i got my mom arrested | STORYTIME + RECEIPTS

[@dorkbait]

ITS FINALLY HERE. KZbin accepted my appeal for the SECOND version of this video. I only had to cut like ten seconds. Enjoy!!

[@nicholasherrera-fe5bv]

What was the part you had to cut?@dorkbait

[@dorkbait]

@@nicholasherrera-fe5bv I had to cut foul language LOL

[@Elodie-xi3pp]

@@dorkbait They are seriously cracking down, they already know it’s not meant for kids. It’s annoying. But not necessarily your fault.

[@Bepus-Edits]

@@dorkbait idk why, if the video is labeled as NOT FOR KIDS, why punish someone for cursing-

[@MI_Jadecraft]

Erm can we have the dad being erm crazy story if ur comfortable

[@eugenegubbard4017]

As a kid, I read A Series of Unfortunate Events and thought, "wow, that's a fucked up story". Imagine my chagrin, growing up and learning that it really wasn't fictional for so many unfortunate children.

[@RUTH_108]

The comparison is crazy

[@dorkbait]

I LOVED THAT SERIES. It made me feel less alone.

[@FlyingCat._.]

I watched the series on Netflix and I thought the same thing. It’s honestly upsetting to think about that what happens in the show probably wasn’t fictional for some children, like you had said about the books.

[@itzvanniez.c0m]

NO FUCKING WAY I LOVE THE SHOW N THE BOOKS R SO GOOD I NEVER THOUGHT ID SEE SOME1 ELSE WHO LIKED THE SERIES

[@itzvanniez.c0m]

​@@FlyingCat._.especially w violets "marriage" count olaf was so creepy

[@nuggie_product8133]

“Im sorry this is so graphic, i know kids watch this” Me, 13: *devouring cereal fully invested in this*

[@BanabaHread]

Sounds tasty. What kind of cereal?

[@nuggie_product8133]

@@BanabaHread I was eating cheerios lol

[@elbowskin3277]

SLAYYYY not me being 19 and as invested as u girly me too lol

[@No_quema_cuh.1]

Nah me too

[@THATWEIRDO--]

I DID THE SAME EXACT THING

[@lilprincessisis2370]

My mom slit her wrist in my room at 4 with my broken window, its rough dealing with adult shit when you're a child.

[@lilprincessisis2370]

My mom did get meds and help though. I'm so sorry yours didn't and you faced so much trauma.

[@miloswishorb1163]

God that's terrifying, I'm so sorry you had to witness that.

[@lilprincessisis2370]

@@miloswishorb1163 unfortunately that was just the start of traumatic storms to come but it's alright I got through it, I get to do my best to make a better life for my kiddo and break the cycle. :)

[@brittanydoyon1762]

My mom did the same thing but on my 10th bday and we had to go to the hospital to get her stitches… I now hate my bday

[@lilprincessisis2370]

@@brittanydoyon1762 the stains don't tend to come out either so mommy's blood splatter as an art piece was an inclusion how about you Hun? I'm hoping you're alright despite/inspire of all this. Truly you didn't deserve to see this crap either keep your pretty/handsome face up darling.

[@Giaoutofsilence]

That's the reason my dad doesn't divorce my narcissistic mother, he doesn't wanna lose half of everything he's worked for all his life. But my mom's a monster, I think he'd be a lot happier, even without his stuff. This is rough stuff luv, I hope you are doing better now🫂🥺

[@Jay-sr7hc]

Wishing u nothing but the best in this life 🥰

[@Aleph-gm3lw]

My friend is going through that aswell, you aren't alone. I hope everything works out for your dad

[@Kelsey._frx]

Same

[@Giaoutofsilence]

@@Kelsey._frx 🫂

[@arcanelyCryptic]

he can give his stuff away temporarily to someone he trusts or his kid if theres a good bond there, then divorce her honestly

[@forkalamari6093]

“I love you and I love the kids” no tf she doesn’t?? Honestly good on Jess for getting his mom arrested, I fucking hate Linda and I don’t even know her

[@MrMoron-qn5rx]

"i love you and i love the kids" and they love you so much they get you a special home full of other like-minded people when you get older!

