TERMINAL CANCER AND MISSING OUT

[@Laura......]

This is how I will remember you Emily in your coat with the cute furry hood. Full of life how you should still be. X

[@kaybonner4101]

Hi Emily,my son has terminal cancer,I cannot convey how much your videos help us both.You really are a special soul.Lots of love to you and Aisha,you are both in my thoughts and heart xxxx

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

Sending love 💘

[@marcim5143]

Your light shines brightly Emm as I re-watch your Vlogs. I can’t help but feel that you’re somewhere in a glorious place still reading comments and that you’re by Aisha’s side every single minute because you probably don’t need sleep where you’re at. You’ve left behind an unforgettable life that helped so many of us more than you probably ever realized. Miss you terribly but still feel your presence, Fly free sweet Em with no more pain or meds or treatments. #EmilyHayward #Aisha 💕💕

[@susanparker4550]

I only found these videos the other day but i'm astounded, what a wonderful girl, she amazes me & i just can't stop watching but so sorry she couldn't have lived longer

[@astrohaterade]

I miss you Emilly you’re gone too soon it’s so unfair. You have impacted my life forever and we never even met. Aisha you’re in my thoughts and prayers you beautiful, wise woman.

[@laurajeanbotha5321]

I will never forget you & your bubbly personality, So positive, yet in such pain, You lived life to the fullest for which you could have been proud of ... RIP Emily 🌹

[@lif7298]

U literally went from 5,000 to 8,000 subbies overnight! Congrats! So proud of u! 🌟🌟

[@UTUBE5388327]

Whenever I open up YT the first thing I do is look to see if you've uploaded something.. here I am a 65 year old grandma with lymphoma, and myeloma.. knowing what you're going through.... and yet you maintain the best attitude anyone could hope for. I'm just a grumpy old fart! 😃😍😊🙄😗

[@Emilyk1317]

Revisiting, didn’t expect to feel emotional re watching. I often think of Emily but just now I wanted to absorb her energy. She was absolutely something else. What a star , I wish her energy was still here but draw so much inspiration from her legacy. You could learn a new lesson every day with her. I might start re watching again from the beginning .

[@sharonvitullo]

I just dont have the words to say how truly inspirational you are, your attitude is amazing love and light honey bunch x

[@sejbomb]

You literally just said exactly what I couldn't put into words :)

[@emilywainman4588]

These two girls forever have my heart! What an outlook on life these girls had.. Don't think I've ever watched anything that has inspired me more than Emily's vlogs!! Rest in peace Emily. And Aisha, I hope you're doing okay in this crazy world! Both amazing people.

[@heatherstergos1512]

"It's still a great life. And that's the thing." Bless your heart Aisha. You two live that statement out loud better than most. As always, sending all of the best thoughts to both you and Aisha. Keep that attitude going Emily...you are doing awesome!

[@amycroft4264]

Sorry if this is a stupid comment but your subscriber count is at 8000+ !! I only found your channel yesterday and I subscribed instantly. Your views on life, your strength and positivity are so inspiring. You and Aisha are beautiful people inside and out. Stay strong ❤️

[@mamajacquelinebts9776]

Amy Croft She made the video on Saturday so it'll have gone up since then 😊

[@amycroft4264]

Jacqueline/proud mama Robertson wow! That’s a big jump. So nice to see so many people supporting her journey ❤️

[@mamajacquelinebts9776]

Amy Croft It really is 💖

[@peeweetoms]

You two seriously rock, love your sub count is growing :) I get that same feeling now about being unable to do things sucks also seems people resent me for it :( On a plus I have managed to get my hospital to agree to let me vlog from it now though on Wednesday when I have surgery so that is a win! Still loving your vlog and promoting you guys to the masses :)

[@db757lbh1]

PeeWeeToms Resent you for being unwell? What the hell is wring with some people?

[@peeweetoms]

I used to be a lot different to what I am like now, some people do not like change.

