Connor's Battle with Pills to Heroin | True Stories of Addiction | Detox To Rehab

[@Hison-Dcarman]

I remember few years back after my wife died, I was left alone with 3 kids. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Got addicted to alcohol. Not until a friend recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment changed my life for better. I can proudly say i'm totally clean for 6 years and still counting. Always look to nature for solution to tough problems, Shrooms are phenomenal.

[@Morrisbraga-jm9lc]

Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Germany. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them

[@CathieGomez-mp8sk]

YES sure of mycologist Pedroshrooms. Mushrooms literally got me off my feet and turned my whole life around. I am currently a housing manager for a recovery program. I wouldn't have been able to do that shit without psilocybin.

[@canerbakar-jv2si]

Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.

[@Joh-h7j]

Where do I reach this dude? If possible can I find him on Google

[@DebanckKim-rd6to]

Yes he's Pedroshrooms. I know few friends who no longer suffer ptsd and anxiety with the help of shrooms. Never had to take shrooms after then.

[@SPE3DYEMO]

Im a year sober off heroin today. Good for this kid.

[@tommyflynn4186]

Congratulations dude. Very impressive, im proud of u

[@ronaldvasquez6488]

Did you smoke yet?

[@SPE3DYEMO]

@@ronaldvasquez6488 smoke?

[@guacamole6213]

@@SPE3DYEMO I think he meant if u fell back to ol' habits

[@SPE3DYEMO]

@@guacamole6213 I figured, i shot heroin. But no, still sober.

[@Within_your_means]

Bless your mum. She tried everything and had your back. Thank her every day.

[@jetellez107]

His mom is a fighter, what a lady.

[@bibeksharma4432]

My mom also helped me when I was suffering from Withdrawals

[@NastoKing]

Milly Wilbur my mom would just yell at me in anger

[@ZiKanWatch]

RobExploit same

[@brittaolson6550]

Milly Wilbur Amen. Thankful for good moms.

[@lfinch150]

He doesnt look like he's ever smoked a cigarette

[@stent9285]

Don't judge a book by it's cover

[@Shycrochetqueen]

Marvel Bound he probably has good genes

[@lfinch150]

@@stent9285 no shit Jessica jones

[@Joshua-kd7il]

He looks like he probably smoked all kinds of sausages in exchange for drugs... Or just for fun.

[@slayinggangstersmofo1663]

@@Shycrochetqueen he has aight genes for now a days im native and have the best genetics for 15

[@pdawg423]

legend has it that he is still walking

[@lieluh5691]

😂😭

[@mariahrayne1678]

HAHAHA

[@YouKnowMe-ut4hl]

Yeah... He's probably walking to the drug dealers house.

[@pantherplatform]

*LOL!!!*

[@papacanfly5639]

Yup...I've quit taking pills 1 years ago but sometimes still I does...There's a saying "Old habits die hard"....Sometimes normal is boring too

[@akyura00]

where tf he goin tho

[@helenass436]

lmaoooo

[@saptarshiroychowdhur]

He is searching for a fix

[@shadowgates4636]

Akira Redd maybe for another crack😂

[@seanmessina4889]

69: I know where he goin

[@user-tx4cn6vv3u]

He just goin

[@NASkeywest]

My name is Connor too. Been off Heroin for 4 months. To all peoples and Connors of the world..you can get clean and stay clean!

[@cameronw.2775]

Connor Phebus Congrats homie!

[@MuddyLester]

Now don't go and relapse. If you do 90% chance you will die from your usual dose. As you should already know your tolerance is low from being clean. If you shoot up something now you will probably Od. GOOD LUCK Connor its a fn hard thing to quit but its possible but YOU CAN NOT GO BACK ONCE YOU GET CLEAN ITS NOT WORTH IT!

[@connorwilson6506]

:)

[@am6921]

congrats man. im now 9 months clean from a horrible iv heroin addiction. life gets better my friends

[@fellok7105]

My names Connor too. I appreciate our parent's who spelt our name right! Fucking CONNOR not CONNER or CONOR lol. But shit man, stay strong. I've never dabbled with heroin thankfully, but I've struggled with xanax and other prescriptions. I've lost multiple friends to heroin overdoses. Its not a life we were meant to live. Stay strong Connor.

[@JohnChristopher-jq1ef]

I've been addicted to heroin for 11 years, after trying out psilocybin treatment I will be 2 years clean

[@kty149]

​@@JenniferJeffsdr.johnsonshroom is your guy. Best shrooms and psychedelics guy I know. 0:05

[@marshalpeters]

​@@kty149Is he on insta? 0:06

[@ThomasDaniel-kw4je]

​@@marshalpetersOf course, dr.johnsonshroom 0:04

[@JordanRodgers-ei5wu]

​@@Iconic_momentsure, he delivers anonymously too, if you're worried about that.

[@AnitaPhilips]

​@jojo-ow5whthat has been exactly my experience too . i feel like is my mission to tell anyone and everyone who is remotely capable of learning about it. 0:04

[@ChairmanMeow1]

unless you've been an addict no one understands the 24/7 mental torture you go through every day

[@felixmartinez3992]

Then don’t do drugs simple 😂😂😭

[@briannotafan3368]

go on one more time you deserve it your strong you can do it

[@buckfuddy489]

AGREED!! Nothing is worse than being inside your own head!!

