Emma White - "Married Man" (Behind The Song)

[@Bo_D_Vine]

Wow... I haven’t even heard this song yet, but it’s the most impeccable timing, I have chills. I’ve been in a relationship with a married man for 5 years most of those years, I was under impression they were separated and only “playing the part” for family and financial reasons. I didn’t question it because he was with me on holidays and we went on two vacations every year. I was very public about my relationship with him. He even moved me into one of his rental properties to be closer to him. One day I woke up and felt very empty about who I was in my own life, I realized i only related to who I was to Andy. I was how Andy saw me and nothing more. He had just bought a 150,000 boat and he was fucking unbearable full of himself, he made me nauseous. It was pride on full blast and it was actually, a very much warranted emotion for him to have because he earned it. It’s what he set out to possess and he obtained it. I knew this meant a lot more than just that. It meant s whole new level standards in his mind considering how he accomplishes what he sets out to do and expects that from his audience. See that? I said audience, not friends and loved ones.. they’re either supporters in his greatness or he’s got no use for you.. I understood that and frankly agreed in his way of thinking. Because most people are just background extras in your life anyway. But what did that say about me? I thought long and hard about that I I didn’t like the answer so I pulled away. He evicted me and I’ll be homeless next month.. I’m not worried.. I’ll figure it out. Always have, always will. Now I’m going to listen to song and see what you wrote. I wonder if it will resonate. I just couldn’t be that wet, towel with a questionable smell tossed on the floor after he was done dumping his narcissistic waste in my body and polishing up his ego with my integrity another day. ... much love sister 💫🙏🦋💫🙏🦋

[@ericamontes6581]

Thank you for sharing ❤️