EATING ALL INCLUSIVE FOR A WEEK - ANOREXIC VS ALL INCLUSIVE

SO MUCH FOOD, SO MUCH FUN!
A whole week of eating when I went on holiday - all inclusive!
Recovering from an eating disorder is hard, and so many past holidays have been incredible, but not enjoyed to the fullest because I worried so much or didn't eat everything I wanted... not trying different foods because I was too scared. But not anymore...
This was the best I have ever done in terms of food on holiday. I ate a lot, tried so much and even in moments where the ED has crept in, I recognised it and fought against it. I am so proud of myself, and I had the most amazing holiday making memories.
This week away and what I experienced here has also inspired me to try more food, recipes and not worry so much just in general.
What was your favourite day or meal I ate in this video?
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[@libbyhargreaves688]

Elzani I could cry I’m so so so proud of you. What a bloody incredible insanely strong girl.

[@elzani6744]

Liberty Hargreaves omg don’t cry but thank you so much, I’m so grateful to have everyone’s love and support and omg whatttt life is awesome am I right?!

[@AiiCii]

Idk why but like the way you talk or act seems a lot like your sisters. Six months ago you were so on edge and now you're way more relaxed :)

[@_xxpheobe_hunter_xx8744]

AiiCii I totally agree, her personality has come through.

[@StarTheWolfPuppy]

i was thinking the same! RIght at the start of her channel she said she was sad that her ed caused her to isolate herself from her family and her sisters, and there were some videos where it seemed like Alisha was losing her patience and Satara looked like she was walking on eggshells around her. Now they all seem so close and its so lovely

[@meejdkd]

it's completely understandable that you feel really hungry and have a large appetite, after being malnourished and underweight for so long your body will have enormous energy requirements! it needs a HUGE amount of energy to heal itself and make up for the huge energy deficit created by all your previous restriction! you're doing so so well !! you're like a whole new person :)

[@Dana-ll2qo]

@yourlittle princess This is absolutly normal when you start recovery. You starved your body and now were it get's the food it needs it will crave food all the time, because it is in a defecite! Try as best as you can to honour mental and physical hunger. After a while it will go away from it self because your body is'nt underfeeded anymore 😊 Best of luck! 🍀

[@Dana-ll2qo]

@yourlittle princess I did crave the same things for a long time, but you have to remind that if you keep restricting you will crave these foods more and more! After a period of time you will eat more balanced and not craving these types of food all the time, trust me 😊 yes, i'm in recovery too

[@Dana-ll2qo]

@yourlittle princess i didn't gain weight until i started to eat like 3000kcal a day, but it different at every person. In the last two months or so i gained like 6 kg. And you really can't see much of a different. I'm not at a healthy weight yet

[@Dana-ll2qo]

@yourlittle princess I'm not a doctor, please go and see one! At first you will gain weight at a normal amount of Food but than your mentabolism will increase so you will need more food

[@Saira-rm1rp]

Can I just say elzani, I’ve watched a few of your old vlogs and comparing them to ur recent vids, especially this one, u seem 10x much happier and healthier xx

[@elzani6744]

Saira Tab ahh thank you so much, I do feel lots better than I used to! xx

[@alexa7119]

Saira Tab Don’t ever say that she looks healthy, anorexic people don’t like it. In their heads healthy=fat

[@Saira-rm1rp]

Alexa Cr anorexia comes in different forms, everyone thinks differently and in fact some people find it as a relief as they know they’re doing much better in recovery. And do you know what healthy even means?! Healthy isn’t only about the physical aspects, her mind and mental state seems so much more ‘healthier’ or better nor her physical state

[@jaamtart3755]

Alexa Cr not all people with that disorder think like that

[@julietteeraers6213]

Saira Tab I agree 💯

[@hannakurimoto-fischer7600]

I’ve forgotten that even if you’re super thin you still bloat like crazy after a big meal, thank you for letting me understand this again rather than feel ashamed for looking bigger temporarily

[@MamaRoseto8]

I love this, I love the way your family took turns encouraging you: Alicia telling you "no, just get both!" In line and saying "that was a close one" then you listening to your dad and having fish. I'm not even done watching but I am so excited for you and your wonderful family.

