Draw My Life - OpTic MiDNiTE

[@dankswaga1761]

Is it just me or every good youtuber had a sad childhood?

[@DatShakeel]

L3G1T I know right!!

[@hippopotamus2380]

Yup every freakin time

[@NoVajay11246PlaysEclipez]

Ikr

[@adam2231]

Almost al of them get divorced

[@peterslana8716]

yeah why is that?

[@CryztlShots]

This is why parents should not get divorced its selfish

[@mknezic74]

Sometimes the selfish thing to do is to stay together and just play house while raising children in a home full of anger/resentment and the like. It sounds to me like this young lady turned out just fine and maybe (in a weird twist) found a great space on KZbin through video games that might not have been realized had she not went through the darker years.

[@darkheart1721]

Everybody who does "draw my life" always have parents who get divorced. So weird.

[@umno6972]

darkheart1721 it's mostly the CoD KZbinrs that have 'divorced parents' beginning to see a pattern here lol

[@AliHussain-mw1so]

darkheart1721 so true

[@barkbent4324]

Um No Um... no. Regular YTrs often also have divorced parents.

[@glib7820]

I feel like your life could be made a movie

[@owenfrederick5263]

Fanb4y

[@TheAlexgallardo]

That explains why you are so good at FFA :D

[@thecommenter8666]

Thats actually the most inspiring thing ive ever seen omfg

[@tophariustv5910]

R.I.P Cody

[@XXXgamerboy]

Wait Wat u Mean?!

[@rspgaminghdd978]

RivalGamer Did you actually watch the video ? Her little bro was called Cody and died 21 days after birth.

[@XXXgamerboy]

Yeah I did And i Know But I really Thought U meant Cody ChaosxSilencerr His name is Cody Too My bad didnt Know But Shes having a great life now Since she Joined Optic And doing KZbin for Us And Gave her the support

[@henryconner780]

RivalGamer Ur so dumb haha

[@XXXgamerboy]

Nah

[@jennktv]

That was beautiful I think I'm goons cry YOU GO GURL

[@channyboi]

Who would dislike this, she is posting something very embarrassing and personal and you guys treat her like trash. How bout you guys step in her shoes and see how you like it you heartless sons of bitches . . . and good video Ashley, don't look down for what others say to you, instead. Use that info to know that peeps bitches these days, and that they don't know the difference between right and wrong. Keep your head up, you have found a new and better life. Keep it strong, it suits you better 😊

[@CiaraR94]

My parents divorced when i was 7 or 8 and up till i turned 18 I was passed back and forth to moms and dads house every week. It sucked but I feel for your story. You're an awesome person. We all have the hobby of gaming and to know a little about someones life really changes the perspective somewhat of that person. So I think you're awesome. :) keep up the videos. You got a supporter here.

[@C-Doug]

Probably the most worth-while video I have seen in a while. Thoroughly enjoyed it. Well done MiDNiTe

[@ledenkmems2503]

How to be a youtuber: Step 1- Have childhood problems...

[@CFEKOSMOS]

LMAO

[@SharkMcDiddles]

Woah. Your life story was almost EXACTLY the same as mine. One of my childhood memories was actually when me and my cousins made our own horror movie with Michael Myers. The other differences were my Dad moved out and I have a lot more siblings. (And obviously the motorcycle accident and small details like that. Also I'm not gay, not trying to make this offensive.)

[@jaredvise117]

Although I don't necessarily believe and agree with your sexuality, you should know that you are one of the best and most down to earth KZbinrs I have ever seen so... Keep making us smile.

[@Stormswa2moons]

Thanks for sharing your story, its really hard to get my attention for more then a couple minutes but I actually watched this one from the beginning to the end.

[@Hoserdeath]

It's very courageous of you to spill your guts about your private life. Not everyone can do it. I think for the most part we all grow up with some sort of disfunctional childhood. Most of us will not share a story like yours just to avoid sheer embarrassment but you did otherwise and for that i commend you. Great job!

[@BevMilly]

Every draw my life I've seen so far there parents get divorced?!?!

