Difference On And Off Medication

[@yepsirree]

Im sorry for your dog bro. Loosing a pet is hard... when my dog died i cried everyday for over a week (i'm not a big crier). thanks for posting the video

[@simm1992]

It's always good to see you, my condolences on the passing of your Dog.

[@gabriellabbranchet]

Hello. I just discovered your channel. You are sooo brave. I wish I had discovered this earlier so I could just show it to my very dear uncle who died last year. He had schizophrenia and he was having a manic episode plus high levels of anxiety where he would go out and walk around... He walked 11 miles on a very hot day and dehydrated, had a convulsion and died in front of the apartment that I rented bf I left the country (by the time he died I had been for almost 2 years out of the country). I can't help thinking he went there looking for me bc he somehow think I was still there... I miss him so much. I would have given anything for him to find ease of mind, he deserved better. You deserve better. Now I look at you and see you so aware of what goes about schizophrenia and you seem just such a BEAUTIFUL person. Hope you have a wonderful and meaningful life. You deserve it. And never ever forget there are people who LOVE you DEEPLY and care for you.

[@daviskel]

Been on anti-psych meds for the past 15+ yrs for Bi-Polar Dep w/ both Suicidal & Homicidal thoughts. Been in hospital. 4x w/ Delusions & Hallucinations. I feel your pain of trying to tell what's real or not.

[@freezkeer]

have you ever skated, surfed, skied, snowboarded, biked, hike, climb, done any martial arts or any other physical sport you can do alone? i remember you saying you were good at sports. i feel like you might benefit from some kind of physical outdoor activity to express yourself and help build up more self-confidence as well as get you outside of your mind. along with music, it really helps me to phase out my voices without any meds. and my new kitty i just found when i was out riding, also helps a lot too with matters of the heart, and the responsibility of taking care of her. you`re still so young, it seems like such a waste for you to spend your life so afraid and debilitated by fear and medication. there must be things you would like to do. i understand how you feel. i have felt the same way too. a lot of fear, anxiety, doubt, insecurity, negative thinking, lack of energy and motivation, etc... it`s extremely hard to break out of. but i think you should try to get out there, fuck the haters and the voices, break free of all that bullshit and do what excites and inspires you.

[@freezkeer]

it`s not illegal to suggest trying to do things to improve your situation. the science of psychiatry and psychology have done more harm than good in my own personal experience. i don`t think it`s right to force anything on anyone but someone or something forced their way into our minds. it`s our choice how we choose to deal with it in the end. no meds, plenty of exercise, nature and "positivity" are what works better for me.

[@xanderphelan1865]

@@freezkeer do they seem like real people to you?

[@freezkeer]

@@xanderphelan1865 they sound like real people, but what they do is not humanly possible, at least not to my knowledge.

[@nevereverr]

my cat is screaming as well 😭 so i was blessed to hear 2 kitties screaming. im glad you’re back ❤️ im sorry about your dog

[@TaysonPlaysGuitar]

It's very cool to watch somebody who is so transparent about their mental illness.

[@wanderingunicorn6529]

It's so good to have you upload after a while. Your conversations feel like a friend who understands me. Most people I know don't know I have schizophrenia.

[@drubesrubio]

Same here

[@EvilEvamae]

Same here your videos have helped me so much 😭❤️

[@1982Obsidian]

I just saw this and wanted to post a comment. A close friend of mine had been through hell over the past year, I just wanted to Thank You for your videos. I'm not a sufferer, but you've helped me get insight to what life had been like for my friend (not saying it was exactly the same, but their version of it) and help support them as I watched several of your original video uploads from back in the day, I'm pleased to say this person has been very much on the mend, and your bravery and contribution on KZbin is very much appreciated, I hope this message doesn't make you feel any pressure, it's just simply a Thank You for helping, because you have.

[@andrewjackson3278]

It’s been soooooo long!!!!!!! Finally he is back!

