The Lesbian Vampire Killer

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Today's solved true crime case is on Tracey Wigginton aka the lesbian vampire killer from Brisbane, Australia in the 1980s. Killing a man named Edward Baldock for the sole purpose of drinking his blood to satisfy her vampire cravings.
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[@SJ-sc9gt]

BTW, Eleanor I just heard about a serial killer called the doodlerer who would draw his victims before he killed them and it is such an interesting case that no one has really talked about.

[@ladydeath448]

Lights out podcast?

[@jaydee2499]

i hope she covers that

[@joseykate8510]

WOAH, i neeeddd to look into that!

[@just_jo1]

Is this the guy who only targeted gay men in san fran?

[@chloelouisefinley1596]

It’s so interesting no one has talked about it lol

[@kittiej6425]

My mothers co-worker was Tracey’s cell mate in prison. She always talked super highly of her and was talking about how much she had changed and grown. I’m pretty sure they were sleeping together 😅

[@trashxraccoon03]

lol that's hilarious 😂

[@roseyfirequeen314]

Omg lmao noooo

[@izstrella]

Either way, I hope she was right!

[@robinfuller6061]

Oop-

[@Zulf85]

@@izstrella true - it would be nice to think people actually got better in prison, however hard the system might try to use them as a product to sell and nothing more

[@kylajaslyn4750]

This was quite a traumatising case for the community, my grandparents were actually involved in the case but I can rarely get the details from them as it’s too much for them to talk about

[@Cami.M.R]

Reallyy like this case the vampire one

[@Amberhx1]

How were they involved in the case? Do you know? I mean like were they just in the community or they knew her or something. Sorry I don't mean any of this rudely just genuinely curious.

[@remip8031]

@@Amberhx1 could have been investigators or witnesses maybe

[@hazeycyclist]

Abuse towards adoptive children is an area that needs a lot more awareness. Especially now with social media. People trying to get big as influencers by adopting children and exploiting those kids stories. While behind closed doors physically abusing them.

[@lamaramariewilson6746]

Yep! That reminds me of a Caucasian woman and her husband who had several bio children and decided to adopt a special needs child from China. She kept him for several years exploiting him then decided to “rehome him” like a damn dog 🤦‍♀️

[@EMEM663]

@Tameka Busby I'm going to look into that right after this video!

[@lamaramariewilson6746]

@Tameka Busby That’s just sad 😔 and that is why I don’t watch family channels!

[@EMEM663]

@Tameka Busby Thank-you for taking the time to send me a link :) Take care!

[@GenXfrom75]

I was groomed at 14 myself. I am SO glad I didn't get pregnant because what a horrible situation. It did take me years, though, to work through all the trauma as a result.

[@laurielmaoo]

that must have been so difficult i hope you’re healing and i wish u all the best ❤️❤️❤️

[@aishamay739]

im glad to hear that you're doing better now, and i'm so sorry you had to go through something horrible like that. wishing you all the best

[@returnof.saturn]

thats so tragic, glad you're doing well now, i wish you the best ❤️

[@queenmamabear5812]

So very sorry hunny I was 9 when I started being groomed lasted till I was 16 DISGUSTING PEDOFILES Make me so SICK!!!!!!! We are WARRIORS we made it out and are making our lives better!!!!!! Keep safe happy and healthy sweetie Prayers and love 🥰😍🥰😍🥰😍🥰😍🥰😍🥰😍🥰😍🥰😍

[@thandomcaciso631]

Sending my love 🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@carolinewitherspoon6345]

As someone with DID, thank you for the nice and thorough and accurate explanation:) its so common that it is misrepresented or not explained to understand that its not something evil or crazy, really just a severe coping mechanism of the brain trying to protect! We love youu

[@Rose-jz6sx]

My friend has DID, it makes things complicated for her but it's definitely her brain trying to keep her safe. Busy up in there though with all those alters! I hope you're doing well ❤️

[@rainv.5388]

YES was coming here to comment the same thing! Two of us in this system regularly watch and enjoy Eleanor’s content, and we both appreciate how she explained it in this video SO much 😭

[@sn0tbrain]

i have DID as well and it was so nice to see it not be demonized for once, were victims of severe trauma not monsters

[@navreetkaursidhu5042]

And we love you. I hope you do well in life and I'm sorry for whatever caused the DID in the first place.

[@navreetkaursidhu5042]

@@rainv.5388 I hope the system is doing well and I'm sorry for what caused the DID

[@gunsugoncu]

i feel like cases like this really showcase how truly damaging bad parenting can be. it's a shame that there aren't more systems in place ensuring children are safe. these types of cases also make it very clear that governments should have better and more accessible mental health systems. who knows what might've happened if tracy had gotten help as a young adult.

[@wyass4722]

I feel like we take having children as a right and as a given. It shouldn't be so banalized to have kids. It's a big responsability, most people don't stop to think how their financial/psychological/social situation will affect their children

[@aahzz9952]

Right, I remember the case of Beth Thomas (Child of Rage) and think what could have happened if she didn't get the help she needed. And it's infuriating that we hear about so many criminals with traumatic childhood (Robert Maudsley, Aileen Wuornos, Lisa Montgomery to name a few) but I don't hear about their caregivers facing consequences for their disgusting abuses.

[@izstrella]

@@aahzz9952 • THIS!

[@unoriginal5934]

@@wyass4722 as long as the child is Safe, fed, loved, and taken care of properly, financial/psychological/social situations don’t really matter TO A DEGREE. especially the social part, what’s that even supposed to mean?

[@wyass4722]

@@unoriginal5934 With social I meant the way they socialize with their child and with people around them (Yup, I realize I've explained myself poorly). To me that's quite important too

[@SoCalJellybean]

Eleanor: “I don’t know how she was getting ahold of heroin in prison.” Ohhh, sweet, innocent Eleanor! Drugs are easier to obtain IN prison than OUT of prison. 😂

[@san-zg7yj]

HOW?!

[@rx500android]

Oh my god, how?? I thought it would be harder haha

[@smileyattitude6807]

@@san-zg7yj probably because there’s a lot more people who do drugs in prison in a small area! For example they arrest a lot of drug addicts or people with substance abuse issues then those people find ways to hide them in the vaguest of terms. Also you have corrupt guards that are willing to sell them to people on the inside! I seen an episode of 60 days in and when they did a search of the place they found a whole table of illegal items/contraband

[@merr9673]

@@rx500android a lot of lower guards are corrupt asf too

[@merr9673]

@@san-zg7yj wardens and higher ups are a lot more corrupt than not. even then, sneaking drugs in isnt all too hard. they check a few key places but especially if youve been to a certain facility before yk ins and outs lol

[@TheInvestiGatorYT]

You cover the most gruesome stories, but somehow make them "manageable" to listen to. I cover crime too but struggle to listen to extreme violence, so thank you for always pointing out the bits that are harder too hear than the rest. P.S. you're beautiful!

