I Was Slowly Losing Myself to Alcohol 😔 Until this Happened… (Testimony)

[@delafetestimonies]

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[@brianrowlands3538]

Answer to prayer power of prayer praise the Lord

[@melodywilliams3377]

Please pray that the Lord will deliver me from alcohol and cigarettes!😢😢😢😢

[@chezhaataja]

​@@melodywilliams3377 By your faith of asking, repent, turn away from sin and bury the old you in a watery grave (baptism) crucified with Christ washing away of all your sins and then be filled with The Holy Spirit with power 🔋 on fire 🔥 👏 praise Him and read His Word, go home and burn all your demonic stuff, books, movies , jewelry, clothing that is not pleasing to God. Pray and anoint your house 🏠 🙏 ✨️ may Jesus dispatch His Holy warrior and ministering angels around you and your home. Thy Kingdom come thy will be done! Acts 2:37-39 Now when they heard this, they were cut to the heart, and said to Peter and the rest of the apostles, “Men and brethren, what shall we do?” 38 Then Peter said to them, “Repent, and let every one of you be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ for the [a]remission of sins; and you shall receive the gift of the Holy Spirit. 39 For the promise is to you and to your children, and to all who are afar off, as many as the Lord our God will call.”

[@Jesus_my_redeemer]

@@melodywilliams3377…. Praying for you Melody ❤

[@Hef1414]

God delivered me from Alcoholism on Jan 1, 2021. almost been sober 2 years! God is great!

[@Mutsa]

Amen♥️

[@lailak482]

🎉🎉🎉❤

[@Spiritual144Israel]

Same bro.

[@whiteybopbop9232]

Amen

[@andybonguange1321]

Amen!

[@librathegod8399]

I Thank God for I been sober from Alcohol and Weed for 36 days. Some days it's hard, but I pray for strength and I am good afterwards. I'm praise my sister for making this video of salvation and how God help her conquer her demons.

[@hewhostaysgolden9312]

Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Stay strong

[@thekristenhutchinson]

I'm on my 3rd day 🙏🏼

[@librathegod8399]

@@thekristenhutchinson keep up the great work. It's hard not to drink especially if you have a had a a hard day. I was drinking every single day, and smoking weed every single day. May God help you over come this addiction, may God help you see that you are worthy of his love. I pray that he will help you not to listen to your thoughts, when they tell you it's ok it just one drink, when deep down inside you know once you start you won't drink just one. Keep up your fight that you are not alone. We are all struggling with alcoholism. May he strength you on the day that you feel you can't and you get that urge to drink. Have a wonderful day and amazing weekend!

[@thekristenhutchinson]

@@librathegod8399 I was drinking and smoking weed everyday too. Thank you so much, God bless you! He will carry us through ✝️🙏🏼

[@brendaharding8010]

Can I recommend AA to you ...

[@Theescapist_87]

Thank you for your testimony. I was in a similar position in my marriage. We were married 5 years and stuck in a toxic cycle when I left. 1 year later I was on my knees in a church begging God to make sense of my life and to fix my broken marriage if it was his will. A year and a half later my husband and I reconciled, I moved back into our home, and we are finally happy. I am at peace and I know that none of it would've been possible without the Lord.

[@trinigal8478]

Praise God

[@worshipprayer8165]

To everyone carrying a heavy heart in silence 😢..you'll be okay😇💜

[@janelleflagg7154]

Oh God thank you!

[@cryptfire3158]

i always have a problem when people say to everyone God forgives you, or God blesses you to a potential audience of many people that likely don't even know the Lord yet. Sure it's nice to think that way.. all smiles and rainbows.. but lets be realistic here: the gate is narrow and few there be that find it. I'm not saying it's a great burden to come to the Lord and a lot of work... almost the opposite rather, its the goodness of God that leads men to repentance. "Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." The Lord is a priceless gem for those that find him, and he adds no sorrow with his blessings.

[@donatonamusic]

“I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh.” - Ezekiel 36:26 ❤️‍🔥

[@rainforme1850]

Not quite sure what’s going on with my grandson but he lives on the street and has been totally messing up his life. I love this first because it’s my motto for him that God will make his stony heart soft

[@thearintelupdates]

this is an amazing verse, actually referenced it in one of my encounters with the Lord

[@eyeonhim3338]

I was just thinking about this scripture earlier and how Jesus transformed me

[@gwene.9912]

Amen 🙌🏾🙌🏾

[@ark198989]

Praise JESUS!!! 🙏🌹🤗🙌

[@loveandhope8885]

Thank you for your testimony ❤️ I was delivered 2/8/19 from alcohol. I was going down a dark path. One drunken night, I had a dream of very green grass and a blue sky, with a cross of light in the sky (replacing where the sun would be) I saw a pair of feet and heard Him say “I love you so much, Sara” and I responded “I love you so much” and woke up. At the time, I didn’t realize it was JESUS CHRIST ❤️ hallelujah! He freed me from alcohol a few days later and blessed me with my now fiancé who loves Jesus and hasn’t had a drop of alcohol in his life… odd or God? Definitely God ❤️🥰 Thank you Heavenly Father for your wonderful goodness, unconditional love, and mercy ❤️ praying for all those struggling.. God WILL SEE YOU THROUGH. He is with you through all things…good and bad. He will use the bad for the greater good and His glory. Amen! ❤️

[@sonarmotivation3]

Please, pray for my boyfriend too. He isn't an alcoholic but drinks more than he should and he doesn't know the Lord.