[@buckfuddy489]

Brian notafan kill the ppl that push the drugs.. Addiction is a mental health issue..most addicts use to escape their problems cuz ppl like YOU make it hard to open up..close minded prick

[@theone7059]

@@briannotafan3368 you're such a fucking moron

[@issasultan2896]

Deadass he burned 2k calories during this video just by walking

[@lieluh5691]

Im so fuckin dead lmao

[@ezzy7151]

@@RobLewis3 I'm fuckin weak😂

[@tianapearson2631]

someone had to say it lol

[@kesangkwh]

Lmfao 😂😂😂

[@Joshua-kd7il]

He'd probably burn 2K calories while eating a stick of butter.

[@tannerarant1680]

I’ve been clean for 4 years today

[@AJRAGES22MUCH]

I hope your clean x

[@imakelovetoyourmommy5203]

Tanner Arant go do some, treat yourself king, you know you want to, only one cant hurt

[@James-zp4ce]

Bruine anus anjer not rly funny

[@cundie1]

BORING....TAKE DRUGS IT'S FUN ....EVERY KID TO A BUM ON THE STREET KNOWS THAT...LOL

[@johnpappadopoulos2812]

Congrats you are a champ

[@patriaciasmith3499]

Psilocybin saved my life. I was addicted to heroin for 15 years and after Psilocybin treatment I will be 3 years clean in September. I have zero cravings. This is something that truly needs to be more broadly used in addiction treatment.

[@elizabethwilliams6651]

Psychedelics definitely have potential to deal with mental health issues such as anxiety and depression, I would like to give them a try but haven't found any legit grower to get it.

[@elizabethwilliams6651]

@michealharris3221Is he on instagram?

[@AnjeloValeriano]

The Trips I've been having have really helped me a lot,I finally feel in control of my emotions and my future and things that used to be mundane to me now seem incredible and full of nuance on top of that I'm way less driven by my ego and I have alot more empathy as well

[@APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU]

Does dr.sporess ship?

[@Jennifer-bw7ku]

Tripping is not really bad but find a good mycologist Who will teach you the right things you need to know

[@PsandersISamazing]

I'm glad his life turned around for the better. He's so down to earth, wise and gorgeous

[@kiLLLLLLLLL]

Wise? How is he wise

[@PsandersISamazing]

+Hell Boy to me he's wise in the sense he's been through the worst with drug addiction and has seen absolute rock bottom. Now him and his story can help others.

[@Throbbicus69]

if he was fucking ugly you wouldn't say that. If he didn't have all his teeth you wouldn't say that.

[@PsandersISamazing]

+Zyfah Actually I would, just would've left out the gorgeous part. Anyone that over comes addiction is strong in my eyes and all have their own unique stories.

[@ColonelFlunky]

+Desiree He’s barely wise if he started his habit in the first place :/

[@tightlinesfishing123]

Unless you are an addict no one truly understands the mental agony an addict faces in his or her day to day life good luck brotha hope it works out

[@justiceserrved7177]

That's shit they do to themselves and they should struggle and go through hell if you wanna live life for drugs and alcohol while the rest of us get up and go to work

[@tightlinesfishing123]

@@justiceserrved7177 you're obviously misinformed when it comes to mental illness and I hope you find peace

[@justiceserrved7177]

@@tightlinesfishing123 you say so lady

[@Vineeth..v]

I sense some grief.

[@lsaiahj16]

@@justiceserrved7177 Your right their is absolutely no excuse for drug use it is the own persons fault but when you have nothing but a bad group of friends around you it’s almost inevitable and that’s devilish to say you want someone to suffer forever

[@86warrior65]

When he said “you understand what’s it like to be afraid of yourself” that hit home a little bit

[@Eonednb]

I've smoke weed for 20 years never been tempted to jack up skag or doing any other drug. I have a well paid job my own place and pay all my bills. Every person's different.

[@thoms1986]

Joker Majesticz weed is not a gateway drug. Retarded religion is spoonfeeding is this. No research supports this.

[@sunnyside9613]

I am a succesful 7 figure business owner and i smoke almost every day. Weed is not the reason you fail in life, it's yout attitude!!!

[@realascanb222]

Everyone is different but most drug addicts started with weed. Its a fact. If weed was legal that would not be a a fact. The problem is many weed dealers also sell other drugs which provides some with their first access to other drugs. Its just reality!

[@DoSum4Me]

Craig Popham I use edibles and I drink sometimes, but I have a great job, I'm enjoying my life... I'm not gonna lie I've thought about trying heroin but I've watched enough documentaries to know that it's not a good idea.

[@Magicmike57]

ain't that cute

[@sleeepybae1459]

he is WALKING AWAY from drugs

[@jeremysherrod4239]

78 days clean off heroin today... Them guys/gals @ the NA meetings straight up gave me hope when I lost mine!! They're DEFINITELY one of my BIG inspirations to stay clean and the program helped me find my way back to "The God of my Understanding"!! A moment of silince for the sick and suffering addicts God... Grant me the serenity

[@Detoxtorehabcenter]

Hey Jeremy! we are glad to hear you 78 days clean! congratulation! keep going! and definitely the meetings and communities helps a lot!

