Crystal Meth and Prostitutes My Worst Experience

This is my worst experience with crystal meth, it was not my drug of choice but struggled with cocaine and alcohol addiction. Sober since 7/25/17 if you are looking for help www.aa.org and www.na.org are great resources.
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[@EricBZink]

Therapy plays a huge role in recovery and life in general adhdonline.com/ericzink/ to get tested for ADHD and more, along with getting connected to psychiatrists and psychologists in your area.

[@bcatblues725]

If he’s sober, I couldn’t imagine what he would be like on Crystal meth.

[@user-ko3ed8le5p]

Your ear would be bleeding

[@bigtimepimpin666]

Hahaha... yeah, he is tweachy as F

[@713Clayboy]

Honestly the way meth works he probably turns into a mute. In people who are fast normally, they tend to slow down on meth. That’s why normal people take it to speed up.

[@drinksum1000]

😂😂😂

[@the_gilded_age_phoenix8717]

He'd be drilling some homeless dude in his bum while doing a video on meth. You got lucky, kid. Don't need to see all that mess.

[@williamburns7580]

I dealt keys of coke for about 5 years and was in the crazy drug life for nearly 30 years total. I did all kinds of crazy schit. I remember beating my self up when the birds started chirping at daylight. I have so many embarrassing memories. The shame and regret was endless and in the end I was morally bankrupt and lost everything. I've been chemical free for 12 years and Dont miss that life anymore at all.

[@DoubleG7793]

The worst is when your up when the sun comes up again thats one thing I do not miss at all feel like a piece of shit

[@iinemesisii8964]

That is the worst feeling in the world hearing those birds chirping knowing your ass should be asleep but instead you over there with your eyes closed twitching like hell. Hated cocaine but loved oxycodone which led to 11 years of addiction. Feel great now but it was a rough time getting off that stuff

[@4GIVENheal]

Your apparently were caught doing this correct?

[@elchicano187]

@@DoubleG7793and your out of coke feeling like chit. No thanx I hear ya

[@mafia_dave32]

@@DoubleG7793 We called that scary hours and if noon passes you by its even worse .

[@horaciohernandez598]

Got sober from meth at 27. About to be 47 and have never looked back. It was a sickening and dirty disgusting addiction.

[@user-sc8mr1by8l]

What did you do to stop I have a friend that is having trouble stopping. He stays 2 weeks clean then goes back etc he has a 10 year cycle and advice so I can talk to him or lead him to a facility etc

[@horaciohernandez598]

@@user-sc8mr1by8l I stopped because it was wayyy harder to continue being a user. The negatives far outweighed the “ good times” the SHAME was debilitating. The most important thing I did was to walk away from my user buddies. I literally walked like 10 miles to my home without telling them I was leaving. Never spoke to them again. Absolute BEST choice I ever made.

[@Mike-lv2ob]

How old when you started?

[@horaciohernandez598]

@@Mike-lv2ob 18 years old.

[@timetraveler6949]

Good for you man. What was your "rock bottom" or turning point that made you choose to kick the meth?

[@tomspeed3354]

how come, this is recommended to me?

[@joshuabetinis]

Your user name has speed in it bro 😅

[@Natharsus]

@@joshuabetinis😂

[@MrBigjeff7877]

lol 😂

[@Jb-mi2rm]

Because you use it ..

[@majidskinnerkhan6960]

Your on speed bro 💪🤣💪

[@JohnnyCaputo76]

I got sober at 38. I'm going to be 47 this month. Took me a long time also. Life beyond my widest dreams as they say. Been to prison 3 times in Florida because of my addiction. Last year i received the mentor of the year award from the Florida department of corrections. I travel around the US and help get people and adolescents into treatment.

[@mor9n243]

I'm 38 and I got tired of booze myself 38 is an age where you just think man if I keep this up I wont see 40

[@deanzapien9260]

I love a great come back! your testimony will help many.

[@bobobobo-ki2fw]

Do you have online presence? I’m curious to learn more. Congratulations on your success must of been through hell.

