Coping with Relapse // MHM

[@marieroseeee]

I'm sorry if I seem a bit spaced out in this video, i wasn't going to upload it because the perfectionist in me decided it wasn't good enough, however, someone on twitter pointed out that its important to show that youtube is perfect and neither am I! SO here we go x

[@saminaahmed532]

marieroseeee helped me so much so i’m soso glad you uploaded it anyways! luv u💓

[@milliemanning1370]

I’m really struggling atm and would appreciate some of your help, even though you help me by me uploading your videos cc

[@kayleighjones6337]

don’t apologise. you can never not be good enough xxx

[@saminaahmed532]

struggling again myself- this video couldn’t have come at a better time. love you xxx

[@emmalouisaxo4403]

samina ahmed same here would you ever want to text sometime or something? xx

[@chloboo7446]

be brave

[@chloboo7446]

@@emmalouisaxo4403 be strong

[@rosedefknows]

wait what?? hey there?

[@chloboo7446]

@@rosedefknows what ?

[@thekriswe]

Are u doing ok hun? I get the vibe you’re going through something xx

[@hopebashford2645]

Krisse I got the exact same vibe x

[@kaylabrett978]

I was thinking this, she seems off but didn’t want to say it and sound insulting x

[@Jellifishjam]

Could just be her meds? I know I get groggy and spaced out quite often depending on what Meds I’ve had. But yeah, hopefully everything’s all well with Marie. :)

[@niamhohearne1683]

she’s said in the last video that her words are slurred a bit because of her meds, but despite the meds I agree :(

[@malvina9817]

i relapsed like 10 minutes ago after 1month clean, this is perfect timing, thank you so much marie

[@gabbiezuverink6707]

malvina stay strong xoxo ❤️

[@laurxnbrxggs7863]

malvina I relapsed after 3months if being clean I was so I annoyed I wanted to die more if ygm

[@gracee3263]

Literally relapsed a minute before this video after 6 months of being clean, perfect timing

[@chloboo7446]

i hope your ok your strong be you be brave be the star you were mean to be

[@irisvandenieuwegiessen5533]

You can do it babe

[@gracee3263]

chlo boo thank you means a lot x

[@gracee3263]

Iris Van de Nieuwegiessen thank you gorgeous x

[@emileefleming2086]

I believe in you! Keep going lovely💛

[@christina7182]

I relapsed from self harm again today. this video just came at the right time. thank you so much for your words. I think you just motivated me again to keep my recovery going and not to dwell on my relapse too much

[@LucyGem98]

The importance of gratitude is so overlooked. Often we feel a sense of lacking, that we need more, we don't have enough, but feeling grateful for everything you have is so important. I'm glad you brought it up because it can really make a difference during recovery. It helped me, too.

[@sarahjo5570]

Throwing those inspo quotes right and left yas thank you. **the goals thing !!! Yes. I've been going through a rough patch again lately but I started making sure I do at least one productive thing whether it be a chore, or working on my knitting, or doing a full coloring sheet (low energy but being mindful for like an hour and accomplishing something is ideal). Something that at the end of the day you can be like "hey I feel like garbage but, I at least did the dishes today" And it's honestly been SO helpful*** also, side note: you look fabulous, your top is amazing, and I love your pastel easter-y nails

[@DazBaldwin]

Discovered yoru channel and this video by chance, but at a very poignant time. I had a relapse last week and the last days have been dealing with the aftermath. Thank you so much for this message. It has really hit home and whilst I think we always know the information from a knowledge perspective, that dark cloud just smudges everything and as you say the suffering is my 'comfort zone'. I think of it almost like an addiction. Anyway thank you again for the great message and channel.

[@kendylhippe9368]

I agree with everyone else on how this is perfect timing! Thank you so much, Marie!!! Just what I needed to hear. xoxo

[@bbybih3893]

This video has come in the right time for me, since I've recently relapsed and I feel really upset about it but I'm going to try again

[@elliemariexo]

this isn't the point of the video but u are the most beautiful woman everrrr

[@custardcreambaby]

This is really random but do you have a Marie fan account on Instagram? I feel like you do

[@elliemariexo]

Cherryelli abacrombie haha yeah i do

[@Mountaingoat4234]

I've been having trouble controlling thoughts/urges to self harm lately. The only thing that's really stopped me from doing it rn is that I'd have to tell my boyfriend I relapsed. This video really helped, so thank you 💕 hope you're doing well 😊

[@123samkay]

