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Clayton Jennings

Clayton Jennings

Күн бұрын

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@ClaytonJennings
@ClaytonJennings 5 жыл бұрын
You say I save you when it's actually you guys saving me. I hope this helps someone out there. Love you all. All poems, vids and novels: www.ClaytonJennings.com Have I been able to help you? Support my channel here: app.moonclerk.com/pay/2qswhhel8db9 Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/3HM2KNmxuQ4SS3A3sI5Lez Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/artist/clayton-jennings/1494243865 Amazon Music: tinyurl.com/y5u4hxc3 Instagram: instagram.com/claytonjennings1/
@shanf5027
@shanf5027 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton Jennings I said my first prayer to god 2 weeks ago. Thankyou
@mindblowerex723
@mindblowerex723 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton Jennings hello I have to deal with winter depression and I almost took my own life in December of both 2016,2017,2018 and you’ve helped me through the last 2 year and I just want to say thank you for helping me stay in the right mind.
@christiannowakowski4607
@christiannowakowski4607 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton I want to end it I broke up with my girlfriend and I dont wanna live and I dont have as many reasons to live as I do to kill myself
@damiansawyer5803
@damiansawyer5803 5 жыл бұрын
😭😭😭 think you so much
@Oshimpia
@Oshimpia 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton Jennings thank you
@bthub3216
@bthub3216 5 жыл бұрын
Ur the reason my suicide never happened I swear I love you
@Amber_Exander_LunaRaine
@Amber_Exander_LunaRaine 5 жыл бұрын
Mine as well
@bthub3216
@bthub3216 5 жыл бұрын
Amber Bell I’m so glad he makes these songs
@bthub3216
@bthub3216 5 жыл бұрын
x rapfeels we are lucky he’s here
@bthub3216
@bthub3216 5 жыл бұрын
x rapfeels I’m from the uk what about u
@xrapfeels3791
@xrapfeels3791 5 жыл бұрын
Ozzie Murray Definitely, his work helps me so much. I hope i get to meet him one day honestly but I’m from the U.S.
@mizawesome2835
@mizawesome2835 5 жыл бұрын
This made me sob. You don't know me, but you're here for the world, and I'll always be here for you.
@lightningmoonphoenix7695
@lightningmoonphoenix7695 5 жыл бұрын
MizAwesome I second that
@duck_yy
@duck_yy 5 жыл бұрын
I second that too
@georgeswanepoel883
@georgeswanepoel883 4 жыл бұрын
Me to
@mickeythedankserepin796
@mickeythedankserepin796 3 жыл бұрын
Me as well
@ameliaperry8554
@ameliaperry8554 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton.... your mental health is so important to me, your family and your fans...... you're such an inspiration to so many! Keep fighting on!
@serg_lupescu
@serg_lupescu 5 жыл бұрын
Needed this! God bless you Clayton for all he’s doing through you!
@ohnono3097
@ohnono3097 5 жыл бұрын
Amen!
@mistyellis9201
@mistyellis9201 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you Clayton. I don’t know you. None of us really do. But just know we are praying for you and you can get through this. Don’t put too much pressure on yourself. Don’t allow others to bring you down. Just think of your beautiful daughter and your father before you make that decision.
@AbdulHakim-is1yj
@AbdulHakim-is1yj 5 жыл бұрын
Misty Ellis short
@AbdulHakim-is1yj
@AbdulHakim-is1yj 5 жыл бұрын
Misty Ellis short
@zoemann8042
@zoemann8042 5 жыл бұрын
i pray for your safety. thanks to you i don’t feel alone. please do what you need to for your mental health. we are not an obligaton, you and your family are the priority ♥️
@enochhernandez7649
@enochhernandez7649 5 жыл бұрын
I had never realized the burden your popularity carries. "Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up." Galatians 6:9
@purplelove6969
@purplelove6969 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton thank you... You saved me from a really dark place that I was in. You saved me from suicide more then once. So thank you so much. Thank you. Good bless you.
