NOT MORE CANCER? | THE PLAN OF ACTION

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[@tondah]

It’s 2021 & I still find myself going back & watching Emily & Peewee Toms. Their voices & attitudes are comforting in this crazy time we are living in.

[@patriciafoster3347]

YES! You are right!

[@BarbB_in_TN]

Me too!

[@anthropoid2405]

Great folks, so strong in adversity, a lesson for us all

[@amandanorrie2942]

Yes I am so happy you say that.. my mother went through cancer earlier this year and survived, but I began watching there channels around that time to prepare my self for what was to come.. and I still am watching, it’s a great reminder of what we have, and how special time is.

[@chanaminerich9579]

I go back to watch their videos too. I miss them. Life is precious.

[@whatsgoingon07]

Even in the face of death she still retains her positivity and a sense of humor, what a great personality

[@moldovandorin6187]

far from the truth ... it just shows the bullshit society feeds into our heads with void positivity totally detached from reality. Let's all be positive and hold our hands. I admire her impetus in going further but the positivity stuff is just bullshit in big piles

[@samanthaobertelle4966]

2023 and I'm hear watching Emily because I miss her face! ..I was thinking if Emily had been still around during the pandemic she would of hated it as she was so into the gym and her chicken nando's! In was respect it's good the pandemic came when it did as Emily wanted to be out experience things because she new her time was limited ...covid prevented that for so many when their lives were short of time! ..she really did make sure she put so many amazing experiences into her time ...we miss you Emily ..❤❤

[@sarahlouise7061]

Just coming back to remember Emily, your videos cropped up in my feed, so I was rewatching. I can't believe it's been 3 years? Aisha, I hope you're doing well, and congrats on the arrival of your son 😊 💙

[@mrsprincenelson5756]

I bet that nurse was devastated, she was just amazeballs and seemed to adore Emily and Aisha, mind you I think everyone loved them xx

[@sallyphillips9175]

Peta is AMAZING.

[@tammiewhite5850]

I miss her so much , I wish Aisha would pop in so we can see that she is doing OK .She is just as important and loved as Em

[@LellaSci93]

Aisha is quite active on Instagram, you can follow her at @aishahasan92

[@sandywhite9796]

I wonder about how she is a lot..she was also so supportive, calm and upbeat thru the whole ordeal.

[@marthacarrigan8349]

@@LellaSci93 thank you!

[@daniellehuddle6641]

Yeah I follow her on instagram too XX

[@Sarah-no7lv]

How selfish of you!

[@joannoriol6444]

Her videos were done so well, so professional and the music spot on. Miss you sweet angel. 😔

[@ronanwalsh7024]

Poor little thing looked so young and vulnerable during the prognosis.... thank god she had Aisha there with her who as always was a rock.

[@datinyone]

I'm re-watching a bunch of videos, just so i can hear your voice, and watch how brave you were through this whole thing. Rest Easy, Emily. You are greatly missed.

[@kalamcshane9388]

I just came on one week ago, my heart is full! My sister didn't get a chance to marrie her partner she passed away cause of cancer also!

[@clairecarey8004]

Me too just rewatching all Emily’s videos. I used to message her on Instagram when she started her vlogs and had quite a few replies. She was so brave and just amazing really and miss her vlogs and fight ☝️

[@cookeeee1962]

Its hard to believe this sweetheart has gone.💔

[@yassinerh7709]

You never gone, you're immortal. you'll be here for eternity.Thank you for every video.

[@sandraclark7771]

Oh precious angel Em. I miss your fighting spirit, your cheeky laugh and I still really don't want to believe that you are gone. It just doesn't seem possible. I know that all these doctors and nurses you saw were trying their best to get you the best treatment, but in hindsight I realise they all knew you were coming to the end because of the spread to the bone.... the bone marrow is where our blood is made so that immediately opens the floodgates for metastases and sure enough, not long after this, it spread to the brain. I'm so sad but I can only go back and watch these vids where she was still very active in spite of needing morphine for pain. What a beautiful soul. Fly high darling angel xxx

[@unaryan1979]

I love this girls spirit. She was brilliant and funny. This documentary that she made before she left this little weird and wonderful world has given us as close of an understanding about what cancer is like and what she went through. It's so real and it is close as what we can get especially when some who have never gone through something as devastating as the big C. God rest my love xxx RIP. Thank you so much for everything.