[@suziegordon]

the way you talk about food now, versus how you did around January time is absolutely mind blowing. So happy too see you look so relaxed and happy x

[@tpr5522]

I stopped watching your videos because it was frustrating seeing your ED win, but you proved me wrong and are killing your recovery. So proud of you!

[@hollyvipond168]

This is the first video in which you've appeared comfortable enough to document your "bloat", and the idea that you experience the same struggles is so incredibly reassuring ❤ A lot of KZbinrs like to portray a life of ease and perfection but your raw truthfulness is just so refreshing and amazing. Thank you 👌 xx

[@veggietales531]

just think of your bloating as your body giving your organs a hug as they are healing and you are getting stronger every day xxx

[@elzani6744]

Jess Personal that’s such a cool way to look at it! A very big hug 😂

[@ellacedar4409]

I love that analogy❤️

[@throughrose-colouredeyes6284]

aw. i love this. 🐻

[@happ1090]

That's so cute 💕

[@teainortakoy]

Aah I love that too x

[@isabel.j1136]

You look so stunning. I don’t know if it’s the weight gain, proper nutrition, happiness, confidence or what...probably a combination of them all, but you truly are radiant ✨ ❤️

[@Rizza.]

came to the comments to say the same thing!

[@kecrn4132]

Isabel.j - totally 100% agree! Beautiful girl, inside and out.

[@nina5158]

I know you mean well, but as someone who also has an eating disorder I advise you to not comment on her weight. It can be triggering

[@Rizza.]

@@nina5158 if she had an issue with that she would have comments disabled. i've followed elzani from the beginning and i'm sick of these comments. you're right when it comes to most people in general with eating disorders. elzani is clearly not most people. she's put herself out there for these comments. and theyre nothing but positive. and she can clearly see that considering how much shes enjoyed posting. -_-

[@nina5158]

@@Rizza. No need to be rude lmao, you're not the only one who's followed her since she had close to no subs and the only video she had is where she realised she was dying. I'm just warning them, i said it CAN be triggering, not it WILL be. Gaining weight and losing control is like the #1 fear of people eating disorders, so commenting on things like their weightgain can trigger bad things. I'm sorry, but I wasn't talking to you in the first place. OP took it well and that's all I wanted.

[@LittlestHoboKatie]

It makes my heart happy to see you eating like this. The difference in your mindset now compared to months ago is amazing. Youre smashing this

[@elzani6744]

Littlest Hobo awwww 🥰 I do feel different now, and each day I feel stronger and able to think much clearer it’s awesome! 😘❤️

[@_xxpheobe_hunter_xx8744]

I remember recovering and the bloating was horrendous, it’s because your stomach is use to you having small portions. But it goes down the next morning.

[@elladenham330]

You look so much prettier and healthier now your getting better. I was diagnosed with anorexia nervosa about 5 moths aga and I used too watch your videos and think how much you remind me of myself. But now you inspire me and your helping me❤️

[@elladenham330]

Yes, I’m still quite poorly tbh :(

[@ollys-h9195]

@@elladenham330 you've got this girl we believe in you xx

[@Emma-zp1mz]

ella denham what was your bmi when you started recovery? Idk if I’m bad enough to start

[@user-fs2zv2lb2i]

@@Emma-zp1mz I thought that too about me. I was never underweight but I was killing my body. It doesn't matter how little you weigh you deserve to recover ♥️

[@MyNaMeIsJeSsIeW]

I bloat incredibly badly (food intolerances) and it makes me soooo uncomfortable, I can hardly do anything. I'm so impressed with how positive you attitude stays

[@hiitsbryx9874]

Me too, even wearing tight jeans makes me bloated it’s never-ending

[@cupcakekimmyy]

I’m SO impressed that you’re not freaking out about not being able to read a label or a list of ingredients. Buffets are the BEST! Well done x

[@cupcakekimmyy]

Also where did you stay?! I would love to go there!