[@Dylancla]

Destin Florida here!! Yes 4 years in Florida DOC completely clean for close to 7 years now, I'm a very successful business owner, I got out in 06 and I'm 51 I would love nothing more than to talk to the guys in the chain gang!!

[@user-rp2xp5rc9q]

I would love to do what your doing. Keep it up

[@youtube-ventura]

Who else has anxiety just listening to this dude?

[@RoseRaines]

I feel like I’m listening to someone with rapid cycle bipolar that is unmedicated.

[@reclusive_aggressive]

Someone talking about their past substance abuse can trigger themself to feel some adrenaline when they're reliving memories. When I try to describe my intense drugs experiences I begin to speak fast and stumble over my words and lose my breathe.

[@marksayre9012]

😅He’s on a Better Drug now.❤ I wonder what it is ? 😂

[@juliobonilla2222]

It's all coming back 😮

[@juliobonilla2222]

​@@reclusive_aggressive it's exiting stuff

[@drivenmad7676]

Great story. I couldn't tell you how many times i sat in a trap house thinking "WTF am i doing?" Sober since May 9th 2018.

[@branscombe_]

the worst eh

[@user-ch2ou3qh3t]

totally relate. i remember asking for one thing getting another and having to wait there for 5 days before i got it. was so stupid, so curious so addicted, so quickly. the odd thing was how angry people got when your route of administration didnt match theres that i always found really strange.

[@donniedeville5102]

What is this type of house he is talking about? He is so high, he keeps on rambling and never explains what this house is (except that it has a dirty stove).

[@lilze]

My worst experience = watching other people doing meth and prostitutes

[@gigi9301]

@@donniedeville5102 My best guess is it's a house/townhouse/apartment where there are prostitutes and drugs which are exchanged or sold I'm almost afraid to google it

[@TLR1219]

METH - Main Entrance To Hell

[@jennsinclair-girouard100]

Omg wow I’m in recovery from Meth and never heard of that definition

[@chainsawteddybear]

@@jennsinclair-girouard100YEAH well now YOU HAVE. FIND GOD

[@ijikayuto2950]

Math= Methamphetamine

[@mikeodonnell6231]

Damn 🔥🙏🏻. Sober in recovery and first time hearing that

[@adrianborza8228]

underrated TOO much. yall know the way it says "not even once" ? there's a reason for that. 1st line, was just half a dose and i was hooked for 3 years. by 2nd year it was smoking out of tin foil. and by year #3 the needle stuck out of my arm. which i said 2 years ago i would not do even if one paid me for it... eventually my body was so weak and ruined, taking any amount led to OD, i'd be throwing up acid to the point where i pass out. it was so frightening i realised in the middle of major meth psychosis that I'm on the blink of extinction so i went cold turkey (:` it was extremely hard, but the other option was to take it and throw up acid, so that had me motivated :)

[@woodensandwich2]

Love your transparency bro, you are helping folks even those who arent addicts

[@mastersamurai7683]

100%

[@mysticsoulz638]

no way he is sober

[@devilsoffspring5519]

Yeah, he's making us all curious! "Never though about it before, but MAN the day's gonna come I gotta try this shit!"

[@JamieWalker-pc6nd]

@@mysticsoulz638i hope he is but he ain’t acting it… could be withdrawal or replacement of just being on camera. Props for being honest though

[@JamieWalker-pc6nd]

Ok he’s on adderall that makes sense 5:55

[@lauriecalkins781]

Got severe meth psychosis from shooting up and thought there were bugs living inside me in my arms. Lasted about a month and a half. Scariest thing I’ve ever been through in my life. I now almost have six months clean.

[@elombard39]

Hang in there, Sis. Sober is Better👍🏻

[@RoSh-nc3ci]

Proud of you sister! You’ve got this ❤

[@myphd-myprisonhistorydiplo691]

Congratulations on being clean and sober!! It is a beautiful miracle to live a clear life!!

[@charlesritter6640]

News Flash! There ARE "bugs". Living inside your arms. They also live in your eyelids, your gums, your guts and all over your body. Parasites are a normal part of nature.

[@robertworton2394]

Apparently the meth has changed to where the meth out now can cause psychosis right away.

