DRAWING A TRULY DISTURBING CREEPYPASTA // "My Family Experienced a Deadly Car Crash"

[@EternalTheMandarinGoddess]

This ain't no simple creepypasta. This is just a depressingly realistic story.

[@dannyslemonade976]

Yeah I think it’s kind of beautiful though, clearly abt someone accepting what happened and addressing their survivors guilt

[@KittenPanda]

It’s a cryingpasta

[@buonopesci]

@@KittenPanda Damn the pasta really being done dirty

[@ThatOneLadyOverHere]

I didn't expect to cry the entire story! 😭 I'm still crying!

[@kimberly_36]

bro I'm gonna get tears in the pasta soggy pasta

[@HopeIsADrug11037]

Man: _starts driving_ Me: "Your son.. SIR. YOUR SON. *YOUR SON IS BY HIMSELF AT HOME.* "

[@judyramez4764]

Yesss I thought same thing as well, who leaves their 6 year old ( I think?) At home just for a midnight drive or something

[@CoolMagmar]

My neighbors kids traumatised me enought that I can't let little kids alone without feeling dread, their mom just gone to buy some groceries from a supermarket not even ten meters away and the kids in less than 20 minutes put fire in the apartment, nobody got hurt because when the next door neighbors heard the kids screaming they broke the door with a hammer to save the kids

[@shafeerarenataibrahim3321]

U

[@honeybunny5323]

IKR I THOUGHT SOMETHING BAD WAS GONNA HAPPEN TO THE KID ONCE HE GOT BACK!!

[@sketchysim5351]

@@CoolMagmar broo???

[@tikiboy03militia]

No damn way. I am the author of this story, and this is amazing. I am literally so grateful for this. Thank you so much!

[@ghostchowder2367]

Bro good job. I lost my sister in a crash and you captured the grief beautifully

[@yesha6352]

It made me cry 😭

[@eliyahs6725]

Damn, really?

[@chickenwaffles]

Thanks for such a good story! Gave me the chills and also made me a bit sad.

[@asiancookrice9006]

DAMNNN THE BOOK IS SOO GOOD it was sad and creepy NICE

[@sebastianrosa7935]

*Begins video.* "Ah yeah, ready to be scared!" He says to himself. *Ends video.* "I said scared! Not sad!" He says through his tears.

[@ProjectSebastiann]

Fellow Sebastian I smell?

[@sebastianrosa7935]

@@ProjectSebastiann Brother!

[@ProjectSebastiann]

@@sebastianrosa7935 Ayyyeee!

[@sebastianrosa7935]

@@ProjectSebastiann Ayyyeee!

[@ProjectSebastiann]

@Sebastian’s Sad Boy Hours Sebastians rise!

[@haziqahsaif540]

The "thing" symbolized his guilt from surviving the crash and his repressed feelings due to acting "strong" in front of his son. By hugging the "thing", he was finally able to accept the reality that he was the only survivor and that his family is dead. The "thing" was mimicking his actions, as an effort to make him wake up. This was such a sad creepypasta! I loved it though!

[@ItsMy149thTimeHereHelp]

Holy crap that's so omori

[@HectorCorium]

Ahhh a classic case of survivers guilt i see, i like.

[@sepiasmith5065]

"a boy is meant to see his father as a superhero, a man who could get through anything." the most important part of "getting through anything" is showing your children the _process._ if your child only sees the ending, they won't know how to handle the middle. be human! share your worries, your failures, your doubts! and show how you can succeed despite them. of course there's a balance between showing your flaws vs. treating your child like a therapist. but y'know. that's life. balance.

[@SM-yz4hi]

this is worded so well

[@ruru1824]

yes i agree! its important to allow your children to see your struggles (without putting those struggles on them to fix), as it shows them that struggling doesnt make you bad and that its ok to show when youre struggling and ask for help

[@pansybunny5748]

This didn't scare me, it just made me d e e p l y sad.

