Ex-Ketamine Addict On Spending £10,000 In A Weekend & Facing Death | Honesty Box

[@M12345-i]

Thomas is a great guy. He was my boss when I volunteered with the Marie Trust in Glasgow, which is a charity which specialises in working with vulnerable people. A lot of people who came into the café for a cheap meal would be homeless and/or struggling with addiction. It's great to see he's been given a platform to share his story and to continue helping so many people. I learned a lot from him !

[@IsYourJobSafeFromAI]

Madness. KZbin comments can be positive.

[@FPG21-ys2bo]

The fact he was ur “boss” from the story he just told us is crazy, what a turn around

[@TryptamineRitual]

This guy is absolutely full of it

[@thomasdelaney4984]

Hey mate, long time no speak. Thank you for your kind words. I hope you're keeping well and have you relocated now? Ps. I also wish people would just watch the video before judging the misleading title - to add, which I never said lol

[@michaelaugust4313]

@@thomasdelaney4984I get that. Thanks for the video

[@nadiabarrett5195]

I'm so glad you are well again! Thank you for being so honest, especially about the nitty-gritty bladder stuff ...this is the kind of detail that's needed. You advise about what is hardest and also best about being sober is spot on. Wise man.

[@charlisays]

Your voice holds a lot more weight than one who has never been/ lived with an addict. Thank you for your honesty, stay well ❤

[@ScouseThanos]

I get 2 years clean from ketamine an Xanax next month, and everything he said about ket is right. That dissociation from humanity and not caring about anything is dangerous because as humans we need social interaction with other humans, great share.. powerful! X

[@hotgirlmess]

Wow that's amazing! I don't know you but I'm really proud of you! That's no small feat.

[@youhatethetruth4113]

Question pls.. is keta addictive alot? I want to try it to help me with 30 years old depressed mood.. thank you for any tips

[@ScouseThanos]

@@youhatethetruth4113 it’s a psychologically addicting drug, like the body doesn’t crave it not like say alcohol or heroin, buts it is a dangerous drug I would not recommend trying it, even for depression there’s a lot more easier things to do for depression

[@bishyeahbish3758]

Yeah what he was saying was spot on. My problems heroin but absolutely I feel what you're saying about the need for human interaction and the way that loneliness and depression is able to effect someone in a surprisingly short time yknow......that's literally my world, I don't have any real friends there's no one I see regularly, on my own 24/7 its miserable and although I can't excuse my drug use with that fact its definitely contributing to the struggle. I'm more off than I am on nowadays so sometimes it's twice maybe once a week so could be much worse but needs to be stopped

[@ScouseThanos]

@@bishyeahbish3758 yeh I hear a lot of people that come from addiction are super lonely and I can imagine it’s hard without any real friends, but that doesn’t mean you can go make some new ones, try going to AA NA CA meeting and you’ll find friends for life in there, real people that want to see you actually get better aswell

[@bluejayway19]

As a ketamine addict I relate to everything this man is saying. All the emotional pain , the physical ie the bladder issues. I was passing out chunks of bladder lining and it’s so horrible and so difficult. I’m so glad he’s recovering and I hope I reach that point too.

[@Wilki2708]

You got this ❤

[@jamesreid343]

Sending love dude 💖 stay strong

[@FrogPrincess1990]

Sending love and support your way, you got this!! 💕

[@MA-zg2pz]

❤❤❤

[@KingDomsKingdom85]

Please be careful, passing bits of your bladder is worrying. Genuinely wishing you the best with your addiction.

[@nilsanarvaez7947]

Wow what a transformation! He makes an excellent speaker! Congratulations! 👏👏👏👏 That picture of him when he was using was a shocker.

[@thomasdelaney4984]

Thank you, oddly enough speaking is now my job haha

[@octa_fan]

Recovering Ket addict here - thanks for sharing your story! Especially the bladder/kidney problems, which aren’t discussed enough. I was admitted multiple times and came close to dying from near kidney failure, I have developed a fistula between my reproductive & urinary tracts, and when I relapsed it only took a couple of uses before I was hospitalized as my kidneys started failing again. Even after a year of clean/recovery time, my kidneys couldn’t cope - and I know that if I use again I’d be risking organ failure. It’s a helpful bit of knowledge for keeping me on track lol. Happy to answer questions

[@bb-zt8ve]

why do you think you got addicted to ket instead of another substance like alcohol, coke or painkillers?

[@LozzaTx]

Wishing you well 🫶 I’m a recovering addict, alcohol & painkillers were my vices. It’s definitely easier to stay sober than to get sober that’s for sure❤

[@Pixal_media]

how often were you using honestly? to gauge if its happening to me? thanks sending love

[@simonhill6267]

Haven't heard of kidney failure from ketamine, but bladder cystitis instead. What was your official diagnosis?

