Em Beihold - Numb Little Bug

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►Lyrics:
I don’t feel a single thing
Have the pills done too much
Haven’t caught up with my friends in weeks
And now we’re outta touch
I’ve been driving in LA
And the world it feels too big
Like a floating ball that’s bound to break
Snap my psyche like a twig
And I just wanna see
If you feel the same as me
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die
Like you’re hanging by a thread but you gotta survive cuz u gotta survive
Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there
Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care
Like your fresh outta love but it’s been in the air
Am I past repair
A little bit tired of tryin’ to care when I don’t
A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
A little bit tired of sinkin’
There’s water in my boat
I’m barely breathin’
Tryna stay afloat
So I got these
Quick repairs to cope
Guess I’m just broken and broke
The prescriptions on its way
With a name I can’t pronounce
And the dose I gotta take
Boy I wish that I could count
Cuz I just wanna see
If this could make me happy
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die
Like you’re hanging by a thread but you gotta survive cuz ya gotta survive
Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there
Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care
Like your fresh outta love but it’s been in the air
Am I past repair
A little bit tired of tryin’ to care when I don’t
A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
A little bit tired of sinking
there’s water in my boat
I’m barely breathin’
Tryna stay afloat
So I got these
Quick repairs to cope
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die
Like a numb little bug that’s gotta survive
That’s gotta survive
#EmBeihold #NumbLittleBug
Music video by Em Beihold performing Numb Little Bug. © 2022 Republic Records, a division of UMG Recordings, Inc. (Moon Projects, LLC)

[@LucyHemmings]

It’s a comfortable feeling knowing how you feel was put into words. Because we all know how it’s sometimes hard to describe.

[@NEONDERV]

amen to that

[@doctheboat7075]

Ye

[@NEONDERV]

@Volleyball gurl I've listened to this song over and over and each time it makes me feel a little bit better knowing that I'm not alone in this struggle.

[@Gucocdyrs]

Yeah

[@4thofjulyfamily]

*THIS.*

[@raely2791]

'Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die' It's fascinating how one song can really make you say 'thank God it's not only me'.

[@Twistedheart619]

You’re not alone in your totally loved. I know exactly how you feel.❤

[@_pandaisthebest_7250]

​@@adil0028 It's more like empathy. It's good for someone to support you through a difficult time rather than being left alone to battle it for yourself.

[@victoriaR587]

I know, I feel like that as well

[@user-wu2de8xc6o]

I feel that too and totally relate.

[@kyleypayne7432]

Is your moms name Brittany ?

[@ezmeralda_madison_miller_2007.]

The fact that this song is still everyone's favorite after 2 years is just.. ✨

[@masongodin767]

"like you have empathy inside but you don't really care" hits so hard

[@TitaniumTronic]

I'm the "I have empathy and care inside but pretend not to care"

[@rip_320]

I’m the “I have empathy and care but can’t be bothered to care”.

[@Nox312]

I’m the “Cant feel shit inside anymore, but has to pretend to care”

[@alvinrogergonzalez8552]

I dont know what emphaty means

[@masongodin767]

@@alvinrogergonzalez8552 noun. the ability to understand and share the feelings of another.

[@PhillipThompson82]

This song is truly a masterpiece In describing the feeling of hopelessness. It isn’t just catchy, it’s impactful.

[@Krybabyyyy]

@Mr RED To some people it is, as for me it is very relatable.

[@Sushisink]

@Mr RED clearly your just super happy with yourself being rude. let other people can say what they want and this song is very relatable

[@amberpamber1582]

I thought that it was so catchy!!! lol thats a good thing

[@genstargate5249]

@@Krybabyyyy I don't know man. It's literally about taking drugs for depression and anxiety.

[@SUGAR_XYLER]

@@genstargate5249 this could be a song promoting big pharma 💊

[@Therainlover258]

"Your body's in the room but you're not really there. You have empathy inside but you don't really care" -My life 24/7 365

[@mattcoyle1620]

What’s sad is that the artist is sad about how many people relate to many of these lyrics. Makes sense. This is a powerful song but not a happy one; not one you’d want people to relate to. All I can say is that I am glad this song exists, and people feel seen/heard, and I wish the best to everyone.

[@laikristine2153]

agreed!

[@kylerkhoo1371]

2024 anyone?

[@Im_chicken-man]

나! me!

[@dinito8647]

Me

[@Itz_Yuki-2014]

Meee

[@NOOB-ld3sy]

Yes

[@Bakugou_notkachan2334]

Me!

[@jasmineparra8876]

Genuinely such a creative and beautiful artist- i am so glad i have found her songs, and this one has especially hit close to the heart. (:

[@alexandriav3956]

Yes!! I’ve been listening to her music all morning.

[@8088I]

"Julia Ioffe" is the "Em Beihold" of Putin's song, "The Numb Little 'KGB' Bug!" Haha! Riveting!! kzbin.info/www/bejne/oYSxoGV8hbZ3h9k

[@kix9345]

Same!

[@vivekdhanade]

Same 😀

[@laurengrace1930]

I love this song

[@quitequeerquesadilla]

I really appreciate how she emphasizes the actual _degree_ of numbness in the chorus-a little bit tired of life, but not exhausted. Not really happy, but not to the point that you want to die. A little bit tired of trying to care when I don't, quick repairs to cope, sinking when there's water in my boat. It's that part that feels the most relatable to me. Something is wrong and I know it is, but I'm still capable of functioning. It's not quite at the stage of being completely beyond repair yet. Just... mildly numb.

