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@nicolegerhardt90183 ай бұрын
Du hast den ersten Platz verdient. Du bist der einzige der ein wirklich verstehen tut. Du bist ein wunderbarer Mensch ❤
@sumire_903 ай бұрын
Idk how you resonate ALL your songs with people like us... But ever since you've been giving teasers, I've cried at every one of them. And I cried now, once again. God bless you Jake, just for simply... understanding us. No one does that anymore.
@ladywolf8153 ай бұрын
Beautiful.... thank you ❤
@terriunderwoodmeredith24523 ай бұрын
@@sumire_90 He is a licensed Dr in Mental Health. So I'm sure he's heard a lot of people about their PTSD, Depression, Anxiety etc. at least that's the info on him through Google. I would have loved to seen them in Charlotte,NC but I spent too much money last summer on 5 concerts and had I'd known that Aerosmith was cancelling their show in October for Charlotte and the remaining Peace Out Tour sooner, then I'd went because I paid out 2 grand for 4 tickets and that was no where close to front row. I mean I would have enjoyed them even if Steven wasn't really singing. Citizen Soldier had just popped up on my KZbin a few months ago, so I give anyone a chance when I first heard of them. And now I'm hooked!! God willing, if I'm alive and they come back next year I will be there for sure and front row! I love this band!!❤🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
@mikeanon6413 ай бұрын
This song brought a tear to my eyes I always feel like a burden to my wife from being in and out of hospital and almost dieing on multiple occasions she never leaves or gives up on me tho
@Anew_Returner3 ай бұрын
"I'd rather hear your hell than see your funeral" is such a beautiful line❤I love you guys so much
@nixie_dream3 ай бұрын
I kept going back on the video to hear that part over and over. They are amazing, and the timing of the release impeccable.
@thatspellcastkkid_7672YT3 ай бұрын
I got chills hearing that line man. Such a power line that was.
@nixie_dream3 ай бұрын
I did, too, especially with the line before, " I don't mind your darker side. You can lose control. " I needed to hear this today.
@thatspellcastkkid_7672YT3 ай бұрын
@@nixie_dream if only we had such liberty a bit more often
@Anew_Returner3 ай бұрын
I personally think the biggest Letdown about KZbin is if they don't avoid or filter certain words, their song will be extremely hard to discover, which takes away a lot of options with lyrics
@margaritasatmidnight31343 ай бұрын
"Never get heard by thinking someone has it worse." I never realized how often I think of that. Many people have it bad, sure. But that doesn't mean you should ignore your own pain.
@adamplummer21903 ай бұрын
I feel this. Everyone comes to me for help but no one's ever available when I need someone.
@creaturristica70203 ай бұрын
What sucks is opening up to someone for the first time who proceeds to tell you you're not a burden and comforts you, but the next time you open up, they tell you to remember that people go through worse and you shouldn't keep complaining. It makes it sound selfish to think of your own pain even though it shouldn't be like that.
@peytongustafson25803 ай бұрын
I've actually been told so. That I'm selfish for being suicidal because people have it worse than me
@staceymalchow45283 ай бұрын
@@peytongustafson2580love that one. Like, "Gee thanks, I am at the end of my rope. I don't need to hear that just because I didn't get beaten with it first that I'm not struggling." In my case I have had so many people remind me that as I struggle with my demons I have to think of my daughters. Reminding me of something that's seared into my brain from the moment they first cried and been a thought everyday since, doesn't help. When I'm sitting in my darkness being screamed at by hordes of evil thoughts and the primary negative voice whispering the things I could do to those that have hurt me or to myself so that the pain will end. I fully understand the ramifications of a permanent solution to a temporary situation. I've managed to survive this far because I do think of these things. Those two faces are the things have stayed my hand every time I've wanted to do something that would change the scope of everything. I have been listening to this band for 8 years, and every time I need help with something there's a song that covers exactly that issue. I really am so incredibly impressed with how therapeutic it is to put words to your feelings. I have started working on things where I write either a new verse to a song that's already spoken to me or I try my hand at getting poetry out and if it fits I've sometimes sang it as part of the relevant song. I'm going through one of the darkest periods in my life right now, and it's been a war inside my head for as long as I can remember. The most recent battles have wrecked me in ways I didn't think were possible. I am still fighting because there has been so many lessons in these songs. This one, Fake Friends, Where Were You, and Heavy have each been markers on the trail out of my mental battlefield. I'm Not Okay, but I'm not a Burden, and I'm going to find ok again.