[@maricelacheverez6606]

Wow❤

[@user-jq8qw1mp6u]

❤ 🙏🔥 Amazing

[@stephaniepritchard310]

Amen this is pretty awesome

[@user-jq8qw1mp6u]

@@sonarmotivation3 Hi, and greetings from Norway 🇺🇸❣️🇳🇴 I really got worried fr you, when I read your reply here😮 Cos, as you probably already know (?) It is normally not good for you, to have a loving relationship with a non- beleiver when you belong to Jesus.. and he does’nt, at least for now. So if God has’nt really told you spesifically, that this man IS « sent to you» From GOD.. then PLS.. Take care of yourself in this « situation»… and seek advice, pray, etc before you know fr sure where « this is heading».. I really DON’T want you eventually getting really hurt etc cos of all this. So many of us has really « paid for» things like this. PLS, seek God 🔥🙏 Big warm « hug» from a sister in Christ. Blessings! ❣️

[@goldtopazasylum]

It's amazing how a demon can trap one into addiction so badly, but when we get saved by the Lord we know in our hearts we can never look back or go back, there is such a freedom, i was saved almost 5years ago, i drank here and there but mostly smoked like a chimney , cigarettes and weed day and night for 38 years, age 21 to 59, and got sick with pneumonia, it woke me up, but prior all i could think of was getting high, and now i can't even imagine doing that ever again, i hate the drug and the smells, i love the Lord for giving me a second chance, and will completely obey him and follow him and the bible.

[@goldtopazasylum]

Thank you for your testimony, God Bless you!

[@kekasmith7754]

Sunday will make 2weeks that i have not had a drink of alcohol. I honestly haven't wanted a drink but it is very discouraging when i tell my family or friends i'm done drinking and the only thing i hear is.. Yeah sure you are or yeah we'll see how long that last. Lord it is a true battle i have lost a lot i''ve been through a lot but i have been reading my bible daily and doing different thing with my kids trying to get our lives back on track. I know with Jesus all things are possible i could use a positive person on my side... thank you for your testimony

[@colleengetz3991]

I believe in you 😌🙏🏼🕊

[@Followthepath89]

I’m the same ….. but let them not lead you into temptation ❤ keep the faith

[@lailak482]

Don’t give up and remember alcohol is body eating spirits that helps me not drink no more !!❤ god bless and stay strong 😊

[@thekristenhutchinson]

Girl I am right there with you 🔥🙏🏼

[@regalhouseofjudah4668]

Don't share your journey & there's meetings online & over the phone that are absolutely great 👌🏽one day at a time. Don't explain yourself... using the phrase I'm good... repeatedly, period 😉 is helpful

[@Terra_Divina]

God waited for me for nearly 60 years!!! Always holding his hands over me! 🙏

[@wannawannaboo]

God is good! 💖💖

[@miraclesforus]

55 for me .

[@talulatree5297]

51, and I feel it happening🥹🙏❤️

[@juliecotter2258]

30

[@taqeemhilton]

You was an alcoholic for 60 years?

[@floraattiba7813]

I went through abortions, I was lost and drunk and filled with so many guilt and thought that I was nothing and had no value but Jesus came and he gave me Joy and love and peace and value ,I am born again with new identity, new love and new life andJesus is my best friend

[@JuanMendoza-qd5lm]

My stomach doesnt have the balls to become a daily alcoholic. I did used to have an issue with binge drinking though. Sometimes for 2 or 3 days at a time. I would buy 3 40oz bottles of Malt Liquor at night and just drink them before the sun rose. Wake up the next day and repeat 2 or 3 times. Until I was out money. 120 oz altogether. I was around 20-22 when it was real bad. I regret so many choices in my life. Only Jesus can help somebody like I used to be. People who havent been that low in the barrel cannot understand a statement like that... But its true.

[@GraceAndMercy322]

I completely understand and feel you brother, God bless you man 🙏

[@randyrstevens4403]

I'm struggling with alcohol, I hate it, can't stand it, I don't want it in my life. I have my good clean days, but then some little thing will trigger me. I have no more excuses. Please Jesus rescue me from myself. You said faith the size of a mustard seed will move my mountain. Jesus, you are my Lord God, and Savior. I ask that you help me with this mountain. In Jesus Holy Name Amen.

[@randyrstevens4403]

@Savedandsanctified GOD said, that He keeps our tears in a bottle. I pray He has a truck load of bottles, for when I get to Heaven, I pray He will give me the privilege to pour them out on my life, I was so unworthy to have. It's time's like this, you take inventory of your self, and see with humble surrender, you just saying you love Jesus, doesn't reflect on your actions, and walk in life. After 40 years saved, and walking with God, you turn the page, and see there's a new chapter, and it's a new walk from what you thought you had all figured out.

[@brendaharding8010]

Would you try the AA fellowship . The only requirement to join or show up is a desire to stop drinking.

[@regalhouseofjudah4668]

This kind goes by fasting and praying 💜💛

[@randyrstevens4403]

@@regalhouseofjudah4668 Amen, I totally agree, but I just loss my oldest daughter to suicide, and then my oldest son to drug overdose within a couple months. It's made me look into the mirror, and take inventory of myself. Thank my Lord Jesus the desire is fading away, and I haven't drank for a while now, and don't intend on it. Praise Jesus. God Bless.

