EMILY JANE HAYWARD HASAN | PEACE

[@grodolina]

It is now August 2024 and again I'm watching it and... That made me so emotional.. It breaks my heart in one way looking at it again, and yet... Happy in one way.. Because I feel so blessed for have been given the privilege to follow such an amazing person for a good while.... I feel honored to have had that privilege, if only for a while... I miss you Emily ❤

[@janelincolne]

Wasn't she just so great ❤.... its so bloody tragic that someone like her isnt here anymore 😢

[@Diana-tf5xq]

She may have loved making these vlogs, but I don’t think she really knew to what an extent she was loved and treasured by us all, she was utterly selfless and a wonderful girl. Aisha, you should be so very very proud of yourself girl, the love and support you gave Emily was so touching to witness, thank you both for sharing your love and journey with the world. We will never forget 😇 xxx

[@saraandersson2653]

I come back to watch this from time to time. Emily still gives me so much motivation to live life to the fullest. She was such an inspiration and still is today. She lives on in all of us! Love to everyone reading this!

[@CarolCreates]

Same, she crossed my mind today …

[@NN57143]

Same…I think of her often,and Aisha. Beautiful women…

[@Dessan01]

It’s a shame Aisha didn’t come back to update us from time to time but fully understandable, she will have moved on with her life by now and that will be hard to do routed in a past she can’t recapture again.

[@PikaPluff]

@@Dessan01 she does post on instagram, she hasn't forgotten Emily ☺

[@Dessan01]

@@PikaPluff Not a big social media user so I missed that, but good to know 🙂 I hope she is doing well.

[@angelliquem810]

It’s May 20th 2023, and I have finished watching every single video. I have laughed, cried and being inspired by Em’s Journey. I have never watched such an inspirational story, it was not about the cancer but the person and the journey. Emily you have made me see life in a different way, for that I will always be grateful. To Aisha I can only say thank you for being you, a legend. Em, may you be in heaven, happy, healthy and making those angels sweat with your workout trainings. May you fly high and be forever happy, I will come and watch your videos again when life hits me hard and I feel I can’t move forward, because if there is someone that can convince me otherwise, it would be you ❤

[@susanford2388]

What lovely sentiments.

[@janelincolne]

Aw this made me cry

[@suk4honesty]

man she was such a rare a beautiful soul

[@Sara-rr1lu]

vickie g she certainly was...I still can’t believe she’s gone 😭

[@lightmyway1327]

They both are, unbelievable the impact these girls have had on everyone 💖💔

[@roddymac998]

vickie g she was indeed a beautiful soul. There are great souls all around the world. But unfortunately humans are so self destructive and awash with depressing situations. But in every bad situation a beautiful soul emerges. If only these things were news and not war famine and politics. The world would be a far better place.may her soul have a riot of a time wherever it may be. I don't think she gonna be a rest in peace type of girl 🤗

[@LaurenWoz421]

IS 💖a beautiful soul. our souls live on forever. I hope she knows the impact she’s made and that she will forever be in our hearts. I’ve never felt such love for someone I’ve never met like I do for Em and Aisha. I’m forever changed for all they’ve taught me..even at the age of 35, as mom who thought she already knew who she was- I’m forever changed and inspired. I wish we could have watched their story for years to come but they lived such an awesome, loving life together in the time they had. Perfect soulmates. God knew they needed each other. I hope Aisha keeps us updated as well. ♥️♥️

[@missdaisy5736]

vickie g she still exists because she is a soul that still has energy. Take heart, everyone gets to recognize her after they progress to the next world. This world is temporal. Think about it man.

[@TimR615]

Thank you so much for posting this. It needs to get 20 Million Views in my opinion. Emily touched so many people. I am a 52 yr old Army Veteran from Tennessee and this young girl showed more courage and determination than anyone I have ever known. God bless you Aisha. Thank you.

[@manosif]

Tim R And God bless you too, sir.

[@sherie7528]

Tim R . Hi Tim I'm from Tennessee

[@TheBorderRyker]

Tim R . Well said Brother. I’m a 52 year old Army Veteran from Scotland and I agree with you wholeheartedly. I have learned a lot about life and what is truly important, by being invited to share in Emily and Aisha’s story.

[@calistalockheart9206]

Tim R

[@TheBorderRyker]

Eric Harris you’re welcome. Credit where credit’s due.

[@sarag2809]

Aisha thank you for posting this video of Emily 💕She was truly an inspiration to know. Life isn’t fair when it comes to cancer, but like Emily said life is short and you need to live it. You should start a cancer charity in her name and memory and make her journey a legacy. God bless you and your family ❤️🙏

[@KirstieGiles]

💯💯 👏👏👏 Beautiful comment! 💕

[@collettewhosthatgirl1330]

Sara G that would be great, but her journey already IS a legacy😊💖

[@brookewilson9117]

If I remember right, they have I believe it’s on Aisha instagram

[@welshgirl7197]

Anyone else still watching Emily's vlogs ? ❤

[@loisdoucette141]

Yes

[@lizzzzzzzz]

YES. i love her so much.