[@rianbrands5897]

Subscribed to your channel:)

[@TheInvestiGatorYT]

@@rianbrands5897 Welcome Riana :)

[@rianbrands5897]

@@TheInvestiGatorYT thanks ♡

[@hardyquinn9442]

She really does.... ❤ I subscribed as well FYI ☺

[@TheInvestiGatorYT]

@@hardyquinn9442 Hello :) And she's awesome!

[@cierraallamon5249]

My aunt and I used to watch your videos but I didn’t know she did until she passed this past week. Watching your videos makes me feel closer to her. Today was a rough day and I just saw you posted a new video. Thank you, makes it feel like she’s here watching with me

[@lisistratx]

sending you all the love and strength 🙏🏻🙏🏻💖💖

[@cierraallamon5249]

@@lisistratx thank you so much ❤️

[@dottuanicuwu7842]

I'm very sorry for your loss, wishing you and your family the best. May she rest easy.

[@cierraallamon5249]

@@dottuanicuwu7842 thank you I appreciate your words of kindness ❤️

[@griffithswife1704]

I'm so sorry 🥺

[@mht4908]

A lot of killers emerge because their parents/guardians severely failed them, either in the form of abuse, negligence, or condoning them. Obviously this in no way excuses what they did, but sometimes you really have to think twice before becoming a parent. Not just for yourself, but for the sake of the child's upbringing

[@ThatOneLadyOverHere]

Every child deserves a parent, not every parent deserves a child.

[@burntbeans2300]

Hey Eleanor! I'd like to ask if you could cover a case from my home country Serbia, we've had a major case of the disappearance and murder of Tijana Jurić in 2014 that led to some important laws and made national news it would mean the world to me if you did a video on it. This case happened when i was 11 and it was what made me become obsessed with true crime and want to become a criminal psychologist. I love your videos, you're absolutely incredible at delivering these cases in a respectful and composed manner and that's why I'd love to see you cover this case. Keep up the good work, much love

[@getdemani-tized6723]

try her socials

[@sasha730]

I was living in Serbia in 2014, how did I not hear about this?! I remember hearing that two young boys had been kidnapped, but I don’t remember their names unfortunately

[@milostivi]

@@sasha730 pretty surprised you didn't, it was and still is one of the most famous cases in Serbia

[@sasha730]

@@milostivi to be fair I was only 10 and only spoke basic serbian, so I must have missed conversations about it

[@milostivi]

@@sasha730 didn't mean to sound like a dick, sorry if it came off that way

[@dannahbanana11235]

I got chills when you said her worst alter was named Avril. It makes a ton of sense the way you've explained it all (to me at least, as a person without DID).

[@SpecialBlanket]

the "bad alters" thing is a toxic mindset. imagine being labeled "the evil one of the entire family". it would make anyone decide to go ahead and be an asshole since everyone already thinks that.

[@dannahbanana11235]

@@SpecialBlanket let me rephrase that then, the alter that was the most aggressive/manipulative

[@dannahbanana11235]

@@SpecialBlanket Because from my understanding some alters can definitely have more negative traits than others, because they're aren't whole individuals themselves, Right?

[@kinashy8863]

@@dannahbanana11235 they are whole individuals but some can be more aggressive than others because ppl are different

[@dannahbanana11235]

@@kinashy8863 As I heard it described by a psychologist they aren't entire personalities of their own. Interesting, I assume it's different for everyone though so that makes sense.

[@averysspookshowspectacular6205]

I really, really appreciate how the trigger warnings have evolved on this channel. I ended up on a case that I really wish I hadn't sat through, but didn't realize how bad it would be because there wasn't really a proper warning, just like, oh hey, this is going to be bad. The list given now are so thoughtful, respectful, and even though there isn't much to make me click off, I'm glad to have some idea of what I'm getting into.

[@lesbianslipknotfan]

@Lunu yes but also proper trigger warnings are so incredibly helpful. sometimes i look at a title and think i may be able to handle it but later on in the video i realise it was a bad idea to watch. which is why a list is super helpful! the list gives you an exact rundown of what triggering content is in the video. ^___^

[@madsxg]

that’s how i feel with her Junko Furuta video. shit traumatized me

[@averysspookshowspectacular6205]

@@madsxg Same, that's the one I was referencing. Just couldn't seem to stop it once I started, like in shock and couldn't get my brain to work again.

[@ezramossmenuck4055]

@@madsxg yeah me too that sh1t lives rent free in my mind

[@cherrygore5349]

Or just don't watch that kinda thing

[@lindsayosterhoff2459]

I truly hope that everyone knows that one should not necessarily believe the accusations against her grandfather. The hypnosis techniques for repressed memories during that time have turned out to be wildly ineffective and in nearly all cases a false memory was accidentally planted instead. This type of therapy has been both abandoned and discredited because countless innocent people were accused of things like that and because even though the memory was false the patient who endured this "treatment" still had to live with the trauma as if it were real. That really should be noted and explained here. If anyone wants info on this, let me know. It's something I studied a lot during my time going to school for psychology. I'd be happy to help people find some good info or whatever.

[@kehlanijauregui1017]

Wow that’s crazy but very interesting

[@holliegriffin5361]

Thank you! The landscape of the Satanic Panic integrated greatly in psychology leaving innocent people to be burdened by the blame. The mixture of leading questions and being in a suggestive state (or a suggestible person) is not in the least reliable. People have been traumatised because they’ve been led to believe that horrific things have happened to them and now they have the trauma that wasn’t there before. I would be extremely skeptical. She has a past with grooming and sexual abuse so it’s possible for her to have transferred memories of real events to new “memories” that never occurred. It’s difficult to say “no, that didn’t happen”, but memories get worse over time and become much less reliable. Regardless if you fully believe something happened in a memory, the mind easily mixes details, combines events, dates/times, even dreams. And this is without being put in a position to where you are made to recall “hidden memories”, under stress, asked certain (potentially leading) questions, etc.

[@lindsayosterhoff2459]

@@holliegriffin5361 I totally agree with everything you said. Thank you for expanding upon my point so well.

[@666ydney]

@@holliegriffin5361 this is a really good way of explaining this!! i thought the same things when i was listening to this. i'm also a psych student but on top of that, i have a ton of weird memory gaps and other triggers, experiences, etc that lead me to believe i was abused as a child more severely than what i can recall; i would love to know the full truth but i really, really don't want to "remember" something that might not even be true! if my mind is hiding it from me it must be pretty bad, sometimes ignorance is bliss in a way

[@sofiahellohello123]

Thank you so much for saying this. I was looking for comments on this.

[@alexjones3890]

I’ve heard of this case before but I always look forward to it when Eleanor covers cases because she just makes it more easy to understand x😊

[@rissa280]

@ТоммуInnit 🅥 no

[@AlexEspeon]

Totally agree with you. Sometimes I put on some of her videos when I want to go to sleep because I find it easier to follow along with when I'm feeling more tired also.

[@madisonhall8421]

@@AlexEspeon I do that every night

[@xerohelix6262]

@@madisonhall8421 same!

[@thatswhatshe_read]

So very strange hearing about something that took place in my hometown, especially all the familiar locations! You did an amazing job covering this, as per usual.

