Opioid Tragedy: Inside the Fentanyl Crisis | Ten Dollar Death Trip | ENDEVR Documentary

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@corimitchell3268
@corimitchell3268 Жыл бұрын
My name is Cori Mitchell. I am the "Cory" .showing my tent.golfing, blowing bubbles. This was a true heart breaking video. I am now living clean, going to college to be a community support worker/ addictions counselor . We are all real people. Some of us make it some of us don't. I pray for all those still in the struggle. Peace and love to you all❣️
@micocyan
@micocyan Жыл бұрын
Pesce and love from Italy.
@y4s563
@y4s563 Жыл бұрын
I sat on those same step's . Smoked crack for many years . I hung out downtown all the time . I was lucky enough to have a roof to live under . Even though I worked through those times it was brutal spent everything on drug's . I left years ago ... Small town life and change in lifestyle helped me .
@UnderCultures
@UnderCultures Жыл бұрын
How can we help?
@corimitchell3268
@corimitchell3268 Жыл бұрын
@@UnderCultures just to acknowledge that we are in an epidemic is great. Support your local non profit societies and be kind to all. Thanks 🙏 PL&R
@faizhashmi7487
@faizhashmi7487 Жыл бұрын
Cory, you have no idea how much delighted i’m knowing you’re clean and going to college. I’m sure you will be a great addition to help better community as you’re genuinely a great human with a beautiful heart. Loads of prayers and respect for you beautiful lady.
@HandbagDiva
@HandbagDiva 3 жыл бұрын
That kid’s statement that he made the wrong choice ONCE & nothing since then has been a choice is so powerful. More young people need to hear this from people like him!
@andrewwright.
@andrewwright. 3 жыл бұрын
no...he forgot he has a choice. we all have a choice and we pick wisely each HR of every day....most people won't even notice the small things they choose. I choose to stop heroin nearly 20 years ago now...no dabbling at any point....was my choice..well...I had no choice...live or die...I'm still here.
@ladyscarfaceangel4616
@ladyscarfaceangel4616 2 жыл бұрын
@@andrewwright. The drugs blind us from actually seeing this though. If he truly believes that he doesn't have a choice, then he has already set himself up for failure. He is not ready. Mind & body have to sync up on that. Mind & body. 🧘‍♀️ That's something you can't force to happen. It just has to happen somehow. It'll take some longer than others. Many will die before getting there. It takes a big spiritual awakening of some sort to get there. Problem with that is, you can't feel your spiritual awakening when you're under the influence. It's a tricky thing that varies from person to person.
@ladyscarfaceangel4616
@ladyscarfaceangel4616 2 жыл бұрын
@@andrewwright. Congratulations though! I'm also a recovering addict. 20 years clean is amazing! ❤
@TrollingHistory
@TrollingHistory 2 жыл бұрын
Its bs tho he also said he has a 5yr old. I quit to be a dad. The father I wish I had. I did it 11yrs ago. Yes it was hard. Quitting the drug with substitute was easy. Cancelling my whole life to start again was the hard part. But was just glad to have my children around me. Until last lockdown their mom cheated then snatched the kids away after 3month and only now is my past a problem I have to wait till march to start the court process to see my kids its insane I know she's preying I slipped and went back to that world. But im still a father I just need to get through court. Ill sit on my own all day everyday waiting until that happens if needed. They will come and when they do ill still be the father they know. Although I missed a year now my youngest is 4 and breaks me. If I lose at court for whatever reason lies from ther mom and new rich boyfriend. I will spin out of control then. But not on drugs. Ill be going for his blood. Fact.
@Acefull-pl1iu
@Acefull-pl1iu 2 жыл бұрын
No, he's a typical addict. He blames it on one choice. There's a series of choices. You don't try one drug and then become addicted. You can like something and not do it again, that loser felt like he needed to do it over and over again
@annepoitrineau5650
@annepoitrineau5650 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for interviewing them in a compassionate and peaceful way. For understanding the pain. Spike has a beautiful face. He is intelligent. He needed help for the pain after the accident. I am so sad he did not get it and his life has become so hard.
@cynthiamartini8982
@cynthiamartini8982 Жыл бұрын
This is a terrible documentary as it doesn’t explain why this is happening in Vancouver. It does not hold the mayor and other politicians accountable: Watch “Vancouver is dying” to get a true account.
@guesswho5790
@guesswho5790 7 ай бұрын
I think it was great at telling the stories of addicts. But the fact still remains that using opioids during hospital stays is standard procedure... This crisis could have been avoided if they hadn't been interested in creating these highly addictive drugs in the first place and making them commonplace. I hope I never get into a major accident in North America for this very reason
@annepoitrineau5650
@annepoitrineau5650 7 ай бұрын
@@guesswho5790 Yes, I too hope this never happens to you. Some doctors were lied too and trusted big pharma, some were complicit in thee lies, some saw no alternative. There used to be non-opioid pain killers, but big pharma drove them out. (in France we had algocratine for terrible pain and Lysergid for bad migranes. Gone now.) "Fortunately" (in brackets because it limits my options if I get unbearable pain), I react with extreme vomitting, hallucinations etc with opioids (and gabapentin with is another really questionable substance). All the best to you :)
@daletydoodles3389
@daletydoodles3389 Жыл бұрын
I'm speechless. And heartbroken. When Ronnie was asked if there's hope and he said sometimes, but he didn't know what kind of future he was going to have. That he could die in the next 20 minutes. It's heart-wrenching. That was 2 years ago! I hope he is still alive and he has found a way out of his addiction. 🙏🏽
@Trinny1978
@Trinny1978 7 ай бұрын
I wonder about him too
@jewelz1517
@jewelz1517 5 ай бұрын
Me too😭😭 he really seemed ready for a change if just given a chance 😭😭😭
@sherisellars5129
@sherisellars5129 2 ай бұрын
Me too. I wanted to bring him home, make him soup, fix him. And there is no fixing it. They have to do it. Ronnie, I hope you are out there living your best life now.
@75Cee
@75Cee 16 күн бұрын
Same!!!!
@ForlornMiasma
@ForlornMiasma 3 жыл бұрын
This is probably one of the best opioid crisis-based documentaries that I've ever seen ...very humanizing..
@AM-vg2wq
@AM-vg2wq 2 жыл бұрын
It was very good 👍
@woundedsanity
@woundedsanity 2 жыл бұрын
So are the opiates
@1stGeorgiePie
@1stGeorgiePie 2 жыл бұрын
Humanizing? Are you serious? There is absolutely nothing humanizing about abusing drugs. Drug users cannot be regarded as anything real. Governments waste trillions of Dollars annually trying to 'help' them. Western nations have become spineless. There is NO discipline!
@phoneringphilip2342
@phoneringphilip2342 2 жыл бұрын
@@1stGeorgiePie lol youre literally the type of person that throws rocks at them junkies. You’re not a single bit „better“ then them. You’re full of hate, and you’re part of the problem and not the solution.
@xandercrews4729
@xandercrews4729 2 жыл бұрын
Oxyana is also very good.
@MNAZ480
@MNAZ480 2 жыл бұрын
My son is addicted to fentanyl and he lives on the streets. He’s been an addict for about 10 years. I’ve cried out all my tears. I know one day the call that his body has been found will come. I will be devastated but I don’t think I’ll be able to shed any tears. I’m numb.
@seekp2676
@seekp2676 Жыл бұрын
Prayers for you both, hope he gets through this addiction, its terrible 🙏
@AIConscience
@AIConscience Жыл бұрын
You're not numb, your pain is visible in all of your words, I feel with you as someone who had a similar situation with a family member (though not Fentanyl, but alcohol). In the end we have to accept, that you can't safe nobody lost already.
@UNVACCINATED20
@UNVACCINATED20 Жыл бұрын
If he wants to get clean, suboxone is a great alternative. He has to want to change.
@anamariamazzei1359
@anamariamazzei1359 Жыл бұрын
🤗
@danielhogg8305
@danielhogg8305 Жыл бұрын
If your son dies you will shed more tears because that is your son, never give up on your son. please, what ever bad he has done remember he has a disease that is so deep its in his bones. Self inflicted or not, you as a father have a duty of care to your boy. Please don’t give up on him 🙏
@alexlefevre3555
@alexlefevre3555 Жыл бұрын
Just under 22 months ago, I too was always one shot away from an OD. Treatment, a program, and acceptance of myself and my addiction is all that saved my life. I now sit behind a desk at a treatment center being a part of the community that saved my life. THERE IS HOPE.
@Synrgiii
@Synrgiii Жыл бұрын
MONEY
@EQOAnostalgia
@EQOAnostalgia Жыл бұрын
The Gospel For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved. He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God.
@carolynjones6524
@carolynjones6524 Жыл бұрын
Good for you
@mariela06012
@mariela06012 Жыл бұрын
Im proud of you, you got this! One day at a time!
@mike-kellydutkiewicz5991
@mike-kellydutkiewicz5991 Жыл бұрын
Same here...I was a heroin addict for 26 years...I started the MMT program and I haven't used in almost 9 years
@spikesgirl04
@spikesgirl04 8 ай бұрын
I really appreciate Sylvester’s honesty. Hope he finds a way to come through this.
@doughboy_notpillsbury6616
@doughboy_notpillsbury6616 Жыл бұрын
That drug dealer is honestly the most honest, straight up and down guy I’ve ever saw in these type documentaries. Most dudes try to brag and boast they got this and that, but he just telling it like it is.
