Ethel Cain - Onanist (Official Visualizer)

[@insectdecay]

before during and after an orgasm

[@starsimone]

Literally

[@Preachers_daughter]

Stannin

[@Elffin..Greenseer]

Not you getting pinned😭💜

[@jupiter_424]

LEGIT THO

[@vhslinos]

ur so real

[@sharioforel]

I love that every song in this album would feel at home in a Silent Hill game.

[@Dindimdin]

Exactly what I thought!!!

[@Zombigirl08]

LITERALLY

[@angelheartzz6350]

I can picture outlast as well tbh, especially the second part of the game

[@nathaniel9526]

@@angelheartzz6350I feel like outlast 2 is so Ethel Cain coded especially the fact that it’s the radio towers that cause the bursts of light

[@lisztomaniiac]

@@sharioforel SO REALLL

[@rrooyy]

Land is cheap to lease under power lines. I’m not sure if that’s the case everywhere, but it is where I’m from. Working as a nurseryman these lines are a familiar sight. Many days, I’ve stared up at them, thinking about everything they’re powering, everything alive because of them. And then I look around me at all the plants and think the same thing.

[@sharioforel]

I live under some and they crackle in the rain, it's not a 'nice' sound but it's familiar and comforting.

[@roberthuffines4492]

Poetry so beautiful be safe my good man got lives depending on you. Lot of hospitals and such fuck the restaurants and walmarts.

[@Zombigirl08]

This entire album really does feel like movie

[@rebelagainsttheblues]

A horror movie

[@itskillingme3]

This is talent. Her desire to make a movie is showing so much through this album. She created a story, and by melody whe can hear it. This album really feels like a movie, psychological horror at it's finest. This woman is an artist and I'm so honoured to experience her art

[@lisztomaniiac]

commenting just to flex on the future generations to come, that i was here when ethel cained on us all

[@Elffin..Greenseer]

As we should ❤

[@menuinmalibu]

real

[@DruNarayan]

her music is inspired

[@lukaluukaa]

its cainin time

[@lepidxptera]

heh... real 😈

[@haliensexist]

Feels like the dark achievement of pleasure and completion by means of something i then feel shameful about after what I've done in the dark has ended...

[@Declanisbetterthenu]

My soul is experiencing spaghettification rn

[@Rennatiti5554]

I’m using that now😂😂

[@CyranoForever101]

LOKI HELP US!

[@motherlycain]

it’s like getting raw dogged with my face pushed into the dirt, while my knees and hands are scrapped up.

[@ttoastpie]

now this is all i see in my head when i listen to this song

[@emanuelfmds7992]

uuuuugggghhtttt yeah

[@yearnpill]

Right when people start to develop an idea in their heads of what Hayden’s art encapsulates, she takes that idea, rips it up and takes a massive shit on it. No popular artists are pushing themselves like this these days, insanely inspiring

[@seraphicdreams]

A few years ago I had to go through a terrible phase of my life , and my only relief was when I was opening my window at midnight and staring at the moon when everyone was asleep , to let my sadness out . This song is exactly what it feels like , when you lost hope , love and happiness but still try to survive .

[@4_nn1k4]

this literally made me sob. this is one of the most beautiful songs I’ve ever heard.

[@cloudymoonliqht9629]

This is what it’s like to experience hearing music for the first time

[@DingusMcBrungus]

THE PTOLEMAEA MOAN COMING IN AT THE END

[@annakatie7347]

i was wondering who else caught that - made my heart s t o p.

[@affectionrabbit8298]

she seriously has the most wonderful ear for music. a blessed musician. i can see Perverts being used in a lot of movies to come. incredible. I love you Hayden. 🖤

[@nathaniel9526]

Frrr some of these would be perfect in a psychological movie soundtrack

[@Mothi-x1w]

the sound starting at 3:14 sounds so much like a geiger counter it so alluring

[@thejacquelinerowland]

How beautiful. I can’t believe i get to experience this. I can’t believe it. Loyal fan since 2022. This is unbelievable and I’m glad I’ve stuck around for it. Her music might be what’s keeping me alive at this point and that’s enough.

[@annabellez8397]

who up etheling their 𝐜𝐚𝐢𝐧 rn

[@user-fn1dy5xh3y]

Stayed up for this album 🫡

[@Hubert_Cumberdale]

It feels..... Good

[@mouserat374]

This album is a masterpiece Ethel. My best friend and I smoked a king sized joint and turned all the lights off to hear Perverts last night when it dropped. LIFE CHANGED. astounding work

[@wesliedeadplant]

Its happening to every-body

[@evez7224]

I'm levitating through the ceiling

[@Hubert_Cumberdale]

It feels....... Good

[@clefaggy]

you can say ur head is in the wall

[@DingusMcBrungus]

I thought Punish was the sobbing song but it turns out this is the sobbing song

[@shinybeast8946]

Trump won baby.

