Explaining Your Saturn Placement | Saturn in the 5th House

[@yourfavnurseb9699]

I have a stellium in my fifth house in Capricorn. Saturn in my 5th house makes me see ALL my hobbies as a way to make money which actually makes me not want to indulge in hobbies because it’s too much pressure. I just want to enjoy what I enjoy!

[@transformativewisdom]

Omg I have the same Stellium of planets in Capricorn in my 5th house. (Almost at the end of my Saturn Return). 🤣

[@betterresults777]

Vanessa same!! 🪐 what’s Sun sign might I ask?

[@abhinnakhale7520]

I have same saturn with mars and venus..can say spicy mix😂

[@kateengledow4548]

I can totally relate...I have so many hobbies and talents and I’ve always thought or been told I should make a job and money out of it...the pressure instantly kills the creativity. I don’t want it to have to be good enough for anyone but me...but Saturn sees my hobbies as self indulgent waste of time.

[@yourfavnurseb9699]

Kate Engledow someone understands me!! yea Saturn is a party pooper. That’s probably why I have an under active sacral chakra but I’m working on it. Saturn can also help you to really refine and perfect your craft so I’m trying to look at it like that. Because anything that I do that’s creative and lucrative takes SO much time to see rewards but I still enjoy it if I just focus on creating for the sake of creating. As long as I don’t give up things do get better financially

[@Greenmango22]

I have Saturn in 5th house, in Taurus as well. I’m really talented at art and music and so scared to express it . I’m 20 and I’ve always felt like I was wayy too serious for my age. This is one of the most boring placements to have 😫

[@mindofmills3229]

Cheyenne omg I felt this!

[@robinchetan8]

Did you had any relationship?

[@DSantamariav2]

Ur not alone man

[@Toni...]

Omg, finally someone else with this placement!!!!!

[@valeriap.4007]

Same ;-;

[@divineesotericlove]

When you said 40 I had a mini tantrum 😩😩😂😂

[@helike13]

I have this placement and I'm still a virgin at 35. 5th house rules romance/sex. So it sucks before the 40s definitely.

[@kadijahdesiree]

GIRL! 😩😩😩😩 THE WAY I ALMOST WEPT! 😓

[@robertsh.2506]

She just guessed. Dont take her seriously

[@FromTheHipp]

@@robertsh.2506 nope she is right

[@Bookswithnanii]

Learning about Saturn is what made me get into astrology because of how much it resonated with me. My Saturn is in the 5th in Pisces and it’s always been hard for me to just have fun. Which is so weird to even say, and dating/love life has been non existent lol. also have never wanted kids, never felt the want for them while everyone else was always saying “I can’t wait to grow up and have kids” and I’m just like....yeah no thank you lol

[@JK-zy8vj]

Same

[@Gothgalactica]

Oh my god!! My mind is blown!! I’ve always felt so insecure that I’m over 40 now and sooo “behind” everyone else.. I feel like I’m just now truly waking up. 😭😭 I’ve never felt so seen and understood thank you for sharing! The more I learn about my placements the more I make sense to myself. It’s so accurate it’s mind blowing.

[@Gothgalactica]

I’ve been a artist and singer and musician my whole life naturally but terrified to perform in front of people. This is crazy..

[@VirtuallyKy]

I have this placement and it mostly affects my dating/romantic life and my confidence in my creativity. I am pretty Young so I just try to be patient and learn as much about the planet as I can.

[@rockyspage...]

What a great video!!

[@johnsonj1467]

Everybody should use Affirmations for their Saturn placement. It would be definitely beneficial and life changing. Thanks True B.

[@user-eo9to7wd2t]

How do you do that?