[@adribelgr5857]

Love you all guys. Peeweetoms and Emily your are so amazing. I use to worry about stupid things and be sad all day and you are teaching me to appreciate life and being positive.

[@meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780]

SAME HERE! While it's only my brain now that is very sick.... no tumours. My family probably wouldn't understand why I watch what I do.

[@meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780]

My Step sister was extremely jealous of me growing up. We no longer speak.

[@traceysimkins3504]

Beautiful girls Aisha stop putting yourself down, you’re beautiful inside and out. You were meant to meet Emily god knows you’re strong enough to support and love Emily through all this no matter what. You’re a beautiful soul. Emily is a perfect match for you and it’s plain to see how very much you adore each other. Xxx trainers are a good engagement pressie love your vlog ladies xxx

[@shannonlandis5224]

America is obsessed with you...love from Boston, Massachusetts!

[@theresaostrander1175]

Obsessed with you two and Britain. Watch everyday. So glad I found you.

[@KristinaMariner]

Only found your channel last night and I'm currently binge watching 🙈 You guys are probably the definition of couple goals! So nice to see someone with such a positive outlook on life when they've been dealt a bit of a naff hand! Keep on keeping on! Fingers crossed this treatment has good results xxx

[@georginasmith441]

you are both like a breath of fresh air! xx

[@nougatkrisp]

im a nurse student from norway, one year from graduating and i would just like to say that i support your journey, I followed you after the documentary aired here a year ago, and i just appreciate you so much. Seeing cancer from the patients point of view is so important, i feel like your vlogs keep me from being like so many nurses from my country who just sees the patient for being "just another cancer patient". Sorry for being so forward, but im just being honest. Patients arent just patients. They have a life, family, loved ones, friends, feelings about their cancer and everything else. Im just hoping your treatment does you good, in every way! xo

[@nougatkrisp]

Didnt mean to make that comment about me, but just hope you feel like your vlogs are educational and all

[@jimmyjohnstone7258]

You will be a better nurse for having this insight. Best wishes for your studies.

[@danielleantony9971]

What’s the documentary called please?

[@carolehanrahan]

Night before last my 26 year old son had a whole series of seizures and ended up in the E.R. again. His wife called me and my heart drops into my shoes every time I hear her voice especially late at night. I hate to bother them with questions about what is going on and how he's doing but he's my son, who I love dearly, and I sit here thinking the worst thoughts if I don't know facts. I am on one coast in Canada and he is over 5,000 km. away on the other coast so I can't just rush to the hospital to see him myself. How do you deal with your families worries and questions? Does it bother you that they ask to many questions? Does that feel like an invasion of your privacy? Thanks so much. I really love your vlogs and look forward to seeing them. By the way, you are so right about Aisha, she looks so beautiful and she really is suited to dressing up. Love you both. Carole

[@Narlee2226]

If Anyone deserved to have a full life it was you Emily such a beautiful couple I’m just glad your cancer and Vloggs have helped so many millions of people Blessings Emily Thankyou for being you and you will never be forgotten 💖💙💚💛🧡💜… FUCK CANCER

[@bwsoldier]

Could watch you two living life all day long!!

[@JamieRoberts77]

I’m a new subscriber, binge watched your videos this weekend. I’m in New York and I am a survivor myself and a fellow Brit as well! I’m touched by your journey, your love for your beautiful wife to be and I’ve liked and shared some vids. I’m beyond knackered but wanted to take the time to say, “Well done”! No matter what, you’re a strong, winning woman and a total inspiration. Cheers for now and always - James. 👍🏼❤️💪🏼

[@TrinomialExpressions]

You have such an amazing, positive attitude - it's so inspiring x

[@trishloiacono8524]

8393 subscribers and everyone of us are here for you both, good and bad! My morning routine is to get me a cup of tea sit out in sun and watch what your up to and how you are feeling every morning from Australia. XXx

[@BrandiTV]

Just found you and I just absolutely love you both!!!! You are an inspiration💚 I’m so sorry you are both going through this #FuckCancer ‼️

[@jillyb710]

2018 - 5,000 subscribers -- 2020 68.750 subscribers and still rising. Still coming back for an Emily life lesson now and then.

