falling for someone you cannot have

[@rainypeople]

this is a love song for a girl who will never know it’s about her

[@dooglebug]

you win. pack it up everyone. that is the title i was looking for! thank you so much!!!

[@koleercsyt6259]

joy again reference

[@galaxius_games]

@@dooglebug it's a fitting name for the song but its also a lyric from another song (Joy Again - Looking Out For You). i prefer the name "falling for someone you cannot have" but maybe that's just me because I just went through an experience like that. great song btw! im loving these underrated composers that youtube has been showing me lately!

[@onikslayver]

@@koleercsyt6259 i was just about to say that lol 😭

[@dennraeh]

i know it's pretty stupid but im much too shy to tell her

[@bl34chh]

it’s like a silent prayer to move on because it won’t happen, yet you also never want it to end.

[@otavainen222]

Holy heck you captured one part of my feelings perfectly

[@angelbitten]

thats such a painful and beautiful way to put it oh my god

[@KLINGUx]

It's that feeling of "Oh well" that breaks me every time I look at her, and this song perfectly encapsulates that

[@dooglebug]

i appreciate it and what a wonderful way of putting it!

[@esponja_boi]

dude i relate so hard

[@dylanstonemusic1614]

Seriously, this has happened to me 8 times. And I've still never actually been in a relationship.

[@GogglesOstrich]

I know how it is man. I've been in a relationship, and it ended terribly. In those cases it's even worse. But, Jesus healed, delivered, and saved me. He has given me peace and joy. He loves ya mate ☺️❤️✝️ John 3:16 ESV "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life. Psalm 147:3 ESV He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.

[@koppamida]

giirrlll same

[@Joeboe_Bean]

I’ve fallen into some rabbit hole of SEVERELY underrated YT musicians & composers, this music is so beautiful

[@dooglebug]

haha thank you! yeah I'd get a piece made by someone with 3 subs and 2 views and its the best thing I've ever heard!! Even composers like MARAN or North are WAYYY too underrated for the music they make. My newest piece is probably my best work to date and in my opinion miles better than this piece here too!

[@davehqyourmum]

Me too vro… 🤫 And I don’t regret it one bit.

[@looi9975]

Can u give the link of the video, it seems so interesting

[@ja-migo]

⁠@@dooglebughell yeah north’s music is so good

[@Peach.cobbler]

MrMeowMeow

[@mikegenic]

it’s like when you can’t even tell what you’re feeling, it is love, or a temporary crush, but all of that gets drowned out because at the end of the day, you know you can’t have them (in this situation lol).

[@dooglebug]

such a strange dynamic of emotions. thank you for listening!

[@mikegenic]

@@dooglebug it's a really cool song, please make more songs like this. Mainly calm emotional piano songs, that's up to you though!

[@GavinWheeler]

totally agree with that feeling.

[@dooglebug]

@@mikegenic my newest song is very similar to this!

[@mikegenic]

@@dooglebug yooo, very cool. I wil listen to it!

[@Seiyaryu-UR]

This is what all YT music should be, an outpouring of the heart, not a money grab

[@dooglebug]

haha thank you! im glad you enjoyed it.

[@Kuvirasboy]

Cringe

[@nebula-yt]

​@@Kuvirasboycan you make music like that?

[@AykesMusic]

@@nebula-yt i doubt hes saying the songs cringe, hes probably saying the comment is cringey.

[@flovestay]

@@Kuvirasboyi’m sorry that you hate being happy and having fun 😢

[@heart022]

Sounds like something straight out of a really good visual novel

[@dooglebug]

thank you so much! i'd honestly love to make music for a game/movie some day, seems like so much fun to compose to a brief and have it be part of and add to something much bigger than itself!

[@alienbloop]

i wish my ears could hear this on repeat without headphones

[@dooglebug]

so glad you enjoy it that much, thank you!

[@cineblazer]

What hurts the most is that they did like me. For a few weeks, it felt like a relationship was really actually possible. Then, seemingly out of nowhere, they had a change of heart. They didn't mean to hurt me or lead me on, they are not that kind of person. They told me the feelings had been real, but that they'd just... disappeared. It's been 6 months and my own feelings still refuse to disappear. We're still friends. We won't ever be more than friends. This song hurt to listen to, in a good way. Thank you for posting it.

