FYI I meant to say "past or present" not "current or present" in the intro reading breakdown💀like I said this can apply for any type of relationship! Thank you sm for being here I hope this reading helps I love you🥰💞🫂 🕐Timestamps🕓 Intro: 0:00 Reading Breakdown: 0:11 Pile Selection: 2:00 Make a Wish + Message from Archangel Raphael: 3:29 Pile 1 (Pietersite Bear): 9:10 Pile 2 (Agate Daisy): 1:13:31 Pile 3 (Bumblebee Jasper Sun): 2:01:08 🕯Candle of the Month: The Empress (USE CODE ESO10 FOR 10% OFF) www.etsy.com/listing/1683860018/esotarot-the-empress-reiki-charged-rose?ref=shop_review www.angelicmagic888.com/product/esotarot-the-empress-candle/494?cp=true&sa=false&sbp=false&q=false&category_id=3 👻Follow Me👻: Instagram: instagram.com/worldofeso 💎Wild Muse Oracle, The Pastel Journey Tarot, Crystals, Jewelry💎: beau-life.com/esotarot (Use code ESOTAROT for 10% off!) 👚My Merch👚: crowdmade.com/collections/esotarot Get your first 10-minute reading with Keen by clicking here: trykeen.com/esotarot I will receive compensation from anyone who signs-up through my link, thanks for supporting my channel!
@goiaMB85178 ай бұрын
@EsoTarot, oohhh, please try "cool mint" or "cool herbal" tea. Don't know if it's a thing where you live, but it's a mix of mint, licorice sticks and various herbs, and it is DELICIOUS! Almost like EATING something delicious, with the amount of flavour it has 😄 (Mind you, I usually don't like licorice tea, but this is awesome). 😊❤️
@grayedhitherto93057 ай бұрын
Thank you so much for this. Pile 2 here. I needed to hear that. Really cleared my head a little.
@LusiLin7 ай бұрын
OMG your reading is so accurate that I just started bawling when you were reading my energy because finally I feel SEEN for who I am and my struggles with my person. Thank you so much for this reading- I am def subscribing to your channel!
@andjelacvetanovic28068 ай бұрын
This is insane… since I’m going through a really emotional phase in my relationship right now and I get this notification.. I’m just speechless at how much the universe listens to you
@brownsugarbeautytv68298 ай бұрын
Omg me toooooo!!! I came here to say this. Like the timing on this is impeccable. Thanks ESO!!! ❤️
@Casanevel8 ай бұрын
This *and* I got to be the 700th like 🥹
@nfvy81118 ай бұрын
ESOOOOOOO. You spoke to me DIRECTLY in pile 3. My god. The only thing I want to add though, is that before walking away, I did lay out all the ways he hurt me. So he knows. Whether the intent to hurt was there or not, he knew he hurt me and failed to put his ego aside and focus on my wellbeing. I have a lot of love for him still so it pains me to be in separation but I can’t choose someone who won’t choose me.
@tia49368 ай бұрын
This was exactly the comment I was looking for bc, I’m aware that I might’ve catastrophized but (he even said) I was valid as to why and I even apologized for it. He knows exactly what the issues were and I even came to him (a few times) wanting to fix things but his ego fr dawg.
@angelinalurk27368 ай бұрын
sameeeeee
@TheAmeliaFortes8 ай бұрын
Me too but what struck me the most is we are dive into the pool and they are slower to jump in. So what I receive is to focus on me and let Spirit handle the rest. 💜🌷 Hope this helps us all
@funtimealex2327 ай бұрын
I literally started shedding tears reading this, bro made me cry but we’re all Eso dreamers here🔥🔥🔥🥰
@JefferyBamford8 ай бұрын
After so much struggles I now own a new house and my family is happy once again everything is finally falling into place!!
@JefferyBamford8 ай бұрын
Thanks to my co-worker (Alex) who suggested Ms Mary Elizabeth Webb .
@JefferyBamford8 ай бұрын
She's a licensed broker in the states 🇺🇸
@JefferyBamford8 ай бұрын
After I raised up to 325k trading with her I bought a new House and a car here in the states also paid for my son's surgery (Oscar). Glory to God.shalom.
@RitaMagnus88 ай бұрын
Wow that's nice She makes you that much!! please is there a way to reach her services, I work 3 jobs and trying to pay off my debts for a while now!! Please help me.
@ChuckPavloski8 ай бұрын
Great to see you guys talking about her, she changed the game for me.
@Hweienthusiast8 ай бұрын
Pile 3, he told me he wanted to go back to friends because he liked someone else. Not even a week before that statement, he told me our connection was special, unique and he really wanted to try. Like duuuuude, I think there's no way to take that lightly
@EsoTarot8 ай бұрын
Wtf yeah I wouldn’t take that lightly either!
@AELwriter8 ай бұрын
@@EsoTarotsame happened to me after a great night at a baseball game. Felt blindsided.
@HiNinqi8 ай бұрын
Take this with a grain of salt, but when someone says "try" instead of having a resolute offer of love/relationship/whatever... Expect it to have a tentative but very likely expirtation date.
@Litthrudarkness8 ай бұрын
coming from pil3 3- similiar energy honestly... it was like everything that he wasn't happy about in the situation was all my fault.