[@kileyblake5512]

Eleanor's voice is the most soothing out of any true crime youtuber I have ever watched. She is just so soft spoken and considerate in every case she talks about. 💕

[@alicerivierre]

Yeah, to me it's like an asmr thing - she's soothing, relaxing, & her accent is just 10/10 - how many times do I have to praise the girl? I just adore her!

[@kileyblake5512]

@@alicerivierre Yes! She is just such a beautiful soul!

[@ellak56]

i agree also kenall rae and danelle hallen i really like to listen to them

[@kileyblake5512]

@@ellak56 i like kendall but sometimes I feel like she involves her own personal life too much into the cases she covers

[@Anna.T.]

Kendall and Eleanor are my favourites!

[@rochelleburnett1846]

I love how she adds a little warning about all the things that go down in the case before the story, like some days I need lighter true crime and other days I like hearing and learning new stories. 💜

[@traceysimpkins9147]

Hi Elenore.. You have covered this case quite well. I was friends with Tracys mother Rhonda. When this case was broken through the media Rhonda and her second husband came to our place for some time. They had reporters on their doorstep. Tracy didnt want a court case as she really didnt want her family dragged into the case. Tracy comes from Rockhampton in central queensland... Rhonda has since passed away a wonderful lady...Thank You...

[@user-jg6bu3hc8f]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I do have a genuine question though. Did she ever try and look out for Tracy right after her grandparents died?

[@traceysimpkins9147]

@@user-jg6bu3hc8f yes they were always in contact. Tracy always knew who her mother was from an early age

[@daniellejones2978]

Who was Miriam then? Thought that was Tracy’s mum?

[@amysmiles4334]

Danielle Jones she was a foster daughter wasn’t she ?

[@daniellejones2978]

@@amysmiles4334 oh was she I’ll find out now! I’m watching it again, fell asleep last night 😂 thanks

[@allyssamartinez6536]

Thank you for not putting DID in the title there’s already so much stigma around DID and people with it being “dangerous” or “scary”. It’s a small change you made but it has a huge impact so thank you!💜

[@Baldjotarokujo]

I feel like if you have it might be a little scary

[@CLOWTISMS]

@@Baldjotarokujo what

[@Baldjotarokujo]

@@CLOWTISMS if you have DID it might be scary at first

[@theamethystsystem329]

@@CLOWTISMS It some ways it was when we first all learned about each other and that we are a part of a system. But now the only scary thing is the memories our mind has protected us from.

[@CLOWTISMS]

@@Baldjotarokujo ahh, i didnt realize what you were saying at first. apologies

[@robotaholic]

I know that everyone always wants you to cover new cases they've never heard before, but I appreciate you covering cases I HAVE heard before because you added a lot more story to this case than I've heard before. Thank you - I didn't even know she had a DID diagnosis. You are so good at storytelling I just love it. It's a great talent XD

[@chocomiiku]

lol

[@elizabethlebel5724]

I actually knew Holly as a child, so wild to see so many documentaries about what happened to her. May she rest in peace

[@-rainyleafu-9758]

Holly ? I don't think they talked about a Holly in the video, if they did please get me a timestamp

[@cats6267]

@@-rainyleafu-9758 0:45

[@hollythechildyeeter]

it feels so weird to see a murder victim who has the same name as you

[@CallMeGameGirl]

And yeah it's crazy how we can block out trauma. My cousin blocked out her childhood trauma, up until like a year ago when she started feeling weird in her own house she grew up in, and started seeing someone to try to unlock her memories, and she eventually remembered it all after lots of therapy in secret. She had blocked out her trauma that went on for years and the person who caused the trauma was someone she saw fondly of. But nearly a decade of complete amnesia, from what happened to her for nearly a decade. Such a long time to have no memory of it, for something that happened most of her childhood

[@UrMum-oz4qk]

“She can’t have human blood, that’s a bit illegal”

[@takeoats]

just a bit

[@mika-uk7jo]

i don’t think it is, like if someone consensually gives you a tiny jar of blood,, it’s legal

[@RubyRedS1ippers]

Canabalism is apparently legal as long as u didn't kill the person

[@idek7438]

​@@mika-uk7jo In my country, you're not legally allowed to give away parts of your body outside of medical blood/marrow/organ donation. For example, you're not allowed to sell blood or hair. So I don't think that would be allowed either.

[@squishy8758]

i wanna say that Eleanor was lost so much weight and I'm so happy for her ❤ I've been working hard and lost 10 lbs in the past 2 months and it's nice to hear the comments when people notice. I've got 40 lbs left to go, and you're an inspiration ❤❤❤

[@janegroft3787]

i love how much detail she goes into about DID and that she took the time and effort to learn more about it to be able to describe it so well

[@vi9486]

It’s really important in a case like this to make sure DID doesn’t get further stigma as a result! Most DID systems would never even come close to wanting to do this to someone

[@sleepysmartboy6287]

As somebody who had only recalled sexual abuse by somebody I saw as a best friend when I was little years later - the flashbacks had flipped my entire world around. It's heart wrenching and my heart does go out to Tracy and her system on a level.

[@sma1616]

how did the memory return?

[@Sbunisbos]

@@sma1616 just a guess but as it goes away it could like...calm the brain down so the brain lets its guard down as it gets less worried? idk tho

[@CosmoQueen2900]

I'm so sorry. I pray you can heal from this! ❤

[@sleepysmartboy6287]

@@sma1616 it was almost a decade after and another sexual situation trigger a flashback. After that memories kind of come back and some just don't. Later on the police found explicit images of me on his computer so I knew I wasn't just crazy. I don't really care to force memories to return (I don't really recall anything before the age of eight) because I don't really want to know all the details. And maybe not knowing means I don't truly want or need to know. I feel it easier for them to organically return.

[@sleepysmartboy6287]

@@Sbunisbos It's somewhat like that. I guess after the first time I had a flashback my brain "let its guard down" because I recalled some details about my life I hadn't before (from some details about the abuser to a memory of me playing with a toy vacuum as a kid). The first time it had to be triggered out (a sexual situation caused the initial flashback) and since then I've just gained some memories organically. I wouldn't do hypnosis though, just because it feels like forcefully undoing something my brain has obviously done for my benefit

[@_Wyzteria_]

im very conflicted about this case. while yes, what tracy did was terrible, i still felt heartbroken when i heard that her grandfather was sexually abusing her for years and she would block out the memories of that. The only person who she thought was there for her in childhood was also doing something so terrible to her. That makes me feel extremely sad.

[@cartiaking3377]

my heart literally dropped. it’s so weird feeling so sorry for a person that’s committed such a crime, but as soon as it was mentioned i paused

[@toiletfrog]

My heart breaks for Lisa, having been hospitalized nearly 80 times for mental health/OD at age 23 💔

[@Angel_1394]

I have never heard of this case and it's such an interesting and sad one. Everyone was a victim in the end. Hopefully she is living her best life. I feel so sorry for his family.