[@jocannon8190]

'I wouldn't change anything' There it is. There is Emily, in those four words.

[@luvthesun100]

Jo Cannon So true😌

[@carlythomas7587]

It's funny you say that but I truly believe she meant she wouldn't have changed a thing including that. As someone who has suffered my own form of heartbreak in the midst of diagnoses, I had all the expected emotions of self-pity, why me and life's not fair. It was a rough couple of years but when I came around the other side I realized that without walking that path I wouldn't have been the same person and had the same appreciation for life. Yes, cancer sucks and I am sure near the beginning she would have changed it but so many things in her life came from the diagnosis. She truly had a zest and appreciation for life and was surrounded by immense amounts of love and support that may not have had the same impact on her without cancer. She lived her life to the fullest and went out truly smiling not everyone can say that.

[@ceciletarling5229]

What is your point Linda? The essence of a person comes to the fore when they face huge challenges in life. All I saw when watching Emily was her beautiful soul. Only small minded people focus on judgement and punishment.

[@carlythomas7587]

Linda Steele I’m sorry but this comment is so far below my intelligence level that I just don’t understand it. 🤷‍♀️

[@lesleybyrne4368]

A truly remarkable person. X

[@borderlinewack]

You know what? This video made me look on her death differently. Remembering what a happy soul she was, I'm happy she made it so far, she lived 7 years longer than expected and that's amazing. I'm proud of you Ems, rest in peace ❤

[@serinat2181]

How naturally beautiful was Emily?! She was so stunning on the inside and outside and she was such an amazing human being overall. I have tears coming down my face because it makes you realise how life comes down to these last little moments x

[@yourhomehelper1019]

Just wanted to say after 5 years I’m now pregnant and having a little girl. We’re naming her Emily. I love the name and both me and my partner agreed we’ve never not met a beautifully kind and awesome person called Emily. RIP Emily darling. Still thinking of you and family. Xx

[@laurafitz3868]

Don't cry because its over but smile because it happened....Thanks Em for everything! 💛💙💜💚💗

[@chellbie]

Lau Fitz lovely 😊 this made me smile!

[@luvthesun100]

Lau Fitz Kinda like that saying🙂

[@Mudcat3434]

So true. Thank you for saying this.

[@Diana-tf5xq]

Lovely just lovely x

[@myralawson4543]

I know I’m just a name on a vlog posting comments but I am really having a hard time understanding how such a Beautiful, Bright, Loving, Courageous and Talented young woman whom So Many Ppl Absolutely Adore could be taken away from us. I miss Emily. Her bubbly personality, her witty comments and her strength. 😢😢 ❤️❤️❤️❤️. We miss you Em. Nuff said.

[@Kloppsserialbottlers]

Impossible not to cry. But at the same time I'm so happy for her. She spent the time she did have living life to the full, with a smile on her face whenever she could and also spent it with one the most kind hearted people I've ever come across, Aisha. Not many of us at all will ever be that blessed in 90 years of living, let alone 24. Emily, you are at rest now. Thank you for being an inspiration to so many on how to live life.

[@mikecleland4106]

I've watched a lot of people fight cancer, but I have never seen the level of Fight she had within her, with her illness. I truly believe that your love, and her being so health-conscious kept her going as long as she did. Resit in peace, If Aisha reads these, congrats on your baby (I know it's been a while). I also hope Aisha knows that we were inspired by her as well as Em, with her fortitude, and for exemplifying what true love means.

[@Peter-jo6yu]

Beautiful sentiments bro. I pray she is happy in heaven 🙏💕💕

[@PrincessofErised]

Tears and smiles.

[@EraLuna13]

💖Aren't we lucky to have shared her light? Thanks so much for posting. Hugs to you sweet, Aisha. x

[@tonijutson9417]

Gina Burlovich-Dicker that’s a lovely thing to write. Beautiful xx

[@gingerkirby8208]

I still catch myself looking for a new upload every day. She had such an affect on me. I hope you are getting through this Aisha. You brought Emily through, I hope someone is there to support you. She was amazing, and Im better for watching her.

[@tonijutson9417]

Ginger Kirby I think what you wrote echoes all of our feelings. So well written, couldn’t have put it better myself ❤️ xx

[@moeyruth8056]

I keep looking for a new post every day also, I miss her a lot, she was so positive. I don’t want her to leave this earth but I know she’s in heaven!

[@craig79819]

Re-watching in April 2022. Your legacy lives on. Emily, you are a true legend. Rest in Paradise girl.

[@TheBritishLife]

You will be sorely missed but never forgotten Emily! Sleep well beautiful x

[@robingarrett3171]

I hope whoever did the work in creating this vlog knows how much it is appreciated. They captured the overall tone in perfection. Peace.

[@Jenniferjt]

Robin Garrett I think it wa sthe editor from channel 4 that worked on the programme Emily was on x

[@robingarrett3171]

Thank you.