[@sarpsays]

What was your use pattern like, dose/frequency if you don't mind me asking?

[@ETGOTHOME7]

Well done you for having the balls to stand up and help other people. Well done x❤

[@thomasdelaney4984]

Thank you :)

[@jamesreid343]

"I was happy to die" this rings very true. I feel like I would benefit from doing this. Sending love man. Would love to speak about how heavy things got for me.

[@jordanclackfitness1941]

Incredible information and a sign of hope for people who are in the lowest of the lows, in similar situations!

[@thomasdelaney4984]

Thanks mate :)

[@leekolvik1284]

"I've lost friends through addiction and unfortunately they are completely out of time". That line at 17:49 hit home hard. Well done on sobriety mate. ❤❤

[@thomasdelaney4984]

Thank you mate!

[@PhoolbhangsinghWadiwa]

Please do a video on liteflake their ketamine is top tier you said you were going to do one last month but never did it.

[@jonntischnabel]

There's no feeling like your first hit. Coke, crack, heroin. The problem is, you try to recreate that feeling, and it's never quite the same. I spent 18 years as a crack addict. And 8 on heroin as well. I'd estimate I spent between 300k and 500k. I'm now in recovery and it's not easy. Props to you for making this video. ❤

[@liamhgd581]

Keep it man. Fuck the nay sayers

[@jamesreid343]

Heavy bro. Recovering snowballer here. X

[@teddy3761]

That wasn't my experience

[@TryptamineRitual]

Every time i have/ had a speedball it hit just like the first... especially in the groin

[@sitokiaba5404]

Ive tried coke various times. Its a very mild high compared to most drugs. All I get is a boost of confidence. That's it. Never needed to recreate the feeling of the first hit, because it was nothing special. Obviously a coke addiction is brutal, as with most addictions, but its not even remotely comparable to Crack or Heroin. Ive known coke addicts, and known plenty who've died from Heroin. Coke addicts waste their money as most of the time, but are generally pretty functional. Heroin addicts rarely make it out alive.

[@perhapsshellliveafterall]

I understand. 18 months sober here, alcohol was my DOC but there was a time where ketamine played a big part, it was enjoyable at the time because of its massively dissociative effect, i didn't want to feel or be alive, ketamine allowed me to to live in a dream instead.. lots of old friends got addicted to the stuff too but it was alcohol that almost took me out.. anway, glad you made it through and that you're here to pass on the message of recovery. ❤✌

[@jamesreid343]

Relate!

[@stephenduke412]

22 grand Mal seizures in 8 years from Alcohol withdrawal 6 and a half years sober now THANKS 2 MY JACK RUSSELL PANCHO ❤️ THE worst day I've had SOBER (Yet to have a bad day) is better than any day I had as a DRINKING MAN. Recovered alcoholic 😊

[@jaylad16]

My brother was a ketamine addict and had to have surgery in London at the bladder cancer hospital to repair his bladder luckily he's on the mend now.

[@zanebarker8941]

I would absolutely love to have a talk to you about all of this no one seems to understand it like you it is the worst life and pain imaginable. Literally in tears hearing this

[@MrMcChuckles95]

That stuff he's saying about Westminster hits home. Scotland gets called out every year for the rate of drug deaths, and we have no ability to change the laws and give people the help they need.

[@thomasdelaney4984]

Thank you mate

[@evanrolfe6652]

"no ability to change the laws" what are you talking about? you vote for your MP who votes for laws in parliament. exactly like every other British citizen does in England, Wales & Northern Ireland.

[@thomasdelaney4984]

@@evanrolfe6652 exactly, but we live and are talking about Scotland and their drug policies which are governed by the English (UK) government. Idiot!

[@rachael.b890]

So inspiring to hear your story and how you made it out. Addiction sucks. I started out on ket and was addicted from the ages of 18-21. I have ended up with a massive hole in my septum which kind of sucks! Managed to get away from it by moving to Australia for a few years.

[@thomasdelaney4984]

Kudos to you, I know many people that moved away, even to Oz but sadly never kicked the habit.

[@syddog44]

There's no escape life hits hard, you've just got to face up to reality with a clear mind there's no other way I'm afraid. Being sober doesn't make life easy, but life plus drugs makes life impossible.

[@richwebster117]

No, I totally disagree - and I would be very afraid if life post drugs was miserable. It does not have to be. If you embrace the solution by doing the right things with the right intentions, life does get not only bearable, but pleasureable too. I think what you mean is that life will constantly throw things at you regardless of using or not, but recovery enables you to make the right choices and deal with life on lifes terms without fear. As always, we have a choice - we can eithher live in the problem, or the solution.