[@carolinekolb5632]

thanks you love you my love

[@tkwandrew]

I hope u ok

[@emmasworld2007]

i love that

[@hermione9030]

i know right!

[@hppityhp4106]

Yeah, I agree Most songs go for complete rock bottom, or being at the top of the world, which can be relatable for some people, but this just kinda clicks

[@SS_STUTOO]

俺の今を歌ってんのか？ってくらい歌詞の全てが自分に当てはまって、共感できて辛さと心地良さが同時に襲って来てる。これ聴いてもうちょい生きてみるよ。

[@user-zz4kn8qz6j]

もうちょい、もうちょい、って生きてたらきっといつかいい方に転ぶよ そう願ってます

[@childeofepickness]

🫂 we can get through this together

[@user-oj4wv1sh5e]

same totaly can relate

[@gabinafe2703]

I came here to tell you that I love you, you have a HUGE value for me, a value that NO money can afford. Before I created the world, you were already a plan and a dream in my heart. You are never alone! We went through everything together. Whether it's good or bad, happy or sad. I am ALWAYS with you, even if you don't understand! You are very special to me. Before I chose you, I already knew all your sins, all your defects, all your limitations, but that didn't stop me from shedding my blood on that cross for you. Your mistakes and defects have not stopped me from loving you and NEVER go. I bought you with blood! Do you really think I would give up on you? You have no idea how much I love you! Your smile is beautiful, just like everything about you. You are important, just like everything you do. You are not what the enemy and people say about you, you are what I say about you. I know that things are not easy, but you cannot give up. I'm by your side going through it all with you. No pain is greater than you can bear. It may be difficult now, but your victory will come! I said and I will do! You don't have to be afraid. I am always working on your behalf, making everything work together for your good. Your successes don't add my love, and your mistakes don't diminish it. My love is immutable! Talk to me more, tell me everything, I love to hear your voice, I love to know the world through your eyes❤ When I don't have the strength to walk, I'll carry you in my lap! ❤ I will never give up on you. I love you more than myself. -Jesus @cartasdoproprioamor. .

[@edwardelric290]

Bro u still survive?😅

[@Urlocal_MHAfan]

It’s 2024 and it’s still a song that matches my emotions

[@nauikunart]

This lady deserves more recognition.

[@THECOOLONES659]

I agree! Millions!

[@dheisnaanaidupiragash]

I agree

[@noellaseahxinenbeaconprisc1410]

It’s ‘Em Beihold but I REALLY agree!!!

[@maximosaucedo676]

Yes

[@Whex_Whex]

Her and jack stauber

[@irisnub_9507]

"Do you ever get a little bit tired of life- Like your not really happy but you don't wanna die" Couldn't have said it better myself, so accurate. Quote of my year😍

[@pho3nixsong926]

Same, but here's to working towards a new quote!

[@b30mberries]

Quackity pfp:D

[@candyangel_OvO]

Me too

[@leakhenachhour7472]

Yessssssss just same same bro

[@richardmorphine8686]

this song sucks

[@RoamRoadless]

Songs like this are so important. More than some people realize. They let the rest of us know we are not alone in our pain, and that we’re not just the odd one out.

[@Marieteflames]

Is that a theodd1sout reference⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️

[@Missouri_Maps]

My favorite 2022 song. I knew all lyrics and sang everyday but when the radio stopped playing it, I started to forget about this amazing song.

[@BricBender]

"Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care" -These lines are are the ones that hit home.

[@ninjasheeps3690]

Feeling like a spectator watching your Autopilot make bad decisions

[@cameron-jdennis8636]

Same

[@theskepticalpangolininther3538]

fr

[@Butterflyonlife]

Honestly same 😮‍💨

[@jadensus]

same

[@Benstoeglobber]

"But you gotta survive because you gotta survive" That line hit fr, it's exactly how I feel!

[@MikaelaTufts]

Very much same. I know it’s been awhile since you said this, so I just wanted to check in on you. How are you doing now? It’s ok if things still suck. I’m proud of you for fighting.❤️🫂

[@-TitanSpeakerman-]

@@MikaelaTufts since ur checking n on sum1, it's only rite sum1 checks n on u, 2! ur on this song and got compassion for the op here, so u prolly seen some shit, 2! hope ur ok and wishing u the best!

[@MikaelaTufts]

@@-TitanSpeakerman- Aww, thank you. That’s very kind of you. I appreciate it.❤️ Same to you. I’m here for you.❤️🫂

[@StudyBestie-zr9pg]

@@-TitanSpeakerman- hey there 🌻 It's me , a random person on internet , Just wanted to say How are you ? 💫🤍 I really hope you are doing well 🍃✨ Sending hugs 🤗🌸

[@-TitanSpeakerman-]

@@StudyBestie-zr9pg been better, but making it! i'll b ok, tho. hope ur doing well, 2, and ty! *hugs*

[@thetruestarking20000]

I honestly can’t remember a time in my life I didn’t deeply hate myself. I have OCD and moderate depression, and every single day is a day of profound fear, anger at myself, and despair at how empty my life has been and continues to be. Yet despite everything, I keep rolling along hoping one day I will have the strength to control my own fate and not feel this unbearable weight on my soul anymore. I can relate to this song in a way that I rarely can with other depression songs.

