my mom threw glass | STORYTIME

[@dorkbait]

I decided to share more backstory before getting into the finalities of my time spent living with my mom. I have many, many stories. A lot of these are in short-form on my Tiktok (dorkbait on there too) and you're welcome to binge watch those. However, each will be receiving it's own long-form video over time. I plan on posting every Friday just like this, at 3pm EST. Enjoy, and I look forward to reading your comments!

[@Rosemary-rr9jf]

We are proud of how much you've grown and I'm glad your okay now :)

[@Miles-ox3ub]

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[@anniekennett8343]

Keep making content! This kind of stuff needs to be shared. Love your content❤

[@I-Design-Stuff]

Thank you for sharing

[@literally_theft]

Hope u two get better ❤️‍🩹

[@IloveaxolotlsOwo]

the fact she tried to stalk YOU IN COLLAGE is crazy.

[@Vai_Editzz]

College* not trying to be rude 😅❤

[@liamgraham5363]

not collage 😭 /j

[@BraveSoda]

Not in the photo pile! /j

[@WEIRD0_3457]

HEY IM GENDERFLUID TOO!

[@dizzymonkey1423]

a collage is a group of photos put into ☝️ 🤓

[@SunflowerCat1]

What on earth would make someone think that treating their kids like this is okay?

[@RoRoOreo]

Being a narcissistic ig..

[@pinkforguys]

they just straight up dont think

[@MegaMonkeVr]

@@RoRoOreo???

[@Em_Elizabeth]

They crave control

[@baffledbat]

@@MegaMonkeVrhis mum is narcissistic, which he’s stated in a lot of yt shorts ^^

[@grookeymon]

Dude you've went through so much as a child I'm so sorry you've clearly done nothing to deserve what happened to you..

[@BuggyLittleFella]

Your stories are helping me realize some of the messed up shit my dad is doing. (Manipulating, the guilttrip, etc.) I am glad you were able to get out of your living situation though 💙💙💙

[@sharkbowl54]

i love the fact that you not only spread awareness off this awful experience, but you also profit off it. i hope she has an awful life, and i hope you have a rich and lovely life.

[@-TheCheeseMan-]

Hey let's not wish despair upon people, just hope they can become a better person!

[@VioletEmerald]

I relate in many ways to these stories of horrifically abusive mothers, mine was too. A toxic horrible combination of alcoholism, covert narcissism, and borderline personality disorder -- plus probably histrionic personality disorder and obsessive-compulsive personality disorder (OCPD). My mom's rage was intense. But I know I was so lucky because my dad wasn't ALSO an abuser. He may have failed me and my brother, sure, because he didn't properly protect us from our abusive mother. But he didn't stay married to her, he didn't defend her, he didn't know what to do but he wasn't okay with it and he was a GOOD dad and I am so shocked how rare MY kind of story really is.

[@RAYnuhhTheGreat]

Right there with you girls. Yall should watch the content from "Pittsburgh cigarette mom." Can't remember her name off the top of my head, but, yall would enjoy her very similar content. One thing I will say about myself and the ugly story I lived with my mom growing up is this- she made me a great mother! Bc of her less than desirable and downright atrocious and grossly abusive on all levels parenting skills... I learned what not to do with my own daughter. My baby is now 6 and my general rule of thumb with her is "whatever my mom would've done or did do to me in the same situation- I do the exact opposite. " I turned my awful into my personal strength and I would not hesitate for a second to say that I'm a good mom and my baby will never know the pain women like us have known with our mothers. ❤❤

[@kimmystewart6959]

I am almost 50yrs old. The cops were never called and the teachers didn't care. It was just called discipline back then. And it happened to every child I've ever known Society is still so messed up but parents are more afraid to get caught nowadays back then they didn't care

[@Potterhead443]

Some parents don’t deserve kids. You didn’t deserve that treatment from your mom.

