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@ivanmeister1955 жыл бұрын
Ok !
@azerno57665 жыл бұрын
one time, i have share the weight of the world at a friend, she have cried, she listen this music now andy like it
@uebermutiger2175 жыл бұрын
Bro.. your angelic Voice the different stories ITs just great thanks im using Spotify and it's just perfect guys You are the reason i never give up Thanks for making me who i am with your songs ... I gonna stay tunned everyday waiting for new song and stories thanks again :')
@matthewfox59265 жыл бұрын
Thank you guys. You've helped me tell people how I feel. Thank you so very much
@waffleboomerang66435 жыл бұрын
This video was posted on my bday
@gracevenvyre86885 жыл бұрын
Who else LOVES Citizen Soldier??
@alicekuze95605 жыл бұрын
I love Citizen Soldier The songs of Citizen Soldier have often given me strength again when I could not anymore and I am very grateful for that 🙂
@dinorockchick06525 жыл бұрын
Me
@am3li3xx945 жыл бұрын
@@gracevenvyre8688 You are so damn right.
@am3li3xx945 жыл бұрын
I love them from the bottom of my heart.
@gracevenvyre86885 жыл бұрын
@@am3li3xx94 They really should be more famous for all the incredible music they make and all the lives they touch!
@KC-yd5yx3 жыл бұрын
I had an old friend.. he showed me a picture of himself and said " I wish I was this man again." I laughed and brushed it off. I just referenced it to he had a beard in the photo. He shot himself a few days later... this was 13 years ago and I'm still crying writing this message. I wish I could hug him again and say I'm here for you. Martin, I hope you're the man you want to be.
@FRAMBOISECITROUILLE3 жыл бұрын
;,(
@samanthagoodwin33843 жыл бұрын
I feel that...I'm sorry for your loss. 😔
@ARC-06063 жыл бұрын
I wish I could say you get over a loss but it I told you that I'd be lying on June 1st 2015 I lost my best friend long time best friend to cancer. Her name was Bambi and she was the best dog you could ever ask for. Remembering her hurts and I tear up talking about her. She had to be put down five days before my 16th birthday. I was going through hell that year so it didn't help. My parents also missed my birthday. We were moving I was dealing with fake friends and I had just started to get clean (used to self harm which I never ever recommend doing as I regret doing that). A pastor's daughter was being a b*tch to me saying I shouldn't be friends with non-Christians like shut up! Those two are all I had left! So on with what I'm saying it's been 6 years since she past and I'm still not over it. I do have another dog we got her thanksgiving 2017 she's the best. I've heard a quote you never truly get over a loss you just learn to live with it. So my condolences go out to you. All I ask is that you look around and if you see a person hurt or sad do something to make their day. Simple actions such as a smile or a simple hello can do wonders.
@jazzminevail7540 Жыл бұрын
@@ARC-0606 you never do get over a loss it just slowly gets better but you never do get over it
@General-_kota-8 ай бұрын
I'm sorry for your loss, stay strong and keep going, I know you can get through this, I'm praying for you 🙏💗💗
@benbell29593 жыл бұрын
I was turned onto citizen soldier by a friend not long ago. I’m 27 years old and I got paralyzed when I was 19. I died on the way to the hospital and was in a coma for two weeks. When I woke up, I was paralyzed from the neck down. That happened in 2012. Now I’m moving my toes and even flinching my legs. Whenever I go to therapy or to work out, I have a playlist of nothing but citizen soldier. I’d like to thank you. I attribute all of my success to the songs I listen to when I work out. I’m a fan for life. THANK U SO MUCH
@Rqvens3 жыл бұрын
Amazing work, brother. Stay strong!
@benbell29593 жыл бұрын
@@Rqvens thanks brother. I have no other choice. But it does help when I go to hospitals. I go around and talk to patients who have just been paralyzed to show them life is still possible.
@_Aizah_3 жыл бұрын
@@benbell2959 I am 27 too and hope u get better
@benbell29593 жыл бұрын
@@_Aizah_ thank you so much. I’ve actually started standing up these past couple of weeks so things are hopeful.
@christophernelson942 жыл бұрын
@@benbell2959 How is your progress now? I hope you're doing well still!
@katievillarreal17384 жыл бұрын
When you take your own life, you also take the life of someone who loved you more then anything.