[@HopelessAnguish]

same

[@caiteybetts1423]

Me too :( it's just about trauma and grief

[@MyWinterMelon]

Yeah-

[@rings0npluto503]

Same but the ending was really heartwarming

[@nicotbh8304]

“She’s so proud of her *beautiful baby boy* “ *(PTSD from A Mother’s Love CreepyDrawsta)*

[@InsaneLavender]

THATS WHAT I THOUGHT OF TOO!! 😭

[@phianimation]

YES I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT THOUGHT THAT YOU READ MY MIND

[@louissemarguerettenavales1253]

THANK GOD I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE 😭

[@pyndr0p_]

So I'm not alone!!!

[@moustafaelsawy3428]

SAMEEEEE

[@user-kq5lb1pq6r]

This isn't scary, this is sad and strangely heartwarming I'm not complaining though

[@Musicbased39]

Nah but I was screaming and crying and pissing my pants just listening to it

[@agent3swife]

@@Musicbased39 honestly same

[@Musicbased39]

@@agent3swife omg no 😭

[@bloodberry2990]

God this had me bawling more than shitting my pants. This was depressing but really well written and your drawings made this so much better and gave even more feeling to this

[@momoluune_]

plssss sameeeeee- it’s painful- very painful-

[@teddyboy6491]

Excuse me more than what??

[@iatemypetcat6904]

I was in tears. I wanted to turn it off but i was really into it so i kept watching. I was litterally in tears

[@lanie9249]

hey if u want that watch her illustrate the showers eughhhh that was terrifying

[@lilymoon9659]

BRO THE AUTHOR IS IN THIS COMMENT SECTION TOP COMMENT

[@HopeIsADrug11037]

people drawing while narrating a creepypasta is one of my new favorite things lol

[@BlueCrystalAnimatez]

yesss i LOVE creepydrawsta

[@pyndr0p_]

Recommendations: Jordan persegati Fleshwad They have great creepydrawsta

[@HopeIsADrug11037]

@@pyndr0p_ oh my god i love jordan 😭

[@adagarden6570]

Same

[@adagarden6570]

Same

[@Andy-ht7ye]

why did I think when he attacked the monster he accidentally attacked his son and ended up loosing him too like why is my mind so depressing literally let me enjoy my somewhat happy ending

[@fishinspacey]

LMAO SAME i was like “oh he just accidentally killed his son didn’t he?”

[@pigeontoes5421]

I WAS SO SCARED THAT WOULD BE THE CASE

[@ItsMe-ce6ug]

I thought him hitting the figure guy was himself and I immediately assumed he was killing himself infront of sean (shawn?). We all need therapy :)

[@tikiboy03militia]

@@ItsMe-ce6ug Yeah, it was meant to be a metaphorical suicide attempt after realizing the accident was his fault

[@greysonholtz]

@@tikiboy03militia holy shit you are an amazing author! good luck with any future projects :]

[@terri48ify]

"The accident wasn't your fault, you have to let go", but make it depressingly realistic

[@thequinsrose]

Except it WAS his fault , he ran a red light . Wich makes it even more sad .

[@Katsystuffs]

"I hope your somewhere cozy and safe" Meanwhile my cat trying to jump over my leg then rolling around on the floor...very "cozy"

[@19raven]

Sounds cozy to me

[@pandarogy2506]

You’re

[@Dark-goosey]

@@pandarogy2506 *you're, not capatalised. (Sorry lmao-)

[@gworenurse_bwunny]

hey at least the cat is keeping you safe, they scare the demons with their weirdness away :p

[@quaelgeist3337]

@@gworenurse_bwunny cats are caring and intelligent, it's gonna be fully intentional if they do

[@gumshoecomix]

me: excpecting something spooky me now: depressed and about to cry

[@-lexdrawz-8262]

I'm glad the dad stayed strong for his kiddo after everything, and I'm happy he didn't turn abusive after that

[@chickenanddoodles]

His son didn't survive

[@louissemarguerettenavales1253]

Well, I didnt watch the whole thing yet but these 2 comments shit my pants 🤚😃

[@cookiedough7660]

Damn bro this made me wanna cry so many times, I love how she gives subtle emotions through the story as well as the music and sound effects. I’m listening to this while I’m drawing so it made a really nice ambiance for Halloween

[@Juzokinnie]

Perfect after my driver's ed class.