[@emberain]

I love how every video your energy and personality just seem to get brighter and brighter! EDIT: And your family is so supportive of you!

[@elzani6744]

Ember Rain ahhh thank you that’s so lovely of you to say!

[@emberain]

@@elzani6744 I have been recovering recently as well and it's not easy but you're doing such a great job!!

[@Daisy-yh9ed]

Elzani, you've changed SO much, it's brilliant! You look and seem healhier, physically and mentally. You're happier, calmer, more confident and more like your age. :) I can tell your recovery will be permanent.

[@izbiz8731]

wow. i wish i was this brave in my recovery. biggest regret ever. and i am so so astonished and proud of how far you’ve come. like seeing your progress is so f-omg amazing . wow

[@mackenziekeenan3077]

I love this so much! So happy to see you being spontaneous and also having the food touching and not looking too perfect! Also less hesitation with eating and eating at a happy pace, not slow with multiple ladies and panics! Also using a bigger spoon! I’m seeing so much improvement and the portions as well are perfect! Well done, you faced so much without even realising I think! Well done, so happy for you

[@georgieroberts8697]

Alisha’s commentary had me weak! “That was a close call .... get righhhhhht in there” 🤣

[@haddalee1622]

The bloating for me is the hardest part, so having someone who I can see understands and is not letting it get in the way and keeps working hard and staying positive is so amazing for me thank you so much. You are so strong and you inspire me so much!

[@pinksloth7318]

Very, VERY proud of you xxx I get bloated like that as well xx I am so impressed at how you managed that!! truly amazing as usual!!

[@elzani6744]

Iszy Recovers thank you! Hahah the boat is real but temporary, and deffo does get better! Ahhh ❤️

[@pinksloth7318]

@@elzani6744 Deffo does!! ;) thankfully!!

[@jonio7631]

”And I got a sprite. A Normal” idk why that made me kinda emotional 😭😭😭 I guess it’s such a big step and diet soda is such an ed ”staple food” and when you let go of it.... you let go of a huge chunk of ed thoughts that have been pestering ur brain. Love u elzani

[@Artist_sylvie]

Omg girl you are glowing! I love watching you become even happier and developing into such a confident woman. You rock!

[@susanjarrell1573]

I love the way Alicia supports but also pushes you I love when I see your progress

[@elisedesavorninlohman1722]

Omg it says the world to me that you posted your vacation vlog BEFORE your food vlogs. Priorities! Food is meant for living, not the other way around. You look gorgeous, energetic and alive!

[@samf2539]

You’re doing great!! The more you eat, the more your body will adjust and you won’t get so bloated and your hunger cues will regulate again. I’m so thrilled to see you literally thriving and living your best life!!

[@EmmyElle.]

Hearing whoever was behind the camera encouraging you to get more food or try both options is amazing, and you’re amazing for committing!

[@whoisthisgalx]

Classic Singleton family phrases: 'DIVINE!' 'Yeah baby!' 'these bad boys!'

[@katie_dolly5967]

So nice

[@8921gs]

Im so much less afraid of recovery seeing your process ❤️

[@cristinax6081]

THIS IS SO AMAZING AND INSPIRING!!!! Right so I’ve been watching your videos for quite some time now and I’ve always felt that you haven’t pushed yourself to eat more. I completely understand how difficult it is. I think this is the first time I’ve seen you try really really hard. During my AN recovery I was scared of the thought of going on holidays but once you get there it’s almost as though the Ed leaves you for a bit. But omg wow wow wow. You’ve done absolutely brilliantly! Keep up the good work! It’s stuff like this that’s going to help you get back to the old you xx

[@fearlesslymelissa]

ELZANIIIIIIII!!!!! Oh my god wow I am SO PROUD OF YOU!! I just want to give you a big hug! You are doing so dang amazing, I'm practically in tears watching you shine. Keep going girly, you are headed to even more beautiful places!!!

