my loved ones i couldnt figure out how put rogether before.
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Thanks for patiently waiting 🫶 Sending hugs
@emery5280 Жыл бұрын
“Im a mess, I’m insane. Every thoughts a bullet blowing holes inside my brain.” This is awesome and true love ur music ❤❤
@ManDove Жыл бұрын
I'd say I've been alone with myself the last 11 months after my separation and losing everything, but I've had Citizen Soldier keeping me company everyday with their many relatable songs on mental health knowing I'm truly not alone. Couldn't have made it without them. Thank you, Citizen Soldier.
@lostboy8084 Жыл бұрын
I'm not alone the voices are here with me I am broken and lost but I become good at pretending that I am normal. Your songs are helpful letting me know that there may be hope.
@chillwave8809 Жыл бұрын
I’ve been waiting this one for a while and it was worth the wait
@dayanarahinojosa8595 Жыл бұрын
Love this band
@angelrejected Жыл бұрын
Thank you!!! I've been waiting for this to drop since the teaser. I relate so deeply. One of THE most beautiful things about your music is that it facilitates discussion. So many of us feel alone and unable to express these feelings adequately or succinctly. How can a person explain to a close relationship who is trying to love them but doesn't live in the same reality? Today this song did just that. It helped me better define "feel like a burden" without the usual response, "You're not," that's unintentionally dismissive, and it helped the other person be able to say, "That would be really scary." - Not a lot of words, but there was that flicker of understanding that we all desperately need to see.
@ireneansett3448 Жыл бұрын
This song describes how I feel. I'm trapped with bad depressive thoughts going through my head
@MrCityforest Жыл бұрын
Gave me goosebumps all the way through 👍
@ArchangelOfKindness Жыл бұрын
"Been living in the darkest place" really hits close to home.
@NeoStele Жыл бұрын
Fantastic. Powerful. Relatable. If I'm left alone for too long, regardless of whether I have distractions or not, I crave nothing more than for the demons to stop talking. The hatred I harbor, the detest I have for myself, it all boils over. I have actually pleaded with a couple of those closest to me to not leave me, and to not leave me alone. Recently was evaluated for BPD. So I am hoping that will shed some light and I can get the help I need. But until I do.....don't leave me alone here with myself
@impavermilion Жыл бұрын
Another sick job, it's amazing. I'm still blown away by how powerful Jake's voice is, how he transmits so much just with his tone... It's an incredible thing. I discovered your group a little over a month ago, and I don't know if it has come at the best moment or the worst, especially because of this song: I have a group of friends for almost 10 years who, for a year now, I feel that they no longer care about me (maybe never) and I feel belittled and ignored, and either they don't have time for me anymore or they ignore me directly, and these are pretty hard times. I don't know if seeing myself so identified in these songs helps me cope or sinks me more, but it's certainly been a journey.
@shaunanorth995 Жыл бұрын
OMG I can totally relate to this song I Don't like It where my mind goes when I'm by myself and I am left alone with my own thoughts in my head. Great song guys!!!
@ravenchambers4835 Жыл бұрын
The last stanza before the chorus hit hard. "I don't trust this monster not to leave a mark. I know it won't be gentle when my thoughts go dark" my favorite part. Reminds me of Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night
@pbronik7390 Жыл бұрын
I definitely agree that "the ones that are kept closest leave the scars" as its very relatable. I honestly can't wait for the rest of the songs to release!
@demonslife Жыл бұрын
It's sad when someone can relate to songs like this. It's worse when they have no friends and no one they consider family in their life... unless I'm the only one like that listening to this song😅
@Zetarla Жыл бұрын
I've been feeling this lately, and I've been looking forward to this song being released so im super happy it's finally out. Yet another song to help me feel less alone, thank you so much. You guys don't know how much you have helped me. Also i love the album name. It took a few minutes to get it but its absolutely perfect! ICU Intensive care unit I see you Genius!
@mckensie87769 ай бұрын
This song hits so hard. I have delt with depression and anxiety for a few years now and saying I'm alright is my biggest lie ever. It is to the point where I am litterly scared to be alone by myself. This is a great song guys.
@SkylarVamp_IDC Жыл бұрын
Listen to the song and see “Every Day a living hell that no one see” You earned a new sub