[@Cupidzx0x]

Jess.. calling that crazy excuse for a mother a narcissist is an understatement

[@Tommylovesnoodles]

7:41 I would totality wear merch that says "that's a Story for another time." It seems fitting to the channel and a good shirt in general.

[@the_cherry_mae]

AGREED

[@starShadowe]

@Tommylovesnoodles as well as the burning bridges one please

[@TheeAmbientUnfazed]

I totally need a shirt that says that too, wallahi I do 😂❤

[@nanumi14]

That dog is the cutest ever. I really appreciate your story times. You are so strong. The way you tell stories really keeps my attention. You're really good at telling stories. Keep being awesome.

[@Motherheavenlyy]

The way they tell stories is really good for my adhd, the constant talking was able to keep my attention an really get intune with what I'm hearing!!

[@Motherheavenlyy]

Yes they r so strong.

[@janicelaurin7263]

Just finished watching. My anxiety just went through the roof listening to this. Linda is clearly mentally disturbed. She does not qualify to have the title of "mother." Looking forward to Part 2. On a lighter note, your dog and cats are so precious. They clearly love you ❤

[@Aaron-my9zy]

Like the saying goes, "All children deserve parents, but not all parents deserve children."

[@elEterno144]

the woman in this video also seem deranged.

[@ryncise]

Namaste is a Sanskrit greeting g at means “I bow to you” with a literal translation. It’s a common way to greet people in India but is also associated with yoga.

[@saveyourself-d6n]

come on, its time to go see *violently bows down to you*. hurry up, we're late. LOL

[@_mirary_]

​@@saveyourself-d6ni love that comment 💀

[@Pubbiboi]

In India we basically use it may peace be with you or I hope your day is well

[@e.o752]

what the hell man you charged this video like a mac truck the energy is infectious and I hope you never lose it

[@notwalter63]

' i told you i would get away with it' is fucking evil. im glad she finally got arrested.

[@ZowithnoO]

THAT RANDOM DROP ABOUT YOUR FIRST TIME WITH YOUR NOW DEAD FRIEND WHO ENDED UP IN A PSYCHE WARD ? HELEPEP I CHOKED i adore how you make videos bcs i get distracted so easily and your strong voice and constant moving and to the point explanation is amazing

[@monicabruns1287]

Bro has the whole Villian backstory *And* Become a chill person, Vibe check is passed Edit: OMG 247 likes! i normally get like 5 thank you so much

[@-daffodils-wish-3741]

One thing I hate is when people are like "How do you care for her even after she did all that stuff to you?", you can't choose. You can't help it, and it fucking sucks. After the things my own mother has done, I still can't help but feel worried when she's horribly sick. I wish I didn't, but you can't exactly control it.... 🙃🙃

[@firebreathingchickenduck4936]

"how can you still care?" Manipulation.

[@-daffodils-wish-3741]

@@firebreathingchickenduck4936 exactly

[@HDcreature]

It's something we're socially wired to do. Don't feel too bad about it

[@miloswishorb1163]

It's hard to stop loving someone who was supposed to love you unconditionally..

[@starrycharacter]

"how can you still care" Because it's the only way to convince myself that there was something there besides pure hatred at a child

[@MmmmBroogln]

I love these videos because it just feels like we are listening to you in the middle of lunch while you spill the tea 🍵

[@Zyryne1]

I'd have called CPS if one of my folx told me anything like this at school lunch. 😊❤

[@kaushikkonala]

Jess: two truths one lie, my mom tried to kill me when I was 14, my mom tried to electrocute my dad, I had one sane adult when growing up

[@ChelseaLipford-md5hp]

Oh wow..... Are you okay now?