@CitizenSoldier4 жыл бұрын
@matthewknutson26223 жыл бұрын
Sometimes there is no one else to hurt
@tzouraf3 жыл бұрын
@@matthewknutson2622 there always is
@jenniemoo795 ай бұрын
So true. I felt like I died too when he pulled that trigger
@neonhaze37255 жыл бұрын
This song hit me really hard cuz this month is when i lost both my parents in a car wreck. And the memories i have of them hurts when i think about them cuz i miss them so much. But i know there watching over me...you're guy's songs are always motivational to listen to. Thanks for the awesome and inspirational music Citizen Soldier. Much love and respect
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
HellRaiser 666 so sorry to hear this. Sending tons of love your way. Hope you feel it 🖤
@jasonandres29175 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your lost man, I'll keep you in my prayers
@neonhaze37255 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier Thanks alot. That means alot coming from my favorite band. And i feel it 🖤
@neonhaze37255 жыл бұрын
@@jasonandres2917 thanks man that means alot
@Daniedarkin10134 жыл бұрын
So sorry... Be strong man
@imacat89515 жыл бұрын
This song reminds me of my father, he died 10 years ago. For the longest time I just didn't allow myself to feel anything. It can be so hard sometimes just to say I miss you daddy... I wish you were here.
@beepboop69245 жыл бұрын
Hate to be one of those people but I get you :") my dad didn't die but he went missing when I was around 10, you ain't alone fam 😌
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
im a cat we are so sorry to hear this. Hope this brings you peace. Have you heard this song before today? Or is this the first time?
@lostfound58605 жыл бұрын
Feel ya, buddy. 😔 It IS hard. And it hurts. But as long as you remember him, there will allways be a part of him with you. ❤
@NITROUSFREAK8265 жыл бұрын
My dad passed away 8 years ago from a blood clot I miss him everyday wish I could go back in time to save him
@imacat89515 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier This is my first time, I don't really use Spotify. I really appreciate your music, it's real and it touches people's hearts in their deepest parts.
@dalewikfors91945 жыл бұрын
If you love someone tell them. Never hold back the "I love you's" It may be the last time you say them and may be the last time they hear it.
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Dale Wikfors so true. Brilliantly said. We all should remember this.
@furimindustries34104 жыл бұрын
Mate if ya ain't done it yet, do it. Just do it.
@dalewikfors91944 жыл бұрын
@Samuel Chen tell someone
@EZerweiss4 жыл бұрын
It hurts even more when you couldn’t say I love you or Goodbye to someone before they pass
@unetar_13404 жыл бұрын
Last thing i said to My dad. I love you. Never Loose that.
@ancillalynn72364 жыл бұрын
Death is one of the only things we can all relate to but not understand. Death is callous , unforgiving and random. I miss you mom 👩👧 11/18/2019
@CitizenSoldier4 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss 🖤🙏🏻
@claudi85883 жыл бұрын
I miss my mother too...2/21/2011😪💋...its 10 years ago but...😭🙈🤷🏼♀️
@unknownghost61123 жыл бұрын
i agree thank ya for this comment😊
@General-_kota-8 ай бұрын
I'm sorry for your loss😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏💔💔💔
@lyseae5 жыл бұрын
I miss her. I miss my star so much. She taked her life. She left me here. I need her. I can't understand. Why she's not here. This isnt make any sense even almost three years after. I want her. « I want to go home » ; home is where she is. But i'm holding on. But it hurts each day a little more.
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Ellys Fly sorry for your loss friend. Sending love. Did this song help at all?
@lyseae5 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier Thanks.. it does help. Really. I'm thankful to you for that.
@ella-x-wolf95145 жыл бұрын
It's so pretty and deep 😻💙🎸🐞
@xceryxdemurstra63234 жыл бұрын
Hold strong friend. I won't tell you it gets easier but you will get strong enough to carry it. And when you do make it home to her. It'll be worth the journey. Godspeed friend. May the stars light your path to better tomorrows.
@donnebijlsma33624 жыл бұрын
I feel the same😭😭😭
@GHOST-ji1ep5 жыл бұрын
This song actually takes me to a "Better Place"
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
GHOST that makes us happy to hear 🖤🤘🏻
@deadmandan18293 жыл бұрын
@GHOST same
@sama30675 жыл бұрын
Pfftt I'm not crying....my eyes are just taking a very long shower...
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
sama ranjbar we believe you 👀😂 do you like the song?
@sama30675 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier no, I just really really love it
@samanthagoodwin33843 жыл бұрын
@@isabellawinfield650 I feel you...
@ryantully37173 ай бұрын
Yea citizen soldier knows how to do that better than anyone
@HerondalesAngel5 жыл бұрын
God I love this song xx
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Herondales Angel we love YOU! Thank you. Is this your first time hearing this?
@HerondalesAngel5 жыл бұрын
No I have listened to it loads of times one of my fave citizen soldier songs xxxx
@Jojo-dd1yq5 жыл бұрын
I think many people can relate to your songs, and this is why you're Amazing guys 🤘🔥🖤
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Jojo appreciate that. Had you heard this song before today? Much love 🖤
@Jojo-dd1yq5 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier yup, listened to the full album a hundred times
@ghostlynightshade96145 жыл бұрын
As someone who's lost two dear people to suicide, this song speaks to me. Beautiful song as usual!