@gilnahnu8 ай бұрын
weird. I’d just stay away from that person for my own mental stability. Happy vibes
@moistbreezy8 ай бұрын
pile 2 seems rather accurate. i was genuinely trying to help this person and they literally told me they would just wish for things to pan out like the fairytale in their head. they made up a whole fantasy about me being much more successful than i am and then also rejecting them in that fantasy, and the minute i tried to give them a reality check and make myself human and show them all the work i put in to create what i have, they distanced themselves from me. i was trying to make sense of their behavior for so long but it seems like, as you said, they just hoped they would get my success by associating with me. anyway i have now cut this person out of my life because they truly insulted me
@Alinda13088 ай бұрын
Pile 2 here and it's true that it's important to acknowledge how much I have grown thanks to this person. It hurts me that he feels in this way because I have always seen so much beauty in him. Still, I'm thankful for having known him because it helped me to understand how much I needed to work on my self esteem and my well-being
@lsalas768 ай бұрын
Whoa pile 3. And the timing of your video. Perhaps you and the universe are trying to help calm my anxiety. This is got to be the most real pick a card video I have ever heard/seen and Ive been watching yours and others for years. Just wow. Thank you!
@Piscesbasketcase8 ай бұрын
Eso: “Pile 3 I hope this resonated” Me: *weeping in my bed* You never miss girl definitely needed to hear this thank you ❤
@TheAmeliaFortes8 ай бұрын
Sameeeee 😢 I also see you are a Pisces. I am a Cancer - we go HARD and feel DEEP. Spirit got us on this 💪
@LeonyxTarot6 ай бұрын
Same here, think I cried through the whole reading... Pisces moon here, Leo sun and rising, an intense mix lol... As hard as it was to sit through, was much needed. Big love to all pile 3's ❤❤
@janehicks22668 ай бұрын
Pile 1 was so on point they are very self absorbed and act very impulsively I have come to realise everything they do is self serving. We both have had difficult lives but I am moving through my past now and am feeling much more positive about my life now.
@aprilswill92048 ай бұрын
Pile 3 and I feel unfairly judged. Yes he takes his time and I want to be a bit more intentional and fair. He refuses to meet me in the middle and it’s his way or the highway. We are in a dark place after I asked him to stop procrastinating on his one time to plan our camping trip. Very reasonable request considering I’d planned everything else and patiently waited for him to even commit to wanting to go. He got angry because he felt pressured and went camping without me. Yes I took that personal and he sees this as putting himself first? I was hurt and walked away to protect myself from being hurt further. That was harsh and when I asked where was the love, I apologized for rushing him, and told him I was hurt, he watched me cry and pour my heart out without showing compassion or understanding. This was almost 7 months ago and he’s sent his friends to make contact with me and even reached out to my friend through social media but never contacted me directly. I’m confused, hurt, disappointed, frustrated, and so angry that I didn’t put myself first. If I did, I’d achieved a lot more success in other areas of my life and felt more confident and satisfied overall instead so disappointed in myself and others in love over and over again. So I appreciate him for showing me how to put myself first.
@icantseeyou12948 ай бұрын
I’m sorry that you’re going through this! I was also drawn to pile 3 and it doesn’t resonate, but in a weird way it does (he chose someone else over me and the theme of choice was all over the reading). I love Eso’s videos, however I feel like this time she misjudged the situation. I wouldn’t play games…
@apriltate80918 ай бұрын
@@icantseeyou1294 Same I was very straightforward. I was concrete with my choices. I chose him and he did not choose me. Bottom line. He was arrogant and defensive and left me wondering if I was his choice. I gave this relationship my love and understanding and kindness and openness. I wanted the same. I accepted his weaknesses and respected and treated him fairly. He gave whatever no matter how that impacted me and this relationship. He was willing to take as long as I was willing to give but was willing to fight and push me away as along as I asked him to give a little more of himself. My new mantra: What is best for me? I feel like such a fool for not noticing sooner that I'd imagined his love and attraction for me. A fool.
@Lgm11638 ай бұрын
Yeah pile 3 energy definitely didn’t hit like intended I feel for a lot…. one of the only readings I have really seen misread
@antologia888e7 ай бұрын
Missed the mark with me too. She usually gets it right but not this time. So fuck that guy. He needs to grow up already-- so what if you asked him to plan the trip. Geez.
@apriltate80917 ай бұрын
@@antologia888e thanks. I needed this validation this morning. I woke up pissed and ruminating on the wasted time and energy of this relationship. You just released me and don’t even know it. lol Yes screw him.
@dreamlikediana8 ай бұрын
when you posted this, i clicked and knew i was gonna choose pile 3, and before i even started watching he hearted something i sent him. man do i feel called out. i know this man loves me. i did feel called to finally tell him what hurt me but i could have said it better. i did try to say it as best as i could. i used "I" statements. i never pushed the blame onto him. but i also apologized. i told him i appreciate him, i appreciate how much he's opened up his life to me so far. i DO appreciate how slow he takes things. because i know he doesn't do things half heartedly. when he feels ready and certain, he does show up. he puts in the effort. he cares for me. he does things that blow me away! and i have to remember that. i have to remember, "the universe isn't in a rush." this will happen slowly. slowly but surely & certainly. but i'm glad i said what i needed to say though. because i truly don't think he realizes it. and now he does. among other things, and i believe it's only gonna go up from here. let me just put 1 thing down here, i've never played games from the beginning. people who are all in never play games. just because we have a harder time saying what is bothering us doesn't mean we are playing games. someone who plays games IS NOT and will never be all in.