[@mattlang7162]

Hope you're still cleaning if you're not get back to it

[@LynoleGarcia]

Liar 😂😂😂 all users say this it's their favorite line 😂😂😂

[@2prize]

He was a drug addict for years but looks like a choir boy I've been drug free my entire life but look I just woke up in a dumpster

[@vsteele1672]

Maybe you should do some drugs, it is stated a proven fact that good looking people turn ugly once they do drugs and ugly people like myself look way better than they were when they were sober.

[@jessegarcia3324]

Lol dude its all in the genes im a full blown heroin addict and look normal and girls say im handsome lol odk why but I feel ugly I guess because I know what I put in my body but my looks remained the same I even look younger than 33...

[@reneer33]

😂😂

[@connorcarruthers3920]

My name is Connor, and I’m an addict, I dabbled into drugs at 12 years old, right out of 6th grade, started smoking cigs, then weed, and so on with constant partying, only wanting to get high. High school came around, and my cousin introduced me to snorting my own adhd meds, became hooked immediately, from snorting 300mg of adderall on the daily, to mixing Xanax, perkesets, methadone, hydros, etc. so many pills, just pills on pills. Along with drinking alcohol everyday, being drunk at school all day up until the last month of my senior year. I was taking my EOCT test and asked my teacher if I could use the restroom, when I was on my way back, the school resource officer asked me to step into the principals office, my bag along with my alcohol was found, luckily, 45 minutes before then my teacher searched my bag and found pills I had, she took them and let me go on about my day only to see me getting arrested not an even an hour later. They kicked me out, but gave me a week to study and take my exams, I passed. Then, summer came along, and I kept doing pills, stealing my parents alcohol, etc. 2 months into my summer, I found a bottle of hydros in my moms closet, I took 30 pills at once. I can’t even begin to understand why I didn’t die. I freaked out, called my cousin asking for insight on what I should do, he told me I should try to make myself throw up, I did, still think about today as to why I didn’t OD that day. I quit taking pills, and haven’t done them since. The next few years I was hanging out with the dumbest of people to be around. Got arrested 9 times during those next two years. The last time I was arrested I chugged an entire 2 liter of whiskey, only to wake up the next day in a padded cell, butt naked, with a turtle suit on. Not knowing anything that had happened that previous day. The court saw that I wasn’t getting better so I was given a choice to go to jail for a year or rehab, I went to rehab for 14 months at the Timothy House in Northern Georgia. Only to get back out and to start drinking and smoking, and doing lots of LSD, and other hallucinogenics. About 4 months go by, and I was offered meth and heroine. And I did it, 2 weeks go by, and I’ve been awake the whole time. I called my brother whose in college at the time, and I told him what I was doing, he stopped everything he was doing, came and got me, and I lived on his couch for 6 months. Now we’ve got a place. Things were going alright, I started smoking weed everyday, now Ik weed isn’t like considered to be that bad, but for me, It made me very depressed. So as of now, 10 days ago, I’ve decided to quit everything and enjoy my life sober.

[@ftZym]

Damn dude that's great. Hope you're doing good still

[@adventuretimefunn]

Connor Carruthers find yourself , things will be better .

[@dollophead8718]

💚Keep it up

[@Handlegrip]

Glad you are doing better. I think you made the right choice quitting weed also. It can be addictive for some of us also. You won't know unless you try to quit. The brain fog slowly fades away. We get high to fill the emptiness the drugs create. It's a vicious cycle. Good luck bro

[@nightnday6675]

Update?

[@mocrazii2779]

I just had 2 years sober on December 11th. Congratulations. I'm so proud of you!

[@KariLynn15382]

Happy almost 3 years lol

[@voodoochild3859]

Getting sober was the greatest thing to ever happen to my life. I wish anyone who is struggling the best of luck

[@moonlitet]

Voodoo Child I fee like I can’t do it

[@moonlitet]

I don’t

[@Younis1446]

All the best to you.. hope things work out for you! By the way, the videos on the playlist on my channel might just change someone’s life!

[@loveistheanswer5924]

Would you say that your life after quiting drugs for good is better then your life before you even touch them? And that you are happier? 🙂

[@summerrayne8310]

this is my old chemistry teachers son and she showed us this in class- glad hes doing better tho

[@codedropsjs9633]

It's good to know

[@jimparsons4312]

Is this video shot in Phoenix?

[@cloud_monkey422]

Opiates ruined my life from age 14-27! Ive been clean since 12-12-12! I won’t even glorify the amount my habit cost me a day but all I can say is if I can quit than anyone can quit. A heart attack, countless jails, rehabs, detox and one halfway house (6 month program that I stayed 8 months for) a few overdoses and 9 relapses later, I’m almost six years clean. If you want it bad enough you can have it. I’ll admit the first two years was pure hell, year three was hit or miss and by than I got my mental health looked at and since than things have been a lot better sobriety wise. Don’t wait so long to get your mental health evaluated because most of the times mental health and addiction go hand in hand and we tend to self medicate. If you are getting high and you’re reading this than you can do it. Don’t wait one more day because it could be too late. You got this, keep your head up and stay strong!

