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Clayton Jennings

Clayton Jennings

Күн бұрын

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@ClaytonJennings
@ClaytonJennings 5 жыл бұрын
You say I save you when it's actually you guys saving me. I hope this helps someone out there. Love you all. All poems, vids and novels: www.ClaytonJennings.com Have I been able to help you? Support my channel here: app.moonclerk.com/pay/2qswhhel8db9 Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/3HM2KNmxuQ4SS3A3sI5Lez Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/artist/clayton-jennings/1494243865 Amazon Music: tinyurl.com/y5u4hxc3 Instagram: instagram.com/claytonjennings1/
@shanf5027
@shanf5027 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton Jennings I said my first prayer to god 2 weeks ago. Thankyou
@mindblowerex723
@mindblowerex723 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton Jennings hello I have to deal with winter depression and I almost took my own life in December of both 2016,2017,2018 and you’ve helped me through the last 2 year and I just want to say thank you for helping me stay in the right mind.
@christiannowakowski4607
@christiannowakowski4607 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton I want to end it I broke up with my girlfriend and I dont wanna live and I dont have as many reasons to live as I do to kill myself
@damiansawyer5803
@damiansawyer5803 5 жыл бұрын
😭😭😭 think you so much
@Oshimpia
@Oshimpia 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton Jennings thank you
@bthub3216
@bthub3216 5 жыл бұрын
Ur the reason my suicide never happened I swear I love you
@Amber_Exander_LunaRaine
@Amber_Exander_LunaRaine 5 жыл бұрын
Mine as well
@bthub3216
@bthub3216 5 жыл бұрын
Amber Bell I’m so glad he makes these songs
@bthub3216
@bthub3216 5 жыл бұрын
x rapfeels we are lucky he’s here
@bthub3216
@bthub3216 5 жыл бұрын
x rapfeels I’m from the uk what about u
@xrapfeels3791
@xrapfeels3791 5 жыл бұрын
Ozzie Murray Definitely, his work helps me so much. I hope i get to meet him one day honestly but I’m from the U.S.
@ameliaperry8554
@ameliaperry8554 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton.... your mental health is so important to me, your family and your fans...... you're such an inspiration to so many! Keep fighting on!
@meredith3403
@meredith3403 5 жыл бұрын
“but i do this for that massachusetts girl with a stutter / skipping in the lunch line isn’t the only thing that makes her a cutter” wow. just wow. that hit deep
@ClaytonJennings
@ClaytonJennings 5 жыл бұрын
You're one of the few who got it. Hidden meanings in many lines in many of the poems.
@meredith3403
@meredith3403 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton Jennings thank you clayton. your words and videos mean the world to me💗
@christianmclachlan4715
@christianmclachlan4715 5 жыл бұрын
I thought some lines had hidden meanings. . . How are you by the way? I could vent about my life but it's not doing anything other than waste my breath and potentially your time so I ask: How are YOU, Clayton?
@paigevasquez2424
@paigevasquez2424 4 жыл бұрын
@@ClaytonJennings I catch the hidden meanings in your poems. You've saved us and we save you. Your words hit my heart in ways I never thought could be possible. Thank you Clayton for all that you do, I don't know if you know this but I'm grateful for you. So many of us here are grateful for you.
@bostonemily617
@bostonemily617 4 жыл бұрын
🙏💜
@mizawesome2835
@mizawesome2835 5 жыл бұрын
This made me sob. You don't know me, but you're here for the world, and I'll always be here for you.
@lightningmoonphoenix7695
@lightningmoonphoenix7695 5 жыл бұрын
MizAwesome I second that
@duck_yy
@duck_yy 5 жыл бұрын
I second that too
@georgeswanepoel883
@georgeswanepoel883 4 жыл бұрын
Me to
@mickeythedankserepin796
@mickeythedankserepin796 3 жыл бұрын
Me as well
@serg_lupescu
@serg_lupescu 5 жыл бұрын
Needed this! God bless you Clayton for all he’s doing through you!
@ohnono3097
@ohnono3097 5 жыл бұрын
Amen!