[@Fringa]

Saturn in the 5th starts at 9:21

[@annee5582]

This placement is true...I once had someone ask me, “‘what are you afraid of...have fun!” I looked at the person and thought this is my fun face. 🙄. Everyone thinks I’m boring but I feel like I don’t need that much fun in my life to be happy. 😂

[@shanijohnson2682]

Lol mee

[@Polaris333]

Thank you for your honesty 🙌🏼 but Saturn in my 5th doesn’t make me feel unhappy, I’m actually happier not having to go to concerts, movies etc. This may sound crazy to someone who doesn’t have Saturn in the 5th but the idea that I’m supposed to do those things to feel happy about my life is what’s depressing and makes people with Saturn in the 5th feel awkward about themselves because they don’t fit into society’s expectations.

[@omb8370]

I don’t like concerts either.

[@ambermarie55555]

There's like one concert I want to go to, but that's about it lol 😅

[@kateengledow4548]

I’ve watched a lot of these and this is 💯 the most positive and constructive view of Saturn. Thank you for helping me to see the beauty and potential in this placement. I absolutely learnt to let my hair down after 40. I’m still learning but lately I’ve been thinking a lot about finding my joy. I’ve also learned that I love to be centre of attention and I’m challenging myself everyday to let go of being self conscious. I definitely feel Like I have a controlling parent inside my head holding me back some days. My 5th house is in Gemini so it’s double expression Leo and Gemini... be loud be proud and dance like nobody is watching.

[@taraloker6045]

Saturn in 5th in Libra. Do not have enough fun and feel disappointed often. 41 with no kids by choice. I've been really trying to focus on this aspect in order to overcome. I found this incredibly informative. Thank you!

[@Platonicparadigm]

Same here Saturn R in 5th house in Libra and I’m trying to acknowledge the fact that this is how I am. We are not social butterflies. I do tons of reading.

[@bassaco93]

5th house Sun and Saturn in Aqua !! I'm slowly beginning to find my footing in expressing my unique self and creativity at 27 I've had to knuckle down with some discipline and self discovery..now I know it only gets better and I feel younger the older I get! Thank you Queeen for the wisdom 😊✨💜

[@parisienne75010]

OMG that's so interesting. Saturn is in my 5th house and i've noticed my struggles with feeling joy in the past 5 years, even though I'm in a very happy marriage. I had found my place of joy, which is traveling, but I stopped to go back to work. If Saturn s all about learning what I love and mastering it, it's interesting that I set my 40th birthday a deadline for me to become location independent and travel full time... I'm 38 and I feel that it is time for me to just do what I love and is fun for me! Thank you for the great insights!

[@TheBaddestWitch]

Having fun just because? How?!!!

[@myrnalopez2033]

I totally understand your question🤣😂

[@AB-ro3fu]

I felt this question in my soul 🤦🏽‍♀️😂

[@tamarafavors8699]

I have Saturn in Aquarius Rx and it's my 5H too.

[@mrinmoybehera3933]

How's love life? (Can you help me I also have this placement)

[@tamarafavors8699]

@@mrinmoybehera3933 w/this placement we might either be cold relationships or attract cold/detached lovers

[@slaymaster01]

thank you. i also have a capricorn moon so im so happy to have found your channel, i have saturn in the fifth house and am a saturn ruled aquarius rising as well, this video was so incredible accurate and above all INSPIRING for me. yes we can sometimes seem like “debby downers” but we really just need someone like you giving practical, positive guidance

[@enaanand]

i have Saturn in the 5th and it's in Leo! i just started to give importance to my creativity after i turned 40 :) it's hard, but i do enjoy every step of the journey.