@marissagarza7368
@marissagarza7368 5 жыл бұрын
Jinx Jinx keep on fighting. I believe in you
@purplelove6969
@purplelove6969 5 жыл бұрын
@@marissagarza7368 thank you and I will
@laurazucchiatti8761
@laurazucchiatti8761 2 жыл бұрын
Keep fighting
@indyernest4933
@indyernest4933 3 жыл бұрын
"Goodbye world, I might just die tonight"
@EXT_Cryptic
@EXT_Cryptic 3 жыл бұрын
Please tell me you didn't
@kimeshareynolds2042
@kimeshareynolds2042 3 жыл бұрын
Please reply 🥺are you okay? ????
@kaedenceherr3215
@kaedenceherr3215 3 жыл бұрын
No no no, please
@Krystin7
@Krystin7 5 жыл бұрын
May God give you strength and comfort tonight, keep being the great man/ father you are. I wish i could let you know truly, the positive impact you had in my life. I genuinely felt some peace at mind with my anxiety. I prayed for my anxiety to lessen and let go of it and see thru his eyes. That night opened my eyes more than i can explain into words. 5 years ago my brother was killed, and since then I’ve had such bad anxiety. and just from your video , i was able to realize i can pray for my anxiety to lessen. I was so trapped i didn’t realize i could ask for that. So , from your video you brought me closer to God. Thank you for sharing your thoughts, for sharing your struggles, for sharing the raw version of life. I can only hope God gives you comfort and peace tonight and u know that you are doing amazing things for people all around the world. God bless you forever Clayton ❤️
@kayahwright9916
@kayahwright9916 5 жыл бұрын
How could anyone dislike this?! This is so good and really touched me. Sobbing through the whole thing. WE LOVE YOU CLAYTON !!💘💘
@denaeriesbrandow8508
@denaeriesbrandow8508 5 жыл бұрын
May God Bless you Clayton May you find hope as you have given so many of us hope Thank you for sharing your struggles and victories Please NEVER GIVE UP... Blessings
@bqwadseertg
@bqwadseertg 5 жыл бұрын
I know when I see that you've posted a video similar to this one that I'm going to cry, and here I am. I try to keep how I'm feeling deep inside my mind because I know my parents and friends wouldn't know how to handle it. You've helped me so much. Thank you, Clayton.
@anzalameerah6540
@anzalameerah6540 5 жыл бұрын
Please don't do that. Let it out. Keeping things bottled inside will only hurt you.please don't do that
@conormooney1031
@conormooney1031 4 жыл бұрын
Claytons here for us through all our hardships, he doesnt know us personally but what he does means everything to some people, but whos there for him, nobody there to pull him through, show this incredible man support and respect, hes saved lives and thats facts
@RosieDuckie-ut4vy
@RosieDuckie-ut4vy 5 жыл бұрын
This made me cry.. I really needed this.. Thank you for everything Clayton. I hope everything gets better. Don't give up yet..
@horrorlane1596
@horrorlane1596 4 жыл бұрын
I’ve been listening to this a little too often....I’m in a really dark place, but listening to you slowly pulls me out of this dark hole of depression...I’ve been trying not to self harm, but that keeps getting worse and worse..I try to talk about it, but who gives a shit about my problems when everyone else has other things to worry about...You’re truly amazing Clayton.🖤 Never stop doing what you do, you help a lot of people.
@sahmayawilliams9854
@sahmayawilliams9854 5 жыл бұрын
I held a kinfe in my hand and was going to kill my self because of how my family is be treating but when you sang this song i am still alive right now thank you love and respect
@peteralmeida2626
@peteralmeida2626 4 жыл бұрын
I was going to do that
@joshuatowns5471
@joshuatowns5471 5 жыл бұрын
I swear. With no help at all. Suffering and tormenting thoughts and dreams and painful reminders I've come so close but thank God I saved these videos to me device and no lie. They play on my ringtones each call interrupts and I avoid the call to hear what you have to say. Thank you for not giving up.