I recently relapsed after 5 years clean & I’ve been a WRECK feeling so bad on myself & this really helped me see a direction I can go in & that I can still recover

[@isaidimahomosexualhavingap1489]

I’ve really been struggling recently and this video was perfect timing and you have encouraged me to try again with recovery because recovery isn’t linear

[@neurodivergentdawn]

I've been struggling recently and this video is so helpful and hopeful. I hope you are ok Marie, look after yourself. Also, gratitude is so important to me as well. I have a bullet journal and every day I write 3 things I am grateful for. It is so nice to read and it helps to gain perspective. I can't recommend doing this enough xx

[@madiparffett3392]

Anyone else shit themselves when albie moved? Thought it was a lampshade moving😂😂😂 well said Marie!!! Defo needed this xx

[@krillrule99]

Thank you for this video, Marie. My MH issues aren't exactly the same as you're maybe talking about, but I recently relapsed in my own way and seeing your journey and your optimism truly helps, especially when it feels incredibly hopeless. Hope you are doing well

[@marieroseeee]

oh you are such a delight. thankyou so so much, we all struggle and triumph in our own ways. remember either way it’s still valid 💗 sending so much love xxxx

[@claireyeah8378]

i'm currently stuck in a god awful relapse and this video couldn't have come at a better time. thank you so much for this and for surviving and wanting to help others 💜💕

[@useryouaxx]

Idk how ON EARTH did you know/time this but I literally had a relapse yesterday and was searching for this type of video and WISHED YOU DID ONE and OMG thank god and you for making this 😍💓

[@marieroseeee]

sending so so so much love to you!! please stay safe, keep talking and listen to your wisdom 💗

[@charliea9282]

I’ve relapsed pretty hard recently, but your video makes me realise I still have control. Thank you so much Marie, your videos always give me hope ❤️

[@Lucy-sr5ls]

Been subscribed for a while. I have bipolar and bpd and find your channel so helpful. I’m sorry you struggle but find your experiences very comforting and reassuring so thank you so much. Especially at the minute

[@isabellewhiteside00]

Love this advice! Having dealt with several MH issues myself this advice is invaluable. You are amazing to be able to use your platform to help others 🌞

[@elliemariexo]

glad you posted this, seeing you talk to us and not a lot of what u see today [scripted bullshit] being real and shiz (i've already said this on twitter lmao) but seeing u be honest with urself and posting even tho it may not be up to ur perfect standards, it's enough for the people viewing and for some of us it's more than enough just to hear ur voice ❤️

[@sarawatkins1086]

You are so beautiful inside and out. Love you mariee. Some very insightful things you mentioned here. I struggle with my relapse if I have a bad day or bad couple of days I feel bad and start worrying I’m back where I was 3 years ago. But just need to remind myself, as you say that everyone has bad days and it doesn’t have to stay that way. So true.

[@loveaims]

you’re gorgous marie, all of this applies to you and i love you so much, thank you for always being so amazing and whatever all those other people said that knocked your confidence, don’t take it to heart, they’re a few people is that that don’t care or don’t understand, but they’re like 0.01% out of the rest. we all love you so much marie. and i can tell something is up, please reach out and if you need a break, take one, you deserve it and we just want you to fully recover💖💖

[@sophieprior5752]

Marie you honestly are an angel ive not been great lately and this video has helped me get out of my little slump, I love you so much your such a brave strong person thank you so much for your content ❤️ Btw I made it 3 weeks clean :)

[@aynnamarie8164]

Side note: your nails are freaking adorable and I love your videos 💕

[@marieroseeee]

thankyou so much lovely 💗💗

[@LindaHicksLAH90]

I have to say the guilt hurts more and more because I see a therapist and it is like no matter how hard I try my brain fights back even harder. I am self harm free 42 days but now I have fallen back on my e.d. behaviours and now I feel like I'm a waste of space and that I am taking up her time and time that someone else could use. I don't know what to do. 😭

[@gracieeeee2772]

im going through alot with my mental health right now and if it wasnt for finding you , i honestly would not be in the same position that i am now 🥺 i love youu

[@regenofficial]

You’ve helped me through so much, please stay strong! I love you Marie! ❤️

[@oliviahegarty1959]

you’re the strongest girl ever💖 this video couldn’t have come at a better time x

[@clairechocolate12]

I have a feeling I‘ll watch this wonderful (and helpful) video a few times and come back to it... ☺️😍

[@kayleighjones6337]

haven’t watched it yet but already know it’s going to give me hope. thanks marie love you loads xxx