@sleepforever9793
@sleepforever9793 5 жыл бұрын
"Don't throw flowers then when you're throwing poison ivy now" that hit me really hard, the fact that you have the strength to share even a sliver of your life, we all would miss you and love you
@mistyellis9201
@mistyellis9201 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you Clayton. I don’t know you. None of us really do. But just know we are praying for you and you can get through this. Don’t put too much pressure on yourself. Don’t allow others to bring you down. Just think of your beautiful daughter and your father before you make that decision.
@AbdulHakim-is1yj
@AbdulHakim-is1yj 5 жыл бұрын
Misty Ellis short
@AbdulHakim-is1yj
@AbdulHakim-is1yj 5 жыл бұрын
Misty Ellis short
@indyernest4933
@indyernest4933 3 жыл бұрын
"Goodbye world, I might just die tonight"
@EXT_Cryptic
@EXT_Cryptic 3 жыл бұрын
Please tell me you didn't
@kimeshareynolds2042
@kimeshareynolds2042 3 жыл бұрын
Please reply 🥺are you okay? ????
@kaedenceherr3215
@kaedenceherr3215 3 жыл бұрын
No no no, please
@zoemann8042
@zoemann8042 5 жыл бұрын
i pray for your safety. thanks to you i don’t feel alone. please do what you need to for your mental health. we are not an obligaton, you and your family are the priority ♥️
@CBrezzy_
@CBrezzy_ 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton thank you so much I just came from my therapist about my sudical thoughts thank you. God bless you.
@laurazucchiatti8761
@laurazucchiatti8761 2 жыл бұрын
How are you doing now?
@revolutionaryofficial3816
@revolutionaryofficial3816 5 жыл бұрын
I just want to say thank you. I’ve dealt with anxiety and depression for years now. I kept fighting my own fights, but I would always lose. This speaks to me. You speak to me. So thank you for saving my life more than once. Thank you.
@iiroseack4818
@iiroseack4818 5 жыл бұрын
ive had anxiety at the age 8 depression at 7
@enochhernandez7649
@enochhernandez7649 5 жыл бұрын
I had never realized the burden your popularity carries. "Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up." Galatians 6:9
@horrorqueen1238
@horrorqueen1238 5 жыл бұрын
I've gotten so used to being depressed that I hardly recognized the pain everyone else can see in my eyes anymore. I cry everyday. Can't believe it's been six years since I've ever felt anything related to happiness. You're amazing and I don't know what you've been through or what anyone else has been through but no matter what there is always someone and something to live for.
@velvettsmith8131
@velvettsmith8131 5 жыл бұрын
This hit too close to home. I loved it Clayton ❤️
@nevergiveup4422
@nevergiveup4422 5 жыл бұрын
You can't save people 24/7. Any mental health professional will tell u that u need to separate work from private life However, you are reading texts and emails every single day. You can't continue to do this on your own if u even want to continue. I feel sorry that you are so overwhelmed by this anyone would. I am working in mental health and without taking proper self-care you would end up with job burnout and possible depression.
@purplelove6969
@purplelove6969 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton thank you... You saved me from a really dark place that I was in. You saved me from suicide more then once. So thank you so much. Thank you. Good bless you.
@marissagarza7368
@marissagarza7368 5 жыл бұрын
Jinx Jinx keep on fighting. I believe in you
@purplelove6969
@purplelove6969 5 жыл бұрын
@@marissagarza7368 thank you and I will
@laurazucchiatti8761
@laurazucchiatti8761 2 жыл бұрын
Keep fighting
@Krystin7
@Krystin7 5 жыл бұрын
May God give you strength and comfort tonight, keep being the great man/ father you are. I wish i could let you know truly, the positive impact you had in my life. I genuinely felt some peace at mind with my anxiety. I prayed for my anxiety to lessen and let go of it and see thru his eyes. That night opened my eyes more than i can explain into words. 5 years ago my brother was killed, and since then I’ve had such bad anxiety. and just from your video , i was able to realize i can pray for my anxiety to lessen. I was so trapped i didn’t realize i could ask for that. So , from your video you brought me closer to God. Thank you for sharing your thoughts, for sharing your struggles, for sharing the raw version of life. I can only hope God gives you comfort and peace tonight and u know that you are doing amazing things for people all around the world. God bless you forever Clayton ❤️
@kayahwright9916
@kayahwright9916 5 жыл бұрын
How could anyone dislike this?! This is so good and really touched me. Sobbing through the whole thing. WE LOVE YOU CLAYTON !!💘💘
@jessikabilby3980
@jessikabilby3980 Жыл бұрын
"If you could keep your personal struggles quiet, yea that would be great. We'd rather see you smile and read us a verse.. I bet the same people will throw flowers at my hearse." I have a feeling that went over some heads but that hit differently. That alone says a lot.