[@bxstar5276]

All very judgemental

[@Mizztree23]

You looking amazing.. well done for ditching the ket and teaching others ❤ you the man ❤️

[@adamschannelofallsorts2190]

I have been on cocaine half of my life I had my first bag 1g on my 18th birthday I'm now 36 and lost everything apart from being still alive..........i can not wait to be clean the day will soon come........thanks for sharing your story and well done for fighting your demons

[@adamschannelofallsorts2190]

If love to share my story to try and help myself and other people

[@sacredpalms33]

You will be clean brother. I will pray for you. I've been there myself.

[@adamschannelofallsorts2190]

@@sacredpalms33 thanks bro means the world 💞

[@purpleaki1277]

@@adamschannelofallsorts2190 bro I spent 2 decades in heavy use, taking anything and everything and was a right greedy bastard with it, been clean 7 and half years. Trust me you will get clean if you want to and when you want to it's far far easier. Good luck and stay strong 💪💪💪

[@YaraSnikkers]

Self awareness and intrinsic motivation are step one, so you already in step 2. Keep going you will make it

[@LozzaTx]

Thank you for sharing your story ❤

[@StephenLMW]

I believe drugs should be legalised why because not only would it massively decrease the value but most importantly would stop people from taking them, Thomas is a very good man who finally managed to drag himself away from the dangers of Ket and Coke, respect to you Tom

[@deebo5474]

Wtf are you talking about. Explain specifically how legalising drugs would stop people taking them, please explain

[@queenofthebutterflies5212]

I'm 100% with you. NOTHING will stop people from taking drugs.

[@painpatientsaddiction3640]

💯 drugs should be decriminalized

[@dlcchannel8881]

The guy got a point, he may not stated his view in the right way but unfortunately is obvious that people would never stop to engage with substances and the whole shaming and criminalizing don't work at all and create a huge business for gangs, mafia etc . And that make so much more damage on top with territorial dispute, deaths and the substances are dirty,filthy and full of bad cut agent that damage more than the drug itself. with decriminalization, proper regulation, will help in so many way and there is proof with Portugal. Instead of shaming and isolating the user (that is proved to be more harmless) you reintroduce whoever is struggling in society, handing over a hand instead of striking them with it and through therapy you find the cause for the self medication and the reason why the feel uncomfortable with them self sober. Also the tax paid from legal substances bought not from gangs but from the government, clean and regulated, could be use to whatever need urgent funding. I can keep going why will work but what is obvious to everybody is that how the drug abuse is been approached isn't working and his spirals down day after day. Inform yourself and others and stop the judging coz everyone at the end of the day is struggling with something

[@steffanelvy4153]

look at portugal since they decriminalised drugs usage has gone down@@deebo5474

[@dozzszz]

36 grams??!?!!! I am very happy too see you have kicked it. Strugling myself at the moment not with ket but other substance. You are an inspiration i hope you see this brother!

[@thomasdelaney4984]

Well, it was an ounce and a quarter within 24 hours, so 28 + 7 = 35 grams actually. I worked it out wrong in my head lol. I was at that stage where I could do copious amounts. I hope you are okay too mate.

[@jencrochetingradtech5913]

Drug use is a thief of time I hope this man is an addiction counselor. I think ppl in recovery are the best counselors for those entering into recovery

[@bradmca2022]

He's a very enlightened person for sure

[@thomasdelaney4984]

Thanks

[@mysoullovessoul558]

Well he's obviously been through hell and survived, but I got to say your hair just looks so good and healthy. Giving me 80's Michael Hutchence.

[@leighirvine]

I thought the same! ☺️

[@thomasdelaney4984]

Who on earth is Michael Hutchence... Defo googling this! Lol

[@emilyspunbun5839]

As a recovered let addict thank you !

[@lucashartley5455]

8k on cocaine in two days is like sniffing a gram an hour every hour for 48hrs and there not a chance

[@louisilic666]

Sniffed half a g on his first ever try in one sniff apparently too 😂

[@lrice439]

Obviously never tried crack

[@peterdomek601]

😂😅 I'm guessing he never owned/used whales

[@jameswallace5235]

Ametur. I've seen people do 5 grams in 10 minutes.

[@jameswallace5235]

@@louisilic666 That's easy as fuck. lol you lot have never had a proper sesh. Sit back down.

[@alex2980]

Thanks for sharing Thomas.

[@johnblyth9787]

To talk to another person with a problem, the best way is share your own journey. Tell about your time of useing or drinking first. Then tell of your sober time. This way they will get identification and know you have been there. They will be far more likely to listen to you this way

[@jacko9739]

What a guy. Fair play

[@SpanielRacing2]

*STOP CENSORING BASIC SWEARWORDS* This is an *ADULT* topic, so *stop* treating the audience like children.