@wildestcowboy2668
@wildestcowboy2668 Жыл бұрын
Ya but he is chewing something the whole time and that's usually a good sign of getting down.
@ThumperG
@ThumperG Жыл бұрын
@@wildestcowboy2668 that literally had absolutely nothing to do with what he said lol
@PaperRaines
@PaperRaines Жыл бұрын
Yooooo, I'm wondering over here how buddy feels so confident going on camera and laying out all his s*** like that. Usually they censor your face or something, nah, not the homey tho lol. This documentary has to be able to be used as evidence against him
@wildestcowboy2668
@wildestcowboy2668 Жыл бұрын
@@ThumperG has everything to do with it. He's clearly not telling the truth or holding out information
@ThumperG
@ThumperG Жыл бұрын
@@wildestcowboy2668 lol he clearly explained what fentanyl has done to their part of town, what it’s like, and explained in parts how he deals it in the area. What part did he lie about? Lol. Tell me what he said that you find so hard to believe, I’d love to hear it 🤣🤣🤣
@yummee4059
@yummee4059 Жыл бұрын
Spike seems truly like an amazing soul. Just lost. Amazing to hear how he is so proud of his son he raised. I hope he gets better.
@Lynkboz
@Lynkboz Жыл бұрын
RIP Gerald "Spike" Peachey... Born in '65, passed on May 10, 2021. I knew him personally, he was a great & real friend to have. Even tho it was entirely preventable, Spike's in a better place now.
@belencampossoler5188
@belencampossoler5188 Жыл бұрын
RIP
@livingood1049
@livingood1049 Жыл бұрын
​@@Lynkboz Oh damn,, his number came up huh..? At least he got out. One thing the squares certainly don't understand is even if you clean up life still sucks... Inequality and loneliness don't just go away when you sober up..
@nakedslayer6685
@nakedslayer6685 Жыл бұрын
@@DontPretendtoCarelmaooo we can all see your troll failing
@TeezyT_Sunrise
@TeezyT_Sunrise Жыл бұрын
KZbin Teezy T Phoenix. Song says it all
@stacy1541
@stacy1541 2 жыл бұрын
I lost my boyfriend of two years a week ago to fentanyl. I found out he was using again and kicked him out after going through this same cycle last year. He went to rehab, but secretly began using again. I couldn't have my children exposed to it. Two months went by after kicking him out and hes dead. I'm struggling to cope with the guit. He messaged me all the time begging to come home. I kept saying no. I love you Brian Laronge, I'm so sorry.
@carolechance6567
@carolechance6567 2 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss and I hope you can get over the hurdle of feeling guilty. It wasnt your fault I wish you well, you sound like a wonderful mum who loves her children and may Brian RIP
@upstatecommunications9031
@upstatecommunications9031 2 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss, Stacy. But you did the right thing to protect your kids.
@LilyElkind
@LilyElkind Жыл бұрын
Don’t beat yourself up over it because of a choice that he made. In some cases addiction wins the battle over people, and it’s sad. But don’t feel guilty for being a good mother.
@deannatibbs922
@deannatibbs922 Жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for your pain. This is such a very sad situation.
@tessadunkley5171
@tessadunkley5171 Жыл бұрын
😢 u made the right choice as a mother. I respect that. But i understand the guilt although its not your fault at all x
@Bobby_The_Cat
@Bobby_The_Cat 8 ай бұрын
This documentary is pulling all my heartstrings. Thank you to everyone who shared their stories and all the volunteers helping in any way they can.
@PastaSausta
@PastaSausta Жыл бұрын
The drug dealer is extremely honest. He’s just so transactional about the process. He says, “it’s your choice and I’ve got to make a living.” No matter whether we consider him good or bad, he’s not hiding anything. He told him he would die if he bought it.
@dn8443
@dn8443 Жыл бұрын
Exactly. He's not a lying slimeball like alot of them that lie to people just to get new customers. He just said I recommend don't do it. But if u gotta do it I can't stop ya. Not saying he's a good person by anymeans but he's struggling himself.
@LoriNicolls
@LoriNicolls Жыл бұрын
Imagine his death one day, when all the Souls he helped kill, meet up with him. What a difficult journey that will be. He has to experience each & everyone of their decisions, heartbreak & death through their eyes.
@TheWorld4all
@TheWorld4all Жыл бұрын
If he can make so much money from selling this poison then why is he homeless? This dude needs to be locked up.
@desolationtrees666
@desolationtrees666 Жыл бұрын
yeah man Iv done it but in Finland number 1 opioid is buprenorphine so I sold thatm here is no heroine no fentanyl..2years ago when I was using and selling I wish there were more profits and more high
@RandyPrice-ue2bl
@RandyPrice-ue2bl Жыл бұрын
At least hes honest 💯💯💯💯
@deborahskovgaard7179
@deborahskovgaard7179 Жыл бұрын
I was a heroin addict for years. That stuff came out and it scares me so much. I'm in recovery now. I've got 5 good clean years now.
@ENDEVRDocs
@ENDEVRDocs Жыл бұрын
congratulations! Awesome job and continued strength and perseverance!
@Jemombuurrrn2228
@Jemombuurrrn2228 Жыл бұрын
Congratulations that’s really awesome💪🏽
@LF-yd1hi
@LF-yd1hi Жыл бұрын
Wow, I wish you the best, congratulations 🙏
@cherubs5177
@cherubs5177 8 ай бұрын
Fantastic.. well done! This gives me hope in my heart. 💪🏼😊
@ash_chronic935
@ash_chronic935 7 ай бұрын
Proud of you, 🎉🎉 keep going
@Anthony_Spilotro
@Anthony_Spilotro Жыл бұрын
41:42 My heart sank for this poor guy. I was right where he's at in my late teens and all through my 20s. I was addicted to Opioids for 9 years , lost everything and everyone as my family had turned their backs on me. I too have a son who was a year and a half old when I started using. I could go on and on about the horrible things that happened to me through using including only being able to see my son when someone I didn't know stood by to supervise. I got clean on March 4th 2011 and I've been marching forth ever since!
@theoriginalbluey
@theoriginalbluey Жыл бұрын
I want you to know that's awesome how you got the strength and beat it. Keep on and never look back!
@Anthony_Spilotro
@Anthony_Spilotro Жыл бұрын
@@theoriginalbluey Thanks so much! I tell everyone..."If you really want it, you can do it.". You have to truly want it more than anything. I asked myself everyday, "How far are you willing to go to get clean?". Because I would walk 100 miles for dope.
@atipongcras
@atipongcras Жыл бұрын
You can be very proud of your achievement , much respect for your perseverance and strength.
@waynesilverman3048
@waynesilverman3048 Жыл бұрын
SMOKING F the same buzz as someone who injects normal heroin '?
@rayfabris2512
@rayfabris2512 Жыл бұрын
it sounds so familiar but keep it up I'm probably a little older I'm working on it and going to a clinic for help now I have to get off that stuff this is the year to do it
@issofsar
@issofsar 9 ай бұрын
My across the street neighbor just died from n accidental overdose. She was a suburban wife and mother to two young teenage daughters. I'm still trying to process this. Her daughters are all I can think of after I heard them screaming in the street.
@troylee4196
@troylee4196 8 ай бұрын
That's not an accident, she knew the risks as we all know drugs are killers
@mcondry8036
@mcondry8036 7 ай бұрын
@@troylee4196 they say accident meaning she wasn’t trying to kill herself. She was trying to get high. That’s what accidental in this statement means.
@samiak112
@samiak112 7 ай бұрын
​@@mcondry8036that is the dumbest thing I've ever heard...
@issofsar
@issofsar 7 ай бұрын
Accidental means non intentional. Get an education before commenting.
@juanpena2919
@juanpena2919 5 ай бұрын
@@samiak112why is it dumb to you? Because you don’t struggle with it?
@seevanmaroge
@seevanmaroge Жыл бұрын
I had a major opioid addiction after my accident in 2004. I got help from my wife and family and I have been clean since 2012, have two beautiful boys a house and two businesses. Don't ever give up, you are not alone in this. Reach out and ask for help, people are there to help and not to judge. Bless you all and have a wonderful life.
@amcurious5190
@amcurious5190 Жыл бұрын
What did they do?How did they help?
@seevanmaroge
@seevanmaroge Жыл бұрын
@@amcurious5190 They sent me to a rehab centre. I stayed for 90 days.
@theharshtruthoutthere
@theharshtruthoutthere 10 ай бұрын
@@amcurious5190 Easy way to stay sane, in a world where insanity runs ramped. BIBLE STUDY. 2 Timothy 2:15 Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth. Souls, come to CHRIST and: be healed, be guided, be saved, be protected.
@georgionw6554
@georgionw6554 2 ай бұрын
Congrats, you give us users hope. Its good you weren't around with this fentanyl bs.
@user-xm1od9nb1m
@user-xm1od9nb1m Жыл бұрын
Spike seems like such a sweet person. They all seem like such sweet people, it makes me sad they’re stuck in this path of life and that most ppl ignore it
@bluejetlightning8427
@bluejetlightning8427 2 жыл бұрын
The love between that couple was actually really touching, even through so much pain people find a way to love.