[@vstro_i]

@@ChelseaLipford-md5hpthese are things that happened to Jess, the youtuber

[@ChelseaLipford-md5hp]

Oh I hope he's ok now

[@Milosaurrrus]

Could it be the sane adult one? /t (its the sane adult thats the lie. Ohio was built different.)

[@BlossomBeads12]

Number 3

[@caspersclaws]

Watching this makes me realize that my trauma is nothing compared to other people’s. I’m so happy you got out of that god-awful situation, and your mom deserves so much more than what she got. You are an incredible person, and I love watching your videos.

[@Timmering]

That doesn’t make what you went through any less valid. ❤ remember that friend! Support everyone.

[@abs8954]

Thank you for continuing to upload. So relatable, grew up in a totally dysfunctional household and still unpacking it all at the age of 34 😅. Covert and overt narcissistic parents have alot to answer for. P.s your hair looks great and I need that shirt!

[@BeeBea_23]

Watching your videos/shorts are the highlight of my week. I’m sorry you had to go through that, nobody deserves that. :(

[@sociallysatanic]

your distractability due to your adhd is keeping me sane during this crazy story 😂 little intermissions complaining about your hair like i do or talking about your pets or whatever made me smile even tho the story itself spiked my blood pressure. how was i not subscribed? i thought i was! fixed it ❤ keep on keepin on, jesse.

[@potatopatch4563]

You are the most comfortingly slightly deranged person ever and I am here for it. Also you room is my dream room and I cannot articulate why.

[@kazuyatodoroki1684]

Real

[@jenny_boy]

WE LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. WE’RE SO PROUD OF YOU!!!

[@kaylynnirvinesthetics]

So very true!

[@RingoSalver]

God its so nice to know that other people have similar experiences. Like its something that shouldnt happen but its nice to know that there is a community of people who understand those feelings so some of us dont feel alone.

[@Alexz5040]

I had a friend I had to cut off bc she was so toxic say she wanted to be a therapist although she went through alot of trauma she is definitely not level headed enough to be a therapist

[@dorkbait]

me when i used to want to be a therapist

[@Alexz5040]

@@dorkbait 😭I know for a fact I would be throwing shade every two seconds while secretly trying to kidnap every abused child in sight they would literally have to make a documentary about me

[@iloveAangandGanNing]

Thank you so much for sharing your stories, my mother was a diagnosed narcissist and shares a lot of these crazy behaviors. And it helps a lot as a survivor to not feel so alone and gaslit from the trauma. You are doing a great job healing and growing from your experiences! And your not alone! Thank you for sharing your trama you are very brave and give others hope!

[@imokage]

Ily so much cuz I relate a lot to what u talk about and it's good to see people normalize talking about abusive parents. Some try to make it a taboo topic when it's so much of a big problem in society and can change someone's life trajectory entirely

[@AlexRising_]

I just *watched you* dissociate when you talked about having to fight your own mother. I’m so glad you’re safe now.

[@OliviaGwings]

BRO RIBS + JESS’s TEA IS THE BEST COMBO 🗣

[@DandelionPaw]

Nah bro, peach cobbler lol

[@OliviaGwings]

@@DandelionPaw your right 😮‍💨🙏

[@Blossom_the_frut_bat]

Fr fr

[@wolfyrichards]

Your videos really mean a lot to me, currently undergoing a similar situation (minus all the cops stuff, if the cops got involved lord knows that the whole family gonna crumble down and I can't risk my high school career...just less than a year left though). I'm glad you managed to escape that hellhole, I just hope to be able to do the same...

[@heatherbeane3234]

I fully support you telling your story even if you don’t post them telling your story I personally feel it helps deal with them.

[@zubat0041]

"The narcissist finally lost." fkn beautiful words. I was raised by a single narc dad, went through a crazy childhood too. He finally lost when I was 16, ran away and was placed in state care after telling them about my situation. But it really does suck to live your whole childhood being failed by every authority that could've helped you a lot sooner. I watch your channel because it's nice to relate to someone that's lived a similar situation, your discussions about your mom and narcissism make me feel less alienated. Thanks dude.