[@jonathanwilliams365]

stay strong, we may be at the bottom but eventually we will grow to the top🔥

[@yunaakabane7457]

dear I don't know about you beliefs or ... but let me tell you one simple truth . I know there being an afterlife or a god or other things sometimes may sound ridiculous but that's how it is. you should know that you will never loose anything and you're free so the only thing about life is that you have to grow up and survive from your own fears. that's it :)

[@pragyaprajapati9220]

Keep going ❤

[@user-zs3jd5ig1w]

To people struggling right now I know things might be hard right now but i promise you now you will get through. Your family love and care about you even if it doesn't seem like it sometimes. Just remember your worth it and i believe in you💗

[@MiPPO-MiC-]

❤❤

[@joshuavarghese8228]

She literally spoke my mind and I can't help but feel a little bit comfort that there are people who feel the same.

[@yousefgebremichael2879]

Ikr

[@tehr6809]

your not alone 😗

[@anchineliu5914]

Exactly, it's so nice to hear it sung and related to

[@monkeyboy6312]

i feel you

[@adzukibean2190]

I feel exactly like this. It’s hard to describe to my friends, so I made up a word for it. I call it feeling “crunchy”

[@purplecowsparkles]

This song just hits a little too close to home. Luckily I've been better recently, but this song described perfectly how I felt only a couple years ago. Got a little teary eyed.

[@tommy-bh6us]

This is how I feel exactly…

[@euniceenrera_mua]

How did you do it?

[@laurengrippaldi7424]

me too

[@abajah2804]

🤗💝🤍

[@abbyanyi2369]

@@tommy-bh6us Same

[@Love_light629]

This is THE most relatable songs of all times!

[@Red_therian]

It’s crazy how much this one song means

[@potatoes6038]

This song describes how I've been feeling this entire past year. I just feel life is going on, I don't interact with people anymore. I don't necessarily feel sad but it's more like I just exist to exist.

[@howardlee4210]

Same I felt that way when I first moved into college last year. Like I didn't really belong anywhere just passing day by day, waiting for it to finish.

[@xPearlz]

I feel you, I'll be there for you 💖

[@gabrael1989]

Sometimes i forget that i exist

[@strawburrys4920]

Same

[@kirbyolsen5190]

Just being is hard.

[@hsmomofmany9022]

"Do you ever get tired of life, but you don't want to die" That is EXACTLY how I feel almost every day. It's a great song. Really relatable. I suffer from depression, anxiety, Trust issues and multipole learning disorders. This song helped me get through lots of hard days.

[@victorias4112]

Omg me too, I almost broke down in tears when i heard this part

[@prettynpink3092]

@Mr RED shut up

[@gsse6629]

I dont think i have depression i just am not happy i guess? Like not wanting to live but not wanting to die. Its interesting because i can be happy sometimes (1/7 days)

[@Frost-tu3lv]

Bro same dude

[@anubhavmishra5700]

Mam i think it happens with most of people, every days are hard to live 😐 But don't lose hope this how it's happens, best wishes ❤️

[@ikittygirl]

I feel glad to know that this song (this video of it, at least) is a year old now. It means that more people can enjoy this song and feel comforted by the thought that there's someone else who knows their pain. It can get more awareness the longer it's around. Thank you, Em. ❤

[@user-ht4wo1qh4v]

this song is literally my life questioning the point of life criticising the human race feeling unwanted but wanted at the same time people rushing to tell me i can talk about everything with em but then reassure me im talking nonsense or being selfish or overacting about not being wanted not wanting to tell anyone cos they may think im sucicidal when IM NOT. (figure out if im trying to be funny or not)

[@justinbridgez]

i believe its a bit older as the version i used to listen to didnt have a music video but im glad people have found it. and enjoy it like me and every other numb lil bug does. as we all can be numb lil bug at times, regardless.

[@HaileyVargas-hb5sj]

May 2024 anybody?

[@rruklasowicz395]

yup

[@eleureinl6908]

Yesssss

[@_BLAZEEY]

Meee

[@Maya-tv7kc]

Yassss

[@ff_1809]

Meeee

[@rcj416]

Just love how she portrays a happy surrounding because most people that battle depression mask how they are feeling inside. Seeing happiness is not equal to being happy. Depression is really complex and to identify.

[@llogan21]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/mn23ZYKKmrSrjq8

[@flirtyflo6216]

Twenty one pilots do that a lot. Upbeat instrumental but sad lyrics

[@cashper917]

Remember, depression is treatable.

[@MiloMurphysLaw]

@@cashper917 no it’s not

[@nyx476]

@@MiloMurphysLaw yes it is! With medication and therapy. It’s absolutely exhausting and sucks but it is manageable. I’ve been struggling for years and it doesn’t go away completely but is definitely able to be treated and managed!

[@Blackpinksway]

Some songs actually show that we don't suffer alone

[@teheaddict]

we dont.

[@reddragon547]

Yeah

[@jasminesavard5974]

True

[@narjadamjanovic304]

Yes, there is so alot of people who suffer out there.😢

[@vivigavrieli6598]

Honestly tho

[@phinebarphiri2303]

It's cute how this song doesn't have any bad words or adult things it's just a happy sad song which you can vibe on and make you wanna dance and be free

[@Myke_thehuman]

...I keep forgetting that children are on the Internet....