@ipeqi
@ipeqi Жыл бұрын
Perhaps the love for each other might help them both to drag themselves out off the streets. They have truly something to live for ... each other.
@solidrock7998
@solidrock7998 Жыл бұрын
It's not love. It's codependency.
@cowgirlqueen2636
@cowgirlqueen2636 Жыл бұрын
Speaking as a recovered opiate addict, that’s not love. That’s just a hostage situation. Misery loves company
@soitssharon
@soitssharon Жыл бұрын
I know made me cry
@Kronr
@Kronr Жыл бұрын
Yea they kinda weirded me out. I didn't find them cute at all lol....I've done alot of drugs thoa and understand.
@SlothEntertainment666
@SlothEntertainment666 10 ай бұрын
On 12/11/23 at the age of 22 my younger brother died of a fentanyl overdose. One of the biggest things that I wished happened that night was that he told me he was going to relapse so that I could help him if he needed it. However I do agree with what was said about people using being ashamed of it and that's why I feel he didn't tell me. I found him 5 hours after he passed and it was the single most traumatic event in my almost 25 years of existence. Please if you're using fentanyl I urge you to get help, if anything else make sure you have someone there to keep you safe. You are loved and you are wanted in this life.
@donnatoots
@donnatoots 7 ай бұрын
❤🙏🙌😪🫂
@dorismahoney1440
@dorismahoney1440 6 ай бұрын
Yes. Go to meetings or anyway u can get help. Pray. Jesus will help.
@juanpena2919
@juanpena2919 5 ай бұрын
I’m sorry for your loss
@ninettaflores7515
@ninettaflores7515 Ай бұрын
Sorry for your loss
@jasperdudek
@jasperdudek Жыл бұрын
One of the best documentary I have seen. Psilocybin saved my life. I was addicted to heroin for 15 years and after Psilocybin treatment I will be 3 years clean in September. I have zero cravings. This is something that truly needs to be more broadly used in addiction treatment.
@somella2
@somella2 Жыл бұрын
​@CesarBowservery sure of Mush_pharm
@luther350
@luther350 Жыл бұрын
A lot of people have testified about this and I really want to give it a shot. I put so much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety levels
@BekiLouis
@BekiLouis Жыл бұрын
The Trips I've been having have really helped me a lot,I finally feel in control of my emotions and my future and things that used to be mundane to me now seem incredible and full of nuance on top of that I'm way less driven by my ego and I have alot more empathy as well
@luther350
@luther350 Жыл бұрын
​@@somella2Does he make deliveries across the states??
@somella2
@somella2 Жыл бұрын
​@CesarBowserYeah. @mush_pharm
@C.kirk1287
@C.kirk1287 3 жыл бұрын
Spike is such a beautiful person and I’m praying for him and I hope he knows that sobriety is not out of reach 🙏🏽
@soitssharon
@soitssharon Жыл бұрын
his story touched me as well
@Secretservice709
@Secretservice709 Жыл бұрын
He passed away
@soitssharon
@soitssharon Жыл бұрын
@@Secretservice709 omg when did he pass was it an overdose Dam I was praying for him
@Secretservice709
@Secretservice709 Жыл бұрын
@@soitssharon Pretty sure something to do with Covid
@maryjoymary9433
@maryjoymary9433 Жыл бұрын
​@@Secretservice709 nice guess .. take a guess and hope I correct 🧢🧢🧢🧢 👑👑👑
@PastaSausta
@PastaSausta Жыл бұрын
Can we just stop and give a shoutout to those people out there everyday saving lives! Those people are doing an extremely tough and dangerous job, but they are out there doing it. It looks so easy, but they see a lot of terrible things out there, and ultimately, they don’t have to be out there doing this. There are many other jobs. I have upmost respect for them. Mad respect!!! ❤
@cynthiamartini8982
@cynthiamartini8982 Жыл бұрын
This is a terrible documentary as it doesn’t explain why this is happening in Vancouver. It does not hold the mayor and other politicians accountable: Watch “Vancouver is dying” to get a true account.
@juanpena2919
@juanpena2919 5 ай бұрын
It doesn’t look easy. It looks draining and defeating but yes I agree. Shout out to the people in the front lines trying to help
@marykate2336
@marykate2336 Жыл бұрын
This documentary is absolutely heartbreaking. We are all a life crisis away from this. I lost 2 very close relatives to drug addiction and it's something you never get over💔💔💔
@Matty_Ice87
@Matty_Ice87 Жыл бұрын
The saddest part of this is when the guy asked his girlfriend what she’d have done if he died and she said “ it would have crushed me”. It literally brought tears to my eyes… I 100% back that Clinic and what they are doing! They are saving lives and helping people in need. Love it! ❤
@plintdillion286
@plintdillion286 Жыл бұрын
Hollywood couldn't make a better scene.
@foxxx66
@foxxx66 Жыл бұрын
Those two have a great connection.
@Meowface.
@Meowface. Жыл бұрын
@@foxxx66trauma bonded
@sherunswithscissors
@sherunswithscissors Жыл бұрын
@@Meowface.Or in love?
@_t_f_
@_t_f_ Жыл бұрын
I’m crying rn that was too much 😭
@MartaAlternative
@MartaAlternative Жыл бұрын
Ronnie, I wish from the bottom of my heart that you will find a light in the tunnel, one big reason to fight to get a better life. You are a young handsome man, not everything is lost yet. You can live, you can be warm, you can love and be loved.
@tiffanyroseangeles34
@tiffanyroseangeles34 7 ай бұрын
Never know his future. He is smart that’s on his side! ❤🔮
@courtneystorrie8659
@courtneystorrie8659 7 ай бұрын
He's from my hometown unfortunately from what I can see on his Facebook he's still in the lifestyle. Makes me sad. So many of my friends have gone down because of the epidemic. Nanaimo really has no support and living there is a death sentence. It's why I left. I was close to dying because all we had to do there was "party". :(
@jeanninerachel5200
@jeanninerachel5200 5 ай бұрын
How is the Name of his Facebook??? I want help Him!!❤
@josephfroton2339
@josephfroton2339 3 жыл бұрын
I'm still recovering 25 years later. A real taste of addict life so accurately portrayed it brought me back to tears. Pharmaceutical grade heroin was used for decades in the UK to treat addicts in a similar manner portrayed here with great success. So happy to see this wisdom resurfacing in the world. Uninformed or just bad choices only lead to more & I wouldn't ever want to begin getting clean all over again. It does over time get so easy I don't even think about it. Thank you!
@HandbagDiva
@HandbagDiva 3 жыл бұрын
I wonder why recovering addicts watch things like this
@unglemergy
@unglemergy 3 жыл бұрын
stay up ☝
@ssjess2504
@ssjess2504 2 жыл бұрын
@@HandbagDiva probably to remind of the reason why they are clean and to stay that way
@queenratv115
@queenratv115 2 жыл бұрын
Same here 2/23/88 crack cocaine
@valmirdosreisnogueira1411
@valmirdosreisnogueira1411 2 жыл бұрын
@@ssjess2504 Real.
@michaeldoidge7530
@michaeldoidge7530 7 ай бұрын
I lost my brother to a fentanyl overdose he had just turned 33 a week prior and this documentary really shines a light about how addiction affects everyone and their families I hope nobody has to go through what I and so many other people have went through.
@LilRed65
@LilRed65 Жыл бұрын
My brother and I both overdosed on fentanyl laced heroin and I survived but he didn't. I struggle with feeling like it should have been me . But I'm in recovery now and learning how to cope with childhood trauma without numbing myself out. I miss him every day and I hope he is proud of me but most of all I hope he has found the peace that eluded him in life... RIP CHRIS 8/4/1972-9/9/2018
@youngtc7754
@youngtc7754 Жыл бұрын
Damn... I'm so sorry to hear about your brother's passing. I'll be praying for y'all 🙏🏽
@youngtc7754
@youngtc7754 Жыл бұрын
RIP to your brother
@LilRed65
@LilRed65 Жыл бұрын
@@youngtc7754 thank you my friend
@LilRed65
@LilRed65 Жыл бұрын
@@youngtc7754 thank you and may God bless you and your loved ones
@PastaSausta
@PastaSausta Жыл бұрын
So sorry for your loss. I’m so happy you are clean. I’m just sure your brother would be extremely proud. Stay strong..you’ve got this for life! I believe in you. I believe in you!!! ❤❤❤
@Code3forever
@Code3forever 3 жыл бұрын
I am in Stage 4 metastatic melanoma and there is no cure. I'm in hospice and have to use morphine, fentanyl patches and oxycodone constantly. What I wouldn't give to walk away from this cancer and live a few more years. These drugs help with pain but to use them to get high, is so sad. I was a policeman for 31 years and saw what opioids can do to people and saw how those suffering can be helped. What a sad commentary from both sides of the border.
@nocham4261
@nocham4261 3 жыл бұрын
Hope youre keeping well pal
@magster41
@magster41 3 жыл бұрын
Sorry to here about your state of health I hope you find piece with your time Sir
@HandbagDiva
@HandbagDiva 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your 31 years of service. I’m sorry for the state of your health.♥️
@Code3forever
@Code3forever 3 жыл бұрын
@@HandbagDiva Thank you...