[@doylerachael]

There's something I really like about your delivery, you come across as authentic and humble. Thank you

[@granthenderson696]

Agreed.👍

[@eriktout5084]

And high AF .

[@alannygren4812]

Good job man I’m sure your channel is gonna help a lot so good karma for you . Addicted at 36 after dabbling here and there until 36 when I jumped feet first into the abyss lost 10 years and change . Made it out with zero legal ramifications thank god and this December I’ll have 7 years . Never lookin back . Keep doin what your doin and life is better sober I wholeheartedly concur.

[@bayoubuttlips]

GEEZE ! ! What a Great video filled with “HONESTY and STRUGGLE” !!! This is your way of giving back I commend you and your effort !! Godspeed, bro Godspeed !!

[@helenkundrath8321]

So happy for you. I have never been on drugs but learning about them and what they do to you...God Bless

[@mind-numbingtasks1575]

I totally identify, I was a 15 year , high functioning, meth addict and have been (not necessarily sober) but at least free of hard drugs like meth, coke etc. since 2007. Yes, have destroyed and rebuilt several times. I am now (fortunately) happier and in better health than I have ever been. It's too bad I had to spend most of my life trying to prevent bad behavior rather than improving on my better attributes. Anyway, it's always good to hear when someone makes it out of it.

[@jimbeam-ru1my]

If you wanted to go back to your old meth habit, you couldn't. That meth no longer exists, the stuff out now is made differently and it causes instant psychosis and permanent brain changes from few uses. It's like meth, but just the bad side.

[@Elbert844]

Goodbye methamphetamine puffery… when I was feelin down an depressed, your fumes always lifted me up and freed me of my worries, my dignity, and most of what, was in my bowels.

[@whoever79]

“Some of us get sober and some of us don’t.” That is literally the most powerful statement I have ever heard that motivates me to stay sober. I only drink and not tons but I’m only 22 and have been meaning to quit for 2 years and now I think I can. Such a powerful statement. Thank you

[@ivohanza8926]

Good job dude!! Way to keep at it!! Very inspiring story

[@RexRaven22]

Recently dated an addict and had to cut it off. He’s still trying to come back, apologizing for his behavior while on it, etc. Exposed me to meth, presumably inadvertently. The allure of the high is nothing short of a spiritual battle. What you said about building stuff up then tearing it back down resonated with me. He has the golden touch but won’t stop sabotaging the sh*t out of his life. I still have feelings for him but denied them all when I told him to F off. He’s been addicted for 20 years. I was naive to think he would leave it.

[@itzajdmting]

Stay strong and stay away from this guy if I were you. Think with your head and not your heart. You can't control what he does, but you are in control of yourself, you'll be glad you did further down the line. Well done for being strong and looking out for yourself.

[@markmcgoveran6811]

You are absolutely right I have very very little respect for an addict well they are human being they lack any consideration for anybody else or themselves only one thing matters the substance. It is good that you got out of that and find somebody worthy of you the addict is not worthy of anything.

[@markmcgoveran6811]

I love you so much kid for breaking it off with this loser and I hope you find somebody else that absolutely hates that s***. A friend of mine's dad was kind of an old partier and quite a bit older than I was and he told me the list of names of all the cool kids that were a little older than me you know I'm 21/22 and these people are like making it to 35 and 45 maybe 50 in front of me and dying and I know they smoked weed and had a pretty loose lifestyle had some girlfriend problems. My friend's dad told me his greatest blessing was that he did not like any of that powder s*** and other people liked it and it was bad news. The bad news was all those people that I thought were so cool we're cocaine's and that's why they were high energy and fun to hang around with and I didn't do any of it I did it just wasn't my thing I didn't have any money I'm poor. I'm so glad you got away from that because those addicts will straighten up and pull somebody back and use them to party harder. If it doesn't kill you outright early.