[@hopebashford2645]

Oh Marie I love you so much ❤️ never thought I would come across someone so inspirational and motivated in my life. Your honestly the best and thank you so much for this video. Came at such a great time as I’m finding it quite difficult in myself at the moment. I love how your so truthful and honest and never fail to make me smile. You’ve made my whole day brighter with all your positive energy and personality. I love it ❤️ I really hope your okay, cause I had a vibe that there’s something wrong in this video?? And we are all here for you. Your the strongest and bravest women ever and don’t you ever let anything bring you down x

[@aphextwen]

Hope you’re doing okay and taking the breaks you need. I get discharged from eating disorders service tomorrow. Your videos have helped me a lot.

[@dpiswife]

Great video Marie! I find that you're always super coherent and mature with the advice that you give - I completely agree with building yourself up from a basic routine - Hope you're doing well!!

[@marieroseeee]

this is so lovely to hear!! thankyou! xxxx

[@dpiswife]

@@marieroseeee xx :')

[@commonchlo3359]

Needed. Things are sinking and I'm just waiting around woo. Thank you lovely x

[@ellamadison2178]

One of my fave channels ever. You are so amazing and help so many people, including me. Thank you 💖

[@marieroseeee]

ohhh ella you lil gem 💗 thankyou!! xxx

[@ellamadison2178]

marieroseeee 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

[@adamhuntercollier]

loved this one! please keep making more! they're so good!

[@marieroseeee]

thankyou so much adam!! xxx

[@kaci8760]

I’ve started struggling again & this video helped. Thank u so much Marie 💖💖💖

[@tanyacrumlish]

I am currently struggling with a relapse too! I'm here anytime you need someone to talk to! I was doing so well for a couple of years and now 😳 last night I nearly done something drastic and woke up today glad I didn't🙈 stay strong beautiful❤️

[@HeyItsMandA1]

I needed this video right now

[@nicolajohanna7883]

Thank you so much that you talked about the topic I requested because I’ve been struggling a lot in the past couple of weeks and relapsed after being clean for 3 months.

[@Wink-182]

I relapsed after being 7 months clean in may and I haven't stopped since. I felt so guilty for doing it that I ended up doing it again and then my mind was just like 'you've already relapsed, you might as well keep going'. So I've stopped trying to stay clean and I've kind of lost sight of why I ever stopped cutting at all

[@aftonclubs]

girl you're looking so good! hope you're okay

[@ashleytaylor4577]

Thank you. I'm also working on gratitude, and I'm grateful to you and your wisdom!

[@thehoundhedgehoghippie7346]

So glad you’re back. Love you Marie 💜💜

[@edithstuart4452]

U help me through so much! I am so thankful for u! Xx

[@emileefleming2086]

Such an inspiration. Thank you so much Marie for helping me through rough times. Wish you all the best always, you’re a gem💘🙏🏽xx

[@nadiaconnolly7783]

You're so beautiful Marie dont let anyone knock your confidence you're so much better than them ,missed u last week🤩

[@lulu.nathan]

Please write a book omg!

[@ItsLanaLeslie]

I look forward to your videos every week ❤️ thank you for helping me through everything. Makes me feel less alone 💚

[@emileefleming2086]

Such an inspiration. Thank you so much Marie for helping me through rough times. Wish you the best always, such a gem! 💘🙏🏽xx

[@soph852]

Really, really love this video -it was much needed today. You’ve given some really helpful tips and I definitely will be trying these out. Thanks for sharing this, you’re a beautiful person💗

[@sarahjo5570]

This was a super helpful and encouraging video for me. Thank you, Marie

[@Taylorstanek716]

Literally came at the perfect time

[@jamesfennell4224]

how do you know when you are ready for things, I had a suicide attempt in April and i'm looking for adult courses starting in September, Im really exited for the courses but i get a nagging doubt that im trying to do things too quickly

[@cristaconte4932]

This video came at the perfect time, I’m currently struggling with a relapse. This video really helped me, thank you.

[@marieroseeee]

i’m sending my love 💗

[@caitlinmorris9799]

Such an inspiration 💗love you xxxxx

[@kylehill9981]

this came at a real good time for me thanks for making this 🙌🙌🙌

[@hf6242]

This is so helpful, im currently going through a relapse and this has really helped me. Thankyou!