[@JCResDoc94]

Your hair cut looks good though.

[@suzannealsop3394]

Yeah, you’re back! Missed you! I have been feeling alone with my illness and your videos always help me. I have to keep taking antipsychotics too as I am always ill when I do not take them. Feeling tired on them sucks but need to take them. Sorry about your dog. He will always be with you. Stay strong bro. Much love from me here in England 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿😊

[@jorrgfromage9929]

have you ever tried anti-serotonin drugs ??

[@sebastianquilt]

You're a brilliant speaker. Thanks for sharing.

[@pollyseifikar7751]

I’m so sorry for your loss. It is obvious how much you meant to each other. I am always pretty devastated by the loss of a pet. It is certainly difficult for me as well.

[@Patricia_Amara]

When my dog died.. i cried for a long time. So sorry to here ♡ glad to hear you again! And you are looking good!

[@5stars633]

yo, it's 10 years for me .... i felt so reminded when you said that you have no idea whats real and whats not real off medication ................ i know it's tough .... ! nobody likes to take antipsychotics and no one wants to get consumed or overwhelmed by the features of schizophrenia......... have you ever wondered when you are going to the hospital because "you need help" and you don't have any energy left to deal with all this shit anymore.......... you got help having less to deal with it but the medication takes taxes on the body and mind ......................... and here the sad story starts...................... because even if we had recognized ........................ that being able to deal with psychosis properly would solve the problem ..................... you wouldn't need to go to the hospital in the first place ......... if you only knew .......... HOW but the Hospital will not, and you just landed there and will be pretty sure that it can't be done.................. is this also true for everyone else ? 77million schizophrenics worldwide and enough examples who did exactly that, they found a way not to get overwhelmed and not falling victim to their false beliefs . most famous example is John Nash i would say............ so if we now know that it can be done, but we can't learn that way in hospitals what would you do ? ;)

[@5stars633]

@@thesoundofonefupaslappin-zc5bj ty for coming, I believe there are many more sharing that wish and if we all work together and share our experiences we have a chance! All the hours each of us spent dealing with psychosis is the reason we should admit that we are the experts in that field and doctors not having psychosis can't be ! It's not only a chance to make our lives better it is for all future generations.......... and everything starts with an Idea and to find out whats possible and how it is! "when somebody else calls you a fool ...... it's an Insult. when you realize you been a fool that means you be become smart enough to know that ."

[@papercuts5117]

I’ve only watched two of your videos so far and honestly, I just want to hug you

[@jeangarrett6873]

Good to see you back. What you describe must be so hard to deal with. Seems you have found a way that for the most part works for you. Glad.

[@ThePepitoGrillou]

First of all, I'm sorry about your dog. It is so difficult when a friend like that goes away... But it is nice to hear about you again. I do not usually write comments, but I really thank this kind of videos. I would like to work in a mental health unit as a healthcare professional, and with your experiences I get a little bit closer to understand those things you go throught, and also, getting closer to be a better professional. I just wanted to thank you and encourage to keep doing this kind of videos. Have a nice day.

[@1961maya]

So sorry about your dog. and for how you feel , my son is your age and is on two anti psychotics, he is doing much better now, by seeing your experience I understand him better

[@correllroyhdatitsbest3492]

I'm happy ur back. I'm so sorry to hear about ur dog. 💔 Be strong my friend. I miss your uploads as I'm dealing with my medication of schizophrenia.

[@multiwonderrr]

What medication are you on ? Stay strong

[@correllroyhdatitsbest3492]

@@multiwonderrr I take haldol shots every once a month. I tried risperdol but the side effects left me in a nightmare. The doc said if the haldol shots cause advert side effects imma have to try thorazine shots. I try to stay strong and think of the blessed good thoughts to keep me going even in suicidal episodes and hallucinations

[@multiwonderrr]

@@correllroyhdatitsbest3492 yeah antipsychotic medication is nasty i know it from own experience ive been on risperidone, which decreaed my libido to 0 and zyprexa which made me 0iq now i am on sulpiride which seems the best so far...