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Paladin Takashi Shirogane thank you! So sorry to hear about your loss. Sending tons of love. 🖤
@ghostlynightshade96145 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier Thank you so much!
@elliea50885 ай бұрын
so sorry 🩵🩵🩵
@nonentity1124 жыл бұрын
I know this is about losing someone to suicide... However I feel like I've lost my best friend. This piece can have a few different meanings... Just like all of your music. And it always hits me hard.
@CitizenSoldier4 жыл бұрын
It is about any kind of loss. Glad you feel the song. Much love to you
@bethk.33402 жыл бұрын
Hi Citizen Soldier, I lost my grandpa yesterday to a heart attack and it's been very difficult. I have listened to this song on repeat for hours and it has helped me process the pain and feel something besides grief and sadness. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for the beautiful songs you make and thank you for everything you've done for me. I love him and miss him and wish I could turn back time just like the song, but I know that I can't. Death is payment for living and he lived a beautiful and full life. It's hard for me and my family, but I know he's not in pain anymore. He's in a better place. Thank you Citizen Soldier. Thank you grandpa, thank you for loving me. I won't forget you and I'll keep you in my memory forever.
@stephaniemaris48785 жыл бұрын
Of course this comes out 2 days before the anniversary of my mom's death. She died 3 years ago, when I was 17, from brain death. It was way too soon. We weren't ever as close as we wanted to be, due to some bad decisions. We both took each other's very presence for granted. The hardest thing I've ever done was to tell her it was ok for her to go, right before we took her off life support. Needless to say, this song has me very emotional, but that's a good thing in my opinion. Thank you, Citizen Soldier, for releasing songs that we as fans can relate to. ♥️
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Stephanie Maris sorry to hear about your loss. Sending tons of love your way. Hope the song helps 🖤
@nurhanif56824 жыл бұрын
Are you gone, is this real? Scared to think, scared to feel Everything is numb inside How could you leave me behind? Is it safer where you are? Are you free from all your scars? I hope you've left behind your pain But I will never be the same Still, I hope you've found your peace Even though it's killing me It just hurts too much to live without your light Take me down, pull me deep into the water Let me drown, I beg you, bury me alive This world is just too cold to take Ever since you've gone away Dear god, don't save me, let me slip away Back to you, to a better place Every memory, haunting me Now you're gone I finally see You could never be replaced Took for granted every day Wish that I could turn back time Take this wrong's and make them right Now there's nothing left to say Had my chance, now it's too late If there is another life, and you've found your paradise Take me with you, I can't do this on my own Take me down, pull me deep into the water Let me drown, I beg you, bury me alive This world is just too cold to take Ever since you've gone away Dear god, don't save me, let me slip away Back to you, to a better place You slipped away right through my hands Now I'm left with this hell here in my head I'm drowning in your memory but it is all that I have left You slipped away right through my hands Now I'm left with this hell here in my head I'm drowning in your memory but it is all that I have left So take me down and let me drown tonight So take me down and let me drown tonight
@noemi89205 жыл бұрын
this song never fails to make me cry every single time i hear it. it reminds me so much my best friend, he took his life away two years ago and if it wasn't for him and his help i don't think i'd be here today. he always gave me strength but i was too blind to see that he was the first who needed help but never asked for it. i don't think i'll ever get over it, i miss him so much, he saved me but i couldn't do the same with him. hope you found your better place Francesco, i wish i could be with you right now. (sorry for this, i just needed to get it out, anyways amazing song, i loved it from the very first moment i heard it, when it came out with the album. you can tell a song is good when it brings all these emotions outside, and every single of your songs do that, so congratulations ✨)
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
kells. Thank you for sharing that and being emotionally real. Never apologize for that. Sorry for your loss. Sending tons of love 🖤🤘🏻
@noemi89205 жыл бұрын
Citizen Soldier thank you for everything, keep it up and never stop making music, when you'll be more famous as you deserve i'll be glad to say i was here from the start 💕
@aaveragesatanist56754 жыл бұрын
@@noemi8920 im srry for ur loss i hope there in a better place
@FRAMBOISECITROUILLE3 жыл бұрын
@@noemi8920 Yann ?
@Glacial_Wintrr5 жыл бұрын
You have no idea how much your music has helped me. Your songs are so relatable in just the right way. I'm so glad I found you guys when I did.
@eoindenniston26115 жыл бұрын
Luckily everyday I see them grow day by day that's what really matters although they definitely need to be more widespread heard
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Aika Kirigaya this means the world to hear. Comments like this help us. Sending tons of love to you. Is this your first time hearing this song?