[@Vinny-bb2tj]

Thank you

[@kevin1seven923]

Thank you

[@otffolks6726]

Con Or Fuckin junkie

[@dandrew6753]

Lilly And Dans Beard Product Reviews could you message me?

[@justintime5075]

Well done. Stay safe and keep moving in a positive direction.

[@raimejade5961]

"no one knows what its like to be afraid of yourself" as an addict thats so true... I cant explain how much that resonates with me

[@jessicahoward9046]

It hit me hard

[@kumba821]

He has gorgeous eyes wow

[@dannygreene5531]

mine are better..

[@toniownez]

TheKumba negative canthal tilt

[@ShitTalkerExtraordinaire]

TheKumba I like his teeth

[@emilyloves1000]

his entire facial structure is gorgeous

[@PLL95]

He's high

[@jasonkc7836]

One of the most Realest addict I have seen... The kid is spitting facts

[@OliviaFarnsworth6]

why is he a perfect blend of nash grier and cody ko

[@Ashley-qk6xz]

omg yeah

[@u235x00]

omg he really is

[@susannaprobst590]

Fubny because Cody's gf looks just like Nash Grier lmao

[@magic672]

I legit thought it was nash or that kid from the walking dead

[@iguessitsokyungrichbaby2813]

I clicked this because I thought it was Cody ko

[@notthatguypal14]

I was addicted to meth, coke and pills for 2 years. Every time I remember that high feeling, my body tingles up and I want to do it again but I’m not going to. I’m going to stay strong but it’s hard sometimes

[@chiaracarlotta8085]

Deaven Snyder I’m proud of you

[@Prosper_Dean]

I hope i can learn to fight that feeling too. You're doing a good job

[@notthatguypal14]

Chiara-Carlotta Thank you so much!

[@notthatguypal14]

Prosper Lattimer You can do it! Just have a strong mind set and tell yourself you can do it. It’s harder for some people but just stay strong and what I learned is to get away from those people that I did drugs with. They seem nice but in reality they are bringing your life down and they don’t care about you. I couldn’t let them have control so I cut them all off and my life started getting better

[@thematriarchy2075]

@@notthatguypal14 you can do it!❤

[@silentype3008]

Whoever edited these clips together to play along with what he was saying, is a master. Not only a master of editing, but a master of body language. You, the editor, were very respectful, and you helped Connor convey his point. Thank you.

[@azaznogalesaz]

I was addicted to fentanyl for years! I would always watch this video high (I don’t know why but I would) and today after 11 months of being sober and my thoughts were running crazy, this video popped out in my recommendations and I remembered! I remembered all the negative things it brought to my life. I live day to day and it’s a battle everyday

[@azaznogalesaz]

@Chael Sonnen thanks 🙏 about 1 year 6 months sober now and everyday is a battle but damn I feel like I’ve come a long way

[@TLR1219]

My only daughter died from fentanyl. 26 years old.

[@VLV657]

Hope you’re still doing well and living sober 🙏

[@azaznogalesaz]

@@VLV657 yes I am and starting to really enjoy life now for what it is!

[@Idontcareaboutanickn]

@@azaznogalesaz congrats! A lot of amazing things come our way once we get sober. Keep up the great work 👏

[@steveneinstein]

This kid looks cool, should be an actor

[@Dspencer50]

Wouldn't be surprised if he is

[@A.fordbey.99]

Steven Einstein I know right he seems cool too

[@jamesvancam]

He looks like Jonathan Brandis

[@RackedandStacked]

another rdj

[@thewalkingmonkey3170]

Looks aren’t the only qualification for being an actor lol

[@iJayJayJay]

i want to move that piece of hair so bad

[@lillucifer2978]

Looks better then your hair

[@dannygreene5531]

+Lil Lucifer No really?????

[@dannygreene5531]

Your hair is the same as his

[@IronAxeGaming1]

Danny Greene You're mom the biggest gay

[@Amari37-x1o]

brad im fucking dyingggggg😂😂😂😂😂

[@happiprod.8160]

"were smoking percs" oh ok.... lemme hit dat .. thats how it all starts

[@christopherwalkinalloverya5824]

Yup, that's how it all starts. For me, my first experience with drugs was when I was 13. I walk in my friend's house and I'm like "what's up?" They're like "we're snorting weed", and I'm like "let me hit that". And here we are 28 years later, I'm still snorting pot. Don't snort pot, kids. And don't smoke percs.

[@happiprod.8160]

@@christopherwalkinalloverya5824 lmao

[@christopherwalkinalloverya5824]

@@happiprod.8160 😜

[@idrinkjuice4204]

@@christopherwalkinalloverya5824 your stupid you can smoke pills

[@undercoverjihadi9252]

@@christopherwalkinalloverya5824 You're telling me you haven't started injecting it into your skull after 28 years?

[@RoyOdhiambo]

Connor is a living testimony that being an addict does not necessarily mean the end. What an inspiring true story. Thanks.