[@kyoka1528]

Perfectly timed 😄

[@salemmaxwell570]

I just got my license and see this video 🤡

[@ashetheconfusedhuman7715]

My drivers test is tomorrow

[@Toaster-draws]

@@ashetheconfusedhuman7715 I hope it went well. 👍

[@poseidons_child.]

Haha I just got my license…

[@KlownKumiho]

I’ve been in a very Creepypasta mood all this month probably gonna extend to next month

[@Project_Changeling]

I read the title and my immediate thought was like “the scary thing is the depressing thing, isn’t it” And I was right, I’m sad now-

[@aini7215]

Him hallucinating really brings me back to when my mum passed away and I still felt like she would walk in the room at any moment, like damnnn so realistic and well written

[@shadowl.dragmire8531]

This is the most beautiful and realistic creepypasta I've ever heard.

[@puti-h1x]

This is such a bittersweet story, i feel bad for mc but its done so beautifully. Captures the emotions and grief of the characters, very well done!

[@StormflyJT]

When she said “beautiful baby boy” I got chills

[@sigamigs]

Creepydrawsta on Halloween!!!!! Absolute perfection 🎃🎃🎃

[@KittenPanda]

This is a CryingPasta, I am balling over here. ALL I WANTED WAS SWEET BABY ANGEL SHAWN TO BE OK, I DIDNT EVEN CARE ABOUT THE MAIN CHARACTER, I JUST WANTED SHAWN TO BE OK 😭😭😭

[@AriesRaenidaez]

Feelsdrawsta.

[@HanaMochizuki]

The fact this is so real, like every second of it can be a real story cus it happens in real life.... Wow the author is such a phenomenal writer

[@tikiboy03militia]

Thank you very much ❤️

[@taylerbear979]

can we talk abt how good the writing is?? the drawings accompanying the story really bring it to life

[@amyleah08]

Story: "She's so proud of her beatiful baby boy!" Me: Vivid Flashbacks

[@alicealpiste]

*A mother's obsession starts playing*

[@LegLegacy]

@@alicealpiste flinches

[@literalfandomtrashnoseriou1992]

@@alicealpiste oh wait that’s one of the other ones she did right? I never watched it imma go do that brb

[@literalfandomtrashnoseriou1992]

…I have made an error.

[@alicealpiste]

@@literalfandomtrashnoseriou1992 It's my favourite one

[@pumpkinp1e489]

This is so sad..but a good representation of the struggles of trauma and getting over said trauma; to get over a traumatic event you must first recognize it, handle it, and embrace it..hiding from it won't fix it.

[@v3nus_v1x3n]

These are the highlights of my day : ) I love creepydrawsta's

[@Mars-ye1dx]

Same they’re my favorite videos of hers, and her voice acting has gotten soooo much better

[@AxxLAfriku]

Don't let this distract you from the fact that I get bullied because my classmates think my videos are the worst. Please don't agree, dear sca

[@cherrystar9209]

@@AxxLAfriku deadass what

[@river9603]

@@AxxLAfriku what does this mean lmaoo

[@JammyJams289]

Scary kooichi is very scary

[@anonymouspotato9061]

I like to think of this story as a story of grief edit: The blurred man with the appearance of the narrator is grief. I find it interesting that the narrator first tries killing the being but soon after hugs it when he comes to terms with his family's death. When it's being attacked it doesn't resist, in fact it only seems to hurt the narrator more than the being. Grief isn't something you can overpower or kill. You have to live through it no matter how up or down it is.

[@semideadnat]

Listening to this story was just so sad and the more you listen to the story the more you realize that the writer is going through his stages of grief trying to cope with the lost of his wife and son. I like how this story you can tell the writer is going through all the stages of grief from the lose of his family. Here's my take on the story, sorry it gets long. Denial as shown with his son and with that happened at the funeral with his wife. He moment he felt fear was him fearing of the reality of what happened to his family. Blame, later in the story when Sean says "I forgive you Papa" is hinting how the writer blames himself for the death of his own family. Anger, when he attacked the entity that was in front of him the moment he made contact. Bargaining, trying to make himself believe his son is alive and not dead when he asks Sean to talk to him. Depression, we can tell that the death of his family has him so depressed and it's to the point where he barely interacts with everyone around him even at the funeral of his wife. Finally acceptance, when he finally realizes that the crash wasn't his fault and finally forgives himself. At this stage he finally accepts the reality that both his son and wife are watching over him.

