Ex JW Tells Story of Growing up in the Faith

Hey sweeties! Couple things to mention about this video, I speak alot about family members, I want to be clear in saying that this is only my perspective of my life story growing up a jw and the things that I now understand about my situation. I just wanted to do my part in raising awareness to the dangers to subjecting yourselves or the people that you love to the Watchtower Org. Im also extremely nervous and awkward at parts of the video, I sincerely want to thank everyone who disregarded oddness and watch, comment, like or subscribe. I plan on getting better equipment and making this a little more professional because it lifted a great weight off my shoulders, even listening to it over makes me realise my strength and hope that some can relate and also feel strong emotions of healing with me. So a great big thank you again, Love you all, my brothers and sisters :)

[@cherylinmon8333]

You are sweet, brave and strong...even if you don't realize it yet, someday you will. Talking was how I started my own healing. The more you let it all out, the more you will receive the positive confirmations, that what you went through, no child should ever have to go through. I love you too and I am very proud of you for becoming the beautiful soul that you are, when all the odds were stacked against you. Godspeed on your journey to recovery! ❤️

[@victoroluoch7896]

I got into JW out of my own volition because a cousin (who has since shunned me) I was very close to, and my aunt (her mother) were in it. So they influenced me into it. I was critical of the idea of not reading the bible unaided by the organization's material, and not questioning the decisions the elders make on our behalf. I felt like a zombie. I was baptized in 2010, just before the generation that shall not pass story changed to something about overlapping generations. I was present during the talk and I could see how confused and bewildered the congregation was. That was the last straw that broke the camel's back. I left that same year. I changed towns and literally went underground. I stopped picking calls from them,...and it has been 6.5 blissful years of rediscovery. I understand there is a new light that inactive JWs are considered apostates and therefore need to be disfellowshiped. I hope they've done that already to me, coz i seriously don't give two hootd about it.

[@exjwfifth9838]

Thank you so much for sharing your story. I know how hard it is to do that and I can imagine what it must be like after being gone for 6 years. It's a powerful experience though. Thanks again!

[@kelseylabelle7885]

never thought i'd read reach your youtube feed, feels pretty cool :) your videos helped me decide to share my voice, so thanks back at you!!

[@exjwfifth9838]

I'm truly honored to hear that, thank you. I was inspired by so many before making my videos as well. I'm sure your video will do the same for others. Best of luck!

[@massagetherapyforinjuriesf8197]

still I am serving in Fargo North Congregation.... buy boy I found elders are so cold blood.... they are so impartial..... they treat with cold to anybody who question them about their rules..

[@jokich6379]

Very brave and protective person- as well as smart- able to think and reason. Hope you continue your education. Children go through so much and then are denied developing abilities to get through life. It is a difficult situation to help/save yourself as well as staying connected to and protecting the ones important to you. Very compassionate person. It is difficult to navigate ourselves through a complicated world while juggling our emotions and hurtful issues.

[@esbizzze]

Thank you for sharing your story. You are a brave and beautiful soul. Those dark moments that you may have at times, be sure to tell yourself that you are to be loved, that you are showing someone else that they too can make their own life outside of JWS. Thanks again.

[@Monkeyshine911]

JWs... Best Life Ever! Trauma, PTSD, families ripped apart, child abuse... Who could ask for anything more?

[@kevinw1554]

Very brave of you Kelsey. I understand exactly when you say you feel compelled to watch other ex jdub videos. I do too. There are other excellent and revealing videos of those sharing their own powerfully presented stories. In time you will come to understand why you feel as you do and become truly free. The residual effects seem to take forever to go away. They actually never completely but become quieter, more into the background. I am still working up strength to tell my story.

[@runfromthetower3547]

Welcome to your freedom! thank you for sharing your experience. living life now, not just enduring it. may you have peace.

[@1980mjp]

Thanks for telling your story. It's very brave of you to do so. Shout out to FB Recovering Group 3! You should post this video there if you want. I know they'd love to see it. We got your back. Keep living. Keep healing. Keep truckin'!