[@YAMAIHIME]

As morbid as this is i really enjoy these story time videos. It makes me a feel a little less alone with the stuff my mother used to pull... just her freaky husband was more in control than her and she's egg him on do shit for her. Stuff like this needs to be said more often I'm sick of "mother's" getting away with being terrible.

[@asarishepard8171]

Im glad youre doing more long videos, hang in there! i think we all need to share our stories, and yours are insane. no ones home is perfect i think, i but i knew my mom loved me. i wish i could give you a hug.

[@dorkbait]

i feel like if people can't relate, they can learn something or at least be entertained by the craziness. thanks for the support.

[@asarishepard8171]

​@@dorkbaithere for it, here for you :) you look in your early twenties and I see weariness in your eyes like someone of my years. Hang in there

[@trytoholdon]

I think it is important for you to document these kinds of stories. I grew up in an abusive household and as nice as forgetting trauma sounds, it scares me how I start to forget what was done to me… because I feel like when I forget, I allow those kinds of things to be done to me again moving forward, and I mean, I just feel like it’s important for me to remember.

[@chriskildahl5263]

Absolutely how I feel too. I can forgive, but I wont forget.

[@RippingStars]

New upload from Jesse!!! These stories make me feel so empowered as a victim of similar things. Thank you for sharing such vulnerable parts of your life

[@MantasticHams]

Maaan, im so sorry you dealt with this. Stay tough, my dude.

[@marianneberonilla4384]

As someone who has also gone through DA, I love how you add little jokes in between, as sick as it may sound to ppl. It's truly a coping technique but also in some masochisic way helps? With that being said, I hope you're healing from what you went through and I'm sorry you had to go through it. Sending love 🩷

[@TheGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG]

Recently i commented on a girls video about her neighbor. She didnt like that. Took it as an attack. I love the fact that this girl knows the risks of sharing this information and is actually responsible. Im sorry your mom was like this.

[@jacobfitness]

I feel so sorry for u ur brother and ur dad. It probably caused an unimaginable amount of mental trauma

[@Awesome_sauz]

I'm so sorry you had to went through this. I hope you and your siblings are better now.

[@AClassicInsomniac]

All I’m thinking about is how messed up your parents childhood was to make your childhood so messed up

[@Xezr4X]

this is terrible, I'm glad you and your siblings are alright now❤️‍🩹

[@chriskildahl5263]

I totally relate to this level of not being able to relate to my peers about the shit id experience at home until it poured itself into someone elses cup. I know it sounds cliche, but keep fighting the good fight fellow sibling of the valley.

[@leaddust5539]

“Sibling of the Valley” is a wicked term I’m definitely yoinking that

[@acaciakaroo-u4l]

we all got crazy stories, thanks for telling yours.

[@FiascoLeDumb]

I'm so proud of you for letting the masses hear your voice. Thank you for sharing these things. You didn't deserve any of it. And you sharing these things will help others like you know that they don't deserve it either. You give hope. You empower. Thank you.

[@MiloTheSilly]

This kinda reminds me of something my mom did to me when i was younger. I was in a slightly bad mood one day, and I walked through the kitchen. She was in there, and she started yelling at me. I just kinda glanced over just to LOOK at her. But no, of course looking at someone is a crime, and she threw a plate full of food at my face. Note that this was around thanksgiving, and she had a bunch of turkey on the plate. The plate didn't break, but it was significantly heavy. I was 13. She threw a plate full of food at a 13 year old girl just for not feeling well.

[@eclipse.puppets.]

i'm so sorry you had to go through all of that. that's terrible :(

[@moonbunnywarriors7198]

it baffles me how people can do these things. Hope you're alright now

[@citruslimonia]

Your previous video appeared on my recommended yesterday, so I decided to look up for this upload. It's really terrible that you and your sibling had to go through this, I hope you're much better now, I really wish this society were more protective over the young population living similar situations. Also, I laughed at that outro 😄

[@Kaiser-GD]

I feel so bad for you with the stories you’ve shared and that you had to experience these,so glad you and your siblings are okay now❤

[@Foxxzz-Froggzz]

"yeah, I don't know about you, but I got Lisa." "it was free." Me: "You have paid with your pain."

