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@raenalevens80932 жыл бұрын
I don't mean to seem needy but will there be a shirt coming out based on Tattoos?
@mjuytsjmser292 жыл бұрын
❤😍
@Renaisance019902 жыл бұрын
Sang for me guys
@wolfpackstudiosnjrotccadet26172 жыл бұрын
Qwestion can you make a song about feeling like you don't deserve love in a relationship Or you always doubt if you're doing a good enough job in the relationship. You don't have to just wondering
@anthonypapson26312 жыл бұрын
I needed to hear this song i've been threw hell and back thank for making this song
@fluffenough77972 жыл бұрын
I used to feel so ashamed of my scars, but after listening to this song its made me feel stronger and not alone 🧡
@fluffenough77972 жыл бұрын
@Sarafina Summers yup, it is. Hi! Hope you are doing well
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Well said friend, you're not alone 🧡 Much love to you
@lyrieth88332 жыл бұрын
Dear never be ashamed of you scars, they made you who you are.
@tazmat4202 жыл бұрын
You are stronger!! You made it, I for one am glad you're here!! ❤️❤️
@mxrgot_lsr2 жыл бұрын
You are not alone
@kat713511 ай бұрын
I've been free of SH for two years now (sep 23, 2024 will be three years) and everytime I feel the darkness starting to creep in again I blast every song I know by them and just sing my heart out to them while I'm crying so hard that everything looks blurry. I have other songs I listen too that also help me; but this is the first time I've actually found a band who's songs are nothing but telling people that no matter what they're going through they are loved and enough and no matter what the voices say deserve to be alive. Thank you so much Citizen Soldier, not just for helping me, but for helping anyone and everyone who is blessed enough to be able to hear your songs❤❤
@PoetTornado2022Ай бұрын
You are an amazing person for having stopped SH - I wish I could stop, but unfortunately SH is my only anchor in a world where I feel like I lose control. Pain is the only thing I feel like I can actually control.
@kat7135Ай бұрын
@PoetTornado2022 I completely understand that, I use to SH just to be able to feel something from how numb I was back then. But since I've met my BF he's helped me through so much and I'm incredibly grateful for him. And I know it may not feel like it at times, but I do promise that it does get better. I may not know you or your story, but I can tell you that you are 100% worth it, loved, cared for and I'm rooting for you 😊❤️
@PoetTornado2022Ай бұрын
@kat7135 thank you friend !
@kat7135Ай бұрын
@@PoetTornado2022 ofc!!
@GatchaDark2 жыл бұрын
"You can't change the past just choose the frame" That was an amazing line in the song it hits so hard
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
🧡
@DavinaClaire-sv4zo11 ай бұрын
How u do it I’m in a dark place all the time I need to protect my feelings and my family I don’t know how
@extremegrieferjesus700210 ай бұрын
Be there for them and they be there for you ❤❤@@DavinaClaire-sv4zo
@MeowingCat8359 ай бұрын
@@DavinaClaire-sv4zo how r u doing now?
@General-_kota-9 ай бұрын
@@DavinaClaire-sv4zo you can still protect them, you just gotta hold them close in your heart because if you do so your family will know who is keeping it together, stay strong brother and may God love you for who you are❤❤💗💙💙💙😎😎
@mypplskillsarerusty77332 жыл бұрын
"Cause there's a kid out there hearing this that's in that place" That line.... That line is why i want to help everyone that's going through this but i know now in order to do that I need to be in a good place myself. Damn though i want to take the pain away from everyone. Amazing band and song.
@nikoluswright8424 Жыл бұрын
Can I favorite this comment 5 times? :)
@NicoleKing-yh6xs Жыл бұрын
This line literally made me cry
@savannahflowers-qh3rl Жыл бұрын
@@nikoluswright8424 lol so true though
@thebestintheworldcmpunk3435 Жыл бұрын
Im going to see this band they are wicked
@extremegrieferjesus70028 ай бұрын
Too everyone in here. Your not alone we are here with you. ❤
@DarkcoldLaboratories2 жыл бұрын
As a storyteller and avid music listener, this song speaks to me. I nearly ended my life in May because I was so lost and trying make everyone else happy. I came out of the ward, a new person. My past stays in the past and I am driven to make my mark on this world. There is more to life and there is help. Please keep writing that beautiful story.
