dodie - Sick of Losing Soulmates

[@doddleoddle]

make sure you check the description for the credits! Thank you so much to the team (my fab friends) who made this possible

[@keisha3438]

doddleoddle this is amazing dodie, im so proud of you❤

[@rosienovelli]

AMAZING

[@rawa2857]

doddleoddle This is amazing!! :)

[@emmawhite5276]

ily bab

[@sl4indeer]

this is amazing I LOVE YOU

[@jins000ul]

Why does it feel so good to hear Dodie say "fucked up" in this tone, it's so *fucking* satisfying.

[@haiden5272]

I know right, it's so weird

[@jins000ul]

haiden I kinda love it though

[@chzeshan1602]

Brydon Burrell

[@jins000ul]

Ch Zeshan ??

[@louisaamabel708]

Brydon Burrell she could say any word and make it sound pretty as f

[@MrsPossible1]

Dear girl who stood in front of me during the Dodie concert. Don't worry about me. I know you were concerned when I cried nor only during Sick of losing Soulmates, but during If I'm being honest, Secret for the Mad and 6/10. The thing is, it can be good to cry, especially when you know that you are nowhere near selflove, but in this very moment, you are at a Dodie concert and hundreds of voices are singing that it'll all make sense again. Somehow this allowed me to believe it.

[@magnolialindsey693]

MrsPossible1 💖

[@mariahconklin9345]

MrsPossible1 best comment ever love this

[@natjp0rter630]

You deserve to know the truth Good luck with your life

[@duckgarcia7533]

I was expecting this to be a rant post. Thank you so much for sharing your story for the rest of us. It will get better, it always does.

[@shhdontsayit]

i feel you and good luck! you will have everything figured out (says the girl who has a physics exam in two days)

[@-D3aD_Kl_t3n-356]

It’s crazy Dodie you made all these people spill their hearts out omg. This is beautiful.

[@hyunjin__]

I'm agree🤧💕

[@BigFanOfCocks]

Right😔

[@TaunellE]

Cause, Dodie is a goddess. 💙

[@cachrambenjamin5308]

I know of a person who can help you attract back your ex or lover back to you

[@cachrambenjamin5308]

Contact him via WhatsApp

[@spencerspaceboi5997]

I love how all of the comments half people confessing to someone or heartwarming stories. Thank you Dodie for giving us a safe place to be open and comfortable sharing our heartaches and triumphs.

[@puteriaishah06]

ever just have someone so important to you, and slowly you can see them finding you less and less important until they've completely moved on and you're still here emotionally hurt by someone who has totally forgotten about you? me too lmao

[@crookedprojects]

i saw you in a cavetown video about which you hoped you'd meet the girl in your dream. reading it makes me sad and i wonder if you are okay now? anw we have the same name ~

[@huyenle7242]

Holy shit! You hit the spot my friend! I just lost my soulmate, one that said I wasn't hers

[@angerymustache8274]

this hits hard

[@skrimm7110]

I didn't give you permission to describe my entire life

[@avramrobert3021]

Nah

[@theeorangeofthyorangetree]

I am crying on every comment here, You deserve happiness, being loved, not being afraid to be who you are, I love and support all of you guys.

[@corinnepage4161]

Pomaranč Saaaaaaameeeee 😭

[@ronrot3272]

Thanks you :'((((( really

[@hanacinnabun]

Pomaranč 💕💕💞

[@ttteea]

thank you Hanni for introducing me to this lovely song ❤

[@sarafaraone2722]

I just realised that the people to whom the comments are destined seem wonderful because they are described from the eyes of those who love them.

[@DoubleBread]

I really wish some of them actually get to read the message meant for them

[@joanabatista8374]

@@DoubleBread that would be amazing

[@clarahansen2601]

Seeing all these letters from people to their lost friendships, knowing that they‘ll probably never see it. It beautiful and a little painful

[@katefernoliver]

Our secret princess is no longer our secret. And we love her even more for it.

[@doddleoddle]

Kate Herreid

[@gaiabrondijk9256]

Yes!!

[@Spoonsorforks]

:')

[@porsharae8540]

Kate Herreid she's come so far and we are proud of her

[@lukesloan2640]

what do you mean ? by that?

[@katbelvecchio4756]

Dear everyone in the comments, You're lost in your mind right now, not your life. You'll find your way out and people to hold your hand as they lead you to the exit. Hold on.

[@josiee6376]

Thank you, I needed this.

[@mizukichouko8619]

This made me sob i-

[@lostcryptid1212]

Thank you. My (now ex) boyfriend of one year broke up with me recently because he can't continue being in a relationship due to his depression. I still love him. I still think about him. I still wish that we could have seen each other at least once during our long distance relationship. I still think about our now impossible future lives together. I still hurt. But your comment, it made me feel better, even if it'll only last temporarily. So thank you for helping a stranger on KZbin

[@tiffanypollard8621]

Thank you.

[@Lady_Bug63]

Wow

[@chuuloona]

dear person reading this, take a break, breathe, smile. you’re lucky and loved and wonderful, just some people can’t see that, you’re beautiful and not everyone can see through your foggy window. don’t change.

[@t.deshawn6519]

Thank you so much

[@kokichiouma2440]

What if ur a slytherin. ( IM JUST JOKING I ABSOLUTELY LOVE SLYTHERINS )

[@charlimorris1545]

Thank you for making me smile

[@acc45460]

thank you

[@beck2569]

people like you make the world worth living in

[@sarah-nz1ot]

i have never listened to dodie before. never knew who she was before this. this is the first song i heard by her, i'm already in love.

[@gold7267]

That is the effect she has on people :)

[@grossgorl]

simplyawkward ME TOO

[@sherinhakim.3358]

simplyawkward same dude sameeeeee Im so in love with her

[@yenisoediro9395]

simplyawkward holy fuck sAme

[@shinysabs2784]

samesamesamesame

[@alisky8551]

this song makes me cry over things I haven't done and miss people I haven't met. this is the best way to describe it

[@kaitlyn2295]

This is...so incredibly true.

[@campbellssoupcan1369]

Yes. So accurate

[@OopsieDaisyyy]

Came here after hanni's cover and I'm in love with this song 😭

[@DottieJames]

Am I allowed to love this and be proud of you if I'm in it? Well I do and I am

[@lucy8488]

DottieJames aw omg I loved you in this

[@DanielleIry]

loved your performance

[@laurynflynn6736]

you were amazing in this

[@kramasnu3826]

DottieJames You were fantastic! You conveyed so much in that final shot, without saying a single word. Good actors can do that, and now you've proven that you are one. You have what it takes. More!!

[@_marimarimari]

DottieJames you were so good in this!! your acting was amazing

[@ishi8272]

*listening to this song while reading the comments and iM LITERALLY BAWLING MY EYES OUT-*

[@potatowater285]

izabel same!! Everyone is being so vulnerable and it’s beautiful!

[@DoubleBread]

This comment section is a bridge with lonely locks on it, where every lock carries a secret message from the deepest depth of heart, and the song is the key to every single one of them. It's the night forest where people go at midnight to speak out their souls and other people visit to hear its whisper telling the stories back. The song is a healer that will first hit you hard, but you'll always forgive it. It's an echo that always changes, for the voice is different each time.