[@alexlol2994]

My ears are being blessed

[@Superlovetowrite]

The sound of endless grief and emptiness. Wandering in Dante’s Inferno in the wood of the suicides

[@Ephemeralpurgatory]

This is my favorite piece out of the whole album. Something about the instrumentals, its nostalgic. It feels like I'm difting away in a vast wall of fog, while walking along the abandon streets of a empty town as i contemplate all my sins, and shame.

[@lauriniscool9508]

Now at the end I must say I feel nourished. She really knows how to fill this void inside of my soul that I never knew needed to be filled.

[@ellayde.]

one of my favorites on this sublime album, i started sobbing out of nowhere. i want to know how love feels too and this melodic segment in the middle broke me. thank you ethel for making us feel so many other ways instead of just counting on words

[@peitho1732]

The way I just started absolutely sobbing. This song is so raw and just absolutely gorgeous as if an angel is singing. Oh my God It’s happening to everybody

[@penumbr4]

my soul is so calm. nobody could express this feeling, but ethel just… just did.

[@eloisammuel]

3:10 so fuckin dope. whole album is pure art, makes you shift to another dimension where your body is floating.

[@adam-ll1yf]

We are so lucky to be alive at the same time as Hayden. Her artistry is a gift to us all.

[@Behi-k5t]

This whole album is experimental as all hell, I love it. Like a face you don't remember or a memory you can't recall. It is a known, a constant, the frequency of your life, it's nameless almost. Nice work

[@laraduarte2072]

Im so forever grateful for this album

[@lauriniscool9508]

I’m already falling in love with the new album

[@ephemeral_anarchy.]

Love the rough static of this one so gorgeous and crunchy

[@janeguardado4807]

i can’t i’m gonna cry

[@TheArachneQueen]

2:25 ohhh my god.

[@Alcoolelegal]

It sent shivers all over my body Jesus in heaven

[@sinclair4626]

Real

[@nabi_zzzs]

Literally all of these songs would fit so well in my favorite video games soundtracks

[@gabiepereira.]

the ending is like an asmr, i could sleep with it, so scary

[@crimsonargentum]

this track is SO good

[@phil_atyourservice]

This track feels GOOD 💜

[@eKitten818]

the scenery, the music and the vocals pull at my soul. it’s like this familiarity that I feel, as if I’ve been to these places and have experienced this sensation before. i love you Hayden, thank you for crafting this pure work of art

[@noisebleed1980]

might be my favorite track so far into the journey. This is great art!

[@thqsaint]

HOLY SHITT I WAS WRITING AND WHEN SHE SANG IT THROWS ME UP BACKWARDS CRAZYY

[@sheisthedruidess]

ugh i’ve been waiting for this

[@GrayAksnes]

Dark ambient returns 🖤☄️

[@flopsnextdoor]

listening while shitting I could not miss this

[@bdxdoop]

Literally on the toilet rn twins

[@KitwaIker]

it feels good it feels good it feels good it feels good it feels good

[@JustMe-oo3wm]

Wtf me too 😂

[@seokurl]

oh yeah this is definitely a favorite already

[@gregoryriddle2618]

I was driving in the hills and hollows of eastern Kentucky one night...Spooky as hell. This is the soundtrack of that night.

[@LDaver]

2:20 ♡ always feels so heavenly

[@Polkadot-gy5uw]

On skibidi

[@whatchakraven1097]

This put feelings I’ve had for so long that i couldn’t describe into gorgeous, visceral soul tearing sound. I don’t have the proper words to describe how much I adore and cling to this.

[@Lanibug]

I really love this one, it reminds me of "Ad Nauseam"

[@b19wing_inslowmotion]

OMFG it doessssss

[@sunbleachedfliesd]

this is so Everywhere At The End Of Time and I LOVE it.

[@practicalgamer4991]

the name for this is sooo cool to me

[@badmiracle]

my favorite. thank you for giving me something i’m going to love and think about all year long.