[@throughrose-colouredeyes6284]

it is so beautiful to see you surrendering, and alive. you're not just an empty shell of yourself anymore..there's a sparkle in your eyes, and a skip in your step, and a real giggle in your spirit. you deserve all the joy in the world. i'm so proud of you. i also realised, you've stopped smelling your food. go elzani, you star. xo

[@LittlestHoboKatie]

Can i just say too, the food at that place looks so tasty.. im drooling here lol

[@elzani6744]

Littlest Hobo IT WAS DIVINE!

[@BLACKCONVERSE97]

YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL!!! Honestly girl, all your hard work is paying off and you are absolutely glowing. Xxx

[@tateviksimonian2344]

I am so freaking proud of you, Elzani.

[@ciarafitz69]

47 minutes of you eating🎂🎊 YASSS GIRLL so incredibly proud of you!!😘❤️ Love from Scotland :)))

[@patriciab7158]

Don't know if you'll ever see this, but really had to tell you that you look so beautiful, like your face is litterally GLOWING. I've been watching your videos from time to time since you started your youtube channel, and you've come such a long way. Your hair looks amazing, your eyes are filled with so much joy, and your whole body language has changed so much. Now, I don't know what's going on "behind the scenes" or in you mind, but what I can see is an Elzani that has passed SO MANY milestones and that's absolutely amazing

[@alisonbuttenshaw5095]

I actually laughed out loud watching this!! My fave parts.. 1. Alisha's response to your food baby!😂 & 2. Hearing your sisters encouragement! I've been watching your videos from the beginning and can categorically say I've never felt prouder of you and happy for you!! Keep going! 🤩👏👍🙏 Ps. You inspired me to taste Biscoff and now I'm seriously addicted! My first order just arrived & I live in Australia! 😂

[@gracetietze1923]

Elzani, you are such an inspiration to me! I’m currently in recovery after just getting out of a residential facility and watching your videos makes me feel less alone. Any time I sit down for a meal and I’m alone, I put on one of your videos and I feel so comforted❤️ I’m so proud of you and all you have accomplished!

[@laurahadwin2700]

Oh my god!!! This is amazing Elzani, a massive massive achievement! You will be hungry, because you are malnourished, there is no such thing as too much!!! it's fills me with so much happiness to see you accepting your hunger and going for it, especially since it is an all inclusive and you have so much choice! You will look back at this holiday with such happy memories, I can see your life taking over the anorexia, keep going my love you are so much stronger everyday 💗

[@HollyGrace90]

This is incredible. It is so lovely seeing you try new things, become more relaxed and also going for it. You're doing an amazing job Elzani and I have nothing but admiration for you. You're looking more and more healthy every day and it's just so brilliant to see. Keep going for it! Lots of love. Xx

[@mariamartins7894]

Omg, I'm so freaking proud of you 😭 You did amazing!!! You are so strong and you look so happy in these vlogs! Love you so much

[@BluewallVideos]

Shes has such a good recovery channel. This is so inspiring

[@happ1090]

I'm so happy that you're finally gaining your life back ❤️ You're amazing! I'm so proud girl 😍

[@Lemigoga]

Hi Elzani! I've been following your channel for a while and I am so happy that you can enjoy food and life like this. I also wanted to thank you because this video, and watching you so happy and bright, made me think about recovery and no matter how I look, what we all should aspire is being and living like you show in your video. So, thank you again for making me reconsider my life and fight my eating disorder for the second time now (I had a relapse) you are the living proof that there is a life after anorexia and a very great one!!! lots of love from Colombia!!!!!

[@annawren2479]

Elzani you are so incredibly inspiring! You believed you could do it, you fought so hard and this vlog really shows how far you've come. You look so radiant and full of energy - such a role model to anyone fighting an ED. Cannot even put into words how amazing you are!