[@dooglebug]

if i had words of wisdom to share, i would, but i dont think anyone quite understands how it works well enough. wishing you all the best, friend

[@cineblazer]

@@dooglebug Thanks

[@leonaipEu]

​@@cineblazer been in that situation, and what I've learned from it was that you should always put yourself before others. Being around someone you have deep feelings for and no hope of being reciprocated hurts like hell, I thought it was worth it because I really liked her, but it wasn't, and it ended up hurting me more and more as time went by. Love isn't something that you'll be able to easily move on from, especially if you maintain contact with that person :(

[@Alpha_Rizzler69-quit]

@@leonaipEu yeah bro, i know exactally how yall are/ were feeling cuz its happening to me right now, the funny thing is I actually believed them, we dated for about a year and they broke up with me, why? because I confessed to them, and they thought they would get feelings for me, and just didn't, and you know how that feels when you could've been good enough for someone but you didn't? well it hurts, and the thing is is that they also said they didn't want to lead me on but for a whole year? that's just brutal, and they have a new partner, but they seem genuinely happy, something I could have never done lol. but I'm pretty sure they just post about them saying"I have the best partner ever! X3" because they know I look at their channel, but bro do you have any advice to tell me so I can move on? cuz I really need to move on :/

[@obelisk303]

I just went through something very similar, except she never had feelings. She never will. We were best friends for five years just for me to catch feelings and destroy one of the best things to ever happen to me. Last week, I told her I needed space, and for the first time in probably two years, I didn't wake up to a missed call or text from her. That hurt more than anything ever has. If I had any advice, it would be to give yourself space. It's almost impossible to heal without it. I'm so sorry you're going through this. No one deserves it.

[@watermelon_miau]

it sounds too happy for the title, but perhaps that just adds to the tragedy of it. all this dreaming and anticipation just for it to be an impossibility...

[@dooglebug]

yeah honestly, having sat on this piece for so long, the title definitely isn't a perfect fit. hopeless love is such a strange situation with so many different and complex emotions happening at the same time it's hard to summarise it in one piece of music. thank you for listening!

[@Loganaman]

I would argue the opposite, actually, I once had this exact situation, and this encapsulates the feeling exactly, I think. I am now married to someone else but at the time it felt just like this I’d say, so all in all, I think it fits just right.

[@Beefn00dles_]

A delusion of the mind! As to a deeply connected crush, the seemingly shallow surface is broken only by the droplets of emotional concatenation. (oops i dont want to sound too depressing)tldr: the majority of pure, happy love is shown in the song, while the shorter segment of saddening music relates to deeper love.

[@FlamingR3Dhead]

I think the final note really captures the tragedy because it’s left alone there hanging with the hope and anticipation but it’s alone note

[@0a3d2a5]

@@dooglebugi honestly found this piece perfect for a short lived love that didn’t exactly go anywhere and ended before it really began, i normally have trouble pacing songs when i just close my eyes and listen (i don’t know how I close i am to the end) but as i listened it was so easy to recall a situation i had in pace and in tune with the song

[@Taiyo-w3t]

"When was the last time you've cried?" "Back when we were in college, you and i.. Under the moonlight, i know exactly at that moment I've been falling.." "Falling into what?" "Falling into you.. Now i understand that we can't be one." "Damn bro, i ain't gay tho.." "That's why.."

[@pwnky.]

no bro we can't be one cuz 2 objects cant occupy the same place

[@nebula-yt]

that's a plot twist ok

[@Anim_GamesFan]

If I could favorite comments on here this would be my most favorite

[@lilieg9135]

"im not gay greg"

[@DavidSmith-op7dx]

as a gay dude, yep, felt that

[@NeonStudios763]

of course youtube recommends me this after catching feelings for someone that’s taken, way to rub it in 10/10 music tho. amazing piano piece

[@dooglebug]

the algorithm knows. always watching. Thank you for listening!

[@pyremis]

same here man. Except they aren’t taken, it’s just too complicated. The internet is always watching, always listening

[@tyrantassassn9solo172]

same bro, they're a 10/10 but they're taken already lol :( I hope you find someone else tho, good luck, i believe :)

[@NezukpX123p2]

so real

[@uglypineapple03]

🤝🏻

[@Alexgudmusic]

ooooooohh! the suspense at 0:32 is super good. its like... false hope. it fits the title so well.

[@goofyicerink9560]

if i had to give a scenario to describe this, it feels like a dude finding out that the person hes in love with is already seeing someone else but the still somewhat happy tone of this song suggests that he's regained some of his lost happiness when he decides to start silently rooting for the couple instead and hoping everything goes well between them so uh yeah this made my day

[@dooglebug]

im so glad! its really nice to see people finding their own meanings and attributing different situations in their heads. thanks for listening!