[@highseervehk]

KZbin guidelines

[@SpanielRacing2]

@@highseervehk *No* it isn’t, see Ladbible’s earlier interviews with people, there was no swearing censored at all before, now they have started doing it. What really wound me up about either this video, or another recent video about a man who was a heroin addict is that he said “can I swear?” and the female interviewer replies “sure, no problem”, then it’s blanked out. It’s so pathetic. If you’ve produced many videos where swearing was no issue, why suddenly start censoring. It’s got absolutely nothing to do with ‘KZbin guidelines’, as there are millions of videos which contain swearing.

[@thomasdelaney4984]

Fuck sake man! 😂

[@ianlamb1910]

Great hair in fairness 👏

[@thomasdelaney4984]

Thank you haha

[@themarinman8339]

There’s definitely a correlation between giving up an addiction and growing your hair. From personal experience, I broke the chains of alcoholism and didn’t cut my hair for 2 years…it kinda grew with recovery

[@IssacLHunt]

@kjqughehiuohguiog ⚠SPASTIC POST ALERT⚠

[@thomasdelaney4984]

I feel it's my superpower mate... you know, just like the story of Samson... Let's pray my gf doesn't cut it off! lol

[@TomTomLo1]

First line was a half g? Grew up in London with that accent? £7k between 2 in a weekend, so 20-35 grams each? None of this is adding up yet.

[@chrislaing1395]

Lived in London more than half my life, back in Scotland, never lost my accent. Regarding the amounts, you never met a real coke addict who has the cash to splash? Shit's sooo damn fiendish. This is the reason the ones without the cash go off robbing people and doing other desperate things, then they end up on crack, which is even worse - but cheap for a short-acting hit. Cokeheads with money will do crack too, even seek it out. Believe me, this story adds up.

[@Saintdream3]

First line half g no way in hell hahaha

[@squattilupuke2435]

​@Saintdream3 your nostrils can't even absorb half that powder in one go lmao

[@harrywilliams8847]

Where are you getting your jet from your getting ripped off so 35 grams each that’s 70 grams in total, 7,000 decided by 70 is £100 a gram Buy in bulk get it for £4 a gram

[@thomasdelaney4984]

So I'm the chap in the video. Firstly, I actually was born in Ireland, moved to London as a small child, gained a weird Irish cockney accent, then moved to Yorkshire around 10 years old. Hence now having this weird accent. What's to work out... Also as stated again, for and all the other IDIOTS who haven't watched the video, I never said it was spent all on drugs. It was wasted on stupid expensive drinks, champagne, VIP tables, drugs and other shit that costs a fortune. Hope this clarifies it for you :)

[@adamheeley285]

I don't understand how anyone can be a heroin addict. I tried doing a few T3's and I couldn't stop itching. It was so ANNYOING! I couldn't even feel the buzz because of it.

[@nigeh5326]

Worst part of being clean of speed for 10 years has been boredom. When I was using speed I was happy on my own I could always find some pointless thing to do. Now I’m on my own and bored a lot of the time. I took it for 15 years and did crazy things. I’m not talking meth btw but uk speed which was dexamphetamine base.

[@jennsimpson_backup3333]

Like the paste stuff? I remember being really shocked first time I saw it like that, heroin and benzos were my thing, but being in that world you see stuff. I've been clean since 2017, and that sort os speed was already hard to get at that point (base, I think that's what its called) Never heard of anyone selling crystal meth, thank fuck. Can't imagine the nightmare it would be introducing that stuff into already decimated communities. Xanax was becoming thing, more people I know died from that than heroin. 3 in a ten day period at one point I'm so, so so grateful to be clean 🖤

[@nigeh5326]

@@jennsimpson_backup3333 Yep base the putty like stuff that people would say put it in the fridge it needs to be damp. But the damp was from the chemicals they made it with. If it was dried out it was just as potent but could be snorted although I usually had it in a wrap no taste then. I tried other stuff weed, E, acid, special K, codeine, coke, valium and had dia morphine (heroin) and morphine in hospital after a bad bike crash. Meth wasn’t a thing in the UK until recently thankfully. After I quit and got my head clear I managed to get an appointment where I was diagnosed with ADHD which explained why I liked speed. Now I enjoy a can of beer and once in a blue moon a spliff and life is way better. I am prescribed extended release methylphenidate for my. ADHD and that works for me. If I’m honest I do miss speed occasionally but it led me to dark places I wouldn’t want to go back to.

[@RustyVaperGameplay]

I used to take speed... I once organised the canned soup in the order of which they would come if they had a race, but I based the results on taste.

[@RustyVaperGameplay]

@@jennsimpson_backup3333 Yeah because xannies get cut with shit.

[@sealandersoundscapes6403]

I feel that for sure keep at it I used to be bad for pinning it but ended up with heart issues so had to give it up or face the heart attack but still clean now but the long days take some getting through these days

[@nahuel]

He looks amazing for someone who's been an addict. The skin, the hair.