[@John_Laurens]

@@Myke_thehumanSAMEEE

[@collins0052]

It’s nice to hear someone else have the words you didn’t have for that feeling…Like I’ll just be standing with my friends and be “out of it” and when they ask whats wrong I just tell them “im out of it” and thats all I could really say😞 So Big thanks for making something that everyone can relate to🥰

[@amandasmalley2236]

When you can't describe life with depression and anxiety, this song does it! Especially when you are going through a major tough spell. Very thankful for this song

[@Daemon1995_]

lyrics are simply too relatable and the entire song just uplift you for some reason and thats pop music for ya

[@laughbird]

that’s me

[@purpleperruche5433]

Yessss

[@treasuredwisp]

You should listen to her songs "nobody else" and "forgive yourself" they are awesome as well.

[@superadam64]

I keep hearing this song on the radio, so I had to look it up and *really* listen to it. I am sitting here crying my eyes out. It’s hard to explain, but I’m thankful someone was able to put how I feel into words. And to such a catchy tune! I feel like…I’m *not* alone.

[@monkeyboy6312]

too true

[@sillychickennugget]

Let me guess is the radio station star 1013

[@willgibbs6616]

Same

[@treasuredwisp]

You should listen to her songs "nobody else" and "forgive yourself" they are awesome as well

[@unicornpupart]

i love this song i don't cry to it but it just has a really good tune

[@johnnyatmosphere3460]

Thanks Em Beihold for eloquently verbalizing the deep emotions I could never bring into words, I’m glad I’m not the only one that experiences this.

[@gabbav1019]

I heard this song the first time on the radio when I was driving home with my mom. It felt like everything paused for bit because I couldn't believe the lyrics. I the first part of the chorus "Do you ever get little bit tired of life, like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die" hit hard. There have been so many times where I've gotten so upset but I never wanna end it. And as time's gone on, I just keep relating more and more. Thanks Em, for letting me know that I'm not alone.

[@hopewatson9432]

Love how this was created. It's like the colors are supposed to look happy, but it has a more pale tone. Like there's still color but not to the fullest extent of brightness.

[@lyric4703]

pastel?

[@panashechapasuka7479]

Not only is the song vibey and addictive, the song has a message, the lyrics have meaning, she has created a masterpiece 🔥

[@chloes5043]

Couldn't agree more !

[@alicel9631]

She really has made a masterpiece 💖

[@selvianaahmad8483]

Does the whole world feel the same way? Cuz I do. 🥺

[@alicel9631]

@Mr Shaq Ty for sharing with this with me.

[@ogosi-]

It's illegal to create a song this relatable and close to heart (:

[@nmoney6655]

As someone who suffers with depression and anxiety and other mental illnesses I don’t have anything to fall back on now that I’m not in Drama Club anymore but this is naturally making me feel better

[@WendySchroederDenverCo]

I'm an old lady. I'm turning 65 next month. She described exactly what I'm feeling. I'm going to listen to this song a lot this year. I love it!

[@adrestia1275]

Hope it gets better💙

[@chaoticrin]

@@flamefirestarterr ?

[@LovelySingsyt]

@@flamefirestarterr rude ass

[@Yt26378]

Periodddt

[@dariarampelt1398]

I hope things look up for you soon Wendy.

[@MilkTeaASMR]

I wish we had more songs that raised awareness for mental health struggles and were actually very good like this one. Loved this!

[@Hobblet]

There’s a band called AJR that does exactly that :)

[@MilkTeaASMR]

@@Hobblet ooh thank you for that juicy morsel, Max!

[@Hobblet]

@@MilkTeaASMR yea u bet! They are one of my favorites bands ever!

[@chelsealink9091]

@@Hobblet love AJR!

[@trixie_likes_shipping]

so true and its been difficult with anxiety and these songs really help☺️

[@KiaraPerumal-dp2sq]

Do you ever get a little bit tired of life But you're not really happy, but you dony want to die 😢 Hit soo hard

[@PanamaJones7]

Maaann “Don’t want to be alive but don’t want to die.” Is literally my life right now. My 16 year old is keeping me here.

[@jonathanwilliams365]

my little brother is keeping me here

[@dorothyhickerson1569]

This song so accurately describes how most people truly feel with depression. The problem is many hide it to well so others never see it. But people don’t really want to see it because it makes the uncomfortable and they just want everything to be “happy” for people so they don’t have to think about changing their lives to help that person feel better. Where are those true and committed people who are willing to put their lives on hold to help their “friends” get through the hard times (and I mean put in the hard time, work, dedication and support to go the entire journey of mental health struggles. I haven’t met many.

[@SamsPizza598]

same i have deep family issues and i just feel like ending it all

[@noahlevreau3061]

Story of my life. hiding how depressed i was from myself until i couldn't take it anymore

[@heha3525]

Luckily my friends are those people. I got lucky and I thank whoever is up there every day for it.

[@heha3525]

@@SamsPizza598 it’s not worth it. People out there care about you. You might not know it but they exist. I felt like that too. I know how it feels to want to end it. I am forever happy I didn’t go through. I know it will get better. If I could I would give you a hug. If it feels like no one cares about you, just remember I do. It gets better.