[@mandytschirhart1257]

Even though she had a short life, she lived the heck out of it. 💜

[@kitkit5515]

I can’t believe it’s been 6 years. I still come back to watch them from time to time. Ems you were the best

[@tammyearrye1172]

I miss her videos every day. Emily was my go to positivity, and still is. Peace, Em.

[@vickijo2343]

Same

[@tammyearrye1172]

I think she always will be. Days I’m feeling low, I still come here.

[@TheresaDeVries]

Tammy Earrye i have been lost in a way with her passing. Like what don't know what to do now, she had a piece of my heart and always will.(not meant in a weird way) she touched so many people and it will remain so. It's surreal, painful to see her smiling face in the video. My heart keeps breaking.

[@tammyearrye1172]

I get what you mean. I was sitting home and decided to check her Instagram the day she passed, I saw that she had posted 1 minute ago and read the caption. I cried for an hour. I really hope Emily know the impact she had on all of her viewers.

[@TheresaDeVries]

Tammy Earrye I really think she did in a way but not the full impact our positive comments,love and support to her and Aisha. That she had and will continue to have on us as well. Not to mention an absolutely amazing wife(Aisha). The true meaning of In sickness and in health to death do us part.

[@dominiclawrence]

She will be truly missed. She was such an amazing addition to youtube, I loved watching her vlogs. May she rest in peace. ❤️

[@bubbly912]

DomVlogs I really find it hard to believe that she's dead I really thought she would beat it.. Condolences to aisha, and their respective family members! 💗

[@dominiclawrence]

Olivia Kelly Yeah I understand. She was a strong fighter who never gave up. She taught me how to keep fighting and to be motivating and let nothing hold you back. Sending my love Aisha. ❤️

[@patriciaashworth4525]

Dear Emily you are such a massive inspiration.. I've had 2 different cancers twice in the last 20 years and I hope I can handle it like you if I ever become terminally ill sleep well

[@kt47793]

It's called mans not hot by big shaq I hope that helps 😊

[@Annalyse74]

Aisha: “as I always say, you’re the same person leaving the hospital as you were going in” .... so taking that through my life ❤️ I miss you Emily 😰❤️ what a stunning video ❤️❤️

[@beelarehman5992]

Im in the middle of an Emily and Aisha marathon. She was just the best.

[@debraboyea7776]

I loved this. At the end where Emily said see you in the next vlog I was choked right up.😓😓😓😓

[@robingarrett3171]

Debra Boyea that was were my tears fell

[@thearaawr]

Me too!

[@felicitymcconville4322]

Tears flowed again and l didn't think l had any left. I have never cried so much for someone l had never physically met or known personally. I still watch her vloggs every day even if l have seen them before. Her legacy will live on in them. Her number of subscribers has grown since her death and I'm sure it will continue to do so. Bless you Emily for what you did for your you tube friends and bless you Aisha for allowing us to be a part of her goodbye. Fly high beautiful girl. You will be sorely missed. Love from down under xxxx💕💖💞

[@bethl4674]

same...

[@sassykat2000]

Debra Boyea Same! 😭 .. and at the same time my heart grew bigger. It does every time I watch Emily. She was a SuperStar. ❤️

[@Sharonlee334]

That was so beautiful! We will all miss her spirit and her lovely smile!! Rest in peace sweet girl!!

[@bethanyleigh9691]

I am not sure if it was ever possible to miss someone that I didn't even know but I genuinely sit and think about Emily and her videos and how much they meant to me , so I can definitely say I do miss her and Emily's daily vlogs , she put so much effort and enthusiasm into them and I will carry this sentiment and positivity in my life as much as I can . Peace xx💖💖

[@hannaellen9963]

Bethany Leigh I totally agree! I’m sat here in tears watching this... the heart stopping shock when her passing was announced was just awful. I cannot imagine what the hole must be like that’s left in the lives of those she knew & loved. This is her legacy & she had a friend in all of us. I think we all fell a bit in love with her & her honesty, her comedy & most of all, her journey as a whole. She was bloody incredible.

[@sunnydaygina]

It is possible! Most of us feel the same way. She and Aisha have touched many ❤️💞

[@leelak9763]

A-freaking-men...I feel the exact same....hope all went well with her memorial today and wishing Aisha all the best.

[@chronicinokla]

Bethany Leigh me too

[@emilieloveskiwi]

Bethany Leigh Perfectly worded. I couldn't have said it better myself. I really do miss her. :(

[@lolamh4900]

2 years later and I still come back for that fill of Emily positivity every few months. What a light she was 💛

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

me too 💙

[@rifatiqbal_]

me too

[@eleven5295]

Same here.

[@sondracumberland3401]

Seeing them makes me realize how much I miss them. I don’t understand how I can feel so strongly about a complete stranger, but I did. I could watch them all night long. I just feel there has been a serious mistake! She should not be dead! She had so much to give! RIP dear Emily. ❤️🌿❤️🌿❤️🌿

[@pam164]

Lovely tribute to Emily. What an amazing woman she was.