[@frankgrimes6047]

that picture they showed was scary, surprised he survived that, looks fine now.

[@BedriddenRiddims]

I used to do K regularly at university, I basically did it instead of drinking- far cheaper and wears off very quickly. The trick is though to only take little bits, avoid that K-hole and it's just like you are drunk. I hate k-holes but little bumps keeping you at a good level was nice for me. But when I first tried K I hated it.

[@mrkiplingreallywasanexceed8311]

Agreed - K holes are not fun - always made me feel incredibly self conscious, like so extreme it caused me pain. I would always be thinking as I went under "what do I look like" and "I bet people are laughing" just all that stuff....nah, not my cup of tea at all....

[@BedriddenRiddims]

@@mrkiplingreallywasanexceed8311 I do remember laughing at people looking weird during K-holes, while I was on a nice level

[@sarahsemmar1628]

thank you for your vulnerability

[@liamhgd581]

Never shared my experience. But i was addicted to meow, md and jwh. I started taking them when i was roughly 13 stopped at roughly 23-24. But where people are saying they have all picked there lifes up after. Take my word for it. Sometimes it wrecks u for life . Wether its physcially or mentally. Unfortunately i have been wrecked in both manners and trying to get the help needed in the u.k is a nightmare. Wether its for the drug abuse or wether its to get the help to stay clean because u just cant get life together no matter how much u try. Id recommend anyone whos taking drugs to look at there actions take a step back and ask yourself is that the you, you are happy with ? To also remember that evan if u sort yourself out drug wise that could very well be your life done. No friends no family. The lonelyness that stems from that is a killer. I wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy. As in reality it has turned me into a vile and dangerous person. To the point that im aware of this so i just hide myself away from the world. Hope u guys can learn from my experience.

[@LeoliCat]

What is jwh please?

[@liamhgd581]

@@LeoliCat it what they was putting on spice when it 1st come around ( been used alot longer than that thou) . In reality it's a pretty safe drug. It's just the people who was making spice had no idea what they was doing and was adding way way way to much of it to what ever plant matter they chose to use. Edit: just because I say it's pretty safe I wouldn't recommend anyone try it as it's highly addictive and very easy to mess up the waights. Wich is when people start dying It also has bit of a sketchy use that I'm not willing to go into here as there are messed up people out there who will use it for that purpose without a doubt. It's been done before it will be done again

[@LeoliCat]

@@liamhgd581 Thanks for the reply friend! I hope you're doing better now.

[@NishaMosi]

Use an online plug like liteflake. No cuts nothing. Most street dealers are super risky to deal with.

[@n4ht4n80]

See I never thought of ket as a drug you could even get addicted to. Usually taking ket in raves and clubs and unless your doing that every night, which is unlikely, I woudlnt of even thought you’d wanna be taking it just on a regular day. Scary and sad

[@TheMetalhead678]

I think it's time for me to stop using ketamine, I've started getting hooked on it. I just thought like.. "Alright I'm just gonna make this a once in a while thing." but it just ends up getting to a point where you're doing it on Mondays, then Tuesdays, then Wednesdays, and then it's just got you and before you know it, you're doing it all the time and doing it just to escape from a stressful day. It's not good man.

[@bobjary9382]

Just amazing ....so much great advice and insight. And coming off wirh no chemical help ? I love that. I didnt want to drag my misery out over months of measured withdrawl so i just dropdped straightt off my habit plus 60ml methadone a day. Rattled like fuck but after two weeks I could feel a glimmer or hope. Im no hero either . The opppsite in fact i couldnt do the torture of reducing slowly. People that do that are the tough ones

[@thomasdelaney4984]

Amazing mate, well done :)

[@King4s]

So how do one continue his life with out drugs, when the pain is so unbeliveble, that he can only think of how to end his life to make it stop, or have a drug that can relieve that pain.

[@thomasdelaney4984]

You believe life will get better

[@NarcoticZombie]

I will never understand why people love ket, I've never really enjoyed it unless I mixed it with other drugs

[@Ketannabis]

Same here

[@jeddyb2109]

It's good but I don't get who people could do it every day being all wavey ngl ket+LSD is probably the craziest combo I've done

[@benybe123]

6st is 38kg, must be wrong Just seen his photo at 5:10 horrific weight loss

[@sdg9695]

6st is wild!! He looks of a bit of a bigger build to me too and I got down to 45kg at my worst. Now im about 60kg and id class that as a healthy weight for me

[@thomasdelaney4984]

Sadly I'm fat now, but 6st was no lie as you can see in the pictures. My Ideal weight is around 11st

[@HA-fx5bw]

I have went to 3 ketamine appointments at a ketamine clinic. I think its medicinal under the right circumstances.