[@disha6559]

Dvojitej Chleba Your comment is so beautifully poetic in its observance of other's responses to this song ❤ The analogy couldn't be any more painstakingly perfect ✨ Love your summation of the same 🌈

[@sofiacoffee5556]

including this one

[@mirakleier365]

I love that creativity leads to inspiration which leads to creativity.

[@S0dap0pb0ttle]

This is such an eloquent way to describe this comment section. I find myself inbetween admiration and awareness. I want to admire the beautiful works that people are putting out there but also be aware that it comes from a place of suffering.

[@daniellee.e_x]

Thankyou for this comment ❤

[@luvcig]

here because hanni just covered this song and i freakin love this ❤

[@myataylor7019]

Dear reader, Its 5:42 am And I love you.. Spread the love and joy and the memories we have and be kind

[@koopakate8842]

Mya Taylor thank you ❤️

[@ignismagno1866]

Its 05:48am

[@myataylor7019]

Its not hard to say I love you.. hold the memories you have and spread your love to other people. We all need it

[@myataylor7019]

@@ignismagno1866 hahaha

[@russ6541]

Mya Taylor nice

[@lilali9797]

everytime i watch this i know i'm going to remember her, i know i'm going to remember the moments we shared, and i know i'm going to cry. wishing it all ended differently, or didn't end at all.

[@user-sn1co4gi6k]

oh don't be sad... if _she_ passed away, move on. _She'd_ want you to be happy, if _she_ broke up with you, you deserve better.

[@skylereli9696]

That is so beautiful and relatable 🖤🖤

[@leewest1241]

This comment actually made me cry. Wth?

[@skylereli9696]

+clo 22 me too! 🖤

[@lilali9797]

Justdontlookatthis thank you, i just got around to read your comment

[@rosie9487]

I think this is going to make me cry. Edit: I cried.

[@lukeyoh3511]

same

[@ElisaBenaggoune]

little vessel me too

[@geneva1895]

little vessel same here

[@paula-uv9jx]

saty ailve fern /(__-/

[@7dylnn]

tears taste pretty good tbh. i drink mine.

[@cambry4932]

there's something so sincere and warm about the way this music video is shot and edited man... hanni got me into her and i'm obsessed

[@as4ley00zato22]

I hope we all get happy endings.

[@arteinighters]

me too fam

[@imadiox6594]

thank you

[@alexisweber6185]

So far I haven't found a happy ending or middle or beginning so let me know how it turns out

[@koyomiee1446]

We will my friend

[@GenderlessLewis]

I love all the comments, telling about their crushes and it's adorable and sad.

[@9sych3]

Hwhwhhe so cuteee gah

[@lolol8965]

Dear food, You've been with me my entire life and you are the reason I am alive today. Sometimes i'm distant, but that doesn't change the fact that I love you and you are my true and only soulmate. You are beautiful and perfect and I love eating you.

[@robylopezvi]

Hannah Schindler hey....I have some bad news for you, I think we might have the same soulmate

[@lightningmcdeutschland]

Am I the only human that hates eating food? I only do it when I have to. It feels like a chore to me, I don't even enjoy it.

[@robylopezvi]

British Columbian I’m sure you’re probably not the only one but do feel this way about all food?

[@aidenmccroskey2538]

Your profile makes me cry, he was my favorite character and he died 😭😭😭

[@lolol8965]

@@aidenmccroskey2538 it's ok to be depresssssed

[@Heyitsjordii]

I don’t think you fully understand how gut wrenching this song is until you lose a soulmate... and listen to it crying on the floor at 3 am

[@Infinity-ty1pl]

i'm going through that right now,

[@cottageCorebabe]

I know that feeling too well and I’m scared it will happen again cause I’m un Love with a Girl right now who I know is Gay but that doesn’t mean she likes me back and I just don’t Know what to do cause I Love her so much but what if she doesn’t like me back and then it gets super weird between us? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 (Do you Know Julie&Camilla? If not, look them up they are so cool Cause her personality is like a mix of them and she is just amazing ❤️🥰💋)

[@sheisatraveller2693]

​@@cottageCorebabeupdate????

[@cottageCorebabe]

@sheisatraveller2693 Well … clears throat … She is my gf now I asked her out two days after I made this comment because my best friend convinced me that I have nothing to lose (which was a lie but I am so glad she did that) We went on multiple dates and now we are a couple She is so sweet and the kind of girl you can go on big adventures with I really think we are both in love and this is the healthiest, best relationship I have ever been in

[@sheisatraveller2693]

@cottageCorebabe omg congratulating 🎊 I'm happy for you even though I don't know you yayyyy

[@TheRainydayvideo]

What a combination of talent! This is stunning!

[@TheRainydayvideo]

Also I want Dottie in my next film!

[@Lily-vq2mx]

TheRainydayvideo do you mean dodie! Hehe :)

[@Lily-vq2mx]

*?

[@TheRainydayvideo]

Grace The Nerd No I mean Dottie James. One of the actors :)

[@charlo_bert6682]

+TheRainydayvideo do mean me :)) jk

[@carolineo21]

OH MY GOSH HOW DID I NOT KNOW ABOUT THIS I'M SCREAMING I LOVE DODIE AND I'M SO PROUD OF HER

[@carolineo21]

WOWWWOW THAT WAS THE BEST FOUR MINUTES OF MY LIFE

[@kombuchaaaa]

Caroline O. what about those 47 seconds

[@cairajoydeleon9597]

THE REAL QUESTION

[@elisamariegl]

OMG I KNOW RIGHT♥♥♥♥ *O*

[@luke-ok6xc]

Caroline O. SAME

[@isabellan7200]

the comment section is so sad pls don’t make me cry

[@KataBoyish]

F

[@ilumtt]

Hanni really love this song, the name of this song makes me not dare to listen to it but because of Hanni I will listen to it a lot, the melody of the song is so peaceful.

[@haleyrose2390]

hey g. it’s been nearly a year now and i miss you more every day. you were like an older sister to me. every day you would make me smile even when i didn’t want to. i miss our late night chats and you sharing your oh-so-wise advice. i miss the letters we used to write when we were little. i still have them by my bed. this year i’ve lost so many people but nothing hurt as much as losing my best friend. 14-year-olds aren’t supposed to die. we were supposed to graduate together. we were supposed to grow up together. it breaks my heart that i will never watch another sunrise with you. and the day you died...we were supposed to meet at the beach and i was supposed to teach you how to surf and we were supposed to take silly photos and laugh until our throats hurt. it was supposed to be the best day of your life, not the last. i hope heaven is treating you well angel. i’ll see you there one day soon xx

[@lilysellars4027]

im so sorry, love. everything will get better, and she is looking over you, and needs you to move on. it may be hard, but you need to trust me. she wants the best for you. she loves you so much, and needs you to keep her in your memories.

[@haleyrose2390]

phils glabella thank you so much

[@aidenmccroskey2538]

I'm actually crying my entire eyes out

[@haleyrose2390]

panιc.aт.тнe.cнeezwнιz i’m sorry

[@mikluvssu2367]

Im actually crying- oh my god.