[@mauramusy4243]

Your voice..your energy has been keeping supporting our lives...and I've never met a couple loving each other so much...thanks..forever0

[@jenmonk7154]

Nearly 8,500 girlfriend!!!! I’ve been here since the beginning much love to you both xx

[@amiesparkle00]

19k now! Like a rocket!

[@murdershe......7378]

37k now She deserves it and more.

[@applejellypucci]

You're here for another day and we are so grateful!

[@meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780]

She's going to be here for a long time ;)

[@colliesworld6380]

8400 SUBS!!!!!!!!!!! Em woo hoo that's awesome girl. I'm so proud of you for keeping your channel going strong not only is it great therapy for you but is so inspirational and fantastic great job.

[@Crissy24ful]

So I'm a massage therapist and you Emily have inspired me to do cancer massage. So basically i would be working with cancer patients and giving them confort and just reasurring them

[@lauramenzies9042]

Wonder if you did do that?

[@Crissy24ful]

@@lauramenzies9042 I did. It's really sad though but also uplifting because you truly can help people come to terms with where they are.

[@baggs1111]

OMG EMily over 8500 subscribers-you are growing like crazy!!!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!

[@mariarobinson742]

You have over 8,000 subscriber's! That's because you are an amazing young lady and its a joy to watch your videos!

[@hayleyg1250]

I watch your videos everyday... I absolutely love your positive attitude with everything that you are going through. You are such an inspiration

[@dmm6341]

I watched this series originally....and both then and now, I find myself thinking alot about Emilys mother. A mother from day one does everything to keep their child safe....the worst perversion in reality is when children die before their parents, no matter how old they are

[@gavinmartin5151]

well sadly sometimes that is the case , i don't know what Emily Haywood's mum was like when Emily pass away and Aisha became a widow at the age of 26 which is a young age , but Aisha knew that it was coming, but i guess Aisha knew Emily Haywood had incuralbe skin cancer when she first got together with Emily in 2014

[@chellbie]

I just subscribed yesterday and I'm sending all my love and positive energy.

[@elynrebels4535]

Brilliant video, your editing skills are on point: visuals, cuts, music and most importantly, getting to see you & Aisha together doing life. Kisses to you both!💜💜 Congrats on all your new subscribers :)

[@AliceWeeks]

What a breath of fresh air you are, I stumbled upon you randomly and have been so admired by your positivity when things get shit. My mum is also suffering from terminal cancer and I wish more than anything she would have your outlook on life, maybe I will make her watch these videos - You have really made my day, all my love xxx

[@Narlee2226]

Still watching Em thanks for helping so many I love you Emily and will be forever grateful for your vlogs your Australian friend Lee ❤💖💜💙💛❤💚

[@maretberkowitz6719]

Love watching your videos- the world needs more Emily’s and Aisha’s

[@KATIEFAITH79]

My sister had "terminal" brain Cancer when she was an infant. She is now 16 years old and despite 1 relapse when she was 9, she is doing really well. I am learning so much from you. I love watching your videos. You are so positive. I'm so glad I found your youtube page. Praying for you!

[@mamajacquelinebts9776]

You deserve so many more sweetie. You now have over 8'000 congratulations! I have been binge watching you today, your vlogs are intresting, fun, heartbreaking and just very intresting. My heart and prayers are with you. Much love, Jacqueline xxxx ❤ ps it is so nice seeing a lil peek at Canterbury from time to time. My big brother is buried there and I miss going to visit his grave and miss it in general its like my childhood flashes back when I see it in your vlogs 😊 cuddles for Cookie 😊

[@PeachyOutlook]

Life is so precious and I love to see you both living it, love you both x

[@MVIsland]

It breaks my heart you have to go through this.....You are such a happy-full-of-life-woman. Just remember, we are all put here for a certain amount of time, and it is not how long we are alive for, it is what we do between the dash that matters. Cancer is not stopping you from loving life. You are living your life to the fullest between the dash. You are awesome. I am so happy to have found your youtube channel, and follow your journey with you and your beautiful girlfriend! ~peace~