[@goofyicerink9560]

@@dooglebug any time dude the fact that your music was able to make me imagine a scenario like that already speaks volumes about your skill and passion when it comes to making FIRE pieces like this 🔥🔥

[@bbqchicken8681]

Yup, thats pretty much my situation rn, and this song encapsulates my emotions pretty well

[@cineblazer]

This is the exact scenario I'm in. It hurts. I want them to be happy, but seeing them happy with someone else-with her-hurts. I feel childish and jealous and I do my best not to let those feelings alter our friendship. They recently became single again, but they still aren't interested in me the way I am in them. We care about each other, it's just we care in different ways. I've never been good with bittersweet endings.

[@goofyicerink9560]

@@cineblazer it’ll be okay man 👍 praying for your success rn

[@сэм-д6ь]

As a person who feels this at the moment, I want to say that your music clearly conveyed all my emotions, thank you.

[@dooglebug]

I think we've all been there, and there are many that are still there. happy i could help in some way!

[@a_currently_existing_person]

this reminds me of the times where feelings like happiness didn't feel so foreign when i was younger

[@dooglebug]

glad it could bring back happy memories :)

[@Leminadee]

this would work rlly good as minecraft music

[@dooglebug]

s tier compliment, thank you so much! my song "in my own world" was actually a composition inspired my minecraft, hence the name.

[@mushroom-dragon]

As someone who currently identifies as an aromantic, this feels less about loving a specific person, and more like my connection to romantic love as a whole. It perfectly encapsulates the sense of longing and resignation that I feel. I so badly want to fall in love with someone deeply. To be close with them. To feel warm and cared for in their presence. To feel the flutters in my belly and the heat in my cheeks. I so badly want to be hopelessly in love with someone. I so badly want to connect with someone. I want to take them on dates and cuddle them on the couch, and watch movies, and go on picnics, hold hands and bake bread together. I want to press my face into their shoulder and never let them go. And yet there's a disconnect between what I want and what my body and brain have allowed me to feel. I'm seventeen, and my last crush was probably around eight years ago, and even that didn't last for more than a few minutes. I feel stuck. Hopefully someday I'll fall for someone

[@dooglebug]

thank you for taking the time to write this out! Just believe, things take time and everyone moves at their own pace. trust me, there are more people than you can ever believe in your situation right now, so you are far from alone. stick it out and one day you'll find the one

[@mushroom-dragon]

@@dooglebug Thank you

[@mallerschwab980]

Also your just 17. At that age I didn't even know what love was supposed to mean. I am currently in the same kind of situation and I am 21

[@BrookChegwin]

im 20, and ive come to realise society overvalues romantic connection. i also personally dont believe romantic feelings dont exist so i might be a bit biased hehe. there isnt familial or platonic love, just the love you have for each and every person. ive experienced those butterflies in my stomach with a past boyfriend, my face going red, my whole mind freaking out over the fact our legs are touching sat next to eachother, but none of that stuff matters. the greatest love stories of my life, the connections and relationships where i go on picnics with them, where i bake bread and hold them, where i stay with them and buy them things and where i think about them daily are my friends. i get so happy just seeing them happy. aromantic doesnt mean you cant feel the love you long for, if you long for that connection, go out there and get it! your yearning is proof enough you crave it. be hopelessly lost and longing, be open and honest!! but love like that takes time, its not as fast and passionate as social media makes it out to be. you are full of love :) let it free, i suggest to stop longing for the relationships you have the opportunity to build right now

[@mallerschwab980]

Correction. I am actually fine with not being in love with anyone, sometimes I love being alone, sometimes I value my friends. I don't think romantic love is the end all be all, that being said most of my friends unfortunately think that way, so loving my friends is a little harder. Anyways to whoever reads this, have a lovely day

[@mauvinix]

seeing him all happy. Knowing that I’ll never be her. I haven’t felt it yet--but this sounds like the feeling of moving on.

[@cosmo_1184]

when you spent a long time thinking about wether it was a crush or just platonic attraction, and when you finally realized it was a crush, you also realize you can’t have her. she’s way older than you, and does not love you in that way anyways…

[@e0ns.adr1ft]

If she did like you that way, it'd probably be really weird depending on the stage of your life (especially if you're a minor). Been there, felt that, though; it gets better, bud.