[@KB88_]

Definitely medicinal but super harmful when abused

[@michaelfulgieri6954]

@@KB88_if you can’t handle it

[@sallyflanders1608]

My 27-yr old bf died from an overdose 2 months ago. Drowned in a pool after mixing nicotine, alcohol, Xanax, muscle relaxer, and ketamine. Let me tell you: was a zombie and severely depressed from childhood trauma. Refused to go to rehab or talk to a therapist. But, within the span of two years--he wet the bed overnight 3 times. Yes 3. Moreover, he had chronic bladder, pee, constipation, and incontinent issues. Ketamine is no joke!!!!!!

[@anthonyholroyd5359]

He made a really, really good point about Scotland here. We have one of the worst drug death rates in Europe, and our newspapers keep using it as a political football to try and attack our devolved government in Edinburgh - but drug laws are reserved to London. We can't fix the problem when we don't have the powers.

[@thomasdelaney4984]

Thank you mate. It's all political here isn't it.

[@zanebarker8941]

I have been a very heavy user taking ketamine for on going 8 years I have had a lot of moment stopping but but I waited till it was too late I understand what he is talking about I take at least 3grams a day upwards depending on who I'm with or being depressed I am now 2onths clean but how do people deal with the bladder pain it is unbearable... Weeing blood and clots I cannot walk and weeing all the time any help would be amazing

[@oneiyyar]

If you had half a gram in one first time I’m gonna bet on that being the pubbiest pub grub known to man

[@1MasterBates]

Luckily for him the coke was probably of low’ish’ purity, anything higher than 25/35 percent when sniffing those amounts, you would surely be flatlining

[@etziowingeler3173]

Thanks for sharing

[@12345678968344]

Facccking good on Ya Keith Lemon 👏🏼

[@thomasdelaney4984]

Hahahaha quality

[@thomasdelaney4984]

hahahaha

[@dan-syndrome5883]

Me and my mate used to do k all the time back in 2007 . we did it so we would k hole . ended up doing gram lines and sometimes just fucked our heads up lol. woudent ever touch it again but was pretty fucking mental times and some mad trips wont forget. REGRETTAMIN

[@bravo2966]

Why did you add the word 'lol' after 'fucked our heads up'? (Genuine question).

[@dan-syndrome5883]

we did get in some funny ol situations @@bravo2966

[@bravo2966]

@@oioi8745f Oh, you seem to have misunderstood. I was asking him, not you. Hope that clears it up for you.

[@dan-syndrome5883]

@@bravo2966 yeh as he said, i was reminiscing

[@bravo2966]

@@dan-syndrome5883 I see, I suppose we sometimes look upon even our greatest hardships with a smile. Thanks for answering.

[@straightouttacornwall]

I understand addictions but I can never understand ketamine addiction. I have tried it on several occassions in my raving days and its awful. It doesn't feel nice, in fact quite the opposite

[@lrrrruleroftheplanetomicro6881]

Yeah, been irregularly taking low doses for depression for years. Neither nice nor awful, pretty middle-y for me. And the 28 grams he did in a day would last me about a decade.

[@DavidBremner-mo3dh]

Its hard to look back trying to analyse your childhood for a reason for why you went down the path you did i always took everything to the extreme iv lostt 20 odd years of my life to craack and heroin and only just starting to want to get a normal life back just turned 40 so half my life lost now worried about the future having small pensions with god knows how many companies if I manage to live long enough i dont want to be barĺey able to have money to live on

[@tubeofnoob4683]

I think the most I've had is around 3 grand in a night. I was addicted to cocaine, heroine, crack and fentanyl in 2015. One of my best friends who got in to the depths with me is now dead and I'm still paying off debt I acquired. Going on 8 years clean now and I have no worries of ever relapsing. All in all I know around 17 people who have died from drugs.

[@simonoliver6393]

Addiction is a choice you make. Rather than seek help, you choose a 'poison'. Unfortunately, it is too common & is weakness. You need to reach your pain before choosing addiction. It's a mockery to people who genuinely have no quality of life & still carry on.

[@thomasdelaney4984]

What a stupid and misguided comment. I'd say it's more a lack of understanding than a weakness.

[@thomasdelaney4984]

Do you understand that people choose drugs because they believe it's actually going to help?

[@tpx864]

Unfortunately you don’t understand addiction

[@mattkaz9604]

Good lord, an ounce in a day. If someone gave me a free quarter ounce on the agreement that I'd use it all in a day I'd have to say no - it must feel utterly depraved.

[@chimerachrist4300]

this is is important

[@sodalines]

k must me a uk thing, iv never seen it in the states. always wanted to try it but never could its just not around.