[@daviedood2503]

How could u have feelings for someone like that? This is why great guys turn into savages. They're tired of losing. Thats the type of people yall want. So great guys turn into a-holes. Women love a-holes 🤣🔥

[@carolynnalvarez]

Stay away from him please 🙏

[@midnightcassettelibrary5171]

Stories like this make me grateful that I got sober and make me want to remain sober. It’s very worthwhile to share these stories that describe realistically how low things can get. These self destructive paths inevitably get ugly and we all know it. Fuck all that shit, I’m keeping my life pointed in the right direction. Thanks for sharing.

[@dingytv538]

actually, sounds like a blast!

[@tomspafford5368]

Thanks for sharing your insights Eric, very enlightening and sobering

[@stevenjamesgiurbinojr6893]

really appreciate your uploads, there very encouraging and give hope to myself and i’m sure others who feel at times there is none, thanks man 🙏

[@EricBZink]

You got this!!! One day at a time!

[@KingFroglet]

​@EricBZink so wait let me get this right? You have been to escorts and done meth or are you saying how your friends did this yout teeth look fine better than mine ive never did meth what the hell

[@RoseRaines]

Don’t give up. One thing at a time. If you relapse, get back on the wagon. Nip it in the bud. Lots of detoxes and rehabs and charities that will help.

[@ADOGGBOY]

I just wanted to say what ever your situation is, thank you for sharing and stay strong and on the path of sobriety.

[@doherpa]

Thank you for sharing your experience. My dad is an alcoholic and drug user. As someone who no longer drinks and has never used any drugs, your story helps me understand more as we walk through this.

[@praveenliverpool]

Truly inspirational and informative Stay strong brother🙏👍

[@Soultraveler0020]

That was a great story. You are a great role model. Stay sober and don't relapse. 😊

[@stubake3]

Sober is only way to really know yourself. Definitely a better man. Thanks for sharing!!

[@user-ru1oy7hx6f]

Thank you brotha…!! Great testimony. I want to thank you and I never comment on any videos. “I had to rebuild my life multiple times.” Really happy I came across this video, not sure if it’s just you also as the narrator then it actually being you. I can very much soo relate. Thanks again keep it up man.

[@yvonnehaynes3003]

You are VERY BRAVE. You should be VERY PROUD OF YOURSELF. And now your helping others. HOW AMAZING ARE YOU. GOB BLESS YOU FOR WHAT YOU ARE DOING. ❤❤

[@christschin1883]

I love Erics stories. Glad he has got his old self back

[@LawrenceGoodspeed]

Thank you for sharing Eric that takes a lot of strength and courage to put that out there.

[@robertlibecci2327]

Your honesty about specific situations was astonishing. Respect!

[@NickBean-xv1os]

I'm 22 I got shown meth for the first time a couple weeks ago and never tried it but it gave me a lot of perspective. I told my dad about it and he couldn't stop telling me how proud he was

[@CodyWright-pq3eq]

Don't ever mess with it. Never never never. I'm one of the lucky ones that thought he could just play with it a little. Five years after being able to rip myself away from the drug and never touch it again. Missing 5 of my molars though.

[@Slatanicmushroom]

@Nick , your dad must be VERY proud! Why? Because he cares about you and loves you. Those who show you the garbage just DON'T!

[@lukixxx3]

Fuck meth. I triend one time, i felt yea happy euphoric. But comedown came next day... I was in deepest deppresion ever, i just layed in my bed for 2 days.....

[@PetesNorthShoreAdventureCo]

Your a smart kid !!! As a dad with kids your age I can guarantee you make the correct choice Good job young man

[@tyheron3204]

Don’t touch it dude!

[@ananda_miaoyin]

Damn. I was on leave at a party and a cousin asked if I wanted to do some meth.... We were all smoking weed (classic military leave drug) and I did not know what meth was, so I was cool with it. He did the lightbulb thing. Cracked it open, cooked the powder and hit it with a pen shaft. The process looked so junky, I couldn't do it. That was 30 years ago. Never touched it.

[@MaintainCampaign]

We would call that Janky and I agree with U!

[@roelgarza7088]

THANKYOU for ur openness & honesty

[@xaviervillalobos3958]

Thanks for this man. This has been really helpful to me. :)

[@theresaholloway6883]

Thak you for your testimony I pray that you keep on be sober

[@romeonijsse2359]

Hey man I love your content and story! ❤️ from Amsterdam, NL

[@khuramsayeed8429]

Your an absolute Warrior Brother! God Bless you for the fight within you!