[@tracyyeoman2450]

Just think you are so outgoing. Gonna put my all into training once my inductions complete and i owe it all to you. Loads of loce to you both xx

[@beckyklepper315]

Good morning! I'm praying for you to have a great. meeting and preop. I loved living in England for two years. I didn't get to visit many places, but I loved just getting in the car and taking a random turn on a roundabout for a couple hours. Be your amazing selves, and keep enjoying your lives!

[@denisereynolds2399]

Hiya, to be honest I really don’t know what to say. I’m a new Subscriber and have been binge watching your vlogs and I’m lost for words hun. I do have to say how much I admire you though. Your attitude, your positivity, your honesty, your zest for life, I am in total awe of you. You must be one of the bravest sweetest lovely young woman that I have ever seen. Your mental strength is amazing. You get up and take everything thing that’s thrown at you on the chin, and just get on with it. I honestly don’t know where you get the courage and strength from but you do and your a beacon of light to any one else going through the same. I applaud you hun. Your wonderful 🌺🌹💖💕❤️👍😘😘

[@simplycrystal9654]

I am so happy to have found your channel. You ladies are a wonderful couple. Thank you for sharing some of your life with us.

[@Elizabeth-mt3tl]

You two have the right attitude to life,terminal cancer does not define who you are. I watch your channel because it reminds me of my husband and I,we traveled and lived every day like it was the last. sadly he passed away last June ,but we had no regrets as we had lived a wide life rather than a long one and embraced what was coming. Love to you both and congratulations on your engagement 👍🎁

[@corinnayorke2422]

So awesome to see you both happy in spite of cancer. Emily you have a wonderful laugh. It’s great to see you both enjoy life! Will keep praying for your treatment. My husband’s CT Scan last was good news. Next scan 3 months. We live one day at a time with Joy and Gratitude. You both have helped me stay positive with our Melanoma journey. Thank you!! Love from 🇨🇦 Canada.

[@sherrienewell2578]

I just found your channel a few days ago. Your attitude is amazing. I hope you can keep up with having fun. Love to both of you.

[@arrogantfrog]

Love your videos!! 💜 editing skills on point 🙌 I think you’re smiling/laughing more recently, despite everything, or maybe because of everything. Food for thought. You and Aisha are truly inspirational. Love from the Netherlands 💜

[@amandamishtenko1609]

Hi I just came across your blog its fantastic your so strong and positive an inspiration to everyone, ive just lost my nephew he was 28 and died suddenly of an aneurysm he was my brothers only child, so ive been feeling low, but you made me perk up and my nephew James would of said how strong you are, I'm sending massive hugs and praying for you, big hugs to your girlfriend too. xxxxx

[@claricejones1766]

You guys seem to always been in cool and quirky places in London, could you give us the lowdown of places to see/visit?

[@ceriharding385]

I Still watch your videos for motivation, miss you Em x

[@katepedley5023]

Every time I see you upload a vlog I stop everything to watch! Love you both - glad you had another lovely weekend together ❤️

[@tyne1111]

🙏if love was a a drug for this terrible cancer you would get yours and our wish 🙏 I respect you so much 💞💞I had the start of cancer 30 years ago and I will never forget that feeling 😩 you are in my heart 💞💞💞

[@debisusan1037]

Only happy positive thoughts and prayers for you Emily!!!

[@DanceYourHeartOut16]

I just started watching your videos and I have to say you are an inspiration for people who are going through something like this and need to have a strong and fighting attitude. We are all hoping and praying that you will continue fighting and beat the odds that the doctors have given you.