[@undertheoath]

Also I am sorry to hear about your dog, my dog passed away in my backyard back in March and life has been very different since that day

[@pamdewall4588]

Im sorry for u.love u.

[@sarahriceshearer7478]

Thank you for talking about this. These videos help me put words to my personal symptoms and triggers that I’ve not been able to before. I’m so sorry to hear about your dog.

[@lisafenixx]

Glad to hear from you, I'm sorry about your dog. 14 years is a good age!!

[@mavadim]

Great to see your new video, really sorry for your dog, wish you recover from it soon. The idea of the video is not new though, you have already talked about on and off medications before. Wish you to stay positive and keep going.

[@hellosalute3970]

I take meds and I actually need to take an increased dose. My meds help but they don't cure me. They make me functional, as in I can go shopping and do appointments. It kinda wipes me out to do that though. I'm always sleeping too. So I end up not doing much. It's weird, before I even got on meds I'd be falling asleep at work, I think it's the schizophrenia itself that makes me tired. The meds make it worse... My Schizophrenia wants me to hurt others as well. It's literally pretty terrible. I literally have to fight to not hate others and not hate God. Like it's literally a fight... Jesus loves you all though, You'll go to heaven in the end to pure bliss. Follow Jesus.

[@SeVenZilver]

I'm sorry to hear about your dog passing away I hope you feel better soon.

[@owencarey3951]

Sorry about your dog Jacob. I really hope you are doing well.

[@JCResDoc94]

death is the worst. sucks man 💜🌹. Doesnt matter how reasoned we are. Louis Black's father died too. I am not equating the two. But loss is loss, in many ways. & he was 101yrs - quite long lived for a male. Even so: it sucks.

[@danig3598]

Great Message .. I pray and hope they find great med in the future for you that really helps the scary thoughts and hallucinations. You are one of the few people who can articulate exactly what you see and hear. It will help others I believe.

[@SharryBonds]

What’s up man. Keep going, you wouldn’t imagine how many people you help from being strong.

[@lotsofprobs]

when my dog died in 2016 i couldn't deal with it very well. she was sick and it was the best choice to put her down but i've been way more depressed than usually. then after a while my brain started to suppress most of my memories i had with my dog to help me deal with it but it really sucks to remember so little of those 11 years i had with my dog who i loved very much. animal deaths are really really hard.

[@brightbruce3957]

eating and drinking poison is overwhelming off medication but when on medication it is an argument with one's self that can be resolved. your mind is like mine in a few ways. when i think about you after the loss of the dog you'd had, i thought about my heart.

[@hchowky]

I've got schizophrenia too and I'm currently off medication too, I hallucinate about hurting people too, and compulsive thoughts, scary ones about hurting my own family and loved ones. It's been a month off meds and those sort of hallucinations have gotten worse slowly.

[@leshikokubika486]

Any mental phenomena, such as voices, hallucinations, derealization/depersonalization, depression, obsessive thought at the level of the physical body are manifested as muscle tension. Therefore, they can be corrected by meditation on muscle relaxation. Tension can be anywhere in the body, but only in the face and head you can remove it more or less effectively. When you meditate on relaxation, orient on the state of inner comfort.

[@stefanarsov4549]

I take meds for almost 10 year non stop. 1 month after I noticed the first symptoms I went to psychiatrist and she gave me antipsychotics I take them constantly for almost a decade. In 95/100 of the time I feel better with the and in 5/100 of the time when they make me worse it is the dose or the type.

[@Jesuswalks7475]

yeah I have schizophrenia and I have to battle with this thing that wants me to be against everyone and being scared of other people that everyone knows everything about me and everyones playing a game on me. I take medication and thank God im on disability pension other wise id be homeless. thanks for sharing your insight into schizophrenia.