[@sandraclark7771]

What a day. Couldn't sleep last night. Lit a candle at 9.30am. You've been on my mind all day sweetheart, and you will be in my heart forever. Still can't believe that your journey came to an end. Love you. PEACE xxx

[@QurVgn]

Still made a difference in my life today, 5 years later! I have no friends or family, but watching Emily made me get out of the house and go for a walk. I got lots of weird stares because I was listening to my favourite music and dancing Thank you! 💕🌈

[@YoureLate4Tea]

These videos were always the highlight of my day. Id get my notification, curl up, and watch. The fact that Emily and Aisha managed to turn what, on paper, were terminal illness vlogs, into the highlight of so many of our days is something i think Em would be proud of. Id never think of her as dying because her attitude and actions were ALWAYS the ones of someone truly LIVING their life.

[@NosyHausfrau]

I know today was the day. I hope you had many people turn out to tell you stories of how much Emily meant to them. I have been going over all of Emily's videos. I watch them daily as if somehow she will be in a new one. In my mind I form this montage of how inspiring she was. Always I watch, thinking, in this video she had 9 months left, in this video she had 3 months left, but in no videos did I see Emily showing that time had a hold on her. The tick tock of the clock wasn't going to stop her from living her best life. I don't know why Emily, who was so bright and kind, didn't get thirty years while I am 50. Why did she get two married months and I have had 22 with my husband, and got to see our son grow up? I cannot explain these inequities but I will think of Emily often, watch her videos, especially when I don't want to drag my fat arse to the gym, and I'll make sure I don't take a day for granted. That's all I can do for her but if there is one thing I've learned from watching you both, everything we get, must be enough. love from Ohio

[@ceciletarling5229]

Nosy Hausfrau...... everything we get must be enough......that is profound👍

[@conrad152]

Wonderful positive comment.

[@heather4180]

Thank you 💞💞Love you

[@desiderata333]

Nosy Hausfrau beautiful comment. Yes, everything we get must be enough. Wow. As Emily would say-“BOOM!” XXX

[@lynnbedard7817]

Everything you wrote is so beautiful.

[@showjumpingdreams7379]

Crying but smiling because I know Em wouldn’t want us to be sad, she’d want us to go out there and smash our lives doing what we love. It’s so hard to grieve for someone you’ve never even met but I miss her. And I’ll never forget her 💜💕💜

[@jessicakelly9558]

Was watching that n didn't even realise I was crying 😢 such a beautiful girl and soul xx

[@tomallan9329]

Aisha I hope you read this. I am a 70 year woman whose husband died 2 years ago from GBM Brain Cancer. The lead up was challenging so I nursed my mate of nearly 50 years for nearly 3 years. It has taken me 2.5 years to feel like I am recovering. Em was an inspiration to me and motivated me to begin exercise and regain strength. I don’t expect to ever really ‘get over it’ but I feel that I am starting to live again. So thanks to you both for your inspiration. I hope you are coping ok at this early stage. Ok is good. Know that you will in time also regain strength gradually with your own precious memories of Em. All the very best Jan

[@hatchmando4918]

Tom Allan so sorry about your husband. Im glad you are feeling better these days. Hope you can smile and laugh when you think of him and not cry. 50yrs was an incredible journey. Some never find love. So glad you did.

[@SGM805]

Sorry to hear that. Take care of your good self x

[@Lat3xE4teR]

I’ll say this is true for now, and I’m sorry for you, but I’ve yet to meet a women named Tom, who’s let alone 70 years old and using technology better than me

[@M_K_M_K_M_K]

TooManyTaco 2000 Maybe she’s using his account.....

[@felicitymcdougle4981]

@@Lat3xE4teR at the end she signs off Jan!

[@kikidee1969]

What a force of nature. You were such a gifted teacher. Thank you for giving us so much. Thank you. ❤❤❤❤

[@mimischateau_chic]

The laughter, the tears! We miss you dear Emily so much! But your enthusiasm for life, your love of life and living in the moment and to just get on with it will inspire anyone who even takes a quick glance at this video. Thank you to you beautiful, wise and the love of Emily’s life, Aisha. Come on everyone here’s to a million likes! Peace, the Emily way.