@tishasinghchauhan55498 ай бұрын
hey, ive never commented under any video, buy this really made me feel heard as if someone truly understands what ive been through, and everything you wrote that is the exact thing i am dealing w, and speaking of "playing games " you litreally spoke my heart out in regards of that, people like us find hard to talk bout things which hurt us but it does not mean that our intentions are not pure , i hope you guys get back together soon! More power and love to you , man!💕
@dreamlikediana8 ай бұрын
@@tishasinghchauhan5549 thank you!! that means a lot to me. i came back because i thought i was too harsh with my comment and was going to edit it. But I'm glad it resonated with you, and a few others I see, so I'll leave it. I really appreciate Eso, but i've never, not once, played games. I did not spend 5 years being single for no reason. And it's something my man mentions about me often that he can tell without a doubt that I genuinely have feelings for him. I remember Eso did a reading a while back, i don't remember which one it was but the advice was if you feel called to do something from a place of love, do it. And I've been living by that advice, esp in regards to our relationship. Anytime I feel called to do something out of love, I do it. And it always works for our greatest good, but also mine. We didn't break up, we had a minor disagreement. He was stressed out with work and like Eso said in pile 3 he was doing what was best for him. And that was going MIA for like 5 days, no contact, nothing. And it hurt me. I knew the job itself is going through issues, but going MIA without giving me a heads up. I felt like I did something wrong. I got scared, and I said what I said. And I can understand wanting space, BUT we're adults. Normalize giving people a heads up. Don't ice them out. Don't ghost them. We're not teens. I even told him, you don't even have to put things into words. Send me an emoji, react to something I send, let me know you're alive. And he saw my point. I always give him and others some type of update because I've been guilty of going MIA too. And it's hurt people I didn't mean on hurting. He's never given me a reason NOT to trust him, so I'm not worried about anything else. It just felt like I was being valued in the moment, while with my choices I always consider him and his feelings. One of the things I've learned in my years of being single and now in a relationship again, you can spend all your time being single and healing, and healing on your own, but you're not walking into a relationship to be alone. Partner Development is as important as personal development. True healing comes when you work on it with someone. Wishing you well in your situation! I hope all goes well with you! Eso & Kino are both on point with their readings! Sending you peace & love! ♥
@kkaegeul7 ай бұрын
Thank for you for putting what I've been feeling that I can't explain into words. I feel seen. I've been hard on myself for feeling this way, but this gives me assurance that everything will be alright especially on my end.
@Oceanic-blazeКүн бұрын
Pile 2 and he’s super driven but doesn’t get his spiritual power at all. He’s lashed out at me for being successful but I get the feeling he thinks all that is easy for me and he’s going to take a long time to get there (so that’s what he’s going to create in his life). He has success with fitness and does a lot of fun stuff but dreams of being successful artist and all I’d do is encourage him to do that, but he couldn’t really ground it in reality. His efforts often came from ‘I’m not enough so I need to push myself’ which is quite draining to be around.
@jessicaalice88658 ай бұрын
About 20 minutes into pile 3 and I relate to every. Single. Word. Very scary but also quite reassuring as I haven’t spoken to anyone about these feelings, especially with my person, so it’s nice hearing you talk about it like we’re having a conversation about it. Thank you for these videos, your voice and videos are always so calming and special ❤
@mandiimorbid8 ай бұрын
I have not been okay at all. You are a light in my life when others feel extinguished. I would love a personal reading someday when you offer them. Thank you for all you do. (Pile 2)
@EsoTarot8 ай бұрын
Wow thank you sm for supporting me!
@einclark32858 ай бұрын
Pile 1. I really needed that Eso. Thank you 🙏. I've been so attached to this situation for so long. Long after we stopped talking. Long after I knew this person wasn't going to come through correct. I just couldn't understand why they didn't want to accept what I was offering. I thought they must like me back and eventually they'll realize and we'll come together. But this has kept me stagnant and unhappy for so long. Just waiting in frustration and pain. I needed this Eso. Thank you
@ronetzelaya8 ай бұрын
Pile 3. You’ve used so many key words and phrases that my partner has used in the last couple of days to explain our situation to me. I don’t watch tarot anymore but was called to watch one of your videos just now, and wow. Spot on. I got some healing to do, i’m glad i was able to receive these messages from another person. Source is speaking through you
@meitoni738 ай бұрын
Picked pike one and I am floored by the accuracy and appreciate what you do and the loving care you expressed. Really needed this. Thank you.
@hellokitgurl4life22 күн бұрын
1 ❤❤❤
@ritaamor2838 ай бұрын
Pile II. I ended the relationship right now. I’ve cut the chords, I cleansed my aura, I feel like while I was apologizing for him, he was absent from karma. I feel it starts now, not that I wish it upon him, it’s in the hands of God/ess. I just love how I am free again. Thank you. This was freeing, liberating. No more leaking my energy to a bucket that has a hole in it. No more wishing things were what they are not. Thank God, no more waiting around. My life is mine. My love is free to roam to the right places and hearts. I feel strong and wild and free. What is meant to be is meant to be. Blessings! 🙏❤️💕☺️ ps- Thank you ESO ❤️💫🙏
@lish62048 ай бұрын
Pile 3 has been so spot on. We are both wounded people, and I know we both care about each other. I'm all in with this person because I can see a deep connection, and I feel like we are connected with the invisible string theory, and I'm loyal once I start talking to someone. They aren't the same way, so that does confuse me and has upset me at times. I try so hard not to take it personally, but like you said I've felt disrespected and disregarded before.
@kickboxchampion19947 ай бұрын
pile 1 gang 💥 i recently got out of a relationship that i was in for a year. this has been my longest relationship to date and there was a lot of love between both of us, at least to my knowledge. i left him because even though he loved me, he was extremely emotionally closed off. anytime i would express emotion, he didn’t understand it, like it genuinely confused him and he would ask me to stop crying or to look on the bright side instead of encouraging me to process what i was going through or giving me a hug and telling me we could get through it together. (which is the reaction i craved) between that and practical matters such as me contributing more financially and to our home, i woke up one morning and decided that i needed to be done. the timing was extremely inopportune and though i’d been thinking on it for a while, it was impulsive. i moved immediately after doing that (which was planned) and i started to waiver a bit in my faith that this was the right path. (aka the regret/bargaining stage in grieving a relationship) it wasn’t extremely unbearable until last night where i had an awful dream where he and his friends followed me around and harassed me. this isn’t realistic as we had a decent breakup and a really good goodbye where we agreed to stay on good terms. it shook me to my core though and it really made me wonder if i made the right choice in sacrificing my relationship for myself. coming here and watching the pile 1 reading (which was pretty spot on with his energy and i suppose mine as well) really has reminded me of how my intention with all of my actions leading up to this point was to live for myself and fight for a future i want and deserve, one i couldn’t see while i was with my ex boyfriend. i’m not certain of what exactly i’m fighting for yet, but even though i don’t feel it now, i hope i can look back on this and understand why what i did was necessary. i still love him so much and i truly wish him the best, but the only way i can see it now is that he was so close to everything i want from someone, but he was missing the most valuable and connective parts that i can’t live without. i’m sorry for the huge info dump but i think my friends could use a break from me constantly talking about this lol.