@Katmandu29
@Katmandu29 3 жыл бұрын
I pray for a miracle for you from Jesus Christ to be healed. Xo ❤
@phantom4167
@phantom4167 Жыл бұрын
I miss my cousin, he overdosed and died of Fentanyl in 2019. He was so kind, had everything going right for him until he started doing Fent. He lost his girlfriend, then his construction company, then his house, then his van. Before we even knew he lost anything he was dead, in the span of 3 months he went from being a successful respected part of our community to another statistic. RIP 1991-2019
@edbovee2786
@edbovee2786 Жыл бұрын
so sad and the drugs keep coming still alchohol and tobacco kills more than all other combined and there legal
@Dana.Dane.Taurus.Gal.
@Dana.Dane.Taurus.Gal. Жыл бұрын
​@@edbovee2786Where'd you get your stats?
@817texaslotteryscratchoffs8
@817texaslotteryscratchoffs8 Жыл бұрын
RIP TO YOUR COUSIN
@Drummond.
@Drummond. Жыл бұрын
That's so sad hope your doing good, respect from uk fent isn't an issue in UK
@Noel_Boss
@Noel_Boss Жыл бұрын
I lost my son just over a year ago to an accidental fentanyl overdose 😢
@brownsuga16117
@brownsuga16117 8 ай бұрын
I was in Vancouver quite a few years back and saw this place. My friends took me down there to show me the struggle people have. I never saw anything like this, but it can happen to anyone. My daughter kicked a fentanyl habit. I smudge and pray for these addicts every day.
@Bailey21
@Bailey21 Жыл бұрын
Man the dude with tears in his eyes just really makes you feel it. You can tell he wants change with everything in him, but he just can't get past it. I hope he can get through it and turn around what he's done.
@jeltoninc.8542
@jeltoninc.8542 Жыл бұрын
If he wanted to change he’d man up and get sick and kick the habit. It’s the same as not picking up a weapon and going on a spree. CHOICES. These addicts lie to themselves because they’re too soft to face the real pain of dealing with life.
@EUROPAMusicOfficialChannel
@EUROPAMusicOfficialChannel Жыл бұрын
@@jeltoninc.8542 You're both right and wrong. I used to drink a lot and I was hooked. The cravings were very hard to ignore. I eventually did get sober, but I had to really push myself. Honestly, the negative body effects of alcohol were the best motivator to stop. The constant nausea, diarrhea, sleeplessness, sweatyness, foggy brain, tiredness, bloodshot eyes, lack of cleanliness, heartburn, hiccups, headaches, weight gain, and cost were the big things that helped me stop. I'd want to buy alcohol, but would remember all of those things and just stopped doing it. I was lucky. You are right that if people want to kick drugs, they can if they just do it. Sometimes they have to have something even worse happen to them for them to want to do that. So yeah it can be complicated.
@shaddy273947
@shaddy273947 Жыл бұрын
​@@EUROPAMusicOfficialChannel BEST BREAKDOWN EVER!!! CONGRATS O. YOUR RECOVERY KEEP.PUSHIN IM ACTUALLY TAKING NOTES SOUNDS LIKE ALL MY SYMPTOMS SMH😢 THK U
@nullkommanix9660
@nullkommanix9660 Жыл бұрын
Whar about NA Narcotics Anonymous?! To me it can work. ❤
@Synrgiii
@Synrgiii Жыл бұрын
YOU COULD HELP ME, BUT I BET U WOULDNT. I WILL BE COME THIS AND NO ONE WILL TRY TO STOP IT TILL ITS TOO LATE.
@laurence2824
@laurence2824 Жыл бұрын
These precious people are so astonishingly brave. Their dignity is quite humbling. I kept tearing up while watching this. I can't write any more - I'm lost for words. I just want to sit quietly for a moment and see if I can make sense of our world.
@youngtrapnyssa2964
@youngtrapnyssa2964 2 жыл бұрын
One year clean. I’m a 3rd generation addict on both sides of my family. Nearly everyone I knew has been or was on drugs. What started out as “poppin percs” turned into a sickening fentanyl & crack addiction for years of my life. I stared doing drugs when I was 12. Nobody noticed. I am now 21. I’m not saying this for “so sorry boo boo me” I’m saying this because addicts are hurting humans with often times painful pasts with trauma. Obviously that’s not an excuse, but if you can get past that and find compassion for them and humanize them. The people In these comments throwing shade on addicts under a video about awareness, heartache and loss could NEVER walk a mile in these peoples shoes. So please appreciate your addiction free life, because it can happen to anyone.
@warriorrob1
@warriorrob1 2 жыл бұрын
Well done mate. Hope your proud of beating this stuff. You deserve to be happy
@alexisrenee4214
@alexisrenee4214 2 жыл бұрын
10000%. These drugs have a dangerous hold over the users. Nobody wants to be an addict. Everyone deserves a chance to live their best life. Everyone matters. Good luck to you and your future endeavors! Super proud of your sobriety!
@katy9291
@katy9291 2 жыл бұрын
Well said. Bless you
@carmenl163
@carmenl163 2 жыл бұрын
It's nothing short of a miracle that you were able to break the cycle. I take my hat off to you. You're an amazing person!
@EdWard-ie5wn
@EdWard-ie5wn Жыл бұрын
Anybody can become an addict. But not everyone can overcome addiction. Congratulations
@PointBlankGuns-Ammo
@PointBlankGuns-Ammo 9 ай бұрын
Addiction is real. This could've easily been me. Thank God I made the right choice. God pls heal these lost souls.
@Nekozelda
@Nekozelda Жыл бұрын
This makes me think of my best friend. She’s in active addiction right now. Even though she’s trying to quit, it’s a struggle for her every day with the withdrawals. She hates everything about it. I think of her all the time.
@ritx_w0lfhxrd525
@ritx_w0lfhxrd525 11 ай бұрын
its been 7 months, i hope she’s okay now
@Social241ll
@Social241ll Жыл бұрын
I spent many years and countless days on the streets and you really do meet a lot of wholesome people who just lost their way, as did i at the time. Im so blessed to have made it out the struggle and pray for my brothers and sisters who didn't. It pains me every day. Thank you for shedding light on this community ✨️ at the end of the day we are nothing less than human.
@Becky-f8o
@Becky-f8o Жыл бұрын
Sometimes "it" happens that folks lose their Way and I have lost friends & neighbors 😔. Praying for chains to be broken 💔❤
@Social241ll
@Social241ll Жыл бұрын
@@Becky-f8o all blessings your way 🙏 ✨️
@FuckVirginMary
@FuckVirginMary Жыл бұрын
Did you have sex with other men to make money to support your drug habits when you were on the street? Are there a lot of straight men who sell their bodies to other men to make money to buy drugs? Are they willing to do anything to make money to buy drugs?
@maxryan9052
@maxryan9052 Жыл бұрын
My girlfriends aunt died of a fentanyl overdose this past year and the way its affected her and her family is so heartbreaking and its been a really tough experience to deal with even a year or so later. Your family loves you, your friends love you, please be safe.
@meditationovermedication
@meditationovermedication Жыл бұрын
I'm sorry for your loss. Depression and trauma are drivers of this drug. Not every addict has a loving, caring support system. Unfortunately, it doesn't matter who loves them because they do not love themselves. They are sitting in a very dark, isolated tunnel where their shame and guilt are too unbearable to sit with. Self love and self worth is what they need. Nobody can save us from ourselves except ourselves.
@Gokuhssj2
@Gokuhssj2 10 ай бұрын
I feel your lost. I know wonderful christrian church, God manifiest himself with miracles, prodigies. He talks with the people. He can ease your pain and find peace. Glad to send you more information.
@Paul_doherty-t6h
@Paul_doherty-t6h 2 ай бұрын
I started doing drugs since my teenage, got addicted to fentanyl for over 6 years. Also suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until a friend recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. This is something that really need to be use globally to help people with related health challenges.
@ENDEVRDocs
@ENDEVRDocs 2 ай бұрын
good to hear you doing good. Wow. What a journey. Truly impressive. Stay well and thanks so much for sharing.
@TrishEden-c1f
@TrishEden-c1f 2 ай бұрын
Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Australia don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏
@MartFrancis
@MartFrancis 2 ай бұрын
YES very sure of mycologist Predroavaro. This treatment worked for me too. Helped me get rid of my life long depression and BPD.
@ENDEVRDocs
@ENDEVRDocs 2 ай бұрын
@@TrishEden-c1f I can’t help you with specifics but i’m sure someone here can help. Good luck!
@FernandoSalinas-eq9oy
@FernandoSalinas-eq9oy 2 ай бұрын
Mushrooms are very medicinal. This is why anybody familiar with psilocybin and any other kind of fungi will tell you, "They are alive." They have a very ancient wisdom. To my experience, all mushrooms have always said, "Pay attention to your life. How you think, how you feel, and what will you do with the information that you always knew, but now are seeing in this point of view." This is why mushrooms are so respected in tribal cultures. This mental health treatment works for me too. Half micro doses do the trick for me. At least a few days at a time with lengthy time in between. Never addictive. Thank you for sharing this point!
@Lifeonrandom2
@Lifeonrandom2 2 жыл бұрын
We can judge Sylvester all we want, but it’s important to hear the raw truth and how devastating it is.
@andrewgarcia7199
@andrewgarcia7199 Жыл бұрын
It's the people who aren't so honest that people have to worry about. I think he's a good guy just trying to make it in a world that's extremely unfair, and cruel to so many.