[@MidasMoto]

Ikr

[@reddash5095]

True dat

[@HJDL]

Illuminati confirmed

[@raheemyt7053]

it's very common it is reallt sad to see these things

[@notwooky1519]

agreed

[@NonLegitCamper]

where can i get that amazing writing pad?

[@heididaly6111]

I know right!

[@jaredbrockmann5585]

I was thinking the same thing

[@jordansegall4484]

Omfg optic midnite I love you ur an inspiration to girls everywhere. I got in to gaming because of u. I'm not a girl, but my gf loves u too. Keep on being awesome!!!

[@IndianpvpMajorPvp]

Awesome story, my dad has been sober and smoke free for i think over 30 years now :) so proud ;D

[@vanquish_hd2018]

i love to hear how youtubers i like have grown up youre like superheroes you endure pain only to come out greater

[@omardaawesome7173]

Gosh Cody would've been an amazing call of duty player :) sorry for loss

[@notwooky1519]

lol

[@jaynight8914]

Ur amazing keep being awesome

[@dynaudio8vs]

omg we have the same name, was born the same day and year (1989) the only difference is im a man

[@bacongoinham6197]

Lol

[@DeceptseaN]

So... There is no difference

[@NeuteredFrog]

Sean J I love you. That was pure amazing. I love you

[@Nickyyy-]

Your parents seem like dicks....

[@fokaiboy544]

You're a guy and named Ashley?

[@IbramGaunt]

Wow that was a really brave thing to do(making that video). This video helped me evaluate myself. I also had my parent get divorced at a young age, my 5 yr old brother died the same year, and I was and am a loner at heart. I also found video games as a way of escape. Thanks so much for sharing your story. You are a genuine and strong person.

[@byrondavies282]

i really respect you how u can share you whole life story no matter if peoplecould take the mic , keep it up midnight:)

[@antisympanex]

R.I.P

[@trnzclipzv5022]

That sucks if her brother past😒😢

[@shane2432]

Wait Soo she hit 600k subs 3 years ago and still only has 600k subs?

[@ghostneverdiegaming1631]

Ikr, logic

[@shane2432]

GhostNeverDie Gaming I'm sorry I'm really dumb

[@gabrieltorres4576]

is she actually?

[@shane2432]

Gabriel Torres Martell idk

[@BlindingShot_]

I know right

[@TheXmacProject]

wow. IM proud of you for sticking through what you've been through many people would have given up but not you 3

[@davidsinkler5416]

You're such a big inspiration, I'm happy things worked out for you in the end

[@kuhcy]

damn OK I'm a faze fan but damn that's sad

[@memeansyouify]

As they say, everything happens 4 a reason..

[@creatorthyleo]

It may not mean anything, possibly, but my names Eddie. My actual name is Edgardo Ventura. I'm 16 (right now) and my birthday is on December 17, 1997. I totally understand, I have a dark background that I've been urging to share... I'm messaging you because I would like to talk to you for awhile. It would mean the most to me if we can talk about stuff and if you could help me with the "Draw my life" video.

[@covenszn]

Omg we have the same birthday

[@mr.masaru]

so do i

[@TheFaStGamingClan]

Saw Wade and me to

[@DGKALLDAY247]

its cool that you have the courage to share your life in your video, I feel like I know you a lot better which is cool since I watch your videos all the time haha. I actually really am interested in streaming and making youtube videos too but don't have a clue on where to start or what I need exactly to start making videos. All I know is I need a capture card and yeah haha if you could reply and get me headed in the right direction to start making videos it would be greatly appreciated! Thanks Midnite! You're awesome

[@AquariusProductions1]

Respect! I know it took alot to overcome what you went through and thats wassup, Glad to hear your dad overcame alcohol abuse thats so awesome, this vid convinced me to subscribe to your channel, keep doing what you do and stay awesome!