[@regalhouseofjudah4668]

@@randyrstevens4403 Yes indeed Randy, I praise him with you 💜

[@kristianapoole9388]

Wow I needed this testimony. I related on every single level. From my relationship with my partner and that perpetual shame all through my life starting from childhood. I’ve recently come back to the Lord. And that shame was still there about what can i do so that I never fall away again. What can I do so the Lord isn’t far away? Even though I was the one that went away. But once I had that conviction, it was overwhelming how much I missed him and how long I had been away. Being reminded that he is patient and that he is still working on me. That he won’t turn away from me. That he waited for me all that time. Wow that was powerful. I could say so much. Literally this has me in tears. Thank you so much for sharing your testimony. You have no idea how much I needed this.

[@lindajohnson4204]

So many of us know this feeling of God being far away. What we can do is believe what He said about it, and seek His face. Psalm 22:11 Be not far from me; for trouble is near; for there is none to help. Psalm 22:19 But be not thou far from me, O LORD: O my strength, haste thee to help me. Psalm 27:9 Hide not thy face far from me; put not thy servant away in anger: thou hast been my help; leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation. Psalm 35:22 This thou hast seen, O LORD: keep not silence: O Lord, be not far from me. Psalm 71:12 O God, be not far from me: O my God, make haste for my help. Isaiah 46:13 I bring near my righteousness; it shall not be far off, and my salvation shall not tarry: and I will place salvation in Zion for Israel my glory. Acts 17:27 That they should seek the Lord, if haply they might feel after him, and find him, though he be not far from every one of us: We are far from Him, in our sinfulness, but He is not far from us! Think about that. Trusting Him is the best thing we can do.

[@sophiaisabelle027]

Alcoholism is a really serious problem. When troubled people gradually open up their hearts to the Lord, they will soon realize that there’s always a way out of the burdens they’re facing in their respective lives, through God’s guidance. I’m certain of the fact that this will be an insightful video. Best of luck to you, Delafe Testimonies.

[@christiegowonafolahan8553]

I am praying same for my husband. He's not only addicted to alcohol but Also gambling.. It's tough but I am trusting God for his salvation. Pray with me please.

[@TiffanyT-LaDolceVita]

@NonhyphenatedAmericanme too.

[@shalynn2577]

I'm 60 years old and your story was so me from the time I was 15 to the age of 59. I was always into something. But when I finally left my hometown and moved far away, I am on the right path and getting to know Jesus more and more. I got saved and baptized in 2017. I finally feel so good about myself. I love Jesus so much. Before I was baptized while still living in my hometown I was having relationship problems and was feeling sorry for myself, I got down on my knees and started praying. I was asking God what was wrong with me, why couldn't I keep a relationship. And at that moment He said to me... why have you been looking, when I've been here all along. That brought peace to me like you wouldn't believe. And I said ok Lord. I will seek you with my whole heart. So now that's what I'm doing. I still have a long way to go ,but I'm on my journey. I wish I would have done this years ago. This is the best relationship I've ever had, with Jesus Christ!!!

[@theharshtruthoutthere]

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[@lauraskorich8471]

Lots of similarities for me here! I also had an abortion when I was 18, got pregnant with my son at 25. My husband and I weren’t together at that point. We did get back together and end up marrying him and had my daughter! I also was a party girl and got hooked on harder drugs! Just got saved this year and I’m 35! ❤ thanks for sharing this

[@starlightakabane4686]

How is your marriage now

[@Legacykshort]

Delivered from alcohol & cocaine. 8/20/2020. Will He do it? Yes He will!

[@williemaejones9944]

YAY CONGRATS 👏BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST OVER YOU ❤

[@denisehayes2298]

Thank you Jesus!

[@nidaababyy420]

i’ve seen about 20 of these testimonies & this is the one that was almost exactly like mine struggle wise & always being in her head except that i was a HUGE people pleaser i felt like someone had to make me happy so i tried my hardest to keep people around. they would have to either abandon me or physically harm me to stop talkin to them. recently the lord has delivered me from mental thoughts & sadness. i’m so thankful & ready to go to church with this new mindset ❤

[@SheldonBrown567]

I was raised Catholic, but fell away from the faith in high school, and stayed away until I was 49 and moved into a haunted house. Every night I was tormented. Started reading my Bible every night for protection. I started going back to mass. Jesus came and revealed Himself to me. I signed up for evening classes to be confirmed. The good Lord removed three generational curses. I know go to mass two or three times a week, regularly visit the Lord in the Adoration Chapel, confession once or twice a month. And 5 years later I am still on fire for the good Lord Jesus!❤

[@debbieirl]

I used to drink all the time in my 20's till I would get blackout drunk from time to time and also when I was 30, 31. I praise God that I now only have wine with my meals once a week. However I pray to Jesus that if even that wine once a week displease Him then remove that desire from my heart. Thank you Jesus! 🥰

[@williemaejones9944]

BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST OVER YOU ❤ YAY CONGRATS

[@Godiswith_HER]

That was me too! 35 now and don’t drink any alcohol anymore at all ❤

[@huntercampbell25]

I love this Channel. Thank you for doing what you do. And thank you for this testimony! Jesus has delivered me from the prison of addiction as well and opened my eyes to so many things. Thank you Jesus! He’s always been with me. Through it all. Waiting on me to cry out and surrender. I relate to so many of these testimonies. I’m new to all this but trying to find a good church family in Memphis TN and a small group and just going all in. I’d appreciate any recommendations if anyone is from Memphis! Praise Jesus

[@mandirae9223]

Sis.... i DONT KNOW WHO would dare call you ugly... my goodness youre gorgeous!! JESUS BLESS YOU AND KEEP YOU!!! My demon was heroin. and i can relate to soooooooo much in your testimony!!! Isnt it amazing how every tiny little thing youve been through, good AND bad, HE FASHIONS INTO GLORY?? THANKYOU DEAR SISTER!!!