@igorkreep
@igorkreep Жыл бұрын
Please explain to me, how is a drug diller showing his face to the journalists, like he's selling hot dogs? Something doesn't seem right to me...
@johnnybarraza9679
@johnnybarraza9679 Жыл бұрын
@@igorkreep it’s called living in Canada.
@Zinojn
@Zinojn Жыл бұрын
I used to have a little bit of empathy for drug dealers selling heroin but selling fentanyl these days… it’s literally guaranteed death
@brandymcevoy2481
@brandymcevoy2481 Жыл бұрын
​@@johnnybarraza9679 exactly!
@taylorleer2760
@taylorleer2760 Жыл бұрын
41:44 I hope this man got help. He is at his breaking point and you can see the hurt and hear it in his voice. I have never touched an opiate in my life but I see it every day as I work at a vape shop in a downtown area. It breaks my heart seeing people like this
@ebeneezerscrooge2942
@ebeneezerscrooge2942 Жыл бұрын
Yeah man. Hope he finds health and happiness. I was him, 8 years ago. Change is possible. I hope he finds it. Seems like a good soul stuck in an evil cycle.
@airr6434
@airr6434 Жыл бұрын
Never that’s a lie buddy cuz somewhere along your life hospitals use it for pain so to say never um that’s a stretch you just didn’t know it!
@monicagil9813
@monicagil9813 11 ай бұрын
@@airr6434some people refuse pain meds at hospitals even some women refuse epidural for birth. So someone can say never.
@User_92020
@User_92020 10 ай бұрын
💯
@smurfmonster
@smurfmonster 10 ай бұрын
His plight hit me hard! I pray he’s alive, clean and well 🙏🏻
@sample.text.
@sample.text. Жыл бұрын
My introduction into opiates came through a bad car accident that left my hip shattered. This was before the Fentanyl days, where i was snorting Oxy's and graduated into getting heroin for a cheap fix when my meds would run out. I had enough awareness to know that i had to make a drastic change in order to save my life. So i left everything and everyone behind in order to save myself. 3 days of traveling on withdrawal after quitting cold turkey was not a pleasant experience, i assure you. Luckily i can now say i am coming up on 15 years clean and sober.
@edwardwright2989
@edwardwright2989 Жыл бұрын
Yeah ok, thats normal to snort "oxys". You were already an addict. Blah.
@sample.text.
@sample.text. Жыл бұрын
@@edwardwright2989 What does this comment even mean? What are you talking about Edward?
@VoiceForTheSilenced
@VoiceForTheSilenced Жыл бұрын
@@edwardwright2989 He acknowledged he was an addict. How about a little support for someone that was able to overcome addiction. Happy to hear you got clean!
@myphd-myprisonhistorydiplo691
@myphd-myprisonhistorydiplo691 Жыл бұрын
You are a warrior!! I am so happy to read of your recovery!! You are a miracle
@Mountain_Mamma
@Mountain_Mamma 2 ай бұрын
Praying for all of those suffering from this disease. You are worthy. You are loved and have people who really miss you!
@roxanneservaddiso9853
@roxanneservaddiso9853 2 жыл бұрын
42:57 “I’m lost”,- that statement broke me. Just broke me. That’s about it. If you want to know what it’s like, you feel lost in the dark, but the light or map to find your way back home, it feels as though it will never come.
@justintime753
@justintime753 Жыл бұрын
I couldn't even begin to see the light at first. That's why you need someone to hold it for you in the beginning and remind you its there.
@likmijnreet4542
@likmijnreet4542 Жыл бұрын
he's lost? Meanwhile a few yards away there's a clinic that gives out free, clean drugs, if he only bothered to go there.
@rosalinks8420
@rosalinks8420 11 ай бұрын
@@likmijnreet4542this is so scary
@rosie6
@rosie6 2 жыл бұрын
Literally crying rn. That dude at 42 minutes just broke my heart… he’s a good person damn
@scribeslendy595
@scribeslendy595 2 жыл бұрын
For real. I've never seen someone so clearly illustrate the heart of true addiction: you know the root of the suffering, but by that point you're often powerless
@donnadavis3301
@donnadavis3301 2 жыл бұрын
That young man is my son. he has a beautiful heart and a relentless addiction.
@scribeslendy595
@scribeslendy595 2 жыл бұрын
@@donnadavis3301 you can easily see what a beautiful heart he has, addiction be damned. His genuineness leaked from him during his whole interview, and his words deeply effected me when watching this documentary. I truely hope he finds a way to permanent recovery; my best wishes to you both.
@donnadavis3301
@donnadavis3301 2 жыл бұрын
@@scribeslendy595 Thank you for your kind words!
@leeriches8841
@leeriches8841 2 жыл бұрын
@@donnadavis3301 why isn’t he with you?
@TheRealRCSparks
@TheRealRCSparks Жыл бұрын
Thank you for this video, it was very educational and gave me a different view of whats happening. This is a valuable documentary
@ENDEVRDocs
@ENDEVRDocs Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much! Very happy you found it gave you a broader perspective. That’s the intention. You got it. That’s awesome.
@jonmacuto8251
@jonmacuto8251 Жыл бұрын
why used drugs, i dont understand why they using it.😢
@gethelp6271
@gethelp6271 Жыл бұрын
@@jonmacuto8251 because they are addicted. They will get sick if they don't keep taking it. Why did they start to begin with? most common answer- masking trauma symptoms.
@daveyboy8907
@daveyboy8907 Жыл бұрын
Our governments are who is distributing this.
@TheCutiePatrol
@TheCutiePatrol Жыл бұрын
@@jonmacuto8251 they're in pain, they use to cope with the struggles and pain of life. i have lost friends to crack and heroin, not through death but due to me not being a user, it absorbs all the pain but it also absorbs your soul and humanity, it makes them a shell of who they were and the only way to get them back, is for them to get help, then getting clean. the services that do get provided, refuse to help users, meaning they are stuck in a cycle.
@feliciafuehrer3838
@feliciafuehrer3838 7 ай бұрын
Recovering opioid addict here. In recovery for 8 years. Do we know where Ronnie is and how he is? I wish I can help these souls... I know how devestatingly hard it is. To every addict reading or watching this... you can find recovery, you are a beautiful soul and you can heal and your life is worth so much... please don't give up...
@faith5401
@faith5401 5 ай бұрын
" THE LORD BLESS YOU AND KEEP YOU WELL ". ✝️👑 JESUS saved my life in a car accident, n healed my c4,5 neck fractured. I hv encountered many Miracles in Him. I Love Jesus, my Savior till my very last breath. ♥️♥️♥️✝️
@murphman9090
@murphman9090 4 ай бұрын
Ronnie is now in Kamloops bc
@phigdon3
@phigdon3 Жыл бұрын
Brought tears to my eyes and an ache in my heart. For 35 years I worked with addicts trying to help them find a better life. At age 57 I became seriously physically disabled no longer able to work or even help train new therapists. It was my life for about 35 years and I seriously miss being able to do it now. Most of the time I'm just stuck in my chair. I sleep in it as I can not sleep well in a bed. I was able to teach music and perform in coffee houses for a few years after I couldn't work a regular job. I made enough for gas and new strings to at least enjoy my hobby then that ended in 2017 as the medical problems progressed. I hate not being able to help people like I started doing as an undergrad even before I went to grad school for a degree in clinical psychology specializing in addiction treatment. There's a serious need for treatment folks and I don't believe there are enough who really care. I saw the folks trying to help in Vancouver knowing there still aren't enough. I understand the trap of opioid addiction.
@sassi7966
@sassi7966 Жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry to hear about this but I'm so happy you were able to reach out and help others when you could. I know the feeling of being left out and alone. I'm 47 with health problems and mainly confined to my flat. Getting results on tests for cancer tomorrow. This makes me realise how precious life is! Just to see another sunrise or springtime and cuddle with my cats! I hope you'll be OK. Stay positive! 🙌
@EoCEoCEoC
@EoCEoCEoC Жыл бұрын
Ronnie "It's not living man it's dying". Saddest monologue in the whole movie. Ronnie is so eloquent. Obviously a smart guy.
@damn_jaz9895
@damn_jaz9895 Жыл бұрын
Yep, and he has a child too. Hope the man overcome his problems, he's a good person. Shame on vancouvers insittutions
@CandyKoRn
@CandyKoRn 9 ай бұрын
He does seem very smart! So sad. :(
@tiffanyroseangeles34
@tiffanyroseangeles34 7 ай бұрын
Wish he got out of East Hastings scene. I get he’s been thru a lot of trauma” in life?…..just a observation bc I have as well. I’m wondering this programme on site ) would really help Ronnie …give him a chance to be better one step forward
@tiffanyroseangeles34
@tiffanyroseangeles34 7 ай бұрын
No crimes no ODS ……sounds like a step forward to me for the worst addicted.Everyone deserves a second chance. Think, if it was your child your gf bf whoever you love ,care about. They deserve a second chance.
@foodrhymesandlife
@foodrhymesandlife 6 ай бұрын
@@tiffanyroseangeles34 He's actually from Nanaimo, and that interview was shot in DT Nanaimo.. I've seen him down there before. Nanaimo has been decimated as well.
