Steven Universe - Mother (Part 1) (Fancomic)

[@rockandtoon2112]

"...If I was perfect I could have saved her"

[@ms.rumandcoke5344]

Can't wait for part two. It's great to see White have two sides to herself a flawless being in front of everyone and a being with feelings. Plus her sapphire was pretty and white diamond thicc.

[@dorianwynn98]

Before White Diamond was consumed by her feelings of Guilt complex and Regrets of not being the perfect immortal being. Because of White diamond's sense of failure and frustration of her past mistakes, she choose to dwell on rather than accept them.

[@usaccdecks8363]

Me Thicc

[@impastaz3092]

Hrnnng, Yellow...

[@bruh9601]

@@dorianwynn98 before*

[@juiceboxith]

“Only perfect gems can fit in our society, others must be destroyed.” Then what about Pink?

[@bugayden2287]

Well, there aren’t many diamonds to compare her too, so how would we know what a “defective” diamond looks like? Plus, if she was defective, how hard would it be to make another diamond? Just speculation tho.

[@bellringer53]

A better question is what about white?

[@fakerweldi7879]

@@bugayden2287 pink is high class diamond like white but bleu and yellow are low class diamond and that mean for white the only perfect diamond is pink and her but the other two are just to fill the role and the irony to do the work for white and pink the relationship Such as the aristocracy and the bourgeoisie. as for the second question, pink is the formation of a very rare star very much and can not find anything in her value or strength, while blue and yellow have come out of the earth and this means that they are ordinary diamonds and canbe replaced and let me tell you a little thing that may surprise you, that pink is the second strongest diamond after white and that if happened that blue or yellow bothered pink they would be considered "defectives" and that they insulted the upper class and here white will correct them as she did with pearl

[@thisisespia1954]

That's actually a great comeback.

[@bugayden2287]

faker weldi now who said yellow and blue are low class? I don’t recall anyone saying that.

[@supinkdiamond3338]

Girl why didn’t you call me? I would’ve healed her gem for you.

[@fakerweldi7879]

Deads cant not Heal anyone

[@gambler942]

You're a minute too late

[@fakerweldi7879]

@The Pshycho Path Double Plot twist: it was pearl and PD was dead from the begin

[@sweet.patata]

Blue and Yellow can do that too, like they did with Nephrite

[@fakerweldi7879]

they make her physical and moral condition state stable but they dont have any healing power and they only one who have that is PD

[@-i_own_you_-]

The way you figured out White's character way before CYM was released is very impressive! Seniloko come back!!

[@hauntivid]

Even after White Diamond’s creepy reveal you still find a way to make me like her. How do you do it?

[@Creatorsan]

Making her sentimental.. for a reason..

[@kaylazhafira9154]

You just do

[@DiamondAviator4]

Dude, same here. Steven universe white diamond be creepy but this white diamond be cool.

[@shrimpface]

I did not see this side of my diamond before ...

[@ghostwizard7597]

Pearl, do something! Sing for her, make her feel better!

[@shrimpface]

Yes my Dia... I am sorry White Diamond's presence is required :)

[@michaelojeda8338]

In eastern culture of the Orient, white is the color of death.

[@lupitagomez8191]

What if a new diamond was born smaller than pink diamond and her name is red diamond

[@problem3412]

@@shrimpface **spits on self hand and attempts to heal the Crack on her face**

[@yoruichishihouin1419]

Well damn!!!!😨That actually give me a bit of goosebumps. The thing is that i can see her doing that so easily in the show. But to see her act like that at the end. It’s so sad. Looks like split personalities. She’s suffering and hurting both herself and others. Not really by choice, but damn.

[@stormcatfulgurite1404]

Like Smeagol and Gollum.

[@dorianwynn98]

White Diamond's feelings of Regrets, Guilt complex, Sense of Failure and Frustration.