[@uhhBluSK]

Srry about ur brother

[@OVDOalmighty1352]

we both share the ability of a terrible hand writing

[@cutensassygaming]

Its funny how both of our lifes growing up were almost the exact same! My whole life growing up iv been kinda guy ish i was raised around all guys so i did guy things. then i was introduced to video games at a young age and then it came to a point were i pushed my freinds away bcuz i wanted to play video games more than freinds and they always started drama and i just didnt care to be involved in that. Then i realized video games bcame a big part of mylife and it was my excape from the world as well! its the best place to be in and i dont ever regret picking up a controller and trying the gaming life out! Its amazing. If youve read this Check out my montages on my channel ill be uploading more. follow me on twitter @FlutterBeeShyy and like this comment if you love the gaming life and your never going back to the old days with out video games! Thanks (:

[@Lektrikgrl79]

So I had to sub after this one because you're "family" and I can relate to the school stuff and figuring out what team to play for. :) Keep on being awesome!

[@MultiLuckygaming]

You should upload one of those really embarrassing videos, scumpii did it! I was almost peing myself with laughter!

[@emmanuelshiba4475]

Wait so midnight is bye and bye means u like guys and girls I mean I have no problem because my friend she is a girl and she's bye

[@emmanuelshiba4475]

what did I do

[@emmanuelshiba4475]

Sorry

[@SecretAgentStanely]

Finally a comment HELPING someone with grammar instead of yelling and arguing. Nice people! Nice job!!

[@salilb7832]

That thing that u used is sick what's it called

[@reybeltran1209]

Salil B darude sandstorm

[@cahirobrien4152]

Its the side of her desktop i think

[@atzin8996]

Faze

[@truelyskate1899]

No

[@williamsmith8965]

Ashley this story really touched me

[@ojakee4238]

You have been threw a lot I'm glad you are still here and fighting threw GREAT JOB keep it up :)

[@xXiRuNxNiKeXx]

Sorry to say my hand-writing is way better than Midnite's

[@Superpiplups]

Nerd

[@xXiRuNxNiKeXx]

how does that make me a nerd? 0.o

[@XandaaZzz]

Nerd

[@joshualewis9890]

DICK!!!

[@teamlol3930]

just shut up

[@OfflineFeeds]

Beginning at 10:30 is why I never watch her

[@violetyg2626]

Ok homophobe lol nobody cares

[@MWBlueNoodles]

AK47 TREY Loser

[@extxysy1094]

?? Really nigga

[@pevlez]

You're a lesbian?, that's depressing :(

[@PurpleLightning]

You being born was depressing

[@blondehh]

I love videos like these, you're the best.

[@KinetiKMunkyy]

Alright, going through the vids since I just discovered your channel last night. This one is amazing! Glad to hear that things are looking better for you! It always seems like things take forever to turn around but when it does it's amazing. Glad to see ur face on this place called KZbin you're awesome! :)

[@sixshorts6227]

Err....Lesbian?Thats wrong in many ways

[@PurpleLightning]

So are you

[@317smithy]

So ur a lesbian?

[@Kratos2018]

Such a sad story :(( glad to see there is always a sliver lining :) Awesome video Midnite :)

[@EagleOfDestiny1]

One of the best Draw My Life I've seen.

[@mknezic74]

Never seen you play, stumbled on this video just surfing. I'm now subbed because I feel like I know you, and you seem like a great person. I wish you all the best and continued success in everything you do. Thanks for sharing MiDNiTE.

[@Mrpvper1265GamingMrPVPMan]

you make me think about stuff i never do thank you for making your vids :D

[@tylerprice5666]

im so glad u made This vid i now respect u midnight u r actually a really kind persin

[@justintheballer3733]

Great childhood until your parents divorce, but you finally overcome the obstacles and look where you r right now.

[@jbzhummerh2gamer]

AWESOME! I love hearing the life stories of my favorite celebs.

[@cloudhawk0849]

I still am kinda depressed, but I work with it by doing stuff like playing video games or play on my drumset. Your story helped me a bit Midnite.

[@chrisodenweller]

your memories are very sharp, and clear

[@heroxgoodboy3229]

Man you got into a big clan very easily! I Can learn a lot from you :) thx for the vids

[@getdef]

I really want you to know, I didn't know any of this about you-but had fallen in love with you as a person from watching you stream. I have the same past with my father/fam and also the sadness of losing someone very close to me. I love your positive nature and have been able to keep up with you on twitter and twitch, as well as, through OG. Not having any friendships myself besides my sis (who is about your age) is challenging, but knowing you through the internet/games has brought an incredible amount of joy and good vibes for me, and I know you probably didn't set out to help people but you really do, every time you just be yourself. Thank you Ashley. Aaron

[@rajotpaul8124]

U rock midnight!!!!! This teared me up :')

[@vaughansixbury5170]

I love ur videos midnite especially the cod ones. keep postin!

