cleaning my apartment cuz i already made a mess

[@silvermoon8184]

I seriously love how real your channel is. I also struggle with depression and trust me no one is judging you for that mess. I rlly happy that ur activity trying to get better and keeping up with things I know how freaaaakin hard it in but what else can you do right? Also thanks for motivating me to clean as well bc my laundry pile is ✨atrocious ✨

[@flowassss345]

Taylor don’t feel bad I swear it’s so normal for homes to get messy I have a habit of being so hard on myself acting like I’m disgusting cause my house doesn’t look like a magazine all the time but it’s REALITY don’t feel ashamed ❤ Also I’m jealous cause your side profile is STUNNING

[@doomgeneration2674]

Taylor, I'm in a sober living home, suffer from PTSD from deployment, depression, and a slew of other shit. We are people. You are people too lol. You're such a pretty woman and you make me laugh. I love cats. Like I seriously have a cat problem.

[@rachelzeke]

So proud you’re working on accepting parts of yourself you’re usually uncomfortable with. You’re beautiful and that lavender color is gorgeous on you!

[@vickyvkusnyatina6126]

And it's not liquid bleach. Its water, the machine rinses out those drawers themselves, so once the prior/previous load is complete, the drawers/compartments are clean/rinsed out ready for the next load. So you were just soaking up the rinsed water ♡

[@MeppyMan]

Or someone put detergent or softener in the wrong part and it didn’t get used.

[@Kat-uh6ex]

Girl, I love how transparent you are.. I’m in the same boat I made a goal to keep organized and clean the beginning of this month and lost it all this past week and I feel so guilty but this video got me off my ass and made me feel better ily 😌💕

[@vickyvkusnyatina6126]

I seriously think you and your outfit was so freaking cute! Like a Lavendar color (if I'm wrong I am colorblind) but it looked so great with your skin tone and I'm jealous of your arms/shoulders because they're so toned/defined! Be proud of all that you accomplished with all of the hard work, both physically and emotionally!! ♡♡

[@Nomadjakey]

I love everyone in this comment section, I love Taylors community and how real she is in every single video thank you for another one keep it up Taylor

[@msteekelley]

It feels so good to know that others are out there that deal with depression like me and also health issues although I am much older than you I have found comfort in your videos and it actually helps me with my social anxiety I tend to play your videos all night so that way I can sleep and when I wake up I'm hearing a peaceful voice which is yours that gets me right on through my day I just want to say thank you for sharing your life with me it is very important that we know there are others that we can connect to whether it's physical or through social media I wish we could be friends in real life that's no lie I could be like a big auntie but thank you for being you a new supporter but a forever friend/AUNTIE 👑🙏🏾💋🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩

[@Margar02]

Saaaaaaame. This 38 year old lady is over in my corner of the internet just rooting for Taylor and wishing younger me had better coping skills and someone like Taylor to watch back then...

[@kattaylor5537]

I love how your confidence has grown in the last three years I've watched your videos within yourself you are awesome great person

[@SomeoneElse-w8z]

I appreciate you're vulnerability about the challenge of cleaning

[@mythicalashley9542]

I think we've all been right there with you with letting a mess get bigger and bigger, my kitchen is a total mess right now but this has given me motivation to clean it up

[@LieutenantSheep]

One of my favorite things abt your content is the time you take to write what the cats are saying. It’s hilarious and they’re so cute

[@zachspellman8056]

Hey Taylor! I just want to let you know your videos have been such a safe space for me. Life’s been pretty difficult lately but being able to sit down and watch your videos gives me peace, which is really appreciated- Zach

[@LilDraco-v1l]

The whole “liquid bleach” situation had me dyingggg. 😭😂

[@JustHarperGray]

I’m disabled and I had to take the word lazy out of my vocabulary. It took a couple year but I did it. I treat myself with kindness. I related so much to this vlog!

[@Aster_Risk]

I've had depression issues for most of my life. This is what my house looks like. There's a lot of us out there, and this video is a nice reminder of that. Thanks for posting this. 😊

[@LuvMePeople]

I would I could give you hugs every time you feel awkward. I’m also the same way with cleaning and hoarding, and I understand how hard it is.

