CONFIDENCE | in my 30s ft. Peniel

Covering "Confidence" with the most confident guy I know, Peniel! You guys all probably know him from ‪@officialbtob‬, Get Real, and maybe from the ‪@joanday‬ vlogs. Peniel is a rapper, singer, model, you name it! In this episode, Peniel takes us back to his audition / trainee days to now - which definitely requires CONFIDENCE!
Check out Peniel's latest track, 'MIoBI (Make It or Break It)': • 프니엘 (PENIEL) 'MIoBI (M...
Time Stamp:
00:40 Intro
02:02 Peniel's "Make It Or Break It"
04:19 Today's Topic: Confidence
04:37 Mic Check
07:28 Confidence in 20s vs 30s
07:53 How Peniel Got into K-Pop
12:37 Modeling
15:50 JYP to Cube
19:16 Confidence Roller Coaster
21:22 Reading what Confidence means to you
25:32 Listen to Peniel's New Song!
27:29 Be Confident, guys! (and girls)
29:20 Outro
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PRODUCTION INFORMATION
Video Edits by Joan Kim @joanday
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[@Herashae]

Everyone say "thank you" to Joan for making Peniel ask BTOB Company to fix the Spotify thing. Thank you, Joan.

[@juanitakirkland]

thank you, Joan,

[@jimbojimbo6873]

How dare you act like my teacher

[@Herashae]

@@jimbojimbo6873 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@luuuser9803]

wait what spotify thing?

[@Herashae]

@@luuuser9803 nothing serious, just that Peniel's digital single was not in his main Spotify profile, so when we searched Peniel, the song MIoBI and Come Home couldn't be found because it was on another name Peniel (BTOB). So Joan realized it, and asked Peniel to merge that accounts. It is now fixed.

[@roxannemarieguerin5747]

Peniel is literally the best person to talk about confidence with hahhahaha

[@joan_kim]

So trueeee

[@ddzgdt]

peniel enjoying free apple music because his sister pays for it is classic younger sibling privilege LOOL

[@emcandi]

I need to channel more of Peniel’s calm and confident energy 😂

[@joan_kim]

Calm and confident 🐈‍⬛

[@sunset_girl5400]

Peniel having his phone in dnd mode made my heart flutter and im not even joan hahahaahahha ㅠ

[@trifinyallen7755]

Peniel learnt 4 new things (singing, dancing, rapping and speaking Korean) all together in a completely new place by himself. And 12 years later he is an ace at them all. That's why he is my idol. Mr. confident guy Peniel congratulations on your new bop songs!

[@ChocoParfaitFra]

I don’t understand, did he audition in Korea and then went back to USA and then moved to Korea when they took him?

[@trifinyallen7755]

@@ChocoParfaitFra No, they did the audition in US JYP does audition outside of Korea and bring them to Korea after selection. (I don't know about other agencies, I know this bc Peniel told this story before)

[@ChocoParfaitFra]

@@trifinyallen7755 oooh so they’re based in the USA too

[@trifinyallen7755]

@@ChocoParfaitFra maybe yes... I'm not a hundred percent sure

[@Juanmiscloset]

Peniel personality is so unique...I admire him a lot! Everyone need a friend like him...who makes you be aware of the reality! Thank you for videooooo

[@mello_bear]

I absolutely love Peniel. I just like how his brain works and he has such a calm energy to him and I like how honest he is.

[@christina4465]

It’s great to see Peniel on your channel again, Joan! I also think he is the right person to discuss about confidence. His new song “Make it or Break it” is a bop! This was another fun and insightful conversation. Thank you, thank you for sharing, Joan and Peniel! 😄🤩💝🩷💕🎤🎶

[@joan_kim]

Hehe thanks for watching this episode 🖤

[@olvolvn]

Peniel has been through a lot as a kpop idol. If he didnt have that confident level, then I guess he would have given up his career back then. But, he's still here with us, as a member of btob until now. That's why I really adore his way of thinking, he's my bias in btob and I'm a proud melody💙 thank you joan for inviting him❤

[@dreamlikeken30]

I agree with Joan that Peniel is an well rounder for sure. He is slaying it like a boss.