[@hellosalute3970]

I collect disability too. It really is a God-send. I'd be totally screwed without it. I literally can't work. Sadly my medicine helps but doesnt cure me. So I still get to hear horror. If you don't already follow Jesus you totally should. God's always taken care of me so I can't complain. Other than my schizophrenia and the negative side effects it brings, everything has always worked out. No joke. And I get to go to heaven where it's pure bliss, without any tears or anxiety :). May Jesus Bless You.

[@Jesuswalks7475]

@@hellosalute3970 yeah I follow Jesus, iwas addicted to smoking tobacco for like 5 years and I believe God has set me free from it because I havent smoked a cigarette in almost 4 months. yeah its awsome that jesus gets us to heaven at the end of this life, to spend all of eternity painless suffer free existence. I hope to glorify jesus Christ on the earth before I go to heaven, there's a number of things jesus has said to me in dreams and visions, that point to really good things happening as a result of the bad things that are going to happen to me, such as free dental care in Australia, freedom of speech in Australia and also prison reform, etc. if your on youtube you can listen to a Christian band called skillet pritty cool songs like rise and hero. where you from? im from Australia.

[@hellosalute3970]

@@Jesuswalks7475 Oh ya I listen to skillet too. Mostly their new stuff. They have some pretty decent songs. I'm from America though, U.S. Thats awesome that Jesus has personally spoke to you. Thats kinda like an honor. Not many people hear from God. I know people that have gone their whole life without having a dream or anything from God.

[@Jesuswalks7475]

@@hellosalute3970 yeah last year God spoke to me audibly when I was in bed and he said "im going to make you my son". I also recieved my new name in a dream in heaven where jesus game me a white stone and in the dream I said Trivago, and then I was seeing through jesus eyes at me in the dream and then I said that's my new name. iv deffinetly been blessed with dreams and visions from the lord. my brother has schizophrenia aswell but he usually has evil dreams where demons and the devil are trying to kill him. someone that is like a Christian prophet that sees a lot of hell and heaven is Raymond 86 on youtube. I personally know im going to hell sometime soon because iv seen a vision of it when I was 12, but its just visiting, having eternal life means that wherever I go jesus goes too. iv also had a vision of heaven and it is 'home', the feeling of it is indescribable. whats America like? I live in queensland redcliffe right next to the beach.

[@hellosalute3970]

@@Jesuswalks7475 That's some very interesting stuff. My dreams are mostly like your brothers. I have dreams of demons out to get me mostly. I have had dreams of god but not as much. I had one visions where Jesus was next to me and he put his finger to my eye and said I'm going to wipe every tear away. That was really cool. I only saw Jesus' feet but He glowed. America is actually really large. A lot of people don't quite understand how big America is. Each area has its own dialect, a little bit of their own food culture, and a little bit different on how the people act towards you. I love where I live, I live in New Hampshire state in the North East of the country. We get every season here. Summer, fall winter and spring. So your getting the best of all worlds. Right now its Summer so it's hot. I live in a neighborhood where people will walk their dogs often and the kids are riding bikes down the road. I also live about 45mins away from the beach and a large lake so i can do both pretty easily. God's definitely blessed me.

[@dipahmed7422]

Nice to see you back. Love & peace!!!

[@nataliaoledzka8704]

I’m so happy you finally uploaded! I’ve been really worried about you. Sad to hear your dog passed away, hope things will get better❤️ ps you’re so handsome, it amazes me every time I watch your videos :)

[@ebenn403]

I’m so sorry your dog died and I hope you’re doing okay with it and with life in general. -On the topic of the video, I was finally officially diagnosed schizoaffective the other day after a couple years of just being told it’s bipolar. Am refusing antipsychotics until things get bad again bc I couldn’t function on any of the ones I’ve tried. -With the compulsions you’re describing, it sounds kind of similar to ocd type thinking and behaviour. I recently was reading an article about how a huge percentage of people on the schizo spectrum have comorbid ocd or have many obsessive compulsive tendencies that can be distressing when they tie into psychosis. I have this issue for sure.