[@PakosBox]

Your voice is so calming but so chilling when you’re reading these… I love it! ❤️

[@bluelfsuma]

When I lost my first family who really mattered to me, I constantly had dreams of them both coming back to life, even if I knew it was just one day. For some reason, in my darkest times, my dreams are exceptionally sweet. Also: "I knew I couldn't avoid driving forever." Not me, bro. I would rather buy an entire horse, and buy it food and a bigass yard. I'm already terrified of cars, I'm not dancing with the devil _twice,_ it's Yeehaw Time. If I can't work because of my not having a car? I don't care, I'll revert to a hunter gatherer. Fuuuuuuck cars, this is my worst nightmare.

[@StringsWilbur]

Me too I’m not doing it again man

[@bean-is-beans]

When my childhood dog died, I had a dream that he and my grandparents were sitting in my living room and I just spent the entire night sitting there, petting him, and crying. He was literally my best friend from the moment I was born... My dream-grandparents were confused as to why I was crying, as I was just petting my dog. I woke up crying. Definitely the best dream I've ever had

[@peachserotonin2222]

Im actually sobbing. this story is so painfully realistic that it immerses the reader fully. You can vividly feel the emotion the narrator conveys and you did such a good job with your illustrations conveying those emotions. Amazing job on the illustrations, and if the author ever sees this, awesome job on creating a story that is just so good. its amazingly well written

[@tikiboy03militia]

Hm... I'd say if the author sees this, he would appreciate your comment greatly ;)

[@theshywolfie6655]

Me thinking logically: "You just lost your friend in a car crash and you're very sensitive to scary stories, you should not be watching this" My lack of self control: "lmfao halloween storytime go brrrr >:D" edit: thank you for the kind comments, I promise to watch myself as I watch this video and take breaks when needed

[@boring-enby-with-shinies8559]

Im sorry for your loss. If this triggers you, please take deep breaths and remember you are free to stop watching.

[@BlueCrystalAnimatez]

Hey uhh maybe you should've take a break before watching this

[@iggoth]

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[@-starry-8569]

Im sorry for you loss . It must have been very hard I can’t imagine ...

[@judyramez4764]

I'm so sorry for your loss, this is so sad, just always remember they are in a better place, rest in peace

[@flamingtorrent2109]

The way it became a story of forgiving oneself and trauma…enjoyable esp with your art

[@w0lfyfl00f]

“I hope you’re somewhere cozy and safe” *Me in a pile of candy wrappers in the middle of the night*yeah definitely“cozy”

[@dreamyluna2516]

I've already read this one, love your illustrations for this story!💜

[@dreamyluna2516]

I corrected Red *read

[@boilingcupcakes]

"i hope your somewhere cozy and safe" Me downing a pumpkin pie: sure we'll go with that

[@VioletPunk666]

most of the stuff (if not all) in this is genuinly just ptsd/some sort of trauma response symptoms lol quite a unique creepy pasta /gen

[@EdwardCa_A]

As a person that gets worried easily, I am always even when walking up and down on stairs so that nothing happens and I don't get to say goodbye to my loved ones. I haven't experienced such an incident but I can see how hard it is to accept what you have done and move on. Fighting with your inner self is the most difficult battle to win, and this story didn't scare me, instead brought tears to my eyes. The way LavenderTowne reads each story makes it so vivid in your head and with the drawings on the whole it is quite an experience I wish everyone who has experienced something similar or something traumatic to find their inner peace

[@Val_2201_]

The voice acting is getting better 😍

[@Meatdeposity]

I was so close to losing my father two years ago to an accident much like the one this story mentions... The author really captures the feelings u usally have on this kind of accidents snd w the drawings is really interesting. My father is fine now! He is deaf in one ear and has little memory problems, but he's fine !