[@rookiebee]

As a fellow traumatized individual, I genuinely feel so much comfort when someone else shares their story (when they feel ready to). So thank you for giving me someone to listen to and not feel as alone. :)

[@KardoNewman]

Oh my God, my algorithm actually likes me! I don't have a clue who you are.. but you are seriously so interesting, entertaining, eloquent, insightful and charismatic. I'm sorry for all you have experienced at such a young age. There are alot of people you can help by sharing your stories. Love your room btw ✨

[@Not_Tylerrrrr]

Who else's childhood trauma is not as bad a Jess's

[@LocalPest]

mine is extremely similar to his from what he’s said of it edit: spelling & pronouns

[@someone_weird-_-]

My dad and I were arguing at his place. I don't come out of my room when I'm there, just watching KZbin (same at home tho but not in my room bc that's where my tech is). He goes on about how there's no point in me coming to his place if I'm not gonna be social. (yeah, not being social in a place I don't wanna be, around ppl I don't wanna be) I yell back that I won't come again. Yeah so that was over 2 years ago, I'm now 14, he's confused why I don't wanna ba around him. He also has absolutely no respect for boundaries. I'm not the kinda person who can go, "Hey, I don't like it when you...". Instead, I tell him to go away, but he just keeps coming closer to me tryna give me a hug or get me to give him a hug or kiss (I don't do this with anyone. I only hug to be polite with family, young family bc I only like it with them, and certain friends). Lol then he gets mad when I smack my hand away and looks all upset when I've told him many times I don't like it Anyway yeah def not as bad as Jess

[@marar17]

🙌

[@Allandacky]

Me

[@emofurryboyfriendasmr]

mine is also actually very similar, but traumas shouldn't be compared like this. while trauma can have a range of severity it isn't comparable. /nm edit: spelling

[@HaylieColonD]

5:12 "no amount of Lysol or Bleach can fix me". I relate to that sentence so hard man✌

[@Innocua]

My guy, I'm 43 and this hit me hard. My mom's like this too. Kind of weird to feel proud of someone I've never met. But you're a king. If you ever want to commiserate with a weird older trans/intersex gal about an awful narcissist mom and stupidly complacent but certainly not innocent dad, I'd be so down. Love your animals too!

[@gwennnnnnn]

i love how chaotic this is 😭 all jokes aside, thanks for telling this story and informing us! so sorry this happened 💗

[@silly_jay]

All kids deserve parents but not all parents deserve kids 👍

[@miloswishorb1163]

So true

[@Moonlight5551000]

Thank you for sharing Your story! It actually kinda reminds me of my own, my mom was mentally ill, addicted to drugs, one minute super kind and the next you had your bed taken away and you weren't allowed on the furniture because you were less than a dog, kind of mom. My dad was an enabler and who also abused the teen girls my mom brought over for parties and the foster kids. My brother was a golden child turned human pet and still lives with them and hasnt left the house or even his room aside from going to the restroom in over a decade currently. I was the scapegoat/therapist/unqualified medic who'd have to patch anyone up in case things got bloody. It wasnt the best environment to grow up in to say the least 😅 I recognize the bravery it takes to be so open in sharing, its honesty inspiring! Id never really thought people would want to hear these kinds of stories but its wonderful to see i was wrong!

[@defintitlynotAhsoka]

Jesse, it may sound so silly but I'm having a really difficult time atm and things seme pretty hopeless. But your videos give me some kind of hope. idk it sounds so cheesy but seeing that you survived it kinda pushes me to get through it. My situation is no where near as bad but I still need to get out and seeing you with a comfy room and a (frankly adorable dog) and still living despite it all makes me want to survive too. Anyway theres my little rant.

[@christinatrees6650]

Such chaotic storytelling. I feel right at home. I have found my peoples.