[@devictorsilverio3327]

😢😢😢😢

[@0hvist]

White Diamond, desperately trying to become a Clear Diamond. She had already shed most of her Emotions into Animated Crystalline Phylacteries designed in such a way that only she could possibly destroy them. Her first Emotions that she shed was her Rage and Aggression, Emotions that she felt were rightfully counterproductive towards her ends of expansion and her ends of Perfection. She would craft a Phylactery made out of Gold and infused by Lightning, heavily armored and strong, after pouring her Emotions into this one, White Diamond assigned it as the leader of the military and to expand the reach of their Empire. Thus was Yellow Diamond born. Yellow Diamond continued along her task for some time, carving out a swath of destruction replaced by creation as Worlds were torn asunder to create Colonies. However, the workload of managing these numerous Colonies would become too taxing for both Diamonds as they stood trying to oversee every single detail that was going on. White knew this would be the perfect climate for revolts and war amongst the numerous colonies should they feel underrepresented than others do. And thus White gathered herself to create another Phylactery, this one cast from Silver and imbued with Water and imbued it with her Reason and Empathy; she planned on creating the perfect court overseer, one that would easily manage the Colonial affairs and the Courts of Law. Imbuing her Emotions into this second Phylactery, Blue Diamond was born. The Empire would continue in this vein for some time, Yellow Diamond would destroy planets to create Colonies, Blue Diamond would establish leadership to maintain order in these Colonies, and White Diamond would oversee everything else. However, this was far from her desired Perfection, for as she looked upon Yellow and Blue, she no longer possessed their Emotions and yet still felt traces of other Emotions take root in her heart. Rage was replaced with Calm, Aggression replaced by Doubt, Reason replaced by Spontaneity, and Empathy replaced with Sentimentality. White knew that she shouldn't even be feeling these other Emotions and struggled to find the root cause of them, elsewise all of her work would have been for naught. And out of a sense of desperation, White Diamond would create one last Phylactery, carved from Bronze to be imbued by Fire that would house the last traces of Emotion still present within White Diamond. However in this act of creating a "Red Diamond", White suffered a minor attack by herself and her Emotions raging a war with themselves within her mind. The conflict was brief from the outside, but within it had lasted for what felt like eternity to White Diamond as she imagined Nebulae collapsing into Stars before exploding in supernovas and devolving into Black Holes that evaporated into nothingness. This agonizing moment was powerful and highly-distracting to White as she created this last Diamond to solve her desperate problem. When White Diamond regained consciousness, she felt within her for any trace of Emotion still left and barely found anything that would be viable. But as she turned to see a brilliant glow emanating from what she thought would be the Red Diamond, instead she beheld a Brilliant-Cut gemstone near-identical to her own that shined with a light that while in Red was also mixed by white as well. This was the Birth of Pink Diamond, created from Compassion and Love, and unknowingly to the other Diamonds, was secretly far stronger than any of them because of the very nature of her Emotions: Rage and Aggression can only take one so far, and Reason and Empathy could lead to an understanding, but Compassion and Love itself is self-driven and possessing the capacity to evolve over the time that passes. However without the emotional capacity, and due to her birth being completed in an act of desperation rather than necessity towards the Empire, White had no clue _what_ she wanted to have Pink Diamond made to oversee. For the time, Pink would have been a Diamond made without any given purpose...

[@Just_Enerii]

BRO REALLY WROTE A WHOLE ESSAY 🤯

[@CoopersCrazy]

I think this is the first time I've actually felt bad for White Diamond. I've got tears brimming in my eyes, how dare you

[@jam7899]

This is one of the best early Christmas gifts ever!

[@egg5802]

I do like that the side of herself she sees as a god is blind. It’s that kind of symbolism that makes me like comics such as this one.

[@thegoldenaquarius96]

Wow... This is so impressive and powerful. The Jekyll-and-Hyde like conflict, White's painful perfectionism, and her inner struggle... I love how you handled all these themes in this comic. Reminds me of the 'Cost of the Crown' song. Also, I liked how you drew White in some angles, making her look small and weak, despite her actually being the tallest gem at Homeworld. Great work. I wish to see more))

[@dorianwynn98]

Painful perfectionism of White Diamond.