[@Catsaresilly-v5c]

I have 3 kids and 4 cats. My house gets pretty messy and I tend to procrastinate so I started picking one room a night to tidy up outside of my daily cleaning. It's a never ending battle sometimes but my method helps me. Hoping you all the best!

[@slothsea]

Honestly I think it's so good to spread things out instead of feeling like you have to do everything at once. And I guess it applies to more than cleaning too. You do you! And thank you for chilling with me while I shoved away some clean laundry off my bed so I didn't have to sleep under it tonight XD Take care

[@elix1133]

I had a ginger cat and he would also sled on things (though it didn't work as well for him because we mostly have carpet). He also loved wrapping paper, gift paper, and stuff. He'd crunch it, sleep on it, hide and seek his toys in it, run and sled on it. He talked a lot like your buddies do and I've never seen anyone else's cats do that so it was very comforting (and still is now that he's gone). His name was Smeagol and he was absolutely nuts.

[@joelle285]

Girl I literally had the EXACT same experience doing laundry at my new apartment two days ago!!

[@aubreyslayton]

I LOVE U SO MUCH i’ve been watching you since the start dude and seeing how far you’ve grown and became you’re true TRUE self is just so breathtaking and beautiful my guy

[@thatdeafgal8947]

Six minutes in and I had to pause because I had the biggest urge/motivation to clean my room after 6 years and managed to spent two hours on it, realizing I could have finish all this within less than 6 hours and not have stressed about it for YEARS! Thank you, Taylor. This video is a blessing in disguise!

[@Gucciblackberry]

Your freckles are so dang cute OMF! 💖 loved cleaning with you today, thank you💕

[@daxleroux1710]

Dude I love how real you are throughout this video, sometimes shit gets away from you and it can seem really overwhelming and that's okay. I'm on school holiday now and each day am slowly cleaning what I let get out of hand because of exams and stress from school causing me to neglect certain things... it's just comforting to see that there are other people that go through the same thing and that I'm not alone

[@CamDollar]

Taylor is literally so stunning. Her nose, her eyes, that mane, her lil freckles, she's literally stunning. Taylor, don't be hard on yourself. Do what you can as you can. My apartment is always a disaster. A majority of people don't live some ultra clean, Better Homes and Gardens type lifestyle. Especially us normal people who don't have maids and have things to do during the day.

[@totaleclipse1750]

Yeah! Her eyes are stunning!

[@vaxdevil2861]

Cleaning can be really difficult, especially depending on your schedule or how you're feeling. There are days where I do nothing but watch KZbin videos all day and can't focus on cleaning anything and when I try it's like my body won't let me. Don't beat yourself up about it. You're never going to get your house 100% clean unless you're never there or you just sit and don't touch anything. Something I learned that helps me is taking the 5-10 extra seconds to put something back in its spot, put my trash in the trash can instead of on my desk, or put my clothes in the laundry basket. Doing those helped so I felt when I needed to clean I only had to do laundry and dishes, not laundry, dishes, pick up trash, find all the socks stuck under my bed covers, etc. I hope this helps in some way!! ily! Also have you ever thought about making a discord community server? I don't really know I could suggest going about it since I'm not in many myself but I think the idea would be cool!

[@miabeckerxo]

I go through the same exact thing. And honestly, I push myself to clean sometimes ONLY because of my love for my cat. If I lived without a pet I think I'd have a hoarder mess house >_< Love your content and kitties!

[@LieutenantSheep]

I really appreciate you talking abt being nice to yourself and accepting your limitations bc I can feel guilt and shame abt not being productive enough or whatever. It’s a struggle to feel good enough and you’re putting in the work. Normalize being a human w dishes and laundry and physical/psychological limits. It’s ok 🖤🖤

[@Irishstuff]

I just found your channel. You're the cutest. You've motivated me to get up and clean 👌🏻

[@bluewolftwilight]

This motivated me to clean my place... kept pausing to go do some of my own cleaning. Thanks!

[@cannotfindcreativename7210]

This is such a big thing in my life right now. Its a constant struggle to keep my home clean and it stresses me out a lot. Thanks for sharing, i cant express how seen this made me feel.

[@annalyncrissman5630]

Taylor maybe you could look at getting a portable dishwasher? You just screw the hose into your faucet and they usually have wheels and a nice finish on top for extra counter space! You are doing an amazing job and we are all so proud of you!