[@Laughing-Carly]

Jeez that cat 😂😂😂

[@undertheoath]

This was an interesting video to watch, I was on multiple antipsychotics and I just felt like complete shit the entire time

[@5stars633]

found out why ? ;)

[@undertheoath]

@@5stars633 I most likely didn't have whatever my psychiatrist told me I had. I haven't been on them for 2 months and I feel so much better

[@5stars633]

@@undertheoath well, to feel happy and enjoy the things we do we need dopamin. guess what happens when you cut it via medication. everybody on antipsychotics can experience this if they try listening to music they know well , you can't feel it as intense as before and its not because you like it less but you can't feel it anymore because brainchemistry says "sry not enough dopamin to do so " does this help you understand why you feel better ? because i kinda have bad news for you : "most likely" ? then what about next time strange stuff happens ? most likely ............. you won't have a plan (no offense) I'm totally happy if nothing happens ........ but just in case make one if you feel great it's easy ;) if you're wrong it will be really hard ! Not sure if anything can prepare a person ..... you explain the world with your senses , because you did so all your life so what you perceive is true to you you will not be able to avoid harm.... and you can't be blamed for it because you just did what every normal person is doing! explaining the world around them with their senses............... if things go in a direction that's too strange to be true, everyone checks the situation, find nothing that makes sense and learn in a bitter way that madness is not enjoyable ......... if they only knew and checked their perception .......... but who in the world would do this ? you can! now that you know keep it in mind just in case because "most likely" it's going to help ;)

[@undertheoath]

@@5stars633 I've haven't been suicidal in 3 months or depressed in 2 because of my LSD experiences

[@5stars633]

@@undertheoath nice. 2 things are nice ! then you kinda ruin it XD its LSD so its not even possibly to be on it 5 month straight XD what i want to say is that there is a lot more you done in that time then taking drugs . The biggest impact on you how feel is what you do ......................... the brain deals with whatever you are dealing with............................ ;) and just to be sure i rly don't mean something like take drugs because you felt good about it . do something you can feel good about without having to take drugs, the reward will be probably something like not feeling shitty ;) i guess you already experienced that... try again without drugs ;)

[@dwilliams1128]

I thought you were going to post in the first half of the movie: what you were like when on medication and the 2nd half what you are like off....(like the actual footage of both, as examples)

[@leanoble6883]

I have psychosis so I feel your pain.

[@r4h4al]

Kitty's upset.

[@williammead9966]

God bless you. Sorry about your dog. Take it easy.

[@patrickhurley7029]

Question for “Ihaveschizophrenia”: Disclaimer- I don’t want to trigger any delusions, I’m just attempting to educate myself on schizophrenia. My question is- when you see people walking towards you, is it like in a dream where you sort of tell yourself “I’m going to see someone” and then they appear? Like, do you think maybe you’re manifesting them unconsciously or consciously? And lastly do they ever talk or tell you things? Again just want to be educated- have always been interested in people’s hallucination experiences.

[@samanthamatus9534]

Sorry to hear about your dog. Same thing happened to mine earlier this year.

[@janellerubi2139]

love you bunches jacob

[@ishabop]

Today I am starting medication again after going cold turkey for about 5 months. The medications I was on were for depression and anxiety; I was on them for about 3 years. I stopped taking it because I thought it was making feel content living a life in limbo. I thought that maybe depression is a warning sign, similar to how pain alerts you to physical injury. So I stopped taking meds and let depression back into my life to force myself to change. I'm starting to make changes to my life and I am on a better path, but I still feel depressed and I don't really FEEL the significance of these changes. So now I'm taking them again. It's extremely difficult to actually tell the difference between being on and off because it takes a long time for these meds to take effect, but now in hindsight it is quiet clear that I have changed mentally. I went from feeling fine, even great at times, to feeling irritable and having a pessimistic mindset. It's comforting to know that I'm not the only one who thinks about these things.