[@paulamarieart]

I feel like I'm watching a close friend go through this, you have become like a friend to so many of us. I send so much love and good luck to you both x

[@sm5288]

I know I'm painting a broad brush stroke here but the English seem to have and retain great humour when dealing with illness/adversity. God bless her soul. A vibrant funny young lady taken too soon, and now resting in eternal peace.

[@Dessan01]

SM Stiff upper lip and gallows humour will see us through and of course bravery which Emily possessed in abundance. Such a sad loss, way way to young to go all her life ahead.

[@oysterhunter276]

SM yeah English people do use humour to cope with darkness a lot. It's the best way to live

[@LisaMaryification]

@@oysterhunter276 I disagree. I'm not saying wallow in your sorrow, I'm saying research, research, research. There are always new treatments. Try a clinical trial for new cancer medication.

[@oysterhunter276]

sa what?

[@LisaMaryification]

@@oysterhunter276 Forgive me. Maybe I'm desperate because my sister has phase 4 cancer and so I have been feverishly researching new medications and treatments for her but I find she has a laissez-faire attitude. Maybe she's resigned to dying, or at peace with it. Maybe it's my own mourning I must deal with.

[@hovawartfreunde4599]

Her strenghth and outlook on life will always be my inspiration.

[@lynjones9339]

March 17th 2020 So younge so brave hope your at PEACE EMILY AISHA HOPE YOUR OK LOVE XX

[@breewebb3356]

Bless your soul Emily , there are people in this world who will never know half of what you knew at such a young age💐✝️❤️The words pour but they just can’t describe............

[@celticwelsh]

It's weird watching this knowing that the nurse Peta was so upset because she knew the cancer spreading meant the immunotherapy had stopped working and so it was terminal, but it was still days before they told Emily.

[@grunters8203]

Firstly let me say I’m upset that your cancer is back, I’ve never met you but I feel like I’m watching a friend go through this shit! Emily my wife was on debrafenib and trametinib before Keytruda, side effects of the tablets can be harsh, joint pain, fever, chills and some of her hair fell out. Get plenty of rest and drink plenty of water. I don’t want to say “good luck” as that implies you need it, you’ll get through this because of your incredible attitude! Your a warrior, kick cancer to the kerb!! Love from down under.

[@robertschrader]

It's so sad to see how hopeful she still was only a few months ago. :-(

[@pattykochenower4222]

I love your editing and the bit on the exam bed, you laughing, you’re the cutest thing ever! I’m missing you so much and watching old vlogs and I hope you know what an impact you’ve made on myself and sooo many others, Emily. In heaven, I hear you laughing, working out, no pain and watching over your loved ones, but we sure miss you , you are so INCREDIBLE!!! 🙏🙏💪🏻💪🏻❤️

[@leelak9763]

Patty Kochenower couldn’t have said it better myself...never been impacted by someone’s life and death that I didn’t,t know like this beautiful ladies.....

[@jamiedavies6370]

Such a brave, courageous young woman. Tough to watch her get dealt such bad news time and time again. R.I.P Emily 😢💔

[@susandaunt9245]

Emily I never knew you but watching all of your videos made me feel so very sad because you were one amazing beautiful woman, you had a fantastic beautiful personality and an inspiration to everyone, your star will shine forever x

[@peterkozak9212]

Pita and Aisha were such great caregivers and Emily you are an amazingly positive person ! Even when you have been given horrible news, you find something positive! I am so sorry for all you have been through and that you have passed! You were such an amazing person, the world has lost a very incredible soul! Aisha, I am so sorry for your loss, but you were such a strong person and always, always there for Emily! Praying for You! ♥️🙏🏻♥️🙏🏻♥️🙏🏻♥️🙏🏻😥😥😥😥😥

[@mrsprincenelson5756]

I loved this girl, and will remain loving her even though I never met her. RIP sweetheart! Love to Aisha, my heart aches for you!