[@marcbarnes1065]

Beautiful ambient

[@sleepingp0tionn]

immediately one of my favorites

[@xjujudou2463]

i never felt something like that before istg this album created something in me

[@Alcoolelegal]

I just feel so happy to be alive in the time that mother cain exists

[@alexlol2994]

Im going to cry this is so good

[@Loading.org1]

YESSSS NEW ALBUMMMM

[@goobiegrape]

brat summer is over its time for ethel winter

[@cloudymoonliqht9629]

I can listen to this forever

[@amila9511]

hayden i love you, thank you for this beautiful experience

[@EdenLostIn]

Okay this one sounds like a crime scene of a cold case in a forest of a body that has not been found by the living. I am scared and I love it

[@crisdelcain]

LOVE U HAYDEN ♡

[@Scarletongang]

So glad I stayed up to hear it as soon as possible!

[@emilykeesee1863]

Completed my entire dissection of this album while listening, and I have to say. It’s worth the six pages I wrote 🤣 Obsessed is an understatement.

[@dislocante]

ITS HAPPNEING TO ME

[@dsrws7920]

it's so beautiful, like all album...

[@MiraPiggy]

Already crying.

[@JuanTello-z5m]

This is a real true artist all the music she fabricates is like a spell. Its rare to find someone who’s music impacts me so much.

[@dsabusesimulatorRBLX]

I am.. in heaven.

[@jacobtaylor8250]

There I found me in a long, long wood Astray, midway of mortal life Witness to such agony But there, before the grace of God go I I want to know love I want to know what it feels like It feels good It feels good It feels good It feels good It feels good It feels good It feels good It feels good It feels

[@sinclair4626]

My absolute favorite song from the new album. I was blown away when I heard it for the first time

[@Spitophrenic]

This might be my favorite

[@orlandooracle7008]

Oh girl, this album is phenomenal!!! Just like you!!!

[@ciciciara7608]

Im ascending oh my god

[@KaiAfterKai]

This album was literally my first time hearing Ethel's work, and damn. What a first impression. Just gorgeous. Makes me curisous to see her earlier stuff, especially since this apparently a departure.

[@tahinivivi1111]

GOOSEBUMPS YALL GOOSEBUMPS

[@marcyktv]

Can we all appreciate this woman’s story telling ability this being her sophomore album the immersive experience of each song, The guitar & her voice has me on the verge of tears y’all

[@lunabylunas]

i think this one is my fav

[@user-wx4vw4fn7b]

this is bringing me so much peace

[@tianajohns2534]

Oh I’m in agony I LOVE IT ❤️❤️❤️

[@IvoSeverna]

this song has been on loop for me since it dropped oh my goddd it’s too good

[@Jaydensssss]

omg new album I luv u Ethel

[@itscheap]

beautiful.haunting.beautiful.

[@2000sgingersnaps]

my fav from this album

[@LucasRibeiro-nz7bh]

The exact moment i heard this, it reminds me the cursed tape from The Ring movie! LOVE IT

[@alexlol2994]

YESSS

[@freethefrails]

Hari ini cukup sibuk, puluhan catatan tertulis, ratusan kata diketik. Rasanya sibuk tidak pernah berhenti. Dan, aku sadar sibuk yang kurasakan tidak menghasilkan lelah, namun hanya menguras emosi. Menjadi rumah kaca untuk semua rasa, amplifikasi yang tidak begitu jelas. Seberapa bersinar, dan jernih pun akan jua keruh. Di sepertiga malam, harus untukku pergi. Meraba yang nyata, untuk mengambil kembali sibuk. Ucap lirih di bibir, tangan lembap dirasuk. Melepas, melepas, dan meregang. Diangkatnya derajat, dari yang duniawi, mendekati pintu-Nya. Ilahi di aliran kecilnya, mengalir melekat.

[@Preachers_daughter]

I love the entire album the vibes are perfect please do more

[@petrus322]

thank you

[@0_ox]

3:14 Yooooo my toes are curling:3

[@larsen4577]

THE OWLS ARE NOT WHAT THEY SEEM

[@housoffire]

wrote this while listening: “The smell of iron and rot swarmed the room. Dark crimson blood crept down the walls. Slowly. Slowly. My spine chilled and my muscles clenched as I tried to crawl. My hands stiff and weak. I felt my face. Or however what was left. Large gaping holes took the place of my eyes. Like black holes sucking the light from the day. My ears vibrated with the sound of static growing louder and louder as I clawed at the floor. Eventually the static turned to screams of agony. Or perhaps they were my own. My memory fleeted. And then there was nothing at all.”

[@PROD5VE]

i will work on a song with Ethel Cain one day, i’m speaking it into existence 🙏🏼

[@bobmomgodbob]

i adore this

[@razvanivascu1303]

I am not feeling well after listeimg to this album... good job ethel

[@jelx9094]

damn.

[@404natnotfound]

Thank you Hayden for bringing me back to life 🖤