@theresak2883 ай бұрын
Tears thank you
@jacobdeweil35533 ай бұрын
To the people dealing with a burden complex: WE are not a burden. WE are loved.
@Thatgirlkara1111Ай бұрын
I feel like my sister hates me though 😔
@niasurapaneni198316 күн бұрын
@@Thatgirlkara1111 i agrree. i dont feel loved
@elkboy25383 ай бұрын
"Your ugly truth gave depth to you, now there's so much more to love." Dang that line hit hard.
@Beckhams183 ай бұрын
hardest line for me
@ambyrehoormann9086Ай бұрын
So they say… but sooo not true.. just destroys u even more…. Ruins ur friendships, ur family, ruins everything!
@sarahs2443 ай бұрын
I found this video right after coming home from a psychiatry check-up where I lied to them, my mom, and my best friend that I'm doing fine when really I can feel myself slipping back. I hope I don't fall all the way back down. I still have trouble with thinking my needs are not important and that I AM a burden. This will now be one of my new favorite songs. The kind you listen to on repeat, end up forgetting about it for a bit, and rediscovering it again with the same amount of appreciation and love towards it again and again. I love your songs so much, thank you.
@taresadidonato58883 ай бұрын
Talk to someone.
@FiroAguayo-HumoneVA3 ай бұрын
@@taresadidonato5888 Not everyone can, not everyone has the money and not everyone can open up to others
@Raygun593 ай бұрын
We all have demons but we can all fight and win over them. You have a light at the end of a tunnel waiting for you
@evelynwiberg19553 ай бұрын
@taresadidonato5888 in my experience talking to someone is a lot harder than you think. I can't speak for others, but when I talk to someone about things it never goes well. They say it's my fault, it wasn't that bad, just suck it up, simply tell me to shut up, or start telling me how they have it so much worse. I'm not saying that they haven't had it worse because humans in general can be extremely easy but when I talk about being abused, molested, multiple attempted r*pes by family members, or my biological father giving me poison all I want is help to process it and heal. I know all the coping skills and can even help others, but I have no idea on how to help me or my daughter get through our traumas. The comments above are said by therapists, they don't even try to help my daughter.
@lucanandrews7743 ай бұрын
@@evelynwiberg1955 I sincerely hope you both find some sense of peace. With autism, I don't share similar things as a means of comparison, but as a way to empathasise with who I'm talking with- like, oh, I've felt something like that too, or I've been through something similar- something I try my best to explain when I do it... though this isn't the case with everyone, as some just want to add to your hurt by saying those kinds of things to belittle your experiences, your pain and yout trauma. It's not your fault- none of it, whatsoever. No one else has worn your soul, so they have no right to say whether or not it was or wasn't something, and there's no way to accurately compare traumas without being that person, in that exact situation- it isn't possible. Trauma is trauma- it's not a pissing contest. You deserve to feel what and how you feel without someone saying you can't or you don't have any right to because "x", and you both deserve to find a path where you feel what you want to feel and be happy, healthy and safe. I hope you both can.
@Arxtxc3 ай бұрын
“You are not a burden to me,” That line hit me hard, and it hurt knowing someone I have never met and don’t even know, knows me better than my friends and family
@Carolina20Forever3 ай бұрын
That "I can tell that you're not okay" in the bridge, just, it hits so, so hard. It's what I wish someone would say to me. I've had this on repeat since it released at midnight and it's just what I needed to hear. thank you 🫶
@marcyneitzel47623 ай бұрын
I'm feel the same. I don't know where to turn who will listen and accept me for who I am who I am. Who can you trust when the world feels that it is against you 😮😢🥺💔🤷♀️
@tacticoolsteve3 ай бұрын
Sometimes I just want someone to see what's wrong with me. But no one will truly understand your pain except yourself. ❤🤗
@marcyneitzel47623 ай бұрын
@tacticoolsteve so because of that, no one will hear you it makes you feel invisible and inconvenient to others😭😭😭
@autumnshock5411Ай бұрын
I had my son (11 yoa) listen to this song. We have been struggling with his actions and behaviors. After listening to it, he finally opened up to me about a kid at school who has been taking bullying to another level. Citizen Soldier really speaks to people. My all-time favorite band.