[@gregvandy34]

Your stories and perspective are so helpful to people struggling with addictions and recovering. Many people don’t know that relapse is a part of the recovery process. Very few people just get clean without falling off the wagon a time or twenty. It takes a tremendous amount of courage to put it all out there for the world to see. I’m glad you came thru it all and are doing well.

[@johnmausteller]

Needed this. Your awesome ❤

[@jumpinjojo]

*You’re

[@nicolemonrue]

I commend you for just your openness 🙏🙏🙏 Thank you for virtual support....im on the road to sobriety. Im 2 months clean

[@KKTR3]

Good luck , when you get older you realise to have normal sobriety is brilliant ,when you realise old age may rob you of your mind. The same goes for drinking.

[@warchild5885]

Booze is garbage

[@b.quincy-ce4qk]

Hey brother thanks for your story. Addiction can be a very difficult thing to deal with and it always gives me faith when I hear how people like yourself have found there way to sobriety. It is a better life!

[@nicolaslowe8541]

Appreciate the video.. coming off a recent lapse I'll call it.. really not proud of myself. I've had long time periods in total sobriety but what ends up bringing me back to the hard stuff is alcohol. It's happened multiple times. Nobody to blame but myself.. it's a faulty coping mechanism. The key I'm realizing though is to pick ourselves up after a lapse or relapse.. I used to beat myself up so bad after I had a relapse, have had a few lol, but beating myself up just keeps me stuck. Nobody's perfect.. we all make mistakes.. self forgiveness is super important and I'm going to be exercising that right now. Again thanks for the words of encouragement.. keep making these vids man

[@robvarley3091]

I'm in the same boat, don't beat yourself up and stay stuck. Keep pushing 🫸

[@MrRAGE-md5rj]

They say that the best way to beat a habit us to replace it with something else.

[@Brandy32102]

You seem to be the male version of myself. Found you yesterday and glad I did. A big problem is that when we were kids ADHD wasn’t really a thing. We were bullied by teachers and peers because we were “not normal” and labeled as the bad kids. The beginning of looking for an escape to feel good and “normal”. What a roller coaster. Kudos to you man 🥅

[@Brandy32102]

Not the meth and prostitute part for me. Just saying😂

[@mikeodonnell6231]

Great message sharing in a general way of you're experience , strength and hope brother 🙏🏻👍🏻.

[@msbeth420]

Thank you needed this today

[@ImpalerWins69]

TY !! Light bulbs!!! Rings very true - related to when you said you were an addict but not that kind of addict. trying to stay sober here too..

[@nigelw7626]

Great cautionary tale thanks Eric.

[@EricBZink]

Absolutely have so many messed up stories figured it helps to share some

[@nigelw7626]

@@EricBZink I can totally relate (I'm from the U.K I'm 6 months into my recovery / abstinence). When I look back at some of my behaviours and situations I found myself in when using it can be cringeworthy! But you have to look back sometimes to remind yourself that you never want to go back to that life. You come across as very driven and engaging, thanks again mate.

[@mikeanderson7206]

Great video at the end I thought wow that's my story how did he know my story brother were wired exactly the same adhd and all your inspiring and will help someone get clean and sober. Keep doing what you are doing

[@msfinetuned]

There’s always hope as long as you’re alive. I appreciate you telling your story. For all of us who have been through the struggle. I make sure that i hear that other ppl have recovered and living their best life. I have been sober 6 years and 3 months and I’m so grateful for sobriety. It’s the gift that keeps on giving. You just wish you could sprinkle it to every addict in active addiction. God Bless

[@sick86stang]

Thanks for the video I used to be hooked on meth it is a discusting drug straight from the Devil, I also struggled my whole life with alcholism and addiction took me Year's to finally sober up I'm 54 and have three and a half Year's the obsession to drink and use has been lifted as long as I continue to work on my sobriety DAILY, if your struggling don't give up there is help out there plenty of resources, God bless you all ❤🙏✌️

[@shinehy403]

Actually it's not a drug from the devil. You should never take a drug without understanding what it is and without a medical need to. Methamphetamine stimulates your brain to create a natural chemical, which the brain already produces. Some people with specific neurological deficiencies are prescribed methamphetamine so that they can function normally. Anytime that you put something into your body that it doesn't need you're going to feel terrible!