[@Leila-k6e6i]

My mother stayed in a love less marriage for 10 years because she got pregnant with my older sister and thought it was the right and Christian thing to do.But my dad was barely around he worked on the rail road which I understand why he wasn’t around but when he was home he was on the computer,in his room,outside in the garden,or any other thing growing at those 8 years I didn’t know my dads fav color. Once he took my moms credit card away for going 10 dollars over our 40$ grocery budget for a family of five then went to work and was gone for three days we weren’t left with a lot of food,my mom couldn’t get gas,or bring us to things. My dad would always get drunk then lash out at my sister for any reason he could think of she was his punching bag but he never hit her. I would often hear my parents fighting and my mom wasn’t much of a good wife either but she didn’t do anything to me or my siblings. My mom packed up many times to leave but my dad would always convince her and she was planning to leave many times. I was at my grandmas more than my own house to avoid my dad. My mom waited until I was 8 my brother was 4 and my sister was 12 to divorce my dad she did it when we all moved to Florida. A week before my mom divorce my dad she was seeing someone who was married and then he divorced his wife. He then moved in and got to know us.They got married he became my step-dad and a father figure.My sister doesn’t go to my dads house on the weekends because my dad tried to kill her one night but she locked her bedroom door.Now he treats me like how he treated my sister. I’m 12 and it’s really hard because my sister says I don’t have a reason to not go to his house.

[@Leila-Leila123]

i am so sorry that you have to go through this i’ll send my prayers to you and your family ❤

[@AshleyBubbles27]

Your pets are so supportive. Animals are the best ❤

[@HG-gj9lh]

I know it’s hard to be the unwanted daughter of a narcissistic mother. My mom told me on multiple occasions that she loves me, but doesn’t love me the way a mother does, she has all the motherly love for my brother, but I wasn’t wanted. I was a mistake. She told me that she was afraid she was going to hate me the same way she did her mother. It hurts, it’s hard to hear, but it doesn’t affect me the same way it used too. I’m 33 now and a mom myself. I’ve used my childhood trauma to make sure I do everything in my power to be a better parent than mine were to me. I’m not perfect by ANY means, but I make sure I’m very careful with my words and actions. I never want my kids to feel unloved or insignificant. As long as I have breath in my lungs, I will always show up for my kids, I will always put them first, and I will always be their biggest advocate. The biggest failure I could make in this life is to make them feel the way I felt.

[@heatherwolmarans8287]

My narcissist mother's hugs (which I later figured out were only for show, when other people were around) made my skin crawl. I only figured out at 42yo that there wasn't anything wrong with me. It was her.

[@elbowskin3277]

HOORAY JESS YOU DID IT in all seriousness. I'm sorry you went through that, and you are a very brave person coming on here and being free enough to talk about it. Not a lot of people can or feel safe enough to speak out. Thank you for explaining the dynamic of difficult families. And being a voice for others.

[@makakachaput]

My parents want to go to a movie in 30 minutes but I'd rather be here lol. This sounds like it'll be quite the... entertaining(?) story today.

[@alstraker]

Duder, I just love you. For real. Keep being you. Keep sharing. I really appreciate your openness and willingness to be vulnerable on here. 💚🖤🤘

[@qryptid]

"I'm just as confused as you" fr same when you're trying to explain how and why your childhood happened. People want you to explain but like bruh messed up stuff happened I was a child I can't explain more than that. Appreciate you sharing your experience, as hard as it can be to talk about this kind of stuff

[@lapidotanimations]

Just happened upon this video and I gotta say good for you for getting out of there. Growing up wasn’t the best for me either but I love the way you narrate these vids. “So yeah that was awful, anyway don’t do what I did” LMAO humor really do be the best way to cope

[@_TheGalaxyGaming]

That shirt is amazing❤️ and I feel glad you could actually get here to where she belongs.