@krystalcolburn9050
@krystalcolburn9050 5 жыл бұрын
2:28 i think he might be talking about me. I sent him those exact words. Oh shit. It really is true tho. He had saved me so many times
@ramofnc
@ramofnc 5 жыл бұрын
Well im glad your still hear
@krystalcolburn9050
@krystalcolburn9050 5 жыл бұрын
@@ramofnc Yeah. Lifes been shit but im working on fixing it
@kenziex4941
@kenziex4941 5 жыл бұрын
I don’t know you. Obviously. But I’m so glad your still here. I’m so sorry you were ever made to feel low enough as to contemplate your own life. Stay strong❤️
@krystalcolburn9050
@krystalcolburn9050 5 жыл бұрын
@@kenziex4941 thank you. Ive gone through some bullshit but i bet you have to. Hopefully you stay strong to
@kenziex4941
@kenziex4941 5 жыл бұрын
Krystal Colburn We all go through things. They just make us stronger. I may not know you, but I’ll listen to you if you ever need someone💯🖤
@denaeriesbrandow8508
@denaeriesbrandow8508 5 жыл бұрын
May God Bless you Clayton May you find hope as you have given so many of us hope Thank you for sharing your struggles and victories Please NEVER GIVE UP... Blessings
@sahmayawilliams9854
@sahmayawilliams9854 5 жыл бұрын
I held a kinfe in my hand and was going to kill my self because of how my family is be treating but when you sang this song i am still alive right now thank you love and respect
@peteralmeida2626
@peteralmeida2626 4 жыл бұрын
I was going to do that
@karenstaten2992
@karenstaten2992 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you very much. I have been depressed for way too long. This is really helping me. I have thought about suicide for a while now, but you make me not want to do it. Thanks
@bqwadseertg
@bqwadseertg 5 жыл бұрын
I know when I see that you've posted a video similar to this one that I'm going to cry, and here I am. I try to keep how I'm feeling deep inside my mind because I know my parents and friends wouldn't know how to handle it. You've helped me so much. Thank you, Clayton.
@anzalameerah6540
@anzalameerah6540 5 жыл бұрын
Please don't do that. Let it out. Keeping things bottled inside will only hurt you.please don't do that
@conormooney1031
@conormooney1031 4 жыл бұрын
Claytons here for us through all our hardships, he doesnt know us personally but what he does means everything to some people, but whos there for him, nobody there to pull him through, show this incredible man support and respect, hes saved lives and thats facts
@RosieDuckie-ut4vy
@RosieDuckie-ut4vy 5 жыл бұрын
This made me cry.. I really needed this.. Thank you for everything Clayton. I hope everything gets better. Don't give up yet..
@nothankyou-ye4gt
@nothankyou-ye4gt Жыл бұрын
I just got off the phone with the suicide and crisis lifeline. I thought about this. I’m struggling a lot. My friends don’t even know. What am I supposed to do? Why me? What now? “Telling me I saved her life unknowingly”. You along with others have saved me tonight.
@michaylag2308
@michaylag2308 5 жыл бұрын
Nobody saves anyone here, it's a chain of mutual support that forms a ladder for anyone to climb it. The base of the ladder just happens to be God. It's all a choice for each of us to decide, I'm 15 almost 16 and I've fallen in a hole and that ladder fell to me and even if I fall down a couple steps I still keep climbing. I want to thank everyone in this community because without the ladder that was formed I would not have made it to were I am today. So thank you.
@joshuatowns5471
@joshuatowns5471 5 жыл бұрын
I swear. With no help at all. Suffering and tormenting thoughts and dreams and painful reminders I've come so close but thank God I saved these videos to me device and no lie. They play on my ringtones each call interrupts and I avoid the call to hear what you have to say. Thank you for not giving up.