[@noodlesdoodles3070]

Mira, we never dated or even had romantic feelings for one another but this song still applies to us so much. thank you for saving me, I'm sorry I couldn't save you. love you always, Lyn

[@kaig3405]

Noodle's Doodles I am so sorry for your loss. I hope you're doing okay.

[@jins000ul]

Noodle's Doodles im so sorry for your loss, you’re are strong and loved

[@rose-colouredboy9997]

Noodle's Doodles im crying

[@merakiem]

Noodle's Doodles what is this liquid coming from my eyes

[@edenjoy8479]

I don't want to like this because I don't it's not fair and I wish it hadn't happened... I'm so sorry

[@lanklonk6990]

every time i find myself on the gay side of youtube (which is often) i come back to this. and that is a big compliment

[@cenedralanoue4183]

Lyrics : What a strange being you are, God knows where I would be If you hadn't found me, sitting all alone in the dark A dumb screenshot of youth Watch how a cold broken teen Will desperately lean on a superglued human of proof What the hell would I be, without you (what the hell would I be) Brave face talk so lightly, hide the truth (hide the truth) 'Cause I'm sick of losing soulmates, so where do we begin I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me So how do we win? Yeah, I'm sick of losing soulmates, won't be alone again I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me So how do we win? We will grow old as friends, I've promised that before so what's one more In our grey-haired circle, waiting for the end? Time and hearts will wear us thin So which path will you take, 'cause we both know a break Does exactly what it says on the tin What the hell would I be, without you Brave face talk so lightly, hide the truth 'Cause I'm sick of losing soulmates, so where do we begin I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me So how do we win? Yeah, I'm sick of losing soulmates, won't be alone again I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me So how do we win? I won't take no for an answer (I won't take no for an answer) I won't take no for an answer (I won't take no for an answer) I won't take no (I won't take no), no I won't take no (I won't take no) 'Cause I'm sick of losing soulmates, so where do we begin I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me So how do we win? Yeah, I'm sick of losing soulmates, won't be alone again I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me So how do we win?

[@penguinoftheunknown]

Thanks. This helps me follow the song better

[@appleapple-wj7xu]

Thanks alot

[@YELBEREMIK]

I SO PROUD OF HOW FAR SHE HAS COME IM CRYING IM SO HAPPY.

[@user-hu8di9ee4g]

OUR DAUGHTER GREW UP AND I'M CRYING SO HARD

[@jaffaroo6357]

this was the first ever dodie song i heard. i was in my room with my best friend, we watched it through and tears streamed from my eyes, tears because of this powerful, _beautiful_ , heart-wrenching song by a voice i had never heard before. almost exactly seven months later, i found myself at a concert, hearing the same voice, but in person. and i leant on my best friend’s shoulder and watched, and tears streamed from both of our eyes, and they didn’t stop. this isn’t just music, this is one of the most beautiful songs, pieces of art, anything- in the whole world. it makes my heart ache every time i listen to it. _every single time_ . i am so glad i found this song, and i will never lose it. i will hear it again in person, next april, with my best friend. my heart can only ache with excitement.

[@idoldroid]

This made me cry so much omg

[@gisleepy9629]

Dear dodie, Thanks for the hugs you gave me through your music when I needed them the most. Sincerely, me

[@endymionredacted1304]

Everytime I have a breakup I always turn to this song. It's represented my first love, my girlfriend who turned out to be straight, a relationship that seemed to be perfect. Today I'm here for the last one, and it burns, so badly, but your music makes it hurt just a little less. Thank you.

[@cottageCorebabe]

Hey Do you have any tips on how to ask out a girl if you know she’s gay but you don’t know if she’s into you? (I like this girl a lot and we talk quite a bit and flirt playfully once in a while. Do you know Julie&Camilla? Cause her vibe and energy is like a mix of them and it’s lovely)

[@annettewairimu5542]

makes the two of us.

[@Pallonire]

hi tiana. it's me. you're up in the sky now, but i hope you know that there isn't a day that goes by where i don't think of you. i like to think about how much we could've become. you were my sweet little maine girl. i don't think i ever called you that in person because i was too embarrassed. i hope you know that you made my life worth living, and i won't ever forget that. you may have taken your life off the earth, but you're always gonna be here in my heart. i love you so much, i always will. i hope you're finally happy

[@Poppy-go8xy]

Sorry for your loss. Stay strong x

[@vgonzzz]

fuck bro i’m so sorry for your loss. i’m crying for you and for me and for everyone feelings like this rn. i literally thought to myself, what if someone left a comment like that for me because i decided to make my life? i’m glad i didn’t and still haven’t even when i felt so low.., so fucking low..i’m sorry that you lost someone so special now. i love the internet man bc i can just say so much and not feel embarrassed because nobody knows me but you also might just find someone who can relate to you too. i hope everything continues to go well with your life, love.

[@vgonzzz]

i’m gonna go attempt to hug my mom now, we haven’t talked in a while although we live in the same house, funny how that works huh?

[@martafigueira7310]

hug her tight

[@freddierogers2019]

Shit - in just a few short sentences your feelings strike bittersweetly to the bone. Wishing the best to you.

[@raniaboukaddour8226]

Unlike most of the comments, I didn't lose anyone because I never had someone in my life but I lost myself years ago, I wish I could find the real me and be happy again

[@nicoleontheoffbeat4782]

i hope you succeed ❤️

[@thatpokemongodudea.k.apand1417]

im sorry my guy gal or non binary pal.......... i hope your life gets better

[@mariscabrera940]

Rania Bk i felt this

[@carmel8007]

Listen to She Used To Be Mine. It's a good song for you. And I hope you'll find yourself again.

[@Murpheee12]

Rania Bk Maybe you don’t need to find the “real” you. Maybe the complete entity that you’re looking for isn’t as simple as to be found. Maybe you get to create and build the you that you’d like to be. I really wish you all the best in your journey and I hope that you get to be the person you want to most. You’ll be in my mind and I hope to hear from you in the future to hear about the person you’ve created :)

[@rebeccaogden4583]

A long time ago, I posted a message to the girl that I had a crush on here, and then I told her. She doesn’t like girls though, so I listened to this on repeat for a day. I was broken. Now, I have a different “soulmate”. He’s sweet and funny, and he cares about me. Sometimes people have to leave your life in order to make room for new people. My boyfriend is such an important part of my life, and I look back and I know that, although it hurt, the heartbreak was necessary. I don’t want to lose this soulmate

[@imconfused801]

i know this is kinda weird, but thank you for saying this. im going through a break up, and its kinda hard. i guess she did have to leave my life to make room for others. thank you

[@rebeccaogden4583]

OH YIKES WE BROKE UP BECAUSE HES A WHOLE DOUCHE YIKES

[@bugpo]

Rebecca Ogden littérale me

[@kaitlyn2295]

+Rebecca Ogden o o f

[@innuendoshakespeare]

Rebecca Ogden lololololol I'm dead

[@july_toffee5192]