[@sarahharding4201]

Omg just started watching the vid but I love your necklace xx

[@lilykd9432]

Truly think you’re incredible, stay strong x

[@beckysblurredperspective]

Really helpful video. Interested to see a video on gratitude as I think it's important x

[@catalinatalks]

Thank you so much for this! What a wonderful, helpful video. You are inspiring! 💕

[@taylasmith6507]

You are strong and you will get through times like these 💓 and I love you and your videos your amazing and inspirational young woman 😄❤️xx

[@ItsLanaLeslie]

How do you get yourself to a point of recovery when you don’t feel like you want to recover at all?

[@GeoAbbey]

you felt like you had to put this video up for a reason, this video couldn't have come at a better time.... the world works mysteriously... Im going to try and tell my friend i relapsed soon

[@marieroseeee]

💗💗💗

[@bubbles1310]

I feel like there a horrible feeling in the mental health community , that people think to themselves that if they have been in a psych ward then you are not Ill enough or worthy to get treatment or valid , I get these thoughts a lot and I am very ashamed of these thoughts. What does even think about this ? Does anyone else have this ?

[@evecreaser5553]

Thank you for this video💓

[@marieroseeee]

💗💗

[@milanafoulkes5310]

i needed this today

[@theumbrellaone5772]

Ive recently relapsed into depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts but this time i dont think ill make it through

[@carolinelillis5456]

I’m so sorry to hear this please try and speak to someone about how you are feeling

[@elisatladixo]

Thanks for the new upload. You look stunning

[@Lillylm]

Yes love ur videos so much they always help me! ❤❤

[@indigo.98]

Please stick around, especially on KZbin. Your videos have helped me immensely. Look after yourself x

[@eliseali6844]

Thanks, I really needed this as I’ve relapsed recently❤️

[@fredmunro4179]

there are a lot of negative people in the the world. nice people build you up and negatives and cinics just bring you down to there level. I've had my own problems. psychosis through drug and alcohol abuse. although the last time they gave me antisocial personality disorder. I watch some videos of people who have had it worse than me. keep up with your recovery. ps have you tried muddy obstacle courses and mud runs as a way of getting fit as worked for me.

[@charlottehooton6378]

Can’t wait xxx

[@InstruMentalbreakdown.]

Thank you so much for this vid You are so amazing and your videos are so helpful. Love you xx

[@susiemelirosa7182]

I recently relapsed so I wanted to thank you for making this video

[@jasveldkamp]

I’ve been going through a relapse so this video was helpful 💛

[@marieroseeee]

sending so many hugs jasmine. you can do this ❤️

[@chloesjourney2015]

Your videos are so helpful, your such an inspiration, amazing young women who I look up to!!😘💘

[@InstruMentalbreakdown.]

Thank you for your videos they're super helpful Love you xx

[@ValeryPereiraa]

would you be able to let me know the background music?😅💘

[@maddysontiffani7700]

11th ahahhaha this is so useful for me as well love you soo xx

[@chloboo7446]

i hope your ok Strength does not come from winning. Your struggles develop your strengths. When you go through hardships and decide not to surrender, that is strength.

[@maddysontiffani7700]

@@chloboo7446 Xxxx

[@chloboo7446]

@@maddysontiffani7700 thxs xxxx

[@mentalhealthwithalana]

Great video 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

[@mentalhealthwithalana]

You are also so pretty 😱😱

[@klaradvorak2633]

Ur perfect and putting so much good in the world but please WHERE DID YOU GET YOUR TOP

[@marieroseeee]

omg thankyou so much 🥰 and zaful !!! xxx

[@amorelleprovidence2078]

I relapsed yesterday

[@pheobem7958]

“I’m on my horse”😂😂😂😂

[@cm6225]

Please, please, please do that video on gratitude, Marie ❤️ while we’re on the subject, I’m grateful for your channel

[@kaylalassen9832]

You are strong and I love you! ❤️

[@marieroseeee]

i love you!! 💗

[@thehoundhedgehoghippie7346]

Love your nails 💚💙💜

[@eatingfeelingwell]

Relapsed on sunday after 6 months.

[@zoetunison_2767]

are you okay Marie? you seem like your going through something, sending love

[@alisheamerritt8311]

I'm struggling again right now and watching this video u honestly give me hope and would love to talk tk u one day

[@leki8323]

its like you knew I relapsed, great timing for this video :) Ill definitely try to get back on that fucking horse

[@sadiexoxo5090]

Can you do a primark video with your dad where he picks your outfit?! Like you both did before! Xxx

[@anaiss6145]

I clicked so fast when I saw the notification ❤️