@wolvesgirl1565Ай бұрын
I hope your little boy is doing better now
@sadlyitsmehope3 ай бұрын
When I first heard this song I was with friends. It was so difficult not to cry in front of them. Now I'm home listening to this wishing I could talk. I really appreciate this band for saying things I fear to say. I appreciate the fans for always being so sweet to me. You're all amazing and if you need anyone please let me know we'll find a way to.
@darkothedarkness17923 ай бұрын
i can feel you so much
@mariascott91013 ай бұрын
I need someone I’ve been abandoned by everyone or either my friends have all died
@jackploeg55143 ай бұрын
when ur ready u wil talk for me ther gife me te words i feel bud never now how to say thats why i start to talk
@TsukkiDino3 ай бұрын
Lets talk all together and be there for another^^. Im not the comment writter but I would help you if I can, idk how but maybe you all have an idea or tell me what you need. I hope you all are okay and if not please talk to someone^^
@SarafinaSummers3 ай бұрын
No, you are amazing, just for being you, just for breathing, for standing up, and for trying today. You are loved, wanted, valid, amazing, and beautiful… And nothing can ever take that away from you, nor can anyone, but you. 💜 🦋 💚 remember, there is no one else that can write your story. 📕 🖊️
@PvP_Katze3 ай бұрын
"I think you've been silent since youth." Hits deep.... Sometimes this hell comes out and when it comes, the people around me are just shocked. So thanks guys, that's something I really needed to hear. 💜
@riesa39433 ай бұрын
Just what a lot of people need
@amyrose69943 ай бұрын
Anyone else agree that with every song we get we feel a little better and closer with the truth of who we are?
@Thomas-wf4qcАй бұрын
Yes
@OdjnLaingod3 ай бұрын
when you feel more close and connected to someone you never met than to anyone in your life. love you guys. thank you for being here
@garmadonthesensei593 ай бұрын
“I’d rather hear your hell than see your funeral” Wow. I swear you guys are poets. Every song is such a banger that speaks volumes. Favorite band ❤
@pamelahoopes2663Ай бұрын
I was wondering today how many people actually mean that. I’ve had people say that in my life and when it came down to it it was just words.
@ThatOneKid_WH3 ай бұрын
“Your ugly truth gave depth to you” that is something I needed to here thank you
@ExcellionDark3 ай бұрын
I, male, got a message from my female best friend today with a link to this song. She told me to feel addressed. We do this a lot. But when I listened to this song... my goodness, it hit me like a truck... It was impossible not to cry. The first and only song so far that I can't listen to without crying. Mostly because it reminds me that my reward for never giving up is by far the most wonderful person you only find once in a lifetime (and some not even in two).
@deniseosadolor2 ай бұрын
If am honest I think it's your female best friend, but please don't take it as the truth. Only you know it😊 She loves you so much, that she says that you can talk to her about everything. That's so sweet 😊 Am glad you found a beautiful person, I hope I will find mine too😊
@AlexChambers1995Ай бұрын
Youre 100% correct i can't listen to this song and not cry. Repressed trauma from my family i guess. But I'm glad I have that one friend I can call at 3AM and she's ready to listen.
@narliehs1648Ай бұрын
@@deniseosadolorEh, not great to assume, ya know. He said nothing about any interest on either side beyond friendship. More likely, he was pointing out the toxic masculinity prevalent in our culture while his friend was showing him that it's his right as a human to not only have emotions but to express them when guys are so often told to repress such things.
@deniseosadolorАй бұрын
@@narliehs1648 I don't know. He liked my comment 😊
@narliehs1648Ай бұрын
@@deniseosadolor Someone did. Who's to say it was him? KZbin doesn't tell you such things unless the like came from the content creator.
@JustmeandI3983 ай бұрын
''you are not a burden to me'' is the one thing so many people need to hear, you deserve all the love
@shawnmendrek35442 ай бұрын
it never happened but that is alright.
@JustmeandI3982 ай бұрын
Wdym it never happened?@@shawnmendrek3544
@billyjoejimbob95733 ай бұрын
I'm so fucking glad you wrote this, I'm sitting in my room letting my inner traumatized child let it all out, I wouldn't be so broken if someone had said these words to me, so thank God for you saying for those of us who needed it.