[@aurel344]

You are like a friend for me

[@gabrieltdu5780]

Hi, im your fellow cptsd brotha, nice to hear from you again.Do you look forward to the next elder scrools? We d still have to whait a couple more years for it though

[@MrJeffreysChannel]

You look Handsome... lots of Love to you.. very sorry about your dog.. he'll always be apart of your soul... your Friend Jeffrey.

[@aaronalfer2615]

Nice to see you back! So you've experienced being off mediaction lately? Is it because you skipped it to avoid side effects or do you just forget to take it sometimes? I can understand why you wouldn't want to take antypsychotics because I had to take them myself, and I got really bad side effects from risperidone. The side effects (extrapyramidal side effects specifically) basically outweighted the positive effects (if there were any) so I just couldn't take them anymore. Hope you'll get better soon.

[@secretaryofoffense7118]

Ayeeee you're back!

[@stefanarsov4549]

After 7 years on Olanzepine I started to like the feeling. I take also depo Risperidone.

[@kriscleland6655]

Same I like olanzapine. I'm on 20mg.

[@stefanarsov4549]

@@kriscleland6655 I take only 5 mg Olanzepine before going to bed to make me sleep along with 2 mg Lorazepam. Those are all the pills I take. But I get a shoot of 37.5mg Risperidone every two weeks. They told me I will be switched to Paliperidone depo shoot once a month. I had a lots of symptoms in the past, now for 1,5 years I am feeling almost normal, even I started working.

[@sodo5988]

I'm with you on the food and drink thing. I domt trust food I didnt prepare.

[@crazyeyes666]

I under stand your pain jacob ive been on and of my medication since i was diagnosed just over 2 years ago, isometimes feel that people dont want to be around me, for example i was supposed to start back at work this week but i was in the bar most of the weekend then the guy that was employing me(My cousin) was trying to ring me all day sunday ended up leaving a message with my mum to ring him before quarter past seven let him know if i was going, i rang him 5 to 7 and he said he had to cancel the job then he just says bye dont know whether il get work with him now, anyway ive been off the medication another 3 months now and dont really feel much difference to be totally honest m8, anyway hope alls keeping well with you ,you should try and get yourself another hobby apart from playing games lol

[@toddjohnsoneveningnews8870]

Yoo hairs looking fresh, man! Keep on keeping on.

[@litesky313]

May Allah be with you. I too have schizophrenia. It is a tough disease. But I believe Allah will reward us with heaven when we leave this hard life. Be patient, it isn't going to be forever. Peace

[@AzzDogZ]

Muhammad was a pedophile.

[@duaneparks5561]

HI,i take my meds for schizopreni all most everyday,some time I forget.but the last 8 mo.i have been under attack from schizpreni.it not an all out attack.just a part of it,not sure what to do mybe I go see a serk,have a hard time ,no one to talk to.but just talking out loard.thank you n sorry about your dog ,good luck my friend

[@duaneparks5561]

you know everyday is a fight.at some lvl.n every once n a while it hits be hard.this is just a bullshit thing to have.it really pissing be off.to fight everyday to stay as mush as me as I can.i really never talk about it.but I am a little pissed off ,but anyway I should and am happy I stay positive everyday and I will never give up the good fight.

[@stoneyvowell1239]

Long time no video! Good to see you again. I just had a question about catatonia, and weather or not meds helped with its occurrence?

[@TheMikeyp60]

sorry about the dog, dog. keep ur head up and look forward!

[@Laughing-Carly]

My great uncles would go off their medication all the time my dad told me

[@katieprivate6952]

Tribal people with our condition don't take antipsychotics and have higher recovery rates then we do

[@caitlinsalyers1017]

Weaning down off of medication approved by a doctor or medical physician is usually done with this.