[@michelleshellimeyerketchum1219]

Congratulations on your sobriety!! I know the road is hard, I'll be 1 year November 12. Keep on keeping on!! Amen brother. God is SO GOOD!! 🙏👑🎶💖🙏

[@sick86stang]

@@michelleshellimeyerketchum1219 Thank you so much, congratulations too you as well 🙏✌️

[@steveoishere]

Enjoyed your story bro!

[@simonmaverick9201]

Thank you for your frank honesty and sharing your experience.

[@Squirrel-zq6oe]

I'm glad you make videos dude.

[@asdf9890]

Started at 18 in the mid 90s (the stuff made with ephedrine), watched all my friends become strangers, lying and stealing. At 22 I went to rehab in another state and everyone thought I moved away. Haven’t really had many close friends since and 47 now. It has directly and indirectly affected my whole adult life. I did it a little again in college in my late 20s but haven’t touched it since about 2003. I think I liked the fun care free use, but once the fiends started coming out I was done with that world. I’ve had issues with other substances since, but glad I dodged the meth bullet.

[@veritas3379]

Thank you for sharing brother 👍

[@thewillowtree1127]

Thanks for sharing your story.......you are definitely helping others. Thank you for being vulnerable - I admire your bravery.

[@kurtisstutzman7056]

I'm 69+ months sober now from a 22+ year long heroin addiction... I love sober life...! It can be done, so do it...! Thanks, keep up your awesomeness and go enjoy some nature today...

[@MindBodySoulOk]

Too much math

[@noway57]

If you keep counting you are a nuts hair away

[@kurtisstutzman7056]

@@noway57 You've obviously never been in recovery...! 75 months now...!

[@kurtisstutzman7056]

@@noway57 Thanks Nuthair...!

[@mariandavid8690]

That's the best number of months! I would laugh seeing my 69 day/week/month clean marks, having the clean time counter App is great 👍 Good work 👏 Heroin consumed me over 3 years of addiction. LSD took 3 hours to completely reset my brain to a healthy way of living. Haven't touched either one since 2018. Life is for living 🎉😊

[@stokular]

This guy is a great story teller. I can’t stop watching his videos

[@LILbig666]

He’s genuine. They’re fairly “Average” drug addict stories. If you know, you know. But he’s incredibly likeable and charismatic and concise. Relatable. Wise. Curious. Intelligent. A bunch of things.

[@scambodia147]

He’d be a better story teller if he took a breath occasionally!

[@nicolesawyer7117]

Have you watched soft white underbelly? You’d prob like it.

[@stokular]

@@nicolesawyer7117 I have actually and I really like him too. Most of the people he gets on there have some insane stories

Adderall lends itself to talking pretty well doesn't it.

[@scottvanthof]

Thank you Eric , I'm a Methadone patient and I love your content, keep up the good work..

[@callesierra]

Thank you so much for your honesty, I can completely relate. Congratulations on your sobriety, remember, one day at a time. Have a wonderful day TODAY.

[@djdhsmdjd7128]

Thank you. I’ve never done meth and this story makes me want to keep it that way. Glad you’re better. You look good and healthy.

[@TheRealEMURSE]

not missing anything

[@KKTR3]

Is this all wants to make you stay away ?

[@BallzDeep666]

Thinking about these creepy scummy environments give me horrible anxiety

[@ThePerfectSeason1972]

Nice educational post and thanks for sharing in hopes of healing and helping others that been attracted or induced into this sort of partying lifestyle. Don’t listen to others that try and bring you down. Life is tough and a slippery balancing act.