[@gunsugoncu]

yeah!! i rly hope she's been properly rehabilitated in prison (an unfortunately rare occurrence) and has been successfully reintegrated into society. we gain nothing from locking people up forever, so hopefully tracey can live the rest of her life in relative peace n quiet.

[@StephlovesJesusandCountryMusic]

One last note I found on Tracy Wigginton "In 2021, interest in Wigginton was revived when it was revealed that she was posting images on Facebook of vampires, witches, and a pile of skull and bones. Following this, the officers who investigated the case said that Wigginton's parole should be revoked."

[@toxxicx]

i felt like she should have been put in a hospital for treatment until she was deemed no longer a threat, if possible, rather than prison. how do we know that "bobby" isn't going to kill someone again? i hope she got help for her DID while in prison but who knows if she's doing anything now or if there's anyone making sure she's on track.

[@miriamelle864]

@@toxxicx I think Bobby isn't the killer, the killer is Aviral (sorry if it's written wrong)

[@Fluffy-Fluffy]

@@miriamelle864 it's Avril. :)

[@Zelliana]

​@@toxxicx I do think they brought her help in prison, otherwise they would not have deemed her able to stand trial. And as someone with DID myself, I am quite convinced that if they diagnosed her of that in their expertise, they made a plan to help her deal with it for years, because DID takes years to heal from. Medical professionals who follow people with DID like me know that. Also, alters, especially persecutor, can change with time, and stop hurting people or the rest of the system. I've had my biggest persecutor from when I was a teen turn into my main protector and then now fused with the host. They're not deemed to stay persecutory.

[@Kitkat-vu4sm]

As someone with DID, it is not too uncommon to develop an alter who is like our abuser. These are typically persecutors and can be dangerous to the whole system, but also can be healing. The situation just needs to be handled carefully.

[@18poc12poc7ms]

im in your walls /srs

[@user-ep3fo5vw1v]

That's so interesting and shows how complex our brain is. Up until this video, I had no idea what DID was, I'm so glad to have learned more about it! It must be so confusing to live with.

[@Kitkat-vu4sm]

@@user-ep3fo5vw1v oh, definitely. Especially for the people we live with 😆

[@morgue.dweller]

It was sort of a "wham" moment to learn that one of Tracey's alters was named after her horrible grandmother.

[@phoenix72999]

Yeah, that sounds so sad. Imagine being stuck with your abuser in your head, screaming at you all the time☹️ I had a pretty sucky grandma too and I couldn't imagine having to deal with that.

[@ellaquincy5037]

@@phoenix72999 It's not nice. I hear my abusers' voices in my head all the time, and the self-damaging voice that was created for the purpose of "I can hurt me worse than anyone else ever could, and I WILL beat all of them to the punch. People are nothing but cruel and if I'm mean to myself before they can be, I win."

[@phoenix72999]

@@ellaquincy5037 I can relate to some of that☹️ I am really insecure for similar reasons. People told me to "just believe in myself more", but it is like not wanting to expect too much so I can't get disappointed. I also used to hear my abusive grandma scream mine and my sister's names when I was walking around in my neighborhood, because she had done that when we were younger. But that has gotten better. So I really feel for you. I hope you can heal from all of that as well.

[@mollyh9356]

Can we all take a moment and applaud Eleanor for always including links for the things she talks about in her videos, like DID for this video specifically! She's doing a wonderful job of helping to advocate and educate others on all sorts of things. Thank you!

[@daniellejones2978]

“Her grandparents loved her and didn’t mind looking after her at all” “Grandad was fun, her best friend but grandma emotionally abused her” probably that’s why she liked looking after her so she had a victim to pick on

[@elizapearson6249]

I was in prison with Tracey she goes by a different name inside and now on the outer she actually served 23 yrs of her sentence with the rest of her life on parole and she is a very different lady than what U have described around the time of her crime and now she just wants to live quietly and enjoy the rest of her life and freedom getting the much needed mental health help that she has started on the outside thank u for doing this case as a lot of what U have told us is stuff Tracey just won't talk about

[@christeningg8084]

how did she act in prison? wld she brag ab her crime or say any stories about it?

[@kinhahazevedoh]

It is good to know she has gotten the mental health care she needs. She has served her time, and I hope she can now have the quiet life she wants

[@im19ice3]

thank you for leaving this empathetic comment, i'm sure lots of people are ready to ride the mental illness stigma all the way into every area of her life just because its easier than human complexity, its a small gesture but its appreciated

[@merih8970]

Strange, the process of the victims eventually becoming the monsters themselves. Horrifying how childhood abuse can ruin a person's entire life :(

[@Zelliana]

As a French DID system trying to bring awareness on my disorder in my country, thank you for talking about it in such a respectful way. I am also so thankfull that they deemed her able to stand a trial : this shows well that having DID doesn't make you suddenly "not responsible" of your alters' actions. System responsability is a thing, and DID doesn't make us dangerous. I think you portrayed it very well here ! Thank you for bringing awareness on it.

[@navreetkaursidhu5042]

I hope the system is doing well. I'm so so glad that DID is being understood now. Loads of love!

[@Catglittercrafts]

I told my son that when his DID ex claimed it wasn’t cheating since one of their other personalities did it not them. I told my son it doesn’t work that way. If they knew they knew and were using their DID as an excuse.

[@void9214]

@@Catglittercrafts well no if it's previously discussed alters are their own Poeple with their own likes and dislikes and sexualities some alters might not wanna date him and some wanna date other poeple this should allways be discussed before hand though! I wouldn't call it cheating because alters are their own poeple but it is definitely a dick move and shouldn't have happened! -osdd system

[@siobhantansey8498]

As someone born and raised in Queensland, im shocked that I've never heard of this case before!

[@swedishlina]

As someone who lived in bne and the Sunshine Coast for over 10 years and being absolute addicted to true crime, I can’t believe I haven’t heard of this case

[@jadefaith1218]

agreed! I’m from brisbane.

[@alaaesong164]

I was like "oh cool, another aussie case wooh, on no it's Brisbane *pls be an old case* " :')

[@Zoe-tg4dl]

same!! and she looks so familiar for some reason!

[@CourtneyTunbridge79]

From Brisbane too, the reason a lot of you haven't heard of this case is because it's from 1989, there have been a few times she has been in the news over the years but for the most part she was forgotten about.

[@vishna_R]

A friend of mine used to live opposite Tracey when she lived with her grandma in Rockhampton- he used to witness her grandma running after Tracey and beating her in the front yard

[@Sparkplug2286]

I’ve been diagnosed (officially) with DID for 20 years now, but I find it so interesting to hear other peoples stories and situations who have it as well. Some stories are much more crazy than most of them are. Typically people don’t have an evil alter - so it’s very interesting to learn about this one!

[@frahn1702]

I knew someone who had an alter called ‘Smart-arse’.