@Glacial_Wintrr5 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier Yes it is. But it won't be the last. It's amazing.
@ariperez96985 жыл бұрын
I was actually looking for a song like this for someone who needs it, this is amazing as always ♡
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Ari Perez thank you! Is this your first time hearing it?
@ariperez96985 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@catherineurbanowski17944 жыл бұрын
Just heard this song yesterday and it instantly teared me up lost some I love dearly recently once u find ur true love it's rare when it's gone it's the hardest thing....
@Waltrus5 жыл бұрын
What an outstanding track !! Keep it up
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Waltrus will do! Thank you! Have you had a chance to hear the rest of the album yet?
@Waltrus5 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier Haven't listened to all of them yet. But I will do so, since you really match my taste =P
@moonlitmemories32644 жыл бұрын
One day recently I stumbled upon this band. I was like "hmm their music is pretty good" so I went through each one and I related to them so much. This has become my new favorite band. I love you guys so much♡
@CitizenSoldier4 жыл бұрын
We love you back! Thanks for taking a chance on us. We appreciate you so much 🖤
@lasselykke1177 Жыл бұрын
my grandpa died today while i was at school, i never got to say goodbye. this song along with my family and dog is gonna get me through this. thank you for helping me through this hard time and my previous depression and saving me from suicide. thank you.
@tinakopplreiter92914 жыл бұрын
Even though my father passed away in January 2013, the Christmas time is always by far the hardest time and in these days it's so hard to deal with. Thank you for this song, you guys are amazing.
@CitizenSoldier4 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss friend. We are sending tons of love your way. Hope the music helps ease your pain 🖤
@TJLucas774 жыл бұрын
I’ve listened to this song several times over the last few days, but I finally registered the lyrics. This song hits close to home. My older brother died in a wreck almost 3 months ago due to head trauma. I haven’t taken it well, I was really close to him and now it’s hard to look at his daughter (which we now have custody over). There’s this whole in my heart, and all I wanna do is let go and join him. I miss him so much, and I wish I could hug him one last time. Hear him say something stupid one last time. Till him I love him, one last time. I can’t though, all I can do is hope God delivers my messages, and wait till I see him again
@CitizenSoldier4 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss 🖤 Sending hugs your way
@AyBee97255 жыл бұрын
This is literally how I felt when Chester died :(
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
ASID Popzz too real. Miss him. What’s your favorite LP song?
@AyBee97255 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier mine is In the End. Wbu?
@racoonsisters34715 жыл бұрын
I really miss him too, he was a great person. My favourite song by Linkin Park is In my Remains
@beluga58555 жыл бұрын
same :(
@timeuskirchen12285 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier the messenger is my absolute favourite. Valentines Day is the one that gave me the chance to have the first talk with my girlfriend, but in the end all their stuff is amazing and so is your music! Love all of this
@ARC-06063 жыл бұрын
Hearing all the stories in the comments is making me cry I wish I could hug all of them
@hopegames17455 жыл бұрын
Reminds me of my friend who was going through a rough time..I miss you bud
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Hope Games1 RIP to both. Much love. Is this your first time hearing this song?
@hopegames17455 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier Thank you so much
@Asha-v5v5 жыл бұрын
This is for my dog who died on the 19th of August. I miss her a lot we grew up together and I hope she's in a better place! ❤️
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Asha Van Der Vlis rest in piece. Sorry for your loss. 🖤
@Asha-v5v4 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier thank you!
@kaplararon15925 жыл бұрын
Oh man! This hit in the feels. I love this! You guys are truly underrated.
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Káplár Áron we appreciate that. Have you heard the rest of RELENTLESS yet?
@kaplararon15925 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier Yes, actually, I have! I am really impressed!
@matlnl20644 жыл бұрын
"Let me drown I beg you, bury me alive" This one hits hard
@bebecko5 жыл бұрын
Dear Citizen Soldier, I am so glad I found your music. I really enjoy it and I'm so into these lyrics and the meaning of the song. I love and please never stop making songs. ❤️💐🦄
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Fluffy Lama we don’t plan on ever stopping. Is today your first time hearing this song?
@xlide314 жыл бұрын
This song is for you, Chester...
@CitizenSoldier4 жыл бұрын
Thanks! 🖤
@tigerlilypritchard12373 жыл бұрын
Same, I lost it. 💔
@cutekitten2134 жыл бұрын
to 5 years of my friend's suicide... I hope you're okay now. God bless for this song. for this band. everything you do. you've saved me more than I could ever ask.