[@Dr.ruby7LT]

I should say that W. Diamond needs to see a therapist. A therapist for gems and diamonds too.

[@Creatorsan]

I have OC diamond's who are a therapist and a docter.. it's mostly because I have mental issues though.. if i think about my OC's everything will be alright.. I even have a disturbing theory on how if Nora exists when I dream.. *Sigh* i guess I'm just that one weird person who day dreams about other non existent diamonds that look like a dragon and a unicorn.. and maybe a cat.. :/

[@hatguyfan22]

YAAAAY A NEW VIDEO!! I love this one of White Diamond battling herself. Her nurturing and mean side are one-part of her. She has to learn to balance them out but it seems her mean side takes over more often. That Sapphire was gorgeous btw! The way you draw White Diamond is also beautiful. I love it!! (Especially her eyes and lips and hair!)

[@lilyai4062]

*HMMMMM.....* as i've seen in the official show, White diamond is the most merciless Diamond in all of them. She wouldn't cry over a pathetic defective sapphire. For me, she would just get a new one.

[@strawber3seal_77]

😭😭😭😭😭😭😤😭😤😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@CrimesAgainstHuFranity]

I'm from the future, and I must say holy shit She is Grandma with a noodle child

[@lilyai4062]

@@CrimesAgainstHuFranity Holy fucc yes 😂

[@efaristi9737]

or tried to fix her first. White is not that dense to forfait a gem because of a accident, especially since they have facilities that can healed gems (remember Shell?). she's far too pragmatic to destroyed a adequat gem because of a problem that can be fixed.

[@sweetginger4448]

White Diamond is so beautiful!!!

[@carleysplace8596]

I really liked how you split white into two characters like her conscious and herself, it made white's dynamic really interesting

[@misscaution704]

Omg it’s like a soap oprea here!

[@tashfireopal]

For me, is like pink diamond influencing her in some way(?) Pink and White; White and Pink Lovely and kind, narcissist and selfish... Pure, diamonds, but one thinks she is a god, the other not... It's quite sad, actually... Sorry for my bad english, I'm spanish ^w^'

[@tastybubbles4805]

Tash FireOpal That was actually bra

[@tastybubbles4805]

Tash FireOpal beautiful **

[@tashfireopal]

That too xD

[@efaristi9737]

it's not hard to think yourself as a god when you are the most powerful being around and that in addition you are the size of a skyscraper.

[@tashfireopal]

Reading now I can see that the descriptions are not exactly... correct. But my point stands. And even better, both can be what the other was or will be. More than gods, I think the Diamonds are connected sentient beings in a different way than other gems, like a different level? But years of history and everything changed them and their vision plus their beliefs(?), and not exactly for the better. And it will take time for them to be redeemed (maybe it won't even happened, which isn't a surprise; despite what others might think, Rebecca didn't really redeemed them, she just made them... maleable I suppose. Controlled, and given time they maybe will see things differently, hopefully) I don't know, but that's how I see things now. Tho sometimes they do change (my opinion) (and the fact that they influence each other doesn't change; it just more complex than I thought initially ^w^')

[@stormbringer7773]

Was anyone else expecting Pink to show up and comfort White when she was crying?

[@Creatorsan]

I DID! white needs help. I hope we get the help she needs in later episodes!

[@DembiBrox]

If this ends up being the reason why she doesn't talk to anyone I will end up feeling sorry for her.

[@Aztazithedreamer]

White Diamond. Officially the most unstable and defected gem in the universe.

[@nakyum69]

I just finished The Yellow and pink one. My tears aint dry yet... and NOW THIS?

[@Creatorsan]

*when you want to be something your not.. and your scared of what you might do.. you don't know why your crying, the tears are there but do they have a meaning. All you want to do is escape but you can't show anyone your "weak" side or you'd be ridiculed and covered in gossip.. So what are you? A cold, frightening, shatterer or. In a wreck, nervous, or afraid of being ridiculed*

[@Creatorsan]

My best interpretation of this..

[@dorianwynn98]

Very very meaningful.