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Glad you still with us friend 🧡 Much love to you
@tazmat4202 жыл бұрын
You'll get through it. That's what they say. But only you can. I for one am glad you're here!!! Mine was also May of last year. I had someone from my church call for help. Thank you for sharing your story. ❤️
@maryelizabethfloyd93572 жыл бұрын
Yes everyone's journey is different and everyone deserves to be heard, I've recently came out to my family as nonbinary and I get judged for what makes me uniquely me and its harder some days then others I try and seek out a positive from the day and that's getting harder
@maryelizabethfloyd93572 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier thank you for your beautiful music and inspiration, life is hard just came out to my family as nonbinary and people judge as they are closed mined and it's harder and harder but at 33 years old and music as my inspiration I feel that 1 positive no matter how big or small it is can slightly help but it's still hard
@DarkcoldLaboratories2 жыл бұрын
@@maryelizabethfloyd9357 being transgender myself I understand that feeling all too well. Keep your head up and surround yourself with people and things that make you happy and encourage you.
@babygirladdy Жыл бұрын
"I've held my story down, swallowed every scream" so fucking relatable
@CK-lr7sd2 жыл бұрын
"A heart of gold no it don't come cheap" that line hits close for me... another incredible song and lyric video from CS! I hope everyone that sees this has the best day/night you can!🧡🧡🧡 And sending hugs to anyone that wants/needs them🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
@BloodLust12 жыл бұрын
thank you for the hug friend, I needed it. so sweet of you to share your love with others
@CK-lr7sd2 жыл бұрын
@@BloodLust1 🤗🧡
@HAnnB242 жыл бұрын
Yep that line broke me. I have found CS only in a past few months or so and find most of their songs hit home but I thought I was doing okay with this - not too close to home, enjoying the song etc - that mentally I was doing better, but that one line made me realize I'm not as okay as I think I am
@CK-lr7sd2 жыл бұрын
@@HAnnB24 100% CS is really good at hitting hard. I hope things start getting better for you!🧡
@HAnnB242 жыл бұрын
@@CK-lr7sd thank you, I hope you are doing well too
@V4MP842 жыл бұрын
“Cause there’s a kid out there that’s hearing this that’s in that place” beautiful work man you know it feels good to know that I’m not alone🧡
@lylepeters993 Жыл бұрын
No your not because I feel the same so just know your not alone
@Ghoulish668 Жыл бұрын
Your not the only one when I heard this for the first time I had a breakdown cause it felt so good knowing I ain’t the only one
@V4MP84 Жыл бұрын
@@Ghoulish668 ong🧡
@ThatguywiththeAudi Жыл бұрын
That quote is very true there are many out there who even in their youth get stuck in that terrible place in your mind that u feel will never ever end. People out there go through a lot feeling deppressed, trapped, unloved, unwanted, or even suicidal. Just that never ending cycle can tear someone to peices. Some people even just bottle things up and isolate themselves from socializing, doing daily regular things, feeling hopeless or no modivation to do anything, or even taking care of yourself. It is hard especially when u isolate yourself to a device like a computer, or phone to listen to songs that make u actually feel as if you're not alone.. And it's also very hard when family members put u off as lazy, ungreatful, selfish, or some kind of horrible name just because u are deeply depressed and no one helps.. I hope someone reads this and actually understands these things.. It hurts me to think the world has just gone cold. No one cares about your feelings or just assumes u are lazy, rude, or just plain fine when u need help most. Even if u try your best some find it not good enough and push u to do more. Or the never ending expectations from parents, or family members that digs u even deeper into the terrible emotions u feel. Especially when u actually try to talk to a loved one and they just say "You're just being dramatic." Or "U always have something wrong." But yet once u tell them "I'm suicidal" They finally listen after so long. But then still just don't understand.. And that's fine it's just if u weren't in that situation and someones trying to vent about their feelings u can't judge them! Or whoever u try and vent to (like a loved one) and they just put u down for it or make u feel as if you're a failure that doesn't belong.. And some people struggle with this and even no matter how hard they try still nothing changes.. Sometimes when people vent they tell their situations and then it seems as it finally went through once someone says " I've been through it too." And just as u get your hopes up they crush it all over again by doing the same awful things to u and not ever hearing u out.. Then u end up in therapy.. If no one else will care to listen nor put it to heart you're trying to explain yourself but it doesn't change.. But after a while it will. U just have to have hope and build your confidence! U can't sit there and let someone treat u bad or judge u for the situations others put u in. I've learned instead of sitting and letting people put u down u need to stand up and tell them u are human too!!! U ARE HUMAN TOO!! And no matter if they like it or not they can't control u nor tell u how to feel. It's just not worth all the pain not fighting back for yourself. And you may be wondering how I understand this.. But beleive it or not that was all I was put through and through my 12 years of living I've related to all Citizen Soldiers music and I will get past deppression soon! I'll remember this subject and take to heart for as long as I live!!! 😆💖
@XyumexnoxkoeX2 жыл бұрын
Whether you have visible or psychological scars: be proud of who you are and have become, that you made it through these tough times. Thank you beautiful souls for being here on this beautiful earth ❤
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Well said 🧡
@vikinggaming10372 жыл бұрын
And thank you, for such kind words. Much love to you.❤
@lisajena422 жыл бұрын
Thank you. I used to feel like it wasn't that bad because there was no physical representation. I've been working hard to acknowledge and heal. You're incredibly kind. 💙
@rayzor_00 Жыл бұрын
Thank u
@NeThZOR Жыл бұрын
@@lisajena42 I have the same problem. People don't see the emotional abuse and neglect. And the psychological problems we experience.