[@BlueBoy5ine]

Capricorn moon in the 5th house. I be feeling I don't deserve to go out & have fun. More work to do 😅

[@reinajaay]

I have this placement in Aquarius and I am a big ass kid but that could be because I have the help of my Gemini Moon. I do have problems with letting loose when it comes to going to a party or out with friends, I feel like I need a drink to not be so self conscious. I LOVE kids. Love being around them, they definitely bring out the kids in me. This video was great. Thank you ☺️

[@imanimuckeroy2306]

Me too always brings out my inner child :)

[@yesitsthattime]

This is very interesting and it brings true. I have saturn and mars in leo, both in my 5th house. I am 41 and just started to spread my wings, creatively. I'm enjoying the process And, it feels like a huge spotlight is on me recently. I get so much attention wherever I go

[@victoriabanks7701]

It's really amazing that I felt moved to look up this particular placement! Like with very little prior knowledge of what the 5th house represented, I zoomed in on the 5th House like, let's go! I'm a dancer and I've been legit STALLED for 7 years! Really, at my age of 28, is believed to be late too revamp your dance career so I'm just gona adjust the 40 mark you mentioned to 28-35 in the name of proper context lmbo! I'm so ready tho! I was already invigorated but this video just put the expectations into the fold. Thaaaanks!

[@bobbypadilla4641]

I have Saturn in the 5th in Gemini and This is a Wonderful placement because I can Master it!😀

[@abladeofgrass1003]

I have an intimate relationship with saturn to. Like a strict father... But hella loving, once you accept your journey. You either surrender..and ride the ruff waves and celebrate small victories..or fight it..and continuously crash n burn. He's like.. preserving you..by purifying you with spiritual fire. Forcing you to drink of the fountain within. We still have free will tho.

[@abladeofgrass1003]

He really makes you appreciate ..or have gratitude..for what other takes for granted.

[@8thhousealchemist600]

In my Natal chart, I have Saturn, Pluto and Mercury in my 1st House Libra Ascendant followed by stelliums in my 2nd and 3rd. All the lessons I'm living. This lifetime it's about challenging myself to the extreme and evolve graciously.

[@jackpotwinner1260]

I believe my Saturn returned for me at 28, 38 and 48, 58 i married at 20 divorced at 51 and started dating again at 52... by 58 I lost my ex husband and my alimony... then at the beginning of age 59 I lost my boyfriend of 6 years... I had since tried to rebuild and try to create a new life I continued to fight for my job my home and my future now I just turned 60 and it feels like I been running the same marathon for 20 years and I just won for the first time. I hope by now I have done everything for my Saturn in my 5th house in Capricorn...

[@blakeunderwood1075]

Idk you had alimony. Did you even love that man? You took money from him until he died. Literally.

[@Rebellgamers]

you took alimony that's why Saturn punished you at old age.

[@greghernandez54]

Something I realized recently about saturn 5th is like sure OK I mean ght not have as much fun..... But with this placement especially as a taurus sun I don't feel the need or overwhelming urge to have fun either. I am very content in most settings

[@danielleb.7107]

The 5th house sounds like the sacral chakra...

[@kerrirae]

I have Saturn in the 5th house in Capricorn and I feel like I just skipped dating and went straight to marriage lol I also have 3 children, one on the autism spectrum & that certainly does limit my fun/social life.

[@micah144ify]

I've been waiting since last night for this one. I have this placement in vedic. Thank you, God Bless..

[@lizbellle]

Girl you really saved my perspective on this I thought I was doomed for life.

[@atiqahf]

Thank you for the clarity!

[@Crybabys_exe]

I want to be an actor, artist, director and possibly try to make music or comics I have way too many creative ideas and right now I just want to pursue acting. Not sure about wanting children, to be honest I do not want kids at all , but I love children’s energy, so energetic and sincere.

[@newagequeen9454]

As a Saturn in 5th house (in Leo) I appreciate the seriousness of your scholar. A lot of others' on this placement aren't as informative.

[@haileyrafferty2372]

saturn aries in the 5th

[@Hildasmood]

Sameeeeee

[@IvanPolyansky]

95% of this is absolutely spot on

[@emjiffy]

Saturn in the 5th house in Capricorn! Woof is all I can say

[@Eye_Am_Leminiscent]

I have this and I’m a double Leo 😩😤. I have difficulties enjoying things because I have attachment issues with my children. We’ve been unstable for a while now but my Saturn return woke me up at putting one foot in front of the other. I enjoy expanding my spiritual path as Sagittarius cusp my 5th as well. I have been diving deeper into this as a means of relaxation daily.