[@steviepaterson9792]

@@frahn1702 sounds like a made up load of shite :)

[@practicalgamer4991]

@@steviepaterson9792 how so it might just be their name

[@steviepaterson9792]

@@practicalgamer4991 u joking? Their name is smart arse? Get a grip man

[@kinashy8863]

@@steviepaterson9792 ppl can call themselves how they want. It could be a nickname or a joke

[@acjmynrd]

i just wanted to commend ellie on her weight loss journey. this woman is so drop dead gorgeous no matter her size, but it makes me so happy to see eleanor look so healthy and happy. she has come so far with her physical health and i am so proud of you eleanor🥺you’ll probably never see this comment but i love you so so much!!

[@rinadelreyy]

Yaaaas she is doing so good! But she still looks just as beautiful and confident and I love that for her✨❤️✨

[@roxannelilymaria2581]

Agreed!

[@titstatsandkittycats]

She really does look SO amazing

[@ifonlyuknewme7382]

Does anyone know how she lost so much weight?

[@swedishlina]

@@ifonlyuknewme7382 yes i would like to know

[@DEADisBEAUTIFUL]

ETA: This comment was stolen by a person or a bot with the username z (perhaps with a fake ✔️), it’s been shortened, and has been passed off as theirs. It’s utterly frustrating to take the time to create a comment directed @Eleanor Neale only to have it taken and end up being passed off as someone else’s. Am I being a bit immature about this? Perhaps, but the stolen, shortened comment has gotten more traction than my own. So, maybe I’m just a bit of a sore loser. But, @z, if you happen to not be a bot, please cease this silly thieving and come up with your own thoughts. If you are a bot, I hope your creator loses the ability to create things such as you ASAP. It’s immature and idiotic. Now, on to my actual comment. You’ve always told one hell of a “story”. You do your best at showing the most respect for those who you are discussing, and I greatly appreciate that about you. Not sure what it is about you today, but you look ever so classy. The simple black and white top, the subtle makeup, and (as a goofy southern American woman) your accent is always lovely to hear. I hope that the families who are affected by the cases that you cover find solace in how you present their “stories” as you always do your best to highlight the best of those who were lost and/or taken. I’ve no doubt my comment will be lost in a sea of other which are ever so much the same as mine, but I felt compelled to say something today. You’re a gem. Thank you for all of the tremendous work you do and put out for your audience. It never goes unappreciated. Much love to you, you lovely, lovely woman.

[@williamdeptula5984]

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[@himaririku5289]

Oh it's this comment that should be appreciated

[@snehasutradhar4598]

This is the OG

[@amandapaige8713]

I scrolled forever to get to the orig comment😂

[@himaririku5289]

What's eta

[@ffionking5896]

I was genuinely surprised to hear that her grandfather did that to her considering he was her best friend and it made me feel really sad

[@maxibee]

Little side note, DID can actually only develop as a result of trauma in early childhood, not any time in teenager/adult life

[@AliceBarnden]

was just about to comment this! and it can be from emotional abuse/neglect too not just physical

[@Fruityflootloops]

It was never said to have developed in teen or adulthood.

[@craft1ng_cl0ckw0rk]

^^^ is covert so it can be discovered at any point pretty much but it is only developed around 8 years old. give or take. adding the first bit bcuz the amount of systems ice seen being harassed bcuz they were "too old" or "too young" to be discovering their headmates

[@Lucia-yc9zj]

Not actually true. There have been reports of the disorder developing in adolescence and adulthood. It’s just very rare.

[@craft1ng_cl0ckw0rk]

@@Lucia-yc9zj it's not possible. did forms bcuz of how the brain forms, that process happens between 7 and 9 ish. it's impossible to develop it later than that

[@ctellez9369]

I have so much love for Eleanor for trigger warnings, respect for the victims, and understanding for mental illness as well as overall recognition that it doesn't excuse murder, assault and abuse.

[@cfelton1207]

This is a really interesting case and great information about DID. One thing to remember about this case is the time period in which it took place. DID was a very new diagnosis at the time, and there was A LOT of misinformation as people studied it. I remember a bunch of celebrities saying they had 100s of personalities and a bunch of "reclaimed memories." Some of those memories were later debunked. It was just a time where psychology was trying to make sense of what people were experiencing. So, I take her memories retrieved through hypnosis with a grain of salt because of the methods used at the time. I've no doubt she experienced trauma and probably had DID, but I think the historical context is also important.

[@livviemon]

yes!! finally some actual empirical psychology in the comments- so many of those "repressed" memories that come out during hypnosis are just false memories formed by the power of suggestion. flashbacks that come randomly have been proven to have some validity though

[@leesreptilesandaquatics6368]

I've gone threw alot of traumatizing events in my life but the way you calmly tell every story I don't ever have to worry about my ptsd being triggered or anything you are just so amazing at what you do thank you so much for being so awesome at telling true crime.

[@hannah.kate.]

Same, as someone with CPTSD it can be really triggering watching some true crime reports, but Eleanor tells these stories so calmly and respectfully with plenty of warning when things get overwhelming or graphic, it’s really helped me kind of overcome some of my triggers in a controlled way with lots of notice. As heartbreaking as it can be to hear some of these things, she really couldn’t be more careful and respectful about it - and big ups for raising awareness about mental health and other issues on her platform, that’s always a positive silver lining to some of these harsh cases

[@jennysueKasiah]

I dont recommend Dissociadid. Somethings have come to light, where some of their actions of been harmful to some groups. As an alternative, MultiplicityAndMe is a great channel with great info.

[@iamjoayla]

If you have the time, they posted a 4 hour long open interview about everything that had happened, they apologized for what they had done and talked about some of the things they were accused of but didn't do, allegedly. It clears a lot up.

[@sharkbite5613]

I truly do not mean this comment in a mean way.... I just personally find it difficult to believe in that disorder ... How can you have multiple "alters" idk just ... I always think people fake them for attention. Just... How?????

[@iamjoayla]

@@sharkbite5613 basically when a child is in development, they have different aspects of personality but not a full one yet. Repeated trauma would have taken place during this time preventing the personality aspects of a child from forming one cohesive personality. Repeated trauma causes the personality not to develop as one but as multiple. They grow up separately within the same body with their own memories, identity’s etc. Trauma that is that bad that a child is unable to go on being aware of it taking place. It’s a coping mechanism for a delicate child’s brain that has been through too much way too young. I hope that makes sense.

[@sharkbite5613]

@@iamjoayla yes that makes a little more sense to me. It just really is amazing what the human mind can do and is capable of. Like that's crazy!

[@iamjoayla]

@@sharkbite5613 it truly is. I’m glad you understand it a little more. Our brain does so much and it does so much to help people cope. It’s really interesting to learn about.

[@kinashy8863]

Thank you for explaining DID with such respect. This whole system went through a lot of horrible things and then had to deal with "being a murderer"

[@astonishinglyy]

it’s interesting how she’s labeled specifically as the LESBIAN vampire killer, but you don’t hear abt straight killers being labeled as the STRAIGHT butcher or something. Even if the motivation for their crimes were targeted towards the gender they’re attracted to for sexual gratification. I don’t blame this on eleanor ofc, it’s just really weird

[@Imnotactiveanymore744]

I agree. As a lesbian, it makes me uncomfortable when someone's homosexuality is specifically highlighted, like being homosexual somehow links or causes a crime. Whereas straight people (and cis people) are never labelled this way, it's a very weird way for the media to treat LGBTQ criminals. But I also agree, this isn't Eleanor's fault at all!!