@skyeriley1549 Жыл бұрын
"Cause theres a kid out there that's hearing this that's in that place" im that kid, im 16 and im mentally tired but y'alls songs helps with that. Hearing your songs helps me and makes me feel like im not alone. I am so greatful for yall, thankyou
@SnailyTheSnail Жыл бұрын
Im a year yunger, but I feel ya. Every day feels bland nowadays for me. Feel like I have no purpose. Its gotta end eventually tho, we got this!!
@sietze34511 ай бұрын
28 here. PTSD and depression. Hang in there buddy/lady. You'll shine. Theres more of people like us then you think. ❤
@alyssaspencer83582 жыл бұрын
To everyone sharing their stories in the comments, you're all so amazing! I see so many different stories and yet you're all still here. And coming from a stranger I'm sure it doesn't mean the most, but I'm proud of you all
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Well said Alyssa 🧡
@BeckyMu2 жыл бұрын
It means a lot
@gamaninja99152 жыл бұрын
I do a lot of small things for my parents and they never said they're proud of me So thank you it means a lot
@alyssaspencer83582 жыл бұрын
@@gamaninja9915 I really am. It can be hard to even do the small things. At least you're still here and you're still trying
@PupTyker2 жыл бұрын
Sometimes the little comments can make the biggest impact. Much love 🧡 🧡
@confidentialinformation1089 Жыл бұрын
❤. Heh, i'm that kid.
@All_things_capcut088 ай бұрын
Me too 😅
@sweet_.weird08 ай бұрын
same
@Skide_skuret8 ай бұрын
Me too bro😢😢
@BarkingForestCoyote8 ай бұрын
Omfg samee I just don't have scars but I might soon (we don't talk about that)
@angelborrego75378 ай бұрын
Bud, I know it’s hard but please don’t die on me ..
@bastet80162 жыл бұрын
„ because I am so damn proud of what they put me through” love this line
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
🧡
@HeidiButters48648 ай бұрын
same this line is so touching.
@stardapanda89162 жыл бұрын
"so I'll keep writing songs until they know my name. cause there's a kid out there that's hearing this that's in that place." that brought me to tears. absolutely love this song. 🧡
@luckyfluf02 жыл бұрын
This is my favorite song off the album. It literally brought me to tears. I've said it once, but I'll say it again: keep doing what you're doing. Your songs, your words... They're saving lives.
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Will do 🧡
@Lick_A_Rock2 жыл бұрын
True dat.
@angeldust66662 жыл бұрын
I used to be ashamed of my scars. I been in really bad stuff in the past and until now. I used hid them like it was nothing. Now I look at the scars I have, it makes me stronger everyday.
@Ghost-zm4hr2 жыл бұрын
This is one of my favorite songs from the new album. I cried when I first heard this song. Thank y'all for everything. 🧡🙏
@wrightfamily73812 жыл бұрын
Same
@DemonYoriichiTsugikuni.2 жыл бұрын
Here 🧻🧻🧻
@Griffins_Nest2 жыл бұрын
Same 🖤🖤
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Glad to hear that friend 🧡 Much love to you
@wrightfamily73812 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier my top 3 favorite songs that you have done is would anyone care surrender and tattoos all have something to say I'm a big fan would love to see you guys live one day
@yvettevidal53152 жыл бұрын
I can't stop crying. I needed something like this. Right now I'm passing through so much things that anybody else can tolerate or survive. Your music speak to me every time. And every time I cry. Supporting you from Chile 🥀
@aarons6935Ай бұрын
Millions of people are going through what you're going through...
@sara_s17372 жыл бұрын
This song hit me in the feels on a totally different level. My younger self from few years ago would've loved to hear these lines. I learned not to look at my scars as a reminder of my weakness and sad days, but as a reminder of how low I fell and got back up. How strong I was to hold on and later even move on. Thank you for this song guys, you're saving lives and giving hope to everyone who finds you.