[@blackberrybriars]

I love this series so much, I check every day to see if there's a new one, really excited to watch this

[@Floorborade]

Aaaahh I love how you used a gray background this time, I usually like watching these in the dark and this was much easier on the eyes than a white canvas :)

[@headinthe._.clouds]

This actually made me cry- like not even just tearing up but legit tears falling down my face. I've never experienced something quite like this, but for some reason it hit REAL hard. Amazing art and amazing telling of an amazing story!

[@aclownwithagun4995]

These are literally my favorites

[@Persphone_cabin]

YAY SHE HAS GIFTED US A TREAT ON HALLOWEEN!!!!!

[@xXSqueezeXx_Books]

I’m really late but: This made me cry so much. I have never lost someone this way or experienced a car crash but as someone with PTSD there comes periods of denial that it happened, the “your being over dramatic” which seems very similar to his denial that he had also lost his son. Sometimes I will get a flashback randomly, or a third person experience, where the world zooms out and you can see your face and sometimes I think that maybe it was my fault that everything happened and maybe it would be good for me to just take that image of myself and destroy it, like how he did in the video. The story shows the denial, the anger (at himself), the bargaining, the pure depression and inability to eat and the final acceptance. It shows how grief is sad but it can also be scary and a pure mess. I loved the art and the terrifying reality of mourning shown in the story.

[@swampfae8309]

I thought this was gonna be some spoopy unrealistic story that I could leave thinking that it was a cool scary story. Instead I am sobbing at a story of confusing grief thanks

[@amaliaexists]

I always find your voice so comforting but it also gives me creeps

[@zantyyoutube7270]

I was expecting to be crying because of fear after this but, I’m legit just crying because of how sad this story is

[@tiredandanxious8541]

God rewatching this after you know the ending/truth of the accident makes it so much more heartbreaking. Knowing why Shawn/Séan wasn’t talking just hurts Mad props to the writer, the suspense and foreshadowing is very well done!!

[@icydice1659]

Even after almost a year, coming back to this video to reach such positive comments is still such a great part of my day. Thank you!

[@madss7062]

Your voice is relaxing even when your telling something creepy

[@keroppi_frog9293]

I love ur little wheelchair spin animation at the end, it’s so cute and makes me feel a lot less anxiety from the story. 😊

[@Sentariana]

Your voice is so beautiful and calming that I wish I could have you read my book (when I finally publish it) for the audiobook. You are so talented! Not just in art, but also in reading aloud!

[@VirgoVeg]

this story was so well written its insane

[@thesleepydot]

this is the best sad story i have ever read. creepy as well, but also so depressing and beautiful. it was masterfully written. it really grabbed my heart and tore it to shreds but like in a good way. such grief, pain, sorrow... i almost cried

[@kitaanimix76]

Your shorts have helped me so much with drawing my animations, thank you!!

[@axolotl502]

Yes! I love these. Thank you for putting so much time and effort into those!

[@The_miIk]

I'm really good at amazing things so this creepy pasta makes me sad, becuaseseeing how you see the characters and my imaginative mind made me really sad. Just seeing such a sad man loode loved ones. It hurts my soul.

[@LadyDeirdre]

Every night Father fills me with dread when he sits at the foot of my bed. I'd not mind that he speaks in gibbers and squeaks, but for seventeen years he's been dead.

[@GremlinArt18]

Dang this brought me to heavy tear and I don't usually cry at videos, movies, or tv shows

[@marsish4207]

i love these videos so much because I have aphantasia and cant visualize things in my head so its super fun to see creepypastas and other stories as if it were a movie or comic

[@purplesam2609]

I'm listening to this while I play modded minecraft, and the sounds of off-key guitar notes randomly playing from villagers using noteblocks is greatly adding to the uneasy atmosphere, so much so that I thought it was part of the video

[@niiskupappa]

YESSS I'M SO EXCITED TO WATCH THIS MAKE MORE OF THEASE I LOVE THEM I'VE REWATCHED THE OLD ONES SO MANY TIMES

[@samwithsmalleyes5805]

I absolutely LOVE these drawing+reading creepypasta videos. I hope this isn't just a spooktober thing, and more of these vids will be released from time to time😃

[@pocketzz]

These give me so much life, whether it’s spooky season or not. Thank you so much for doing this

[@wishingwell2546]

I was searching up your creepydrawsta videos, and this happened to come up! I've never been early like this before. :D

[@leonoraada7469]

Am I the only one who got PTSD when she said.. "my beautiful baby boy"...