[@terisumpton4199]

❤Just eatin our way thru life ❤ THAT'S MEEEE!! We speak the same language! Diet starts Monday (again). Can I just add Emily that Aisha is blinkin stunning. She rocks that red lippy! Love you ladies ❤ ❤ ❤

[@beckyg927]

Yay! Look at you girl , with over 8300 subs! Y'all are awesome and I find myself thinking about you thru the day. I promise I'm not creepy (lol) , but your love of life and the way you handle things , is extremely inspiring. Please keep posting. Love and best wishes from Alabama. 💓

[@clairestrutton7044]

Your so matter of fact and so strong. What an inspiration you are. Beautiful and amazing. You have all of our support xxx

[@mystic4528]

Love you too! So happy I found your page, You have such a wonderful attitude! That you can teach us all about , Remember sweetheart , when we were put on this earth no one was given a time limit, So you can be here way after all of us Keep that positive attitude! Marty USA 💜

[@mjh1900]

Heck yes! Enjoy life any way you are able to! My husband has Mets kidney cancer stage 4. He isn’t taking chemo because al but one gave him heart attacks and the last one didn’t stop the cancers growth and made him sick. He still works full time and he’s a big goofy weirdo that enjoys life and is thankful! He’s already lived almost two years past what most people do! I love that you are open and honest with each other, I love that you stay busy and enjoy each other and life to the best of your abilities! As for the engagement ring, who cares if you don’t really like rings! You are committed to each other, doesn’t matter after that! ❤️ God bless! Always praying for you both!

[@PurseTrippin]

Hey girl...since you're not into the ring thing, how about getting your ring finger tattooed? Your looking great as usual! Greetings from sunny Southern California!

[@meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780]

That would be awesome! it may be difficult (NOT SURE ABOUT THAT THOUGH). When I got mine, I had to take an antibiotic with in the hour and there was to be no latex or even dust particles about as i'm highly allergic........ need less to say I only have that one. lol

[@jaynieraindrop4862]

You are so positive its wonderful to see, sending love and hugs to you both x

[@clairabellablair6130]

You are both so strong together! Thank goodness you have that awesome support. You are facing this with such strength dignity and love for life. An inspiration to others. Stick together and you won’t fail xxx I’m 40 so a fair bit older but when I was 33 my late husband passed of renal cancer. Treatments have developed so much in just a few short years but nothing is more effective than being loved. And, you are loved. Rooting for you both xxxxxxxxxxxx

[@mrssmurf55]

HI new subbie from Ireland your attitude is amazing your an inspiration wishing you all the luck of the Irish in your up coming treatment !

[@debrafarrell9497]

I tried eating kiwi fruit with its skin on because of you!

[@marieadams9799]

You leave me stuck for words Emily! So young and so well grounded, brave, motivated, strong, optimistic, loving and what a sense of humour! Stay strong and focused Em you have so many followers and fans rooting for you and sending you love, take strength from all the support and love coming your way xxx

[@kaande6453]

I don't want you to go anywhere I just love you so much. Your personality is amazing! You guys are perfect humans.

[@darlenefoster3379]

America loves you...Hello from Texas!

[@jeansmith3367]

Wasn't she just amazing x

[@tyronebrown8270]

America loves you beautiful girl!! Hugs from America.😘😘

[@liz99dk]

Just stumbled across your videos yesterday and I have been binge watching for two days. Although I’m clear across the globe (Oregon, USA) and I am not battling anything as serious as cancer, your attitude and lifestyle is such an inspiration! You and Aiesha are adorable and I love watching- my heart will be thinking of you as I watch your journey ✌️and ❤️ from the Pacific

[@nevaeh730]

Great editing perfection. You both look so good. Knowing you are in position with cancer you are life filled with energy and still an inspiration. The mind can do so much.

[@Angel-pt2cf]

Your personality, yourself, you are awesome!!! keep it up you can beat cancer, praying for you beautiful.

[@LaurenWoz421]

Currently Binge watching your videos because I just found you. I already adore you both! We would love to have you here in the US when you feel well enough again to come back! ❤️💕💖 You are both such beautiful, positive souls and I feel blessed that you share you story with us. Sending Love and many prayers 🙏🏼 ❤️

[@hollynaismith5613]

I just tuned into your channel today. Instant subscriber. I hope you get better. My heart goes out to you ❤️

[@emilyhayward4726]

Thanks Holly!! much love to you!