[@409Henry]

Jesus love’s you and died for your sin’s repent God Bless

[@exteeriority4349]

I'm a 29 year old male, and this song single handedly put EXACTLY how I feel, to the T, and how I've felt the past 2 years. I've been so unable to articulate emotions (always have - I don't really know what I feel) over the years, I legit cried throughout this entire song. It wasn't a "im not so happy and now I'm sad," but more of a RELIEF to have those emotions articulated....I don't even know how I could possibly thank this person in a way that she would ever know just how much it meant for this song to be made. Crazy world creates creative ppl, and I like where she's headed. And again..Thank you so much.

[@2whitewizard]

I am really happy that you were able to find relief and expression with this song Im a 33 year old male and just found it today and it made a big difference for me too

[@hufflepufflez3293]

[@What_if_i_was_a_koala]

I'm 11 and still its realatible

[@exteeriority4349]

@@What_if_i_was_a_koala that's what makes it the masterpiece it is!! I found it through my 7 year old daughters youtube history!

[@brandondaniel6605]

you got this brother

[@Ngcobo_twinz]

Who's here in May 2024?❤

[@Twoja.Truskawa]

Me

[@mrpandapr4880]

;)

[@lachlantaylor9454]

Yes

[@gabriellepetalsforthesoul7595]

Me

[@_BLAZEEY]

Me

[@Zody_Drawings]

"like your not really happy but you dont wanna die" girl thats too relatable

[@TaeNi95]

I found this on tiktok shortly before the whole song was released and I love every version of it. It really describes my depression and anxiety I am fighting right now.

[@trixie_likes_shipping]

Same stay strong 👍

[@idontspeakenglish7947]

Stay stong ! We believe in you

[@candicecarter-thurow4218]

Same

[@hopper6094]

Will be praying for you!!

[@y0um3_20]

SamE We can get through this!!

[@xfer43]

This really sings to me. The most uplifting song about depression I have ever heard. The lyrics and music…Perfect.

[@sethkrueger9294]

Hard Times by Paramore springs to mind as well. But they don't have to compete - each song does its own thing well.

[@Lost_OZ13]

Yeah it reminds me of songs like Fireflies

[@xfer43]

@@Lost_OZ13 yeah! I love that one too!

[@qweku_ishuman]

This song has been on repeat ever since I discovered it this past week

[@user-fb2ne7vo4u]

もうほんと大好きこの曲！今日辛いことあった時これ聞いて泣いてスッキリしてる！

[@user-sd6wj1wn6d]

同志いた 和訳の歌詞を見てすごい共感して本家聞きにきました〜

[@RoRyWebley]

Queen of being a numb little bug 🐛 ❤️ love u friend… I’m so proud of you 😭 you’re such a star ⭐️

[@ahmedstudios3680]

How can u be a queen of being a numb little bug?

[@vivianphillips768]

MY FAV IS HERE AHHHHHHHHH ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@ravenisgone9893]

you have great songs

[@lunagranger302]

It’s so incredible how this song perfectly captures how we feel each day

[@Th_d1ff3r3nt_0n3]

first song that truly, really, actually RELATES TO ME

[@6hZCBpMy]

There were two parts that I especially liked. I liked when she was dancing at the party while singing this song, because to me it represents that, while you can be struggling completely alone at home, you can also struggle WHILE you're with others or at an event that is fun, like dancing. The other part I especially liked was when she was singing with that other guy at the party -- that while challenges can have us feeling isolated, there are "others at the party," so to speak, that are going through similar things. That was solidarity.

[@briannablasquez1650]

Vdh

[@Fantasy_lova]

This was a great description. Thanks 👍🏾

[@6hZCBpMy]

@@Fantasy_lova Of course! :)

[@6hZCBpMy]

@@briannablasquez1650 What does that stand for? All I could find was Virginia Dept. of Health hahaha.

[@mezb90]

I kinda agree

[@HalfElvenTwins]

10 months ago this song was my life. But now, I am 6 months "clean". No more antidepressants, no more sinking. Finally happy.

[@violetember1504]

Congrats! I wish you good luck on future paths ^^

[@Fussballprinzessin18]

Thats awesome!!! Love ya

[@debbie5839]

I’m so happy for you

[@christianabel20]

Yayyyyy🎉

[@lianacordova2682]

Awesome job. God bless you ❤️❤️❤️

[@Allidoisgame397]

This is the new song I’m going to be blasting in the mornings. 🎶

[@jmbeckwith]

This song helped me explain how I feel to my husband and therapist. Thank you for putting it into words. Hugs to everyone who is also relating.

[@trumpeterjen]

On the one hand, it's nice not to feel alone. Lyrics like these are cathartic and refreshing, and I love that we have a song that speaks to us so clearly. But on the other hand...god, I just wish we could be happy. It sucks that *so many* people feel numb and tired and depressed like this. I hope things get better for all of us.

[@michaelads8616]

Maan I feel u

[@sirevelynderothschild3198]

"refreshing" shes glorifying or at least normalizing drug use, typical of the music industry, preying on its consumers. if you're not suffering, you're not going to make it, these pills are the devil

[@trumpeterjen]

@@sirevelynderothschild3198 ...the fuck? Antidepressants don't make you suffer. They help your brain produce the chemicals it needs to regulate your emotions properly. And I don't know how this got past you, but *she doesn't like taking them.*

[@sirevelynderothschild3198]

@@trumpeterjen they do make you suffer. antidepressants were debunked earlier this year. in addition, shes AT LEAST normalizing pill use. A sober mind, exercise, healthy food, abstaining, strong family connections, friends, and work keeps a healthy mind.