@druglord00013 жыл бұрын
ITS TOO HARD TOO LIVE WITHOUT MY LIGHT
@codyglenn72314 жыл бұрын
This song is so strong. This song seems to be about a loved one's death, and although the person I love is still alive I have been forced away from them and living without them, after over a year together every day seems impossible. It took me three years to start getting over it and then I got a message from them talking about how badly they had been hurt and this song seems fitting for how I've felt lately.
@CitizenSoldier4 жыл бұрын
So glad you feel it. Much love 🖤🙏🏻
@majesticdreams2403 жыл бұрын
That makes a lot of sense.. I was wondering if I was the only one. In my case, they’re not dead, but they’re gone forever. In a way they ARE dead, because our relationship is dead. And one day, just as everyone else, they will die. Sooner rather than later in their situation. I loved them so much but I had to let them go.. The betrayal was too intense. It feels as if my heart’s been ripped out of my chest. Like the air can’t quite be breathed in through my lungs. I knew this person for 10 years. I’m 17 years old, going on 18 in July. That’s at least half my life.. I don’t know how to go on now, I was so used to them by my side. 😔
@apersonyoushouldlistento87134 жыл бұрын
Miss you both of my great grandmothers and my great grandfathers
@bloodydollalice78485 жыл бұрын
Everytime i hear this...it remembers me of my Grandpa..... i really miss him....its 5 years now without him and i regret that i was not allowed to see him in his last year...he didn´t wanted that i see him like this....cancer took him away from me and my family..
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Bloody Doll Alice so sorry to hear about your loss. Sending tons of love your way. Is this your first time hearing this song? 🖤
@bloodydollalice78485 жыл бұрын
Thank you. That means a lot to me. I already knew the song from your Album but still it reminds me everytime again.
@xceryxdemurstra63234 жыл бұрын
I lost my dad to cancer when I was 9. My grandpa of natural causes at 11. I'm 27 now. It never stops hurting. But you do grow strong enough to bear it. And one day you will see them again. Death is not the end, only the transition to the next leg of the race.
@EZerweiss4 жыл бұрын
My grandpa passed from cancer too, I almost got to say goodbye but it was too late
@HJ-kf7zn4 жыл бұрын
It's been two and a half years since a dear friend of mine died, and I miss her every damn day. The power of this song encompasses the feelings that I had the day that I found out that she was gone, and in the months following her death. I begged to God for one more day with her so that I could give her another hug, crack one more joke, introduce her to my (then) girlfriend, and maybe get into a little bit of mischief at work. She was definitely one of a kind. She had a contagious laugh, mischievous smile, and beautiful spirit. She always had something nice to say about everyone, and was, in a sense, my older sister and role model. It still stings knowing that she's gone. But now, two and a half years later, I know that her memory lives through the hearts of everyone that knew her. I see reminders of her incredible presence all around me- bright colored flowers in the summer time, beautiful leaves in the fall, light snowfall in the winter, and gentle rain in the spring.
@brooks30454 жыл бұрын
Found this a few weeks after I watched my mom die in a hospital bed and I can't tell you how beautiful and painfully real this song is for me right now. I love all of your music 🖤
@CitizenSoldier4 жыл бұрын
We had someone close to us have a person they love pass. That's what this song is for🖤
@sharonperez50114 жыл бұрын
Yet another masterpiece from an amazing band. I lost my dad 2yrs ago on 4th of July. This song runs deep for me.
@CitizenSoldier4 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much :)
@stevenfoster41853 жыл бұрын
Just lost my dad this week,and this song is like an extension of my thoughts . Made the tears flow. Couldn’t have made this song mor perfect. Thank you
@user-ft7jb7rz6z2 жыл бұрын
There's so much pain in his voice. I hope he will be fine one day
@charliefinnmichael47702 жыл бұрын
Citizen Soldier is literally more present in my life than my own family I love you, CS, and thank you for being a big comfort band 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
@Takinbacksunday_butnotu10 ай бұрын
I almost lost my sister when I was 15, an experience that still haunts me to this day. I love her so much and I can’t imagine the pain many have gone through. I know that if I had lost her, I wouldn’t be here today.
@icarus17734 жыл бұрын
I lost both of my parents in a house fire and I became so distant that I couldn’t be call a human anymore but your songs little by little helped me regain my emotions and for that I am thankful- your guys music saved me from a life of emptiness and I can’t say thank you enough
@CitizenSoldier4 жыл бұрын
So sorry for your loss. Sending tons of love your way. Hope the music helps
@michaelcribb7205 Жыл бұрын
Every memory haunting me now your gone i finally see you can never be replace took for granted everyday wish that I could turn back time takes these wrongs and making them right
@food_lover17004 жыл бұрын
It's crazy how much I relate to their songs. It speaks to me and are words the I never have the courage to say!!