@tikitiki1784 ай бұрын
I relate to you in this
@xethan72258 ай бұрын
Not relevant to this reading but you said you feel most "out of spirit" when people in the passing lane aren't going fast enough to pass and I just wanted to say I feel you sister
@EsoTarot8 ай бұрын
Real recognizes real 😎
@lorette81348 ай бұрын
Pile 2 was heartcrushing, but something i’ve subconciously felt for a very long time. I need to let him go. Thank you.
@thatdarkskinsamantha14378 ай бұрын
Pile 3 and I feel like I’m watching from his perspective rather than mine. I think he took a lot more personally than I did which led him to do the most hurtful thing to me that anyone has ever done and he was aware and made that choice because he wanted to hurt me. I hope one day he reaches out, but if not I won’t lose sleep over it.
@meralmercan218 ай бұрын
You cannot imagine the support your videos are giving me!! throughout all these years.. Always so happy to see you hear from you. You are such a kind and precious soul 🌷I pray for you 🫂
@EsoTarot8 ай бұрын
Thank you!! Sending love and prayers right back 🫂💗
@prettywings.7478 ай бұрын
7:15 thank you … 😩
@lsalas768 ай бұрын
Ps how can we hate you for such a powerful, real, yet compassionate reading(pile 3). This has to be the best reading ever. Your words “it seems like the excitement of this situation has created attachment really fast and also fear of losing this person…” that couldn’t be more true wow, powerful. Thank you again.
@jayasimritkaur71278 ай бұрын
I’m only a few minutes in (pile 1) and this is the most beautiful, validating, supportive, helpful reading I’ve ever heard. THANK YOU! 🙏🏼 I was literally praying for this reading, today! Thank you so much, Eso! Love to everyone ✨💕🌈🦋🌿🌟
@graceyhannah85548 ай бұрын
I started this video by watching Pile 3, and I realize it didn't resonate. It did bring up a moment of fear because I was like "oh my god what if I'm the bad guy in this situation" but I stopped watching because I was like, I know I'm not. I was very hurt by someone that I gave my heart to so openly, and they very much betrayed me. I decided to give pile 1 a listen and it was the right pile and resonated deeply. I know that I'm doing the work to have healthy relationships, and the one that left my life was one that showed me what energy I need to not give my heart to. It was a lesson, and a very good one honestly, I needed it to continue on the right path. Thank you so much eso. I so appreciate your love
@Solitarywitch8 ай бұрын
Same here I’m picking another pile because I’m definitely not the bad guy.😂i know eso has a message for me in one of these piles.
@melanierose58256 ай бұрын
Same 💗
@AlexL648 ай бұрын
Pile 2 - Thank you for that reality check Eso, I think I needed it more than I realised. I asked about my mother because we have a very stormy relationship, and truthfully this cycle keeps happening where I see the truth of the situation, find it hard to believe, avoid it and hope that healing can happen later whilst downplaying the hurt I've experienced... And despite this, I try to move through the steps of forgiveness for my sake and it's really hard when on the other side, it's true that she hasn't changed at all, no matter how much I wish it so. I feel tied up and bound to her partially because she is manipulative - love bombs me, throws the "im your mother [so you must love me no matter what]" card and keeps asking me to do things for her even when I've expressed I can't and won't be doing that for the foreseeable future. But I know that this binding is an illusion, that I can break out of it and I deserve to. It's just so hard to move away when I get gaslit into believing I'm a bad son for doing so... I'm really hurt that it feels as if my mother doesn't love me unconditionally, and I'm grieving the fact I now realise I've never felt safe around her. I pray for the inner strength to move away. Thank you for lending your skills to such powerful messages, Eso, even if that means dealing with difficult and draining energies. And thank you for this space, as I haven't shared this with nearly anyone and I appreciate how safe this corner of the internet feels to me. I wish everyone here the best :) we will heal, with or without the person we're asking about.
@nikipedia31457 ай бұрын
sending you lots of love ❤ I know how hard that can be, but it's very important to set strong boundaries with her and not letting her overstep them one bit. Protect yourself and work on your own abundance, you deserve so much love and light 🙏
@Somersault448 ай бұрын
Pile 3. It painfully resonated. I've been thinking about this on my own and your reading came just in time to reassure me. I hope everything goes well. I'll apologize to this person for my reaction to something that hurt me and try to leave the relationship at least on good terms. Thank you so much.
@elishalovely888 ай бұрын
Girl you just slaughtered pile 2 🤣Sometimes I forget I’m listening to a pick a card reading and think I’m listening to a self-help podcast. Thank youuu so much for all your insight and messages 🩷
@anni8888 ай бұрын
Pile 3- how could I hate you, ESO? You just told me how to heal myself and my relationship. I love you ❤ forever grateful 🎉
@Jssicarose8 ай бұрын
pile 2 hit the nail right on the head! i’ve been trying to get this person to be my friend for the longest time but they have this underlying jealousy/envy towards me for what i have no idea?! i was even called a gaslighter and they made others believe that i was the problem when it was in fact her…i appreciate your honesty eso! thank you for the reading 🤍 i will be taking all the advice you have given
@lebiancat8 ай бұрын
pile 3 here. this was literally one of the most personal and important readings of my life. thank you so so so so much eso!