[@trumpeterjen]

@@sirevelynderothschild3198 You cannot possibly be serious. "Debunked?" Wtf? Where's your source? Antidepressants work. I can attest to that myself. People take antidepressants. It IS normal. And she is not saying it's a good thing anyway. You can't fix a chemical imbalance with "positive attitude!" and "healthy habits!" Obviously you should aim for those, too, but if your brain isn't producing things like serotonin, you can still be miserable. Depression is an ILLNESS. Sometimes you need medicine for illnesses. Shocking, I know.

[@whosib]

This is song is so vibey and accurate. It's depressing, anxiety giving, makes you happy, makes you giggle, makes you just say "Like your not happy, but u don't wanna die" And let me tell you I get tired of life quite often.

[@lilmrsyoutube222]

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[@HxneyStarz]

Same-

[@whosib]

@@HxneyStarz lol

[@avamaxx5914]

?

[@geraldineperatero5438]

Nice

[@SakshiSingh-fu2bi]

This is such a awesome songgggg, how did I never heard it!!!!!!

[@campionedi1764]

I love this song.

[@Snow-ll7wi]

The quote “You have empathy but don’t really care” describes me so much! I was so surprised to have it be out into words.

[@jurysilcantiga9997]

Same

[@ninili830]

i know right🙂❤️

[@juliahallthompson8638]

Lol

[@thathomeschooledgirl_]

Same

[@StalkinU]

you and every other human ever

[@KarstenBelt]

Em this is amazing! From the outfits to the sets, it all works so well. Brings the song alive. Proud of ya 😊

[@hi.idek.5946]

@@KarstenBelt I feel this song rn.

[@janfkarel92]

I thought Hannah Montana came back from the last just now

[@okay050]

You are so right

[@okay050]

@HAHAHAHA I liked one of his songs so thank you very much it’s hard for me to find music I like

[@lilmrsyoutube222]

🔥🔥🔥New song “DIGI” featuring mike bambrick produced by Navi Skills kzbin.info/www/bejne/iZCzpKJ6mquhqZY Lockdown Productions!!!!!

[@lifewithshan7417]

Wish I could like this a million times.

[@YT_Z3ROX]

Time has flied by so fast I remember when this came out like It was yesterday

[@CastoCFC]

Randomly heard this on the radio. I had to look it up and really listen. After several listens in a row and hard cries, I think I'm good. 36yr old, father of 2 & happily married but still struggle with mental issues. This song hits hard. I am the numb little bug.

[@ricanbabiigurl]

My husband loves this song. Happily married too with 3 kids but life ain't easy. *hugs*

[@donky3995]

@@ricanbabiigurl this song is amazing

[@oldsal8648]

I’m married and five beautiful grandchildren. Then why do I feel like I do. Anyway, please take care of yourself

[@thebluewolf2472]

@@oldsal8648 it's really common to feel this way, there is nothing wrong with you, life is just tough. You'll get your happiness back one day hun 💜

[@simonthechipmunk5091]

your kids are lucky to be able to grow up around a dad that lets himself feel his feelings. hang in there man

[@vic6196]

Nothing better than finding a new artist who sounds like they're reading your journal! I've literally been ranting about "when do I get to stop coping with a messed up world and start living?" At thirty, it's really starting to get old and this song feels like a perfect vent for that frustration.

[@capriceprocarione7775]

Same

[@SUGAR_XYLER]

Wait until you get older... It won't get better !

[@Bacon_Turtle]

its been exactly 2 years and yet everyone can still relate

[@Avamc8]

finally a song, I could kind of relate to

[@shayesweeney]

This song makes me cry every time regardless of how happy it sounds, the lyrics get me choked up. This is exactly how I've felt but I haven't been able to explain it to anyone. Seeing these comments I can't believe how many people feel this way

[@blessingamoni4587]

It describes my metal state at this point in time accurately

[@giulia1361]

Same. This song ironically makes me relive what my reality already is. I

[@ahalll5364]

OMG you just explained myself After reading ur comment i feel like a mirror-self wrote it.... somehow sooo many people feel the same as us 🤷 Covid has had a real impact on our mental wellbeing, me being a boy can't describe it to anyone simply because i dont have anyone that close who can understand me well and I know that. So, i simply accept the fact that no one would understand me ever, it hurts but works 😉🥲

[@shayesweeney]

@@ahalll5364 someone will understand you but you need to find that person. It is generally harder for males to express their emotions. Hang in there ☺

[@108peterbilt]

My best friend showed me this song and it literally describes how it is... I have to survive cause I guess I don't know how to give up! My journey is finding happiness but yet how can you find something like that when you don't know what it feels like. I don't feel much of anything every, besides all the wrong emotions like self-hate and anger... It's funny the best days so to say is when your numbed out completely. (Clinically depressed, generalized anxiety disorder, and apathy)

[@scepterlit]

If it wasn’t for songs like this, I would feel completely alone. It’s nice to know that people are always there for you. (Btw, this is your reminder that you aren’t alone) 🤜 💥 🤛

[@steveb2616]

Always need to remember that what people allow you to see isn’t the 100% truth. Everyone has issues and you aren’t alone in that.