This was my gay awakening when I was 12 years old and wasn't rlly aware of sexualities bc christian household and all. my sister watched this with me and I was so confused about the story bc I didn't get their relationship but I liked how intimate their "friendship" looked. about a year later I was watching "Girls like girls" by Hayley Kiyoko several times a week and two years ago I officially came out. after 16 years of confusion and denial. I rlly like that this song was the first spark of questioning what I've been told love should be. im still loving this song. thank you Dodie

[@shakahbrah7934]

Hey, Emma. We used to be so close, you know? It wasn’t the mind-reading that everyone talks about in a soulmate, but we fought harder for it than that. We would bicker while wrapping our fingers through each other’s hair affectionately because we knew our appreciation for each other was everything. We would eat lunch with our heads in the clouds, or at least you would...I would hide the mental issues I shoved down during that time and find some joy in your rambles about society and space and curse words in alphabetical orders. I’d stare into your eyes through your glasses and just see this ultimate search for the truth; this raw, untamed genius. I wish I could get that in a picture. I have plenty of pictures of you, though....the excuses I would use to take them were downright pitiful, but you’d laugh and smile and venture on, changing my world with every word you spoke. I remember us walking through woods every day. I remember getting scratched badly in those woods in our foolish games and I remember us trying to hide my bloody thigh from our friends, while YOU stayed, to my shock, to make sure I was really okay. I remember thinking that you were the best beam of energy in this whole world, and you caring about me shattered my world. I remember all the tiny smiles and sly whispers. I remember the day I realized I had to leave my old life behind. I remember that I didn’t even get to see your face after that; I remember that it was told to you over a cold, cautious text. I remember your offhanded remark that you eventually left that place too; that it had too much emotional baggage. I remember every time I’ve cried over hurting you. I remember how miserable I was, and still am, without you. I still love you, years later. I think, for better or for worse, I’ll always love you. You really are spectacular. I just hope you find the happiness you deserve to in time.

[@winstonsmith11]

Abhilasha Mahajan it was read with teary eyes... poor girl. I too hope she gets a chance to reunite.

[@chaotickitten1860]

I'm crying, oh my gosh. I hope Emma response.

[@thegoodnoiseee]

Caroline Is Online tears me up

[@Ashevlyn]

I'm crying too... Gosh.

[@Katie-hq6wr]

I was reading this and I thought it was so cute and then I got to the ending part and I felt my heart shatter I hope you can see Emma again

[@cuhloochy]

I like how this song can be taken from a friendship view, and a romantic view. Its up to the listener.

[@nataliagomez5832]

She said song not video

[@greendaisie1497]

+Carru Chan just like dan and phil :)

[@LilMissTravelPants]

No it literally can't this is about lesbians if that makes you uncomfortable toooooo fucking bad

[@nataliagomez5832]

LilMissTravelPants it doesn't make me uncomfortable. Yes, Dodie wrote the song about lesbians but if the listener wants to interpret it any way they want they can :))))

[@cuhloochy]

Guys, I mean the song. If you watch Dodies video about the lyrics of this song, she explains that she wrote it from a personal experience between her and her friend

[@purplejellytotPJT]

Dear soulmate, when I heard Dodie’s first version of this song many years ago, you were who I thought of straight away, and still think of now. I remember being in love with the idea of you. I remember us realising that our relationship was one of friendship - and damn if it wasn’t one of the best. I am forever grateful to you for being my anchor when I was at my lowest. We got each other through the worst. I am sorry we don’t talk every night like we did in those years. I still love you. I miss you. And I am so grateful.

[@insertnames]

i can relate to every word you wrote up there... crazy how emotions and experiences can be so similar among humans.

[@Asdfghjkl-pb1ir]

My best friend was the closest I've ever had to a soulmate, but she got cancer and had to leave. I'll always miss her

[@Staticspacelvr]

Asdfghjkl I'm so sorry. You are so strong and loved. Keep pushing dear❤️

[@ristygirl792]

Ok now I'm fully crying holy shit I'm so sorry

[@sandfire1255]

Asdfghjkl I'm so sorry... stay strong, and remember that she'll always be with you in your heart.

[@equinox3952]

I'm so sorry I know that sounds hollow but I am sorry I don't know u but I'm sorry

[@Estaaa1306]

It’ll be okay 💛

[@past5926]

I came out to my parents in October, and they eventually got tired of the relationship I had with my best friend on the 9th of November. They handed me the phone and told me to cease the relationship. We still talk, and I still love her to pieces, but things have changed, and I don't like that change. It's harder to make her smile and laugh, and we feel like giving up most days - but we never do. I'll always be there for her, even if she doesn't need me. This song has done nothing but help me toughen up and be the best I can for the sake of the two of us, and I appreciate that so much. It's a beautiful video, song, and I think I may have found my new favorite artist, too. Just wanted to say how thankful I am for both this video and my lovely partner, even if she isn't mine to keep. Love is limitless, and always should be - and that's exactly how I'm going to love her for the rest of my life. I just know it.

[@SofeaAmizi]

Renezegade Sisemsik This broke my heart reading this.. I hope you're okay and know that you will find love in the most unexpected of places. Sending hugs your way ❤️❤️

[@past5926]

Sofea Amizi Aww, thank you, dearie!

[@kuivia]

this was sad to read while still uplifting, your spirit is quite special :) good luck to you

[@past5926]

Kuivia Thank you!

[@user-cg5wy6jh6k]

+Renezegade Sisemsik but why did you listen to your parents? like no offence to them but it isn't their lives, its yours and youve only got one chance to do things right-if being with your best friend feels right then that shouldnt be something that your parents should be able to stop ::( idk i hope you get through it all well.

[@nepalflag1887]

SHES GROWN UP. I FOUND YOU 3 YEARS AGO. NOW YOU ARE ALL GROWN UP AND GONNA BE FAMOUS. WE WILL REMEMBER YOU SINGING SONGS INTO THE CAMREA

[@nepalflag1887]

im so pround of you

[@cris34directioner]

Napal flag mexicans

[@jooku]

I KNOW WHY IS NOONE SCREAMING ABOUt ThIS

[@NDMeow93]

The only people interested in her music are people who watch her youtube channel.

[@yeah2472]

Dear old me: Im sorry for all the times I made you cry for boys Im sorry for all the times i cried you to sleep Im sorry having put you through all of this depression Im really sorry,youll pass those hard times...i promise Sincerely,yourself

[@thisisme9546]

Dear myself Im sorry for hurting u for years Im sorry for forgetting who u were Im sorry for not hanging on and letting all those good memories go to waste Im sorry for letting some people make u feel down I promise I'll find u again Edit: I never thought I'd get this many likes my saying something that came from my heart. For the past year I've lost myself and so many things fell apart. But im better now and i feel like im finding myself again. I wanted to give an update so there it is!

[@screamingatu5813]

Princess Collins This deserves to be the top comment

[@thisisme9546]

@@screamingatu5813 awwww thank u so much U are so sweet😊😊😊😊

[@rosiegold4367]

Princess Collins stop....I’m crying

[@thisisme9546]

@@rosiegold4367 omg im soooo sorry

[@rosiegold4367]

Princess Collins it’s no one fault, I just relate

[@simone5659]

Dear him You know who you are You cried I cried I chased You chased But never caught up together Yet we smiled when we saw eachover with our new special someone's. I love you for that We accepted

[@justaperson7993]

s i m o n e holy.