[@samphillips7192]

You are progressing so well Elzani! You have gone from leaps to running! I am so proud of you! You are kicking ass at this girl! xx

[@alextom5270]

Girl...You are just full of joy and life!Its amazing,beautiful thing that you allows us to watch how far yove gone!

[@reipixel9654]

Wow. I came back here after few years of recovery (still in progress, though!) And I am astonished of how my view of the video changed. I’m no longer hyper focusing on what you are eating, but rather focusing on your interactions with your family, the scenery, and your commentary. I’m so grateful for the progress I’ve made and how far I’ve come. I can’t thank you enough for being with me and helping me through my recovery. Love you!

[@Clairvoyantkel]

Your progress from your first videos is absolutely incredible Elzani. Thank you so much for making these videos and I am so glad that you had a great holiday. Thanks to you I’m going to go and eat exactly what I want on my holiday and after next week and smash recovery because RECOVERY IS WORTH IT! lots of love xx

[@gillyana]

You totally smashed it Girl! You not only made the holiday the best for you, but I’m sure the rest of the family had such a memorable holiday because of YOU also, as were YOU and not your ED! Well done lovely x

[@lia6840]

You're truly amazing Elzani, such strength you possess and I am truly proud of the progress you have shaped for yourself.. yesss try loads of new and DIVINE foods!! I really can't believe how far you have allowed yourself to come(: You have became my ultimate motivation to recover! LOVE YOUU

[@christinak7524]

I need to tell this here Elzani i'm so proud of you and i'm glad you are defeating your eating disorder and your eating disorder thoughts. Girl i hope you had an amazing time in Cyprus and i'm glad that you like Greece ! Thanks for being such a positive person and thank you for inspiring me to recover. Lots of love and never give up !

[@jannmargaret2727]

I’ve been watching you ever since you’ve uploaded your first video. I was at a low point in my life and i know you were too, but right now, I’m at my strongest point and you’ve helped me so much. I’m so happy to see that you seem so much happier now on camera, and I hope that still goes on when your not recording. I’m here to support you all the way, Elzani! Keep fighting! You are loved

[@teainortakoy]

Wow! You are doing so great!! The difference between you in your 1st video and these recent ones - I went from finding it really sad, uncomfortable and worrying to watch your videos and now I'm like "here she is, fun, lively, rising to the challenges, smashing recovery" It's fair to say, you're quite a legend!!! Legend from family of legends! :) Elzani's Grandma if you are reading this, even you are a rockstar!!! :)

[@chelfo10]

I’ve been watching for months, but this video made me tear up. You are glowing with the happiness that you deserve.

[@veggietales531]

i am so proud of you elzani i i know how hard this is and you smashed it well done xxxx

[@elzani6744]

Jess Personal thank you so much xxxx

[@ilikeyoutube836]

Great job Elzani!! I'm so happy for you that you were able to enjoy eating and trying new foods. You have come so far. SO proud of you!!

[@merituulia1370]

Ooooh girl I'm loving this! Your voice sounds happier and you seem more and more coherent and put together the newer the video :) Remember that the amount of food you truly need to eat to even maintain OR gain weight IS surprisingly lots! It's easy to accidentally undereat because you think you've had enough, but just listen to your hunger as you did on that lovely looking holiday.

[@jessami3692]

I think this is one of your most inspirational videos so far. I don’t even know you but I’m brimming with pride xxx keep fighting the good fight. You are bringing such joy and hope to the lives of so many of your followers x

[@jamesgreen4197]

Darling you are GLOWING, you have new life in you and just know you are capable, important and smashing this 💪 I struggle with binge eating disorder myself and though it’s often discredited the mental similarity’s with every other ED are there and you are an important part of helping me recover, thank you x

[@katieray9344]

I Suffered from an eating disorder for two years, 15-17. I remember getting to the point that I was absolutely tired of wasting my life, worrying my family, and risking my health. I just went all in, pop tarts, were my main source of nutrients. I ate whatever I craved. I’m so thankful my family was 100% there for me, never giving up, reminds me of your family. So freaking proud of you, You did everything possible to get healthy! You are a role model, never forget it!!!!