@EthanNichols-l3e3 ай бұрын
Great job citizen soldier this song is amazing it hit me right in the feels the lyric video is awesome as always the line I'd rather hear your hell than see your funeral made me cry
@ThatOneKid_WH3 ай бұрын
The way you easily put what people need to here in words compared to others that don’t even try is amazing
@EthanNichols-l3e3 ай бұрын
@@ThatOneKid_WH facts
@ThatArticFox3 ай бұрын
I almost felt like crying at 1:08 the lyrics before it hit me so hard..
@sarahgardner31343 ай бұрын
Added to my favorites playlist IMMEDIATELY! CS songs are a safe place for me no matter what is going on, good or bad ❤️
@NearLover153 ай бұрын
The line “don’t ever be ashamed of your needs” followed by the your not a burden just.. I started sobbing so hard
@andrewbynon86243 ай бұрын
One of your best songs by far. No one should have to feel bad for talking about their feelings, no matter how dark they can be. I’ve always been there for my bestie whenever they need a shoulder to cry on, or even an ear to listen, because everyone deserves to be heard ❤
@AnimeNoMainn3 ай бұрын
" You can spell your guests I won't leave , you r not a burden to me " hit hard I wish someone told me that
@Dragon_Keeper_Allie3 ай бұрын
i guess thats why he writes these songs. so people won't feel alone in their mind anymore 😀
@angelawilliams52702 ай бұрын
Same , I suppose this is why he writes the songs he does they inspire us that we are all alone and there’s someone out there who cares
@DEmersonJMFM3 ай бұрын
I needed this ever since the short was first released. "Don't ever be ashamed of your needs" Some out there don't see us as burdens, though part of me always thinks it.
@magicallygamergirl3 ай бұрын
I shared it to my mom and my sister. I watched my mom cried at that line. Its such a strong line.
@andreazeigler19133 ай бұрын
danm
@tinad40323 ай бұрын
Much too real. 😭 I don't know how many times I thought how I am a burden and the minute you show your dark side to those that said "you are not a burden" they say "you are too much drama". But of course their issues (that I try to help with over my own needs) are never drama. I have given up on the human race. Just get up, take meds, work, zone out, take meds, sleep... on repeat. Seriously though... It is so refreshing "to be heard". Knowing that there are others who actually understand and not just saying they understand to get you "to feel better" and leave you feelin worse. Feeling sad is better than feeling nothing.
@racheydani3 ай бұрын
Have I listened to this song about 1 million times since last night? Yes. Am I going to listen again since I got the post notification? Also yes! 😌
@SairePickens3 ай бұрын
Same here. I will deafen myself listening to this song honestly. I know I'm safe where I am now, but there's still that little girl inside me who is still scared and fearful.
@lxcxfxrxr3 ай бұрын
My dad introduced me to your music unintentionally by playing it in the car once, and it was AMAZING. I’ve only been listening for about a year, but your music is honestly some of the best stuff I’ve ever listened to. Your one lyric from Tattoos, “There’s a kid out there who’s hearing this who’s in that place” plays on repeat in my head. It makes me happy knowing that there’s such relatable music out there. Thank you so much for every incredible song you’ve ever written. 🖤 (Also, I didn’t mean any of this in a creepy, weird way, I promise. 🙏)
@TomWhite-ew3qi3 ай бұрын
This one has me in tears. The ones who didn’t leave me or tell me to get over things from the past on short notice are the ones who truly care Real friends would rather hear your life instead of seeing you suffer Incredible song 🎵
@Gaz.H3 ай бұрын
if only you had friends to talk to or any family lol i been alone stranded in a country i don't speak there language no money, no help tried to commit the suicide twice and yeah this hits hard..i wish i could get back to country (Australia) were i could try seek help and actually have a conversation who understands me.
@beckyboo9173 ай бұрын
Thanks I have always been told by my family I burden
@shawnmendrek35442 ай бұрын
yea it made me cry too.