[@notkaitlyn5368]

I was a fent addict it was amazing at first. It literally ruined my life . I'm on methadone now. And it's still ruining my life . It's destroying my health and basically everything. I'm happy for you. Hearing your story is inspiring

[@ghhhjj5160]

I are in Polamidon (its how Methadon, but have not so heavy NWs how Methadon) since i was 18. From 100 Methadon addicts just 5% come out. Im yet 30. Now in Germany we can switch to Substitol, Morphin Base, with that you have an very shortly whitedrall. Next year i became that. This will Safe my Life. Methadon is not medikament, it makes 100000* so addicted how Heroin. My last methadone whitedrall was over at 12 months and i was whitedrall as fuck. This Stoff is "sry German "veraltet". Morphin is the way Out, Bit you must will IT. 10 day Morphin whitedrall its not how 12 months methadone whitedrall. Sry for my Bad english. Im from germany und high AS fuck.

[@conormctap6938]

Go on girl you can do it xx

[@ghhhjj5160]

Wenger out thank you! :) But im a man. ;)

[@Fergiiiiiiiii]

not kaitlyn I

[@tylerjones4060]

not kaitlyn weed will save you just become a stoner

[@MetavationHub]

G Eazy has had a rougher past from what I remembered

[@ownthevoid]

Lifetime Hacker dude looks nothing like G Eazy

[@brianteo3996]

joker

[@DatHombre]

Chris H Nothing like him? Really?

[@jamesvancam]

@@ownthevoid he has never mentioned him looking comparable to him, but their life experiences in the past are quite similar.

[@btfitness3666]

bahahah

[@slicedupshawty]

this video made me quit heroin and i don't even do drugs

[@TheMuddyMilesTrain]

that's some kind of sober that no ones accomplished.

[@nunziodepalma5944]

Congrats 😀😀😀😀😀

[@louie9373]

I know right? I'm flushing some chocolate milk mix down the toilet.

[@Detoxtorehabcenter]

🙌💙

[@007Layanne]

I can totally relate. I'm quitting sugar ...

[@taylorchase2346]

What a brave man to tell his story. I've never been an addict, but I've seen it. He so intelligent and handsome. I wish him the best luck to stay sober, I know it's a life-long battle!

[@hannahmadrid7090]

I was addicted to pills and heroin for 6 years and have a pretty crazy story myself. Ive been sober for eight months and never could have imagined i would be where im at today. I love hearing stories about success. Congrats to you and keep it up

[@jnormaf]

Hi

[@Cry_aloneBaby]

Maybe that sounds weird but I like to listen to such stories . I apologize my English Skills. But I think language shouldn’t be a barrier for people. I am on the other side of the world and I am so shocked when I listen to the stories behind the additions . I am very interested in people’s stories. To have contact to people from other parts of the world can often change your way of thinking . Sometimes I just need something like this Everyone who needs someone to talk just write (via WhatsApp) [phone] +49 is Germany’s Prefix

[@donnapetrovski7577]

Congratulations to you too!

[@nataleedenlinger635]

Hannah Madrid that’s awesome

[@karleerosenthal28]

How are you doing now? Your comment is exactly where im at today. Used for 6 years and 8 months sober tomorrow.

[@scummyboi4927]

This guy looks like if Cody ko and Kelsey had a kid

[@slugzilla4560]

Omg wtf he does

[@halybackwd]

Serg OH MY GOD -

[@Will-kl5ri]

HAHAHAHAHA YES

[@catherineoneill8260]

Serg omg. Straight up not having a good time bro. -Johnny real bros of simi

[@JustGotSomeIdeas]

Best comment

[@Justdifferent666]

i’ve got 11 days sober today after a 4 month long relapse. was clean for over two years before that. never went to treatment or anything, but i remember it being easier to quit last time. i’m only 22 and i’ve lost a collective ~3 years of my life to opiate addiction. i really hope this is the last time tht i’ll have to do this

[@zyonwilson7127]

i’d like to know what you did at home to get off, since u say i didn’t get treatment or anything like that

[@zyonwilson7127]

u*

[@slimmyjimmy7420]

I randomly stumbled onto this video and I don’t think it was by accident. I really needed to hear that. Your story was amazing as well as eye opening

[@Younis1446]

Randomly stumbled on this video as well! Quite interesting to hear the story of a former addict.. I think heroin is the the drug that is the real killer.. once you get it hooked on that.. it’s a real problem! By the way, the videos on the playlist on my channel might change someone’s life!

[@ljude01]

I took the 12 steps 20 years ago, sounds like the way that you did and to this day, my life has never been the same. I wish you well on your journey. So happy you found the happiness our fellowship offers.

[@dmarco9166]

I'm getting lost in homeboys eyes

[@gongusdeedeetow1510]

For real he’s got pretty eyes.

[@Papiiimitch]

Kinda sus

[@dmarco9166]

@@Papiiimitch How so?

[@dmarco9166]

@Benjamin Parker f yes let's go

[@Jukelikesgames]

Big sus

[@kristinesanta6971]

Your story, Connor is SO good! I'm 5 years sober and it's the best ever! Stay the course. I'm proud of you!!

[@fiveish77]

I got out of rehab one year ago after ending up in the ER with my family there after I collapsed in the kitchen. They thought I was dead. I feel for this guy. One day at a time - it’s not just the addiction - it’s the lifestyle. You have to build a new foundation.

[@nice_vid]

You can tell he's speaking from the heart. Getting over addiction at any age can really tear your whole life and family apart. The world is a nutty place man, props to him for coming out alive and well from it.