[@bubblesxo]

i’ve been in a depressive slump for wat seems like ages now but this helped me feel less alone. honestly it’s so tiring cleaning and every chore can feel like climbing a mountain. but this helped me change my bed sheets and at least start something. small progress is still progress. p.s. ur cats r adorable 🥰

[@chiveshorses9459]

My cat woke up at the beginning when yours started meowing 😂 love you both

[@ranna6738]

Dude. I am SO. 👏 fucking. 👏 proud. 👏of you. you've been doing so well. conquering so many things with your mental health and being kinder to yourself.

[@crunchwrapp]

Even though I don’t even have a house, a matter of fact I’m a freshman in high school but I’m really passionate about clean space clean you kind of energy, every 2 weeks I do a deep clean of my entire bedroom and every other week I do a regular clean (vacuum, bed sheets etc.), maybe having a system like that could help you out too :) 7:06 Also it’s ok if you take a break Taylor omg

[@SH-kz6nm]

I was always told when my home looks messy or unorganized it’s because my brain feels the same which i find to be very true. ❤️ Im starting work again tmoro at the same place I randomly left 4 months ago because my brain n body decided to detach itself n I literally had to take these last 4 months to pick myself up again n im so greatful that my job im going back to which i left before, understood i have major depression which i had while working, it just took over so majorly its like a light switched off n i went into autopilot while the world around me kept going. But head is back up n ima give it a go again. Thanks for your content and your truthfulness Taylor you are much loved by many and have helped so much more then you will ever know! ❤️

[@nunchuckpapi8579]

first off thank u sm for creating such a safespace for people who struggle w mental and physical health. its honestly so refreshing and it feels so nice. secondly thank u for the content, i love watching u and the cats. it feels like we´re just on ft hanging out (as silly as it sounds it really does)

[@ViolentNightshade]

Okay but every video Taylor makes I’m more sure we’d be best friends if we lived in the same area. That paper towel struggle is 100% something I would do 😂

[@6eid9]

girl its totally fine that your house gets like that, its lived in, you have two cats in a small space, you literally have every excuse in the book and its not as bad as you think it is which is the ironic thing. you're doing great and achieving at a bunch of things, keep going man, and leave that dirty cup on the table for a few days, who cares.

[@caleb-kun]

I just moved into my place and this…. made me feel so seen lol it’s so much work to unpack and clean etc thank you for motivating me. It helps to have an internet friend going thru it with you

[@marcosgurrola1421]

Right on girl, takin it one step at a time it's all good, the point is you took that step, keep happy, keep healthy✌🏽

[@shiradeath1583]

Be proud of you! You are are a rockin spectacular human being. Much love!

[@karabear8076]

Dishes are never ending ! Proud of you for having a day of cleaning ! I struggle with mental heal th so I have had my fair struggles with my place but yours is looking great right now be proud !🙏🥰🙏🥰

[@insomniacafepod]

This is what I did today too! I feel you fam, cleaning gets away from me when I have other pressing stuff. 💚💚 -julia 👽

[@breannathompson9094]

6:50 i have the same issue exactly though, fatigue no matter what from sucks lol. my doctor gave me a sheet for the "spoon method" and i still overdo myself and forget imma crash hard later

[@trackgurl123]

I have depression and recently diagnosed with ADHD. Executive Dysfunction is real, especially when it comes to doing my laundry and cleaning my kitchen. If my house is cluttered/gross, then that means my mind get cluttered. It’s the worst. Even if you do one room at a time, it’s progress.

[@Clownbunnycosplay]

This gives me motivation to clean my room, I call it my cave or depression pit

[@meowmeow9181]

Its so hard to show your mess, there is so much shame attached to it. But there shouldn't be. Seeing I am not the only one struggling like this means so much so me. Thank you so much for the work you do

[@jessthomas07]

Been watching your content for a long time and I’ve always thought you are stunning! Keep working on loving and accepting yourself. I love you and your content.