@dustin555100012 ай бұрын
Every like on this comment, i will listen to this song over and over again. ❤️
@dustin555100012 ай бұрын
I'm here everyone ❤️ 11 Likes keep them coming
@dustin555100012 ай бұрын
I am still here! 44 Likes, time to hit that replay button! Keep em coming 💯
@Red_kecher2 ай бұрын
92 bro gotta do it again for me
@dustin555100012 ай бұрын
Checking in right now Today is my birthday! On repeat we go 🔥
@Red_kecher2 ай бұрын
@@dustin55510001 happy birthday man
@Gacha-Central-Railways3 ай бұрын
This song speaks volumes to me... I've listened to your music.. and trust me when I say this... Your songs have saved me from taking the last step more than once... And this song is exactly how I feel... I feel like a burden to everyone of my friends and family for not doing enough... but... I can only push myself so far, until I break... ♥
@haileybeach89833 ай бұрын
i know how that feels nobody believes me and when i try and talk they leave me i'm never good enough for anyone i let everyone down
@aprilschmoke64243 ай бұрын
My daughter says she can't ever thank you guys so much, your songs saved her life twice now, she said she wishes she heard someone say these words to her so much sooner, thank you for saving my daughter, I can't express how grateful we are to you. 💗💗💗💗🙏❤️🩹
@Queen_Bread3 ай бұрын
You really made us wait for this one, I see why though, this song is amazing, I've been looking forward to it for months It somehow gets better each time i listen to it Your wife is lucky to have you Jake
@ProjectImpossibleOfficial3 ай бұрын
This is the "Would Anyone Care" of this album. I remember hearing it for the first time by watching a video of him performing it live, but that was months ago. Even so, I still cried upon hearing it for the first time. It is so powerful. Right away, it hits you right in the gut. And it keeps hitting you again and again throughout the entire song. When I listened to the final, official song today, I cried again This song is everything I've ever needed to here wrapped up into one song. Thank you for everything you do, Citizen Soldier. You have inspired all of us and continue to do so with every new release. 🧡🧡🧡
@myedroid3 ай бұрын
This. 100% Would Anyone Care is how I found CS. They have been vital to healing since, with every release. This song has a duality to it that speaks to me. How badly it is needed to hear, but also how badly I want others to hear it, and believe it too. ❤️
@tylerreed76153 ай бұрын
This was just what I needed. I never open up to my loved ones because I don’t wanna burden them with my problems
@troxcronos502324 күн бұрын
"I think you still live with the ghost of people you needed the most, that let you down and taught you how to keep your closest door closed" man that hits home so hard.
@knaussenheimer3 ай бұрын
citizen soldier songs always hit 😮💨
@arualm.40943 ай бұрын
What's hurting the most is thinking you found someone thinking like this song and realised it's all the same over again.
@TomWhite-ew3qi3 ай бұрын
Citizensoldier always writes amazazing songs. This one is so relatable for so many people
@Wind_Cursed3 ай бұрын
At the end of last year I finally got someone who basically told me everything in this song, and proved it. And let me tell you, I think it changed my life. Even if I'm still in the process of healing, me and everyone around me has noticed so much growth. I say sorry for things that aren't my fault less, I've shown who I really am in public places more, I'm even getting closer to finding out who I really am, and it's all because of that one person. That one person who finally showed me that it's ok, who encouraged me to grow without putting too much pressure on me. Let this stand as a testament of how powerful it is to just listen and be there and encourage. Let this stand as a testament of how powerful it is to just be a friend. Let this stand as a testament of how powerful it is to finally just let someone be themself. Let this also stand as a testament to never give up hope that someone out there will love you for you and who will care about you, because there's always someone, even if you haven't met them yet
@reginaroseblack58493 ай бұрын
This is so beautiful! And thank you for saying that we, who didn't meet that person yet, still can hope, that we will one day.
@myedroid3 ай бұрын
Proud of you. ❤️
@heatherbless69013 ай бұрын
I can't stop crying listening to this song. I had to hold it in until I got home but when I got home I dropped everything I was holding dropped to my knees in my kitchen and just let it out. I've been holding it in for too long. Thank you Citizen Soldier for all your songs especially this one. When you sang the lyric I would rather hear your hell than see your funeral I lost it thank you you are the first person to say I'm not a burden I really needed to hear these words today so ty from the bottom of my heart. I think you and Papa roach should Collab that would be one hell of a Collab with their song I'll leave a light on I would love to see you guys do a song together at some point. But again ty for all you do for us who feel like burdens or that we don't fit in or belong this is a community I feel I can be myself and not be judged you guys are saving lives with your music including mine so keep up the good work. You guys will always have my full support.