[@Karen-yn7px]

dear him, he was a star he thought I was a star too but he was drifting away from my reality and i was loosing humanity now ive lost my little glow and I'm dying out without my little star

[@shaenguito6467]

//karen \\ dude 😞

[@Karen-yn7px]

shaBang! ;(

[@androculousg7661]

Dear her I was selling potatoes It was for 5$ per kg. You wanted for less. You bargained and got it for 4.50$ Now everyone buys it for half a dollar less. I'm poorer by 631.50$ this year. Kindly pay me back.

[@ishi8272]

to all the people in this beautiful comment section, i hope you’re doing okay and wish you the best in life. *have an amazing day x*

[@melaniegarcia3158]

💛💛

[@netasmith2171]

@@[e-mail]

[@sarahsinspirationchannel8930]

Wishing this to you as well.

[@yesno6352]

ok

[@lorainedb]

I hope i am, :(

[@jkcatsmeow5225]

I will never get over this song. I will never get over this video. I will never be the person I was before I heard it for the first time.

[@Sputnikssam]

To anyone (specifically, you), I might not be your soulmate, but if you're like me and don't have someone to write to, or no one who would write to you, your world might feel too small today. Or maybe it feels to big. Either way, you're enough. You're enough on your own and even if you feel like you need their live or you need her touch or you need him by your side, it will get better. You will get better. We're all lonely in some way or another, we're all looking for something, and we won't ever stop. That's the thing about humans. We don't stop, no matter how many boxes we check off. But despite your hunger and your fear and your loneliness, I want you to know that in the end, you will always be enough. And in the end, you're going to find things to check off your boxes, and you're gonna make new boxes to check in the process. Maybe you'll find another lonely heart looking for a matching beat, and maybe you won't. But in the end, all that matters is that you know that you're okay, and that someone out there loves you in some capacity, and that you are so beautiful and whole all on your own, even if you don't believe it. So, for the people like me, for the soulmateless, for the lonely hearts, today, live for you. Know that there's all these other hearts like yours beating with you, and you are strong enough for anything you need to face. But just in case you haven't heard it in a while, I love you. Sincerely, Soulmateless

[@plestrange511]

God, this is beautiful. Honestly this made me cry, I really really needed this, so thank you, so much. Its crazy, but thank you, I'll never know your name and in a hour you'll probably forget this reply, but thank you, because you have come into my life with this comment and helped me pick up more than you would believe, so thank you. Thank you.

[@Sputnikssam]

@@plestrange511 I'm so glad I could help someone with this. I hope everything gets better soon, I'm routing for you! 💚

[@myrrh6002]

Oh my god, thank you so much. I love this and I love you for writing this and I wish the best for you

[@Sputnikssam]

@@myrrh6002 thank you, I wish the best for you as well 💚

[@sonderfernweh8225]

What an absolute treasure. Thank you for this. The world needs more people willing to love like you.

[@Annababy575757]

Im obsessed.

[@aspitfire]

Anna Campbell You should listen to her other songs, I totally recommend Dear Happy. It's great.

[@bluerain3666]

Anna Campbell ANNA

[@user-kk6ls8rm4c]

ANNA YOU LISTEN TO DODIE IM SO HAPPY

[@laurenvdk-8728]

I've never experienced a soulmate. Relationship wise or friendship wise. I'm reading all these comments, and I'm wondering. What does a soulmate feel like? What does losing one feel like? Will I ever find my soulmate? I'm scared I'll never find one

[@fernautilus9863]

They're the most unexpected people and they'll find you in the most unexpected places, and you may not realize you've found them at first. And when you've forgotten you were looking in the first place - when you're just going about your daily life - someone will slip into your life unnoticed, and before you know it they're your everything.

[@wyn001]

ThatHoloNarwhal •-• You'll find a soul mate, and it sucks losing one it feels horrible like you'll be alone forever

[@bighoodie4315]

I'm aromantic and I'm probably never going to find someone that I connect with that way, and it's alright if you don't. Not everyone finds the perfect person, just as long as you're happy with yourself

[@fernautilus9863]

what should my name be? I dunno don't ask me i am too! I think my best friend is my soulmate.

[@wonkybee7612]

ThatHoloNarwhal •-• my soul mate is my best friend. Nothing sexual. We just click with each other better than anyone else. Its like we've intertwined our minds. We basically speak in inside joke riddles. Its great i love her. I hope i get to keep her around me for my life. She's once in a lifetime man :)

[@sakihuh]

Hanni's taste's immaculate

[@fruitpunch42069]

A few months ago, the first time I got to hear this lovely song, it sent me into one of my worst depressive episodes. I had broken up with my girlfriend of over a year whom I was madly in love with. I had my ninth suicide attempt not long after that. Now, five months later, I rediscovered this song and im crying again. I'm crying because I finally got help after needing it for six or seven years. Dodie, thanks for this song. I experienced it in two very different times in my life and I'm so terribly excited this time it's in one of the best mindsets I've ever been. You're awesome

[@miafine2584]

Sally McSally I'm so glad you found help :) lots of love

[@youtubetrash3196]

I'm glad you found help

[@kajsa_42]

Sally McSally How r u doing?

[@cereza5983]

OH mood, I feel this in my heart god it makes me cry.... I strive for recovery just like urs

[@1985homeslice]

Sally McSally We are proud of you

[@rin3853]

omg I'm so happy it's two girls that's made my day omg :)))

[@stelladasilva190]

same it made my small lesbian heart very happy aha :)

[@Dantheman1695]

I thought Dodie said song was about friends. Either way, great song/video

[@haven1651]

Dantheman1695 i feel like since the two girls kissed, it does imply at least some kind of romantic relationship between the two

[@hades_head_empty]

+Dantheman1695 gal pals (dodie is bi)

[@milicaruzic8700]

Dantheman1695 it's about wanting to stay friends with someone after a breakup. just like in the video, where they try dating, but it just doesn't work, and they want to go back to being friends

[@Nefariousaa]

I NEED SHE ON SPOTIFY DODIE.

[@Firefightress]

Nefariousa SAME SAME

[@authenticspace6235]

same

[@shaunanichole5968]

Nefariousa ME TOO IT IS A NECESSITY

[@carinaisabelle8990]

Nefariousa at first i was like: wait this isn't grammatically correct but yes i agree

[@cherryberry4214]

oh my god yes I love she

[@wishbonestars]

to all the souls that happen to come across this comment, simply know that you are loved. and that you are so beautiful - too beautiful for this world. fill yourself to the brim (till the peaks of your fingertips and till the edges of your lips) with love. fill yourself with so much love that you simply can’t help but feel it everywhere you go. i am rooting for you, sweet souls. sending all of you tons of warm hugs and endless amount of love. have a day 🤍

[@steffimountain8144]

been a stan of dodie's since 90k subs so this is emOTIONAL OK

[@sian.6748]

ME TOO IM FULLY EMOTIONAL

[@indogyearsiamdead]

Steffi Mountain SAME I AM SO PROUD OF HOW FAR SHE HAS COME

[@oyemate8647]

Steffi Mountain ive been with her since 100k :,))

[@isaacorwhatever4329]

Steffi Mountain I'm a Stan too, huge Stan.