@krystalcolburn9050
@krystalcolburn9050 5 жыл бұрын
2:28 i think he might be talking about me. I sent him those exact words. Oh shit. It really is true tho. He had saved me so many times
@ramofnc
@ramofnc 5 жыл бұрын
Well im glad your still hear
@krystalcolburn9050
@krystalcolburn9050 5 жыл бұрын
@@ramofnc Yeah. Lifes been shit but im working on fixing it
@kenziex4941
@kenziex4941 5 жыл бұрын
I don’t know you. Obviously. But I’m so glad your still here. I’m so sorry you were ever made to feel low enough as to contemplate your own life. Stay strong❤️
@krystalcolburn9050
@krystalcolburn9050 5 жыл бұрын
@@kenziex4941 thank you. Ive gone through some bullshit but i bet you have to. Hopefully you stay strong to
@kenziex4941
@kenziex4941 5 жыл бұрын
Krystal Colburn We all go through things. They just make us stronger. I may not know you, but I’ll listen to you if you ever need someone💯🖤
@atlas_end3791
@atlas_end3791 2 жыл бұрын
Clayton you have no idea just how much your poetry holds me together. Your the reason why I’m still here
@gemmaberne1538
@gemmaberne1538 5 жыл бұрын
you’re so strong. and you have helped so many people without knowing it. i know you’re hurting. and i would do anything to take the pain away. but it does get better. although you may not see this, just know that i have watched your poetry over and over. you have helped me. and millions more. you are the reason why others hearts are beating. believe in yourself. don’t give up. you are so inspirational. there aren’t enough thank yous in the world i could send you for it to have enough meaning. but from every piece of my heart, thank you Clayton. 🙏❤️
@juliakeehn7848
@juliakeehn7848 5 жыл бұрын
you have made me not look at life the negative side. thank you
@chihuahuabently95
@chihuahuabently95 5 жыл бұрын
I really relate. Thank you for not holding it all in Clayton. It helps to know I'm not alone.
@mindyedwards9184
@mindyedwards9184 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton thank you for being so real don’t stop there’s so many people that are feeling what your feeling. I can’t imagine the weight that your feeling because so many look up to you. We are here for you. And your right sometimes it feels like the church isn’t here for us we feel outcast or that we don’t belong but I know deep down it’s the enemy trying to keeps us under and from hearing gods word. Thank you for this we know you are only human as well. We love you brother.
@wotbogpred5658
@wotbogpred5658 5 жыл бұрын
You helped me through the bad.. these grey colors really got me mad! Like normal people never feel sad? Nah there right I’m just really messed up.. sitting in my room carving these wrists up, but I really hope one day they see me for me! Not just some loser that plays for God’s team.. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ You saved me brother! Keep up the good fight your courage helps me to keep going, we stay alive together!
@elmasloco822
@elmasloco822 5 жыл бұрын
I know it's more than difficult to see the good through all the shit, but the good YOU have done, the people you've helped, is in my opinion worth it although it's impossible to truly know your pain. Don't let the fact that you can't help every single person that comes across you blind you from seeing that the good you do is tremendous. I only came across your poetry a couple days ago but it doesn't feel new, and is the crutch I need in these moments. I have no one I feel I can trust to speak with without judgement or an empty response just so they don't feel guilty. Thank you Clayton, I hope you get to read this. No need to respond I'm grateful for what you have done.
@smokingpreach1038
@smokingpreach1038 5 жыл бұрын
Love you Clayton praying for you brother, glory to God forever.
@justinknitter6057
@justinknitter6057 5 жыл бұрын
Wow, thank you Clayton so much. Don't ever stop what you're doing please. We all love you man. Thank you, from all that you've helped in life.
@susanmuturi8493
@susanmuturi8493 5 жыл бұрын
I have been following you for a while now and you have been an encouragement and a comforter in my raging storms. May God continue to use you to impact my life and others. Be blessed
@Nico-Callahan
@Nico-Callahan 5 жыл бұрын
you are the reason that some people are alive. God made you to speak his word and save his creations💙💛💙
@tarpleyk9352
@tarpleyk9352 5 жыл бұрын
I appreciate you and the message you bring. I understand your words vividly since childhood. I'm now 46, with the same hurt and scars even from way back then. I'm thankful for your words, the difference you make in the lives of others. God is using you in a mighty and powerful way. I'm thankful! Anxiety, Depression, Bipolar, I keep it bottled in, always have. I don't know why I'm even writing this so I will stop. However, you understand !! Never Stop!! For some, you are all one has. including, myself.