[@thatbeaatcch9884]

@@Imnotactiveanymore744 exactly! Like for crying out loud… there are gay serial killers and they are never called the gay serial killers

[@realimereads2707]

I was literally looking at this video going.... but why was that necessary. Then again, does it need to be the title of the video?

[@valorie444]

@@realimereads2707 eleanor has to be factual with her videos and the lady was called that so i don’t see why it’s a problem? don’t get offended for nothing - sincerely a lesbian woman

[@animestarz1768]

as a lesbian, I agree it's a bit uncomfortable. I don't think it's a big deal at all or something to be offended about. but it's uncomfortable because it doesn't seem like her being a lesbian is related to crime. it just feels unnecessary but it's not offensive

[@katherine1304]

my sweet sweet boyfriend folds his clothes every single time he takes them off. i’m the complete opposite. i just throw them all over the floor, but pretty much no matter what he’s doing, without fail, my boyfriend finds time to fold his. edward having the same small quirk made hearing about his death really hit home for me. these victims are real, complex people

[@Lasagna498]

Hello Eleanor, I have DID. Someone has probably already told you, but DID will always be formed in childhood. It can be covert to the host and then later discovered in adulthood, making it look like it was formed then, but it is impossible to form DID in adulthood. You look fantastic here, and your personality is very comforting to me, love you!

[@amandacowen9100]

DID is EXTREMELY rare, the disorder only affects between 0.01 and 1% of the population but so many people claim to be affected, especially recently there has been an influx of people on social media claiming to have DID so it’s hard to really believe who has a legitimate diagnosis from a licensed psychiatrist, plus all of the “famous” cases that turned out to be fake like Cybil for example

[@Lasagna498]

@@amandacowen9100 You’re right, faking is a problem that really sucks for the community. I will say though that DID isn’t as rare as people think it is. It’s about 1-3% of people. That like the percent of people with naturally red hair. Its just as common as bulimia. It’s a spectrum like all disorders are too, and some people don’t think about that and think it’s either extreme. None or several super differentiated alters with full black outs between. Though some people fake it, most of the time it’s probably real considering it’s not too uncommon. Even if it’s not, then it’s likely that the person is just confused and trying to figure it out. I’ve done a lot of reading and research, and my opinion on self diagnosis, which you can take or leave, is that most of the time it’s okay. Diagnosis can be thousands of dollars and insurance won’t cover it. Especially if you have DID, it more likely that you aren’t going to be in a situation where you can get one. I have informal diagnosis of therapists saying that I definitely have DID, but I do not want to get professionally diagnosed because of the stigma behind the disorder and what limits that could put on my life. I think for the 1% of people who say things like “I keep my room clean omg I am so OCD”, there are 99 people who are doing their research and just want to figure things out but don’t have the resources to pay that much to go get it in official writing.

[@lott1e]

@@amandacowen9100 those percentages however are based off of diagnosed did but because of how overly stigmatized it is, a lot of people don't want to see a doctor so there are probably so many more people that have did then in that peesentages but yes faking is also a massive issue

[@TheEmerald524]

@@Lasagna498 Very well said 👏. There is another factor that plays into all that as well. Many psychiatrists and psychologists don't believe it exists at all. I've had dissociative episodes all my life from a torturous childhood. (My first episode I've regained access to was at 3 years old) One doctor suspected it when I was 7 or 8, and begged my adopted mom to let her treat me. She refused because she was physically abusive and worried it, among other things, would come out. After that, I told another 8 psychiatrists/psychologists, and only one even acknowledged that it was an issue. A few told me it was normal. One told me that I didn't meet the criteria for a diagnosis because of how short some of the "black outs" were. He believed I was attention seeking. I was in my mid 30's before I finally got acknowledgement that I have some form of dissociative disorder. He warned against me getting an official diagnosis, and told me the only treatment is integration. Keep up with therapy, etc. It makes me wonder how many people have it, but don't know because their doctor doesn't believe in it. Or end up misdiagnosing it as schizophrenia or something like that.

[@_sssnnii]

@@amandacowen9100 lmao yes its so rate yet these ppl in comments are claiming they have it

[@elizabethpickett2553]

You are absolutely glowing!! You seem so much happier and healthier (mental health) now than you're older videos. Your personality is coming out so much more in your videos and I am here for it!

[@julesmcc]

i love her subtle light makeup look. looks so natural

[@margo988]

Thank you so much for educating me on DID - it was very interesting 🧐 😮❤

[@mercw.amouth]

the way you talk so respectfully about DID makes me so happy as someone with it, a lot of people don’t seem to understand it very well and i’m so glad you are so well educated on it. i love you eleanor ❤️❤️

[@rx500android]

Yes! I love it when Eleanor actually cares. Mental illnesses are so often stigmatized, especially personality disorders and dissociative disorders... so seeing someone who cares feels amazing honestly

[@virginiasmith7203]

I'm sorry for your trouble and I hope you are getting along well these days. Could you please clarify something for me? I thought I'd read that sometimes one of the alters does know about the others; maybe not all of them though..Is that the case or not? Thank you in advance..Blessed be.

[@ely5474]

@@virginiasmith7203 Hey! I'm just going on a talking spree, I have DID too. Short answer is- it depends. Long answer is: Usually, you aren't supposed to know. It's a covert thing, which means that it acts in a way where everyone is left unaware. In fact, when people find out, they sometimes will go into extreme denial or insist they're crazy. However, breaking that barrier is important if you want to recover. You may never know all your alters, and that's ok. Any communication and/or awareness is good.

[@theitsysplitsysystem6770]

Hello! A DID system here! You explained it very well! Thank you so much for not painting DID in a bad light. It means the world, to not just us, but to others in the DID community as well. We are, however, going to explain some little misconceptions! DID is a trauma based, formed by repeated childhood trauma before the ages of 7-9. This trauma can be any type of abuse, neglect, and even medical trauma. DID forms as a survival mechanism for children in awful situations. This happens through structural dissociation: This is the theory that a child is born with unintegrated parts. So think of it like little bubbles in your mind that are assigned to your daily survival. One bubble makes sure you eat, one makes sure you drink enough, and so on. When you get to a certain age, these bubbles are supposed to come together to make one big bubble, know as you. Or your integrated personality. However, repeated and severe trauma can cause these bubbles to conflict, which stops them from coming together, and puts up walls(the amnesiac barriers)between them. So now, instead of one bubble, there are multiple. And these “bubbles” are known as Alternate states of consciousness, or alters. Over time, yes, more alters can be developed, however, you cannot lose alters. Alters can go dormant, which means they are inactive or “in a deep sleep” as some describe it. And alters can fuse, which means two or more alters come together to make one alter(two bubbles come together to make one) this is also know as integration, but the terms “Integration” and “Fusion” are often mixed up. DID is also not uncommon. 1-3% of the population has DID, so for every person you see with Red hair, someone out there has DID. It’s honestly heartbreaking. DID is not quirky, it’s not fun, and it’s not a joke. What this system did is inexcusable, and horrible. However, to those who are influenced by movies like “Split” that put DID in a bad light, please remember that we are NOT serial killers. We are not murderers. We are deeply traumatized children who were and still are seeking survival. - Cainen (System host)

[@theitsysplitsysystem6770]

*Trauma based disorder

[@theitsysplitsysystem6770]

*two or more bubbles

[@joancrawford1146]

I’m so sorry for the trauma you must’ve endured as a child! Thank you for providing such a thorough explanation. I hope you’re doing well… It makes me so angry that the abusers can leave such damage in their wake!