[@Whysosadams]

I luv u so much omg like ur life is so relatable and yeah this vid helped me a lot tnx ash.

[@HEHEEGGSDEE]

Have no idea who you are, but this caught me a bit. Glad to hear about your father getting back to normal :)

[@austonmorse3443]

Nice hand writing..And sweet board..Keep up the montages :)) have great day peace

[@koenvanimpe]

with the glory of the sunshine you shal keep beeing awsome

[@bboycountry]

That's a very inspiring story and I'm sorry to hear about your losses. Congratulations on all that you have overcome. I hope that we can play COD sometime :)

[@JayPlant]

Great video. It is awesome that you had the courage to put yourself out there like this. Guaranteed someone out there is experiencing similar things in their life and watching this helps them to realize they are not alone.

[@kootah]

This is so good made me think a lot loved it 👌😄

[@levelAwesomeGaming]

Lone of the best draw my life's I've seen !

[@IHATEADCLoL]

midnite tough life in the beginning so i hope you a magnificent future

[@jdcompactman9265]

Your a cool person Midnite, don't listen to the haters.

[@Baxzman]

Yo KZbinrs get it hard I'm glad you didn't choose the easy way out of hard times I really appreciate the videos that you put up thank you

[@bensammon1813]

thanks for sharing this with us it took a lot of guts :)

[@zombieheadshot01]

im so sorry for your loss, But you make great vids and keep up the good work

[@faketing8808]

that actually was really emotional

[@freshkicks91]

This is an awesome video and the glow white board is pretty cool.

[@ch_camharvey1719]

A tear came out of my eye when u said the sad thing :(

[@datterrakion6329]

Well I just found this channel today. Seems you been through a lot now look at you :D Always seen you on Twitch but never stayed long. Now I will :D

[@stayrosgre]

This draw my life video is the most interesting of any I have watched

[@TresstonBushellreal]

Luved it best vid yet it was interesting thx for sharing

[@jaybuckley21700]

Nice one ash I hope your dad carrys on down that long road he will defo be rewarded at the end :) jay x

[@ladainiantomlinson5637]

And with that OpTic MidNiTE was born

[@lachlanstclair178]

you are the sickest that was made

[@NoVaReflex212]

Awesome you are very brave for showing you're life to everyone thank you for that

[@masterjamz7431]

You are the best accident that has ever happened

[@Shangrila2407]

I feel you midnite my brother was born really early and almost pased away but luckyly he was fine and is a very healthy 5yr old little boy so rock on keep on doing what your doing your great at it

[@JasuTheSnipe]

Looks so trippy

[@lucashawkins2576]

Love it made me cry sorry for ur loss and ur love life :) ♥♥♥♥

[@johnrigdon6639]

It was great to learn more about you Midnite. :)

[@tjwatson5765]

well at least it turned out good for you and your family WELL DONE

[@Dos.]

dat line though: I FELT THAT THEY WERE INSIGNIFICANT!!

[@chloesturrock2048]

OMG! I love ur glowing board so Sick!

[@MValle431]

This was the best draw my life ive seen

[@beverlymarsh233]

it was colorfull

[@swarceproducions]

It had amazing stick figures.

[@Anon-f7f]

no boogy was good

[@MValle431]

+WANNA BE KD what ?

[@Anon-f7f]

I mean boogie

[@CozyPhoenixx]

Wow that was just an awesome video i've subbed

[@madisonoconnell1012]

Dear Ashley or Midnite, Hi! My name is Maddy and I am a young gamer I should say. I really admire you and your skills playing COD. I am 12 years old and I want to go far in gaming! Thank you for inspiring me to let everyone know that girls are just as good as boys at video games!

[@drakejebson2677]

I love your story and ur whiteboard