@natecard1313
@natecard1313 5 жыл бұрын
Your videos are what saved me from suicide and I am thankful that I came across your channel thank you
@bivinspoetry
@bivinspoetry 6 ай бұрын
Death is the most beautiful moment if you believe in life-after life. WHEN YOU SEE A PERSON WHO IS OFTEN SILENT AND AVOIDS PEOPLE, TRY TO STAY CLOSE TO HIM. BECAUSE HE HAS BEEN GIVEN WISDOM.
@juliakeehn7848
@juliakeehn7848 5 жыл бұрын
you have made me not look at life the negative side. thank you
@katsbyz
@katsbyz 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton, I can only imagine the burden you carry with your calling. Please know you are loved and prayed for by me and many others. I continue to ask God to provide you with strength and grace to keep on doing His will. Blessings to you
@theforever29mom47
@theforever29mom47 5 жыл бұрын
Here’s a word for you that my spirit wants to let you know “ And let us not be weary in well doing, for in due season, we shall reap, if we faint not”. Galatians 6:9. What your doing is brave, God sees the warrior in you, God is with you always. Tell them stupid demons to go back to hell. Fight the good fight! Praise God your a Bold and willing vessel. Jesus wept, Jesus hurt. He knew the pain of the people. And now you feel the burden of people. That’s why he is using you for this broken generation!! It’s hard, but there is only a remnant in these last days. You need to see that you are a warrior. Pray, keep praying God’s word, and the angels will come to fight the demons off! We Christians are all in it together! Don’t give up!! God bless you and your family!!!
@atlas_end3791
@atlas_end3791 Жыл бұрын
I’m rewatching and the “some girl outta Boston” line just hit me cuz I don’t what he means. And the “skipping the line in the cafeteria isn’t the only thing making her a cutter” this deep aswell
@PamixxBeauty
@PamixxBeauty 5 жыл бұрын
Love you Clayton..I always say this but thank you for doing this for us, for God. God sees your struggles and the battle you're fighting everyday and He is with you always and the one reason you're still alive is because He wants you to be. Thank you again, sending love.
@horrorlane1596
@horrorlane1596 4 жыл бұрын
I’ve been listening to this a little too often....I’m in a really dark place, but listening to you slowly pulls me out of this dark hole of depression...I’ve been trying not to self harm, but that keeps getting worse and worse..I try to talk about it, but who gives a shit about my problems when everyone else has other things to worry about...You’re truly amazing Clayton.🖤 Never stop doing what you do, you help a lot of people.
@gvtgaming9769
@gvtgaming9769 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton your videos have helped me through so so much, I have gotten so close to pulling that trigger but another one of your videos are published, I love what you do man. Everything you do helps so many people just like me, I’ve been though hell and back but because of your videos and your help I have been able to stand up against my enemies and it’s hard but there’s always something that pulls me up out of the rut I fall in. Idk what I would do with out your videos.
@kingspade3034
@kingspade3034 5 жыл бұрын
You see, I don't have any of these problems, like anxiety, or suicidal thoughts, but I still love this guy
@anzalameerah6540
@anzalameerah6540 5 жыл бұрын
😂😂 same
@wotbogpred5658
@wotbogpred5658 5 жыл бұрын
You helped me through the bad.. these grey colors really got me mad! Like normal people never feel sad? Nah there right I’m just really messed up.. sitting in my room carving these wrists up, but I really hope one day they see me for me! Not just some loser that plays for God’s team.. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ You saved me brother! Keep up the good fight your courage helps me to keep going, we stay alive together!
@gill4951
@gill4951 5 жыл бұрын
My dad abused me for several years of my entire life and this is the push to make me say “no, this is enough I will stand profundity and he won’t drag me dow.” Thank you clayton I’m now happy and mentally healthy.
@ingridapollon645
@ingridapollon645 5 жыл бұрын
Mercy! Those who are thinking about suicide....don't give up! GOD knows what you're going through. Hang in there! GOD has a big plan for you. Keep on the Lord because he hasn't given up on you!
