Did Getting Top Surgery Change My Mind About Going On Testosterone? [Nonbinary Transgender]

[@izagutowska8316]

hey, I wanted to say thank you for posting. as a nonbinary person who’s currently on low dose testosterone (around 1,5 years in), it’s really helpful to see someone who may feel similarly to me. I’m trying to achieve a kind of androgyny that feels right to me and I’m not fully there yet, but it’s great to see someone who is:)

[@honeydew632]

if you were to make a video on your hysterectomy experience, i'd benefit a lot from that! i'm planning on getting one in the next five years. i'm agender, and i also want to present androgynously, though leaning a little more masculine at the moment due to being perceived too feminine for my liking.

[@FinntasticMrFox]

Dysphoria can be such a layered thing, stuff that never felt like a problem seems to reveal itself as other steps are taken. Really glad you're doing what feels right and more affirming for you. 💙

[@past-lifechemist1199]

Thank you so much for talking about your experience! My path seems to have been pretty similar so far and I'm currently at the post top surgery crossroads forced to reevaluate how I feel about hormones and whether I can really be okay without them. You really helped me organize my thoughts.

[@mxaugust1364]

I'm glad you found it helpful! Compared to top surgery and hysterectomy, going on T was a much harder decision for me to make, and I spent a *lot* of time scouring social media for accounts from people with similar experiences when I was still uncertain.

[@nikosaurr]

This is really helpful!! I'm currently struggling to understand my gender identity (for years I thought I was ftm or demiboy, now Im not so sure) so this definitely gave me some insight and helped me reflect :) thank you so much for sharing!! If you can and/or wish to, I'd be interested in hearing about the hysterectomy, since I'm also considering possibly having one in the future :D thank you so much ^^

[@mxaugust1364]

I'm glad you got some use out of the video! I'll aim to get a video done about my hysterectomy sometime in the next few weeks :)

[@Tea-jk8hm]

This helped me with my thoughts on how I want to present and be perceived. Thank you.

[@harper5378]

hey thanks for this! I'm battling my gender still, and as a mid twenties person it weirdly feels like the clock is ticking and I gotta make a decision now, lol. I've been mostly watching more binary transmasc stuff for some reason, even as a non binary transmasc, and it never feels quite right. This feels more right, I think! Time for further deliberations. Thanks again, and you look great, I like your style and your hair!

[@d3lta_p]

as a trans girl i just wanna say you look really cool :) good video

[@mxaugust1364]

Thank you! :)

[@rlynn6658]

Thanks for sharing your experiences. You have such an interesting and unique combination of attributes. It seems very obvious that you've done a lot of work to find your true inner self and it really manifests in a very calm way. Nice to listen to. Thanks again.