@CitizenSoldier4 жыл бұрын
Thanks for listening! 🖤 Appreciate you
@kryona33094 жыл бұрын
I've been listening to citizen solder for a couple months now,it helps me when I'm in a dark place. The last two days have been pretty bad. I keep getting reminders of my dad who passed away almost 5 years ago. Then today one friend sent me a really sweet message and another sent me a link to this song. I love citizen soldier and their songs. When I read the meaning behind some of their songs it made me fall in love with this band.
@jadepoulin20542 жыл бұрын
This reminds me of my grandpa (from my mother’s side) & my grandma (from my father’s side) who both passed away last year (2021)... thank you Citizen Soldier for these amazing songs you keep releasing.. it really helps me trough my depression & sadness... a little... but it still helps. 🥺🥰😭💔
@scyllnovahl2 жыл бұрын
My sister introduced me to Citizen Soldier not even 24 hours before taking her own life... This song is how I cope now when I start to miss her
@missmystery61864 жыл бұрын
This song is exactly how I feel about my brother. When I was just 15, I was forced to move because my parents got divorced. I didn’t get to stay with the parent I wanted to, but when I got to my new “home” I wasn’t even settled in yet, maybe 2 months after the big move? My brother died in a head on collision. I couldn’t get back home to go to his funeral. My Mom didn’t care that he died, even though she treated him like her own. My actual bro and Dad were devastated, but my Mom didn’t care. I broke down crying that night, and I still breakdown when I think of him. But my Mom hasn’t mentioned him since that day, when she told me it was only a matter of time, because he didn’t ride his crotch rocket safe. I feel like if he was here, my life would be different. He could’ve guided me through the hardest times of my life, and given me advice when I was being abused that my Mom never gave me.. Sorry for ranting, I just really miss my brother. 🖤
@CitizenSoldier4 жыл бұрын
So sorry for your loss. This community is also your family friend. Much love to you 🖤🙏🏻
@missmystery61864 жыл бұрын
Citizen Soldier Thank you guys. 🤍🖤 I hope you never stop making music.
@cassandrazanolini20584 жыл бұрын
I just lost my big brother almost 2 weeks ago and by god does this song hit every bit of my heart and soul
@RockmanSolid5 жыл бұрын
A good friend of mine lost his mom a couple days ago. I couldn't help but shed tears for his loss. This song definitely has a place for both him and I. Thank you so much for all that you do, your music has helped me control my feelings by giving me a place where someone understands. I hope I can do that too.
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
SolidPeach64 sorry to hear that. So glad to hear the music has helped you in some way. We appreciate the kind words 🖤🤘🏻 is this your favorite from the album? Have you heard the album?
@RockmanSolid5 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier I have actually! I found you guys through Never Good Enough, which deeply resonated with me as someone who's always had a corrupted perfectionist mentality, and as I've come to learn Imposter Syndrome. Working to improve that. My favorite I would say is Weight of the World because it completely captures those moments where you just feel so overwhelmed and hopeless, and to me it just gives you that edge you need to push back up and keep going. I love you guys and have been borderline addicted to your music since I first heard it. Can't wait to see what more you'll do!
@gabrijelaeric89194 жыл бұрын
Still can't understand how every single song that I hear reminds me of certain moment in my life. Unbelievable😮
@TheBeardedSkullCompany4 жыл бұрын
I lost my Mother on the 2nd of May 2020 and this song is exactly how I feel and going through.
@jemdulla70004 жыл бұрын
I miss you Dad. You're always in my dream. I really treasure my short memories with you even if it hurts me everytime
@CitizenSoldier4 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing that Jem 🖤
@sternenlicht88144 жыл бұрын
I dedicated this song to my guardian angel. Gone too soon, love you brother. May we see each other soon. And may we find the person who took you from me.
@CitizenSoldier4 жыл бұрын
Love to you and your brother. Hope things get better and you find peace
@sternenlicht88144 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier thank you
@joshuaaphillips91665 жыл бұрын
Citizen Soilder... this hit home, Hard. I lost by best friend, my brother 2yrs ago and my daughter 8yrs ago and two months ago the girl I thought loved me left. And this song broke me down. I appreciate all the music you guys make. I've listened to every song. And I want to say thank you for this song and devil inside. Helps me to keep going even if it hurts. Much love from Northern Michigan.
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Joshua A Phillips so glad you felt the song, but so sorry for your loss. Sending love to you in Michigan 🖤
@shintani60055 жыл бұрын
This was how i felt when my Girlfriend left me for no reason even though i was there for her whenever she needed me, right in the feels, its been 3 years since she left. Thanks for the song guys, keep up the good work.
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Sho Shintani much love to you. Sorry for your loss. Is this your first time hearing it?