[@Fleurbunny]

Oh wow. Struggling for words and can't really see through the tears. There truly is no one quite like Emily. Her strength courage and bravery will forever inspire me. And Aisha, I can only dream of the day I meet someone who loves me like you so obviously loved Emily. There are few like you out there and I'm so happy you found each other. So much love to you, and if you ever want to visit the Highlands in Scotland, you will forever have a place to stay. Stay strong beautiful lady, you absolutely made and will continue to make Emily proud ❤️

[@latoyacyann3269]

Whenever I’m sad I rewatch all her videos. She still inspires me and makes me smile. She sure was determined to live life her way. Gone to soon still never forgotten. God bless Emily, Aisha and Raif ❤️

[@WillonFire87]

God i miss her.. made me cry a bit this. Had a tough day today and watching this really made me realize how much i missed having her 'with me'. As much as she might have needed us.. maybe we needed her more.. she was and is such a bright light. Thank you again, Emily. Even when you're not physically here, you still managed to help uplift people, give them hope and a smile. And thank you Aisha for uploading this. Love you guys xxx

[@Sarah8561]

"I'll see you in the next vlog guys, peace" 😭😭😭 my heart hurts

[@calistalockheart9206]

Sar

[@easydoesit.]

This was soooo uplifting! I really expected a downbeat--emotional video but I left feeling super motivated and inspired. It felt like a video praising life and how good it is. I know she went through so much but even now, it feels like she's so grateful for the life she was handed. Cancer or not.

[@sgtmian]

it made me laugh so much, and then it made me cry. definitely a life celebration. god am i going to miss her.

[@luvthesun100]

I hope this video will have the same impact for others as it has for you. Certainly Emily would be proud of how this tribute honours her. Wonderful women she was.😊

[@mstubeornottube]

Dante it was done brilliantly

[@debsleland5646]

Hello Emily , obviously I know you won't see this but I wanted to let others know how much you have inspired me to change my life.today I went to the gym and I shall go tomorrow and the next day,when I was on the treadmill I thought of you ,am so sorry you didn't make it but you will live on in peoples hearts ,god bless you Em you are missed xx

[@ameliajayne8488]

Crying watching this, I miss her so much and I didn't even know her personally. I miss her presence in my sub box, i can't even imagine how her friends and family and Aisha feel. She was amazing, this video popped up and I clicked it so fast out of habit. Every single video of hers was the first I watched. Every single day I waited for her upload to be there to brighten my day. Life is so unfair and horrible and cruel. All I can think is that she burned too bright for this world and she was needed elsewhere. I hope wherever she is she's happy and I'm sure you'll all see her again. Rest in peace sweet Emily, I don't understand why these things happen to the kindest and most loving people. I will never forget your impact on me just through the screen. To Emily's close ones: I hope you can now begin to heal, although I'm sure there'll always be an Emily-shaped hole in your life. Rest well, love. ❤️

[@chellbie]

Amelia Smith me too this was a lovely message! You summed up everyone’s feelings so well xoxoxo take care xo

[@lanternaBGD]

This is how I will always remember you, sweet Emily. Laughing, fighting and loving. Peace. Thanks Aisha. You went through so much with amazing strength, love and attitude. Big hug and stay strong!

[@JaneDoeowo]

Emily gave me hope for my own future. I’m honored to have gotten to know her via vlogs. Beautiful vid. Beautiful woman.

[@Tracy-gj3ig]

Here I am rewatching Em’s vlogs again in September 2023 and I can’t believe it has been 5 years but whenever I need some motivation or I need a cry or laugh this is where I still come and it reminds me how precious life is 💜💜

[@karliehatcher]

"Cancer is trying to kill me, and you guys are giving me life." That is so very kind. I never knew Emily, or followed her story. I happened to come upon this channel today. [7/13] and want to thank all of the long term subscribers for supporting Emily & her love throughout all this.

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

KarlsburgReview ♡

[@ilovevivi7201]

I'm nobody special, but i followed her for a very long time, and she was thankful for every sub she got. She would've loved reading your msg. Peace.

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

♡

[@hatchmando4918]

KarlsburgReview me too. She seemed soooooo cool!

[@MsRockstarDC]

This was a wonderful way of remembering such a positive and inspiring woman. Thank you. ✌️

[@mindyturner4724]

Emily was one of those extraordinary people that while on earth made a huge impact on sooo many. Her time was so short but she put more effort in that time than most of us do in 60/70 yrs. And Aisha, u showed us all a LOVE so great. I miss Emily greatly. I pray for u, her wife, family, friends. Thank you so much dear Aisha for this video. Love & Peace.

[@suemoore4409]

I keep coming back to this video when I'm down. I miss Em so much. I watch and I wonder why. There are horrible people in this world who are never sick, yet here's an amazing person who was taken way to soon. I still cry. I lost my mom 2 yrs before we all lost Emily. This has been so hard.

[@PugsInARug]

Emily, without a doubt the world is a better place because you were here. Peace ✌🏼

[@Living_a_spoonie_life]

PugsInARug This song will always remind me of Emily. kzbin.info/www/bejne/iouToYuLl5qdjLc

[@kimmie2656]

Came in with a smile, went out with a smile and ohhh what a glorious smile it was x

[@juliehowman3912]

Thinking of you Aisha, you are such a role model, you've shown us it's beþer to have loved and lost than to never know the beauty of being loved without condition. May you find comfort in the magical moments you shared, the priceless snapshots of experiences shared and the love that reaches from beyond the grave. Shè will be fondly remembered by all who knew her.