[@charlescharliecharlotte]

I had this situation of the friend growing up. My best friend was an older black girl who made fun of me, ostracized me for being a different race and eventually led me down a path of drugs and alcohol. I also had an abortion and drowned in shame, addiction and identity issues for so long. I really didn’t understand how it was all connected until it was too much to bear. Jesus healed all when I cried out to him and Gods immense mercy and grace turned my heart from ice cold stone into the softest piece of flesh ❤ I turned from sin that day and turned to God ever since. Beautiful testimony 🕊🕊

[@ChildOfGod832]

Cried of to Jesus November 8th 2020 I was set Free from Alcohol haven’t drank ever since… the same went for every other addiction in my life cigarettes, porn, weed, ext. GLORY TO GOD!

[@Gigi-dg9mu]

My God this testimony is literally speaking to me. Very similar story with mine. I recently got arrested for doing something stupid while drinking and had to ask for forgiveness and prayed my charges get dropped. The Lord answered and the charges were dropped. That experience sealed in my mind that alcohol truly is a conduct of evil to destroy you every way it can. He who lives in me is greater then he who is in this world 🌎

[@lailak482]

❤

[@williemaejones9944]

AMEN SISTER 🙌🙏HALLELUJAH PRAISE GOD I'M SO HAPPY GOD SAVE YOU BABYGIRL

[@pattriciacelline6568]

I can relate to her when she said : Little things that her friends said really affected her. I was so sensitive, and easily hurt over people comment. Even if people dont smile back at me. I was people pleaser and so insecure. It was so rough inside, because i went trough verbal abused from my family. But Jesus reallly broke all those things from me , and he processed me , and He even can use my life to blessed other, to preach, to do a lot of things that i never imagined i would. Jesus Christ is God and savior. He is real! Surrender your life to Him & let Him work through you!

[@rplep2012]

What a beautiful and touching testimony. It was very hard to hear about that woman abusing you, and I am sorry you went through that. I am sure that you have a certain understanding for others who are dealing with or recovering from abuse and ppl need someone like you to come along and help them.

[@Mutsa]

This testimony is God sent. Wow, I am completely wrecked. God is so so good. Thank you for this ministry.

[@natashasarasky2842]

Wow this blessed me thank you beautiful sister ! God is helping me through with what I really need to lay at his feet. I myself use to be a very heavy drinker. Drowned myself in drinking I relied on it heavily. To say I completely stopped drinking I would be lying I have slowed down completely definitely a chance and I don't do it anymore to escape anything I'm going through. God is still working on me and I know he will remove it all. Thank you for your boldness and honesty. God bless you❤️🙏

[@Joe-ix6sw]

Alcoholism is scary especially if you get cirrhosis of the liver 😢

[@natashasarasky2842]

@@Joe-ix6sw yes it is ! Its scary and can ruin your life

[@Joe-ix6sw]

@@natashasarasky2842 with Jesus change is possible 🙏

[@natashasarasky2842]

@@Joe-ix6sw Amen 🙏

[@emiemilia6219]

@@natashasarasky2842 The Lord is merciful, worthy to be praised. Just wanted to share a Psalm prayer to you from Prayer For You KZbin Channel: kzbin.info/www/bejne/sGeyhnudm6Z8fLs

[@Rob9mm]

Amen sister! I binge drank on weekends for 30 years but Jesus pulled me out of that 13 years ago and I have been on an evangelism team for 12, praise God!!!!!

[@PrincessAfrica3]

Amen praise Jesus Christ, brother. Jesus saved me from my addiction and depression 🙌🏾

[@myrtle-claireobonyo2195]

am praying for the same deliverance. So far so good. haven't touched a drop this year. I pray that finally the chains have been broken and I have been redeemed, in Jesus name and that I my be a living testimony to those I come into contact with...a beacon of light and hope

[@appleopps4540]

I had to break the generational curse of alcoholism off my life. I’m so grateful I did ❤ and man, I can relate to this testimony a lot but oh my goodness! I am so sorry that this happened to you! Can you imagine, an adult being jealous of a child?! Because that’s what was going on when that lady was being mean. You are gorgeous and I hate that someone made you feel otherwise

[@huntercampbell25]

Thank you so much for telling your story. I also had this spiritual awakening suddenly on September 27th and I haven’t been able to find words to explain it. There are so many doubters out there and I’ve had to learn that I don’t have to defend the change that God has done in me to them. I had been letting this get to me and God put this testimony in front of me. To help me hear the words I needed to hear. God is Great! All the time!! Thank you so much for telling your story!

[@onceuponabluemoonx3]

I’ve been struggling to find a testimony that I can somewhat relate to and feeling like I’m the only one in my position, praying to God to help me not feel alone. This testimony is his answer. Thank you. Your message has encouraged me and has answered the questions I had.

[@pearladams4817]

God waited for me for over 30 years. His love for me is incomprehensible. Thanks for the awesome testimony.