[@Creatorsan]

And yes. This can be for us as viewers too. (Can be put into our terms as well)

[@dorianwynn98]

White diamond's Feelings of Guilt Complex, Sense of failure and frustration including her Regrets and Insecurities of not being the perfect immortal diamond leader she thought she was.

[@devictorsilverio3327]

😢😢😢😢

[@majorhavoc5490]

And the funniest thing its, it was perfectly accurate to the actual ending.

[@sahasrak6834]

I AM SOOO GLAD YOU POSTED!!!!

[@darkerfun4632]

White diamond: I am not Me: gods don’t take life

[@Sylene774]

That's where you're wrong how come 2 cities were destroyed and the earth destroyed by flooding in the bible

[@valoz3707]

Darker Fun I don’t know, man... Noah’s Ark says otherwise.

[@shaharbura9478]

Me: peeps don't bring religion into it

[@PortalJay]

@@shaharbura9478 Indeed

[@darkspirit2503]

Darker Fun everyone thinks about Gods as perfect beings but the Bible and almost every mythology out there says otherwise Edit:in short no one is perfect even especially gods especially beings with power that makes them think themselves as gods.

[@jackofspades7852]

To me it seems like she is exhibiting symptoms of DID. The yelling contradicting thoughts out loud in a manner as such is a common thing that happens when an alter on the inside has a strong thought or feeling.

[@cheeseandtoasts2229]

DID stands for.??

[@jackofspades7852]

Watch the channel Entropy system they will explain it better than I do

[@milagrosnunez4690]

Wow.....this is so intense....poor white ...she force herself to be perfect....she literally have a internal fight with herself..she try be perfect and that is why she hide what she really is....that is why she ask herself "What am I?"

[@dorianwynn98]

White Diamond's feelings of immense Guilt complex, grief, sense of failure and frustration that She didn't have the will to face her fears and pain in order to save her daughter Pink Diamond. To become the perfect mother and leaders the gem wanted White Diamond to be and she did her best to become both. Apprently, White Diamonds feelings of Shame-rage-cycle, Guilt complex, Bitterness and Resentment of dwelling on her past mistakes is what made her into the Abusive Diamond in the first place.

[@vikingqueenjada4143]

This changes the way I see and think about white diamond😦 all she wanted was to save pink but..she couldn't. Poor white I feel really sad and bad for her😞

[@Creatorsan]

Before when pink was around she used to hang out more.. now she's a mess without her

[@dorianwynn98]

White Diamond Was consumed by her feelings of Regrets and Guilt complex for not saving Pink Diamond.

[@voidlesslove3123]

May I just say how much I adore this? I'm so glad someone else had similar ideas, please continue! It's the perfect dichotomy of the roles ´Queen who needs to lead with an iron fist´, and ´Someone with a heart, trying their best´. It seems like she's more than what meets the eye, more than a ¨perfect" being. It seems to lie beneath the facade, she's cracking, and doesn't know how long she will be able to keep it up. Thus, she lives in constant dread of when her mind will fail. As a ruler, all gems are looking up to her every move, and she recognizes this. One slip up could ruin her hard-earned reputation of an unbreakable goddess. If she fails, the whole empire goes down with her. So she keeps up the harsh rules, despite the moral lament. Often times she wonders how she could have done things differently, but in her mind, it's too late for that now. This is the paradox of White Diamond.

[@Creatorsan]

This needs more views! YOUR ART IS THE BEST!

[@Creatorsan]

I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THE LONGEST OF TIMES, MY SENSES ARE SHARPEND, EYES READY FOR VISUALS, AND ON THE FEELS TRAIN!

[@ltzteragacha3728]

Oh my god this is the best!! Pls make more I love it!!

[@FlutterRoze]

Omg!! This is amazing!! So pretty and we'll made!! ♡♡

[@toriartisticmarine3755]

Just so everyone knows, *No ones perfect or better then anyone, so there’s no need to feel worthless if your not ‘perfect’ and that someone is better then you, because it’s not true.* *Anyways, have a great day!*

[@gracepatterson9617]

AMAZING! Can’t wait for part 2! 💚

[@gambler942]

Part 2 must be the born of pink diamond who healed crack gems

[@fanofwhatever5920]

This was so pleasing to watch. You picked great music choices.