[@victoriarodrigues8250]

i feel you been with her since like 60k I'm so proud of her

[@isabellegarber8079]

Dear Future Soulmate, I haven't found you yet, but I think that's okay. I've found of pieces of you, wrapped up in others. I found a little bit of you in his laugh, the one that still makes me smile years later. I found a little bit of you in the smile she makes at the ground when she's embarrassed, and in the way he always high fives me in the hallway. I've found pieces of you in myself too, when people talk and I'm always there to listen. I've found you in the kind of hugs he gives when We're both sobbing and it's all elbows and necks, or in a container of brownies shared with them over an outdated movie. Maybe finding a soulmate is an arbitrary thing. Maybe I'll never really find the whole you, only pieces of you found in others. But, God, if I do... I already love you

[@melododie]

This is so true.

[@Lebruj1]

Thank you for this comment

[@carmenv6928]

Beautiful

[@earthranon3740]

its ok, ull find me soon

[@plestrange511]

Wow this made me cry- its beautiful.

[@catarinabakker8405]

DODIE HAS A VEVO WAT I'M SO EXCITED

[@catarinabakker8405]

ALSO THIS IS GAY

[@eleanorr7285]

catarina wyers YAS GAYNESS AT XMASSSSSS

[@lizhendre1519]

I know right I just saw it today x

[@sydneenichols4175]

catarina wyers WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME

[@BethanyStitches]

I know! She tweeted about it, and it made me freak out. I screamed.

[@okuhleminyi8143]

Dear self, Please find a middle ground between 'head over heels' and 'no feels'. Keep laughing.

[@trinaelvessadillon3139]

I listened to this song on the beach, and then I wrote the words in the sand. You told me you loved me that day.

[@MillieGoode]

HOLY SHIT I'M STILL STUCK IN 2013 WHEN I STARTED WATCHING DODIE AND NOW ALL OF THIS AND ILL SEE HER IN 98 DAYS SCREAMING

[@desertplains.mp3]

!!HAVE A LOT OF FUN WHEN YOU SEE HER OKAY

[@claudia-ph4hd]

Millie Goode LUCKKYYYYY HAVE FUN :) IM SO JEALOUS

[@claudia-ph4hd]

Millie Goode IM SO SHOOK I STARTED WATCHING HER AT THE START OF 2014 AND NOOW THIIISSSS AAAA

[@SixtySecondYoga]

Me too!

[@ah-jb2jz]

im like WAIT WHAT HOW MY LITTLE PRECIOUS BEAN HAS GROWN SO MUCH

[@hi-vj9dy]

Sammy Paul, you legend.

[@hi-vj9dy]

Not to mention Ciaran's fantastic, underrated camera skills

[@TheNinjapancake14]

Always amazing

[@smolcat786]

+The Man Ciaran is bae

[@mai-pk1gf]

I love this!!!!

[@rebeccaogden4583]

Hey Alix, You came into my life when we were both still finding ourselves. We were both shy, and I was insecure in myself and my sexuality, but I could tell you were gonna be by my side for a long time. Even as I was dating her, I was trying to distract myself from the fact that I really liked you, because I just couldn’t do that to her. I watched you date another boy and girl, and really, I was happy for you, because I thought you were happy. Once I let myself go and allowed myself to be free, I finally could see you in the light that I’d been trying to dim for so long. We took a long time dancing around each other, trying to see if it would be okay, if we would be okay, but I’m glad we got to where we are today. You’re so beautiful, kind, compassionate, and kind of funky. You do random things for the strangest reasons, and you don’t ask for forgiveness for any of it because you are just your authentic self. I’ve never felt anything like how I feel with you, and there are some things I’d like to confess to you that I don’t want reserved to a KZbin comment. I’m so glad that I decided to talk to the pretty girl with the fluffy hair, with the vans and the flash necklace.

[@_lauwarm_]

I'm just crying right now because of this beautiful comment...really kind of felt that.

[@juliaaraujoatriz]

Omg, send this to her! Alix is a lucky girl

[@fitzmic2janieran615]

This is so beautiful! I'm crying right now! How did it go? Did you send this to her?

[@rebeccaogden4583]

@@fitzmic2janieran615 I’m pretty sure she’s seen it, but she knows all of it already :) we’re about to hit our one year anniversary

[@Fox15-b9u]

@@rebeccaogden4583 Omg this is sooo cute, I wish you the best❤️

[@topsylion]

Dear *** I can't put your name here because I know you love this song as much as I do. And I never want you to see this because I know I'm not your soulmate. But I'm pretty sure you were mine. You were the first person I ever loved, and you brought happiness to me in a dark time. But now you have someone else, and that's fine, it's better than fine and I couldn't be happier for you, you deserve all the happiness in the world. I just wish I wasn't so empty now xx

[@annat8454]

i feel this

[@sensitivedivinity]

I also feel this

[@nonexistenthousefly6175]

I also also feel this.

[@kiacrepuscolara]

Maya Shell “i know i’m not your soulmate. but i’m pretty sure you were mine” is too relatable

[@chasingmydreams070]

Waaoohhh u r a good writer!!!

[@mort2247]

i'm just saying this now for the future.... Please don't ever be mainstream, Dodie. (Like, I'm so conflicted. I want my little Dodes to be super successful with her music because she deserves it and that's what she wants but I just want to keep this talent..."underground" you know? It's like I just want her to myself but at the same time sharing her with the world because I'm proud of her UGH. I just want her to be my little hidden jewel.) ((but then the other reason I don't want her to be mainstream is because she probably won't be the same Dodie. she'd probably be overly managed by people. I don't want her to be like Troye Sivan basically.)

[@mort2247]

but besides that, i'm crying right now. THIS VIDEO WAS SO BEAUTIFUL AND EVERYTHING AND UGH DODIE IM PROUD OF YOU, OUR SMOL BEAN.

[@eurydice.3745]

I can't believe I'm saying this, but SAME!!!

[@aeipqthy]

therese.ong04 THERESE ERMAHGERD TEARS LEGIT JUST ROLLED DOWN MY FACE THANK GAWD MY ROOM LIGHTS IS OFF

[@eurydice.3745]

Chelsea_Yeo46 The Dodie Clark fan HOW DID YOU FIND ME

[@aeipqthy]

therese.ong04 CUZ I SAW U WHILE SCROLLING DOWN TO THE COMMENTS READING WONDERFUL PPL CRYING WITH US ABOUT DODIE

[@danwithnoplan2584]

This Comment Section: 95%- Dear (whoever) 3%- Hooray for gay! 2%- about the song in general

[@amoradora8034]

hooray for gay 🏳️‍🌈😳

[@heddaaxelsson3151]

This is true

[@asmallchild9073]

so true and yet really annoying.

[@jonnypayne598]

0.0016% this comment

[@toulouse1]

Can someone please explain the dear, comments? Like why?