[@vasilisronal8092]

Maybe you are alone, maybe you do not need a depressive song to make you feel you belong somewhere. What if its ok being a bit alone or not fitting. What if the expectation of living otherwise is causing the problem? Do your thing and dont expect others to like you. Easier said than done though

[@SleepyHollowKnight]

Same here…I was in shock when I first heard this

[@S4DST4R_]

too bad I am alone.

[@pejelagarto3826]

Gracias, aveces es bueno abrir los ojos y darnos cuenta que no somos los únicos con problemas emocionales y que siempre hay existe alguien para ayudarnos

[@danielamathew2336]

Omg, I used to listen to this song a year ago, when I was going into depression. I wish to give my young self a hug

[@paulzollo9710]

so rare a new song emerges these days that I want to keep hearing over and over. This is great.

[@TonesAndIVideos]

She's gonna be big. Just watch this be trending soon. 🙂

[@daniel-tw1wl]

For sure ❤

[@Necolll_]

yeahhh✨

[@alyannalovesemobands2543]

Yes

[@aaliyahsims5144]

I agree

[@aperson2056]

It already is

[@TheAshleyZixuan]

I love the lyrics 😫

[@Xirks4]

Yeah this is my song for life

[@bradleyskajatuttle2465]

Having just now heard this song it really hits when you realize how much you really have been just going with it while you can

[@macy4651]

Finally a song that I can relate too. As someone who suffers from a mental disorder, I’ve been in places that are so low, I thought I couldn’t find a ladder to climb out. Medicine after medicine, pills after pills… I just love this song so much ❤️ It helps remind me that I’m not the only one out there who feels like this so thank you Em!

[@tanusam830]

More power to you💙💙

[@astriddancer8549]

I can relate

[@shabnammustafayeva]

You are not alone 🤗

[@miles_ani]

I can with 100% certainty say that you're not alone in this ❤️

[@richardsgothardsons4116]

Was diagnosed with depression recently. And for the longest time i had no clue how to explain how i was feeling. Like i was tired of everything. But not to the point where i wanted to die, even though it felt like a way out. I think this song has helped me expalin how i feel, and i think it does for many others too

[@JimBobe]

Apathy! It’s perfectly normal to feel it

[@g4bri3l.]

@@JimBobe the person literally just said "diagnosed with depression"

[@imperfect_analysis]

​@@g4bri3l. I mean, you gotta give it to him, most young people seem depressed it's almost becoming the norm. :/

[@richardsgothardsons4116]

@@imperfect_analysis trying my best to hold on though

[@boogiebears2961]

you’re strong ♥️

[@LinearCreeper24]

Didn't know that there were more people out there that felt the same.

[@Legoober-iv4hz]

“Like your bodys in the room your not really there” amazing line

[@Marcy1420]

I randomly heard this song driving home. Never thought I would be in tears over such an upbeat song. I relate to this to my core. But I gotta survive for the people I love and that loves me.

[@MatteBlacGuitar]

I’m rooting for you

[@clacks5605]

welcome to vocaloid lol, theres an entire subgenre of japanese music in vocaloid where they have upbeat tunes and dark messages. songs like self inflicted achromatic and ghost rule really helped me through tough times

[@sargunmehta5020]

This song beautifully captures the bittersweet experience of feeling emotionally detached yet yearning for connection. It's a haunting melody that resonates with anyone who's ever felt lost in their own emotions. The song's raw honesty invites us to acknowledge and embrace our vulnerabilities, creating a deeply relatable and moving musical experience.

[@alexwolff9395]

yea...... didnt think id randomly find a song to tear up heavily to because every line mirrored how i feel rn, lost.

[@dhamgayesahil]

I was having trouble making out what I was feeling, thanks to you I now know, emotionally detached yet yearning for connection🤌

[@hardtymz2517]

this is the theme song for us introverts. literally!

[@Love_light629]

The first line you wrote is beautiful

[@Sonic-Batman]

2024 Anyone???

[@HoaPham-kj2sc]

For the past 2 days🎉🎉🎉

[@-spineless_dickwad-]

👁️👄👁️👍🏼

[@jmm8037]

Yes

[@Mystery_Mushrooms]

April 15 at 9:47pm

[@ravikanthraparla1900]

Meeeeee 2024 4 16

[@Chloe-Dream25]

I love this song so much

[@keeshamcquay9564]

Every. Single. Word. Resonates. Hang in there, everyone. Pills help but processing with a therapist, self-work between sessions, and learning about yourself are what make recovery possible. Give yourself some grace 🖤

[@avamaxx5914]

why are people do this?

[@filo4854]

My problem is that I’m very self aware and know myself super well but I just can’t seem to get over panic disorder/make it better

[@alva2277]

@@filo4854 I was the same way. I wanted to deal with it myself, I wanted to handle it my way...but I reached a breaking point, and realized that my psyche couldn't overcome the chemical imbalance in my brain. Medication was the last thing I wanted, but when I hit rock bottom and swallowed my pride, asked for help, and was willing to receive it...even a little medication makes a huge difference. It isn't for everyone, but it saved my life. As does therapy...sometimes saying things out loud to someone other than yourself makes enough of a impact in your mind to help you move forward.