@lanternhillramblings9170
@lanternhillramblings9170 5 жыл бұрын
This hit me hard. Clayton, I don’t know you personally, but you have truly helped me so, so much. And just in the past few days. You have helped so many, kept so many from harming or killing themselves, led people to Jesus, inspired people, given people hope for another day. God knows I’m not where I need to be in my walk with Him, but I’ll pray for you!
@derangeddevlin
@derangeddevlin 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you, you put yourself out there and make yourself vulnerable so people like me have a chance at survival. God bless you man
@derrickmcneal9538
@derrickmcneal9538 5 жыл бұрын
Keep your head up brother 🙏🏿 , you’re blessed.
@nothankyou-ye4gt
@nothankyou-ye4gt Жыл бұрын
I just got off the phone with the suicide and crisis lifeline. I thought about this. I’m struggling a lot. My friends don’t even know. What am I supposed to do? Why me? What now? “Telling me I saved her life unknowingly”. You along with others have saved me tonight.
@kenji1423
@kenji1423 5 жыл бұрын
I whas always being bulyd until I hated myself but you inspired me thank you for helping me and saving so many lives ❤
@priscilla6827
@priscilla6827 5 жыл бұрын
wizerd you’re beautiful the way you are. And Jesus loves and adores you.
@kenji1423
@kenji1423 5 жыл бұрын
Pricilla Smith Thank you so much ❤
@AmaniKWilson
@AmaniKWilson 5 жыл бұрын
Even though we ask you to pray for us we are also praying that God will continue to speak through you and heal you from your brokenness. I use to be suicidal but by his grace and mercy I'm saved and I won't listen to what the enemy has to say. God bless you, Clayton, you are truly an inspiration for this generation to see. I remember the first time watching your videos and It had me thinking on a lot of things... It changed my perspective on life and that's when I begin to see changes in my journey with Christ. Knowing our father in heaven told us not to fear because we already have the victory over the devil. These challenges are preparation for a blessing coming along your way. You may not know now but God is still with you and he is always constant when no one understands. Your brothers and sisters in Christ are with you as well to show our love and appreciation we have for you. Be safe out there brother Clayton in my prayers! 😁
@ingridapollon645
@ingridapollon645 5 жыл бұрын
Mercy! Those who are thinking about suicide....don't give up! GOD knows what you're going through. Hang in there! GOD has a big plan for you. Keep on the Lord because he hasn't given up on you!
@annalee9281
@annalee9281 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton...Everyone here loves you and cares about what you say. You struggle too, but since you’re such an advocate and inspiration, many people take that for granted. You have your problems too but it’s great that your fans keep you going. You truly do save lives. You’re an inspiring man and God is always with you on that journey. Don’t let your demons win, they’re lying to you...I love you ❤️
@sierram7057
@sierram7057 5 жыл бұрын
This helps me more than any therapist could. Thank you so much ❤️
@hurleyskaterzero
@hurleyskaterzero 5 жыл бұрын
Bro, this hits so close to home. You’re an amazing person. You’ve touched the souls of hundreds of thousands of people. You can rely on your fan base as much as we do on you. Keep your head up and chugging along. Through the glory of God you have another day to prosper.
@raresuperman
@raresuperman 5 жыл бұрын
Keep doing you Sir....I greatly appreciate your hard work and due diligence ....I pray that blessings and peace follows you all the days of your life.
@graciemiller2191
@graciemiller2191 3 жыл бұрын
Wow I just saw this now and wow. I hope you’re doing better and even when you’re helping us, take time for yourself because you’re a hero and heroes need rest and help too sometimes. Love you man
@yomstarr
@yomstarr 5 жыл бұрын
Dear Clayton you are the reason am still believing!!
@luc.tazmin.95
@luc.tazmin.95 5 жыл бұрын
Amazing! U have such a big following but yet ur still so real & rough in what u do. U save life's every day that's quite something!