[@jasminenyrrh-2812]

came here because hanni covered this song, OMG this song is so good!!

[@ummm5610]

DODIE IM CRYING I LOVE THIS

[@hi-mx9rb]

Panic! At the Melanie Martinez Same it's beautiful

[@faith-jw7qf]

Same. I'm so proud she has a Vevo now

[@haileyrizz6350]

Panic! At the Melanie Martinez YOUR NAME OMJ

[@zoyasultana3334]

same fam

[@Vanehappy]

SAME

[@carolinebogle9554]

Dear Girl from Busch gardens, April 16, 2019, I was waiting in line for the swings. Staring at my phone. My hair in a messy bun, wearing a crop top and ripped jean shorts. I was with my stepmom. You were about 10 people in front of us in line, wearing a camo shirt and black lace shorts. You had short dark brown hair and freckles. You tapped me on the shoulder and I looked up from my phone. “You look gorgeous today” you said. “Uhh, thanks..?” I said, not knowing how else to respond. You sat in front of me on the ride and I stared at you the whole time. Later we were in line for Verbolten. Same distance between us in line. My mine jumped back and forth between going and saying thank you for real or leaving it. I chickened out and left it and told myself I’d find you after the ride. You went on before me, the little red car zoomed away and I never saw you again. I looked for you all over the park for a good 40 minutes. I regret not saying thank you, I regret not telling you you looked gorgeous too. But it made my whole week and I still think about it. So thank you.

[@sharko3211]

oh my god the fact you remember the little details- I can’t say you’ll find her again, but in life people come an go, sometimes they’ll leave a greater impact than you think. Instead of looking back and regretting past choices look back and be grateful the scenario happened in the first place. Best of luck fellow internet bud

[@crosbywood332]

BOY OH BOY Mr. Paul has outdone himself this time. SO GOOOOOD OML

[@alyssavocadoo]

Crosby Wood So proud of everyone involved in this masterpiece alfjaka

[@evemitchell887]

I love your profile picture. I'm Hamiltrash I'm sorry.

[@jeweliamccleskey]

Crosby Wood hAMILTON

[@scullyscatheter8957]

HAMILTON!

[@goofyboy2627]

Crosby Wood Hamilltoonnm

[@tacobell7679]

Dear hot person I saw in the mall for like 5 seconds, this song is dedicated to you.

[@Sarah-wu7ki]

This is it 👏🏻

[@sampalguita]

mood

[@Dr.W1zard]

Signed, James Blunt

[@renegadeboom7145]

Omggg

[@Weather-more]

And also to that waitress who joked with me and completed my sentences when I got nervous around her.

[@mariac4846]

SHOOK

[@emmynoether9540]

Maria C I don't really get this word, but read it a lot on KZbin. Does it mean shocked or afraid, delighted, surprised? Or all of this? I am confused.

[@mariac4846]

Emmy Noether it basically means that you are emotionally drained by something happening, like this is a big explosion of how talented and amazing dodie is and the video is perfect and I am shook because of this video. So basically when someone says shook, you are surprised, happy, sad, dead, to the extent that you can't think of anything but the thing you're shook about.

[@emmynoether9540]

Thanks Maria! I am wondering, whether it comes from the verb "skake, shook, skaken". Is it a variation of "I am shaken"?

[@mariac4846]

Emmy Noether don't overthink it. there is no accuracy or grammatical correctness when it comes to shook. it's just, shook

[@tradgothmiku]

Maria C IM FUCKING SHUCK

[@vxssl]

This song and the video perfectly explains the pain of being in love with a best friend but not being able to be with them because they're straight or they just don't like you back in that way. Such a beautiful song. Thank you, Dodie, for writing it.

[@samfernandes4653]

Morbid Songbird Dont we know it 😕

[@katiecorsini]

she's not our little secret anymore guys :(

[@annaflore7098]

Katie Corsini :c

[@julia-roses]

Katie Corsini We had to release her into wild at some point ):

[@FidgetChocolateFudge]

she'd better not do a troye on us and stop posting normal videos

[@FindK00man]

You're not really going to be that selfish are you? Be happy that something this huge has happened to her! It's amazing that she's moving up in the music world like she deserves to, I'm so proud she's come this far. To want her to be "a secret" for a little club is weirdly entitled.

[@doddleoddle]

nooooooo u know i would never

[@StrawBurrberry]

This song really resonates with me. I used to listen to this song constantly in middle school, which I’m sure was a terrible time for everyone but it was just something that made me feel better and gave me something to relate to, or think I relate to. Years later It still takes me back and offers a level of comfort to me. Thank you dodie

[@strober6401]

Showed this to my ex when we were in a relationship. They hated the song. They hated every kind of song that i listened to. 🍂 Should’ve broken up with them years ago. Now i’m free to listen to whatever i want and Oh how much i love this song so so much. I am free and it’s time to find my soulmate.

[@ellakopecki1866]

I know this is from a while ago. But I'm going through the same thing right now. And my heart hurts but it makes me happy

[@nichests]

It will happen, you just don’t know when. I wish you the best in finding them.

[@panicatthehippo3660]

I'm bi and this is just ARGH THE FEELS WHY DO YOU MAKE ME CRY DODIE ILYSM

[@melis_0411]

PanicAtTheHippo ! SAME

[@justfive555]

PanicAtTheHippo ! Same

[@AryaBeltaine]

good for you?

[@felicityharkins1010]

Same

[@katieproctor4070]

HATE BI

[@ysgramorssoupspoon]

i'm shaking i've been listening to this for 3 days every night and i'm just....i'm about to cry.

[@erinbrown6776]

❤️

[@natasharostates4082]

w.a.m.s i noe r8

[@ironictea]

Honestly, I love this comment section. It's so warm and peaceful here.

[@Eggplanet96]

ugh I love this genre. I could see myself listening to this in a car on a rainy cold day...

[@heejeongjin5286]

P. T I like how you think cuz I thought the same thing :)

[@bookwormishculture1497]

How does she make cuss words sound so ... amazing and calming ....?

[@xanbell7723]

When used correctly, they are usually quite amazing and calming lol

[@bookwormishculture1497]

Xan Bell Very true .

[@pippir]

Sometimes, a cuss can be used in such a powerful way that it makes you feel calm and can bring up emotions. When used in the right way, they lose the stigma of being offensive, throwaway words.

[@bookwormishculture1497]

Pepper Pie That is probably the best explanation for cuss words in songs. Thank you .

[@tantan6609]

There's curse words?

[@UselessJack]

Holy shit, dodie has a Vevo channel now? WOW!

[@claudia-rq9ht]

Useless Jack I know I was like craaaaaap

[@benjaminmonger9395]

Future me, I’m sorry for the suffering I’ve put you through. I hope you are well. I hope you are happy. I hope you have found the peace you deserve. If not, I promise I won’t give up on you. With night comes day and with rain follows the sun. You are enough and will always be enough. There may be no correct answers and no solid ground to walk on but you are always you. Never forget the love in your heart, the gift of your soul and the magic of your brain. You will always matter. No force of nature can falter your birthright strength. 23 year old me

[@lespoirdeve]

I really hope you’re okay. Wishing you all the best.