[@_TheGalaxyGaming]

@dorkbait you gave me the heart while I was watching the video lol

[@silversoultheimp9928]

Honestly your stories makes me want to share mine about how my grandmother tried to give me to p3d0s and then tried to kidnap me and my sister nonstop till she was put in an elderly psychward

[@LadyVSC13]

Holy ish I'm sorry you guys went thru that

[@laurancevantas1998]

Im proud of you jesse, you deserve the best in life and youre awesome

[@jadeherter8652]

thank you for uploading these videos, they definitely have inspired me to think about my own family situation. we're so proud of you.

[@Fritz_The_Ebay_Scene_Kid]

Trans male. My parents are unsupportive of me, I came out as omni, then my mom rampaged over the fact and said “god made boys to date girls and girls to date boys, there are 2 genders; male and female…” my dad replied with sodom and gamourah. I can’t enjoy what I do. I can’t have privacy. (They don’t even knock!). Spoil my brother and barely give me anything. My grandma is my mom figure. I’m experiencing moderate depressive symptoms due to them. I love your stories, and I find them soothing, as I can’t vent what I like.

[@elbowskin3277]

The "I'll go get therapy." Is a CLASSIC😅

[@mawce7508]

when theyre explaining that they clawed and punched their mother you can see how guilty they feel, regardless of the fact they were mentally and physically abused and exploited. this is so real and i hope some day they realise it is okay

[@twistedenchantment]

I have walked a very similar trauma line as a child/teen based on your telling. I am so sorry you went through this. My brother and I were pitted against each other by our parents our whole childhood. He is 26 I am 33 and we just started the relationship we never had as kids. Hearing the things your mom would say is very similar to the things my 60+ year old alcoholic father still says. Don't stay together for the benefit of the children, there is no benefit. You're just being selfish. Is 1000000000% the truth.

[@MizukiUkitake]

The way you immediately slow down and hesitate when talking about how you clawed her hands... It sounds like that specific memory is still hard on you, like part of you feels bad or horrified about it. Which is totally normal, and it says a lot about how good of a person you are. I can only imagine how scary it must be to see the kind of damage you can do to another person when you previously thought you were helpless. That would have stuck with me, too.

[@hauntedbelle]

I know the feeling of having things work out just in time but adulthood. My dad went to jail many times for domestic violence, would always choose his girlfriend over me and my sister and he did the therapy and the work and got better just in time for me to be a grown up. But my sister got the supportive dad as a kid which is good because she got the worst of the girlfriend abuse because she was little. I was a teenager with a mouth so she couldn't get away with as much. But yeah having things settle just in time to get out of there, Good times.

[@cleowiggin]

the phrase "you and your father have a romantic relationship" took me out of my state so much that I stopped washing the dishes to repeat that part and know that I hadn't heard wrong 😢

[@fatemaaburashid2780]

Ur like the only channel where I’m actually excited for a new video😭

[@antoinette-jm1tc]

The fact that I read the title, then saw the thumbnail and clicked on the video with his excited voice rapidly explaining things, I just know he's been through hell and can't wait to explain a life long battle! I'm still working on getting out of my manipulative mother's house myself and I'm looking forward to having my own life away from her completely!

[@dorkbait]

hey my pronouns are he/him and are in my bio.

[@antoinette-jm1tc]

@@dorkbait My apologies, I've corrected them!

[@changingpeopleslivesmoon2993]

Dang your a really happy person after all that happened to you good for you

[@texaskc]

Mother of three. My children are not here to make me look good. My mental emotional stability is not their responsibility.

[@YoungSheldon-ro4zs]

YOUR DOG AND CATS IS SO CUTEEEE

[@Enfjscrolling]

BPD and attachment issues? Burning bridges? I think youre literally me, man (Also I love your personality and energy!)

[@Mucrowave]

I absolutely love the pets in the back

[@wolfc5712]

I love your videos and I really relate to your stories thank you so much for sharing them

[@dorkbait]

you’re welcome thank you for watching them 💛💛

[@UncannyAbomination]

I got my mom arrested when i was 17 too. Nothing else came out of it but i didn't have to live with her anymore

[@RedRuneblade_Alt]

I like that this was honest, with real emotions and distractions. Not some overly edited piece where it feels like it's being carefully practiced for broader appeal.