[@monaebreak561]

You inspire me so much! Your positivity is simply amazing! Big love from Sweden!

[@gwynethgrove772]

Great shots of London, you always capture such a good vibe.

[@joannoriol6444]

Obsessed with America, you say. Well this lady from America is obsessed with you and Aisha ❤️

[@TessaD1998]

Your subscriber count literally doubled in the last week?? I'm so happy for you!! Congrats xxx

[@gillianleesmith5050]

You are AMAZING!! I just discovered your blog yesterday and have been binge watching ever since. The biggest congratulations on your engagement. You are so awesome together. Your attitude is so inspiring. Much love to you both.

[@lauramorgan6388]

Your love will get you through this you are inspiring and i love seeing you on your day trips. You have so much positive vibes being sent to you

[@kellyhenning843]

You two are adorbs! Love your spirits! So glad I found your channel!

[@MissQueenRandom]

you've gone up another 1k overnight for me! that's insane! hope you both have a great day x

[@Soggybottomnz]

8 thousand plus my end! I simply love you! Having brain surgery and going through 2years of having to learn to walk talk and read and write again. You touched my heart deeply in ways I couldn’t convey here. Deeply I appreciate you and everything about you both! Brave you..

[@mangohaeppchen3447]

I think and talk about Emily often still (just told my sister about Emily’s figure eight trick and she thought it was the coolest life hack). I can’t think of a greater injustice than Emily’s life being cut short and wonder if anything would’ve changed the outcome. She reacted to her mole like most people would - we don’t make a fuss ofer things until we have really good reason. Could anything have stopped this? Did anything accelerate it? (None of these musings have anything to do with Emily’s actions as she was a fighter and so healthy and positive.) I feel like we know so little about how to fight cancer and big pharma will keep it that way (not a conspiracy theory - I work for whistleblowers in the industry). Her life was beautiful, but death just tragic.

[@dunyayikurtaramayanadamink4275]

She was so brave... You will be ever in my heart. Aisha you are a gift for the world. İ can imagine the Planet whit lot of aishas... Keep going on aisha.

[@Sinttunenn]

As you have got so many new subscribers maybe do a up to date cancer journey-video? You feel such a real person, and a real inspiration. Not because you have cancer and you still smile, but because I think you are a rather decent human being no matter what 😊 ❤️

[@lindagardellini6321]

"Eating our way through life"!! Love it! :) Another great video, Emily! You just smash that editing!! Sending love and well wishes from Down Under!!

[@TheArsenalgunner28]

Clicked on your video expecting to be more depressed than I already was...and I'm actually inspired. Round of applause. More people should be watching this. Well done 💪🏻

[@lindamonnett4450]

Love your smile. It’s beautiful!😍💕

[@CarolsDaughter85]

Love your vlogs! Such a genuine, warm, fun personality, could listen to you talk all day 💗

[@lismoynanMairead59]

Love you Emily and Aisha. You are both so brave. Love how you get in with living. Love your attitude to life. I’ve survived cancer treatment hopefully will never need it again. But it’s great to see that people can live with cancer

[@paulbrady701]

Hi to both of you ,I don’t know how I got here ? but I’m glad I did.Youse will beat this thing together.You are an amazing human being and you can have my thoughts,prayers and all my love .I have seen many acts of courage over the years but considering your age you are up with the bravest most positive.stay strong for you have the heart of a lion and a thirst for life.Congratulations to you both on you’re engagement.👍🏻

[@deborahdavidson8105]

I binge watched all your videos . I adore you and Aisha!! Love from Cleveland Ohio 😘

[@debramartinez8988]

I recently found you're channel as I was watching PeeWee Tom & I'm soooo loving you both. The Love & spunk between you both is absolutely the best. I will keep you in my prayers , you keep fighting & enjoying life with each other. Love from Texas! 😘