@annalee9281
@annalee9281 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton...Everyone here loves you and cares about what you say. You struggle too, but since you’re such an advocate and inspiration, many people take that for granted. You have your problems too but it’s great that your fans keep you going. You truly do save lives. You’re an inspiring man and God is always with you on that journey. Don’t let your demons win, they’re lying to you...I love you ❤️
@Nico-Callahan
@Nico-Callahan 5 жыл бұрын
you are the reason that some people are alive. God made you to speak his word and save his creations💙💛💙
@atlas_end3791
@atlas_end3791 2 жыл бұрын
Clayton you have no idea just how much your poetry holds me together. Your the reason why I’m still here
@GEORGIOUMUSIC
@GEORGIOUMUSIC 5 жыл бұрын
To whoever is reading this. I pray you quit overthinking, replaying failed scenarios, feeding self doubt & seeing the good in everyone but yourself. You deserve more.
@gemmaberne1538
@gemmaberne1538 5 жыл бұрын
you’re so strong. and you have helped so many people without knowing it. i know you’re hurting. and i would do anything to take the pain away. but it does get better. although you may not see this, just know that i have watched your poetry over and over. you have helped me. and millions more. you are the reason why others hearts are beating. believe in yourself. don’t give up. you are so inspirational. there aren’t enough thank yous in the world i could send you for it to have enough meaning. but from every piece of my heart, thank you Clayton. 🙏❤️
@smokingpreach1038
@smokingpreach1038 5 жыл бұрын
Love you Clayton praying for you brother, glory to God forever.
@mindyedwards9184
@mindyedwards9184 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton thank you for being so real don’t stop there’s so many people that are feeling what your feeling. I can’t imagine the weight that your feeling because so many look up to you. We are here for you. And your right sometimes it feels like the church isn’t here for us we feel outcast or that we don’t belong but I know deep down it’s the enemy trying to keeps us under and from hearing gods word. Thank you for this we know you are only human as well. We love you brother.
@Trayven-Cole
@Trayven-Cole 5 жыл бұрын
Oh my gosh I'm crying cause I listened to it
@elmasloco822
@elmasloco822 5 жыл бұрын
I know it's more than difficult to see the good through all the shit, but the good YOU have done, the people you've helped, is in my opinion worth it although it's impossible to truly know your pain. Don't let the fact that you can't help every single person that comes across you blind you from seeing that the good you do is tremendous. I only came across your poetry a couple days ago but it doesn't feel new, and is the crutch I need in these moments. I have no one I feel I can trust to speak with without judgement or an empty response just so they don't feel guilty. Thank you Clayton, I hope you get to read this. No need to respond I'm grateful for what you have done.
@savagesmilemore8824
@savagesmilemore8824 5 жыл бұрын
I been depressed I just wanna give up on life I need some talk to
@Oshimpia
@Oshimpia 5 жыл бұрын
Isaiah Parker me too. Hold on
@kaylatyus7366
@kaylatyus7366 5 жыл бұрын
I'm here
@horrorqueen1238
@horrorqueen1238 5 жыл бұрын
Isaiah Parker I know how you feel.
@breakthesilence3406
@breakthesilence3406 5 жыл бұрын
Hey bro what's up
@cakeisgreat71
@cakeisgreat71 5 жыл бұрын
I know how you feel because I feel the same. I look at the world and cry because it’s so beautiful and I wish it wasn’t sometimes because then it would be easier to end it. Please look at the world, look at the people who love you. If you can’t talk to them talk to me
@mallocookies4714
@mallocookies4714 5 жыл бұрын
Whenever I’m feeling like I want to die or need to self harm I watch you. You’re like a therapist to me but no words get spoken.
@derrickmcneal9538
@derrickmcneal9538 5 жыл бұрын
Keep your head up brother 🙏🏿 , you’re blessed.
@justinknitter6057
@justinknitter6057 5 жыл бұрын
Wow, thank you Clayton so much. Don't ever stop what you're doing please. We all love you man. Thank you, from all that you've helped in life.
@sierram7057
@sierram7057 5 жыл бұрын
This helps me more than any therapist could. Thank you so much ❤️
@depressionisus9289
@depressionisus9289 5 жыл бұрын
I tried talking to my friend about my suicidal thoughts, and she only made a concerned face and did nothing more of it, Why should it matter? Why should it matter to anyone if it doesn't matter to her? I always listen to her, but the one time I really need her, she's not there to catch me when I fall. Now it seems impossible to get back up... Sorry to bother you, but thank you for reading. 💗
@kenji1423
@kenji1423 5 жыл бұрын
I whas always being bulyd until I hated myself but you inspired me thank you for helping me and saving so many lives ❤
@priscilla6827
@priscilla6827 5 жыл бұрын
wizerd you’re beautiful the way you are. And Jesus loves and adores you.