[@Etherealdevill]

I Love This! I Love All Of Your Artwork, Keep Up Dear💕

[@loulabell117]

WOW this is amazing and now I feel sorry for white

[@SlobodanStosic3069]

White's subconscious: Crazy evil Yellow D. side and carefull Pink D. side.... Haaha N I C E

[@wraith5352]

White: what am I? Everyone: Bipolar!

[@DiamondSparklz61]

hahaha

[@vanngoc5697]

aww, poor White :(( ,she can't talk with her self like that! I love her so much !!!!!!! If she stop that in the next ,or the next (next) episode, I'll crying all day !! 'cause ,I'm so glad for her .I promise ;)

[@libraxy8593]

White as perfect as any 💎 can be perfection is only idea a flaw makes anyone different and unique in every way

[@Mirakitchi]

White diamond looking thicc. I wonder im im the only one who is thinking that.

[@itstheannoyingnugget]

0:48 White: yellow is there something you want to tell me? Yellow: N-NO OF COURSE NOT IM SO FINE White: HM..*mind* I’m not stupid Ik she got to a Disco party 🎉 without my permission. Yellow: h-heh White: Did you go to a party without my permission THATS WHAT U WANTED TO TELL ME!? Yellow: :0 NOOOOOOOOOOO White: flip flop time...... Yellow: HELL NOOOOOOO

[@diala4975]

I liked the video before I even watched it. Seni, always take your time in drawing no matter how many Greedy people there are PUSHING you to hurry. :) Edit : The movements are too amazing.. Stahp! Jk :D. Continue you're amazingness!

[@kiratheusagiisworkshop5266]

If she had demons in her head twisting her to think that way, that would explain her behavior in the series.

[@BeounceRivera]

Pink is not perfect, but you allow her to live.

[@ladyphoenixslytherin]

Omg das ist so gut. Ich kann kaum auf den nächsten Teil warten

[@Whisper-Tunes]

Wow... You make me wanna comfort her and run screaming from her at the same time. Gee!

[@psychokitty9193]

I would have preferred this white diamond

[@shade_foxx]

Oh White, fighting your own mind is a burden and a constant battle... Sorry, this is how the video makes me feel, and I can relate

[@GlitteryTrashcan]

Well then, im just gonna go join white and cry as well. Great job hon.

[@charlottekatakuri4562]

Great job as always keep up the amazing work

[@Orto-jj2di]

Hmm. Guess Pink is one of the reasons white mother cant agree with her inner "perfect" self on how to do things. I pity her though Im glad that thats only pt 1 . Perhaps steven helps her afterwards.

[@mariamchitashvili9337]

that means that white does have a flaw and its the evil part of her but the evil part sometimes takes control and the real white regrets everything her evil part does

[@Ghost75654]

Yaaaay i am so happy!!!

[@crystalbroussard525]

Sorry I'm late...*coughs*,but late Merry Christmas!Also,that's such dark and interesting way of see White Diamond.I agree with it.Oh and...maybe that Sapphire could of lived..maybe...Anyway,also loved the work and our minds aren't that different.I mean,I also see White Diamond being split apart like that.I also thought of a timeline where Homeworld was a very different place when it was new and there were nine Diamonds from the start to lead Homeworld.(Five of them were ocs of mine)Pink Diamond became after the downfall of Homeworld.I mean sometime after the other five were shattered and the three Diamonds we know decided to turn Homeworld into what it is today and however long it's been this way.(Of course,everything else is difficult to explain so I'm just stopping here for now)

[@crystalbroussard525]

Oh plus,I also have ocs that live among Homeworld that are 'defective' as well and a timeline where everything almost completely different from the show.

[@haddynjie8137]

HALLELUJAH ANOTHER ONE

[@kosm1ic]

OMG you are such a good artist fr! PLEASE DO MORE PLZ

[@nightstarstarstormblade5804]

Please make a second one it was really good and sad!!