@elektra-floweringgoddess21135 ай бұрын
That was the most powerful and accurate pick a card I've ever received. Pile 1, walking down the path of healing and honouring my heart and listening to my intuition that is so STRONG. Thank you for confirming what I already know, Eso and blessings to you for sharing your divine gifts. It is truly amazing and helpful. THANK YOU
@dankacademia18655 ай бұрын
Pile 3: this was very accurately describing a situation that happened in the recent past of this spring with my best friend. I dont blame eso's bluntness because god i needed it. I was holding on for so long until things turned sour and i just got so bitter because of my past traumas and becoming codependant on them and it was a mess. Them hurting me back by setting their boundaries and not playing that game with me anymore was enough for me to take a step back. Now were not speaking that much (mainly due to them having their own life but also me just giving them and myself some space) and ive already received so much healing in the wake of that situation happening. Ive already healed so much from my past and am still learning now. I kinda miss them now and again but i feel like time will heal this wound between us and i hope we can continue being friends after all that has happened. Im sorry it got so bad.
@I_Love_Rainbows5108 ай бұрын
Lemon loaf dessert tea by Tazo!! I make it in the tea maker, iced, and keep it in the fridge a few pitchers at a time, and I lightly sweeten it with different Monin flavor syrup varieties!
@juliaannellescano58465 ай бұрын
I felt called to watch one of your videos and Pile 3 resonated. Thank you. “You are going to continue to see your past everywhere…until you make peace with your past”
@unholytoastses959815 күн бұрын
Hi, Eso! Thank you so much for your readings every time, your spirituality really heals something in me; the way you're empathetic to such a deep level in which most people cant connect with is something I treasure VERY much about your readings. I don't always enjoy tarot readings on other channels, but your videos are definitely my favorite (mainly because I enjoy the tarot reader herself so much!) Your energy is always passionate and straight from your heart and I use it as therapy because I'm certain that even therapists can never heal me like the way you speak so softly to us. I just wanted to show you great appreciation, knowing that you're a very deep person yourself, I wanted to remind you how much help you can be to others and I love you so, very MUCH!!❤
@kimcarragher57848 ай бұрын
You know you freak me out sometimes with how accurate these readings are. I try to let my intuition pull me to the videos instead of obsessively watching every one. This one felt important bc I’ve been (for most of my relationship) treading water with a friend and it’s been breaking my heart. Pile 3 knocked me, bc I have a history of ppl pulling me along and dropping me when they feel like it. My one last friend has generally made me feel second to all other things in her life, including other friends, despite how much I prioritise her in mine. We’ve been doing better, since I started taking more financial imitative in seeing her, but A recent shut down of a holiday trip has brought me to this video. I often feel like the only thing holding our relationship together. Like if I didn’t bother texting, it would never happen. But I also am at fault for never bringing any of this up to her. We’ve never had a fight. That’s uncharted territory and it frightens the shit out of me. All I know about other people is that they prefer me when I make my needs scarce. I’ve been living like that for so long I don’t know how to engage with it calmly. Catastrophising is 100% one of my issues, and I know the gear that keeps it in place - I have repressed so much of me for so long that a part of me is obstinate about measuring those feelings anymore. It’s not mature and certainly not correct, but being even tempered loops me right back to the idea of being silenced. It’s silly, I know. Real even tempered ness is confident. I suppose that’s the second gear holding it all in place - I don’t want to face the fallout of standing my ground and being honest. I feel like one of the wives in The Joy Luck Club. The one who made assumptions about her spouse and swallowed herself whole until she started to blame him for what were her own choices. But it didn’t get fixed until she exploded and said everything she felt - all of it, even the blame that was misdirected. Sigh. Communication.
@lady_anais67228 ай бұрын
Pile 2 I didn’t know why I was so drawn to this reading, but once I sat down and listened, I knew that this pile was just confirmation of my current situation. I’ve been having so much issues lately with my person, often crossing my boundaries and talking down to me, yet I’ve been too stubborn to let go. I’ve been working hard on healing, trying to let go, value myself and keep my energy from being drained so it’s comforting to hear that I’m on the right path and doing what I need to do right now. 💕
@Gdvbz8 ай бұрын
Pile 3, no please be harsh. I need it told like it is and this was insanely helpful. Thank you.
@scarletxo56628 ай бұрын
wow pile 1 explained my situation with such accuracy. the timing of this reading though…impeccable 😫🤌🏾i was feeling very down about my relationship today and got a notification for this video. i felt so drawn to pile 1 like i was literally having a conversation about bears just the other day and thought to treat my inner child with my favourite sweet, gummy bears. Eso, you really are a blessing to humanity honestly. i love you and your readings😭❤️
@keniadigit8 ай бұрын
Pile 2 , I was hesitant to listen to this reading since I didn't wanna hear that this could heal or deserved another chance. This was very reassuring of my choices towards this relationship thank you eso 💜💜
@glenda78278 ай бұрын
Pile 1 - wow, so accurate Eso. The person is my mom, she's a covert narcissist. Everything you said confirmed all that I've learned about her and myself. It's hard to love her while also drawing boundaries that she doesn't understand. Thank you for this reading❤ And to those of you dealing with a toxic parent: keep healing, you are perfect as you are and you are cared for in other ways❤🪽
@I_Love_Rainbows5108 ай бұрын
Pile 2--my mother. 😞So spot on. When I was a teenager, I told her I was sad that I couldn't get along better with my friends, and she replied, "Who cares? None of you will still know each other when you're adults." And she recently accused me of finding her unworthy of love (using psychobabble against me) when I actually feel that her energetic vampirism is painful to me. I've begged and pleaded with her to get professional help, telling her recently that she has to if she wants to be in my life. Well, she's not in my life. But I still hope she'll change her mind about that. 😞A great reading, Eso!!