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Glad to hear you're doing better Sara 🧡 Much love
@diiannaharrold44462 жыл бұрын
Preach it cause that’s exactly what our scars are there for to remind us all that we survived hell and are still standing
@electricalhazard2 жыл бұрын
I used to hate my scars more than anything. I felt shame because I felt like that made me seem weak. But back in September I got my first tattoo a semicolon and god that tattoo has kept me clean it makes me feel like I’ve won my battles and I’m still here I’m still alive. With that knowledge I do my best to be there for people who are in that dark place like I have been. Having strength is hard but I have a purpose and that’s helping those who feel alone in the darkness 💜
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Well said 🧡
@mele48272 жыл бұрын
I didn't realize just how helpful my semicolon tattoo would be.
@hellohello-fs7we2 жыл бұрын
Semicolon tattoo? Could you elaborate?
@electricalhazard2 жыл бұрын
@@hellohello-fs7we the semicolon represent suicide awareness a symbol someone beat those horrible thoughts. It means my story isn't over and honestly mine isnt over
@PurpleFlames872 жыл бұрын
I like how bright and cheery the colors are this time around, perfect for such an emotional and uplifting song
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
🧡
@tesiarobinson651011 ай бұрын
I can relate to this. I went through 10 years of self harm, having to deal with the scars, feeling ashamed of them and getting judge for them. This song helps me so much. Thank you. Very touching song.
@Jakob762 жыл бұрын
I know I'm just a random person on the internet but I'm so proud of you..and thank you for saving my and many other lifes. You put my chaotic thoughts, that i couldn't describe into words.. your lyrics are making me feel understood and these comments under your videos make me feel less alone... Thank you guys for helping us in the darkest times, I'm glad you survived it back then.. thank you for being here
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
You're not just a another random person on the internet, you're you. 🧡 Appreciate you
@Jakob762 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier 🧡
@samanthabruce16572 жыл бұрын
When it said " I'll wear my scar just like tattoos, cause I'm so damn proud of what they put me though," not all scars are physical and those lines hit me like a dump truck. I don't normally cry to songs when I'm not already emotional but this had me crying. Thank you guys sooo much for making music that makes people feel seen and heard. For saying the words that others can't. I have so much respect for you. Please keep up the amazing work.❤❤
@laydenyump3619 Жыл бұрын
Everyone thinks all scars are physical and that’s just not true 😭. Thank you!
@BjornIronSid32 жыл бұрын
Ever since i found Citizen Soldier ( this week ), I get the feeling that all the songs speaks to me like they wrote them for me. I cried so much this week and I'm happy to say this band is going to be in my heart forever. can't stop listening to you thank you so much.
@resention8230 Жыл бұрын
Every time I hear this man's vibrato, it gives me chills. The part at 3:24 is just so damn raw. The slight vocal fray, the sound of desperation, and the emphasis on the vibrato is so impressive. I wish I could do that myself, but for now, I'll simply get my heart broken by every song.
@reciprocating_popcorn_blade Жыл бұрын
Every damn time.
@nikyraven19562 жыл бұрын
"Used to feel so ashamed, until i learned you can't change the past just choose the frame". so true but not easy to accept it in your heart. All the time I thought "If only I were diagnosed earlier, if only i were brave enough to say outloud I'm enough, you should learn kindness instead of teaching me shame". Listening to your lyrics and music really shake my heart everytime.
@handsinthefire Жыл бұрын
"Casue there's a kid out there that's hearing this that's in that place" that kid is over 30 and still hasn't recovered. Thanks brother.
@milenaialeksandrajankovic22102 жыл бұрын
Amazing lyrics!💞 "So I'll keep writing songs until they know my name cause there's a kid out there that's hearing this that's in that place"🎶🎵👏👏
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Thanks Milena 🧡
@kewinwhler5917 Жыл бұрын
Am one of the kids this song help Me so much are have strulig in my whole life and are have left me lonely but this song keep me think of all the shit are have going to in my life and am steal here ❤🥺
@kewinwhler5917 Жыл бұрын
Dat lyrics tekst from the song like milena reed ind the chat make me cry Becuse is the tru of People like me
@lizzielouuu92 Жыл бұрын
i'm not there yet, but i hope to be one day. i no longer hide them, but i still feel judged. the anger i get from some who do know kills me. it makes me feel worse than i already do. i wouldn't want a loved one hurting themselves either, but a simple hug and i love you would do. but also so many people do not understand self harm, and they just think you're crazy. sometimes i'm not sure if i want people to ask questions, or if i want them to pretend they never saw anything. thank you citizen soldier for writing the songs i feel like i have been singing in my head for decades. i don't want anyone to feel the way i do, but it is comforting knowing that it isn't just me.