[@vivvvn9801]

Thanks for sharing your story n allowing this to help heal, strengthen, yourself as well as others. Its been 16+yrs for me in my Ex jw mini world🏠 Still discovering new things in life unfortunately we may make wrong choices n learn as we go. Take care yourself 1st n 🐱🐈bf for life. You are not alone 🌻✌💖

[@jeffpeff]

You are now a part of a very loving and supportive community. Welcome! Thanks for telling your story. I ran away from home too,as an act of self preservation. My story is on my channel, if you're interested.

[@angvan7368]

Jeff Peff

[@darlenesmith1432]

Hi, fellow Canadian, The Most High is waking you up! Welcome to your freedom John8:32

[@thatonegirl9653]

Hello my dear! Allow your emotions ... It's natural. You were so brave to post this ... Keep journaling... Keep writing... S say aaåYou will heal more completely! Take care of you! You matter you are so worthy of love! Don't forget💟🤗

[@Cuckoo4thetruth]

I know your life was not easy but you are so far ahead of the game because you did the research and even tho it wasn't easy you are dealing with the aftermath of being a JW. I'm proud of you for all the positive steps you've made so far and as far as the mistakes you've made, they are opportunities to grow to be a stronger person.

[@marigold673]

oh your soo young! you are way ahead of the game, because you were never baptized, have faith in your siblings intellect , they will wake up. It took me 25yrs but I did. The best advice I can give you is love life,

[@pinkfuschia8140]

You're really brave. You clearly love your family and have a lot of respect for your mum even though you are learning The Truth About The Truth. Did you know all about the origins of the name Jehovah according to Watchtower's own literature? Raymundus Martini, a Catholic monk invented it. There is no 'J' in Hebrew, so it is not the divine name. It is YHWH, which sounds out as Yahweh. So they are not 'sanctifying' His name. Religion must be a difficult painful thing for you, being as the Bible was used in so many arguments. My eldest son is your age and I see that this could've been him had I not left the meetings when he was almost 6 and my daughter 4 1/2. My husband was a shunned brother who attended meetings and believed in it. I was the non believer and we had a few disagreements, mainly over the shunning and also female subjection idea. But I put my kids through going along with no birthdays, holidays etc after he died for 5 years. This cult has a hold over even the non believing spouses. I can relate to your mum getting anxiety and being protective over you, with all the intentions she has, but I realize now I was wrong to do this to my children. My husband died a week before my son's first birthday and around Fathers Day and my daughter born near Christmas and we were looked after in my parents Catholic home with celebrations going on, so this coupled with guilt over the religious rows we had, drove me back to the meetings. I left it when I saw hypocrisy in the congregation and I took 15 years to deprogram my mind. I had anxiety, so that may be due to what you went through. There is no shame in getting support for that through a mental health team. If someone physically hurts you, we see no problem going for help, its the same when we're mentally or spiritually hurt. Just show your mum you love her and appreciate her concern for you growing up and healing will start for both of you.

[@larpsim]

I hope that someday you can send the relationship you had with your little brother. He was definitely affected by your leaving. It wasn't just your leaving your mom, you left HIM and he always looked up to you. Someday he'll understand.

[@john-r-edge]

Well done, that must have been tough to do.

[@carolmichellef]

You're so brave and you're not alone! I know how hard it is but God is good and he puts the right people in front of you. God is love and he gave you talents so you can used them :) Sending you love and look up this song here on youtube "The Way of Love" by Keely Reed. It helped me.

[@craigleno7903]

Great story! Glad you're free from the grips of the cult :)

[@kristinorr4434]

Wow, what a witness story! Wow!

[@bryanbond3886]

you are at least fortunate to have never gotten baptized. i have been 22 yrs and have no family. God bless

[@manuelrios8568]

Wow onpresionante otra ves esta chica con un relato tan escueto u tan poco confiable igual q todos los q hablan mal d Los testigos ya inventense algo diferente pero no ban a lograr nada por q Los testigos son onestos y siempre Salen Adelante a un y a Pesar d tanto ataque

[@Sportliveonline]

well done its not natural