[@8thhouseangie639]

I have Saturn in the 5th, with my ascendant in Capricorn. I've been told I'm too serious and need to have fun. Plus, I never had kids.

[@TheGingerJoye]

Both of my children (ages 3&4) have this placement. How can I help them?

[@TrueBrilliance]

Make sure they have a lot of fun as children and encourage their hobbies and natural talents

[@andierichter1382]

I am a cancer sun (10th) conjunct south node cancer (10th). I have a north node in Cappercorn with Aquarius moon and Virgo rising. I have Saturn in the 5th. I am a special needs kindergarten teacher like the Pinterest one. I grew up and as a much older sister to 3 on the spectrum. Two non verbal. I found i had a serious talent for education and for crafting and art. So, I've used them both. My childhood was sooooo much work. I raised my sisters as a mother now I know I raised them. Childhood and young adult hood (early 20s was ofhhhh). The 30s so far has proved a bit better.

[@axeyye7430]

Saturn is in the fifth hose ruled by Gemini for me. The thought of dating brings me mental pain & tonnes of stress & when things don’t work out, I become hard on myself. Sheesh🤦‍♀️

[@teresashogrenpodcast6662]

I have Pisces in the fifth house in Saturn. I really didn’t resonate with this other than the fling part. I definitely have that problem. But I love having fun and am always going out and having fun and I’m an aerialist and am pursuing my passion for work so most of the beginning didn’t resonate with me at all

[@ShinigamiOni]

5th house Saturn in Scorpio... it's been a fun ride trying to extract what fun I can out of every experience... or more seeing life experience as fun for it's own sake. Studying and solitude is panacea.

[@jiboiajoyce4729]

this was so great . thank you

[@intuitivespiritmanifested4459]

Cant wait to get to the 7th and 8th houses thank you!!

[@jakidove8340]

I like your take on this, thank you! Cappie sun/venus in 5th house. Im understanding myself so much better and in my 50s have learned how to embrace me and have that fun. Former artist and dancer bringing my creative energies back now that kids are grown (they keep me laughing). 🙏😁🌹

[@jalees]

this was so accurate its scary. i am a capricorn sun, pisces moon, and leo rising.

[@caracolka]

I have Saturn in the 5th house in Aquarius... We're in 2024, year ruled by Saturn, and I can't do art anymore and the desire of being child free is so intense that I'm about to schedule surgery for that... I'm using my free time to do productive things and I really didn't taste fun this year... Thanks a lot for the video! I will try to learn how to have fun again and maybe some day become a master of it! I do like playing with kids, but I can't see myself as a mom... Is that wrong? I just never could see me like that... Being a "mom" isn't part of my identity nor my dreams...

[@deedeewimley]

Love this set up 😍

[@deedeewimley]

Plenty of babies! Not much sitting or getting to date my husband! Work work work! Ahhh.. everything is work right now .. sheesh

[@b.bd00m77]

Omg I needed this bad! Most of my planets including Saturn are in Gemini and I'm super hard on myself inside! I will say I have been creative all my life and it has help me express myself grately.Realtionships on the other hand...nope

[@nickyr3860]

I have Saturn in Scorpio in the 5th house conjunct my south node...when you gave me a reading you said that Saturn is there because of the past life aspect with the south node. I feel like my past life issues are compounded in this life because of Saturn in this particular area. I never date, never been in love. I overthink my creativity more as I get older...like somebody said below its the pressure. Every time I am being creative I feel like I need to be turning that into a way to make $$. If I just keep something as a hobby eventually somebody WILL suggest that I turn it into a business venture. I dnt like failing in front of people when they are watching my creativity that close. I am a Pisces so all of this sucks. I need to be creative without the added pressure and criticism.