@diplomatik715
@diplomatik715 3 жыл бұрын
At times Clayton, fame brings nothing more than shame it's insane, when you're in the game. People came make you feel lame, but you're not to blame. They came for the same reason. At some point they felt treason. This the reason I share this, it's cause I care for this. What you do is like being in their shoes, but it's up to you to continue. Cause you're like that plant that feels like it has no power the disability to flower, but you do you show us power now it's up to you to show us how. I just typed this as I was listening. Thank you 😊
@sphynix5661
@sphynix5661 5 жыл бұрын
hey Clayton, I know you won't ever see this but at this point I don't know what to do with my life I been stepped on, spat on, kicked, and punched by my father there are so many days that I don't go to where I just think that he will come back into my life and do it again my father scares me the one person that I thought was supposed to protect me didn't it's always been hard for me to trust people ever since but yet unknowingly I still do, until they hurt me too I try and I try to stop cutting but all I can do to calm me down from ever wanting to runaway it hurts I know life isn't supposed to be easy but I didn't think it would be this hard either I'm just writing this to you to get some help I know that I may sound crazy but writing is one of the only ways I can get my feelings out and I am so sorry for how long this is but i hope this gets to you even if it doesn't I am just glad it is out there
@zombieman6828
@zombieman6828 5 жыл бұрын
Desmarie Sinclair if your father hits you please tell someone or if you go to school tell a teacher or someone that cares for you if you think no one cares for you. You got a lot of people who care for I care for you people don’t want a child to take their own life because people do care you just got to look
@zombieman6828
@zombieman6828 5 жыл бұрын
Desmarie Sinclair I forgot to tell you if you feel like killing your self please call the suicide hotline 1-800-273-8255 they will care for you
@sphynix5661
@sphynix5661 5 жыл бұрын
@@zombieman6828 he used too he's out of my life now i just scared that he'll return
@angelasirca1854
@angelasirca1854 5 жыл бұрын
🙏🏻
@stardusttribe
@stardusttribe 5 жыл бұрын
God send your army of angels to protect this precious and worthy soul. Lead him to the people who will help him on his journey to healing the trauma that distorts his thoughts and causes him pain. Heal his heart and mind. Hold him close and bring him peace and comfort. Heal his father so he never abuses another. And give us the strength to forgive, as Jesus did. I ask these things in our savior Jesus' name. Amen
@fatdaddy6285
@fatdaddy6285 5 жыл бұрын
I've been through so stuff but I pulled my head up and said that my past won't stop me. You all might be going through some hard times, but you can't let that effect you because that's the past and the past cant hurt you any more. Sometimes you think you have a worst enemy, but when you are thinking about suicide that worst enemy is you, so pull through and keep your head up. It's just not worth it to take yourself away from people that love you.
@keyoshashawnterria1609
@keyoshashawnterria1609 5 жыл бұрын
God will all of us including you 🙏❤️❤️❤️
@ashleystacks9609
@ashleystacks9609 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton, you have helped me and probably help a ton more people. And you deserve to be helped, you deserve someone to be there for you and to listen to your feelings and everything you really need. You deserve to be happy Clayton. Thank you for everything youve done for me❤❤
@matthewmartinez5507
@matthewmartinez5507 5 жыл бұрын
Had a really good friend take his life back in October 2018, none of u knew his struggles! The word you have put out hopefully it will get those who need to hear this, God bless you Clayton!
@wonderingsoul468
@wonderingsoul468 5 жыл бұрын
Who would dislike this? Disgusting
@user-od7hk4zu3i
@user-od7hk4zu3i 5 жыл бұрын
Everyone has their own tastes☺
@amandabartlett8510
@amandabartlett8510 5 жыл бұрын
Book_Potato and they got their reasons to dislike. Maybe it hit a little too close to home. Not disgusting at all..
@user-od7hk4zu3i
@user-od7hk4zu3i 5 жыл бұрын
@@amandabartlett8510 Exactly.