[@chrisschnaufer5487]

this touched my inner self and im with you in that sober and clean life good health to you bro

[@JeremiahSilvaMusic]

That’s a story but it sucks. Glad to hear that your doing better man. This really goes to show how you get as high as possible just to feel at your absolute low level to just run back to the hi. Sober is the only way. Stay strong

[@jonlong5541]

I was on meth for 16yrs in glad i got clean sobriety can be a reality

[@Gypc999underground]

Help

[@gonnfishy2987]

I really like listening to you relate the experiences, raw, practical minded

[@buddhahead7732]

Thanks brother!!! I needed this!!!!

[@Bloodycheesecream666]

Great story man I could totally relate.. at some point u get tired of living a grimy lifestyle you feel like a damn rat in the streets.. we all deserve better

[@johnnyhammersticks72]

Sounds like a fairly mild bad crystal experience. You kept your lessons easy, some of us had to go to near death to finally start doing the things we need to do to make changes . God bless

[@shamoblamo9625]

Oh your so special for taking more meth than him

[@ashketchum2781]

Some are dumber

[@Humble-iq5ue]

You aren't really dealing with crystal meth abuse until you start dealing with sinister spirits, shadow folks peaking at you, and partaking in just straight up wickedness.

[@davidpetersen1]

It's not really a competition.

[@jamesgeorge4874]

​@@davidpetersen1😂

[@rickybobby3988]

Ur doing a good thing with these videos! I can tell ur good in sales lol , captivating talk!

[@terrorism7015]

You have some very powerful videos man. Im almost 6 months sober off of alcohol and hearing the fucked up stuff you’ve experienced in active addiction help me stay sober. Love brother ❤

[@michanota4230]

cocaine,hookers and too much $$$ almost killed me! today im sober,happy and poor!

[@lyndenmanning]

Charlie sheen ?

[@sinane.y]

Dude if this was your worst meth experience consider yourself lucky lol

[@joshJ.]

That’s what I was thinking ! That’s as ordinary as it gets TBH

[@EricBZink]

It was my worst because I watched a good friend on mine Relapse with me and never recover, had a lot of experiences worse but coke related. Stayed away from meth

[@rickbonilla8308]

Back in the day when I was Messing around with Meth, I had a friend who sounds just like your old Buddy, who's house you were at, anyways, my friend took me to this dudes house to pick up a bag, and it was a trap house, cameras and monitors set up everywhere, Porn on 3 different TV's and Computers, and 3 dudes in the living room all Twacked out. They were passing around the Meth Pipe and asked us to sit down and take a few hits, I just wanted to grab the sack and leave, but my buddy wanted to get high for free, so we stayed a little bit. I shorty realized all the guys in the House were Gay, not that there's anything wrong with that, but the guy who's House it was, was sitting next to me on the couch, and he was so lit, he asked if he could give me some Head, I told him sorry I'm not in to guys, then he asked if I minded if he could look at me while he Jacked off, then I noticed the other 2 dudes had their hands down their pants stroking it. I knew at that point, it was time to get the Hell out of their, and FAST!!!

[@insertmetalusernamehere]

@@EricBZinkmeth was my drug of choice. From 15 to 23 I was off the rails. I thought coke was a waste of time and money. I would do it if someone offered but meth was my love. I spent days alone in my room with a pipe and my guitar. I hate to say it but I messed up pretty bad a few weeks ago. I ran into an old friend and he sold me an 8 ball of coke. I thought we’ll, it’s not meth. It will be ok to have one last skitz. I went through that ball in 4 days and I just bought another one from him three days ago. Fuck man, I can’t do this again. I figured it would be no big deal since I danced with Tina. No more after this. I’m deleting dudes number now and blocking it.

[@mattallen9828]

this dude is clueless

[@johnnyrascal6109]

Thank you for sharing and giving us hope

[@erichbrady721]

Good job eric, stay strong.

[@pup9892]

I quit alcohol at 35 and I'm 46 now. From 18 to 35 I was a "functional alcoholic". I was spinning my wheels, and going no where fast.

[@areuarealman7269]

I was a functioning every drug on the planet my people said at one point I was off my chain whatever that means I definitely feel like a slave sober though .

[@user-lj4xs4gn8u]

You do? It’s a lot better than BEING a slave on drugs. You saved yourself!