[@blackamericanlesbianprofes4357]

I have stellium in Scorpio: Sun Scorpio, Mercury Scorpio, and Saturn Scorpio in 5th house. And I have Pluto Scorpio in 4th house. And I have South Node in Scorpio. My birthday is October 30. :)

[@nickyr3860]

@@blackamericanlesbianprofes4357 Are you married or have children?? If its too personal dnt answer

[@blackamericanlesbianprofes4357]

@@nickyr3860 I personally don't want have/raise children (not much patience, ha!). And I don't really want to be married (I love my independence, sense of freedom.) I am age 36, an out and open Black American lesbian since 2008. Also I have Moon Aquarius and Ascendant Cancer. Why do you ask, Nicky R? And what about you?

[@nickyr3860]

@@blackamericanlesbianprofes4357 Same here, I date Men though. I try to like kids so bad....I’m a Cancer rising. Kids love me, but my smile be fake as hell. They get on my nerves, BADLY. Men too. I want the intimacy and the commitment but I dnt like attachments. I’m a Sagittarius moon, send help.

[@blackamericanlesbianprofes4357]

@@nickyr3860 Haha, and thank you for sharing and being honest. I definitely say learn to embrace these things about yourself, Nicky R and don't force because you will be miserable. I have Venus, Neptune, and Uranus in Sagittarius. I love to travel and/or live in various countries or States. I want my next career(s) to have me travelling yet again.

[@kvngofjudah]

Saturn in Aries 5H?

[@michelleisme6242]

Saturn in the 5th I have no problem with having fun I’m very particular with what I like but I get shamed for it! I have to sneak around just to enjoy my experience. My family would call me selfish, even told me I laugh to much took me to the alter at church to pray the laughing away! I’m not joking. I hope this helps, also most of my friends are entertainers I really like supporting them. They always ask me to help them with lines or my opinion on creative ideas. Again behind the scenes cause i have a hating ass family!!!

[@j7l268]

I have saturn in aquarius in the 5th house

[@AmandaAllansson]

Casual sex comes down to an exchange of energies, so having that on a regular basis with people which you don't know much about is not good for you spiritually since you take on their energies and you can create an attachment with them.

[@Babybooyow1204]

Saturn in the 5th house ruled by Scorpio, especially when it comes to romance and dating you hit the nail on the head, my placement is too intense, possessive and emotional for casual sex, seasonal flings, and rotating partners out like changing outfits. Always felt like a struggle most of my life, it’s blatantly obvious to me there’s issues there so 40’s sounds about right 😂.

[@jewell244]

There we go, I was waiting for this one. I’ve got Saturn conjunct my Sun in my Scorpio 5th house 😏 Also have my fortune in Leo so here’s hoping..

[@nekeshahall7744]

Saturn in Scorpio in the Fifth house.

[@TrueBrilliance]

Oooo that an intense one

[@netta2188]

I am too

[@nokubongavundla8725]

This is my placement too. Dating scene hasnt been great. I learned late in my life to let my hair down and party.

[@holypunk12]

@@TrueBrilliance one more planet there would cause " shameful state" for that planet as per vedic , you might already know !

[@blackamericanlesbianprofes4357]

I have stellium in Scorpio. Sun Scorpio, Mercury Scorpio, and Saturn Scorpio in 5th house. And I have Pluto Scorpio in 4th house. And I have South Node in Scorpio. My birthday is October 30. :)

[@ODM_Jabril]

I have a stellium in the 5th so I think that balances me out in some areas but definitely struggle life with dating when I was single, art and music I just can’t seem to get ahead...

[@mirelaiordache1222]

Totaly correct with the 40's. Saturn in the 5 th house.

[@roxannadorsey9716]

Greetings true brilliance.well explained, so empowering understanding 🪐.

[@whereimfrom9403]

Very informative and clear. Thanks.

[@KeeekThaSneak]

This is so much great information thank you!