[@abbeyrayerichmond1352]

Lost my cousin to heroin. Hearing stories like these are truly inspiring and amazing and I loved this story. Also this video was filmed at the park by my house lol

[@jessicalychee8376]

He’s lucky he has a mom who firstly, was there for him/around. And secondly that she could hell him with ideas for where he needed to go. God bless them both. I hope he stays clean.

[@kingsleyedem6908]

I can relate

[@angelickiwi493]

aside from the meaning of this video this dude is gorgeous what the heck

[@dannygreene5531]

all sorts of people pop pills..Celebs etc..looks hv nothing to do with it..

[@martin-jv8tm]

Danny Greene Seems like youre jealous af. Saw you reply to someone who said he has nice eyes "mine are better". Wtf dude?

[@atedinahalf6288]

Danny Greene Haha jeluoes muchhhhhhhhhh? Hey little Danny say what about me!!!!! Look over Here! I once was called cute by a girl and I'm better. Notice me, look at me!

[@Coppolecchia]

and u are ugly af so shtfu

[@annagray7141]

He is gorgeous. That's what so crazy ,is that most addicts don't look like the stereotypical "junkie". You just never know who could be an addict.

[@masroorahmedkhan5028]

I love his recovery story, may the higher power keep him clean till he's gone.

[@Kelvin-iy6vy]

There is no higher power. Get over it

[@neonskates2317]

i’m struggling right now , addiction is a scary thing

[@buckfuddy489]

God Zilluhh hope u are in a better place today, my friend!!!

[@buckfuddy489]

Positive vibes to ya!!!

[@otakudd]

Keep fighting, you can do this!!

[@Rich-yn6eo]

You're not alone

[@neonskates2317]

thank you guys !! I’m 9 months sober off xanax 💜

[@alexisk360]

I’m not an addict yet I find myself binge watching these videos bc I know what it feels like to make decisions you regret and fear people will judge you for. These remind me that the past is just that, the past. We are capable and worthy of redemption

[@Andretti4Anxrchy]

Somebody finally put it into words

[@thomasardizon1430]

Doesn’t have to be yet it can be never

[@krystofcisar469]

Keep on trying. Sky is your limit :D

[@alexisk360]

@@krystofcisar469 thanks

[@FudgeCakeShanker]

I tried to die many times with drugs and finally got clean off everything last year. Shits hard bro keep it up

[@reliquary]

Gus Fring Congrats dude , keep it up !

[@zacnichols683]

I tried 23 times to of this year . I'm addicted to benzos gabas methadone fentynal oxy hydro heroin and alcohol. I just wake up broke and mad I'm still alive

[@davidg9282]

@@zacnichols683 How you doing bro

[@zacnichols683]

David g I'm good n u

[@zacnichols683]

@@davidg9282 I'm good how are you

[@noneya9035]

You can do it. I've been off heroine and pills for five years. I PROMISE you, life can be different, life can be good. You don't ever have yo go throuhh this again .. let me believe in you, until you believe in yourself.

[@briansmith7630]

I needed to see this tday

[@dangray4322]

@@briansmith7630 me too

[@technomage6736]

One of the challenges is that although your body may be detoxed after a certain period of time, it takes MUCH longer for your brain chemicals to return to normal levels and function. This is why it feels like "withdrawal" never ends even after a detox period, and is what triggers relapses.

[@Joshua-dc1bs]

Such a handsome young man, I hope he gets his life back together with love and support from his friends and family.

[@chaseurban4611]

Currently getting clean right now! Thank you for the extra support knowing I’m not alone Connor! Hope you’re doing well buddy!!

[@lifegreat8843]

Chase Urban good luck you got it!! you can do it❤️

[@johnsanzone3965]

My son shot 20 bags a day. sober almost 4 years. I've been sober for a long time. I'm 60. not a day goes by that either of us wants to get high. difference is, we want to stay sober more. it is torture, yes. but with god and the power of the human mind, anything can be defeated. its simply what do you want more.

[@flylikeaxr6t]

Apart from your want to stay sober, what was it initially that helped you the most. Can you think back to what made you last that extra hour to that extra day?

[@Jesusistheonlyway2heaven]

Amen

[@Jesusistheonlyway2heaven]

More power to you

[@jeremiahallyn4603]

Congrats on getting your life back!! I too was addicted to pills, then it moved on to heroin. I finally had enough of that disgusting lifestyle and decided to get my life back. It's a struggle, but life is so much better without worrying about being high, or how to get high that day. I wish anyone the best if they are currently battling this demon. It is possible to change and make the change that can improve your life forever.

[@Detoxtorehabcenter]

🙌💙Wow! so proud of you

[@Detoxtorehabcenter]

Thank you for your nice words!

[@JConnorJohnson]

Hey my name is Connor and I’m a recovering heroin addict too! I’ll have two years on June 28th 2020. One day at a time

[@lunam1a]

congrats!!

[@bilaljaved9657]

Sup bro ??

[@Detoxtorehabcenter]

Wow! so proud of you Connor!!🙌💙

[@Detoxtorehabcenter]

Thank you for share!