[@peridot7724]

Bitx this is perfect. Im só excited for part 2

[@HulittyJing]

This is absolutely fantastic

[@neverland5377]

I can't wait for part 2!!!!!

[@sweet_demonic_dreams4614]

I can't wait for the next part

[@ВалентиноНачев]

First things first:Merry Christmas.Second:It's been quite a lot of time since you last video but boy does it deserves the wait i see there is a improvement in the animation am I right ? and lastly great comic.

[@jaspspiritual8966]

💔omg this was intense....0_0 im shook

[@cameronlynch9649]

Ready for part 2😩😩😩💗

[@rosek1194]

Happy 10,000!

[@SeniLoko]

Thank you so much

[@rosek1194]

SeniLoko W

[@kaylasmith6080]

I love your art🎨💗

[@yellowdiamondveggie9938]

To me this episode represents peer pressure it's like her conscience are telling her that the rule she made had to be done but in the other hand she felt bad for not spearing the gem and wishes it never had to happen....I feel bad she had to deal with all that

[@strellagkeec1053]

Valió la pena aprender inglés básico :,v... Que hermosa historia, esperaré la 2da parte :,)

[@taylahmckinley6182]

Why am I always late?? What reason do I have to be LATE!? Anywhoooo...I enjoyed this

[@eliz3579]

More! More! More! That comic! I want A MORE COMIC MOREEE!

[@rileyd.6751]

I love your White D. please continue:(

[@lupan37]

ENOUGH , I AM SUBSCRIBING AND TURNING ON NOTIFICATIONS , ALL I CARE ABOUT IN LIFE NOW IS PART 2

[@somegem6344]

*implodes knowing that this is probably the best day ever*

[@aftonglitch471]

I feels so bad for white that she want to save her but evil side won't let her white diamond not really evil this one I love it 😊😇

[@user-Jay178]

Hi your work is amazing

[@SeniLoko]

Thank you :3

[@PortalJay]

I want White to sing Escapism now

[@MatCor-ty7zi]

"Heavy is the head that wears the crown."

[@ravenblades3987]

I love her heels tho

[@ladypossum1776]

I have no idea what's happening but I love this

[@jcccm3303]

Sapphire saying "yes" is a gamble,either white say she had predicted correctly so she will be identified as normal, therefore survive,or white say she predicted incorrectly,so she will be identified as defective, therefore get shattered(which is what happened). And since white is not happy with her, the latter would happen predictively. If she said no, paradox would be presented,and she would be shattered because she can't be doing that to her diamond. White is smart,she gave two options,but either way, sapphire has no luck.:(

[@voidlesslove3123]

Gosh I love how smart she is

[@user-wx2gn2iy1k]

Why is White Diamond lowkey thicc in this comic tho?

[@bluesight1195]

I love this, I want part 2😍❤

[@tinarytting3799]

Am I the only one who knew she had this side of her before watching the comic?

[@iwannabeacowboybaby8488]

I loved it so much!!

[@user-vk5vh4mq8k]

What if the mean side of White Diamond gets rid of the nicer side then puts that type of personality into Pink Diamond? Which would explain why Pink Diamond is so empathic towards others.

[@nataliebaker9213]

Yup

[@arthurjeremypearson]

dreams she's having in Era 3

[@b.a6525]

U seriously deserve more subs

[@bluerise2288]

I getting a Garnet vibe from this...

[@shyun0750]

Yeah

[@jessicacernoglo7100]

Hm where is the reboot van?

[@cupcakesweet7475]

Is it weird i like this better than the actual thing?

[@magicdreemurr3771]

When is part 2 of this gonna be out?

[@SlobodanStosic3069]

Finally something new

[@BD-pz9xb]

I honestly cannot wait for the next one. But are you still updating?

[@SeniLoko]

I´m not really active at the moment because I´m pretty busy :c but I still have many things planned for the future :3

[@DiamondAviator4]

@@SeniLoko are you dead?

[@mayaochoa4840]

Amazing work!