[@laurengomes8170]

Related so much to this. Insecurities, masking, people pleasing. Literally sitting here thinking, “me too!” 😲 But…Jesus. 🥰

[@belovedsoniathewriter]

I was delivered from alcohol in 2016. Thank you, Jesus! 🙌🏼🙌🏼

[@leahchetram9077]

“I Had To Empty You To Fill You” Wow That’s So True! Only Jesus Knows What We Go Through And Only He Can Fix The Broken Pieces, Only He Can Take The Broken Pieces And Make It Into Something Beautiful. This is A Beautiful Testimony. God Bless You All!❤

[@alexisflores5463]

Wow I've seen a lot of these testimonies but never has God wrecked me the way he did with this one. This is almost exactly my testimony and it's so beautiful to see the redemption in her marriage just as God redeemed mine too. 🙌

[@deja14]

Experiencing so many identity shifts and insecurities, I’m feeling as if Jesus is trying to speak to me in some way. This channel just popped up recently and I don’t watch any other Similar channels.. woke up to pray this morning out of nowhere and something said to just trust God to handle everything every single thing❤

[@antonio17877]

Que lindo testimonio - Dios te Bendiga!

[@MapleBoarder78]

I love Kristyna’s honesty. She is a very well spoken young woman who you can tell does a lot of deep and meaningful self reflection. I also love how you can see the Lord progressively working in her life over the course of years. Great testimony, thanks for sharing. ❤

[@kristynamartin1229]

Thank you so much! God bless you

[@lavishkynadie3874]

Her testimony was absolutely beautiful and very touching. May God continue to bless her and her family❤

[@saqhoward9670]

Glory to God I'm staying steadfast and fighting this craving for alcohol, by praying and reading the word and accepting the good and bad in my life! I've been tormented my entire life and I'm so over it!!! Jesus is healing me each day!!! I'm enjoying being sober.

[@CalmnessHeartsease]

*As a former alcoholic, I don’t see this as her losing herself to alcohol. U lose a lot being a slave in alcohol and go through a lot. I think the title should be different, shes mainly talking about relationships. I thought this would relate to me, but it doesn’t. Im still happy she came through in trusting God to restore her marriage*

[@freecain8247]

I can relate to her when it comes to the party scene and drinking I have been doing the same thing for 20 long years and hard to stop but I am trying to make a change with the help of the lord.

[@GraceAndMercy322]

Long as you keep trying He will help you 🙏

[@walkingbyfaith2885]

YOU can do ALL things through CHRIST,

[@wheatstonebridge]

How are you doing now

[@freecain8247]

@@wheatstonebridge after a little over a year of attending my local church I no longer desire to go to the clubs all I want to do now is find a good woman of God here and marry her I recently have been taking to a good woman who is on fire for god and hope Jesus allows her to be my wife I have been praying daily.

[@almapajevega1448]

How great is our GOD it was an amazing testimony He waited for us Hallelujah!! we have to feel empty for GOD to fill us GOD LOVES YOU

[@selenagomez12358]

Dear girl. You are so loved. ❤ Beautiful testimony. "We have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this unsurpassing power is from the Lord and not us." 2 Cor. At almost 60 I know this. It is true of you and me. Every day I need the Holy Spirit. "Lean on Him. The redemption process looks different for everyone." So well said. Hugging you with all my heart. ❤ You give me hope for my adult children.

[@emmanuelchacon9967]

Our thoughts are not ours, demons can speak thoughts, when a person in Christ believes that now we can take control of our thoughts and be free

[@miguellogistics984]

A concerted and focused individual. Her point about saying the prayer every week at church reminds me of the more spoken issues in the Christian Rock Band in the late 80's was "What is happening that so many times we might play at a particular place and the same people come forward on the Invitation of Salvation?" Certainly we are all broken people, and perhaps there are some people who are innocently seeking the return of some feeling that they had when CHRIST saved them, and there seemed to be some who are wanting to be seen. The problem of pretenses and then, the root of it all, that the Gospel of many churches is not the simple Gospel of CHRIST of John 3 of the King James BIble. Christina seemed to discover that she had carried so much unforgiveness for herself, that she would definitely not be able to forgive the man who does love her, until...until...until...11 years JESUS waited for her. 11 years of unconditional love to teach her forgiveness. So students are slow (guilty as charged!), and some take 11 years. Great Channel. Great Production. Excellent selection of people.

[@marizibrahim6641]

those testimonies helped me so much. with alot of stuff in my childhood and till recently , I thought It was imagination or just me making things up. untill you interviewed people who had the same experience. it helped tremendously. I appreciate also people sharing struggles in their childhood even when they came from christian families, It helped me so much how to be better parent. appreciate all the effort behind those videos .

[@shirleysays0129]

I see a lot of similarities in my life but my parents didn't treat me right also so I put up with a lot for longer thinking this is just how it is. 2013 I just exploded. I stopped trying to people please. I still hold my tongue because I don't want to upset my walk with God. God is slowly changing things for me. I didn't know that he could do that. I didn't know that I could have that kind of relationship with him. I didn't know that I could come to him with everything even minor details. He showed me what unselfish love was. It was something I needed but never saw or thought was possible. I trust in God alone.

[@eternalwordofgod]

Such a great testimony with incredibly relevant insights about identity. So many people are going to be touched by your story. Thank you.

[@anyapavlenko9981]

I don’t know why but as I’m watching this I feel really heavy. I feel confused. I have ptsd so I think I’m having flashbacks. Like a lot of negative energy inside my head from all the abuse I’ve lived thru. I feel scared. I’m not sure how to deal with this fear, it’s paralyzing. I just hear all the negativity that I was told how I’m nobody and never be anybody, that I’m worthless and no one cares about me. I feel angry inside, really really angry at all those people who hurt me then. I don’t know what to do with this anger. I’ve been praying for a while now to be able to forgive those people but it’s very difficult. My heart feels like it has a scab on it and it’s about to be peeled off and all the blood will start showing. It feels terrifying. I’m scared to feel all that pain again. I’m really really scared. God send someone to help me.