[@maryhorne2899]

My son was recently diagnosed with schitsophrinia. He's in his 30. He's living with me now has lost his wife kids and job home. Under a lot of stress. Wondering if you lash out to your parents? He has abused me of notable things. In 62 and disabled. He's warned me if I call hospital he will run away and I'll never see him again. I'm scared for him. Any advice is we come please.

[@5stars633]

sure , what do you want to know ?

[@annelee545]

You should get outside more I know it's scary but if you stay inside to much it can have weird effects on people with this condition. I hear things sometimes to but i try not to respond to it. It would drive me insane if i didn't ignore it.

[@hotpotato265]

Have you ever seen the movie “Shutter Island” or read the book? Would be really interesting to see your point of view.

[@John-tg5vn]

Love you dood keep with it

[@sodo5988]

I barricade my door, but that's just because I dont trust my roomate or the lovk. That's not a delusion.

[@wesblogs225]

Yeo I wanna know if when you had schizophrenia at first your face spresions where not a lot cause I have schizophrenia and my face always looks like I’m bored or that I do t have any emotions

[@brianacloutier9252]

I am training to be a clinical psychologist and work with patients who have psychotic disorders. What you’re describing is very common and doesn’t usually go away over time, even with medication

[@sd9106]

Can you please try to explain why it is so difficult for anyone with your diagnosis to accept your diagnosis for what it is, and commit to understanding the symptoms, so that you can live more freely? - the reason for this question, which you most likely have answered, is because I work with people on a daily basis with people who fight the meds and the disease itself. I think I know why, but anything you can offer will help me to teach others. I and my coworkers want nothing but the best for those we are tasked to help. We accept the illness for what it is, but others just don't understand, and make it difficult. Can you also speak on ambivalence in decision making... do you find yourself changing your mind a lot? Thank you for anything you can offer.

[@illustriousmayor2478]

vitamin b-complex, niacin, taurine, nac and sarcosine these can really help you

[@sanazj3232]

Hi honey, have you seen Legion tv show?I think It"s portraying schizophrenia better than other movies and tv shows.I would like to know your thoughts on it.thanks

[@rowleyjones6916]

I wish I didnt have to take meds, I have had alot of the delusions and hallucinations that you have talked about, I have the occasional thought I dont want but it is important to analyse these thoughts and why they came to you in the first place, to know they are just thoughts and everyone has thoughts they dont want and irrational fears. People with schizophrenia are hypersensitive to their subconscious and you have to remember that at the end of the day we are only animals, animals have no code of ethics or societal rules and we only understand these things because they are taught to us as rules of civilisation. so generally you have to know that having bad thoughts does not make you a bad person especially if you don't want bad thoughts and dont know why your having them. I wish they had said shit like this to me in hospital it would have made me feel alot better and probably more honest and open

[@sara-ig7jk]

"she has no capacity to listen" well she is a cat! Have you tried ignoring her when she meows? Maybe she thinks it's a conversation lol

[@Dm-ni7ti]

Do you have a lizard back there ?

[@SchizophreniaNacting]

Bro, you cut your hair as I might cut my hair just for you and wish you would post on Twitter so I'd know when you do a video.

[@andrewwan1880]

I've been tormented day and night hourly with my schizophrenia for over 25 years. I think I'm in hell. Thank you for your understanding

[@5stars633]

10 years for me .. wondering what i do in 15 years would like to ask you if anything has become easier for you , or worse ? ty

[@andrewwan1880]

@@5stars633 it seems life I see is really schooled and churchy kid these days which made life harder. My advice would be to a carzy individual which you are you know mess things up

[@andrewwan1880]

No honestly life is hard at my age, there has been serious worries about my health from inability to take care of myself

[@5stars633]