[@Ezroo.]

✨Let's just talk about how Lavender's voice is the best for reading Creepypastas, it's quiet but kinda unsettling for stories like this. This is why I love her voice when she does creepy things✨

[@19raven]

“I hope you’re somewhere cozy and safe” Me, chilling in the break room on my lunch: sure ok

[@Lammyneskine]

same lmaoo

[@pheobe1kanobe624]

Okay… this gave me literal chills. Mixed with unsettling illustrations I had to pause for a sec. bravo

[@rottingsyns1074]

Man this might have been one of the more scary/actually sad ones I've heard, it's probably more disturbing because it's so realistic because it can actually happen to so many people

[@roygbivsol]

16:11 remember the ‘mothers obsession’ one? anyone else think about that when he was talking about his ‘beautiful baby boy’?

[@SprinkleGirl]

Are you sure this isn't just a creepypasta? It's so deep. I loved it! It's all about getting over a death

[@crow1628]

bro im bawling the end was depressing but beautiful :'( I'm glad he was able to find acceptance abd peace with himself

[@kagejay259]

I love her art style

[@CuriousTora]

Despite how sad and depressing this story is, the ending was cathartic and uplifting. Very well-written, well-narrated, and well-illustrated 👍

[@Charlotte-vh3uh]

THESE ARE SO SPOOKY AND AWESOME

[@peachshake6873]

Wow amazing job! I’ll be honest this one made me cry..

[@Gigisaurs]

Your voice is calming, I mean it’s perfect for telling stories :)

[@erstwhile-lost]

Beautiful art and a spooky story for Halloween! ❤️

[@ashtheowlunderurbed9880]

I’ve been watching these for almost 5 years, I always look forward to the art and your voice! (Sorry if it sounds weird)

[@_TheBlackSpade_]

Your voice is so calming, I always watch your videos when I'm stressed and I'm always calm whenever I watch your videos

[@marthatyler1637]

Y’all when he started to beat up the thing it was so so worried that he was hallucinating and that he was beating up his son

[@bunnyberryisradical]

THIS IS WONDERFUL!!!!!

[@Dwellerr]

I'm so happy she's doing more creepypasta these are my favorite!!!✨

[@jettsteel7305]

Wait, no- I was going on this binge for horror, not depression T.T I'm crying now

[@notevenbread6960]

🎃🎃🎃 Happy Halloween everyone!! Awesome reading, Lavendertowne! :)

[@Professionalnerd213]

Me: can’t wait to be haunted by this spoooooky story! little did he know he would be crying, sobbing, touched, in a ball on the floor

[@wannabedrewafualo]

Why would you leave Seán alone after all of that? 😭 I’d be camping out on my child’s bedroom floor for the next 5 years or until they left for college.

[@baaameowmeow]

this is more of horrifying in the way of how the story feels real and, depressive, uncanny. the perfect quiet ambience music in the background as well as the monotone narrative…I never lost a friend/partner , never had a car crashed experience / a known person who have been in it but it just feels, similar, liminal. this gave me so much chills, this is incredible and so terrifying at the same time. appreciate your art and the narration lavendertowne!!!❤

[@auralemontoast8583]

I don't know why I keep listening to these they scare me so bad. But this one was very sad. Also a very good story and drawing.

[@milothemoth]

This was rlly good but I was so tired I fell asleep in the middle your voice is just too nice

[@starwishii6699]

lavendertowne just gives me cottaegcore vibes 😌✨✨

[@YourMissingFather]

Broooooo this actually made me cry- this was so sad, but I liked it… amazing as ever

[@lydia-jenniferguerra4320]

I love the sound effects you added!