[@davidcox3076]

Not a drinker. But functional alcoholism seems scarier than being a sloppy drunk. You could easily fool yourself into thinking it's a not a big deal, since it's not impacting your daily life. Glad to hear you got away from it. Keep going!

[@robertraymondbritz9820]

I’m glad you’re helping people. Two years sober here. This is literally the mildest story I’ve ever heard. So glad you got sober because it could have gotten A-LOT worse.

[@arfriedman4577]

Im happy to hear the people that got sober. I pray for you to stay well.

[@Citizen-by9vw]

Great info. Thank you

[@jimhenry3383]

May God bless you and your family my brother 🙏 New subscriber

[@PRE22164oo]

Sir traps are in the hood, you went to a “drug house” 😂

[@kristen8895]

That's what I was thinking ... like, damn I've never seen a trap house like that. 😅

[@OurTube_TheOriginal]

Sharing HOW you got better and what drove you to addiction would be helpful. I’ve never messed with the stuff and was just curious and your video does help give an idea of the slippery slope.

[@litrpgre-roll7929]

Great storytelling. Glad you’ve turned your life around

[@MikeNaples]

Hey man, thanks for sharing your story. Hookers, meth and fentanyl took down my cousin. That stuff is dangerous!

[@devilsoffspring5519]

On the plus side at least you know he had a little fun before he kicked off

[@rockmusicman21]

​@@devilsoffspring5519 bro.....

[@FrankMorrison-vu2kc]

I started doing drugs since my teenage. Got addicted to meth for over 6 years. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 3 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.

[@CARIBBEAN_365]

Amen God bless people. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, meth, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health.

[@KimberlyJose-si2sv]

I'm really happy for you that your wife decided to help you...I hear about alot of family members or so called friends shutting an addict out of their life, which since most addicts do it to mask emotions to me is the worse thing someone can do to an addict.

[@JacksonSmith-wc8oo]

How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta

[@AndrewLiam-lp5cj]

Yes he's Dr.alishrooms. Shrooms to me is a natrual healer. I know a guy who has used mushrooms in the same way and they have really helped him. mah dudes have safe trips all.

[@MariaHernandez-mb3qz]

I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.

[@Kirkworkss]

Love the authentic energy in your vids

[@johnmceiver3769]

Thank you for powerful testimony.

[@briangammage5351]

Thank you so much Mr Eric for sharing your stories!!! There are so few out there that do. It is so important that people know they are not alone with this struggle. I thank God that I never was exposed to cocaine or meth, for I am sure I would have followed that path just over the peer pressure. May God continue to bless you and your life. You are right, life is so much better out of the bondage it has on your life. 🏆

[@mantan9400]

I am praying for Eric and everyone else, too.

[@chrisdunnettmusic]

2 words...don't start. That being said, kudos to you for getting your life together and trying to help others do the same

[@layersoftheonion8168]

I’ve been sober for nearly 10 months and love it. Thank you AA as my life has changed so much for the better and I will, with the support of the fellowship, never go back.

[@T9RX3]

I respect your honesty and trying to help others. Congratulations for trying to help others.

[@tzeimi_]

Looking at you I’d never think you were an addict. Kudos to you for being so brave & sharing this part of your life.

[@slaneysider106]

He is highly strung and has a bad energy. It fit him better to keep his mouth shut and go and do a good hard days physical work. No one wants to hear his sh1te about his habitual drug use.

[@sponkmcdonk3898]

Listen to how he talks, it’s obvious

[@masterofwit339]

That’s one of the insidious aspects of addiction. It doesn’t discriminate. Those of us whom pass as extremely high functioning addicts fool the masses.

[@jackiepowell7513]

He s hyper still

[@dreac6241]

i got sober at 36 too. i’m 38 now.

[@itsMe_TheHerpes]

well, congratulations. i guess. hope you're doing well.

[@RedBaronlives]

Great content! You learned similar to me that drugs leads to death!...Lets face it, sober is more boring but one does live longer and does not lose everything that is near and dear to them!

[@scotthugins7672]

Glad you made it out the other end , brother 🙏