@kylemckenney9679
@kylemckenney9679 5 жыл бұрын
unwanted they just missed the like button
@madisonoblanc9424
@madisonoblanc9424 5 жыл бұрын
Why even say that this is an amazing inspiration
@kingspade3034
@kingspade3034 5 жыл бұрын
You see, I don't have any of these problems, like anxiety, or suicidal thoughts, but I still love this guy
@anzalameerah6540
@anzalameerah6540 5 жыл бұрын
😂😂 same
@ssterlingdve
@ssterlingdve 5 жыл бұрын
...keep pushin' clayton...this was actually true...
@aliceryder5998
@aliceryder5998 5 жыл бұрын
Woahh I love him he knows everything and explains it in every right word
@Jstrid18
@Jstrid18 5 жыл бұрын
Put the phone media away brother . We love care for you , your soul is more important we all go through things . God is the GOOD Shepard He will Shepard those whose are His bro . Praying for you and that God would give you wisdom on what to do
@jayp8124
@jayp8124 3 жыл бұрын
Everytime I listen to Clayton my anxiety disappears, once I stop it comes right back!!!
@cloudymf1
@cloudymf1 5 жыл бұрын
50th. love you thank you for your support clayton. muah :3
@semperfigaming7609
@semperfigaming7609 4 жыл бұрын
Wow this hit close to home, I'm going through hell right now and all I want is out, but it's hard when the ones you love don't care, but when I listen and your video. I truly think u are keeping me from taking the easy way out. Just keep fighting and never quit
@amberwelch2090
@amberwelch2090 3 жыл бұрын
This is the first time I have ever heard anything like this. It is so shocking, but it is a good thing that someone can speak the truth. You are really talented.
@lovelynat3324
@lovelynat3324 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton, I love you, you’re an inspiration. I spend so much of my time helping others and doing all I can to help people who struggle, no one knows what I suffer with. The day I found you on KZbin..I listen to you every single day. You’ve helped me so much. I wish I could be there with you in your alone times.
@davidd2341
@davidd2341 5 жыл бұрын
Hi Clayton I’m late but love your poems I also do spoken word and read it to people love ya
@damienphinney1507
@damienphinney1507 Жыл бұрын
hey Clayton, I listen to you everyday. you've kept me alive more times than once. no matter how long I stay clean. the thoughts don't stop. but listening to you makes me think it through. I don't want my daughter in pain because her dad gave up.. ur a blessing, # boston bred
@dylzorz2247
@dylzorz2247 5 жыл бұрын
This is just wow
@-weepingwillow-1
@-weepingwillow-1 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you… I need someone and you are the only person that is there when I am breaking down. Thank you so much
@therichie9916
@therichie9916 5 жыл бұрын
I feel you bro
@Angel-gt5iv
@Angel-gt5iv 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton don't hide your true self!! You are important you are human!!! I wish I could hug you and let you know you are important not just for this but by being You!!
@yolandivanstraaten984
@yolandivanstraaten984 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton your awesome. Love your videos and I try to share them. I know how it feels to help but then things gets tuff and you struggle to help others like you thats going through the same stuff. We all need people to talk to even preachers does. We got to support one another. Stay strong. I know its hard to read bible or even to pray or to talk to someone when things look so dark. But we should force ourselves to do so. I have been depressed too lately and having people in my life who cares and who is there for me helps allot and watching your videos and Pastor Steven Furtick's KZbin videos helped me allot. I will pray for you and everyone else who needs a prayer. Love all the way from South Africa
@therichie9916
@therichie9916 5 жыл бұрын
Stay strong bro...you’re still needed
@Plexbank
@Plexbank 5 жыл бұрын
Nice vid clayton
@depressionisus9289
@depressionisus9289 5 жыл бұрын
I tried talking to my friend about my suicidal thoughts, and she only made a concerned face and did nothing more of it, Why should it matter? Why should it matter to anyone if it doesn't matter to her? I always listen to her, but the one time I really need her, she's not there to catch me when I fall. Now it seems impossible to get back up... Sorry to bother you, but thank you for reading. 💗
@nathanschake2962
@nathanschake2962 5 жыл бұрын
I’ve been through this 😢
@Nancy-vp6os
@Nancy-vp6os 5 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry. :(
@savannah9630
@savannah9630 5 жыл бұрын
Hey. I just recently found your channel. I'm not going to say that I've dealt with the worst pain. There are many people dealing with worse pain than me. But, your poetry really speaks to me. I have had my fair share of struggles in life, and it has me in a dark place, but listening to your words and really hearing your story has helped. Thank you so much for helping me.