[@adityatyagi9023]

What about saturn in 5th house for Libra Ascendant ?

[@danavarisingh4303]

Hearing you finally makes me think that afterall life is about adjustment. I have Saturn in 5th house in Sagittarius sign. Depressed, feeling lonely, hopeless. Not a single girl who is single gives me any attention at all. Don't want to increase my income, not feeling very happy about studying. How to overcome these issues???

[@coolster92]

I have this placement Saturn rx is conjunct to both Neptune rx and Uranus rx in Capricorn 5th I like to share

[@Grav3yardguy01]

I have this placement and have never experienced love 💀 Saturn does not play omg it’s also my chart ruler rip

[@lunnah6855]

My mom has saturn in capricorn in the 5th house

[@thestoneyloveshow7270]

Saturn in Gemini 7th house 16:23 I’m 51

[@refinement8856]

I have Saturn in my 5th house in Scorpio along with my Pluto in Libra...you’re spot on! 👏🏽👏🏽👍🏽💎🔮

[@nataliadobbins174]

Great video 💛

[@SilentTrip]

I have so many hobbies: crocheting, drawing, reading, writing, dancing, singing (but my voice isn't really that good haha) But if I had to pick one for professional: dancing or drawing, these are my most enjoyed hobbies.

[@DoomsdayApparatus]

Retrograded Saturn in aries in the fifth house for me 😒

[@xperiencytheorist4996]

Saturn in 5th House of Leo at 26 degrees 😘❤️❤️❤️🙏🏾

[@Tallandprettyfit]

My fifth house is in Sag with Saturn and Uranus in the fifth. I’m still unsure of this placement. I just know it can be a challenging one.

[@TheJamandberries]

Thanks True B!😊😊🤗

[@americafahrlender3138]

I like your video. However, I learned the hard way casual sex is not for me. You say sometimes it is needed but I literally can't. If I have "casual" sex I get too attached and then it's not casual anymore!!! So frustrating....equally frustrating since I'm too serious when it comes to dating too

[@TrueBrilliance]

Yea it will depends on your Venus and Mars placements too. Also what’s in your 7th house. All those things are factors

[@americafahrlender3138]

@@TrueBrilliance Pisces 5th House, Sun in 12th house, Mars in Scorpio

[@TrueBrilliance]

America Fahrlender oh yea mars in Scorpio wants deep intimacy and devotion from its lovers. You definitely don’t like casual when it comes to love. And Pisces loves hard too but you still need to let your hair down and enjoy yourself even if it doesn’t include sex

[@americafahrlender3138]

True Brilliance I’m picking up what you’re putting down! Thanks for the insights! I really didn’t expect a response since this was posted more than 6 months ago. I love how engaged you are with your channel! I will check out your newest video & looking forward to future content! 💖

[@gabriellarivasm]

loved this video, thank you!! i have jupiter and saturn in the 5th house in aries!! i feel like i'm constantly going back and forth w myself :/

[@gabriellarivasm]

^especially with wanting children!!

[@spyce1102]

Saturn in 5th house. Quick tip: Just get drunk and have fun.

[@krissykay930]

I have this placement & I struggle with having fun in life at times.

[@skyrhymee]

9:20 Saturn 🪐 in 5th

[@omb8370]

I have moon in Capricorn as well ❤️. I feel the same way about Saturn, not negatively. Turning 40 soon and it’s been a rough ride! I have 8 children. And I feel guilty about wasting time, but I also get so tired that I have a hard time managing time, I don’t actually have time?Thanks for this video. Much appreciated.

[@pseudopedro]

My Mercury is between Saturn and Jupiter in Gemini 5th house.

[@Heyokasireniei468sxso]

Saturn in Scorpio in the 5th house Aries midheaven so true i wonder is my talent psychic empathic talents my premonitions/presentiments and claircognizants clairvoyance and clairsentience but I don't want to make money with them , is it ethical ?