[@theitsysplitsysystem6770]

@@joancrawford1146 Thank you so very much. Your kind words are so so appreciated. And yes, the world is a very harsh place, but we've learned that we will and we can survive both for us and to inspire others. It's sad how scarring trauma can be, but it gets better! With every dusk soon comes a dawn! - (For privacy we'll call me Violet!)

[@mainomniverse2038]

I'm so glad you talked about their DID so respectful, as one of the host of a system myself I pretty much cringed when the words "DID" left your mouth because I was getting ready for the whole "they're all mentally ill and dangerous" spiel. It was a plesent surprise, thank you :)

[@IceFireofVoid]

I mean, DID IS a mental illness, so yes, everyone with DID is mentally ill, but being mentally ill doesn’t make you dangerous or evil. We’re actually much likelier to be victims than perpetrators.

[@mainomniverse2038]

@@IceFireofVoid Haha, true. I guess I meant it more in the way that some people use it that makes mental illness sound like a disease and something bad or wrong lol

[@limebloodedleviathan]

I never knew that DID is considered a mental illness that just makes ppl dangerous? Seems very untrue considering the people ive met that have it, most of their alters are really nice and wouldnt hurt anyone!

[@hafusan]

fun fact: Back when I discovered true crime and more importantly Eleanor, I was super busy preparing my move across country, working full time and also finishing my bachelor thesis. So to not get distracted so much, I told KZbin to never suggest me any of Eleanors videos anymore. Not much later I subscribed but KZbin never shows me new uploads of hers due to my initial wish. So now I like to most of the times be happily rewarded when manually checking her channel because I am in the mood for true crime :) I know the bell exists. But I have more joy this way as I never know when I'll find a new video when I am in the mood for it.

[@danabananaz]

Wow the way he nabbed her card right before he died... Just wow ... He really basically solved his own murder

[@bombdotcom2168]

It makes me so sad to hear when older kids, especially adopted or foster kids, are treated so badly in their homes and used as substitute parents or scapegoats. I was in that situation so I can sympathize with that. I was lucky enough to have an amazing dad who always took care of me when he was home, but it was always hard. It breaks my heart to know this girl wasn't able to turn to anyone. It's good to hear that she was able to get out of that situation. I know that's not the focus of this video, but it just stuck with me.

[@samanthak4216]

Literally, I could never wrap my head around it, like I’m only here because you wanted me to be, you brought me into your home, I don’t have to be here, you can hand me back at any time.

[@d3ad_ro0ster]

I adore your channel since I haven't really heard about most of these cases as I'm from Croatia. The way you respect the victims and also think about our safety is really comforting. Keep up the great work!

[@celiafraze123]

Just wanted to bring attention to how well you explained DID. I myself don't have this disorder so I know I will never truly know what its='s like but you describe it with such detail it was so easy to follow. Thank you Eleanor for being so respectful and also informative. Sending love! 💕

[@quicksilvermad]

I think it would be really interesting to see a video about Jeni Haynes from you. She's incredibly brave and I'm pretty sure she made a legal "first" with her and her alters' testimonies at her father's trial. The brain is so strange. From a physical aspect, there are traumatic brain injuries that completely alter personalities (me, for example-I have zero shame or self-consciousness post TBI). From a psychological aspect, there's the way a brain can divide itself and create personalities that can develop the skills they need to keep safe.

[@sillyd0g]

seconded! that case is sooo fascinating and jeni is truly incredible. there's a great 60 minutes australia piece on her (and her alters) that i rewatch all the time because i think it's so interesting.

[@nymvlt]

Im looking forward to hearing Eleanore cover this absolutely horrible case, ive seen others go over it but i just know Eleanore share it best!

[@bucketree]

Agreed she gets to the heart of the matter and is very compassionate as well to the victim and their family.

[@theartsypanda4439]

My fiancé was diagnosed with D.I.D and later schizophrenia. He has one alter, and it’s interesting. Like his alter sounds and talks different from him, from voice deepness, to speech pattern.

[@ForogotD]

Uhh very tough. I hope you two are going along. ❤ May I ask: is your fiancé schizophrenic or one of his alters?

[@stanmarsh2141]

@@ForogotD i'm pretty sure all of his alters would have schizophrenia, because it affects the brain as a collective! some symptoms are worse for other alters sometimes i think correct me if I'm wrong!!

[@ForogotD]

@@stanmarsh2141 hmm interesting. I always wonder. I read that some alters can have OCD, but the host not. That's why im wondering. It's pretty rough for those people. But hey, still are human beings. Tnq for answering me. Have a great day, Stan! 🙋🏻‍♀️🙂

[@SpecialBlanket]

whoa, my partner / fiance has both too! can we talk over email? i'm the only singlet in my entire poly family.

[@ForogotD]

@@SpecialBlanket i hope you will catch The Artsy Panda. People need supporters. Wish you luck and strenght. Both of you!🍀🙋🏻‍♀️ And p.s I appologize to you, Panda, if you find my curiousity disturbing your privacy.

[@tialacedean9290]

Me, an Australian lesbian in BRISBANE, shook as soon as u announced this was from my city I mean there's been murders here and everywhere in AUS but Brisbane is so rarely talked about lmaoooo I'm ready

[@diaryofarealmom3264]

£75000 pounds in 1985 converted to US dollars was worth $127k in 1985. That would be equal to $331k today. Just in case anyone was curious.

[@zigg4974]

I’ve gotten so comfortable with the way Elenor describes and explains these cases that I can’t go back to any other crime KZbinr or channel

[@chevgage6210]

DissociaDID sounds great on a surface level but is actually incredibly problematic in the DID community. I liked them for a lot time too, because the videos are high quality videos, but as the content goes along there's issues of racism that pop up, issues where there's dramatization for the audience or certain alters are fabricated (with proof) from other DID forums, high evidence of the platform being used to bully smaller platforms and voices, and, WORST OF ALL, Nin supports someone who was caught having issues with pedophilic urges and defending drawing incredibly disturbing depictions of CP - especially ones that involved real people aged down to being children.

[@goldenrose3652]

Could you give me a link to a video addressing this or talking about dissociaDID and stuff they've done because I've never heard this and I would like to know more!