[@thefrogzillq]

Omg that must be so traumatic 😥

[@Pheebs12]

I am just now realizing how bad adults can be bc I personally have been going through shit and like no adult had helped lmao

[@strwberiisoph]

I’m so sorry that your mom did such horrible things. I hope you’re better, and recovering now ❤❤

[@TohruMarie]

What an amazing human you are. The way you recall those memories is bittersweet. When I was around your age I was told to write a book all the time, I never was able to do it. Make bank off that trauma. 💚💚✌✌

[@jaxedwards8148]

Everytime I think it can't get worse, it gets worse 😭😭 I'm glad you're happy now man. Everyone deserves to be happy and especially people like you. You telling your stories show victims that there is light in the future.

[@l4mp1n4t10n]

yknow, that outro is perfect.

[@KatM272]

Gosh I’m sorry about all this. All things aside, you have a real talent at story telling

[@dorkbait]

If you misgender me, you are also agreeing that your thingy is small! ;D

[@mcc12cunha22]

Why, are there lots of people misgendering you ?

[@LenyRaed]

Pronouns Hand them over

[@TheBigJayAgenda]

@@mcc12cunha22Whenever someone is trans or believed to be trans, they get brutally misgendered cuz transphobes refuse to live in a world where we can EVER be seen as humans

[@LayzerdProductions]

We've all had to be nosy into everyone's conversations while we were younger, ain't the only one who witnessed them awful fights-

[@jakeshouserottychannel6714]

I only just recently found your channel but had binged watched a lot of yours shorts snd these two long rant videos and well, I sort of get it. Now my bio parents never laid a hand on me or physically hurt me but, i did go through a lot of emotional and phycology abuse from both my bio mom and bio dad. Luckily me and my siblings got adopted and eventually cut contact with our bio parents but during the years we were with them it was hell. I won't say everything they did because it'll be enough to fill up a novel but the stuff off the top of my head are; My bio dad wanting kids then proceeded to ignore us for a good bit and only showed up to be the "fun" parent. My bio mom making me and my sister fear/feel ashamed about sex, to the point she would yell at us if we were even watching something with a sex scene in it and were trying to skip over it. My bio dad made all three of us scared of being in the kitchen, denied us snacks, and to be honest we felt lucky to get his scraps, abd he was the main cook of the house. Heck as kids he installed a wooden plank door that we couldn't open so we couldn't get into yhe kitchen at his place. My bio mom didn't know how to cook so the only things that were edible were canned food, easy to microwave food, or plain sandwiches. Thars not even talking about how a lot of the time the food at her place wasn't cooked properly/rotten/freezer burnt, and half the time there was so much dishes that some of the pots and pans were by the toilet. My bio dad was a pathological liar, and my bio mom used us as emotional support for her. I think what did mess me up socially for a while was how my bio mom purposely used made up words to express something or get us mixed up, all while we were still learning what words were. Oh and making me and my siblings on purpose cause people to be uncomfortable on bus rides, like she made it seem like a game. And thats wgat i can at least list off the top of my head of the stuff we went through, that i at least am willing to share right now, because some of the other stuff they did will need like trigger warnings.

[@aubreypuppet]

TELL👏ALL👏THE👏STORIESSSSs👏👏

[@ms.blooddiamond3857]

OMG! I use that John Quiñones line all the time lol! Usually with my own insane family drama. Sometimes just random outside drama. But for unbelievable shit, John Quiñones is my go-to lol

[@mossripalextechno6450]

Thank you for sharing your experiences. It takes a lot of courage to be this vulnerable on the internet like this. I hope this finds people who it will help. If you are going through stuff like this, you are not alone, you are not crazy, and you don't deserve to be treated like this. No matter what names they call you, no matter what excuses they spew, and what mental gymnastics they use on you. Our pasts do shape you, but they do not have to imprison you. And you are not the exception to this statement. I have a friend dealing with transphobic and narcissistic parents. They are planning to go no-contact as soon as possible. If anyone has any advice on how to help them now and in furture i would be very grateful.