[@Aquemineye]

I’m a Shadow Scorpio in the 5th house with Saturn, Pluto and Mars in it.

[@thecasualarthoe]

True. Had my first ever date at 20 and only because my friend introduced me to them.

[@DanceCrazzi]

I have this placement I also have my moon there as well (not conjunct).

[@MysticMagickery]

those earrings! i need them lol!

[@jaidahh566]

Thank you for this❤️ I have Saturn in my 5th house

[@annnnnnnnnn1188]

i have saturn in aries in 5th house along with venus

[@ellepatrice6583]

I wish people at work would stop asking me about my weekend plans like I have fun in my life with this 5th house Saturn 🙄..... ...ask me after this Saturn return is over maybe

[@rodneypole7477]

40??? I'm not even sure if I'm going to live to that age lmao

[@Romezens]

Idk if this applies to my saturn in 5th house. Have I just overcome these blocks already?

[@AngirsonLopez]

Apparently I do have Saturn in the 5th house, not 7th house

[@LoveLife-gv8jg]

My teen son has 5th house saturn in Leo and capricorn moon in the 9th (Sun in scorpio) He is hella funny and insightful,) also moody AF!😣 My saturn is conjunct midheaven. I would love to have a reading with our charts if you offer parent/child readings.

[@wunwedachrist2904]

i secretly love to be the center of attention lol but too shy !

[@shadowwolfyt65]

This explains so much about me. Wow lol

[@marleenjeanette]

I am not sure I can agree. I have saturn in the 5th. I am 29 and I've had so much fun an entertainment in my life. Had fun in dance classes for 12 years, then enjoyed aerial sports for 4 years, also did mototrial sports for some time and I was sent to a mototrial competition only after 4 trainings by my coach. Ofc i was scared at first but it was actually fun. Then i always had the artistic side, i used to draw a lot in the young age. And then in my teenage years i loved video editing. And also photography which i still love and do (even have my own website) . Then i have tried pole dancing (also broke my toe while doing that🤣) , i have tried flycrossying, also i have tried surfing. When i tried surfing (2 years ago) , which was in a foreign country, i wasn't even thinking of going to surf but i saw some surfing dudes (teachers) and had a 5 min chat with them and then I was all in! Also when i was 19 to 20, I was partying a lot and didn't care what people thought of me. Back then i would be so drunk and kiss my friends on the floor just for the show, so boys could watch how i would kiss a girl (even tho i am only into bohs) . Then also had sex in public places, just for fun and for the adrenaline. And one time my friend had costume party and i had this sexy police costume that i was wearing so when we went to the streets and passed some clubs and bars, a straner grabbed me and kissed me without saying anything. Totally kissed back with passion but i walked away bc i didn't want to lose my friends who were walking in far front of me. Then, since i liked video editing i wanted to see more of camera work and stuff and got myself into acting (when i was 23) and i got to so many cool acting projects. Aw yeah, i forgot to mention i am also a sagittarius sun, mercury, mars. Sure, i had relationships, got hurt also, sometimes thinking why the right person is so late and why my career is taking a long time.. For example i did a gap year after high school, then went to totally wrong university where i stayed for 1,5 years and then left because it wasnt as creative as i hoped and then switched it to another one and studied advertising there and it was the best experience ever. Also it felt like i wasted 6 years on that and then i badly wanted to switch my customer service job for the office job and when i did it i found myself unhappy. Looked back and i was happy i got to enjoy university life for so long with no office duties. But since i didn't like the office, i changed the game. Again, tried something else and last couple of years have been testing me and I still do not where i end up but what i miss is my financial stability. Right now i have a very loving and caring partner too, who is actually 8 years younger and I met him while i was trying out catering job and even he says that i have such a childish side. So i dont know if it's really true that u can't enjoy yourself. But yeah i have to agree that maybe having children is delayed bc so much is happening in my life all of the time,but i really want to become a mother one day.