@jaysouljohnson5150
@jaysouljohnson5150 3 жыл бұрын
I can relate to my brothers and sisters who struggle with addiction. I was one of them. Im now in a MAT program.(medically assisted treatment) The truth is,It doesn't work for everyone. Neither do 12step programs. What does make a difference... education,understanding,compassion and a little love. I hope those that want it,find sobriety. The young man that said he made a bad decision once and after that its not a decision,was right. My name is Jason and I'm a addict....but I'm also your brother.✌
@unglemergy
@unglemergy 3 жыл бұрын
bless your heart my dude
@calvinbarron2870
@calvinbarron2870 3 жыл бұрын
How many mg are you on ?
@Iheart2cook
@Iheart2cook 3 жыл бұрын
Hi Jason. May Jesus Christ bring you comfort and strength. You got this.
@jaysouljohnson5150
@jaysouljohnson5150 3 жыл бұрын
@@calvinbarron2870 12mg
@hellotrump2024
@hellotrump2024 2 жыл бұрын
You are so right .......12 step programs may not work for everyone. Please dont give up and find something that does. God be with you on your recovery journey!!!
@2012evolution
@2012evolution 8 ай бұрын
People are treated like trash when they are defeating a mental illness. They are beautiful souls.
@gregoryunderwood4121
@gregoryunderwood4121 Ай бұрын
Self inflicted!
@HarryFlashmanVC
@HarryFlashmanVC Жыл бұрын
I can relate to Spike's situation. Physical injuries like that, over the age of 35, take a long and very painful road to recovery. Im lucky though, because I live in the UK I was allocated a specialist pain management team, who I still see 12 years post trauma. The medication has changed from morphine to Oxycodone and tramadol with Naproxen for the arthritis i have now developed, and which Spike appears to be wracked with. I am dependent on these medicines to alliw me to live a normal, productive life. The NHS in Edinburgh, Scotland started to take this approach because people who were not given sufficient controlled pain relief for chronic injuries and illnesses, were self medicating. I'm a senior executive with a successful career. I am disabled and in constant pain but because I have the support of a specialist team, I have a life.
@lynseyadams6584
@lynseyadams6584 Жыл бұрын
No disrespect meant, but we hear that Scotland has the worst drug problem in Europe. Is that the case? Hopefully nothing like as bad as this heartbreaking documentary shows. You were lucky to get assigned a specialist, not everybody in the UK can even see a GP when they need to, let alone get referred.
@JudeTheYoutubePoopersubscribe
@JudeTheYoutubePoopersubscribe 8 ай бұрын
Try medical cannabis. A lot of people are able to come off opiates with it.
@csanton3946
@csanton3946 3 жыл бұрын
I subscribed on Endvr due to its finance and economics documentaries, but this channel has been my eye openeron other pressing issues, thechannel filters out the best documentaries with the purposes of educating others on the crisis here on earth
@unglemergy
@unglemergy 3 жыл бұрын
oh ok eye opener
@gravity3268
@gravity3268 3 жыл бұрын
As an ex addict, I'm honestly glad my old "friend" snitched on me, not because he cared about me, he did it for his own reasons, but since it was basically entrapment, I didn't get much time, but my life changed for the better after that. I said I'd never do heroin, let alone be convicted for selling Carfentanil.
@kevo1978
@kevo1978 10 ай бұрын
Wow! That look between Steven and his missus when he asks her what she would've done if he had died was pure intensity man. The love she has for him must be astronomical.
@veeAye301
@veeAye301 5 ай бұрын
I wish I had someone to love me like that
@Sina-n9n
@Sina-n9n 4 ай бұрын
I thought exactly the same thing, and I also thought: love can really develop everywhere, whether you live on the street or your appearance doesn't meet the mass taste of others --- everywhere! And vice versa, some people seem to have it all, a big home, money, great looks -- and never find anyone who looks at them with such (such!) an intense look.
@1398go
@1398go 2 жыл бұрын
That intro statement of that guy expressing “the tunnel getting smaller and smaller and smaller, and then you’re dead”, made me get just .0009% idea of what he goes through.
@andrelouis9422
@andrelouis9422 Жыл бұрын
I hate to say this but that actually doesn't sound too bad. Kinda reminds me of when I fall a sleep. Seeing people overdose though does not look as nice or as easy as the tunnel closing analogy he used. But then again if the people have no idea they are overdosing, it doesn't sound like the worst way to die.
@EdWard-ie5wn
@EdWard-ie5wn Жыл бұрын
They basically just suffocate. They're totally unconscious tho.
@Jayden500k
@Jayden500k Жыл бұрын
@@andrelouis9422 true
@sylvaindescoteaux4208
@sylvaindescoteaux4208 Жыл бұрын
To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life. 🙏
@SG-oh2hr
@SG-oh2hr 5 ай бұрын
God Bless you.!!🙏
@Sophie-xu6mo
@Sophie-xu6mo Жыл бұрын
This actually blows my mind. To be honest I always thought that those people are crazy but in the end almost all of them are actually so kind hearted and friendly .. it’s sad what they went through they could’ve endet up so successful.
@ProbotX-eo5ln
@ProbotX-eo5ln Жыл бұрын
Well, life is a choice! Unfortunately, it is what it is......
@VonDutchNL
@VonDutchNL Жыл бұрын
Some of them ARE crazy.. and some of them aren't. These are just human beings like everyone.. just made bad choices in life.
@Stefannikolov-fk9ll
@Stefannikolov-fk9ll Жыл бұрын
​@@VonDutchNLthey are all crazy drug people
@barrybarnes96
@barrybarnes96 Жыл бұрын
@@ProbotX-eo5ln Let me guess, you lived a sheltered life.
@Lone_Wolf21
@Lone_Wolf21 Жыл бұрын
Trust me they aren’t all Kind hearted I got attacked mugged and bear sparyed by one near East Hastings
@BigDawgJ92
@BigDawgJ92 6 ай бұрын
I’m 30 now and Ive lost So many friends I’ve known my whole life since childhood gone, so many friends I’ve met an known for 5yrs,10yrs, 15yrs gone, extended family members gone, all from overdoes from Fentanyl smh. The most devastating part is all them are 30 and younger and their parents have to bury their children and are out living their kids and now have to carry that pain with them into their 2nd half of life and will never be the same. I have a 7 yr old son and I can’t imagine anything bad happening to him. I pray for anyone still in active addiction and tell you there is still hope and you can overcome, also for parents or anyone who has unfortunately lost a loved one behind and overdose. Amen
@tarable7778
@tarable7778 5 ай бұрын
My 27 year old does coke she calls it snoot, I am so afraid that she will get a tainted line and be gone from me forever. She thinks I’m overreacting and she will be fine, but No One can know except the creator of that batch what is in it. I pray a lot!
@Davido50
@Davido50 4 ай бұрын
❤ 💯 🙏🏻 ❤ 🙏🏻
@davinastanton3865
@davinastanton3865 4 ай бұрын
​@@tarable7778 My thoughts are with you. I know your pain sweetie. Love from Scotland. ❤
@musicfreak8550
@musicfreak8550 Жыл бұрын
Imagine you need to take fentanyl to feel the warmth of one big hug or the feeling to be in a warm place. It's easy to judge this book by it's cover but the story shows a lot more and much of it is pain. Great documentary. Hope some users get a new chance in life.
@ENDEVRDocs
@ENDEVRDocs Жыл бұрын
i hope so too. I really do. Nice comment btw - thank you
@musicfreak8550
@musicfreak8550 Жыл бұрын
@@ENDEVRDocs you're welcome.
@musicfreak8550
@musicfreak8550 Жыл бұрын
@Rifle Eyez Well said.
@musicfreak8550
@musicfreak8550 Жыл бұрын
@Rifle Eyez just keep going. Never give up and stay strong.
@zzzz-sf5lr
@zzzz-sf5lr Жыл бұрын
Yeah it's a sad story
@zachhilton9481
@zachhilton9481 Жыл бұрын
I am a fentanyl addict myself and it completely devestated every part of my life. Its grip was so strong I could never get off it without Suboxone. Ive been clean from fentanyl for 3 years. I have instead been taking Suboxone which I know isn't good but its been the only way for me to have a stable life...
@maswazidlamini2189
@maswazidlamini2189 Жыл бұрын
My bro good luck quitting everything and trying to stay clean. I wish you well
@Carolinagirl1028
@Carolinagirl1028 Жыл бұрын
IMO nothing wrong with Suboxone. I have a close friend that it's the only thing that has ever helped her to truly quit her addiction. Suboxone gives people a chance to stay clean, work on themselves, and best of all build a life. In time people can slowly stop taking Suboxone. Even if by chance they aren't able to taking a prescribed medication surely beats living, and likely dying, addicted to Fentanyl. Best of luck to you! Don't ever feel bad about doing whatever helps you stay out of a life of addiction.
@likmijnreet4542
@likmijnreet4542 Жыл бұрын
when they asked that one guy to describe the effects of fentanyl, he just spoke of some tunnel vision effect. it didn't even seem to feel that good. So why chose that over heroine, I wonder?
@seanyboy07
@seanyboy07 Жыл бұрын
One day at a time …
@jasonellenberg3261
@jasonellenberg3261 10 ай бұрын
​@@likmijnreet4542that guy is exaggerating for the camera he's an idiot don't listen to him everything he said was nonsensical
@Alex-k4k2g
@Alex-k4k2g Жыл бұрын
Excellent piece of material right here. I myself deal with addiction. Everyone can only be strong for so long. No one is safe. One must be vigilant.