@ashhlol4202 жыл бұрын
this is the song I wish younger me heard. I wish younger me knew that she would make it through this, and not try to unalive. please, if your struggling know you are special and you are lovely underneath your pain, your scars.
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Well said 🧡
@Mace43012 жыл бұрын
These songs helped me get through my darkest days where I was just one more bad day from taking the fall. If it wasn't for this band, I probably wouldn't be around today to type this. Thank you Citizen Soldier, thank you from the bottom of my heart. 🧡
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Much love to you 🧡 Glad the music helps
@thatsnaturalohyeah Жыл бұрын
I love tattoos and scars. I'm a survivor. Thank you Citizen Soldier. ❤❤
@mollytubbs56192 жыл бұрын
This one makes me cry every time. It helps me remember that all the hell I’ve gone through is worth it to still be breathing.
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Appreciate you Molly 🧡
@sweet_.weird08 ай бұрын
i swear these guys are like the therapist I've never had and after listening to this i feel a lot better about my scars thank you🧡🧡
@jamesimhoff44906 ай бұрын
SOAP [Your PFP is awesome]
@umo67312 жыл бұрын
"Every mark that makes you feel worthless can give you a purpose" is so beautiful to hear 💙, this year has been a hard one but your music is a big part of what made it a little easier for everyone..
@katperry6869 Жыл бұрын
you guys have so many songs that hit home. if i surrender and this song are at the top of my list. i have so many scars, both inside and out side from childhood abuse, sometimes i just put your songs on replay and sit here and cry cuz i dont know what else to do. thank you for your songs
@nadineobviously587811 ай бұрын
I feel that so much
@extremegrieferjesus700210 ай бұрын
Kat u can do this. Be strong keep fighting ❤️❤️
@justinjones484510 ай бұрын
I feel the same way
@f1speedrunner032 жыл бұрын
This song is so unbelievably beautiful, my goodness. It really resonates with me. It also makes me feel contradicted. Your guys' songs taught me how to be strong and how it's okay for me to be myself. And yet, this song made me cry in a way nothing ever made me do, and I could not be happier with it. From the bottom of my heart, I want to thank you for allowing us to be Soldiers fighting alongside you guys 🧡
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Appreciate you friend 🧡 You're not alone
@fightlifehunt22292 жыл бұрын
This song made me not feel ashamed of my scars. It made me pull up my sleeves to the public and not care what people think. Thank you for this song!
@Serenity_932 жыл бұрын
My absolute favourite song from this album! 🥹💜 the line "now I wear my scars just like tattoos because I am so damn proud of what they put me through" Hit me in my soul! I'm so going to get it as a tattoo! 🧡
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Appreciate that Heather 🧡 Send us a picture!
@Serenity_932 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier I definitely will when I have enough money saved up! 😆🧡
@Aly06182 жыл бұрын
“Cause there’s a kid who’s in this place”. That’s me. I don’t have any scars, but I was very close to two times of having scars. I love Citizen Soldier, helped me so much during my darkest places.
@Hungnguyen-oj1ss2 жыл бұрын
"Cause there's a kid out there that's hearings that's in that place" I really can't hold my tears at this line. Yes i'm that kid and i am really need to hear this.
@mommakim457 ай бұрын
My son who was murdered 3 years ago loved you guys so much and he would have been over the moon with this song!! I feel like I can hear him singing it from Heaven!! Thank you!!
@lauriebaker5031 Жыл бұрын
This is where I am right now. Learning to love my mistakes and my wrong choices. God made me this way for a reason. To help someone else in the someplace I was.
@teamfoster-keefe62548 ай бұрын
I'm doing so good now, I'm 3 months clean and I'm gonna keep it up. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING
@youareenoughngp8 ай бұрын
Im so proud of you, you are amazing!❤
@terzosgloves2 жыл бұрын
Damn the first few lines are already so relatable, this is nice to listen to rn because I’ve had such a bad day
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Glad the music helps 🧡
@wrightfamily73812 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier merry Christmas Eve
@Kittyguirl8 ай бұрын
'used to pull down my sleeves' and 'now my scars just like tattoos' has made me less ashamed and alone and when i saw this song it has made me feel proud and less alone
@trevorrichert123092 жыл бұрын
That is so true thank you so much for continuing to make songs for anybody that's dealing with depression I highly recommend this band can't tell you how much it helped me out.