@kenji1423
@kenji1423 5 жыл бұрын
Pricilla Smith Thank you so much ❤
@tristondarling8401
@tristondarling8401 Жыл бұрын
I'm a 28 yr old boy that still finds struggling the easiest thing in my life. Your music does saves lives. To whom much is given much is required. Please Clayton don't stop making music.
@grimaceshake453
@grimaceshake453 Жыл бұрын
you ok?
@raresuperman
@raresuperman 5 жыл бұрын
Keep doing you Sir....I greatly appreciate your hard work and due diligence ....I pray that blessings and peace follows you all the days of your life.
@tarpleyk9352
@tarpleyk9352 5 жыл бұрын
I appreciate you and the message you bring. I understand your words vividly since childhood. I'm now 46, with the same hurt and scars even from way back then. I'm thankful for your words, the difference you make in the lives of others. God is using you in a mighty and powerful way. I'm thankful! Anxiety, Depression, Bipolar, I keep it bottled in, always have. I don't know why I'm even writing this so I will stop. However, you understand !! Never Stop!! For some, you are all one has. including, myself.
@keyoshashawnterria1609
@keyoshashawnterria1609 5 жыл бұрын
God will all of us including you 🙏❤️❤️❤️
@brooklyntooker9137
@brooklyntooker9137 2 жыл бұрын
When you said last month I had thoughts of suicide, it hit me hard because I have the same thoughts every day.
@rpfishin2542
@rpfishin2542 5 жыл бұрын
Awesome vid Clayton! I love your videos man! We ask you to pray for us but I want you to know that I’m praying for you!!
@chihuahuabently95
@chihuahuabently95 5 жыл бұрын
I really relate. Thank you for not holding it all in Clayton. It helps to know I'm not alone.
@sebastianperez6785
@sebastianperez6785 5 жыл бұрын
I love ur music keep doing what ur doing...much love❤️
@lanternhillramblings9170
@lanternhillramblings9170 5 жыл бұрын
This hit me hard. Clayton, I don’t know you personally, but you have truly helped me so, so much. And just in the past few days. You have helped so many, kept so many from harming or killing themselves, led people to Jesus, inspired people, given people hope for another day. God knows I’m not where I need to be in my walk with Him, but I’ll pray for you!
@yomstarr
@yomstarr 5 жыл бұрын
Dear Clayton you are the reason am still believing!!
@hailleymatthews1169
@hailleymatthews1169 3 жыл бұрын
I hope you're okay clayton.... we all need you. So please stay, no matter what you go through. You're here for us so we're here for you. We love you clayton!!
@fredkingsten5988
@fredkingsten5988 5 жыл бұрын
When I listen, it makes feel really sad and want to cry but once this sadness goes away I never think of doing suicide.
@fatdaddy6285
@fatdaddy6285 5 жыл бұрын
I've been through so stuff but I pulled my head up and said that my past won't stop me. You all might be going through some hard times, but you can't let that effect you because that's the past and the past cant hurt you any more. Sometimes you think you have a worst enemy, but when you are thinking about suicide that worst enemy is you, so pull through and keep your head up. It's just not worth it to take yourself away from people that love you.
@savagepandarilya7363
@savagepandarilya7363 5 жыл бұрын
Early squad. Ive been watching your stuff since the beginning. You are a amazing man.
@leiamheycox5159
@leiamheycox5159 10 ай бұрын
I’ve been suicidal for the last 5 years and I’m 14 so this song helped me a lot it’s made me see that life is worth it
@xIITamyTrIcKzIIx
@xIITamyTrIcKzIIx 5 жыл бұрын
So powerful - keep doing you. Thank you for sharing 💜💜
@Shindler39
@Shindler39 5 жыл бұрын
May God Bless You my sister in Christ
@jayp8124
@jayp8124 3 жыл бұрын
Everytime I listen to Clayton my anxiety disappears, once I stop it comes right back!!!