[@samuelnewman8021]

Hi Christina, that was an amazing testimonial. I glad you have that 'peace' which comes from a deep relationship you have with Jesus...I have it too. This testimony will help thousands!!! Thank you for sharing. God Bless You and your family 🙏

[@yariz7023]

This testimony impacted me on such a different level because of the deep relation to this. From the bullying , those feelings of shutting down, even the exact age and grades. It just opens your eyes to so much of what God does in helping you see your identity in him. Love this testimony.

[@shareacrowell7432]

Wow...I can relate to this testimony so much. We went through a lot of the same things, including a problem with alcohol and I got a divorce and re-married. I still have some moments where I drink but lately I haven't. I haven't fully been delivered from alcoholism yet but I've been praying for God to help me and I know He'll help me through it.

[@servantsofchristevangelism3193]

Cut it off ..... Jesus will help you meet him halfway though

[@shareacrowell7432]

@@servantsofchristevangelism3193 I believe he will. I haven't drank in a week and I'm going to try and keep it up. I read everyday and pray to the Lord consistently throughout the day. I know He's got me 😊 Thank you for the kind words!

[@servantsofchristevangelism3193]

@@shareacrowell7432 praise God sister Jesus is amazing and gives victory continue to live in the spirit and resist the flesh, the word is definitely a key part . Love you !God bless!

[@RitaWil]

She ended up not getting divorced and worked the relationship out. Praise God!

[@shareacrowell7432]

@@RitaWil Oh yeah I know I was just mentioning that I wanted a divorce too but I went through with mine. I'm so glad God restored her marriage. I wasn't a believer when I got my divorce so I didn't know any better.

[@PJCE15]

wow this one hit me hard. theres so much of this i can relate to. Praise God for Him being so gentle with us. Hes always with us even when we feel completely alone. Praise God, He is SO GOOD.

[@julianmorales3743]

I just stopped drinking this year I started drinking at 13 I'm 22 now been out of prison for almost a year now don't smoke tobacco or nicotine products don't do alcohol ether it's literally rare for me to even take a sip of anything with alcohol in it now a days been off parole 5 months now🙏💯💪

[@shy3805]

👍❤️

[@shalynn2577]

Anyone who struggles with alcohol, remember, it's called spirits for a reason. Seek Jesus. I pray that anyone watching this will call on the Lord Jesus Christ...He's waiting.

[@lailak482]

Yeah i use to bring alcohol in water bottle w my best friend in hs I was a legit alcoholic I didn’t even realize until I got drunk w my friends downtown and I legit started to black out and passed starting talking to god saying omg 😳 I’m about to die what is my mom going to say god omggg .!!!!! I thought I died !!!!!!!!! After that I realized what I was covering up and worked my trauma out with yahshua and grew closer to him ever since I DONT drink Alcohol ✂️✂️✂️no more body eating spirits Yes crazy I kinda had the same story GOD WILL DEFINITELY NEVER GIVE UP ON U TO GUIDE YOU PN THE RIGHT PATH … I’m forever grateful for that to happen to me so now I’m close to god and I don’t drink at all 😊😇❤ GOD BLESS EVERYONE I see most can relate STAY STRONG EVEN IF U SLIP GOD WILL BE RIGHT THERE 💙

[@msTia1220]

Same, I would bring a water bottle of tequila everywhere 🤦🏾‍♀️hs and all throughout my 20s.. I can’t believe I use to do that

[@valerieorozco7061]

This message was for me!!! I'm going to keep fighting for my marriage. Powerful testimony ❤ My husband and I have been living apart for 9 months. I surrender

[@Xs_22]

I relate to your testimony so well. Such a touching, amazing testimony! Thank you for sharing it with the world. God Bless you Sister in Christ! 🙌🏼🙏🏼🙌🏼

[@larianyoyola1311]

I’m very far from an alcoholic but I always since I was little was very self conscious. I always feel extreme discomfort around people because I always felt ugly. Just not pretty at all. I literally avoided looking in the mirror in the bathroom at school because I felt so ugly and uncomfortable in my own skin. I felt like no one liked me and I wasn’t popular because I just wasn’t pretty. I still feel that way but from 1-100 it’s like a 3 now.

[@Rileyed]

Remember humility isn’t thinking more or less of self. It is thinking nothing of self. That’s the cross. How we get free from our flesh/self conscious nature.

[@elviramoran1484]

This girl needs to go to schools and speak to the youth. Even home school co-ops would benefit.

[@famulan9235]

I feel like God answered some of my questions through this testimony 🙏🕊

[@kathryncollings9421]

Even if you don’t have faith, from my experience, you can ask for it…. I’ve usually had this prayer answered quickly many times. And if you say, you have to have faith according to scripture, I agree… absolutely… but it’s listed as one of the fruits of the Spirit!

[@NathalieSnip]

You can drink red wine as long as you discipline yourself of not becoming a drunk or alcoholic.😊

[@anitaledesma519]

Amazing powerful testimony Sister, God bless you and your family thank you for sharing

[@BritTellstheTruth]

Thank you for your testimony. I can relate to the people-pleasing, drinking to escape and suppressing emotions sounds a lot like my past self! I never got married but I just ended a relationship. I surrender it all to Christ. I have hope that whatever happens, I’ll be ok with Christ. ❤

[@lorrainelopez8096]

Such a beautiful testimony, it hit me and made me tear up a few times lol. I’m happy you have a beautiful relationship with God and he fixed your marriage💖. I wish you all the beautiful blessings God has in store for you ✨🙏🏽

[@jogojustice07]

I welcome you all in to the kingdom of God. International Version And hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us. 17 For the kingdom of God is not meat and drink; but righteousness, and peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost. Amen brothers and sisters 🙏 🙌 ❤️ 💯 👏

[@mamirosi23]

Isn’t it awesome how God sends people to us to give us a message. They were obedient to God! Amen.