[@russells.4381]

this channel showed up in You Tube’s recommended list. i watched the episode. i was so taken with Emily that i had to start from the beginning. Emily was a life force. she embraced her days and faced the adversity with remarkable strength and grace. i will miss her “What’s going on you lot…”

[@zzmahs5571]

if i can achieve half of Em's posotivity and love of life, i would consider myself blessed. i will never forget this amazing soul. PEACE

[@followingbluebird]

❤

[@tarabjorum4374]

Emily has forever changed my life..

[@Shazoneable]

The community she left behind is kinda a reflection of who she was. There is SO much love and positivity in the world and we just need to embrace it. Whoever is reading this - do something nice today, for Emily and Aisha`s sake. Sending everyone (especially Aisha) SOSO much love x

[@deliciousme87]

Even after all these years i still come back to watch all of her videos, She will always be in my heart

[@EllieBoo289]

Omg. Such energy in that beautiful girl!! Gone way to soon. Will miss her cheeky smile. RIP Emily. Xxx

[@conrad152]

Aisha thank you for posting this. Emily Hayward changed peoples lives, she changed mine. She taught me to live an active positive life even in you are in chronic pain. What a STAR !!!

[@conrad152]

Last line should read : She taught me to live an active positive life even if you are in chronic pain. What a STAR !!!

[@jayevans7894]

Aww god it’s amazing to see my favourite KZbinr 😢👍🙏. Miss u so much Emily. Thank u Aisha for this amazing video. U and Emily had a special fantastic relationship 💞 lots of love and hugs ur way xxx

[@BossQueen]

*I JUST CRIED MY EYES OUT. IM SO UNGRATEFUL. I GOTTA DO BETTER.*

[@lynnmahan154]

You're in good company there.

[@brodieroomojo]

you will and hopefully some of the rest of us will too. peace strength and happiness

[@MrThomasLouis]

This made me cry! I am born with a congenital heart defect, and watching how she was able to keep her spirits up during such hard times is so inspiring! Thank you Emily. Rest in peace.

[@justagirlintn1]

Klossmajor I was born with some bad genes too. My heart is bad (1 major heart attack at age 47) and a year later another blockage had to be removed. And 3 months ago I had open heart surgery with a double by-pass.) I’m afflicted with so many terrible diseases that have no cure and they keep getting worse. Besides my bad heart I also have Common Variable Immune Disease, Lupus (SLE) , Sjogrens Syndrome, Rheumatoid Arthritis, Fibromyalgia, Acute Pancreatitis and this list was is goes on and on. None of my issues are contagious. I’m praying for you you too Aisha!!

[@JamJam-pe2lr]

She literally lit up the world with her unwavering positive beautiful life. Sometimes we are given the most perfect beautiful gifts such as Emily, but just can't keep them. She was an angel here on Earth. I so appreciate the privilege of knowing Emily, even if only a too short time through her vlog. My sincere condolences to Aisha and her entire family and friends. Thank you so very much for this beautiful tribute.

[@sophieprice4517]

Rip Emily. We all miss and love you 😩💜

[@prettythang754]

I’ve literally only just found this channel. Such a shame and a lovely girl!

[@nancydriessen594]

PRETTY THANG same!

[@kbellmurray]

Same

[@itsfaithkay]

PRETTY THANG for real. So upset

[@jutanboy]

Same here. I can't believe how strong she was throughout everything, incredible.

[@ilovevivi7201]

I've followed her for along time before she died, literally cried when she died. I'm coming here in remembrance, 1 year later, that's how awesome she was.

[@MissAnatance]

Thank you so much for this, I thought of you all day today, as it was the day of Emily's funeral. This video brought a smile on my face, thank you and please receive all my love and support from Paris, France

[@MiddleAgedMinx]

Thank you Aisha > I have spent all evening looking at her previous vlogs so to have this one today meant a lot.

[@into-darkness5560]

Truly not fair that this world lost such a beautiful soul. F cancer. Em you will truly be missed. We love you

[@josephbader1243]

2018 was a very sad year. We lost Sophia gall june 1st. Then we lost Emily hayward june 26. Then we lost claire wineland sept 2. Then we lost dan aka peeweetoms Sept 28. They were like our family . Each one had a Unique quality. That will last forever in our hearts. Love from earth. Xoxo

[@lizdonnelly2124]

Sophia the shinning angel lots of people die of cancer every day. Most of them are not telling their stories on social media. Until scientists find a cure, every year is a sad year.

[@whychoooseausername4763]

@@lizdonnelly2124 Yeah, no shit. It's important that people tell their stories on social media or elsewhere because unless you're in the healthcare business, you have no way to experience the triumphs and tribulations of people who are ill and you don't feel invested.

[@josephbader1243]

@@whychoooseausername4763 well said user name. At least we have a heart. Thank you.

