days after you left

demos recorded on one mic

[@seahorsechoke]

0:00 Motel 6 room 217 or something like that I hope these moments bring you warmth and comfort I hope it eats you up I hope it brings you to the floor You said you love me She loves you so fucking much She needs you what can you do She loves you so fucking much She left you right in the ground I never wanted this It just tears me down more And more and more I never wanted this I never wanted this I never wanted you to go 2:38 Hermosa please I am so desperate to get out of this room everything I had, you ate and now I just feel gloom endorphin filled, stomach filled I feel just doom just two years old still he asks just for you your father is sickly your mother doesn’t have a clue I tried I got it now Guide me through the broken hearts Through this tattered map Guide me through shallow hearts Through the shallow hearts Come back my love I wanted you I’ll never leave I’ll never run I got it now I got something you never wanted with your cigarette sized fingers just guide me through with each road that must be home my god if you love me my god if you left me my god if you hate me my god you’re still with me With your cigarette sized fingers 6:35 Head trauma car crash Say it never ever mattered Just breathe in out loud Say it never even mattered Just breathe in out loud I got you cigarettes and something for your head I hope everything that happens is enough To gun press the gas too hard Crash into a tree Come back to me Say it once Said it twice I got you in my mind “I tried” “you never gave me a chance” I tried to find me I gave you more of me Come back to me Love I am just so afraid Wait for you to come back Come back What can you do? Heart to the door

[@varo2brazy]

Need this on Spotify

[@ermitanosucio6790]

My boyfriend has left me for the ninth time. I feel nothing but sadness, loneliness and ill. I hope that you don't feel the same never. I loved this man since I've met him, almost 3 years from now. He promised not to, he really did. And yet, he didn't keep his promise. I scream his name in my sleep, even waking up my mother to calm me down without me knowing, because I have nightmares of him leaving. He said I'm a monster and don't deserve him. I stood at his side when he self-harmed himself. I stood at his side when he cheated. I stood at his side when he left me last time. I always stood. I always waited for him. I cheated because he asked me to have sex. I soaked my hands on mud and blood because of him. I lived because he allowed me to stood by his side and never ever could say he didn't love me. But he will never feel what I feel. He will never feel his whole word spin because I could come back a day or two to talk about stupid shit. He never felt the joy of me unblocking him just to say that I wanted to talk. He never felt the unholy sadness of behind left alone for months on end just for someone to mock him. He will never feel what I felt. Not in a million years. Not in his lifetime or the next. He'll never feel the love that I wanted to provide or the warmth of a hug on my end. He'll never want to, nor will he ever do. Because he doesn't love me.

[@petergoesbardownski]

hermosa

[@Leanworldbutfnimyworld]

Love love love

[@jeremyvlogs8214]

🤘🖤

[@madd7e]

yes.