[@dorkbait]

i’m sorry you feel my content comes off that way because i literally just sit and yap and edit it. i’m not carefully cultivating my trauma. only someone not stable would think something like that. LOL

[@baconchick1803]

just discovered you through this vid and i just started it. already just so proud of u as someone who also suffers from familial trauma, ur story matters and resonates, also lovin the shirt!

[@HannahRose19960]

I love ya jess sending hugs to you! You've been through so much and deserved so much better! I hope you're ok if ya want a friend I'm here 💗

[@kingofcrowzz]

Namaste meaning according to google: bowing to you Religious and secular culture come together in the increasing use of namaste (pronounced \NAH-muh-stay\) in English: the term is associated with both Hinduism and yoga. The word comes from Sanskrit and literally means “bowing to you” or “I bow to you,” and is used as a greeting. (edit: i dunno how accurate this is, just searched it up, feel free to correct me!)

[@monicalingle8331]

Oh Jesse, finding your Channel and listening to your stories makes me feel a little more normal. 💜 I grew up with an alcoholic Narcissist mother and was parentified to take care of my three youngest brothers, parents finally divorced when I turned 20(I'm 29 now) and I've had to take care of my mom for the sake of my younger brothers because she gets violently drunk and despite the cops taking her to the hospital psych ward, her threatening to kill me, and assaulting an officer she's never officially been taken in and this has happened well over 20 times...Tired of her manipulation...

[@dorkbait]

dang i’m sorry you’re stuck with taking care of her. i went no contact. my mom is deep in the MAGA c*lt. its impossible to be around her.

[@monicalingle8331]

@@dorkbait My partner and I are in the process of cutting contact with her and sadly my younger brothers. I helped to raise them all giving up my early 20s and somehow in all of this she brainwashed them against me. Thank you for your kind words. It's been a long journey, and a lot of therapy, but I thought that when this day would come I would feel more sadness, I was brainwashed into thinking "only family will be there for you." But after hearing my middle brother say that they always knew I was bad, and at least 3 out of 4 of her kids turned out good, a strange apathy filled me. Thank you for always sharing your videos they have given me so much strength to continue onwards and never give up, as someone who has CPTSD, and BPD it has been so hard but you've really helped and I'm so happy that you as well are away from your cruel birthgiver as I will be soon. I can't thank you enough seriously I want to cry thank you!

[@TheeAmbientUnfazed]

I love you Jess. I know you're telling the truth. The animals reaction said it all. I have some very similar experiences and my cat came to sit with me too. It's healing to hear your candidness. Helps to know my experience isn't unique and I'm not completely crazy..what happened really happened and my perspective experience is in fact valid. Thank you for all you do beautiful soul, you do make a difference🫶

[@Banana_Mcyt]

So sorry you had to go through all this…Hope your better also I love your channel

[@loletsgo1342]

THE GONE SERIES IN THE BACKGROUND IS AWESOME

[@otkucorner8274]

2ond comment: I can also relate to the mom not wanting to go to therapy thing. The most recent one with me, was this april. I had been trying to work on things with my egg doner *or as people want me to call her my "mom"* and my gran was in the hospital dying. Well, on the 6th of april, I get a broken gif from my "mom" and not even a minute later a message saying "If your just gunna ignore me then why are we even going to do this video call with your shrink?" I'd planned out this call to try and tell her how I felt about her constant a*use, and neglect over the years *not to mention the fact that she never even wanted me in the first place. Dad was the one who wanted me, and her calling me an effing little b*tch when she abandoned me* But the reason I didn't reply was because my grandma had just died! like WTF?! She wouldn't even come in to the therapy in person, not once. But she does this, when my only grandparent I had left dies?! So I told her I wouldn't care if she dropped dead and blocked her and cut her from my life. I've never felt so free.