@jasmineloarid51865 ай бұрын
Pile 3 here. Hi Eso, thank you so much for this reading, and for your compassion and support. It gave me the push to talk to my person, and we got to connect and open up a bit more w each other. Please keep being you unapologetically 🌻
@hollow.skull.958 ай бұрын
Pile 2.... this was a wake-up call. Made me face the reality of things. Somewhere within I still hope this would turn out well, but I know I'm being "punished for being myself" and I ought to stop this.
@Lilah18488 ай бұрын
Pile 2 was eerily accurate for me. I'm very intuitive and knew I had people around me who didn't necessarily have my best interests in mind due to their own insecurities, but I kinda avoided acknowledging it because it's weird to think 'people are jealous of you'. The only thing that's different about the reading vs my reality is I'm the one in a bad place at present and they seem to be in a good place. So, I think me losing a lot of my friends because of health issues I went through is why I long for relationships I once had, even if they weren't good for me. When Eso kept on saying 'look where you are' I was like, ummm, I'm not doing great lol. But I know ultimately that no matter what I've gone through, I carry myself in a more loving way than those people ever will, and that is my strength.
@valshiro5158 ай бұрын
Actually, you are doing great. When I got severely sick and was on disability for a year, my friends and my BF showed their true colors. They vanished. I didn't take it to heart at the time but when a few years later I started rising up in social status and business, none of those same people ever showed any support. Not even when my product got on national TV. They were quite as if my hard work didn't mean anything to them. Now that I evebtually cut everyone out of my life for good, I feel so much lighter and know 100% that it was the best decision. Because now more aligned people and opportunities are entering my life. So my point is: you are currently being granted an opportunity to review your circle and keep only those who deserve to stay. Because the moment you start rising after your health struggle is when the Universe will test you before giving you access to new abundance. Remove all weak links or they will delay it. ❤
@Lilah18488 ай бұрын
@@valshiro515 Thank you so much. I needed to hear that 💗💗 I'm so glad you're doing well.
@shivali6789Ай бұрын
This reading has been a total eye opener! The way you described in detail about this person & the connection is truly amazing, Eso. This is all so eerily accurate & i really needed this pick me up & clarity. Thank you from the depths of my heart, Eso. You are a literal shining Star & I'm so grateful to have found your readings. Keep shining Eso. Love you ❤❤❤
@fairuzatarot8 ай бұрын
Pile 1. 2 minutes into this reading and at 888 Likes on this video I tear up over you saying that this is a family issue, and that I am so loyal, and do my best to heal them. This reading is about my mother. Thank you Eso. Love and Light
@wildflowersadie7 ай бұрын
Thanks!
@amierising21885 ай бұрын
Pile 1 - I'm so grateful, thank you beautiful soul. So spot on and sooooo loving. Made me cry in a good way. Thank you and may you be blesssed Xx
@danaeasetarot85208 ай бұрын
Pile 2 so on point. I did a cord cut ritual from him before I came across this video. It’s crazy you mentioned it lol. I really hope you start doing personal reads! I’ve subscribed for now. Thank you 🫶🏾
@jenniferpatten86118 ай бұрын
Over so many years, you have time and time again brought me the exact message that I needed to hear. Thank you so much Eso, I appreciate all of your dedication to the divine and healing others. 🫶
@amandahouse95648 ай бұрын
Pio three here. You’re amazing. I so needed to hear this. Are used to take the blame for everything thinking that that was a type of love. It’s not. Love is being fair to oneself as well as others. I need to hear your message.❤
@cynthiastory85418 ай бұрын
Pile 2... I don't know why I am surprised by your accuracy, but I was not expecting this level. Thank you.
@n._59548 ай бұрын
Pile 3, thank you so so so much! ❤ So true and so helpfull and brought by you in a loving way even if you felt you were harsh.
@creatress25088 ай бұрын
Girl. Pile 1. I needed all of that. Healing message. Thank youu Esooo
@evag16128 ай бұрын
I'm pile two and came here to be told I'm wrong and that i have a chance. Instead i got the cold, hard truth. I'm in love but they don't love me back
@lilytocher74668 ай бұрын
Pile 3, a fantastic reading as per usual eso! The connection I was asking about is so layered I thought no reading could capture the complexity but sure enough you did :) You are so well spoken! thank you for your kind words and messages💗
@soranacancel8 ай бұрын
Pile 2, relationship with my narcissistic father...spot on, I really needed to hear all of this 🙏🏼 i even started coughing at the end of it. throat chakra must be clearing. Bless you Eso
@ranirathi33798 ай бұрын
Hi Eso, pile3 is SO accurate its almost eerie. my person and i last talked about 2yrs ago, idek if we're relevant in each other's lives anymore. (but honestly they did reach out this Jan and i OVER-READ so much into it from self-preservation that i let it go; i cudn't bear to topen that pandora's box again, it was too much after all this time, for whatever little cud come from it and HOW MUCH I WANTED IT TO BE). but the silent treatment thing and magician energy reflecting off you described - WORD FOR WORD. we both want the other to be vulnerable and honest and sincere while our hearts are safe, and that's not the Universe's plan.
@kate4cards8 ай бұрын
Pile 3: Not what I wanted to hear, but exactly what I needed. Thanks!!