[@Shaz73]

why chooose a user name ? Exactly, these channels aren't just people recording their lives. They're educating us all, not just from the medical standpoint, but from the human standpoint. They are also a wealth of information for the unfortunate people recently diagnosed. A lot of the time it's not pretty, but cancer isn't pretty. Everyone chooses how/if they chart their journey. I thank each person you named and many more for sharing their lives with us and when we lose them, it IS like losing a friend or loved one because they share pretty much everything in their lives. They aren't just a name in an obituary, here, we see them full of life and the people they were. It must be incredibly hard, in those days after diagnosis, after radiotherapy, after chemo, after scans, after results and after consultations, but they carry on documenting, either good or bad, for themselves, their families and supporters and it sadly far too often becomes their legacy. In their own ways they're all inspirational, how they deal with their disease, how they react, they show everyone is different. After following Emily, I think about her and Aisha often, like heading back today. I hope Aisha is doing as well as she can be. The days and weeks will have many anniversaries, good (being in each others lives, holidays, wedding), bad (progression, palliative) and the day she lost her.. I hope she comes back occasionally and sees we all still think about her (and I fully understand if it's still just too painful)and the force of nature that was her Emily Hayward. Rest In Peace you wonderful young woman, you will never be forgotten ❤️💔⭐️

[@margaretkearsey734]

Chronically Jacquie was an extremely popular in the States. She passed away April 29. She had 11 chronic illnesses . Apparently her feeding tube got wrapped around her intestines and she passed away within 1 day. We really think we know these people in a sense and it is hard for us to take the loss. I missed seeing Emily's face after a year and just had to see her. I bet she is keeping everyone in great physical shape in heaven

[@keensab]

I have been thinking about Emily a lot these last few days. Especially today, her funeral. She will be missed and loved by her You Tube community. Peace.

[@buildingamystery74]

Thank you so much for putting together such an awesome compilation. I hope making that video made you feel as uplifted as it made me feel to watch it. It’s so fantastic to see her smiling and living her best life in these vlogs. She really did accomplish everything she wanted to and that gives me a real sense of peace. She lived well, she fought hard and she never did anything half-arsed. She was simply the best! We’re all so proud of everything you accomplished together and very privileged to have been invited into your lives. I really hope you’ll keep us updated on how you’re doing every so often. Stay positive and take care of yourself❤️🌈💪

[@jaggirl]

Alison Reynolds . Most of all they loved. How very special is that to have! 💚

[@ShanayavanderPot]

I expected a video with very emotional music and clips .. but I couldn’t stop smiling because she had such a beautiful soul.. so vibrant, bright and funny; makes me appreciate the gift of life 💕

[@giniryn520]

En 2024, je decouvre ta chaine Emily, tu es une des personnes les plus forte que jai pu croise virtuellement ou reellement. Jaurais aime avoir decouvert cette chaine avant que tu decedes. Mais tu te rends compte, en 2024, on regarde tjs tes videos. Et je reviendrai cherché ma "dose" d'Emily. Cest adire me rappeler de maccrocher, adopter un autre point de vu et renverse la situation parfois aller avec le flow. Sourire, rire meme qd cest difficile. Merci Emily. Sil y a un apres, jespere que nous nous croiserons

[@annettesh75]

Aisha. I hope you keep us posted on how you and everyone are getting along. Watching these videos and reading through all the comments, you are SO loved too. Love and light to you dear and the rest of the family/friends. Thank-you for sharing the love of your life with us.

[@waaakeup69]

Sarah Howard Wow.

[@waaakeup69]

Sarah Howard I’m not sure what you’re going through right now that would cause you to say such horrid things, but I pray you find peace. Merry Christmas!

[@50toinfinityatleast]

What happened to Aisha. I hope she’s doing well.

[@pba1219a]

Aisha, this was beautiful. I hope you continue to post videos on Emily's channel and let us know how you are doing. I think it's safe to say that we not only fell in love with Emily, but you too. Blessings to you sweetheart.

[@patrooney2283]

I have been very deeply touched by Emily, I have never known anyone her age dying. She has been unbelievably brave, mature, wise, loving and has taught many that life is for living!!!! No time to waste on the nonsense. Love with all your heart and just do your best every day!! She will never be forgotten!! Strength to Aisha, you two were awesome together.🙏 😄😚💕💕💕💕💕

[@HomerJLeafs]

She was and is my inspiration. Em ❤️ from the bottom of my heart i am thanking you that i had the strength to survive my cancer treatments. After almost two years i am in remission and when i was at my lowest and in a very dark place and i hated everything i kept remembering you and i kept telling myself that you would be still fighting so i can not give up. I've always pictured you smiling and being strong. Thx Aisha and Emily's family for not deleting Ems videos you guys literally saving lives.