[@DoomSlayer_]

I get lazy too sometimes, but I always find motivation to get whatever needs to be done :). We will always stand by you! I will never judge anyone because of how much I love my brothers and sisters out there. Stay strong Taylor.🙂

[@popeye-x2752]

The sound effects on the reveal of your abode made for great entertainment as the 2nd "toot" had me roaring with laughter! A+

[@alie_smith]

It is so incredibly difficult to keep my house clean because of my depression and my unmotivated self. 😂 This really helped me and put it into to perspective that I'm not alone. Love youuuu 💓

[@lilackoala]

I dont know why but watching things like this feels kind of therapeutic for me. Even though i just got done picking up my house haha. Also i caught that sample of Jimin-Filter. 💕💕💕

[@strangeuniverse0299]

Honestly my room gets absolutely disgusting sometimes because I’m feeling depressed or my anxiety takes over. So I honestly couldn’t imagine what it’d be like with a whole apartment…so for you too get up and clean that monstrosity is amazing. Anyways love your content so much! Ty for being an inspiration for not just me but for many others.

[@k.allen007]

I also just moved into a new apartment with a cat and very much know the cat struggle and the mess struggle and this was just so relatable

[@msamerika8718]

this makes me feel so much better. ive been so depressed lately i can’t even seem to keep up with my house & chores. i did the dishes today so thankful for that but my trash has been sitting outside with intentions to be taken to the road for it to be picked up but it’s been weeks… :/ & my trash is full and my laundry room is a mess😭 sending all the love

[@MrsMuffin11]

have you tried setting a few alarms a few times a week and setting aside 20 minutes to tidy up? and then one day do more deeper cleaning stuff once every two weeks? that's what I do and it helps, just making time every 2 days to tidy up and clean one thing keeps everything not so bad

[@RARXD325]

I absolutely love your videos. I literally rewatch everyday. It helps with my anxiety and depression. You are amazing and beautiful Taylor! 😍 ps I also just put in my order for Native Haircare using your code. Can’t wait to try it! Hope you have a wonderful day. xoxo

[@mandyb2245]

I would never NEVER judge you for having a messy house. Believe me, I have a messy house (apartment) too. I try to keep it clean, but it keeps getting away from me too. People live and living is messy. Don't beat yourself up. You're great!

[@XpoxxyX]

Taylor we love you! all we want is for you to pace yourself to your needs and not to overwhelm yourself. The people who comment and feel like they have some dumb ass comment about how you do things can honestly and truly fuck off. I want you to continue to grow as a person and as the beautiful woman you are! you are gorgeous and i think a lot of your followers will agree with me on that! keep being true to yourself and never stop growing and learning things about not only yourself but the world. xoxo Lina (a swedish fan)

[@KatBambi]

As someone who started using native recently (since normal deodorant has been giving me allergic reactions), the citrus and herbal musk scent really is a banger

[@deathangel1001]

awesome job girl !! Proud of you! I struggle with keeping up too but its awesome to acknowledge the issues and trying/doing somthing to fix it ! :) sounds like the fur baby needs a neuter !! My babies became so different and more active and loveable after being fixed and they arnt in so much stress ! My babe was depressed and was on antidepressants for a week due to so much stress! But so proud of you !!!❤❤❤❤

[@TaylorReilly]

thank you! but kuzco is actually neutered already! he's just in his crazy kitten phase still even tho he's the size of a grown man lolol, he'll be 1 yr in may!

[@leninmoore2881]

Girlllll I also have trouble looking at my back because of scoliosis but as of lately I've been doing better with it but it's nice to know I'm not the only one that struggled with looking at myself 🤣

[@taylortarantino_o]

Since the bathroom is hard floor it may be easier to just sweep the litter instead of lugging the big vac out and dealing with the cord. Or a small handheld vac would be easier too. Just my experience.

[@Gflamex]

Bro the way you paused and then the "Hello?" 18:15 Too funny!

[@desireemiller-ballagas6737]

i love all of your videos. Been watching EVERY video you’ve posted for the past two months and now I’m 100% up to date and happy to see a new video yay! Ps I also have a very talkative kitty and he’s 6 months old. As loud as uma haha

[@veevee6771]

In the washer drawer, it was just water. Lol. I thought it was bleach the first time I used that kind of washer too. I asked my mom and she told me water can come back up into the tray.

[@lil.spooky.pumpkin]

She looks so pretty in a ponytail oh my lawddddd 😭😭

[@Carlywind]

Omg yess a Taylor vid! I’ve been having a shitty day so this just made my day 💕💕

[@bleezy420]

you literally are so beautiful in every way🥺

[@JewelsMarie.]