@confusionists7 ай бұрын
Pile 1 here and when i chose it, i couldn't really see who this pile was exactly about. Then, a reliazation came, my inner child had chosen it and THIS IS with everyone in my life in general, friends, close friends, exes and family. Oh mine, so beautifully accurate. I had to pause a few times just to breathe. A huge recommendation if you're deeply and wholeheartedly connected to your inner child.
@PreetzleАй бұрын
Thank you❤😊 Pile 3: Healing and Growing together 🌊 Nope, I don't hate you.This is exactly what I needed and wanted to hear. This was a very positive message for me.
@zeemoss61388 ай бұрын
I'm not even 4mins in to pile 3 and every word spoken has been spot on how I've been feeling and the connection with my person. For the last 2 weeks I have literally been trying to grieve to mend some past trauma, flips the second card and it says grief.Had to pause and comment because I know I need to buckle my seatbelt for this message. I was not prepared for this 😅
@kiyomifrost3 ай бұрын
This was definitely on point. I've gotten away from heaving readings for a long time. I've been chasing this older guy for about 7 years. He was friends with my ex. He expressed that he wanted to marry me. Once I left my boyfriend to pursue him, he stopped putting in the effort. A couple years later he was asking me to move to another state with him. We spent more time in intimate moments then building a deep bond. He finanlly packed his stuff and moved to California. I've been holding on to him for a long time. He never goes out of his way to call me, never. But when we talk its like im the only girl he wants. He's narcissist. A handsome one. I'm launching my first short story/poem book about my situationship to help other women in a never ending emotional cycle with a manipulative man. That's my first project. I think my healing will be centered around helping others through stories, content, and consumer products I personally create
@caesar_8004Ай бұрын
pile one here. it was so powerful honestly. even though it was not what i wanted to hear but that was what i needed to hear. thank you
@anaidr75787 ай бұрын
Pile 1 here ! When you started to present the piles at the beginning,I felt some sort of uneasiness and anxiety around it and it popped it my head a quote by Jung - ,,One finds one s destiny on the path one takes to avoid ". So I gave it a shot . On the first part I cried for some time to the accurateness of my situation and it felt so therapeutic. On the last part I just felt a calmness and warmth,also transferred from the things you have said AND VALIDATION. Thank you for your reading and time, you re also an amazing soul . I m sending you all the love and appreciation 🥹❤️
@Helma-dd9go6 ай бұрын
Pile 2. You’re so spot on. Thank you.
@brazilianchild33988 ай бұрын
Pile 1: When I saw the title of this reading I clicked immediately. This was something I needed clarification on for a while and you managed to put it in such beautiful words. I teared up when you addressed my inner child, it's a wound I didn't realize I still had and wow, just yeah I felt it healing. Thank you always for being such a great help in my healing journey. I feel like I've come so far all these years and your wonderful readings are one of the reasons why
@leticiamarques91875 ай бұрын
i always think that someday u gonna go completely wrong in the reading but always for like the 20 time in a row u get it exactly right w so many details that matches!! i believe only in your tarot work for now, its incredible for real! thank you for your work in tarot
@koozhouliaras1718 ай бұрын
Thanks!
@lulinasser8 ай бұрын
The healing message in the intro was simply perfect! Alana Fairchild is amazing. Thank you for another wonderful video, Eso! You’re a star! 🥰💚 Went for Pile 3 and I really appreciate the advice 😂
@CreatureInspires8 ай бұрын
Pile 1 💚 This hit me really deep. Thank you for making me feel seen. It's time for me to see myself in a positive light too. Much love Eso it means a lot being able to learning through you. You have always brought so much love and energy to your readings. Been watching your readings for quite a while. The energy always amazes me. The humor is always so on point with mine I love the references. You always make me feel lighter watching you.
@laurent97408 ай бұрын
Wow I really needed this. I lost my dad less than a year ago and I feel like everything you’re telling me is what he would say to me so thank you so much.
@arianafiets57687 ай бұрын
Pile 1- this video helped me feel validated and reassured during the process of letting go of my twin flame/mirror soul. I saw him through the eyes of universal love exactly like you described. I've never felt that kind of purely unconditional and boundless love toward anyone else before and it was really profound. I saw his soul & his amazing potential in ways he couldn't even see himself (like you said). BUT we're in separation and the connection isn't going to be healed on his end. I honestly don't think we're ever going to be together in the 3D during this lifetime, and I'm okay with that now. He's closed off to his heart space and higher levels of love and awareness even though the universe continues to bring him chance after chance, and multiple (huge and life changing) tower moments, in order to help him learn from his mistakes, grow and become more self-aware (again, exactly like you said.) Everything you said in the video just confirmed what I picked up from his energy-- he isn't open to healing our connection. It's really heartbreaking and you did a great job of picking up on the feelings of helplessness, anger and defeat that come with putting all your love, time, energy and hope into something that has so much potential and is so beautiful but doesn't ultimately come to fruition.
@rihiturner2170Ай бұрын
Pile 1 is sadly on point asf 🥺 and it pretty much validates everything ive been thinking, feeling and experiencing in my connection with this person.