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Appreciate you Trevor 🧡
@justinjones484510 ай бұрын
I love your song I went to your church and almost cried today😢😢😢😢
@justinjones484510 ай бұрын
Because of all of my dad every time I hear the song you will see me so proud of me for everything I've been through and whoever sing this song have a beautiful voice 🤩🤩🤩😢😢😢
@lyndelle9562 Жыл бұрын
I’m in this place…what hurts more is the people who think they know what we are going through and yet they have never had depression…it hurts to know that we feel alone and yet there are so many people on this earth have the same problem….thanks for the music man it really helps a lot
@lilian_fortane2 жыл бұрын
The part about the heart of gold that don't come cheap hits me and made me cry ! It's obviously true Thank you Citizen Soldier 🧡
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Much love Lilian 🧡
@kgalaxm226 ай бұрын
I found you just yesterday when I was just bawling my eyes out. It was supposed to be such a fun night at a graduation party, and I saw all these people being all happy and having g their time of their life and in my head, this voice kept telling me, " I don't deserve to be happy" , I kept looking at my scars on my wrist ,kept thinking to myself.. I just don't want to be here but listening to your songs made me calm ,that I just let everything out when I got home.
@lyydddiahhmargaret89332 жыл бұрын
Really hit me at the “so I’ll keep writing songs until they know my name, cause there’s a kid out there that’s hearing this that’s in that place.” 😢❤ I’ve never tried to take my life but sometimes I really don’t feel like living another day in this world, I truly believe music can be healing and your music is definitely healing for many people keep up the good work!!
@pikaluna Жыл бұрын
🤗 =hugs=
@nadineobviously587811 ай бұрын
❤
@katherinehenry639 Жыл бұрын
I got a tattoo of my kids names over my scars, I was ashamed of them but now when I look down I see something so beautiful, something that brought me out of darkness
@alexiajones5713 Жыл бұрын
I was listening to this song overnight, and I burst out crying in my room. Now, whenever I hear the song, It's purer almost, I can hear everything clearer.
@pinn_portwell89182 жыл бұрын
"'Cause theres a kid out there thats in that place" God, thats why this music is so important. So many of us relate. I respect you for putting out something so true and real. It truly helps hearing our words expressed through music because it shows we aren't in this feeling alone. Love you guys.
@PupTyker2 жыл бұрын
An absolute tear jerker. No one really understands what happens behind closed doors and no one really cares to even be there when times get dark. I recently experienced this over the last several weeks as my mind has been thrown into a dark depression. Its a hole in my mind that gets harder and harder to climb out of. Citizen soldier has helped me in the darkest tomes of my depression. When i wanted to end it all the music and the lyrics were there and will always be there. Much love to all you guys in the band. To anyone out there struggling dont give up because there is a community out there that cares. Even if they dont wanna listen i will. Dont give up Fight The Good Fight. 🧡🧡
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Well said Zack 🧡 Appreciate you
@arcadia89362 жыл бұрын
These lyrics are absolutely beautiful. The chorus nearly had me in tears 💚 This time last year, I got a tattoo of a semi colon on my wrist in honor of everything me and my loved ones have been through, be it trauma, self harm, etc. It’s a symbol I will always wear with pride
@Saraaporo Жыл бұрын
I’m so so so proud of you all, thanks for being still here. I know you don’t know me but you’re really important and I hope you have a great day
@paxtonelliott3429 Жыл бұрын
You are important too
@kropka226 Жыл бұрын
I would give up a world so you come to Europe for a tour. You are the only band I am really invested in listening to. Almost every new song makes me cry of so many emotions, even though my darkest times are mostly behind me. Few days before this song came out I got a tattoo on my scars, not to cover them, but to make them more special. Thank you for everything you do. There is always a kid out there, that's hearing this, that's in this place...
@caslynn95312 жыл бұрын
This really touched me. All your songs do. But my scars make me feel so self-conscious at times. I've started getting tattoos to help cover them, turn them into real works of art and take back some control.
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
You got this 🧡 Much love
@OriOri-dn3iu8 ай бұрын
This song today really touched my soul, brought happy, inspirational tears to my eyes. Thank you. Thank you.
@drawingdinokai2 жыл бұрын
I love this song so so much! Hardest hitting bit "Used to feel so ashamed, of all the things I wrote about myself, with razorblades".. Still to this day, I hide my scars, because of shame and I mask all of my issues. This song, along with all of your others, make me not feel so alone.. and some like Let It Burn, keep me alive on this planet. And for that, I thank you, It takes a lot of bravery and courage to share your own stories and to make songs that have meaning, its not easy. Y'all should be proud of yourselves for all of these songs, and for all you do for the thousands and even millions of people your songs touch! You guys mean to the world, literally, to so many of us. Thank you! ♥
@loves2bake972 жыл бұрын
I'm probably one of your "older fans" at 52. I found you all about three months ago. I CANNOT get enough of your music! Life is hard and your songs make me feel like I can still go on and there is still healing for me..❤️ You all have a gift with your music. PLEASE, PLEASE, don't let ANYTHING stop you from continuing your music and work..
