I have struggled with OCD since childhood and once I realized what it was it got easier to cope. The newest obsession: the fear of death, has been my biggest struggle for about 4 years now. It is not as bad as it was a couple years back but when the intrusive thoughts come it's almost impossible not to want to fall to my knees and cry. It's almost New Year's Day. I have survived another year, only to be closer to losing others and my own death. No step closer to knowing what death entails and what this life means.
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DISLCAIMER: For the life of me I can't scream. Even non-singing screaming like girls usually do, I can only yell or squeak. I think because my voice is naturally lower, growling comes easier so I decided to keep Nastya's vocals for the chorus.