@paullynch7672
@paullynch7672 Жыл бұрын
How are you doing nowadays??? I watched this vid & kinda blu my mind how big this problem is over here,, anyways keep on trucking dude 👍🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🤘
@Psm-00
@Psm-00 10 ай бұрын
I don't think ppl get that. Getting clean is easy, staying clean and maintaining it, is very hard
@shemekacoombs3908
@shemekacoombs3908 Жыл бұрын
Young man in the Golden State jersey broke my heart 😢 I pray just one person reaches out and connects with him , supports him through this nightmare and never gives up on him I’m praying for him that he gets clean for himself and his baby boy ❤ He seems like such a sweet soul ❤❤
@Davido50
@Davido50 4 ай бұрын
NJ for life ❤ 💯 🙏🏻
@fandangoyo
@fandangoyo 3 жыл бұрын
I watch a lot of random documentaries on this platform and this is a standout! Well done.
@shanestahl2771
@shanestahl2771 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you to all those who volunteer and work in this industry. You're all saints and we appreciate you more than you know
@aaronkonstantine2794
@aaronkonstantine2794 2 жыл бұрын
U should see Honduras, Venezuela, Columbia, supplying the US
@andrewgarcia7199
@andrewgarcia7199 Жыл бұрын
💯💯💯
@ilovecops5499
@ilovecops5499 Жыл бұрын
NAH, ITS CHEAPER TO LET NATURE TAKE SITS COURSE AND LET THOSE GUYSY HAVE LOTS OF FUN DOIGN WHAT THEY DO BEST
@GraceConwayGracie
@GraceConwayGracie Жыл бұрын
im 5 months sober... I never thought I would make it out... 5 years of my life will forever be a traumatic blur, but God am I thankful to be here today...
@tormentedsoul906
@tormentedsoul906 Жыл бұрын
@zosiazaremba7479
@zosiazaremba7479 9 ай бұрын
I hope you're still there my friend ❤
@GearShifter925
@GearShifter925 28 күн бұрын
Being part of a work to SAVE LIVES.... is a great step she took. 😊👍🏻
@katyperryfan1001
@katyperryfan1001 3 жыл бұрын
Ronnie it’s not to late to change your life!!!! Seeing him cry made me cry. I hate drugs.
@donnadavis3301
@donnadavis3301 2 жыл бұрын
you know my son?
@aeon5785
@aeon5785 2 жыл бұрын
I feel so sorry for that guy.. The one with the 5 year old son. I hope he manages to get out. I wish that to all the other people who are in a similar situation. May God give you the strength 🙏
@jeltoninc.8542
@jeltoninc.8542 Жыл бұрын
I feel sorry for his son. Jesus.
@ladyblueamb
@ladyblueamb Жыл бұрын
just lost my brother to fentanyl in percs . I pray for everyone who is struggling with addiction or has loved ones who are struggling with addiction. May you all get through this and may you find help through your hard times. Amen 🙏🏼
@ganrimmonim
@ganrimmonim Жыл бұрын
I am so sorry for your loss.
@nataliearellano9665
@nataliearellano9665 Жыл бұрын
im 13 and i od on percs with fent.. this is rlly making me count the chance i had but im so sorry this happened to you all you can do now is try to help anyone else with much love
@ladyblueamb
@ladyblueamb Жыл бұрын
@@nataliearellano9665 thank you so much and please , please, please stay away from them they are not worth your life. My brother got hooked at age 43 when he got injured at work in construction. He then started to buy them off the streets . I never thought he would ever become a drug addict but between my dad dying of cancer in 2020 and then my brother being forced into early retirement he became depressed and addicted. He just stop going to the doctors and started taking street percs. I didn’t recognize the person who he became. You have your whole life ahead of you. Now show the world why GOD saved you and live your best life.
@katelynlajune9907
@katelynlajune9907 7 ай бұрын
I appreciate the dealer being so open and honest about everything .
@asullivan4047
@asullivan4047 6 ай бұрын
Now we know that the ingredients arrive from Beijing China. See the connection between their sending this drug here to destroy the young people. Then slowly take over this nation of alcoholics & drug addicts.
@LetsBeCivilShallWe
@LetsBeCivilShallWe Жыл бұрын
My mother had multiple myeloma, rheumatoid arthritis, and lupus. She had every type of pain medication but only new (at the time) fentanyl “lollipops” or transdermal patches helped. This had to be 20 or so years ago. I had to be trained on how to administer them, show ID to pick it up, double glove at all times, was given and required to keep it all in a pharmacy provided lockbox _and_ *we* had to be routinely drug tested. The doctors had me petrified of it but these poor people are addicted to it now. It’s so stunningly sad to see.
@annabelkeith8167
@annabelkeith8167 Жыл бұрын
I have so much empathy and compassion for all those affected, Arthur’s story really broke me. I hope he breaks free from his addiction. X
@Kenny-zilla
@Kenny-zilla Жыл бұрын
psilocybin-containing mushrooms are being researched for their potential benefits in treating depression, anxiety, PTSD, and addiction
@JohnnyBlake124
@JohnnyBlake124 Жыл бұрын
Microdosing with shrooms can be appealing,It's important to prioritize safety in your search for reliable options. If you're determined to explore this, consider reaching out to online communities, or medical professionals on sourcing and safe usage
@user-Jamesw
@user-Jamesw Жыл бұрын
Sure, Snell is good at it
@Medy552
@Medy552 Жыл бұрын
Microdosing effectively eased my depression, feeling that psilocybin's illegality is a humanitarian concern
@Robert-Estell
@Robert-Estell Жыл бұрын
Is he on Insta?
@Foxy-Gale7
@Foxy-Gale7 Жыл бұрын
Sincerely Dr. Snellmycol Microdosing has been my personal savior. A small amount works wonders-just a cap or two keeps me balanced all day. It's like clearing the mind and refreshing the soul.
@ThomasJeppesen
@ThomasJeppesen Жыл бұрын
Fantastic documentary! I love that people were so open and willing to share their story. Very heartbreaking, though
@mamashanshan2772
@mamashanshan2772 Жыл бұрын
I lost one of my nieces last year from this. Her friend, he survived, he’ll forever have heart issues and other health issues, so grateful he made it. Sadly, heard of some others that use it, when’s this next call going to be?
@mamashanshan2772
@mamashanshan2772 Жыл бұрын
To the dealer, thank you for being so honest. You helped me understand a lot. It’s so unbelievable how easy it is to buy ! Had no clue, you truly brought honesty to an awakening. Meanwhile, I’ll pray no one more has to go through this next call of someone. He made an honest statement, from my hands to theirs, & yes, it is up to ones that make choices, obviously however, it’s addictive. Interesting also how government won’t allow prescription meds , etc. I can see this vicious cycle... absolutely.
@waynesilverman3048
@waynesilverman3048 Жыл бұрын
I've seen many drug dealers on programs like these but some hid their face ,they must get paid for the interview or they might show off and say 'see me on tv the other night !?'
@powerwise234
@powerwise234 Жыл бұрын
He's an actor.
@jeltoninc.8542
@jeltoninc.8542 Жыл бұрын
Lady you seem to be living in LaLaLand
@haileennevsmom09
@haileennevsmom09 Жыл бұрын
@@powerwise234 no hes not
@user-mb9pt6rq5q
@user-mb9pt6rq5q Жыл бұрын
@@haileennevsmom09 lol you probaly not from Van drug dealers around here aren’t homeless 😂
@ShaySovaOfficial
@ShaySovaOfficial Жыл бұрын
The guy in the golden state jersey made me cry. I really wish this country took mental health more serious and could help these poor people. Most drug addicts have so much trauma and mental health issues. That's what's at its core. It makes me so deeply sad.
@FortMetallica
@FortMetallica Жыл бұрын
The man and his lady I thought were very intriguing in this documentary, particularly when he asked her what she would have done if he overdosed. Shows that many in those alleyways don’t have friends or family, and when they do they take life very seriously all of a sudden. All in the meantime gambling their own life with this drug and fully aware of it. Shows you just how powerful this addiction is and how it’s able to easily disassemble one’s entire identity.
@craigwhite4240
@craigwhite4240 3 жыл бұрын
This was a hard one to get thru..the tears that came out of me,from the pain you can feel from the people in the video. I am very thankful for the people who help and saddened of what it has all turned into.
@lannabryanna
@lannabryanna 3 жыл бұрын
It's truly heart breaking
@unglemergy
@unglemergy 3 жыл бұрын
i lost a lot to this junk. love your brothers.
@theroldan8675
@theroldan8675 3 жыл бұрын
USA is paying his debt to the unniverse for what they DID and STILL do to colombia. People in colombia died massacrated by your paramilitary friends... and you are DYING by the drugs of colombia. real talk! is somehow sad seeing all those blonde blue eyed decimated by chems
@joshtarzia7022
@joshtarzia7022 3 жыл бұрын
@@theroldan8675 what are you talking about
@theroldan8675
@theroldan8675 3 жыл бұрын
@@joshtarzia7022 You (North america) got what was coming to you...
@superdavessubiandmore823
@superdavessubiandmore823 Жыл бұрын
I'm glad this shot wasn't around when I was on pills for 7 years. It's a nasty cycle and a very hard one to get out of. Last my home, my job and almost my family. Luckily I never had any legal trouble along the way. I went into a instacare and met a doctor that would change my life forever and I will never forget him.