[@aaliyahbuggg]

Her problems with alcohol is what I'm dealing with now. It makes me confident. I don't drink until I'm blackout drunk, but I know it's still not good to rely on it.

[@MillennialMountainMama]

After I was sexually abused and assaulted as a child I turned to alcohol to numb the pain. I have liver damage. Please pray for me.

[@regalhouseofjudah4668]

May the Lord's word be a lamp unto your feet & a light unto your path. His mercy is brand new everyday and his grace is sufficient. He anoints our head with oil & our cups run over. He makes us to lie downin green pastures. He hasn't given us a spirit of fear, but love, power & a sound mind. His rod & his staff comforts us. A broken & contrite spirit he will not turn away. He is near the broken hearted. His angels encamp around those who fear him. Jesus became a curse for us. The chastisement of our peace was laid upon him. By his stripes we are healed (childhood trauma included). I pray for the whole armor of God upon you & the fruit of his spirit. We overcome by the blood of the lamb and the word of our testimony. In Jesus name we pray amen.

[@MillennialMountainMama]

@@regalhouseofjudah4668 Thank you God bless you

[@kendraclark804]

What are the steps that you are doing now to heal your body, mind, and spirit?

[@116nerd]

I feel like so many Christian’s are held by the law of the church from the older days. “We don’t talk about our feelings, we’re men. We just do as commanded.” There preach but have give no understanding. I’ve heard so many Christians who struggle with identity in Christ and the daily applications of God’s love, that so many feel constantly condemn for sins they committed that Jesus already forgave them for. We as the church really need to step up and not just preach but teach how to forgive ourselves, to love ourselves and accept our identity in Christ. We are not backslidden, or unredeemable, or unloved because we struggle with a certain sin in our lives.

[@116nerd]

@Delafetestimonies499 is this a spam comment ?

[@cristymcause7296]

I appreciate it so much when people share their testimonials!! What a great testimony!!!

[@Hummmingalong]

I'm in the middle of watching this and can identify with sooooo many aspects of her testimony. Thank you for sharing, thank you for your vulnerability, thank you for your courage. You are touching many lives in sharing your journey; they overcame by the blood of he Lamb and the word of their testimony. Praise You Jesus 💗 You're a beautiful woman Kristyna God bless you dear one

[@shannonjohnson7657]

Your testimony sounds a lot like mine. Stay strong sis. Everything will be alright 🙏🏾

[@ivastewart7106]

YOU GOT MARRIED ON THE SAME DAY ME AND MY WIFE DID, JULY 31, 24 YEARS AGO, MARRIAGE IS NOT EASY, IF ANYONE TELLS YOU IT IS, IT'S BECAUSE THEY DON'T HAVE ONE, PLEASE KEEP YOUR FAITH SISTER AND GOD BLESS YOU. POPE IVA. 🕊🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕊

[@snowflakeamber04]

Thank you for sharing your testimony I have a similar story myself, my husband and I surrendered our lives and got baptized then married 2 years ago. He continues to leads us and surprise us when we least expect it. 🙌🏼🙏🏼

[@America12412]

Glory to God ..Jesus loves you!! ❤yes YOU!! God is good 😃All The time ( consistent ) everlasting . Thank you for you testimony sis Christina ❤

[@colettemallory3813]

I don't know how I found this video, but it and your testimony captivated me. Maybe God is drawing me back to Himself.

[@thelowkeyuser]

We need a "Who is Jesus to you?" Compilation

[@secko13]

We should hear her husband's testimony as well, that would be cool to hear both sides of the story.

[@tiasunep9977]

I'm 28 now please pray for me to deliver from sin.

[@kendraclark804]

You have to pray and believe and search ans study God. He is real as what you see in front of you right now.

[@nmorto2013]

Idk how to feel the part about marriage. I am legal married but we aren't together. He has demons and I feel God took me away from the marriage bc I had him as an idol. And he cheated and abusive to me and have sex addiction and gay and Trans sex/porn. 7.5 years. I pray and pray and he refuse the Lord won't goto church so I think I'm not suppose to be marry to him. It's also his second marriage and my first idk but her talking about her marriage made me feel something. But everytime I pray my marriage got worse so I gave it up and walk away bc I feel that's what God tell me to do. He's moving across country for the second time, he left me in July 2019 for a year and came back and never got any better. And i commit adultery during our separation so I feel like it's severed for real now. I'm not in adultery anymore and I did repent. But he didn't divorce me yet and I haven't because I don't have the money yet. Someone said to me maybe he holding onto you and why would they say thay bc we was talking about Jesus??? To abuse me more and lead me away from God and I constantly have to fight demons from him. And the last argument we had [he keeps weapons gun with hollow points, machete, knives, etc we are both combat veterans] I kept hearing voices say kill him kill him and it was naming the weapons and everything so I left and I've never been back to his house. And he just have try other ways to agitate me over the time til he leaves [he leave March 3] but I just don't engage, so he chilled out on it, it's basically no contact except coparenting. BUT idk it made me feel something when she talk about her reconciliation. I do think divorce is sin but we both have grounds for divorce before God. Also I relate to her about asking if I'm saved. I always been in church and love God and I don't know when to say I got saved [I have bad memory from mental traumas so memory ain't my strong suit]. But anyways am I not saved? I belive I am but something tells me I'm not. Maybe that's the devil. And I can say so much things I have stopped and still stopping. Like when I commit adultery I stop hanging with that person bc I had a dream and when I woke he was awake watching me and start laughing saying I called him the devil. And I went a couple times after just as a friend tho no sex or anything and he drove drunk with me and when we got home he pass out and I realize how close to hell I was. I repent and I haven't been back there since and I stop text. I realize that even though my spouse and I been broken up since end of May I still violate God word. Good thing is I know bc I violate I can never marry again and I truly don't want to I never wanted to marry In the first place. Idk just pray for me bc I feel lost but I hold Jesus so dear to my heart even thru this lost time. I also deal with grief and so much other things too. Anyways I'm praying God show me and don't let me get confuse bc I don't wanna do wrong nor displease Him. Amen.