[@laperle9316]

You look so much better already, I am so proud of you. I‘ve been watching you my whole recovery and you‘ve truly been such a great inspiration and motivation for me. It is honestly so hard because you always want to step back and be really skinny again but I finally have the energy to do the things I love, like dancing. Your journey is so motivating and your words are so wise. Realizing all that stuff and realizing that eating can actually make you so happy is wonderful. Thank you so much and keep going, you’re really doing great. Love you!!!!!!

[@emmaemmaaemmaaa]

Loved this video really helped me this morning. I wanted peanut butter but my eating disorder was telling me no.... watching this made me do it and I feel so much better🙌🏻🎉 going to have ice cream now LOL THANK YOU ELZANI❤️

[@emilykate1036]

Omg girl the bloating is so relatable. I’m 2 months into recovery and oh my gosh, at the end of the day I look like a baby’s about to pop right out of my stomach! 😂 I love it tho, it’s how I know I’ve eaten enough for the day lmao x

[@yuma7398]

You are literally helping me so much Elzani ! Whenever I kind of fall back into disordered thoughts I watch your videos and my mindset just completely changes from "I need to restrict" to "I'm going to eat as much as I can"... ty !

[@TheeScarletRose]

This is so amazingly wonderful, it makes me want to cry! So proud of you!!

[@LittoLispyLawl]

You are KILLING it!!

[@elzani6744]

Cross Stitch Bitch yaaaaas!

[@Amimoosie]

Fox’s mints are so, so good for bloating/digestion/constipation as they’re made from peppermint oil, my old unit did a study and they began to “prescribe” 6-8 per day to each patient with really beneficial results! I always have a handful in my bag and a massive jar of them on my kitchen table 😂 xx

[@shel3990]

I ♥️ them

[@nat-hd9fq]

i noticed that your hair looks so much better now! keep on going baby!

[@mialou2020]

I love how at 1:30 you say ‘it’s lunchtime’ whereas a year ago you probably wouldn’t have acknowledged that it was time to eat, so proud, this motivates me to recover💕

[@andreavieturkey]

First of all - I am so happy that you could enjoy your holidays 😎 with your amazing family and also happy for your family that it was so relaxing with you 💛 Really, I am sure that you are supporting so many of us as you are demonstrating that you also have 'body struggles' - I feel bloated very fast and then stop eating - now I will try so hard to continue as you did 🤩 Thank you so much and all the best for you and your family 😘

[@cocob9002]

So proud of you Elzani. Keep fighting on, you’re doing incredible xo

[@QueenLiasKingdom]

omg this video is exactly what i need!!! my day just got 1000x better. im so proud of you. thank you for being such a huge inspiration to me. i truly wish you all the happiness in the world, love you

[@Small_Rose]

Could you make a video about how you manage the bloating and the "bad" effect of the recovery? I'm scared to fully commit because of this but I'm sure if you talk about it and your experience, it could be really really helpfull ❤ Thank you!

[@tatitunes101]

There isn't a bad effect. Your body naturally will bloat. It looks extreme, and can often feel uncomfortable for a recovering person. Not due to actual physical changes but more the mental reaction one has to seeing their body that way. Over time, your tummy be able to easily stretch as u digest and as a result doesnt bloat as much.

[@tatitunes101]

I would suggest push through. Remind yourself the bloating natural, temporary and will get less extreme the healthier you become. There is no time like the present

[@tatitunes101]

♡

[@kayleigh2632]

you never fail to impress me elzani, we're all so proud of you you're doing amazingly well. i'm so glad you had an amazing holiday you all deserve it💜

[@emmawoods3900]

I've recently come out of hospital and am in recovery and so want to go for it and have exactly what I want but fear foods get the better of me! I'm so done with the ed! You're so soooooo inspiring and I love it when you upload. Thankyou so much x

[@Sofia-rk1iv]

You look so much better , you’re gorgeous 🥰🥰❤️

[@taliaaustin9818]