@nicholejordan19953 жыл бұрын
i hope my hero is in better place i miss you my older brother
@bigeddaboss7734 жыл бұрын
I love these guys, they have become my favorite group. It seems like they are singing songs about my life. I've been on the edge a few times, so guys your music does make a difference. Keep it up.
@CitizenSoldier4 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much!
@nutelliiii56344 жыл бұрын
Dear god don't save me let me slip away that part got me
@crystenmcconnell31624 жыл бұрын
Everytime I hear this song I think about a childhood friend that knew for ten years we were forced away from each other for two of those ten years... But right before he was forced away I was the only he had came to I helped him with his suicidal thoughts and depression as he helped me with mine we both had each other's back and when we were ripped apart I was always worried for his well being and though there were times I wanted to just give into my depression and off myself he was having the same issues but we both were fighting to over come everything for each other we reunited again and now he apparently bought a ring for me with the intentions of popping the question to me though that memory haunts me bad I do find myself a nervous wreck scared of being ripped apart from him again but no matter what he is always there by my side. But I love this song and every song so far this band has the best songs.
@CitizenSoldier4 жыл бұрын
So sorry to hear about your loss Crysten. Sending tons of love your way. Any ideas for what we should write about in 2020? We want our music to represent your journey and would love your ideas!
@OfficalMrWithin3 жыл бұрын
Every damm day I struggled and I can't take it... I've seeked help and no one listens there's nothing left for me... I wish I was strong enough too take myself too the "better place"
@aidareina89375 жыл бұрын
One of my favorite songs! ❤
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Aída Reina thank you! Is this your first time hearing it? Have you heard the album yet?
@Varagon74034 жыл бұрын
This... really hits close to home...
@luketonks91205 жыл бұрын
This brings back memories about my Grandad who passed away about 3 or 4 years ago but this.......makes me smile about him and wherever he is.....hes free of all the issues that bothered him
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Luke Tonks I’m glad you have good memories to reflect on. Sending tons of love 🖤
@michaelcribb7205 Жыл бұрын
It just hurt to much to live without your light 💔 that how I felt since losing my wife in aug of 2022 you could never be replaced
@ftes25615 жыл бұрын
You never dissapoint. This song can help people a lot (luckily, I don't need it now... But I'll need it one day and I'll be thanking you, guys, for your support with this song). I hope you didn't compose the lyrics based on a real loss from one of you. If it's the case, I'm really sorry.
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
FTES it was inspired by a real loss. We certainly hope it helps others cope and honor their memories 🖤
@ftes25615 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier I'm sorry, then. I don't know how hard it is, but I'm certain that it must be really rough for you. You've got all my support on that loss. Hope you recover soon from it. As your song says, that person is in a better place now. It's hard to say goodbye even though if that person is happier there than here.
@HG-to6vb3 жыл бұрын
I miss my friend (who was also my boyfriend for a while) so much. We both suffered for so many years from depression, anxiety,etc. I always hoped it get better for both us. But i'm still here suffering. And he took his own life a few months ago. He was actually the one who told me it will get better. He was the only man i truly had feelings for and i felt so safe with him. I wish i could tell him how much he meant to me. I wish i could hug him one last time. And what i wish for the most is that he is at a better place.
@novarid3r9345 жыл бұрын
I love this song the lyrics and instruments are amazing I love Citizen Soldier definitely one of the best bands you guys are fire ❤️❤️❤️
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much Michael
@blacklily35 Жыл бұрын
Just lost my dad. Needed this
@MustafaEmreBilir5 жыл бұрын
İt's good to find a song that what you feel Now she's gone and I am stuck in the memories and my mistakes
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Ghosty I’m so sorry to hear you are hurting. Sending love your way 🖤
@wayneearl66893 жыл бұрын
This song hits so hard right now, my mom just passed away less than two weeks ago and damn. I knew it was going to effect me, I knew I wasn't ready but I also know that she's not in any pain anymore but I still miss the hell out of her. 😥 thank you Citizen Soldier for such an amazing song.
@laclaregross37814 жыл бұрын
This song hits hard because I just recently lost my aunt to suicide and I really just wanna wake up from this nightmare I wish it was all in my head but it's real and it's so painful seeing her take her life without question I hope she feels better now though
@danisalado93954 жыл бұрын
You never know when you'll last see your loved ones, or when you'll pass away. Make those memories count, that's all anyone has left.
@dinorockchick06525 жыл бұрын
I'm not crying.....there's just something in my eye...
@ZoroCOPS5 жыл бұрын
Needles man,needles
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
DinoRockChick 06 it’s okay to let it out. Much love to you. Is today your first time hearing this?
@dinorockchick06525 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier Yes
@unknownity60524 жыл бұрын
I think at this Point I've fell in Love with these songs, I can't stop Listening to them
@Starlertovo985 жыл бұрын
I think I've never related to a song more my entire life... thank you Citizen Soldier for another masterpiece.