[@cosmo_1184]

@@e0ns.adr1ft yeah, she’s five years older than me…

[@e0ns.adr1ft]

@@cosmo_1184 You seem to be young still. With time, you'll find someone else to find happiness within, so don't rush.

[@AboveAverageFemaleCookingRoom]

Been in that exact situation one too many times

[@bbqchicken8681]

This is so real Especially at 1:09, the frustration of not understanding my feelings, wanting them to go away because they are just ruining our friendship, knowing we are just meant to be friends, but wanting more. I wish my feelings would just stop. I wish I could have piece in just being her friend.

[@dooglebug]

beautiful way of putting it, thank you so much

[@elgringo4923]

It sounds like saying goodbye to someone you love very much. Very happy I got to know you, we had a great time together. Perhaps I will see you again. So long...

[@joylechanceux4805]

I had to do this and yeah that’s how it feels like

[@digital_blink]

the melancholic but consistent lower notes and the stinging higher, the feeling of going in circles and uncertainty. the song feels just like what you described with words! i agree, i think the solo piano works perfectly. i can imagine someone playing this alone as an outlet for their frustration and affection. i could also imagine this playing as someone tells you the story of this person that they cannot have, what they love about them, and why they can't have them. i can almost hear the voice straining in the piano lol. incredible piece!

[@Jeff.Jefferson]

Sounds like saying goodbye to someone you love dearly, but really it's saying goodbye to the thought of them and all you could have been together. Thank you for making this absolutely beautiful piece!

[@Pearl_girl_core]

admiring them from a distance

[@RayYYE531]

This song really resonated with me. I am in the same position currently. Each note struck my heart. This is my go-to song to listen to every night now. Keep making awesome music :) Edit: Thank you anyone who is reading this. Stay strong. You will be okay. Even if you are in a tunnel, there is always an end, where the light peeks through. Have hope. Keep on going. *virtual hugs or if you are touch averse, waves*

[@dooglebug]

im honoured o7 thank you so much and i definitely dont plan on stopping!

[@cineblazer]

You aren't alone. You'll get through this and one day you'll find the right person for you. I believe in you

[@hyunjinies_dumpling]

this so accurately portrays the rush of feelings and hope you feel in the moment, knowing deep down it will never end up that way. its so sad yet graceful i love it

[@dooglebug]

thank you so much!

[@arsenal7401]

It feels as if you don’t realize your feelings at the beginning and then when you do you try to make yourself believe otherwise but you keep falling more for them. You try to find ways to make it happen but you know it can’t happen and it hurts. I always love when KZbin recommends me videos like this, not many makes me go through so much emotions in just 2 mins. Thank you for sharing it:)

[@heydaye]

I normally don't comment on videos but seriously this one got me in tears. At 1:06 it feels like when you and your partner are going through it bad and she says that one thing that makes you realize it's going to end and your heart drops then everything's after that is like trying to grab at every possibility to keep it from falling apart but you know it's pointless. Thanks for this piece.

[@dooglebug]

thank you so much, im honoured! it's wild how people have started putting their own meanings on this piece, i love it!

[@juliannasclafani7401]

I love the way you put that. He broke up with me about a month ago and that’s exactly how it felt, feeling like maybe you can fix it, knowing you can’t and it’s ending but you don’t want to face it, and the way the notes of this song “fall” really ties that together

[@shampainpapi8341]

Love how it doesnt resolve at the end so it leaves you feeling like you are missing something/someone. Definitely adds to that bittersweet unrequited love type of vibe. Well done!

[@xtruejudgementx5017]

I am in that situation right now and this song perfectly encapsulates it, the beauty and purity that you have long since lost and know that you could never hold a candle to again

[@Tze52]

We don't want them to feel bad, it was never their fault...but it doesn't stop the yearning to make them know how many sleepless nights were spent dreaming about it.

[@calroy222]

This song legit captures what I feel. I won't get into the specifics but.... There are so many people that come into my life for one day or a few days. They're nice, smart, beautiful. But everytime I start to fall for them they end up leaving me. And there's no way I can reach them. single forever ig ;-; I feel like I'm just stuck in a cycle

[@dooglebug]

trust me, i've gotten so many comments on this song saying the same thing so you are absolutely NOT alone. we've all heard it before, and i get it, but you've just gotta stick it out. focus on yourself, find your flaws and improve and with time the one will come! trust the process!!

[@laurensmith6675]

To me, this entire song feels like a yearning or a reaching out to hold someone, and keep them. The loss of it is kinda implied, if you pretend the feeling is reciprocated then it’s just a song about loving someone and keeping them with you. But if it’s not meant to be, then there’s a dissonance in the feeling, and that dissonance hurts.. Beautiful work.