@xenotriver2 жыл бұрын
This is just so nice to listen to, especially right now... I might not relate to it myself, but the pain my friends have shared with me is real in this song. It's also so so nice to just listen to Jake sing like this once more
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
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@zuzanapolanska99412 жыл бұрын
This is really beautiful song. It made me cry, because it cuts so deep, however, it feels still positive and it´s real masterpiece. Thank you. For being there and for every song.
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Glad the music helps Zuzana 🧡
@sagekinsella17702 жыл бұрын
As a kid who’s in that place, this song made me very emotional. Thank you
@ao_golden_ao7627 Жыл бұрын
Listening to this for the first time, I started crying. My best friend sent me it and said it reminded him of me.. This song hits so close to home and honestly made me realize that the scars left over aren't something for me to be ashamed of but a story that shows that I've made it so far. They're my proof that I survived my bad days..
@Valerie_Moon11 ай бұрын
i still go through this cause i have clinical depression. so ty @CitizenSoldier for this. it helps me know im not alone in this.
@samblankers2 жыл бұрын
This song really gives me hope and confidence to just be myself, I can resonate with it a lot. Thank you for making this amazing song guys 💜
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Appreciate you Sam 🧡
@kennyB0990 Жыл бұрын
What a beautiful song. I have had multiple ex's be very reluctant to show themselves, due to this. None of you should be worried, the most beautiful thing, is that you're here for us to see these scars. You've stayed strong, keep staying strong. Maybe I didn't have physical scars, but I put myself through hell in ways as well. Just keep fighting, someone gives a shit about you, someone notices you, someone needs you.
@mariedooset92322 жыл бұрын
This whole song hit me so damn hard. This has to be one of my favorites by y'all.
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Glad to hear that Marie 🧡
@marydeebutters69998 ай бұрын
I'm 11 years old with parents that are divorced and I cut my wrist and I felt so ashamed of myself for cutting. Then I heard this song and I feel proud about my scars I wear them like tattoos. the music helps a lot. THANK YOU
@Mingisleftpinkytoe Жыл бұрын
I really used to hate my scars so much cause my mom kept repeating that they’re bad. But this song made me love every single one of them because it’s true, my scars are what make me, me. And your scars are what make you, you. Now I look at them differently cause they make me who I am now and they tell all the hardships that came my way
@alanapotkonjak7 Жыл бұрын
I have had this song on repeat crying. I have never heard an artist make me feel so normal. And i just got my depression anxiety and ptsd semi under control and this song its empowers those. Not only did I listen to it and think i overcame my deppresion but I also used to be in an abusive relationship and I got out survived and now I am currently engaged to an amazing man. However this song hit my heart because every scar is proof i could have been dead and I survived and made it through to the other side. Keep up hope. I was ready to end it all tons of times but it IS something you can overcome! thank you Citizen Soldier because of you these songs are a life line to what I what through and for finally coming out on the other side. I couldnt have made it without the help of your songs and knowing i wasnt the only one feeling completely worthless
@ravenveilz12502 жыл бұрын
Such an amazing track. i’ve been listening to this track the most off of scarecrows official release. This song really resonates with me, and when the chorus came in for the first time that I heard it, I cried my eyes out. Your skill in songwriting is nothing short of amazing.
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Love to hear that Raven 🧡
@cu-m38152 жыл бұрын
I have left too many scars in my mind and body that will never heal. Those scars, especially those of the mind, sometimes turn on their fangs like beasts and try to drive me to my own destruction. This horror is incomprehensible to those who have never experienced it. That is why this song grabs my heart and won't let go. Someday I will sing this song in high spirits. I will live through to that day.
@dinonuggies132 жыл бұрын
Dang dude I feel you, I guess I just didn't really the scars on my mind where scars... we got this tho
@valerieramirez41092 жыл бұрын
Beautiful!!! Amen!!! Thanks for helping us heal with every song!!!
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Glad the music helps Valerie 🧡
@valerieramirez41092 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier it truly does. There were many days your music was the only thing I had. I relate to it all. You're amazing and just know you're saving lives with your music. God bless y'all!!!
@jinavargas6609 Жыл бұрын
I hope this reaches as many people as it needs to, the hell he went through definitely deserves to serve a purpose.