[@chellbie]

Such a character, that laugh!! We miss you girl

[@BB-ny3eu]

Still thinking of you Emily 🙁

[@muppyawake2309]

I'm still watching your old vlogs Emily sweet hearted Emily...... how beautiful you were..... how funny.... even when things were so bad.... bless your darling spirit..... and so much love to lovely Aisha what a tragic loss you her and your family and the rest of us too xxx

[@desiderata333]

Emily was an exquisite soul and warrior and so is Aisha. My heart is with sweet Aisha and I love them both so much. Life is so damned unfair. 😭😭😭😭🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@sabrinar.3917]

I haven't even been a subscriber for a week yet, and I'm upset that your cancer has spread more. This drug better work because you are such a strong person & deserve nothing but the best in life!

[@mrsdiana324]

Kind of sad watching this with hindsite and knowing the out come of all her positivity such a brave girl

[@katkatviolinist]

I just miss you so, so much 😖 It's really not the same without you.

[@aplainjaneproduction8285]

Wish they could have cured her. She had such a zest for life and such a great positive, inspiring vibe

[@joannoriol6444]

If there is any doubt that the Lord sends Angels, just explain Aisha to me. Emily's angel as well as life partner. RIP Emily. Good luck Aisha. 🤘🏼

[@lynjones9339]

So sad this day Emily was so uplifted though all her Shit xx PEACE XX

[@thalia6731]

So bloody brave.

[@reberuth2335]

Miss you and your videos so much, hard to believe your gone😭😭😢😢

[@moeyruth8056]

RIP miss Emily. Your hair looks beautiful! A close bond between you and Aisha is so obvious!

[@desiderata333]

I will always love you and think of you fondly Emily. Love you. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🏽😭😭

[@nnicollan]

Watching these vids it's hard to understand she's gone.. :/ Very special person.

[@chanaminerich9579]

I understand what you're going through. I have leukemia and life is hard. Love watching you. You are inspiration to me.

[@MariaFernandazz]

I really hope you are okay

[@JillyBean1968]

This was a hard vlog to watch....I could feel your sadness as you were getting the news of your cancer spreading. 😭😭 You are such a Warrior.

[@michellemartin4847]

Wow Emily...I watch you and see my future path in your present life. It is unfair that cancer can be so devastating. I just lost my Dad two weeks before Christmas from bladder cancer. I have now lost five family members to cancer..various ones. It is now my turn... I was diagnosed with Malignant melanoma a year ago and had my first op. My lower right arm of all places..Put me out for six weeks. They found another one on my back six months later and had the same operation on that too. My next check up is in two weeks and I know I have more on my back with the itching and soreness. I also have been having sore lypmh nodes under my arm which at times they get hard and send pain to my groin. I hope your feeling better today and that the pain in under better control. I would love to email you to be a cancer friend....take care you special girl.

[@mariec6056]

How are you xxx

[@lauranorwar]

Hope you are doing well!!!

[@michellemartin4847]

@@lauranorwar have had a hard year but still fighting the fight... thank you for asking.

[@lauranorwar]

@@michellemartin4847 I’m so happy to hear that!! Thank you for responding!!!!

[@leslievanduzee9282]

It’s 2024, and l only found Emily about 5 months ago, long after she passed. I’m sorry I did not get to see you posts and follow her journey when she was here but her strength, fight, and beautiful personality and self is addictive. I draw strength from Emily’s strength. I’m amazed every time I watch her videos!

[@natsjourney6570]

Your such an inspiration em❤️ I shaved my head for cancer Macmillan back last year and raised over £200, I’ve never been so proud in my life, I hope you get better loveyou ❤️

[@Meemagolding]

Aisha’s love for you is so beautiful ❤️. UNCONDITIONAL ‼️ Emily I’m so glad the Drs. jumped on this quick! Already have your treatment going 💪🏻‼️ Sending lots of love ❤️

[@emmajoesbury6649]

Why does this happen to the best people. Honestly. We are all behind you Emily.❤️❤️

[@emilyb5617]

God this made me cry, like being told all over again for first time you have cancer. You've been fighting so much but don't let the wind blow out of your sails. Prayers and good thoughts your way.