@briannabutts8823
@briannabutts8823 5 жыл бұрын
I want someone to talk to but i cant ever open up because of my depression it started when i was 6 years old and my father figure died
@tristencarkeek3933
@tristencarkeek3933 5 жыл бұрын
Brianna Butts I'll talk to you
@briannabutts8823
@briannabutts8823 5 жыл бұрын
Tristen Carkeek thanks
@briannabutts8823
@briannabutts8823 5 жыл бұрын
Tristen Carkeek look me up on fb
@Nancy-vp6os
@Nancy-vp6os 5 жыл бұрын
:( I told a few others there's a crisis text line now 741741 and I totally get that not wanting to open up. I take so much more through words than to people. Well actually sometimes I can't shut up when I talk too. Whatever.
@briannabutts8823
@briannabutts8823 5 жыл бұрын
Elizabeth Marie September thanks and I have been through a lot for 18 almost 19 years now and I cant talk to my parents abput my thoughts cuz they told me if i said it again they was going to call the cops so I just learned to keep it to myself cuz I dont know many people that care to listen to my problems you know
@dominicanareina3738
@dominicanareina3738 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you clayton so much, you saved my life so many times from dying.
@caj__2248
@caj__2248 5 жыл бұрын
I REALLY needed today. Legit ALMOST died today. It doesn't help that I understand when you talk about "Whites in the front, and blacks in the front" I understand when you talk about "I'll probably never read it, but I'll send it anyways" and when you talk about depression. I have tried to NOT cut, or talk, because it means I'll get laughed at, and told "You're seeking attention. That's why you self harm." THIS /REALLY/ helped me today. THANK YOU /SO/ MUCH, Clayton!!
@clarissapetrovich4742
@clarissapetrovich4742 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for being my inspiration and my saviour. I found you at my lowest. I'm still struggling but you are helping. Thank you clayton.
@daniaraya717
@daniaraya717 5 жыл бұрын
Moved me to tears. Praying for you and your work Clayton, you’re an inspiration to many including me. This hit home for me, and I’m glad you shared it. You’ve helped me through so much and I just thought you should know that. Thank you.
@erinmclaughlin5209
@erinmclaughlin5209 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton keep fighting the good fight. You are strong, you are loved. Those voices saying suicide are from the devils tounge. I seen and read the comments on your pages you have saved many. Yet you feel alone in the darkness of your mind. I pray for you Clayton, I pray for God's love to embrace you. I pray that the devils lies will not reach you. Please keep fighting. In the times in which we feel we can no longer stand are the times in which we must kneel.
@kristalclear15
@kristalclear15 4 жыл бұрын
Wish the thoughts would just go away. Thank you for making these videos. They really do help. Stay strong.
@NeaLopezProductions
@NeaLopezProductions 5 жыл бұрын
You saved me, and I saved a friend of mine too. You should know that it's good to be saved, but there's nothing that can match the feeling of saving someone else
@depressedthot3119
@depressedthot3119 5 жыл бұрын
Never clicked faster
@Nancy-vp6os
@Nancy-vp6os 5 жыл бұрын
Right
@tracyegleston5475
@tracyegleston5475 3 жыл бұрын
Clayton ... When I first heard your stuff it really hit home and its some really deep shit n made me think a lot about my life cuz I m an addict and listing to you helped me get clean and makes me wanna stay clean for my kids n family cuz of everything that I put them through during my addiction !!! So thank you and never stop being you Clayton !!!😢😌😊
@kathycalhoun2914
@kathycalhoun2914 5 жыл бұрын
Dear Clayton, I'm so sorry for what your going thru. I wish that I could take the pain from you. I know your a good person. I K of you want to help people but sometimes you have to take time to deal with you won problems. Please I would rather see you happy and truly happy than feeling like you have to deal with everything on your own. People love you for who you are. I love you. Your family loves you. The people that want you to be happy and truly happy they love you. From a suicidal person to another. STAY STRONG and know it's OK to feel like this now. I promise one day you will be soooo happy. 🖤🖤💝💛💚💜💓💝💔💖
@sarahh.7038
@sarahh.7038 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for being so brave in sharing this. It is very much appreciated. After countless thoughts of taking my own life, and the attempt I made 9 months ago. It was a message from a friend that stopped me.