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Starlertovo98 you are too kind. Glad you love it. Much love 🖤
@nativeviper20xx374 жыл бұрын
I just lost my brother and their music helps me get through the pain
@BloodArthurAMV5 жыл бұрын
It's really impossible for Citizen Soldier to make a bad song
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Blood Arthur AMV appreciate that. You are too kind. 🖤 what is your favorite song?
@BloodArthurAMV5 жыл бұрын
Citizen Soldier uhm..it's hard to choose ^^ I would say Found & Buried Alive ❤️ And from the actually album, Say Goodbye :)
@airbear9724 жыл бұрын
This band seems to know my emotions to the tee
@CitizenSoldier4 жыл бұрын
Glad to hear that 🖤
@doesitevenmatter46415 жыл бұрын
This album surprised me, I listen to it daily on my way to work. It's also great to see that you guys are growing with this new album. Amazing job 👍👌
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
DoesItEvenMatter we will keep working hard to grow. Did you have a favorite from the album?
@izmizcha9553 жыл бұрын
You know.. When I first heard this song, I liked it but I never really understood how it is to lose someone yet... But this morning the cat I rescued got hit and run, he was so cheery and matched my vibe so much, We'd only been together for 6 months and he and I already trusted each other so much... I miss him already, I miss him so much. I love you, buddy
@sabinebuch26494 жыл бұрын
Gotta love the blur I mean, I already commented it somewhere else but it fits here too: It's like a year stain. No, it's like when you cry and look at something. Then it's blurry like this. I think it really fits the song
@CitizenSoldier4 жыл бұрын
Thanks for the feedback friend 🖤🙏🏻
@JosePArce3 жыл бұрын
This one hits close...
@CitizenSoldier3 жыл бұрын
Thanks Jose 🖤
@lillyjones37604 жыл бұрын
Thank You Guys For Making Supportive Music This Song Is Just What I needed to make me feel better I lost my dad in June from commenting suicide and my whole entire world crashed and burned but your music keeps me moving. Keep up the good work.
@CitizenSoldier4 жыл бұрын
Lilly we are so sorry for your loss. Sending tons of love your way. Any ideas for what we should write about in 2020? We want our music to represent your journey and would love your ideas?
@lillyjones37604 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier More songs about Grief and loss.
@brianacate75654 жыл бұрын
I could never put into words what I've felt for so many years. Thank you for your beautiful music
@CitizenSoldier4 жыл бұрын
Thanks for listening 🖤
@smitty71725 жыл бұрын
My bestfriend died of cancer 10 years ago and this song hits hard. You guys do it perfect everytime. By far my favorite band ❤❤
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
lex smith so sorry to hear that. Thank you. What is your favorite song that we found you with?
@smitty71725 жыл бұрын
Let it burn. I was in a very dark place for a long time and I connected with it in a strong way.
@wbs1O14 жыл бұрын
Wow, real talent here. On another level.
@CitizenSoldier4 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much friend 🖤
@harlequinfoxgothmaidboybellatr5 жыл бұрын
shit, this just dropped when a friend of mine died yesterday, thanks for this I needed it. Love this tune.
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Harlequin Fox Bellatrix sorry to hear that. Glad you found the song tho 🖤
@harlequinfoxgothmaidboybellatr5 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier Thankfully things are a bit more easy atm. Good friends and good music all I need
@dorianschiedemann77284 жыл бұрын
I am listening to this everyday since the day it came out and still am not full on full sure about this, but this might just be the greatest song I've ever heard.
@CitizenSoldier4 жыл бұрын
You are so kind. Thank you so much for your words. Much love
@courtjester7105 жыл бұрын
After a bad day this is what I needed
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
King Jester so good to hear. Much love to you. Is this your first time hearing this song?
@courtjester7105 жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier Yeah it is
@TGOTWhihi3 жыл бұрын
I love about citizen Soldier that they speak about those topics :) Also that they take their time for the fans who mostly have to go trough such topics the songs contains. Great job!
@estephanievelasquez96405 жыл бұрын
I love this song, it's full of sentiment and the melody is beautiful but I dunno man, it's hard for me just to hear it, it hurts
@CitizenSoldier5 жыл бұрын
Estephanie Velazques it is a tough one for sure. Glad you enjoy it. Thank you 🖤🤘🏻
@harleywillis39294 жыл бұрын
I must say I'm addicted to your songs, I dont normally like this music but relate so much to it so yea, good job keep up the good work
@leadbyjesuschrist21243 жыл бұрын
This is my first time hearing this. I was at school listening to this at lunch and I was so lost in this masterpiece that I didn't notice people videoing me dancing to it. Turns out I'm not a bad dancer. 🤣