You did a great job. I have to take a few days to get literally just my bedroom sometimes. As long as Im making progress I dont stress. Also make sure you put your dishes away before flushing your toilet because particle of poooooo fly out of the toilet even with the lid closed (It comes out the sides) and you dont want to be eating that. ♥

[@alexmaylef]

hey taylor, i also struggle with depression and keeping up with things - i was wondering if youve tried having like a tub or bin for dirty dishes to go in before you get a chance to wash them so you don’t lose access to your sink. wishing you well!

[@jerrilehane7815]

You are great at making videos.Unpretentious and self-motivated,taking responsibility.That's harder than it sounds.Fixing your SH^T !

[@potentiallycasey]

Okay but that tank top looks so good on you 🥹 I love it!!!

[@Okaycooldude702]

Girl you look soooo prettyyyyyyy!!!! Good to see your faceb

[@archangel5395]

Spoon satisfied. Watching this when I get home from work out of town.

[@jd-636]

love your channel sm! always so happy when you upload🤧💖💖

[@renr4056]

ur KILLIN it. i love u and ur channel

[@briand624]

He’s such a pretty fur baby. They both are 😊

[@AirQuotes848]

Have you seen the litter boxes with tops? They look like pet carriers. Nothing gets on the floor .

[@nikkiblack422]

WHY IS THE CLEANING OUTFIT SO FIREEEEEEE

[@ashmaestas5842]

7:02 literally same oml i thought i was the only one that did that lol

[@cspat1]

Taylor don't feel bad, I do the same thing . then it is like I wake up look around call myself a slob, and hope like crazy I don't get company before I can clean it up. Why I do this I don't know . ps thanks for getting me going on some spring cleaning,

[@Margar02]

The fart noises, I cant... 😂 Your change purse says CAT BUTT? 🤣 REGINALD, NOOOO! I love how you did that like you're dragging a body away.... Anyway, keeping a clean house is something that's always been a struggle for me. I have good stretches of time and times where it all goes to shit. One thing that can be helpful is to remember that there is tidying (keeping stuff off the floor, putting things away, throwing away trash) and there is cleaning (dishes, laundry, floor sweeping/mopping, etc) and so if you try to keep up with the tidying (aka the easiest part) the cleaning doesn't feel as monumental. Also remember that your space is always being used so it's always going to get messy again. No one keeps a clean house all the time unless they are cleaning and tidying all the time, and we ain't about that life, sis!

[@Felix-iw1iq]

Take it slow and do what’s best for you :) no judgement at all we all go at our pace

[@magicalmadness143]

Your channel is so relatable I fucking love it it's honestly refreshing to see because we've all been there lol. I saw that selenite and I was like yass bitch I would love to see your crystal collection someday 👀💜

[@madsb4byy314]

Im literally watching this at work😭can’t miss a video

[@JisooTurtleRabbitt]

Lol same!!!

[@Madison_paige210]

i love your laugh...i forgot i was subscribed and only now i came back but oh my god have i missed you and your videos x

[@halleegessele9506]

taylor your videos give me life

[@FoulFoxTV]

Girl you trippin hard, You cute af! No body shaming. #1 Hottie Cat Mommy. Every time I watch I always find myself infatuated with those beautiful blues.

[@Cardboardboxy]

S*** girl, I relate to you hard on that getting the mess in check thing

[@Lonergirl1480]

The first time I used a communal washing machine I was s scared of the bleach too! Lol it doesnt mess with your clothes in my experience

[@angel101w]

You literally are so beautiful, just wanted to say that. Even when you are cleaning, like howw🥺💕

[@jgr_lilli_]

I am glad you didn't censor your waist with a chicken nugget or an egg because while sometimes joking on your own expense is funny, you don't need to bully yourself for our entertainment. You look good!

[@CoolCaliColey1]

Congratulations on your Tampax Sponsorship! So proud and excited for you!

[@k.allen007]

Also the having to pick through dirty laundry because you have let it build up too much is also relatable

[@Bulgarianroses1969]

Have you thought about getting a table top dishwasher? That might be something to keep things easier to keep up with?