[@lillsjul]

Tuesday, June 26, 2018, RIP

[@lynjones9339]

With you AISHA peace xx

[@mrsprincenelson5756]

I miss you Emily xxx RIP. Sweetheart x Aisha my thoughts and love remain with you as always! Such a gorgeous girl inside and out! This must have been so heartbreaking for Pittre her nurse xx

[@fayedavies3086]

My friend of 24 years died this past January of cancer he was 39 the last thing he said was Im not going to be o this earth for much longer I can feel it. he wanted to make it for WWE but he died at 4am on that day then i lost my dog the next day its been very hard but im happy they are out of pain now x

[@winterwitch9060]

This disease makes me so angry. Sending love to you Emily and to your lovely Aisha ❤️ beautiful girls always there for eachother 😍❤️❤️xxxx

[@karencurtis2697]

Ok girls just another day at the office for you guys 😘 Get that new routine sorted , extra hugs and cuddles on prescription for both of you . My one wish for you both, is that this battle is fought from ever side possible. The doctors, the drugs , The love ❤️ of your life of course A, family and friends and your Army of followers of which I am proud to be one of ...... love always guys xxx

[@olivedog1880]

She handled everything with such grace. Sure do miss seeing vlogs. Emily should be here. We need a damn cure

[@jimmyjohnstone7258]

Maybe more frequent scans are needed in patients with your history. The tumour has been bothering you for ages but no scans done before your holiday ?Hugs

[@amywarner7730]

You are amazing, I don't think I've ever met anyone like you! Your attitude tops it all. I wish you nothing but healing, love and life forever and ever. :)

[@likeastarbaby]

you're such an incredibly positive person, i cant imagine responding like that to the news that i had cancer. even later on, when the news was getting worse and worse, you were always maybe momentarily stumped but then a minute later you were getting mcdonalds or buying trainers with a smile on your face. your positivity is genuinely so inspirational. its so sad that i'm writing this to a ghost, but i thought i'd share anyway. R.I.P. emily x

[@bethanyrundle4470]

I miss you and your videos so much Emily. Hope where ever you are your at peace now. 😢

[@laurajeanbotha5321]

I feel so sad you suffered so much in the end but never complained. Miss ya 😢

[@paulhunter123]

she told the story of the fight and end of her life so well

[@Secular-Serenity]

You are so good at your videos, filming, editing, music, etc. I think about you each time I go to the gym. You and your girl are adorable.

[@leelak9763]

You go girl! Good for requesting scans without advocating for yourself sometimes things don’t get done. Although Peta seems like she is awesome and is the boss nurse.....pushing for scans early saved my moms life so far....chemo is brutal and not for the weak of heart....show that cancer who is boss!!!! Sending positive ju ju and best wishes from the frigid north in Canada. If you ever come to Canada Toronto I’ll be you and Aisha’s tour guide....xoxoxoxo

[@christinemurphy9709]

Miss your vlogs Em .RIP .. XX

[@Ukvideoclips]

The bone pain is the worst.

[@louisianna5524]

It's been awhile Em it's now 2023, and I miss you alot... Hope you're at peace now lovely and I hope I'sh is doing well with her little boy ❤❤

[@user-nn4sp1vw3s]

In 2016 i was in uk Cleo 😭😭and since than many died ....and they could not Arrest old criminals..🤮🤮

[@victoriaindigo]

I’m so glad Aisha is there for you❤️

[@dn351]

Emily, stay strong and keep fighting - we know you enough by now from your vlog to know you are a fighter. Much love from Frankfurt

[@julielynn86]

Awwwwwww......so so sorry! I will amp up my prayers starting now. Love you lots too Em!

[@dizzydaydream9647]

Gutted to hear this latest result from your CT but at least you know what you are dealing with. Got a new name for you..... awesEM (for Emily). That’s cuz you truly are. I’m humbled when I watch you and Aisha (sorry if I’ve spelt her name wrong) . She is an amazing support to you.....and she has fab taste in bags lol 🐭🎀👠. Wish I could wave a magic wand and make it all go away for you. My surgeon has found a lesion on my wrist bone and an old fracture that I had no idea about and I’m waiting for further investigations but I have a lot of pain so that’s not a good sign. You’re positivity helps me to stay optimistic. You have been a true inspiration Em.....you are awesEM. 😘

[@sarahj3842]

Miss you Emily....and your wonderful personality. X

[@Hamstercheeks100]

I’ve just found you and subscribed and spent pretty much my whole morning binge watching you. You’re amazing, your strength and positivity is is so admirable, also I know your struggling with pain and I can’t even imagine how you feel, but you look so well! Sending you so much love 💕

[@JAMANIJAMANI]

I love you too! you are still inspiring us all!