[@MonsterVSAnimal2]

Very inspiring. I’ve been clean for 4 months (yesterday was my “anniversary”) & drugs were my life. They’re still on my mind a lot & it’s very hard to build a new sober life, but I wouldn’t trade it for the world. My past use has made me a stronger person.

[@thematriarchy2075]

Good for you! ❤

[@Hekeepblessingme]

The thumbnail reminds me of that kid sitting in class and his veins popping out his neck lmao

[@selenemoreno9512]

Shlee xo omgggg frs😂😂😂

[@Aj69808]

Yes 😂😂😂

[@burntcocaine5794]

Omg fr 💀😂😂

[@Mf7d89]

😂😂😂😂

[@jordanbarocio8563]

Lmao I was about to comment that hahahaha

[@jeffdahmer9266]

Legend has it that dude detoxed the drugs from walking endlessly into the void.

[@laurenharper3102]

Currently trying to get clean Stay blessed and pray for me

[@klote82]

Been off the Oxys for 5 years! It feels amazing!

[@Coyote5.000]

Shawn Kloter I’m trying to get off now. I lost so much weight trying to get off but I always end up back on them

[@Coyote5.000]

srthellcat707 bro go to your smoke shop n try kratom Maeng Da, take 2 grams with water n thank me later.

[@cristobalbrown-salinas9548]

Did heroin for 4 years 5 overdoses every time saved by narcan then one day I j gave it up while I was getting high I said this will be the last time and it’s been 3 half years no cravings I was j done and tired and I knew I was finished

[@Quigus]

Good to hear that man, I hope you’re still going strong

[@yungdayday2125]

U a fein 🤣

[@FlexorMedia]

YungDayDay 21 you do realize drug addiction is the same as porn addiction.... so if your watching porn there’s no difference, it fucks up your brain

[@j.rjunior5584]

@@FlexorMedia and you do know playing sports and being addicted to it is a drug. SMH. There's a difference between things that benefit you and things that are damaging you internally/mentally. If anything that you do that is damaging you internally and or mentally than that is when you need help.

[@FlexorMedia]

J.R Junior I realize that

[@annetteesparza2164]

He looks and sounds just how I pictured Holden Caulfield in my head from The Catcher in the Rye.

[@JamesonMusic808]

Annette Esparza oh how wonderful a feeling it is to be a Holden and an addict...

[@stargirl3455]

Same damn

[@vsteele1672]

Do you like him

[@johnwright9875]

Yes! I want him to scream Phoneys!

[@SimsGirl4Ever]

Beautiful eyes. Stay strong and stay clean.

[@TheAlan7669]

Well done young man and keep it going day by day, I’m blessed to stay sober now for 15 years....

[@toriellen]

Good for you, Conner. I was heavily addicted to Xanax, ambien and controlled pain meds. I decided to go cold turkey and it was one of the worst feelings ever!!! I felt like my body was in fire, I was sweating like crazy, pain everywhere and irritable!!!!! It took me a good 2-4 months to actually feel “normal” and I swear I will never go down that road ever again! High 5 sobriety!!!!✋🏻

[@r.chavez5513]

How did you get on all those meds now. In days its hard for docs to put you on that

[@MikeyDano69]

Homie is well spoken. Hope he’s staying sober. Great story, thank you!

[@chronicawareness9986]

its his parents fault

[@screwlew]

@@chronicawareness9986 no its not. its his fault for deciding to do it.

[@jadevega7342]

Michael Danovich you’re hot

[@charliegarcia96]

Hes not i snort heroin with him everyday

[@AXELVISSERS]

@@chronicawareness9986 no ... the mom did her best

[@teresagreen8505]

Oh my days...he is a stunning looking lad with his whole life ahead of him..im so pleased his mum never gave up on him..all it takes is love from the parent and hard work from the addict to help them see the light at the end of the long dark tunnel.... Go on lad u got this💪🏻 FOREVER ❤️🕯🙏

[@williamtredway996]

Don't ever give up bro I'm a heroin addict of 15 yrs and still struggling at this time . Maybe one day I will get there but at this time the days still pass by of being and feeling like a failure

[@glo2980]

glad to see I’m not the only one in the comments struggling with addiction... just recently gotten into smoking percs...... I’m hopeless....

[@Detoxtorehabcenter]

Yung Matte it doesn’t have to be this way. Please call us any time at 866-578-7471 and we will help you.

[@alfredderroiv4457]

@@Detoxtorehabcenter I watched 3 of these videos and then saw this. Your website let me ask you to call me. You listened. Just called for treatment. Calling the right friends now to get me through. I needed this.

[@manuelfelix5328]

You can be sober remember life is about the choices you make.and you have made a choice of using drugs now it is time to make a choice to stay sober

[@heatherwatts2005]

Thank you so much for sharing your story! I just lost my friend to an OD last month

[@some_oldsoul1129]

It's like listening to someone else describe your own life-experiences, uncanny and motivational, for those of us who understand the subject matter and have transcended their own addictions. Blessed-

[@danielloacker5864]

This proves drugs aren’t the problem, it’s the mindset of the person taking them.

[@justynabm4959]

handsome guy, smart guy, could be anything he wants in his life. Great he kicked his habit.

[@vsteele1672]

He can also get any girl that he wants.