@sphynix5661
@sphynix5661 5 жыл бұрын
hey Clayton, I know you won't ever see this but at this point I don't know what to do with my life I been stepped on, spat on, kicked, and punched by my father there are so many days that I don't go to where I just think that he will come back into my life and do it again my father scares me the one person that I thought was supposed to protect me didn't it's always been hard for me to trust people ever since but yet unknowingly I still do, until they hurt me too I try and I try to stop cutting but all I can do to calm me down from ever wanting to runaway it hurts I know life isn't supposed to be easy but I didn't think it would be this hard either I'm just writing this to you to get some help I know that I may sound crazy but writing is one of the only ways I can get my feelings out and I am so sorry for how long this is but i hope this gets to you even if it doesn't I am just glad it is out there
@zombieman6828
@zombieman6828 5 жыл бұрын
Desmarie Sinclair if your father hits you please tell someone or if you go to school tell a teacher or someone that cares for you if you think no one cares for you. You got a lot of people who care for I care for you people don’t want a child to take their own life because people do care you just got to look
@zombieman6828
@zombieman6828 5 жыл бұрын
Desmarie Sinclair I forgot to tell you if you feel like killing your self please call the suicide hotline 1-800-273-8255 they will care for you
@sphynix5661
@sphynix5661 5 жыл бұрын
@@zombieman6828 he used too he's out of my life now i just scared that he'll return
@angelasirca1854
@angelasirca1854 5 жыл бұрын
🙏🏻
@stardusttribe
@stardusttribe 5 жыл бұрын
God send your army of angels to protect this precious and worthy soul. Lead him to the people who will help him on his journey to healing the trauma that distorts his thoughts and causes him pain. Heal his heart and mind. Hold him close and bring him peace and comfort. Heal his father so he never abuses another. And give us the strength to forgive, as Jesus did. I ask these things in our savior Jesus' name. Amen
@bazmanoid5371
@bazmanoid5371 2 жыл бұрын
I wonder how many lives this has saved. Thankyou in Jesus mighty name. Keep it going!!!
@yxngscan5105
@yxngscan5105 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you ive sufferd from depressin for the last 2 years im only 15 years old ive tried to end my life so many times and you have helped and inspired me when evere i think about ending it i watch your videos and wake up the next day can you make a video about love please❤😭
@anzalameerah6540
@anzalameerah6540 5 жыл бұрын
Please do not do it your stronger than this I promise. You'll survive this. We're all here for you we care
@MortalCombatMe
@MortalCombatMe 11 ай бұрын
Dear clayton your words are so powerful and beautful. Your saving lifes. Im so glad i came across your music. Im currently in a mental hospital tried to take my life last week. I cant stop listening to your music over in over again. Emotional brings me tears 🙏
@aaishaaa76
@aaishaaa76 5 жыл бұрын
Don’t throw flowers then when your throwing poison ivy now
@diplomatik715
@diplomatik715 3 жыл бұрын
At times Clayton, fame brings nothing more than shame it's insane, when you're in the game. People came make you feel lame, but you're not to blame. They came for the same reason. At some point they felt treason. This the reason I share this, it's cause I care for this. What you do is like being in their shoes, but it's up to you to continue. Cause you're like that plant that feels like it has no power the disability to flower, but you do you show us power now it's up to you to show us how. I just typed this as I was listening. Thank you 😊
@ssterlingdve
@ssterlingdve 5 жыл бұрын
...keep pushin' clayton...this was actually true...
@caj__2248
@caj__2248 5 жыл бұрын
I REALLY needed today. Legit ALMOST died today. It doesn't help that I understand when you talk about "Whites in the front, and blacks in the front" I understand when you talk about "I'll probably never read it, but I'll send it anyways" and when you talk about depression. I have tried to NOT cut, or talk, because it means I'll get laughed at, and told "You're seeking attention. That's why you self harm." THIS /REALLY/ helped me today. THANK YOU /SO/ MUCH, Clayton!!
@wonderingsoul468
@wonderingsoul468 5 жыл бұрын
Who would dislike this? Disgusting
@user-od7hk4zu3i
@user-od7hk4zu3i 5 жыл бұрын
Everyone has their own tastes☺
@amandabartlett8510
@amandabartlett8510 5 жыл бұрын
Book_Potato and they got their reasons to dislike. Maybe it hit a little too close to home. Not disgusting at all..