@bangtanarmy59912 жыл бұрын
I relate to the every single word of this song specially " the darkest days that made a masterpiece ", I've felt like this for a long time and used to hurt myself bc i hated myself but now I'm proud that I hold on and whenever I remember of my past , always a smile appears on my face bc I was so strong . Thank you for writing this song , nothings better than a song that makes you feel good about yourself 🤍
@nadineobviously587811 ай бұрын
Im proud of u❤
@bangtanarmy599111 ай бұрын
@nadineobviously5878 🩷thank you
@bethg70269 ай бұрын
These are the messages that our children need to hear. And sometimes their parents, who also go to these dark places and need to hear that we are enough. Thank you.
@patrycjasz.9564 Жыл бұрын
"used to feel so ashamed of all the things I wrote about myself with razor blade" ... It is nice to knoe that I am not the only one with this problem
@rainbowwilkes62132 жыл бұрын
Your songs always incite such emotions in me. I'm crying right now. It's like I can feel your pain and empathy in your songs and songwriting. Incredible as always!
@SugarCoatedMoth11 ай бұрын
this came up for me the same night i relapsed really badly. it felt like instead of sitting there in the dark alone there was someone next to me, even if it was just through my headphones. its a struggle but we keep going and we keep writing new chapters to our lives, until theres nothing left to write.
@lillianastorm69852 жыл бұрын
I love this song, it hits pretty close to home. The melody and lyrics are beautiful, it moved me to tears when I first heard it. Theres just so much emotion in this song. This is really something that I needed to hear, thank you guys for your beautiful music 🧡
@DemonYoriichiTsugikuni.2 жыл бұрын
Here 🥺🧻🧻🧻
@josieburton70362 жыл бұрын
This hits me so hard I've fought with my mental health since being a teen the scars I hold today are a reminder of what lifes thrown at me I've never thought I'd listen to a song that speaks so much volume to not only me but hundreds of people I'm absolutely in love with your songs xx
@kjbramhall49772 жыл бұрын
The lyrics always have so much power and now we get to read them on the screen
@ellyqueen2967 ай бұрын
Many years ago I was told by a loved one: "See your scars as medals. They are proof that something tried to kill you, and couldn't". And now I found a band that tells me the exact same thing. Holy sh*t.
@kebah112 жыл бұрын
It’s like you pulled out my soul and painted it into music Thank you
@nightfall90002 жыл бұрын
This song is really heartfelt and beautiful. Thank you for voicing the things that many of us desperately need to hear.
@sapphirelord68762 жыл бұрын
This song is beautiful. Absolutely Great. I love the three new songs that came out with the album. They just had me at tears
@DemonYoriichiTsugikuni.2 жыл бұрын
Here 🥺🧻🧻🧻
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
It's ok to cry 🧡
@thatspellcastkkid_7672YT2 жыл бұрын
"Cause there's a kid out there that's hearing this that's in that place." A line you can hold on to as an inspiration, hope, both or so much more, whether you're the kid in that place, or the one wanting to reach out for them.
@phantomdingus54912 жыл бұрын
As someone who got their left forearm covered almost two months ago, I really appreciate this. Another banger. 💜Alright, I'm gonna go cry now.
@allancallander449 Жыл бұрын
My 18 year old niece sent me this, for as long as I can remember I've always tried to hide my battles with my inner demons so that she and her sisters wouldn't see it. When she sent me this, I realized that she knew all along and looked up to me like a hero regardless, that melted my heart. That line "a heart of gold no it don't come cheap, and this heart of golds one the world will need." That bit shattered me coming from her.
@anaclaraana15112 жыл бұрын
I was so looking forward to this song because it's been a few months since I stopped cutting myself and it's been really hard since every time someone sees the scars they're either ridiculing or giving some motivational speech and this song made me feel much better than them, thank you
@CitizenSoldier2 жыл бұрын
Appreciate you Ana 🧡 Glad the music helps
@brittanygooch4768 Жыл бұрын
I'm so happy to have found your music. It says all the words from my soul that I hold inside.
@SomeWannaBeArtist2 жыл бұрын
I would have left a comment earlier if I hadn't replayed the song more times than I breathe. Watched the video and listened to this song so much already. Out of all the songs Citizen Soldier put out, this is my most relatable and my favorite. I've healed and have gotten stronger than ever thanks to my parents and this band, thank you Citizen Soldier for.. everything
@printility9602 Жыл бұрын
The line “you can’t change the past, only choose the frame” made me understand why they say “it hit me” because it genuinely felt like I ran into something. I love this song and I don’t think you need to have done self harm for it to resonate. Framing the scars of your past as empowering instead of a weakness is amazing and I hope more people will come to appreciate their own strength and the proof of it. Love ya, keep it up ❤
@JamieEkers2 жыл бұрын
This song is everything !!! How do you always manage to hit right through the heart it's insane !!! This band is really something else, exactly what I needed in my life. My personal sign 💕😍