[@ValpCreates]

I love your shirt, it’s perfect for this situation or really any situation like this: “May the bridges I burn light my way” ❤!

[@Melanie_bannana]

Your storytimes are so interesting and i know that its real trama but its so interesting to hear

[@Isimpoverfictionalmen]

I am so genuinely proud of you!! Also, my best friend is a trans male and he really looks up to you! (He also has a terrible mom) so thank you I know he would never comment because he is to shy so I thought that I should let you know to hopefully brighten your day!

[@Little-paws-jr2fu]

18 years of the police going, "oh heh nothing much have fun!"

[@krystinaxxlea]

AHHHH that's why I gravitated towards you. Fellow ohian dealing with crazy parents.

[@Elodie-xi3pp]

Yay I’m back for the chaos. I’m sorry that you had to go through this. My girlfriend’s mother is kind of the same way, she abuses my girlfriend who is the oldest and her youngest sister the most. Her dad is okay, not around a lot though. Also I’ve been to a psych ward it was hell. But I’ve heard there are good ones. also your dog is really cute.

[@rebeccaernette1749]

That's the sweetest dog, I'm happy you're in a better place now and your mom is in jail

[@Cold_front]

HURRY THE TEA IS SCOLDING great vid as always jess have a great day

[@walkingcorpse4174]

"her grip is tighter than the oceans grip..." i lost my coffee

[@AwesomeChunks88]

your room is so cozyy and i love these story times it shows ur strength ❤

[@WEEDKILLER-nw2hh]

Honestly I'm proud man, good for you. I hope you continue to flourish without your mom around, you helped me cope with running away from my dad and cope with my ADHD and all the good and bad things that come with it. I look up to you Jesse and thank you for being such a great person

[@yamigurl822]

So sad when you’d rather pick your sexually abusive parent because the other one is somehow even worse. I know the feeling

[@OREOT769]

i love yo vids so much youre storys are so good and realistic best story channel ever

[@Stardropletwhoareyou]

Falling asleep to these story's giving me the best sleep. I dunno what that says about me, but, I have never slept better. I hope you are doing better Jesse:D

[@imaginatedenemy]

You’re amazing at storytelling. I hope more happy things happen from here on out for you ✨

[@Mushroom_WCUE]

Under 1 hour gang!! Also I really enjoy hearing the tea every Friday XD

[@noblenoveltydesignz]

Jess, I just wanna say that I am genuinely so sorry for all the shit your parents and others have put you through. No one deserves that, and I hope you know that none of that was ever your fault. "All children deserve parents, but not all parent's deserve children." Also, I wish you nothing but happiness and healing my fellow internet friend. P.S your #1 fan 💛💛

[@shannonk2557]

Jesse, I want you to know you are a good person and I am happy you are here. Your mom has said some nasty stuff to you and about you and I need you to know that all that vile stuff is untrue. You are worthy of love and kindness. The fact that your mother couldn't give you that is her shortcoming as a human, not yours. I wish you nothing but the best on your healing journey ❤

[@Myosotis.journaling]

I feel this, I was an AlAnon kid, the selective phrasing to ensure he wouldn’t get arrested too is not you being a liar, it’s a defense mechanism. Trying to keep the “good” one out of trouble. It was never okay for her to fight you for that phone, everything that happened after you entered that room was the adults fault and no one else’s. You were just a kid existing trying to get ur stuff, if she didn’t want the video taken she shouldn’t have been climbing him like a squirrel you honestly handled the situation well given everything that was happening. Talking about it is healthy, it might not be pretty to some people but it’s real and ur allowed to shout from the rooftops “this f45kin sucked!” In fact it heals the soul a little 😅

[@abilewis5379]

I am so sorry you had to go through that when you were a child. I hope you are doing okay now. Just know that you are loved and appreciated. Btw I love your videos.❤

[@jigglypuff2cute]

Omg ok you need to make a shirt that says “I hope I don’t die before I get to the d*mn point” You know how many people with ADHD would LOVE to have one? 😂