@user-od7hk4zu3i
@user-od7hk4zu3i 5 жыл бұрын
@@amandabartlett8510 Exactly.
@kylemckenney9679
@kylemckenney9679 5 жыл бұрын
unwanted they just missed the like button
@madisonoblanc9424
@madisonoblanc9424 5 жыл бұрын
Why even say that this is an amazing inspiration
@paddyconnaughton4721
@paddyconnaughton4721 5 жыл бұрын
this is why I love you Clayton you say it like it is I tried to end my life but listening to your music made me realise what's important to me thank you for help saving me xx
@Jstrid18
@Jstrid18 5 жыл бұрын
Put the phone media away brother . We love care for you , your soul is more important we all go through things . God is the GOOD Shepard He will Shepard those whose are His bro . Praying for you and that God would give you wisdom on what to do
@AmaniKWilson
@AmaniKWilson 5 жыл бұрын
Even though we ask you to pray for us we are also praying that God will continue to speak through you and heal you from your brokenness. I use to be suicidal but by his grace and mercy I'm saved and I won't listen to what the enemy has to say. God bless you, Clayton, you are truly an inspiration for this generation to see. I remember the first time watching your videos and It had me thinking on a lot of things... It changed my perspective on life and that's when I begin to see changes in my journey with Christ. Knowing our father in heaven told us not to fear because we already have the victory over the devil. These challenges are preparation for a blessing coming along your way. You may not know now but God is still with you and he is always constant when no one understands. Your brothers and sisters in Christ are with you as well to show our love and appreciation we have for you. Be safe out there brother Clayton in my prayers! 😁
@jaquezalexander3221
@jaquezalexander3221 5 жыл бұрын
I love you so much, you've helped me through a lot...
@Angel-gt5iv
@Angel-gt5iv 5 жыл бұрын
Clayton don't hide your true self!! You are important you are human!!! I wish I could hug you and let you know you are important not just for this but by being You!!
@camrondiba7782
@camrondiba7782 5 жыл бұрын
Your a god dude. Keep up your in an inspiration
@emotiondarapper6046
@emotiondarapper6046 5 жыл бұрын
Camron Diba he’s not a god, he’s just a guy trying to tell people about God
@morningstar7896
@morningstar7896 5 жыл бұрын
Emotion Da Rapper he a god to me but I understand what u saying
@serenityedwards4680
@serenityedwards4680 5 жыл бұрын
You help so many people just being you. Just to know there is someone out that there that is like me too.
@cloudymf1
@cloudymf1 5 жыл бұрын
50th. love you thank you for your support clayton. muah :3
@potatotophat1147
@potatotophat1147 5 жыл бұрын
I feel so bad for him, that’s why I don’t tell people when I’m upset
@sirenamontreala.k.aelibatt4699
@sirenamontreala.k.aelibatt4699 5 жыл бұрын
When i feel overwhelmed with my responsibilities this gives me strength i hope it help you n other as much God bless love you in Christ! 2 Corinthians 12.9 My Grace is Sufficient for thee for My strength is made Perfect In Weakness!😍💓💓💓
@taiyacoleman4084
@taiyacoleman4084 2 жыл бұрын
Clayton saves us every day every time we listen to his music Thousands millions of people he saves every day but does anybody save him? That’s the real question..
@xtheal3303
@xtheal3303 4 жыл бұрын
I don't believe in god but I appreciate your poetry... It helps sometimes
@kimboslice1633
@kimboslice1633 5 жыл бұрын
Don't let anyone tell you that you have to keep doing this day in and day out! I care so much about you and your mental health don't damaged it by just keeping us happy and not killing us if your not happy and want to stop doing this then I and all fans should support you and understand how you feeling and what you go through.
@Oshimpia
@Oshimpia 5 жыл бұрын
Sometimes you can’t help it
@dustinschaefer9085
@dustinschaefer9085 5 жыл бұрын
Don't want my daughter to wake up and see me like this... I'm looking at my son hearing that, going thru some dark times and needed that, love you brother and I hope your ok as well
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