[@The-Labbed-Life]

Hope you comeback to that comeback so you can reread your message 💛

[@Joselefineline]

okay so sammy directed a video for dodie starring dottie....there is a god

[@doddleoddle]

Joselefineline lolol

[@lexi2523]

omg hey dodie

[@Harrison_J_T]

To quote Sammy 'I made a video with two of my exes for a song about me which also features my dad.'

[@sanriobambi]

WHAT HOW DID I NOT KNOW ABOUT YHIS CHANNEL

[@sanriobambi]

dottie is so pretty i'm so dead

[@elizapancakes6169]

sheedah from the 1975 dottie 😂😂😂😂

[@snepiapotao1136]

there's dottie and dodie in the video :( both are so pretty

[@marckouatchi4657]

sheedah from the 1975 Bsr

[@IzzyFletcher15]

Hi Sarah I’ve been straight for 19 years. I’ve never loved anyone and now I love you. After 4 months of flirting and confusion you never gave up and it was worth the wait because i have completely fallen in love with you

[@elizabethcorbin4399]

My girlfriend and I have been together almost two years. In 3 weeks we're moving in together. This has always kinda been like "our song". We've had a lot of ups and downs. Her family is Mormon and mine not the most accepting. I have had relationships that broke off in the past because of our family's beliefs. We truly did have to fight and there was a point in time we almost didn't make it. But we're still going strong and I love her more than anything. In fact, we had our very first kiss in 2018 to this song. We are currently LDR (not for much longer though!!!) and whenever the song plays on my Spotify, I just cry. It represents so much to me. ♥️♥️♥️

[@jelletimmermans3916]

Awh what a beautiful story. I hope you are and stay happy!

[@appledialed7669]

Dear soulmate, actually I’m not certain you were my soulmate but I do remember thinking about you at every hour. I remember sitting awake at 2 am crying talking to you on the phone as you whispered how much you loved me. I remember your smell, I remember your soft comforting voice and I remember your perfectly imperfect features. And mostly I remember our late nights sitting in fields, just talking and listening to sad songs. We would talk about the world, in fact we would talk about the whole universe. I remember you telling me you found somebody new, I remember us fighting and crying and screaming until we had both collapsed on the floor asleep. I remember hurting myself, hurting others. I remember being so hurt and alone. now I see you around school, with your new soulmate. I see you two laugh, I see you two hold hands and I see you two kiss. I wish I could erase you but that would erase some part of myself. I’m grateful for you, I don’t know if I’ll ever get over you but I’m glad you’re happy.

[@Aura-tk8bs]

Beautiful

[@GayRiku]

I know too many people are probably doing these but I need to add my own. Rebekah - I know it's been years. At this point I'm just probably that awkward ex that still hasn't lost feelings even though it's been so long. I remember before we knew we were romantically attracted to each other - or before we wanted to admit it, at least - we called ourselves "Soul Sisters". We were nearly the same person, you knew me better than I knew myself most the time. I remember you'd bike to my house and throw stuff from the garden against my window to get my attention. I remember playing super smash bros in your garage and eating Cheez-Its. I remember going out on little photoshoots and our dreams of being youtubers. I remember being so scared when we admitted to each other that we were more than just best friends. So scared to lose you, so scared because both our parents were so traditional and we were just two girls that had something special. The months we had before everything fell apart were my everything, the happiest times of my life. But then your mom found out. We were at the town festival watching the battle of the bands and you were cold so we were sharing a hoodie, and your mom walked in. Our parents freaked. I was so scared for you, I knew your parents especially were probably losing it - I knew they talked of sending you to military school or taking away all your freedom. I wanted to try to continue the relationship in secret but I think that was selfish of me. I did some shitty things, I was scared and sad but at the end of the day I have no real excuse. I wish I could take back what I did when I felt lonely. Fast forward a year and a half and there you were again. I had always seen you in the halls, but once again I was actually hearing FROM you. Notes passed to me from mutual friends, whispers that you'd like to talk to me again. I was so scared when we reunited. We met at the track at the school between our houses and walked and just talked. I remember holding back tears the entire time. I remember how I got cold and you held my hand. I couldn't stop shaking. I remember meeting another time soon after at the coffee shop. We studied and I just couldn't believe this was real. I remember kissing in the backseat of my car, listening to the sound of your heart and the rain on the sunroof. I remember genuinely feeling like life was going to be okay again. In my mind, we were still soulmates, though we were no longer the "same person" anymore. In your absence I had retreated in on myself - while you had only grown more and more. This was almost better, though, as it pushed me to be better and get better. Once again your mom walked in on us together, and once again we were sent our separate ways. It's been four years since all of that happened and I still think of you all the time. You are out there doing amazing things in the world, and I, admittedly, am not. Sadness and anxiety have controlled my every action, and I've lost passion for most the things that used to make me feel the most alive. I hope I can see you again. At the very least, even if you tell me you never want to see me again, we can have some closure. You inspire me still, though we don't talk, to be the best I can be, to pick up old hobbies, to go back to school. I miss your smell, I miss your smile, but most of all, I miss your love. I hope you're happy out there, you deserve it. You are truly the most magical and incredible person I have ever met, and I am so thankful that we crossed paths. I really do believe that you are my one and only soulmate, but I don't know if I necessarily am yours (or even deserve to be). I know soulmates are rare and that most people don't even meet theirs in their lifetime, so I'm thankful I was lucky enough to meet you. I have loved you for more than seven years. I feel as though I will love you all my life.

[@mariya1757]

hey, i just read this and i started crying so much. i hope youre okay and life is treating you well. i relate to everything you said and i hope you find love again beautiful. take care of yourself.

[@eveyisabella1286]

mariya da egg hey im crying.

[@jodi4558]

You deserve happiness too babe, I believe you can overcome your sadness and anxiety. You have strength and power of your own that can inspire others x

[@yourmum6755]

Girl you deserve that happiness and closure Who cares what anyone else thinks

[@plestrange511]

I hope you two meet again

[@me-om9nq]

Dear K, I know you probably won't see me in the same light but your one of the only people that I chose to stay alive for. I do know were to "young" or whatever to understand these feelings but I do believe that you should be the person I spend the rest of my life with. Even if you dont see me like that I am still appreciative of how your there to cheer me up, hopefully one day I can tell you how wonderful you make me feel. But for now you'll just stay my favorite person to have gym with and to make me smile when I feel there is nothing left to live for. Love S

[@hannahreiber]

Dottie and Dodie in one video?? heaven.

[@isabellafernandez9563]

Hannah Mikayla I KNOW RIGHT! Im so haaaaappy!!!

[@teddyyyyy6100]

I HATE THIS IT CANT END THERE NOOO MY HEART ITS BREAKING

[@mangomak1342]

TBEAR THATS HOW U KNOW IT'S THE REALLLL DEAL MUSIC

[@teddyyyyy6100]

TheRandomBox I KNOW BUT IT STILL BREAKS MY HEART

[@kealeykoritko1706]

i find listening to her explanation of the song helps me cope with how good and sad it is