[@AugnierCalyenin]

I absolutely LOVE how this piece is so full of emotion, honestly. Nowadays there is an incredibly huge lack of emotion in music, and this right here is infinitely much better than the vast majority of music out there. Super happy youtube recommended this

[@dooglebug]

music is my way of expressing emotion! im so glad you enjoy my work!

[@Rozumusicmediator2733]

i love the repeating motif in the center mix, wonderfully done.

[@dooglebug]

wonderful that you noticed! i feel like im getting better with my newer pieces at finding a balance between complex orchestration and composition, while maintaining that core motif throughout to make it sound more concise and not like random noise. thank you for listening and im glad you enjoyed it!

[@peanutter2131]

@@dooglebugwould like to add that it was also my favorite, so well done. Every once in a while i would be waiting for it to come back and there it is amongst new elements. It would refresh the motif while bringing me back into the piece and tying it all together from the start to finish. So well done, this is an amazing piece

[@bloodlessangel]

if this doesn't blow up, i will cry. wait- bro i'm already crying this piece is beautiful 😭😭

[@dooglebug]

Haha thank you so much!!

[@bloodlessangel]

@@dooglebug of course! i love this!

[@asdf-ho9tj]

This is the best rabbit hole I’ve ever gotten into

[@ChewyTzuwee]

What perfect timing this popped up in my feed. I’ve been depressed for a year now, and recently realized my way of coping. I’ve been obsessing too much over a person as a means of filling the void in my soul. I became selfish, relentless, and even unaware of the amount of time I spend for them (not with them). To anyone who is currently in the same position or has been in one, it’s alright, these feelings are valid and it takes time to heal. Learning to let go and to move on can be painful for us, but do keep in mind that if we truly care and love someone for who they are, we should be content and happy knowing that we sacrificed our personal interests for the sake of their own happiness. Seeing them happy should bring us happiness as well. If it’s too difficult, just take your time. It’s not like we learned to walk on our first day of being born. Take small steps, slowly widen the space in between you and them, no need to cut them off, try to have new interactions to ease your mind. Just gonna leave my favorite Bible verses of all time: 1 Corinthians 13:4-5 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

[@dooglebug]

lovely comment, thank you so much

[@ChewyTzuwee]

@@dooglebugthank you! I wish you and your channel the best

[@meh-maid6221]

I like how the song gets "fuller" as it goes by. The feelings are small to begin with and you're happy just being around them but then the realisation hits that you're in deep before finally trailing out as you come to terms with not being able to have the one you love (or at least thats my interpretation)

[@AlphaLynx_RL]

this just makes me feel so much better, I've experienced this feeling before. It's part sad and lonely, but also warm and beautiful. I'm not going to spill out my entire life story into this comment, but this helped me so much. god bless you for making this ❤

[@dooglebug]

that is so wonderful to hear! wild to hear that my music can have such an impact, and a positive one at that. i hope things get better for you and thank you for listening.

[@elicassimir5878]

I absolutely love how the volume expressing the fluctuating intensity of "I shouldn't, but I want them, but I shouldn't" back and forth. You can feel the emotions rising and falling and it's perfect

[@ItsErrex]

I relate to the title and the song SO much, the song sounds a bit happy for the title but as a different commenter said "thats the tragedy of it" Im in a sticky situation where Im not sure if she likes me or not (not just that, *a lot* more) and this seems like a perfect summary of it, thank you for this underrated masterpiece

[@dooglebug]

thank you! its crazy to see how many people relate to the title. Like i said before, its difficult to summarise something as complex as music in something so brief as a KZbin title, but seeing people put their own meaning in my work is so wonderful!

[@justanormalhumanbeing1903]

i love the use of texture and dynamics in this to represent the title, how it's constantly building and growing, waiting for something to happen and that moment never comes so by the end, it's left feeling unresolved, unfinished, empty even. it's a beautiful piece of music

[@patthekatscenekid9065]

2:23 sounds like the beginning of “bundle of joy” by Michael Giacchino from the movie inside out, I really enjoyed listening to this masterpiece, maybe I might upload one of my own tunes on KZbin sooner or later, thanks doogle bug

[@thelivingsin]

this sounds like staring at the person you admire for a long time, just appreciating how they look, how they move, how they speak, everything, without even knowing you're already smiling the same time they do. but you realize that you can never be with that person. the only thing you could do is to just... look at them with pure admiration from afar. that is how it'll be forever, as long as you coexist. it will hurt-but in my experience, i am happy when i see that person happy. thank you.