[@SipzCdj-Google]

I have a coke issue, i do it because of bordom (i live in Spain) its boring here & i dont drink. Its healthier living than london for healing. Now after a long time, i can just stop and start whenever i like. Thats not great but when you put it into the terms of 'every day' compared to 'once a month' ... For me this is my method of getting clean, i like this way because i no longer crave it or anything... Its more like if i fancy a day of sorting out the house & singing 🤷🏼😶‍🌫️😅

[@clivemathieu9386]

You can become and addict without any trauma. Chemicals are strong

[@Lysergic2406]

I recognise him, is he from the guy from the vice doc?

[@thomasdelaney4984]

I have also worked with vice before but don't think they actually used my story lol

[@The_New_Abnormal_World_Order]

In my mind ket feels like such a dirty drug. I find it bizarre that it is now being prescribed to treat mental illness.

[@tpx864]

Medical grade ket is completely different from street

[@JoshuaKhosa]

6 stone is really crazy for thicker boned guy, it’s not like he’s a thin boned person. That is extremely intense weight loss

[@wra7h]

How do these addicts always have so much money?

[@jLkm897]

I earn money from my jod as a forestmachine driver. I am opioid addict so it was easy for me to kerp it secret. And i am much more effective on opioids than without because i have chronic pain. Been using drugs that i am prescriped for 20 years. I tried to stop but my pain is too much to handle without opioids. But i am very happy and i think i will continue to live like this. I just don’t see reason to stop.

[@charlotterobson6860]

Yeah being in recovery makes you realise how many people are alcoholics.

[@painpatientsaddiction3640]

People don't realize that Alcohol is a drug

[@isotopiary]

Is true. Alcohol is the only drug that people think there’s something wrong if you don’t partake.

[@painpatientsaddiction3640]

@@isotopiary your absolutely right 💯

[@megapop1976]

Alcohol is not a drug, it’s a drink. That’s why it’s legal.

[@charlotterobson6860]

its literally a drug in drink form. Just because its legal doesn't mean its not a drug, Do people drink alcohol when they're thirsty? Its for the mind altering effect. @@megapop1976

[@AshSmash123]

I understand how people can get addicted to Ketamine. But ive took it for years and never had a problem with it as such. Being an alcoholic, i actually find ketamine beneficial for those days off alcohol and puts me on the right track to want complete abstinence from alcohol. I still take K in moderation and now dont drink alcohol, so its worked wonders for me.

[@triple_gem_shining]

Taking something for years and not being addicted don't go together bub

[@stevenblackford8379]

How much is moderation like a gram a month or 2?/

[@lrrrruleroftheplanetomicro6881]

@@triple_gem_shining Your doc wouldn't say that about most psych meds. And I won't say that about tea. Also I'm pretty sure I like tea better than Ketamine.

[@chrisfloyd6615]

Literally impossible for 2 people to consume 10k worth of cocaine in 2 days

[@alpeaceandlove]

drugs work but its a curse peace and love man

[@n4ht4n80]

5:09 crazy I’m just gonna take ket for a few weeks and try and get my body fat down

[@mendaciousreality8459]

4:28 if you’ve done something thousands of times then say “I never enjoyed any of those experiences” is just ridiculous

[@thomasdelaney4984]

Why?

[@mendaciousreality8459]

@@thomasdelaney4984 Because you chose to do it again and again times thousands…so obviously you did otherwise you wouldn’t have chose to do them ? If you didn’t enjoy it at all you wouldn’t have chose to do it would you ?

[@thomasdelaney4984]

@@mendaciousreality8459 you clearly don't or just down right refuse to understand why people choose to use drugs, do you ...

[@mendaciousreality8459]

@@thomasdelaney4984 I use drugs myself and the way humans operate is first and foremost based upon feelings…. So wanting something so bad and then finally getting it, there is some level of enjoyment in that or else addicts wouldn’t be addicted to the things they are. Ig they don’t get enjoyment out of it they wouldn’t do it. I’ve been addicted to countless things in my life, lots of diff drugs included… so this guy is just lying to himself if he believes the nonsense he is saying

[@THazebomb]

Bro just hoovering up snowballs no bladder left

[@VallenteDunn]

19:31 One man's trash is another's treasure.

[@koont666]

From a heavy user of trumpet 🎺 in the ninetys,i can honestly say the gear i was getting in London was uncut,and the most i did was share a quarter with a mate 3 days seriously, proper gear 💯💪

[@Jimmy-B-]

Lol $10,000 a week where do they get these numbers from, ill tell you out there arse. The only way he is spending that much is if he is getting absolutely ripped off by his dealer

[@papaspears5035]

I wentbin K hole for the first time (done it 4 tines in my life) I went into my death and ut was terrifying. I was dead. I had to realise that. Lu kill I wasn't and I came round but I'll never touch the stuff again. I find it crazy how you can get addicted to it. Glad I found this story because I'll be urging my mates to stay away from it in future.

[@Veganismisawesome]

He looks surprisingly healthy.