@emanidawkins24448 ай бұрын
(Pile 2) I don’t usually comment but thank you so much eso you are like the older sister I needed growing up and after today i realized i need to do what is best for me and this reading confirmed that ❤️
@EsoTarot8 ай бұрын
Sending lots of love your way, Sis 🫂💗
@Mooonietime11 күн бұрын
Pile 3, thank you, i was about to end it tonight with him because i was following my emotional reactions, now im gonna have a talk with him and try and fix it🤍 love you so much girl
@Tyliee0987 ай бұрын
Wow Pile 3!💛 I love you Esoo because not only you're so compassionate with us but you spoke the truth even without hurting us🤌 i was so tired of some other tarot telling my person played mind games and he never loved me, used me for his ego etc etc..but deep down i knew that wasn't the casee also few months ago he behaved differently that we can't continue to talk to each other and told me he needs to focus on his career but i knew something was off then after 2 months i got to know that it was because of his mom :// and toxic friends..who were draining all his energies and was putting a pressure on him. he didn't want to hurt me or keep me in anxiety because of him 💔i know he cares about us but the whole situation would turned out that terrible i couldn't think and about our wounds we are right! We both need to heal before making any move and strangely i was feeling his energy so intensely for few weeks..You're right Eso I'm not that ready for the meeting because i need some time and for him also to open up everything. I want both of us to be vulnerable and compassionate with each other just like we were before :))❤ your reading gave me a hope Esoo!^^ so tysmm. I'm looking forward for the positive things✨
@sunenel70767 ай бұрын
Hey Eso :) I was in PILE 3. I think you did an amazing job! You expressed the messages clearly and compassionately while being honest and to the point. I really appreciate it. And anything that didn’t resonate, or didn’t seem like my character, I was able to put aside and move on from, while still accepting the main messages that did resonate. I hope other people can do this too because I can imagine how hard it is to read for such a large audience, and at the end of the day we need to trust our intuition and guides too to find our piles!! You do an awesome job! I love your funny, sassy metaphors!! Thank you!! I found your readings because I watch Kino, so thank her for me too please! :D
@sarahpruter154620 күн бұрын
Thank you for pile two’s reading. It was 100%. God bless you and your loved ones.❤
@moonandback2237 ай бұрын
pile 3 * watching this from korea. gosh why is this so accurate. your reading helped me so, so much🥺♥️ love you as well
@MegaMsbliss8 ай бұрын
❤️🔥Pile 1 ❤️🔥Discernment, self mastery, self love, our own excellence. Depths…. Moving forward despite the pain, always look forward to your readings sending you huge amounts of love ✨💫🌟✨⭐️🌟💫
@rae.of.sunshine9998 ай бұрын
Pile 2 was scary accurate 😖 everything resonated. Thank you!
@sonnysonnyangel3 ай бұрын
Pile 1 ESO my heart is crying rn and im really crying while i type this when u said that you’ll give me a hug. it’s been days that ive been watching tarot abt his true feelings for me. I know I shouldn’t do it too much, yet i did that out of longing for hope of our connection. 😢
@FeralChildTarot6 ай бұрын
I love the visuals on your readings. Excellent camera angle. Looks like a painting. As someone who loves to deeply connect with tarot and oracle cards. Simply superb design shots.
@introvertarot52262 ай бұрын
Pile 3… don’t even worry about it Eso. I actually honestly reflect and think “if I hadn’t have been like that, he would still want to do x y and z”. Ive pushed people away notoriously.
@thevoid15068 ай бұрын
pile 2 here, this was an extremely healing reading for me. thank you sm!
@NAPA51197 ай бұрын
Pile3 here! a lot of it resonated about past wounds effecting me and healing involved but its on a different note. I was always the girl that needed to prove myself in the past and people taking me for granted and didn't walk away when i should have. With this person , i was open and vulnerable for 7.5 months and helping them go through a divorce cause they needed healing and i was a supportive as a friend. Then all of a sudden they accidentally told me they were dating a lot out of nowhere and when i asked them why they didn't say anything earlier they decided to stonewall me and i asked if i did anything to hurt them and they can talk to me about it , they said they needed to protect themselves etc. i tried to make it ok but they just kept taking me for granted so at one point i said enough is enough and up and left. My healing was realizing that im able to walk away when i being taken for granted.
@gallevran8 ай бұрын
Pile 2. Absolutely insane accuracy. Ty!!! Love you!
@angiw123458 ай бұрын
Pile 2, spot on as always… also… my current tea for choice is Nettle tea, health benefits and once you get past the first mouthful it’s actually really nice and refreshing and not too different to black tea (being from UK we take our tea seriously 🙄 lol) Much loves 💕
@thekingsaffirmation1118 күн бұрын
Pile 3. I'm a survivor of narcissistic abuse (my biological parents). I see now how much it really fucked up my brain. I am heartbroken that it impacted a connection that I treasure deeply, but I've let them know that I'll respect their decision if they choose to walk away. I've done all I can to take accountability, explain my side of things and whatever happens happens. I have a LOT of healing to do still (and I've been on my healing journey for a decade) and I won't repeat my parents' failures-if I have to be alone for a while until I learn how to communicate and relate to others in a healthy way, then so be it. I don't want to hurt anyone else.
@EtherealEmpress5552 ай бұрын
Ohhh sweet sweet eso.. You really have such a gift. I picked pile one and you put words to what I was feeling but couldn’t quite sort out. I have known what I need to do for a while now, but when you mentioned the childhood wound it clicked why I haven’t yet. I appreciate you and what you do. I wish you all the best 💕
@Ljubaslove8 ай бұрын
I watched pile 3 This is about my friendship I closed off 2 days ago. It was very accurate. Thank you so much 🫶✨ And pile 2 is about my ex, I hope both come around cause I care so much bout them Btw I started my own Tarot channel and would love any support you can give. If your soul is calling come over ✨🧜♀️
@Ash-xn4ky8 ай бұрын
❤❤❤❤ Pile 2 😊 I aaaaalmost didn’t watch it. I figured - given my situation - there’s no way it would come through in a reading. 😂 But you NAILED IT!!! 🎉 ❤ So beyond accurate, it simply amazes me!! Please 🙏 please 🙏 please 🙏 do a singles reading!!!!!! LOTS of love from Canada 🇨🇦
@BrittanyQuince2 ай бұрын
Just wanted to say, as a tarot reader, i appreciate this reading, it really helped
@ЦветомираТодоров8 ай бұрын
Omg everything in pile 3 was soo on point😭😭 Eso literally doin gods work for me✨️✨️✨️