[@kensleycashner8444]

Love your eyes and outfit(sorry for all the trauma.)😢

[@dorkbait]

aw thank you!

[@tanyagsw7920]

I'm a single mom of a 5 year old who has ODD and ADHD (which basically means he either doesn't listen to me or he does but does the complete opposite of what I tell him and also during that he is super hyper and has absolutely 0 attention span) his dad hasn't been involved in 3 years and i have no help. Man, oh man son knows how to annoy me like no other, and he pushes buttons I didn't even know I had. I also suffer from depression and anger, but I would never in a million years do to him even a fraction of what your "mom"ster did to you. If you don't mind me asking, how old are you? You still look very young but also seem so mature and well adjusted, especially considering everything you've gone through ❤❤❤

[@they_fw_kaee]

I’m so sorry Jesse. For you and your brother.

[@leaddust5539]

Holy crap I didn’t realize you release videos every Friday and it’s Thursday rm LETS GOOO I’ll be holding my breathe until tomorrow

[@avaies]

I’m actually so happy I just discovered your channel and then you uploaded this right when I finished the other video but, I’m so glad your alive

[@nellythenarcissist]

Yep I had the same with my narcissistic ex. Fight one: 3AM THUD downstairs. Glass thrown in the face of the daughter. Mom falls in floor and pretends to be hurt herself. Fight two: I came home and because I left a cup on the side, my ex flew into a frenzy and threw loads of glasses at me.

[@rileythesmiliest]

we fully support you!! i’m so sorry abt everything that happened:(

[@mossripalextechno6450]

"Please be kind, or else" works as a good outro.

[@GodzillaPlaysxP]

That was the best outro I’ve ever seen. On a serious note, I’m so sorry you went thru all this as a kid. What the heck makes a MOTHER think this is ok to do to her own kid?!!

[@RandomExpunger]

“MOTHER”

[@DestinyHope-jz9fw]

I hope you know how much you might be helping people. Keep going strong beautiful soul ♥

[@Sock_ManVA]

“I want a cool outro thing but I don’t know what to do.” *slaps phone/camera.* Best outro

[@dorkbait]

teheh ✨👊🏼🕺🏼

[@Sock_ManVA]

@@dorkbait *Knocks out Viewers by accident* 😭

[@goJi7]

It's nice to rant about these things and get them off your chest when you know that people are listening.

[@dearieclearie]

The way I would totally buy a copy if you wrote a book

[@Iva-i4l]

BRO THIS STORYTIME IS CRAZY

[@SURIVIALTHEZEPHYRTHEKILLER]

I love watching ur vids

[@MizuToKaze_I]

I love your stories though they sound traumatizing

[@alvvaysforever]

At this point this is NOT a mother figure at all. It’s a demon from down there..

[@ItsMexOqpv]

I’m scared now. My parents are nice, so nice and innocent that it makes me scared that one day they might end up like how your mom was towards you and your brother. I’m sorry for what happened:(

[@T_Barb]

I’m so sorry. 💔

[@AshGreyWolf]

Your videos are so great, Jesse. Spread Awareness, and stay safe. 😁

[@Alleycrum]

You an your brother are so brave... I could never...♥

[@nicolec835]

You have a talent for storytelling. Glad to have come across your channel. Looking forward to hearing more from you.

[@SuddenlyAlone69]

Id rather have the linda tickets lol Also i find it comforting you sharing your trauma ive been through stuff myself and hearing you talk about your stuff makes me feel better ig lll

[@vykcryptid]

good on you for talking about your experiences and I'm sorry they put you through that shit, Kia Kaha

[@The_is_alive]

that was the best outro I have ever seen.