@mariealfredsson43923 ай бұрын
Same here. 🥰❤️💔
@bookteen1003 ай бұрын
Drowning so bad right nobody cares to listen or even just give me a hug. Trying to hang on to keep going and this song is the only encouragement helping me hang on because I'm alone in the world.
@ProfPaperclip3 ай бұрын
The music equivalent of a comforting hug. I cannot thank you enough for this song.
@bethanyb24983 ай бұрын
The vicious voices have been so freaking loud lately and this song has just popped up for me. It truly speaks everything that I can’t even explain. I’m crying as I’m typing and listening to this beautiful masterpiece. I have always thought I was a burden to everyone. Thank you so much Citizen Soldier
@ignaciobocangellatorre71513 ай бұрын
"you are not a burden for me" I remember my mom telling me that in one of my worst moments, thanks to her support I managed to overcome each phase of this battle, and Citizen Soldier reminds me of each victory with their songs, thank you guys ❤
@wolfsrule1003 ай бұрын
These songs always come at the perfect time. Spent all yesterday hiding my dark truth after it backfired. Thank you citizen soldier you guys save lives
@tenshineko01593 ай бұрын
This song is for anyone that feels like they have to keep their feelings inside. That feels like they can't freely express themselves. Thank you so much for this song.
@MihouLover143 ай бұрын
As someone who has dealt with moments where I feel like I'm a problem for others, or annoy others, this song hits me so hard Amazing Citizen Soldier, you have my deepest gratitude ❤❤❤❤❤
@Bunzine_gaming2 ай бұрын
Same here i have felt that way so many times but there songs really speak to me
@QueensBlade25013 ай бұрын
I just wanted to say thank you so much for including both "you can let your skeletons scream" and "don't ever be ashamed of your needs". This song is something my bestie and I quote at each other constantly to help combat bad brain time, and both of those lines are SO important.
@whatsnewscoobydoo76233 ай бұрын
THIS SONG IS SO GOOD!! I can't tell you how much it helps me to hear I am not a burden to someone. ❤❤
@DemonLoverrrrr3 ай бұрын
You're not a burden ❤
@summerarose99903 ай бұрын
This song represents everything I've always wanted to hear...I'm actually crying "I'd rather hear your hell than see your funeral" hits the hardest and "don't ever be ashamed of your needs" that line is what I needed to hear for the longest 🥺 thank you CS for touching all our hearts and healing our souls in more ways than 1 🧡💜
@sayaka_213 ай бұрын
"I think you still live with the ghost of the people you need the most." This part reminds me of what I'm going through, but I can't talk to anyone because they won't listen to me. Citizen Soldier, you make the best music, and your songs help me a lot. You know the right words for every song that goes to the heart of the people that listen to it. You're the best!❤🔥
@johnbarrigar88393 ай бұрын
Talk to me. I'll listen. I've been there and then some.
@sayaka_213 ай бұрын
@@johnbarrigar8839 Thank you☺
@KookyxTacoАй бұрын
You are amazing. As a father of 3 who feels like he's failing the angels that need him most. Thank you.
@darknesseternal24733 ай бұрын
This song can't be anymore perfect. I wish, wish someone would listen to me sometimes. This band has given me hope that maybe someone out there does love me.
@CeCelia19783 ай бұрын
I have this song on repeat. I am someone who says this to my friend a lot. She always thanks me for making time to hear her problems even when I have my own going on. But the way I see it, it helps me when I help someone. So hearing their issues when I’m going through things of my own, does help me in a sense. So people aren’t a burden to me. And I always make sure to tell them that. I played this song for my mom, and she actually likes it. She don’t like many songs I play. You guys always write about the realest feelings. And it’s one of the things I love about y’all’s songs.
@minefreakout55953 ай бұрын
I don’t cry, I say “I need to go cry” or something to videos that are unexpectedly kind. But I don’t, I don’t cry. This video made me cry, not long, 30 seconds maybe, I’m afraid of who might hear. But I cried. You guys are one of the few reasons Im here and one of the even shorter list of things that help me with me. even if that is getting me to cry because your songs spill my soul. I can never muster the right words for how grateful I am you exist.