[@lizsa317]

The world won't see another Emily that's for sure. This girl/women looked death in the face for eight years, I would have died just from the fright of it. But not Emily, she shared with others her fight, will, strength, love, kindliness, wisdom, and tenacity. Thank you whom ever gave us this last tidbit, always made and still does me happy when I see one of her videos go up. To her family, wife, friends and medical providers who Emily has touched, my prays are with you all. PEACE Em, fly high and do your thing in Heaven...XOXO

[@apathysucks520]

Aisha, I am so sorry for your loss, the loss is greater for you, but I Hope you feel how much Emily was Loved by So many who never even met her. I wish I had a friend like Emily, and you.. You let yourself fall for another human knowing they had cáncer.. ....This is rare. usually people run for the hills. Back in 2009 when I was diagnosed with cáncer I called my gf to let her know and she never called me back. You met each other for a reason, a purpose and I am grateful that you were both willing to shsre a little of your uncondional love with us.You both were/ARE. BRAVE! Peace.

[@luvthesun100]

Apathy Sucks I hope you are are now well, friend😊

[@camimons470]

❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@PecanBaby...]

Wow how horrible for you especially at a time when you needed the ones that you love the most around you. You're ex girlfriend better hope that karma ain't just around the corner waiting on her ass. I hope you are doing better now. 😊👍💗✌

[@Mandy7D7]

You deserved much more than that and I hope you truly understand that the problem wasn't with you. It's heart breaking when your health goes and you need the one/s you love the most and not even calling back? How alone you must have felt. Don't take that on to yourself love. That's all I'm trying to say. Some people just don't have the capacity to take Love seriously. Or, I should say the STRENGTH to take Love seriously. I'm sorry you went through that.

[@Diana-tf5xq]

Apathy Sucks I hope you found someone deserving of you! Xxx

[@AprilTT95]

I'm smiling and crying at the same time. Beautiful video. What an amazing, incredible and beautiful girl. Heartbroken for you Aisha. Thank you for sharing these amazing memories. ❤️❤️❤️

[@MoneyDigestwithAbieButtar]

Just found your channel in July 2023. Your work ethic and the way you persevered is truly inspiring. You have helped many and the impact that you have made will live on. Rest in peace Emily

[@sangeetamisra2816]

Emily is one person ( who I have never met in person), who I will carry in my heart till my last breath. Her life was short, but had a huge impact on all of us who knew her

[@lazylibra74]

Smiled throughout this entire video...for almost 5 minutes it was like she's still here and I was watching one of her vlogs! Thank you for uploading this :)

[@rising_phoenix333]

stephanieplans2 same!

[@mosaicgirl4002]

Ah, me too!🌻🕊

[@brannon5311]

RIP dear Emily. You remain an inspiration. I know you are always with Aisha and Raif in spirit. You truly rocked, girl!!!!

[@followingbluebird]

❤

[@roxanna-louisefaulkner6558]

I literally love this video. I have missed her videos so much. She brightened my day. I literally think KZbin is not the same without her. She is missed so much.😔

[@dianebaugher3768]

When I get to Heaven, the first person I want to hug, after my parents, is Emily. Rest peacefully sweet girl.

[@Living_a_spoonie_life]

Diane Baugher Agree 100%

[@Tatiana-cp1fc]

Why do you think she's in heaven?

[@ashdoesstuff7719]

Because this women deserves to go nowhere but heaven after her struggles

[@Tatiana-cp1fc]

@@ashdoesstuff7719 why? I don't understand. Is she without sin?

[@wordswritteninred7171]

Awe Aisha. Beautiful. Simply perfect. Thank you for this. Been thinking of you guys. Hopeing you are finding your way through this. Hugs

[@cliles6764]

You know...I keep coming back and watching this again and again and I finally realized something. When Em said Aish asked her what she would change about her life, if she could change something and Em's response was "I wouldn't change a thing"... just sent a chill over me. I know she meant every word. You are missed.

[@vickimoore4079]

I would have loved to be friends with Emily, she had it all, strength, determination, loyalty, humour and love! She will never be forgotten - fly high with the angels Em safe in the knowledge that you helped so many people and taught us all so much! Love and respect to Aisha you are an amazingly selfless loving person and my thoughts and prayers are with you. Peace ❤️

[@yvonnerahmes9618]

Haven't forgotten, will never forget, you Emily, and Aisha, and all your family and friends, your journey was so beautiful and inspiring. One of my favorite things was reading the comment section, uplifting beautiful posts all of them. I am sad she is gone, but she taught me so much about how to live! Godspeed Emily...

[@elia19]

Thank you for sharing this with us:)

[@MissNurkie]

It's been over 2 years and I still think of her, this total stranger that I only "knew" through her blog for the last couple of months she was among us. She inspires me to take care of myself more than I did, she inspires me to be more positive and to live fuller. Will always be grateful for stumbling over this channel. 💞

[@sarahprice5542]

This is THE most amazing video and sums up her incredible spirit and love for life, family, friends, the gym, food and most importantly Aisha!! Thinking of you all at this incredibly difficult time - Aisha you made her the happiest person alive and I hope you know how immensely proud she is of you - always! - as are we all!! Two of the most incredible people and we all adore you both xxxx

[@valerieriley2861]

Perfect