@smlvcfncst
@smlvcfncst Жыл бұрын
This documentary is so well designed and produced that the sad reality it depicts seems like a dramatic movie, and yet is not. Thank you for showing the humans behind the stigma.
@BigMidge86
@BigMidge86 Жыл бұрын
Yeah I liked the part where they interviewed both sides. The part where they interviewed the cops and the broken families destroyed. Oh wait…
@richardabbott1261
@richardabbott1261 Жыл бұрын
A great documentary. Thoughtful, insightful, compassionate and so well photographed. A rare and wonderful thing.
@ENDEVRDocs
@ENDEVRDocs Жыл бұрын
thank you 🙏
@garybobst9107
@garybobst9107 Жыл бұрын
I had morphine when recovering from an operation, and it felt sooooo good I knew I was better off avoiding anything like it. Best high I ever had, and I KNEW I'd never match it.
@andrewchmel
@andrewchmel Жыл бұрын
Ronnie looks like a strong guy that is good inside. It's unbelievable what drugs can do to you, they literally imprison you in your own mind, and addictive states. I really wish him to find some meaning, some new strong healthy habit that will get him out of addiction. If someone knows him please write here how he is doing right now.
@Thedegu
@Thedegu 3 жыл бұрын
In 2018, overdose was the highest cause of death in Ohio. Though everyone pretends it isn't happening. Thank you for speaking about this when everyone else just tries to brush it under the rug.
@2Feathers6092
@2Feathers6092 3 жыл бұрын
@Riley Pruitt Don't know if you remember back in '07 or 08' ... when newspapers actually had an obituary column? My husband was looking at a section from the paper (we were in the process of moving) he noticed all the deaths were younger people, ages ranging from middle teens to later twenties. Heroine damn neared wipeout a WHOLE generation by govt design in KY. What I read was, West Virginia was the # 1 targeted state & Kentucky was the # 2. Forgot to mention, the reason my husband noticed was b/c we were having marital problems & I had left Georgia. He eventually moved to KY and he noticed this during our move. Have a blessed day.
@Civerius
@Civerius 3 жыл бұрын
This is big, and it has to be adressed. The thing about addictions is that they change who you really are. Imagine if Albert Einstein would've decided to stick a needle in his arm or sniff some powder's fumes? We would've been different as a whole if he never did what he did. This is how I think of addicts... people that in another timeline might've saved us all. It's hard to tell what someone will do with just a quick glance. You never really know.
@monsterx3055
@monsterx3055 3 жыл бұрын
yeah just throw them in prison like they did with all the crackheads
@2Feathers6092
@2Feathers6092 3 жыл бұрын
@@julieann4616 Well Dear Julie, I don't have mashed potatoes for brains. But if you would care to look up South Carolina, see what the #1 drug problem is? I'm waiting.......
@2Feathers6092
@2Feathers6092 3 жыл бұрын
@@julieann4616 SFDAC
@ShirleyLuke-c6i
@ShirleyLuke-c6i 11 ай бұрын
10:19 This is so heartbreaking. I was an IV opioid addict for 3 decades. I pray for them all. Prayers for young Ronnie. Y'all hang in there. God bless all of you. Much love.
@treasalynam8940
@treasalynam8940 2 жыл бұрын
I think its such a testament to how painful our emotions are, can be , and the things we do to avoid experience this kind of pain. I think people who suffer mental illness and get on each day somehow should be so proud of themselves xxxxxxxxxxxx
@judy-9999
@judy-9999 Жыл бұрын
Me too, Ty for ur kindness. 🙂
@NativeNonsense
@NativeNonsense Жыл бұрын
I made the mistake last week to try powder… it ended up being synthetic fentyal… I had enough in my system to take out 500 people. Took 7 narcan, to bring me back had 4 seizures, respitory failure, heart failure. Spent 1 week in icu… I will never touch ANYTHING again. Im so blessed to have survived.
@MarshmallowMoons
@MarshmallowMoons 7 ай бұрын
😢
@--Fullsun
@--Fullsun Жыл бұрын
All of their stories tore my heart I’ve always known everyone has their own struggle but these really opened my eyes a lot more
@strietta1801
@strietta1801 10 ай бұрын
I live in Zurich. We had the open drugscene for years and it was terrible to see the people die everywere. The decision to introduce the program was the best for their health. So do it!
@mandilester1212
@mandilester1212 Жыл бұрын
My late son, before he passed away in 2018 was put on fentanyl before we were suppose to take him off of life support. They told me not to touch the patch…and the next day, I didn’t even think about it, touched it, and was high, and out for hours. I couldn’t believe that it had done that to me…now it’s all anyone talks about. I was lucky I made it through, but this is literally NOT A JOKE.
@aluvrianne
@aluvrianne Жыл бұрын
I'm a death investigator for my jurisdiction's coroner's office. I was accidentally exposed while doing a med count on a deceased cancer pt (to see if they were in the habit of taking their meds) and I woke up face-down on my desk.
@rustyshackleford3396
@rustyshackleford3396 Жыл бұрын
Stop bullshiting that patch is transdermal your not getting high "for hours". Real fent not an analog lasts less then an hour.
@mandilester1212
@mandilester1212 Жыл бұрын
@@aluvrianne omg!!! I’m glad you’re ok! That’s crazy!
@mandilester1212
@mandilester1212 Жыл бұрын
@@rustyshackleford3396 umm…I’m not. I only weighed about 90 lbs ata that point in time, and it was actually the real stuff…not an analog or whatever it was that you said.
@nancyvandergucht9295
@nancyvandergucht9295 Жыл бұрын
My hart broke listening to the young man with the 5 year old son ..he was so sad and aware of what his drugs use did to his life ..i hope and pray he and all of them make it. But as long as it is BIG business, nothing will change. Thank you for sharing 👌🙏🙏
@markgray8406
@markgray8406 3 жыл бұрын
The guy at 40 mins in, in the golden state vest. This documentary just makes me want to help him want to live. He's absolutely gutted to be where he's at. I'm from the UK so don't see this anguish really.
@vacantspaced3930
@vacantspaced3930 3 жыл бұрын
oh, we got it. Fentanyl and all. Just a little more hidden.
@colinclement2752
@colinclement2752 2 жыл бұрын
Must not be from Birmingham then mate
@markgray8406
@markgray8406 2 жыл бұрын
@@colinclement2752 really that bad bud?
@andrelouis9422
@andrelouis9422 Жыл бұрын
I can only imagine how many people have tried to help him. I can only imagine how many people he has stolen from as well that were trying to help him...
@CuddlesNCassy
@CuddlesNCassy 10 ай бұрын
9:03 I'm 11 years sober. One time I was sitting at a bus stop in downtown Denver next to my rehab and a drug dealer came up to me offering me fentanyl. I told him that I was 10 years sober & then asked him if I could just take 1 hit of it and not pass away. I told me I would definitely pass away and started walking away from me!! I wish I could thank him for saving my life that day. 29:33 and this is why I wish I could thank this guy... Wow 😳 scary 😨
@thamonwanpunted6512
@thamonwanpunted6512 6 ай бұрын
I am so happy for you that you no take it again
@saeviwren
@saeviwren Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for making these videos. I have been binging your channel all day and the quality and messages behind the ones I've watched are so heavy. I really appreciate the hard work that you've put behind these.
@NeilASimmons
@NeilASimmons Жыл бұрын
To all those out there in the middle of it, life IS better on the other side. I was a junky for I don’t know how many years, lost everything, 3 felonies, 3 ODs, the last one they told my parents I was dead. Got clean, got a job, got in shape, started going to church, got my real estate license, got an MBA, run 4 ultramarathons, and every day is better than the last. I’m not ashamed anymore, everyone knows the truth…the rigs, pipes, foil, blown out veins, the lies. Everyone forgave me, nobody abandoned me. My life really changed when I stopped being ashamed and started being the real me. I now tell the truth regardless of the situation. I’m grateful for every tiny detail of my life, even the bad stuff. You can beat it, you can become who you were meant to become, I’m proof. I know what you’re thinking and what you’re going through, you’ll be forgiven, life really is better without it.
@jasminakarisik6618
@jasminakarisik6618 Жыл бұрын
💜
@euko6876
@euko6876 3 жыл бұрын
@41:35 I really felt that through his tone.. I used to be a junkie and that's how I felt every day.. idk why/how I kept going, but I'm glad I did. It's been almost 7 years without dope. Crazy to think I was once in the same shoes as him.
@yfsgom
@yfsgom 3 жыл бұрын
Congratulations on your continued sobriety Dwayne
@VB-yc7cn
@VB-yc7cn 3 жыл бұрын
100%
@YahLoverDOMMY13
@YahLoverDOMMY13 2 жыл бұрын
Glad you made it out in the other side!
@DarkSeekingxx.xxx.x
@DarkSeekingxx.xxx.x 2 жыл бұрын
Keep pushing I’m 18 months sober. Still struggle with cravings after hard situations but manageable.
@atthesunrise
@atthesunrise 2 жыл бұрын
That is exactly the point that broke me too. Well done on your recovery.
@michelemelucci4667
@michelemelucci4667 10 ай бұрын
Corie it was a pleasure to listen to you and thank you so much for showing me your home ❤😊
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