@@andrewwan1880 not sure if you are saying im crazy or not crazy because of the reference to jack sparrow ;) crazy people don't know their crazy, I know I am so I'm not crazy...... I know that at times in my life things happened that were so weird it was crazy If having those kind of experience means your crazy then I guess I'm crazy , hard to say for everyone because not all think the same about me;) I don't want to be crazy if I don't have to , but if have to be crazy, i would go for reasonable crazy XD

[@5stars633]

@@andrewwan1880 I hope for you that your life is not a 1 sided medal and that theres also a part you enjoy. We got strange brains and i would speak of it as an inability too because i do care for myself and want to its not that i forget either..... We are good at thinking , some are great, putting thought into action, not so much .... I still hate that part because getting stuff is done is important ;)

[@kuromi2880]

I'm really sorry about your dog 💔 I never dealt with animal death but I'm sure it's awful

[@AliShowful]

do you have to medication for the rest of your life?

[@pamdewall4588]

I cried for a year when my kitty died

[@danig3598]

My Loved one has similar ones

[@smallshaman27]

what is your opinion on witchcraft?

[@lalaaddas6363]

Please tell me which medication are good and which are bad please.

[@5stars633]

All are bad! not a single one even close to good . but bad might still be a considerable choice if you drown otherwise.

[@lalaaddas6363]

Well I have a 16 yr old family member who is hearing things and thinks her parents and siblings want to kill her...her mom has been hiding it for 2 yrs. She's not from this country...it's shameful in that country to have such a child... they want just to institutionalize and forget you...so I was asked to please find out Wich meds are most helpful and Wich to avoid 🤔🤔😥😥

[@5stars633]

@@lalaaddas6363 ugh , tough story .......... good luck , if you ask what's helpful, seek help for her without meds ;) You would give her meds you don't know recommended from a person you don't know, and he doesn't even know her .......................... If you can tell me how you can be sure that you picked the right meds and give her the right dose........ sure Surprise me, how is that plan ever going to work ?

[@danig3598]

Did they ever try OCD meds?

[@sheeshaent]

Medication no good for me at least Phil 4:13

[@austinlee2012]

It's been so long

[@lain2113]

nice runescape shirt!!

[@sodo5988]

I'll leave you with this. I ask you not to take what I'm saying as a whole truth, but a perspective that you can assess. The idea that someone is going to harm you comes from the idea that they have knowledge of something about you that justifies them doing it. So, the "delusion" that some would harm you is coming from believing that they know something about you that you know. Draw. They dont know what you know. Nobody has the understanding that you have about whatever it is that makes you think you might be a target. I think you're smarter than you credit yourself.

[@caitlinsalyers1017]

Well the dog shouldn't be violent that's the problem seems like animal abuse..............

[@LENA1888CELTIC]

Remember me

[@leshikokubika486]

Animals, unfortunately, live less people. When they leave, this loss is also perceived as the loss of a family member. I believe in reincarnation. And I always say - Come back to us!

[@sodo5988]

Hm, it seems like you are simply afraid of what is happening. I'm not sure why you would think a hillbilly with a cig is going to harm you. Smokes are a social thing.

[@rhuwrong1135]

Come live with me my friend

[@kriscleland6655]

Sorry about your dog bro, it's tough loosing a pet/family member... Because they are family.

[@hotshot985]

❤️❤️💙❤️♥️

[@andy54668]

Just found your channel, and only watched 2 vids... But why does it seem like you schizophrenia got worse. I watched a really old video, and this one.

[@amailman1409]

Who made this video? I am off

[@amailman1409]

It's controlled

[@amailman1409]

Everything burns

[@amailman1409]

Everything IS....ConTrOllll...able

[@amailman1409]

I can't do hTmLs here?

[@amailman1409]

Please Tell Him Be Well

[@amailman1409]

There is advertising on this But I am still listening I had pets Everything dies Get over it I did

[@amailman1409]

2:19

[@amailman1409]

2:18

[@amailman1409]

Everything dies They call it half life

[@amailman1409]

I'm cool with death

[@amailman1409]

This poor kid owns a stray cat