[@thomasdelaney4984]

Thanks

[@DoubleG-l3b]

now people are taking rhino tranq, not horse, rhino. i was once given a line of ket being told it was coke by one of my 'best mates'. last thing i remember was him saying 'see you soon mate'. luckily i was a group of decent people i at least knew... hes living in a park last time i heard, last time he bothered me was to ask for money.

[@johnblyth9787]

You are absolutly right that alcohol is in many ways the worst drug. There are far more deaths from alcohol than all drugs combined. On the leagalsing it is a hard question. Alcohol is legal but it does not stop people drinking. However i do not think users belong in prison. They need help. Rehabs and or NA. Then put into voluntary work and eventuly paid work. Build a sence of worth and belonging. Prison just pulls them down and achives nothing. John alcoholic greatfully 34 years sober.

[@jimmock]

Who snorts cocaine from a bag

[@TheDementation]

It would be a better world if drugs and alcohol werent around.

[@shadowbossmsm]

10k in ket In one weekend You were getting ripped off if that's what you were buying it for

[@thomasdelaney4984]

Watch the video, then re-read your stupid comment.

[@shutup2751]

obviously the blow he used was awful, no way you could do that much in a single weekend

[@DazzlerC]

Yes there is you obviously have no idea what you’re talking about, calling it blow gives that away for a start

[@shutup2751]

8,000 on a single weekend on that stuff ?you actually believe that ? come on@@DazzlerC

[@danfisher3621]

Half a gram snort 😂, you’d be discoe-ing with daft punk mentally ready to enter the ring with Tyson Fury 🤣🤣🤣

[@davehoward22]

As some who's been on/off drugs for going on 40 years,it allways baffles me where they pull these money fiqures from...Ketamin is used to knock out horses, and an inch long line of it trips you out..10 grand?

[@louisilic666]

He's full of shit 😂

[@BSUF303]

​@@yankycandleYup and the tolerance never goes - not uncommon for people to be doing gram+ lines

[@jameswallace5235]

He was talking about coke then.

[@skatescumbarfalot5997]

still 1000 on gear is a ridiculous amount for 2 people in a weekend! . he must have been giving bags out all over the place! @@jameswallace5235

[@bogisimonsen471]

Ketamin is also use by different armys to tread pain form gunshots because morfin can lower you heartbeat and blodpresure all things the can kill a gunshot victim

[@terranaxiomuk]

The most i did was probably over the space of a week. About 10 ecstasy pills, about an 0z of weed. A gram of speed, alcohol and me and my mates shared a sheet of lsd tabs. I had a fking good time 😂.

[@Ketannabis]

No downers?!?!

[@Leo_Cameron]

drugs helped us escape the tv world

[@analogdistortion]

I don't get how anyone could get addicted to that

[@cristinesplinis5815]

I would be willing to say that it wasn’t exactly a planned thing, at least at first.

[@failspencer4501]

Well humans are designed to be addicted to anything they like (it can be drugs, coffee, sugar, or sport)

[@analogdistortion]

@@cristinesplinis5815No but I mean it's not the kind of drug that seems like could be so addictive

[@manephewlenny6401]

it's like being strapped involuntarily into a cosmic rollercoaster. i don't get it.

[@LozzaTx]

Your lucky you don’t get it ❤

[@teddy3761]

How did he have the funds

[@Pjh365]

Damn I did ketamine once and felt so weird I just never did it again I think I still might have the powder somewhere 😂

[@jj12s]

Scotland is not a different country to the UK, so it’d be remiss to devolve hard drug laws. ScotGov should instead work on cracking down on dealers and improve on prevention.

[@jennsimpson_backup3333]

Improve on prevention. How do you think we do that? Education, right? And not treating a medical issue like a criminal one? Can you think of another disease it's against the law to suffer from? If someone is so desperate they will commit awful crimes just to get what they need, knowing there are huge consequences, how do we fix that? Decriminalisation helps, it stops that addiction to prison to addiction to prison cycle. By making drugs accessible to people who use them, you take the power away from dealers. You stop anti social behaviour because there is no need to steal or mug someone if you can get what you need in a safe, controlled way.

[@thomasdelaney4984]

Scotland is a different country to England - who govern the Drug Laws for the UK, which Scotland is part of - but still not England is it..

[@RustyVaperGameplay]

THAT is not how you do coke...

[@davidhopkins848]

Been in kholes after 0.5 g straight to the brain cooked off the pan it was amazing and scary asf at the same time ive dabled with it a few times nd tbh i prefer to be on rocket fuel nd other stimulates mephedrone is what started my 11 year madness ive done narcotics every way ya can also turned into a selfish pr#ck im clean nd did have a mad relapse on the pure one night and it made me realise im tired of that life now aint done any since so to all the addicts out there i feel ur pain nd the using can end but the mind games dont its one hell of a battle stay strong