[@appchat2000]

Clicked this due to my disbelief that such a normal looking kid could be a heroin addict, good luck buddy!

[@czamarripa4]

crip yea not all drug addicts look the same, anyone can be a drug addict and you wouldn’t even know it.

[@appchat2000]

You can usually tell when someone has a heroin or any other opiate addiction.

[@Frag-Drache-Offiziel]

@@appchat2000 you can look in someones Eyes. If you was addicted sometimes, you see it 1 Mile away😎

[@Bluedoll28]

That’s the stigma behind drug addiction that we need to break! There is no one “look” to an addict.

[@tig3rasoTV]

Thank you for sharing your story. I feel like I have been going through this with my sister who is an addict for the past 5 years. As hopeless as I feel, I will continue to do my best to support her correctly and get through this together.

[@SKKT1992]

I'm coming up on 11 months sober. Watching this video always helps me when I don't have a meeting lined up.

[@NickCent]

the connection with the higher power saved him

[@beautifulrecovery2337]

I love how candid he was and truly deeply honest.

[@willieduzit]

*Conor* : sooo uh... what should I do man? *Camera guy* : just keep walking around, you’re doing great!

[@bobbiegremillion2380]

God Bless you an your poor Mom Who suffered too .... she’s probably very proud now u can Do It !

[@reabetsweimanmoabi7911]

Been sober for 10 minutes :) 10 more years to go then forever :)))

[@Bleach-sh3ud]

How are u know?

[@VerockFTW]

I wonder if his thoughts of "I'll do whatever it takes to stay sober" was at all influenced by the LSD

[@arguekayes]

Josh Rubio acid and Shrooms do help with addiction

[@VerockFTW]

@@arguekayes I can personally confirm this.

[@stevanaldape3424]

Argue Kayes swear ?

[@arguekayes]

stevan aldape yeah foreal, works better for cigarettes and alcohol, but it might work for opiates, cos the opiates counteract the psychedelic Effects, But you could trip so hard you dont even wana do anything again, long as you go in lnowing for sure you wana stop, but other than that more for mental addiction and maybe physical

[@raylong2215]

Josh Rubio pyschs def put you in a different mind state. And make withdrawal easier. I did ketamine for a week, didn’t use heroin, didn’t withdrawal, no cravings. Psychedelics have amazing qualities.

[@bobbysamra9588]

He’s meant for something greater🙏

[@sham7usa1]

My son died of an overdose 2 weeks ago , very devastating. He picked drugs over life now he cannot enjoy life itself . I can’t write anymore , they need help never give up on them.

[@amberortegon6409]

I'm so sorry your son lost his battle with his disease 😥 stay strong ❤

[@kitssch]

Legend has it Conor is still walking around parks to this day.

[@psychopeoples4384]

Been there done that, its all in ur head if u have enough will power u can overcome any addiction, i'm sober now more then 9 years🙂🙂🤙

[@tristendortch9369]

Recently just kicked my addiction. Hardest thing I’ve ever done.

[@trevorholt1052]

Tristen Dortch good shit homie

[@blakecannon6963]

I’ve been clean six years bro. It will be the best thing you’ve ever done.

[@ДимитърКалинов-ъ2ъ]

Stay strong

[@xgengx7530]

You’re not referring to marijuana are you?

[@mozertorancher3226]

So glad Connor found meaning and fulfillment in his recovery. Just goes to show how effective the 12 step program is in transforming the lives of addicts.

[@adrianalcantara3490]

Weed is not a gateway drug...Only your habit and the people you hang around are the reasons for some drug addiction

[@RVlDER]

With that logic, you’re just denying the blatant truth that affects millions in America to your opinion. If weed isn’t a gateway drug like you’d said, that would mean people would go straight to trying crack and heroine while completely skipping over all the softer drugs. Do some research before you start throwing your opinion around against facts.

[@rafaelleon115]

Raider He's not completely wrong though.

[@adrianalcantara3490]

Rafael Leon thank you some niggas just dont get it

[@adrianalcantara3490]

Rafael Leon you clearly see in this video he hanged arnd the wrong ppl amd he developed a drug addiction

[@lauchlanfarley5420]

Weed is not a gateway drug unless you want to call alcohol and tabacoo a gateway drug aswell. Americans have a problem with prescription drugs. In Australia its very hard and expensive to get other drugs so people just drink!! grow and smoke weed! Not many harder addicts.

[@breezyscomicsandcollectibl4813]

Been off of herion for 9 months

[@Detoxtorehabcenter]

Charles Barksdale that’s awesome, Charles!

[@primalconcretesledge3137]

I didn't realize Charlie Puth had such a rough go of it before music.

[@justinford9469]

Primal Concrete Sledge i dont see it

[@yashpednekar4381]

Primal Concrete Sledge lmao tf

[@Emmanuel_Morales20]

Too soon

[@deezilf8159]

Na.. more like a young Joe Strummer

[@anishkumar_it_3rd_b_634]

He's so down to earth, wise and gorgeous. I wish anyone who is struggling the best of luck. Thanks for saving him. .

[@cwbrooks5329]

This dude seems to have everything going for him. Hope he not only manages to stay clean but also puts his obvious intelligence and talent for communication to good use. Wish him the best.