[@areallycoolwindow]

r/Insaneparents be like

[@GothicPinecone666]

Both of these siblings are badass

[@Lily.1-s5v]

I've grown up in a family like that and i'm sorry you had to grow up with one to also i love the outro ☺

[@maryberry0314]

broo wtff!! this is so wrong! hope she served her time

[@LILLYPOOS]

like brother like sister: "i'm gonna hide the car BEHIND the building"

[@ShaggsTherianWife]

I'm so sorry this stuff happened to you. I really hope you're ok now! 🩷🩷

[@foxmusicalchemist]

My parents were similar. Kicking me out then harassing me and getting cops involved when they decided they changed their mind and didn't like that their method of "teaching a lesson" was only really reducing the amount of influence they had over me. Of course they were respected Professional types with jobs like teacher, therapist, nurse, etc. So they were able to get me labeled with things like ODD in order to more Officially scapegoat me. Literally for being the unwanted autistic step child.

[@escouleshaire]

Worst god damn mother ever, sounds like a cool brother tho! This genuinely sounds terrible though, couldn’t imagine having to live through that.

[@justjade256]

please do not change that outro, that is gold

[@emmett_the_5th]

Honestly, that was a very cool outro

[@PicassosSister-rj5zp]

I'm not surprised after everything I know about your mom; however, glass wasn't on my bucket list. My dad used to throw conditioner bottles at me, and water jugs, but that's not as bad as glass. I'm sorry so many of us go through this.

[@krims_kringle]

just watched pt. 1 to this, cool timing lol

[@jadeherter8652]

hope you're doing okay, love

[@Itgirl888]

Love your content 💕 I'm so happy you can make longer videos 😀

[@Ashlyn_Banner_dogs]

It's crazy how the police didn't consider anything they did as @bu$e

[@els_789]

I really hope your doing better now ❤

[@TheRizzardofoz698]

7:34 from there on it was so clear the fear in their voice

[@TheRizzardofoz698]

7:32 sry from hear on

[@ARandomEliatrope]

Oh boy! more trauma! folks who've watched his shorts will know these stories real well

[@NGRKVQ34IOJ4Q3KIDFKJLIQ]

yes yes more stories please

[@eqemmy]

Sorry this is so unrelated but i love your room 😭😭😭😭 i wanna give you a hug

[@Summermartinez99]

I hope you’re okay now❤️‍🩹

[@Kitkatlover817]

Dude that's crazy

[@Nyx.Hearts]

God, I just watched your other video and wow I can’t believe that person even calls herself your ‘mom’

[@leaddust5539]

Your ability to give a cinema level description of your life stories only to end the video right before another one is choke holding me. In all seriousness though I’m so sorry and I hope your life has some peace now. Walking away from an upbringing like this and being able to function is such an accomplishment.

[@Jelly_sharkk]

EE! oh noo. But like love ur story telling!

[@ARWiccagirl]

The same thing happened to me when I was living at my auntie’s house, but it was different. See these people that I used to sell eggs to notice them auntie wasn’t feeding me so they kept bringing me McDonald’s and stuff and eventually they stopped coming and I was watching my aunt threatening to call the police on them

[@Spade-a-potato]

Something similar happened to me, with my stepdad. My mom literally did not care and refused to believe what he did do me and my 3 siblings. He threw A CROWBAR at my brothers HEAD and missed by like 3 inches. He bodyslammed us, locked us outside at night, etc. thankfully he passed from cancer last year ;))

[@AveryMartinez.2095]

I saw you today, and i already love u

[@Foofle]

I don’t know if I should talk and tell you I feel bad or wish it didn’t go that way, so I’m sorry if this comes off as insensitive but people with trauma some how always end up being so funny /pos and I enjoyed listening to you talk about it

[@Huggybuggggy]

I swear, front office lady's are terrifying

[@Melissa-y2u]

I have a cool outie greeting. “Duck You Linda.” Every Single Video.

[@NamelessTophat-hd3mf]

I like you. Thank you for creating.

[@Annnabannanna]

Yoo, this mum is crazyyy

[@Jayden_and_star]

an outro u can do is a background of your choice and a text saying your channel name with a doodle of yourself standing on the text smileing