@jerrysmithjr.9589
@jerrysmithjr.9589 5 жыл бұрын
Yup... The attacks are getting worse. Because we're so close... We All want to go home. Thanks for your honesty... Love ya !
@yunahayashi4511
@yunahayashi4511 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you, Clayton, you are an amazing person and, like so many other people, I wouldnt be alive if it weren't for you. Myself and many others don't give you enough credit. Listening to this song and I realize that. I'm so happy you're alive, and doing all these things for other people struggling too...You really inspire me. So, thank you.
@Sleepy_panda9
@Sleepy_panda9 5 жыл бұрын
You are part of the reason im alive today, you have done alot of good and your words have helped me not end my life.
@jacobhinnenkamp9521
@jacobhinnenkamp9521 5 жыл бұрын
It's crazy how much of this stuff I was feeling last night and today. I know that it can't just be a coincidence that I felt like that and the next night found this video. God really does work in mysterious ways that we may never understand. I needed this man, God bless.
@chabanks4831
@chabanks4831 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your struggles with us you help us we are not alone ❤️
@bivinspoetry
@bivinspoetry 6 ай бұрын
Death is the most beautiful moment if you believe in life-after life. WHEN YOU SEE A PERSON WHO IS OFTEN SILENT AND AVOIDS PEOPLE, TRY TO STAY CLOSE TO HIM. BECAUSE HE HAS BEEN GIVEN WISDOM.
@lachiegriffiths8616
@lachiegriffiths8616 4 жыл бұрын
Wow Clayton showing true leadership of a true man. I look up to u so much. I write too but of course it's nowhere near as good as you. I love the meaning behind all these. Every word sends me deeper in thought and I love these so much u truly show heart and passion in thsi and it shows with the amount of people it affects thankyou Clayton you saved my life
@janehanvey8151
@janehanvey8151 4 жыл бұрын
just knowing that I'm not alone in these feelings gives me the strength to go on.
@leahrenee0525
@leahrenee0525 5 жыл бұрын
1 hour ago 😔 it makes me sooo SAD......... I LOVE Jesus . He HELPS!!!! PLEASE!!!! 😍☺️
@austincastro6579
@austincastro6579 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for you helping me and all the other people in these comments. And please Clayton don’t give up on YOURSELF or US God is with you and forever he will bless you and me.
@ruthlessclaw5168
@ruthlessclaw5168 5 жыл бұрын
This is so relatable! I’ve tried to overdose before. I hope you know that a friend and I listened to your songs and we both struggle with depression. It helped us, made us question. It reminded me of this verse. 10 Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11 Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. 12 For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. 13 Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. 14 Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, 15 and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. 16 In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. 17 Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. 18 And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the Lord’s people. It truly did help us Clayton
@pistachio_icecream
@pistachio_icecream 3 жыл бұрын
*skipping the line in the cafeteria isnt the only thing that made her a cutter* that hit way too hard than its suppoast to...
@WWErules51
@WWErules51 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for everything Clayton your Confessions video saved me when the devil had me down and your spoken word playlist brought me to read the Bible I still have hard days but in Jesus I find peace when I listen to you and the Bible all the negative energy flows away and I'm left with peace for a short while Thank You Clayton you saved me and started me on my path to truly knowing Jesus
@asgersotoxic2108
@asgersotoxic2108 5 жыл бұрын
Everytime I feel down and out I listen to your words and I cry and cry instead of holding it in and handing my cards in to God. I have kids but sometimes I feel like they would be better off without me. But then I get hope from your words..thank you
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