@brandon77suzuki2 ай бұрын
You guys seem like the kind of friends we all need in life. Respect.
@AmberWells-e4d3 ай бұрын
This song made me cry more than any other. Yall express things I wish I could say. We are not burdens. We matter. All of us. No matter what. Thank you citizen soldier for all you do. Your music saves lives. Including mine.
@vahingollinen3 ай бұрын
you make me weep with how much I understand every line of the song.
@dustin555100013 ай бұрын
💯
@MelissaBntz3 ай бұрын
❤
@cat49113 ай бұрын
I have waited so long for this song. I needed this. It made me cry. I always feel like a burden to my family
@jillwesenbeek39643 ай бұрын
Really love this band, all this deep and meaningful songs. So beautiful and love the fact that there is always a lyricvideo really handy if English isn't your mother language.
@nicolegerhardt90183 ай бұрын
Du hast Platz 1 in den Charts verdient. Du bist derjenige der ein wirklich verstehen tut. Du bist ein wunderbarer Mensch
@sarahw9118Ай бұрын
"I'd rather hear your hell then your funeral" reminds me so badly of my best friend. Such a rock in my life and she doesn't even know it no matter how much I say it ❤️
@feather79633 ай бұрын
I remember having mental breakdown and i had my friend talking with me over discord, man this song made my cry all over again. This year tho I was able to overcome anxiety, started going to gym, got my first job and positively thinking about future, but my self doubt is still attacking relentlessly. I guess im still not enough for myself, but i have great friends that still remind me that my brain is saying gibberish
@PvP_Katze3 ай бұрын
Just hold on to your people, they really care for you. 💪
@shawnbaker88213 ай бұрын
I don't know you but I can assure you that your enough find the people that understand you and never let them go.
@allisonadams79613 ай бұрын
I have been waiting months and it is just as beautiful as I'd hope it would be. Thank you all so much this is going on repeat for a little while. I'll be seeing yall in October
@Luximinata3 ай бұрын
what one would pay to be heard at least once... great song 🤟
@foxatronix17423 ай бұрын
I don't cry from much and I've never had what I'd call a bad upbringing but I needed this. I cried in my school library quietly because of this. My dad passed away before I could even graduate highschool and hearing this makes me think that this is my dad,that I'm making him proud, even when I think I'm not worthy of it. This song making me cry feels so good. Thank you, CS
@ForMeNotAgainstMe2 ай бұрын
Thousand Foot Krutch would also he something you may like, and idk, but I also love Chemical Wisdom by Disciple. You may relate or another is Things Left Unsaid by them.
@jojoy77373 ай бұрын
New song babyyyyy!!!!!!
@itsQueenPurple3 ай бұрын
THIS is what people need who have problems....someone who just wants to listen and help
@ravenblood82653 ай бұрын
We are always the burden and when we talk we lose that person because NOBODY can handle our darkness 😢
@dustin555100012 ай бұрын
Exactly 💯 I feel this
@SkyeciferGlitterfart2 ай бұрын
This song instantly broke me down. Thanks for finding the words I never can ❤
@cassyk.40543 ай бұрын
I rly love this song. It hits right on the spot.
@pcasey92193 ай бұрын
This song should be everywhere, people need to stand together, so many people taking there lives for feeling alone 😢
@Juli-g1c3 ай бұрын
This songs so real even though i always feel like a burden
@michelle8233 ай бұрын
Thank you for putting how I feel into words for me yet again. “Your ugly truth gives depth to you now there’s so much more to love” those words are so validating and gives me strength to keep fighting through the hell.
@Cookie._.Crumble.___.2223 ай бұрын
This is a Masterpiece
@meowpaws60843 ай бұрын
Hits like a truck when both you and your partner can relate to this song and are able to dedicate it to each other. I needed this today..ty
@Izzy145633 ай бұрын
My friends and family don't understand what I go through so this song means a lot to me. It says all the things I'm too scared to say in fear of losing those I love.
@ForMeNotAgainstMe2 ай бұрын
If you'd be open to it, I recommend the song "Invisible" by Disciple 😊
@tanyaballard4891Ай бұрын
To those with whom this song resonates. Never forget you are worthy of the love you so easily bestow upon others. You are loved.