So so so proud of you really going for it and not letting The ED tell you what to have. Keep up the good hard work at home and in no time you’ll have a bum like Elishas and you can do the run with your dad ❤️

[@abi_maria57]

I love how happy and positive you’ve become. In my recovery, trying new foods was the hardest thing for me. I’m so proud of you! Stay strong, you’re doing it 😊😊💖

[@espie5106]

So frickin proud of youuuu!!! Amazing job Elzani your doing so great. Don’t give into the ED thoughts, you’ve come so far, keep going you can do it! ❤️❤️❤️

[@nat-ng4qi]

im watching for the first time in a while and seeing how you’ve grown as a person and started to heal is so heartwarming.

[@amybakx397]

This video was actually super inspiring Elzani! Im going on holiday tomorrow and have been so nervous, but seeing you do so well was awesome!

[@francescafoster854]

Thanks for your great video as always. All inclusive is the bomb! You made me realise something about myself/ my ED in this vid though, when you talked about the deserts. Even though I consider myself well on way to recovery (my mind is a million times better than it was 1 or 2 years ago) but I still can't eat deserts. All my other habbits/ rituals, safe food stuff is a lot better, but if I'm offered cake or desert or at a restaraunt I never eat desert! My head just goes "NO you don't like that!" And then I feel sick. The stupid thing is I'm always baking for my family and partner. I'm gonna try some of my chocolate cake that I made yesterday! You've inspired me❤

[@francescafoster854]

I know why as well, when I was in my ED I would almost hypnotise (for want of a better word) myself to feel sick even at the site of sweet food/ treats, so even when I see it I feel physically sick and I'm just like "that will make you feel sick" "you don't like that, it makes you sick". But I'm going to try and challenge it, the last strings if my ED trying to cling on to me.

[@valentijnv1763]

LOOK AT MY FOOD BABY! Elzani. YOU. ARE. A. LEGEND. Edit: just grabbing food as you leave...NICE!!

[@Marpete721]

You are giving your body EXACTLY what it needs to heal. Good on you - keep it up!!!

[@elliewatson7891]

Wow !! You did amazingly !! So great to see and so great to see you get ice cream whenever you fancied it!! You have got this !! Go girl!

[@nabiladib1186]

Best video ever. Hands down to u Elzani. So proud from the deepest of my hard. Keep doing it so well 🙌❤🙏. Blessings

[@antoniettamanzo2145]

Her smile is so calming and makes me so so happy

[@ellathurnell3439]

Hey girl! You inspire me so much and I look up to you an incredible amount! One day when you feel comfortable would you be able to do a video on your life story, when you developed anorexia, siblings being born ect... I loved to see that just an idea xxx

[@shellbysmith3479]

Your amazing elzani send some recovery magic my way and your holiday look fabulous so happy you and your family had a great time i knew you could do it

[@kiarahallett8711]

I am literally so proud of you and how far you’ve come

[@lifeisasawtrap]

this was one of my favourite videos EVER! you are so beautiful and you're glowing, Elzani! keep going and everything will be even better. lots of love ♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@boobearrock7989]

Im soooooo proud of you i could cry Your doing amazing keep up with the good work Im so happy ❤️❤️

[@TheAbbie1909]

you can see how far you’ve come, your looking a lot brighter and happier now! 💓

[@harmonyhope1709]

This is so heartwarming ❤️❤️❤️ so proud of all your hard work. Great mental reasoning and recognising the anorexic thoughts, catching them and challenging them 🙌🙌🙌💪💪💪❤️❤️❤️

[@kayleighkeller4347]

your personality is shining through, your eyes are bright and hopeful, and your attitude towards all of this was so incredibly flexible! i am absolutely in awe. it is so nice to watch you bloom!!! (: also all the food looks so yummy and now i am craving sesame biscuits and cheesecake at 1 in the morning ahahh

[@Wolfstar26]

i am so happy for you elzani. you worked so hard to get here and you're absolutely glowing.