[@_asqrldrm]

super agree with peniel that confidence comes from experience. and also from being prepared! back when i was in my twenties and was always anxious about every little thing, i always told myself, “the fear of failure is greater than failure itself”. putting myself in that mindset gave me the confidence to make it or break it hahaha and lol, just checked, spotify issue was fixed 😂 nice going btob company! 🎉

[@dreamlikeken30]

Peniel's advice and wisdom got me taking mental notes 🖋🗒

[@stream5outsider411]

His confidence is a GOOAALLL. He honest person

[@RusherAndLovatic]

I remember the first time I saw Peniel in one of your vlogs back in the day because BTOB was my fave group and Peniel was my favorite member 😅 so fun to see this episode of in my 30s

[@JonasBrotherLuver122]

Peniel always amazes me with how well he speaks and how easy going he is! An awesome episode for sure! Well done, Joan and Peniel!! Much love to y'all from Michigan!

[@NurulAini-eu4rk]

I always like when i watch Peniel doing podcast...i need more Peniel podcast

[@sunset33533]

I had a bad habit of saying sorry a lot...probably as a why to ensure I didn't upset people, trauma response. I liked that meditation book called 30 Days to Stop Apologizing by Harper Daniels.

[@queenpam95]

Been watching the episodes in preparation for my 30s next year 😂😂😂 Hi Joan!

[@joan_kim]

Woohoo!! 🖤

[@dementedchris]

In this house, we stan Peniel Shin.

[@hhmn2051]

I KNOW HE WON'T SAY I LOVE YOU back too, but I will still say I LOVE YOU PENIEL ❤💙

[@TPWK95]

what i love about Peniel is that he is so real. Thankiee Joan for this 😍

[@dianaosazenaye1313]

Honestly, he is the best person for this

[@briddy]

Just wanted to say I’m loving this series 🤭

[@Fantastic418]

"you can make it simple" so true

[@joodi8888]

i’ve loved every episode of this series so far tysm joan theyre really so comforting and i love you and peniel so much 🫶🏼

[@Aye--.--]

If only I had one tenth of Paniel's confidence and self-assurance, I'd be happier in life.

[@luna6245]

Yey more peniel pleaseee!!! Love seeing him everywhere with his btob bros. All booked and busy! Fighting BTOB!

[@user-ti9nw4oq3k]

프니엘 진짜 솔직하다ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 근데 그게 또 프니엘의 매력임!

[@user-du2dw9mh7p]

yayy I love this type of sit-down video, giving me big energy and confidence🩷 thanks for sharing ur thoughts!

[@joan_kim]

Thank youu for watching 🖤

[@user-mh6zl4oq8x]

역시 프니엘의 매력은 솔직함!

[@PadeeTinaKong]

The episode I didn’t know I needed ❤😍

[@Jason-oe5gu]

I'm always rooting for you Joan❤❤

[@btobyejiapsa31]

우아ㅏㅏ 우리 동근 💙 같이 해줘서 감사합니다 💙💙

[@marccolomayt82094]

Enjoying this nice confidence content, Joan & Peniel! ❤

[@joan_kim]

🫶🏻🖤

[@letter131]

Guys just in case- there are English and korean subtitles! 한국멜로디들! 한국어 자막 있어요!! 조안님 간간히 프니오빠 인터뷰 이렇게 해주는거도 감사하고, 네일아트 이쁘게 해주시는거 감사해용!!!! 오빠가 너무 편하고 즐겁게 한거같아요! 2:08 오빠 뻥치지 마여 ㅋㅋㅋ 얼마전에 대만팬콘에서 라이브한거 봤어 ㅋㅋ13:34 바로 내 마음

[@dee6140]

me watching every single video on this topic while being 18:

[@joan_kim]

🙈🙈🙈

[@karladani1998]

Gotta be prepared ❤

[@KelliRacineBarnes]

Love Peniel! Thanks for having this chat with him.

[@royaphoenix]

Such a wise words. I really enjoyed this video. Peniel is so chill and confident. So laid-back and giving good vibes to viewers ✨

[@geebluerified6759]

I hope Peniel will make a Stationhead account and will host a listening party. For Spotify and Apple Music streams...

[@user-nw2gh1ml2v]

편해보여서 넘 좋당

[@glenn6791]

This is really nice..a good conversation between friends about confidence and other stuff that matters. And Peniel..BTOB's best boy and cool guy is just the right one to talk about it. Lots of words of wisdom and things that are learned from experience and they all make sense. Be confident, don't overthink and stress yourself..don't complicate things..thank you for this great episode. Thank you for having Peniel.😊

[@neharizwan9203]

Listening to peniel be peniel is always the best! 🤩🤩 Perfect topic too !