[@heatherrick5960]

Same here^^^

[@augcore7771]

yeah fr id like to see proof because some of this is something im just now hearing nin never supported someone who was caught having pedophilic urges. they *dated* someone with those urges. and yk, obviously that is so hard to handle. when ur s/o is exposed for things you never knew about them - finding it out with others. i feel bad for nin for that aspect of that whole drama. in the end, im p sure they separated and they are healing from that whole heartbreaking experience. blame the pedo, not nin e__e

[@rosiejennapsych]

THIS !!!!

[@LadyBatCat]

​@@augcore7771 There's been evidence they didn't actually split up with TeamPinata, or secretly got back with them. I believe it was secret Instagram accounts from both of them were discovered. VangelinaSkov has a bunch of videos of the situation, and I believe they also link to other accounts discussing things in more detail in some of the videos. Nin and Kyle have now fused to Kya, btw. I'm not sure if at this point in time they're still together or not. Hopefully Kya has worked on all those issues, but I'm not super up to date on the situation

[@michellelowe7082]

I've heard of alot of people suddenly remembering a "false " sexual assault from parents or grandparents while under hypnosis!

[@roryoh]

False? As in it didn’t happen? Or as in a newly unlocked memory?

[@roryoh]

Nevermind, I read more into it

[@en2p187]

@@roryoh now im curious, if u dont mind explaining. Actually I'll read more into it lol

[@en2p187]

@@roryoh couldn't find anything on it :/

[@bambiijustblewurwiggoff7613]

Pls explain

[@AmberParra]

I must say, I’ve always been a little envious of everything about you. You’ve always been such a beautiful young lady. Whether you wear makeup or not you always manage to look stunning. And boy can you tell a story.

[@mika-uk7jo]

I’m sure you’re gorgeous too, but eleanor’s story-telling skills are unmatched

[@ValkyrieKimori]

As someone with DID, I appreciate the good explanation!! Honestly when I heard that alter's name was Avril, the first thing I thought was, "sounds like an interject"

[@eleanortaylor4785]

Don’t know how to feel about this case because what she did was wrong but my heart goes out to her for everything she suffered and had to suppress :(

[@matterofcrimemedia]

I am so glad you covered this case Eleanor! I covered it on my channel last year and I was totally shocked at how little coverage it has on KZbin, it’s a wild one! You’ve done a freaking incredible job as always ❤️❤️❤️

[@divadawn509]

"What Happened to Holly Bartlett" was a really sad one. The police handled her death horribly. I hope her family were able to get her case reopened.

[@agataf6763]

oh my god eleanor! i cannot believe i just stumbled up on this vid- I'm currently working on a comic about lesbians and vampires, and it is slightly inspired by this case! such a big coincidence!

[@El-bq9rk]

that sounds like a very interesting premise for a comic! good luck with writing it :)

[@agataf6763]

@@El-bq9rk thanks :-))

[@twukibxnny]

It's been a terrible day for me but this upload made me so much happier, it lit my face up when I got the notification, keep doing what you're doing Eleanor!

[@jennebeattie3168]

Same

[@aishahiltz9458]

Disassociation is actually ONLY learnt as a child. No matter what you go through later in life you won’t dissociate unless you learned that coping skill as a child

[@ashleighswan7922]

I have heard of this case before but interpreted it totally different to how you explained it all. Your an amazing story teller Eleanor. Your a beautiful soul 💎❤️

[@Simondrube]

Loving this natural look girly, you are so beautiful! I listen to you all day every day at work and it makes the day go by with ease.

[@mosheontoast]

It's SO NICE to see a crime DID story handled with some care, the horrible stigma surrounding the disorder comes from misunderstanding and misrepresentation that all DID systems become criminals. Unfortunately that did happen here but I'm really glad there's a link here to a positive channel run by a great system

[@kellie5476]

That title really does sound like a bad horror movie but I'm certain Eleanor will do this case justice.

[@Mila-Rosa]

Sounds like a Scary Movie type comedy tbh

[@kellie5476]

@@Mila-Rosa Yeah like the really bad film that James Cordon was in before he got really famous lol

[@infinite.formss]

The title of the video is actually very similar to the title of a movie as well that came out in 2009

[@brandonduet7771]

@@Mila-Rosa there's actually a comedy movie called Lesbian Vampire Killers

[@cheeriototoro8063]

You explained DID so well. There’s so much misinformation and wrong terms about it but you nailed the explanation!

[@mooseclub9094]

That was one hell of a plot twist You did a great job telling this story!!

[@PuppyMochi]

I can never thank you enough for the trigger warnings at the beginning. I’ve always been interested in true crime but as a victim myself it’s difficult to make sure the videos wont be triggering sometimes. Thank you 💗

[@ishaanisutar7317]

I love your videos!!!! I can't even sleep nowadays, without hearing your voice, it's more like a therapy now ! Thanks for everything you do! Keep it up! Love from India ❤️

[@nadiatappous802]

5th yr med student here. Just wanted to say - you explained DID exceptionally well. Especially the aspect of disorganised attachment. So don’t worry about that at all. Keep up the good work, love your videos!

[@pft-christysteele7512]

Yessss, I was just watching reruns and saw your notification come up. I've officially watched every one of your videos and am on my second round of them!! Love you

[@Mimi-kl6uf]

My good sis Eleanor looking amazing as ever purrrr so proud of how far she’s come in her weight loss journey 🥺

[@Veladus]

What did the lesbian vampire say to her girlfriend? "See you next month." ... I'm so sorry.

[@SoCalJellybean]

“Oh, darn, my necklace broke… welp, guess that means it’s time for me to go join a lesbian-vampire-cult!” 🤷🏼‍♀️

[@stratosphere94]

I'm Australian and very interested in this case. I swear I've heard this story so many times on YT already but I've never experienced this level of detail. You do such a good job ♡

[@stratosphere94]

Also fun fact: there's more than one "lesbian vampire killer" type story in Australia, surprisingly.

[@cursedwithsetience4017]

@@stratosphere94 I get more and more concerned for Australia, lol!

[@Dan.And.Phil.Trash11]

You explained DID so well, as someone with it all we ever see is people making us out to be murder's and phycos but 99% of us are just traumatized, hurt, sad children stuck with this disorder

[@eeemmmiiii]

You’re so respectful about everyone in cases and that’s why I love you 🤍🤍

[@sarzbeth]

How do you keep getting pettier?! I love your beautiful face and your ability to tell one helluva story!!

[@britneygibau4852]

**sees title** You telling me this Lesbian killed Vampires???

[@therat4890]

Please look into other DID systems for education on DID, DissociaDID doesn't have a great rep and they've been involved in a few controversies

[@ferdirenz]

So glad to find a comment about this.

[@funeralgrl]

DID isn’t even real

[@Nebulousart]

A better idea would be to just not use influencers as resources for DID and actually talk to a psychiatrist with connections to people confirmed to have DID

[@kindomhearts98]

@@funeralgrl What makes you say it isn't real?

[@therat4890]

@@funeralgrl cool theory, can you back it up tho?