@KatyaHeffner3 ай бұрын
Love this song so much 😅 0:25
@BrittanyNeal-b7rАй бұрын
I had my husband listen to this song because it explains me and i thought he would understand me better. But....he promises me all the time I'm not a burden and it's his job to be there for me anytime i need him just as i am for him. I believe him because hes been here for me through everything, but at times i still feel like im an issue and he dont have tome to listen to my bullshit problems or like he dont care about what is going on with me. I know its just me and my stupid thinking because he has the absolute BEST man ive EVER been with, ive lived him more than any other man, and most importantly he is the first man i can actually say i have EVER fully trusted. So....i promised him i am working on those issues i have, ive also veen opening up to him more lately, and hes so proud. God, i appreciate that man so much, and in grateful i found MY PERSON and he is showing me someone can truly love me with all of his heart and acccept the person i am and also not take advantage of me and how sweet and kind of woman i am.
@ItsCuteCat3 ай бұрын
finally new citizen soldier ❤❤
@Flameburn933 ай бұрын
I dedicate this song to my Mom. shes my rock through all the hard times for me. Love you mommy
@MagdalenaMariaGka3 ай бұрын
Love it! ❤
@ForMeNotAgainstMe2 ай бұрын
Check out Magdalene Rose 🌹!!!!!! Your name and the Holy Spirit reminded me, lol
@alanapotkonjak73 ай бұрын
I seriously will not ever be able to express just how much this band means to me. They have saved me so many times, from myself, from the darkness, and all the pain that just never leaves so from my very soul thank you for writing and singing and sharing you guys are saving lives including mine ❤❤❤❤❤
@MeepSkye_Arts3 ай бұрын
Ima cry :D Edit: 'I'd rather hear your hell than see your funeral' hits hard, damn..
@Rena_TheFallenAngel88873 ай бұрын
I love this band. The lyrics in their songs make me feel I'm not alone. I LOVE YOU CITIZEN SOLDIER ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
@TheWeatherkingdom_20263 ай бұрын
Man come on you keep hitting me deeper
@misinkaT3 ай бұрын
This song made me cry. It hits differently, it resonates from within. Truly soothing to the soul and the insecure thoughts everyone has from time to time. Thank you for putting these feelings into words.💙
@Serenity_933 ай бұрын
I cried so hard listening to this song last night on repeat 😭
@RavenHound3 ай бұрын
"You can spill you guts. I won't leave. You're not a burden to me." This song hits hard for another time. I spill my guts, my problems, my emotions out to the one I see most, and I believe that I'm a burden to everyone. But I also still believe that the one I see doesn't think that. Thank you for another lovely song to helping others up Citizen Soldier
@ttkbradley3 ай бұрын
I listened to this on spotify! and i love it! I love all your guys music! helps me through tough times!
@turtlemun3 ай бұрын
The whole chorus just hits so close, and the whole song just... yet again, you all put what I'm feeling into words. It's incredibly powerful.
@destinyhowell53383 ай бұрын
I swear to god finding this band saves my life everyday.. my depression and anxiety makes me feel alone.. even though im not but all these songs make me feel heard..
@Anew_Returner3 ай бұрын
AAA BURDEN IS SO GOOD
@kerryhall87833 ай бұрын
I've been waiting for this song for so long and it's even more than I expected... I wish I had one single person in my life who would say any part of this to me, mean it, and then follow through with just listening.
@FangzSevlow3 ай бұрын
Absolutely love your lyric videos.. quite relaxing to watch and love the music as well
@Jor-yourbestii23 күн бұрын
“Your not a burden to me” had me actually crying, I need someone in my life like this, i can’t even tell my closest friends, people I consider family what goes on in my head. This is my new comfort song
@natalienegeberg37013 ай бұрын
Thx for the song, been waiting❤❤❤❤
@FallenAngel22x3 ай бұрын
Well I'm now crying at this song, I had an overdose last night and ended up in hospital. I've been feeling like a burden so much due to my health issues. Thank you Citizen Soldier for your music and for helping me through my dark times (that are current)
@ForMeNotAgainstMe2 ай бұрын
"Someday" by Disciple, and "Invisible" and "Ressurecting Reasons" anddddd also especially "The Executioner," was what came to mind when I noticed your comment. I just got through some pretty wicked withdrawal and am still in recovery, too. I hope this messags helps 🙏🏻 🎉🎉🎉