[@Lawrencedimayuga]

Yay Peniel! Ready for another fire pod

[@joan_kim]

Hope you enjoyed watching 🖤

[@amys5951]

I love Peniel!! He's my ult. He's the complete opposite to me, I'm an over-thinker and he's an under-thinker as he said. I need to think less and he needs to think more. I love and respect his authentic self and find it inspiring especially in a society where everyone is so affected by external validation. 💙 Thanks Joan we love you ❤️

[@ppuniya321]

프니엘은 비투비의 자신감💙 프니가 편해 보여서 너무너무 좋은 영상이었습니다!!

[@superlyobsessed]

OMGOSH IT'S PENIEL!!!!!!!! ❤

[@joan_kim]

Woooo!

[@aprilrosesevilla5259]

I'm happy to watch you together again😊 More contents with Peniel next time🙏

[@AM_elody]

프니💙

[@Lolom99]

I've been loving all the guests you bring on these episodes! Would love to see Stefanie on an episode. Miss yall on Beauty Bar 🥺💖

[@trifinyallen7755]

He's just sung MioBi LIVE in the recent joint concert of BTOB & N.Flying and He was amazing, he belted BELTED yk Proud of him. He's really confident in his action, although he's super modest about it.

[@helenma1771]

Loving the series and topics Joan. Keep up the great work 🙂

[@joan_kim]

Thanks for watching 🖤

[@2jieun1011]

프니엘 목소리는 비투비의 보물이야! 유니크한 목소리는 대체할 수 없을 만큼 소중한걸💙 미오삐도 무대에서 보여줘🫶

[@Eyesofnika]

such a chill and relaxing episode. thank you to so much 💓

[@todayis_Rachaa]

What i really love about Peniel is that he isba very good listener as well

[@frhyh0321]

We need 1 hour..30min is too short 🙂‍↔️Thanks Joan for telling Peniel about his Spotify profile. Finally they fixed it 😗

[@hchung155]

Perfect guest for this topic hahaha. Please have Christian or Soobin next!

[@lesliesaudan8890]

I like his mindsetttt

[@robenetteannleido3014]

Watching from Philippines 🇵🇭!! I love you joan esp. when you speak korean. 🫶 music to my ears. 💓 miss your vlogs.

[@joan_kim]

Hehe thanks for watching this episode 🖤

[@nopie1112]

Agree with Joan. Keeping myself busy so won’t have time to overthink so much 😆

[@chinz1lla]

yay! 2 of my favs

[@joan_kim]

🫶🏻🖤

[@that_sam_94]

Loved this convo! I wish I had Peniel's confidence ❤❤❤

[@got7_crackheads-800]

I aspire to be as confident and chill as Peniel 😎 Totally agree that self love comes first and confidence is attractive

[@Kath6197]

get real listeners whereeee

[@JonasBrotherLuver122]

Right here!

[@aeri_.]

hereeeeee

[@monitaliu]

Just what I exactly need it! Thank you for this session Joan & Peniel! 🫶. Entering te 30s where I lost all of my confidence and self-esteem.. now its time to get back together, starts from 0, placing the puzzles again to where it should be.. I love that u guys portrayed it very well and those replies are WORDS to live for! Yeah, I'm sure we can all develop our confidence and self-esteem! Baby steps goes a long the way..

[@joan_kim]

Ahh I’m on the same roller coaster! Hwaeeting🖤

[@monitaliu]

@@joan_kim thought u always have that high confidence since day 1 🥹 hwaeetingg too Joan 🥰💪🏻

[@evaevaaa]

Peniel is looking extra cute in this vlog

[@jainerz23]

I love these series Joan! Out of curiosity where are you filming this? Your apt? Its just so clean and bare!:) Maybe you mentioned it already. Anyways love your videos. Thank you!

[@MaroftheSea_]

Every time he says “in the beginning” during this episode, I just remember him mocking BM in that one Get Real episode saying “in da beningin” 😂 It’s all his fault that I can’t hear or use this phrase as it is anymore.