[@jaynefranzinoromero5877]

Such a comforting and inspiring story. ✨️

[@crystal5853]

Amen sister thank you for your testimony 🙏🏽✝️

[@JesusismyKingNL]

God bless you and your marriage, thank you for your testimony🌺🐦

[@jinelwhiteside1545]

God relieved me of my alcoholism and addiction on 4/14/2019

[@misssonyalee6159]

❤️🙏🏽

[@SheLives4Jesus]

I would love to share my testimony on here. God has been so good 👍🏾

[@chezhaataja]

Jesus delivered me in 2015. I buried the old 👴 man in a watery grave in Jesus name and 3days later my wife 👉 points at me and says it's either me or the alcohol 🍸 and that is poison to us and she said go look at yourself in the 🪞 mirror and she slammed the door 🚪 and she went to work and I fell on my knees on my bedroom floor and I cried out to God and I fervently prayed. A few months later for some stupid reason I gave in on temptations and I bought a 6pack of beer and a bottle of wine and I drag it all and my wife was furious when she got home, she was so 😡 upset. So the next morning I was so hungover and we had to leave for camp hours away at a Christian music festival and so we went and we had a good time but I felt this awful guilt for drinking . On our way home there was a Sunday evening revival service at our church and we were debating if we should go or not because we were sun burned and tired and we just wanted to get home but we still went to the service and there was a evangelist preaching and then there was a alter call and when we walked up on the alter we began to pray and worship God and I started smelling cedarwood strong and then I noticed the women laughing to the right side of the alter so I walked over there to see what's funny and one of the women told my wife to touch my belly as I was worshipping God and when she touched my belly I felt the supernatural power of God, like electricity (power from on High) it supercharged me and I was laughing so hard and weeping tears of joy and I felt the joy multiplied in my chest thick and I was drunk in the Spirit on Heavenly wine and I prayed in the Spirit and I kept on praising God and I didn't want to stop and when everyone was seated my wife put my hands together and said it's time to stop and I was so relieved and I was definitely delivered from many years of alcoholism , porn, anger. I can't believe the things I did before this deliverance. I was a walking dead 🧟‍♀️ hurting others.. now it's Loving God and others. All Glory to God for it all. Hallelujah Jesus

[@adriedrake8605]

Hallelujah Praise God!!✝️ I'd tell my story but it's just so long! I was raised pentecostal! Rebuilding my relationship with our Lord Jesus Christ is the MOST peace I've felt in years!

[@anastasialaboy6721]

These testimonies are so encouraging such a blessing to me I relate to a lot of insecurities in my life and her testimony and I love that Jesus had to empty us out to know that we need to be filled with him thank you Jesus

[@jesus-is-rad9684]

PLEASE GET ME ON HERE!! I HAVE A TESTIMONY THAT WILL TEAR DOWN WALLS AND STRONGHOLDS! I HAVE TO TELL THE WORLD!! PLEASE GET ME ON HERE IN JESUS CHRISTS NAME!!! I HAVE TO GET OUT HERE AND SHARE MY TESTIMONY!! GODS USING ME IN MY LIFE AND HES REACHING SO MANY PEOPLE THROUGH ME! ALL GLORY AND THANKS AND PRAISE TO JESUS! MY TESTIMONY WILL HELP SO SO SOOOO MANY, I HUMBLY ASK THAT ANYBODY WHO SEES THIS TO HELP ME GET ON HERE!! PLEASE! I HAVE TO SHARE MY TESTIMONY WITH THE WORLD! I am nothing but a sinner, who God saved to use for his only glory. Please get me on here so that God can be further glorified! So that captives can be set free!!! Jesus help this to happen! Amen

[@baalperatsym4697]

Thank you Christina, truly blessed by your testimony. Thanks for transparency. I tried to share with my class colleagues that people can be redeemed from alcohol and substance abuse and they kept telling me the brain is damaged but I knew in my heart God can, so thank you.

[@2595chris]

When we repent, no matter how bad, God forgives and never remembers our sin again! Our identity in Christ is the only and the best identity to have! We’re save by Grace alone! He’s forever faithful Father! 🙏❤️. God bless you.

[@saquitawilliams5659]

❤️ GOD, has delivered me from drinking and smoking. I thought God could never love someone like me, until I got saved. He has been leading me every step of the way now.

[@TruthinJesus12]

Jesus sacrificed for our sin on the cross,he is God. Thanks for Jesus❤