[@claritytragedy940]

Thank you for this

[@haventpickedanameyet2527]

Idk what I'd do without my meds tbh but at the same time I'm still so apathetic and mentally ill

[@safilotra]

From derealization to depersonalization, to depression... I'm on my psychiatry clerkship and this song portrays so many different aspects of disorders that you see in patients... it is good for awareness also because many people suffer mentally... but mental disorders can have a physical impact on your body as well... so it is as important as any other illness... I love how this raises awareness... people are opening up through this song in ways they wouldn't be able to otherwise...

[@airachandriaaa]

for real, its nice that they get an avenue (in the comment section) to share what they’ve been feelin’

[@jackiep594]

I love it the sluggish shift to ‘trying to care when I don’t’ and then moves into a driving urgency of ‘tired of sinking’ before fading back into the pleasant light melody - it’s a hard thing to capture feeling a little hopeless, a little despair, a little suicidal. I think it was very smart of her to have this song behind balloons, because a lot of people with depression feel this. Way more often than not. It’s not a wailing agony it’s more of nostalgia for how you used to feel or how other people seem to live. But life doesn’t stop you still have to shop, drive, attend events. And sometimes that makes the feeling worse and sometimes it makes you feel silly for being depressed. It’s obvious that she gets it and has felt it.

[@ducttapeengineer]

This might just be the most upbeat song about crippling depression I've ever heard.

[@Anon-fp4qh]

I’ve been having an on again off again battle with anxiety and mood disorders all my life, and this song perfectly sums up what it’s like to go through that. Currently I am getting through a rough patch and switching up medications, trying to find the right combination. Whenever I feel alone, I come to this video, listen to this song, and read all the comments, and am reminded there are so many other people struggling like me. It gets better!!! If you’re going through a rough patch, you will make it through! I’m 22, and although that’s pretty young, I’ve made it through plenty of rough patches, but I will continue to battle through any more I have. Every storm will pass. Never forget that! Stay strong, everyone! 💪🏻❤️

[@Insurgent2861]

I feel you I'm barely 17 but I have a hard time keeping my temper in check when I'm off my meds and I forget to take them so easily I'm diagnosed with adhd anxiety and I'm atypical autistic high functioning and I'm switching doses every once in a while, the dose just keeps increasing as I've gotten older and when I do take the medication even though it helps with my temper I feel like it slows down all my emotions not just anger. But that's why it's important to have someone to talk to who understands you be it a counselor a sibling a cousin uncle aunt or either if your parents when you have someone to talk to openly it helps with coping with whatever issues you have while you can do things like play games to take your mind off things the only way to get a resolution to the issue is by talking to someone and getting advice on how to fix it

[@Anon-fp4qh]

@@Insurgent2861 Keep rockin and rollin, my friend! ❤

[@Insurgent2861]

@@Anon-fp4qh i will. P.S. to anyone else dealing with stuff like this i hope my advice helps you even if just a little

[@Vonepohh771x]

💪💪💪💪yeah it's young but I'm 18 and gone through a lot people don't always believe u can go through so much this young but we do and it breaks us but music like this can heal anything

[@ruelpile]

I draw the same encouragement and strength that you do from this song. You just gotta survive!!! Hope you’re well and getting better. Keep fighting the good fight.

[@gigixparadise]

The lines, “I’m barely breathing trying to stay afloat,” “The world feels to big,” “Do you ever get a little bit tired of life like you’re not really happy but you don’t want to die,” “Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care.” And “I’m a little bit tired of trying to care when I don’t.” These are the most relatable lines for me.

[@MiloMurphysLaw]

Literally me

[@GabbieandJiji]

Me too.

[@starlight907]

"but you gotta survive, cause you gotta survive" is the line that gets me

[@2whitewizard]

Not really happy but don't want to die And hanging by a thread cause you gotta survive God those lines are so true Being able to have that feeling, that I still want to cling to the thin thread of hope is all that keeps me going somedays. That there is a shred of hope that exist. It doesn't make ya happy but we get through

[@redlox2]

2024 June anyone?

[@Blade-qx9dr]

HAIIIIII :3

[@otyayo7338]

Meee

[@NZN22]

Meeeee happy pride month y’all!

[@isaisalmonte8470]

"Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care" describe how I feel sometimes.

[@ThatTransGuy247]

“Like you’re not really happy, but you don’t wanna die” That’s me 24/7! I thought I was just going insane, so it’s good to know others feel the same. It sucks :,)

[@JordanK14]

Trust me, theres many who feel the same way

[@Cantbeerased7893]

lol same

[@justanormalfangirl2094]

Trust me ur not insane

[@guitarsomethin]

What hurts the most is knowing so many other people feel this way.

[@KTplease]

You’re an empath, feeling the collective grief. But in a way we can bear each other up even while grieving. It’s by sharing with each other that we reduce the strain and become stronger.

[@user-kx5dt2eq4i]

Bro just explained my life

[@user-oh2oq2vu4e]

I'm happy to discover this song. Thanks for making it :) It means a lot.

[@MrOlly645]

“A little bit tired of life like your not that happy but you don’t want to die”I feel that exact way

[@Skydxddy395]

Same I am still strong for my dog tiki not for people am happy when I with my dog tiki but I depressed when I am school

[@MrOlly645]

My grandma died and then I felt sad than one of cousins died and then I went insane and depressed

[@carmeljarvindirkayuman8882]

Same bruh

[@twistedghost3585]

Same!