[@chains1436]

omg omg peniel on the channel 🔥🔥🔥

[@MyTaylordCloset]

Yes Peniel!!!!! ❤❤❤❤

[@ascene76]

It feels so short. But so good 👌

[@Kath6197]

just turned 18 & about to go to college, a bit far from being 'in my 30s', love watching this series so much!!

[@sunset_girl5400]

Thanks for this ❤ Peniel, if you are reading this pls come back to the Philippines with the other members hahaha philippine melodies still have pcd until now ㅠ

[@rosemariereyes7322]

I aspire to have Peniel's confidence once day

[@diyozamelody6560]

Peniel is a confident guy that I know and he is 🤗🤗🤗

[@deandrasaraswati3262]

SEE YOU SOOON IN JAKARTAA PENIEL 🎉🎉🎉🎉

[@melodyborn2577]

💙 miobi 🐱

[@got7_crackheads-800]

such good takeaways from this podcast!

[@ferbs54]

There's no reason why Joan and Peniel shouldn't be bursting with confidence; they're both young, healthy, attractive and have accomplished SO much for their age. For all us other folks, I think the more you do in life, the more you travel, the more you experience, the more confident you will inevitably become. And as you get older, the caring about what others think of you decreases more and more with every decade, and that helps a LOT. Anyway, thanks for another interesting episode, Joan! And P.S. to Peniel: You should start dating Joan up now! You're never going to find a better woman out there!

[@aubreydayap157]

Me wanting Rosie to be in here and then realizing... My girl is still in her 20's

[@Menkila]

Love the series🖤🩶

[@joan_kim]

Thanks for watching 🖤

[@WorldInHazel]

I honestly do think going to concerts alone takes a lot of things, confidence being one of them. Especially for people who are afraid of what others might say if they go out to eat alone, to the movies, to events, etc. I've heard people say they are too self-conscious for that. As a person who goes to the movies, concerts, conventions, trips and more alone, I definitely feel like people would be more open to doing things alone if they were more confident in themselves. Anyway, agree to disagree. :) ps: I love going to concerts alone because it's all about going to see my faves perform live. Can't afford to miss my chance to see them since groups are here today, gone the next year. :(

[@Dearest_y]

자막 감사해요🤍🤍

[@rosec4429]

This ❤❤❤❤ my two fave

[@IssaK.]

I’m curious who introduced Peniel to tbs efm. Was it Joan? Because she worked there before.

[@Kath6197]

peniellllll

[@ysabel1989]

💙💙💙

[@aysenceliker]

why is the quality so low??? it cant go higher than 720p :(((

[@aeri_.]

Hey Joan! I would like to suggest having Soobeanie on the series sometime 🤷🏻‍♀️

[@ryu-x7ctsuki]

actually Peniel's right. every time i listen to your podcast I don't know if i should put the volume down or not. it was better to talk from a distance !

[@RM-gp6yo]

yes, the audio hurts my ears. I also keep adjusting the volume.

[@moirangthemmenakadevi9880]

It's crazyyy cause just yesterday i was watching get real latest episode, and i suddenly thought, oh an episode with joan will be nice after so long, and i get this today, woah it's 1:34 am and i'm listening it rn🫡

[@mae_1004]

Am I the only one experiencing low quality in the videos it can only go up to 720p it’s soo grainy been experiencing this for the last three uploads. Is it suppose to be like this?

[@aysenceliker]

yeah me too:( i was just checking the comments to see if im the only one having this problem and it seems im not...

[@meredhitcarbajal8827]

Fan de su relación 👍 ✨️

[@QardhawiGhifari]

Firstt🥳

[@joan_kim]

Hiiii🖤

[@Kath6197]

are we getting christian yu at some point?

[@hanahime5734]

💙

[@kamuigrey4597]

All the sudden I want to know who's his vocal coach

[@Kath6197]

3:40 lolllllll 太好笑了谁懂啊MIoBI

[@ChocoParfaitFra]

Well yeah he’s confident now but what about his hair loss. He said it was because he felt too much pressure and wasn’t sure he was helping his members So I think at when he debuted he wasn’t confident, but that probably changed with time

[@fdoctor79]

Are you in a studio?! It's so empty?! It's all auto tune. 😅 That's our boy, Peniel. 😅 Tfs

[@aeri_.]

that’s not what auto tune means….