[@girly3848]

Keep strong Emily u got a very good support and u will get through it. Love watching ya videos sorry to here how long u have been going through this tough times. But we r all sending u our ❤️ and thoughts xx

[@sarag2809]

Love you Emily ❤️Keep on fighting and again sending love from all around the world 🌎

[@beckyisden330]

Sending positive thoughts your way Emily & Aisha ♡ xxx

[@geraldinemaigne8463]

You're doing exactly the right thing! Thinking of you lots, you and Aisha.

[@elliepyatt2130]

We are all here for you - so upset with this recent news but you are such a fighter - you'll get through this next challenge and out the other side - big love to you both - you are such an inspiration xxxx

[@helpmerhonda6101]

Oh man.....Keep fighting girl! You have so many of us behind you "hugs"

[@julieann5381]

Thinking of you Emily 💖 stay strong 💖 positive vibes 💖

[@clairecarey8004]

New treatment here you come ! Cmon ! So glad you have a strong network around you and your amazing Alisha 😘💕 you are just lovely together a real team Emily 👍 you got this ! Supporting you all the way lots of love xxxxx

[@hannahpowell]

Thank you for your brilliant vlogs Emily! Good luck with the new treatment, I hope that it works and the side effects aren’t too bad! Please tell Aisha that she’s amazing xxxx

[@sophiem137]

Oh Emily. Keep on keeping on. Forwards only. Big love x

[@Genevieve8002]

Love, love, love how Emily edited videos 😍💛. Tried it last year for the first time and it is not easy when you have no idea what or how to do it.

[@rrtvox]

You are so amazing. I watch all of your videos and always hoping the absolute best for you. You are such a strong and beautiful person. Keep going, keep loving life! Xoxo

[@khloewoodall8622]

Love you guys so much broke my heart hearing more 😪💔 Keep fighting the fight ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@marthacarrigan8349]

You are amazing. The Warrior !! An inspiration greater than you'll ever know to so many going through battles of their own. It's tough not being able work. Been out of the "rat race" myself for more years than I care to think of - Permanently disabled now. Keep your head up - that body moving ;) and you'll sail through this treatment with your lady by your side along with your friends and family 💞

[@ElaineSharon358]

She was so courageous 🌞

[@ellamarson3882]

Oh babe I know this happened months ago but I still want to wish you strength , encouragement and never ending hope ...your so brave gorgeous..much luv from oz xxx💖💖🌈..love to you both xxxxx

[@bariglassman9595]

You're such a fighter. I believe in you and support you 100%. Never give up my friend. Stay strong!

[@emmabeesley294]

Only just subscribed but watched your channel since you were in the documentary. Gutted for you about your latest news, but you CAN do this! You are such a strong person but also know it's okay to be pissed off n cry too. We are all with you on this journey, invisible hands holding yours xxx

[@nicolaboorman653]

I just wanted to say I love watching your video blog - so sorry for the bad news. I admire you so much - so positive and always thinking about others before yourself. You guys are such a lovely couple it makes my heart melt ❤️

[@gwynethgrove772]

Hang in there, great support from Aisha and your folks. Blessings to you both.

[@nancimedina]

Just like a workout,,,this will be a new routine for you. You are still working towards the same goal...making your body better! 💕

[@meshellrodriguez3772]

Sending prayers and lots of love ❤️

[@corinnayorke2422]

Hi Emily Happy that they have another treatment available and that you received it so quickly!! Just when you needed to hear good news! Sending love and prayers for for healing. Rest!! ❤️❤️

[@lcarterrrr]

Sending you both so much love ❤️❤️

[@sapphireweeks]

Love you guys💙 sorry for more bad news but hopefully this treatment will work 😘 sending hugs to you both

[@melaniebaran9121]

you 2 ladies are Amazing peace and love ♥

[@marynorman9380]

I agree with many others who have commented...it feels like you have become a good friend to all of us. So many people are praying for you. We all love you and Aisha very much. 🙏😘🙏😘

[@christinemurphy9709]

Aisha is such a lovely caring ,pure soul. So glad she is there for you Emily . Xx