[@noevelr]

This piece touched my heart. It felt like rapid thoughts swirling through your mind trying to justify the intrigue and excitement over someone's heart that you're trying to reach. But you understand very well that you're not compatible with that special person, you're simply too different and your paths intertwined only for a short while and thus in a bit you'll lose them. You spend days and nights thinking about this individual, nervous and with a heart full of creaks as if it's made out of glass you muster up the courage to express your feelings to that special someone. Only to realise you're too late and your passion already left far away. And so the hole that was once your heart is now engulfed in regret. Why did you fall in love with someone who was certain to disapear? What if your calls reached the heart you seek so much? Is it worthwhile to proclaim your love, even if it'll last for a few moments? So, anyway, really good piece man, keep it up! :)

[@dooglebug]

why is all of my audience such great writers 😭 thank you so much for putting in the time and effort to write that and im so glad you enjoyed the piece!

[@handl3h3r3]

with each note that goes to a higher note then goes back to a lower note it feels like you're being given hope that "oh i'll get it, i'll get there" only to just get to where you are reaching for something right in front of you but can never get. this is beautiful.

[@testaccountioo7323]

even the subtitles are beautiful

[@dooglebug]

thank you! glad you enjoyed listening and reading!"

[@PHEDGE_W]

Bro I didn’t know there were subtitles 😂

[@genericegg7135]

The worst part about this, is keeping the version of her in your mind that's gonna stay with you for the rest of your life.

[@inflammus-np8il]

You know you gotta develop personality when a track title describes your life in a sentence 😭🙏 🙏 This is literally what I feel everyday

[@Manamat-77]

I like how in the end you can hear the pianist releasing the pedal and getting off from the chair. It’s like they have to go back to reality now. Kind of makes you notice how immersed you were in the piece.

[@jakeysmusic14]

the formula of recording your daw and captioning it never fails to make me just… feel things. anything, really. god i loved listening to this song so much. i’ll never get the experience of a first time again..

[@dooglebug]

you can experience the first time of my other pieces tho 👀

[@jakeysmusic14]

@@dooglebug ohh good point, will do !!

[@SladeWatches]

It’s not being able to say anything that hurts.. looking her way, seeing the way she puts her hair down, the glistening in her eyes, her smile.. god damn that smile! ..Trying to express every happy emotion at once with just a glance alone, but turning away quickly when she glances back. Hoping she didn’t catch me.. Turning my head down in defeat.. but, deep down, praying. Praying that she does notice me.. Praying that maybe if she were to look back, that maybe she feels the same

[@ilyfar]

amazing piano work on this one !!

[@dooglebug]

love you bae 😘

[@theblueststatic]

this is so beautiful i can imagine it playing during a scene in a movie where the two leads are fighting to get back to each other but just barely miss each other every time

[@Sci-Fist]

i klicked on this at 8 am and started checking mails while this turned into the main theme of the morning Great job dude!

[@dooglebug]

glad i could accompany your morning! thank you for listening!

[@zjmhgvfcdssmr78z64]

contrary to popular belief, having this happen to you is existentially the most soulful and beautiful thing that you could ever ask for

[@gnattgnert]

she’s already with someone. and that someone is starting to like me, rather than hate me. better not get on his bad side.

[@mizzy7757]

And all I can do for her is to be happy and support her throughout her life

[@flor9014]

As someone who feel in love with a straight dude, I can confirm that this is how it sounds like

[@ph0ax]

the ability to turn feelings and emotions into music; into art... is the most underrated gift

[@HapyAppleProductions]

Genuinely made me cry, thank you :) absolutely beautiful please keep doing what you're doing. you are putting magic to sheet music. Don't let this talent die

[@dooglebug]

happy tears i hope! dont worry im not going anywhere, just on a break at the moment since im on holiday with my family in california, but when i get back ill be opening FL not long after haha! im glad you enjoyed this so much, thank you for listening.

[@the.Lemonaide]

i like how it sounds like love, but like a sad sort of love, because you know theyll never be yours, but you cant help hoping

[@Shadykatus]

Beautiful! This song has a nice duality to it like a double helix or something; one of the arms is exactly how the title would suggest and the other is like two people falling for each other after a long time. I've loved someone for years but I won't be able to be with them for a while because of the distance between us.

[@dooglebug]

such a wonderful way to put it

[@nezuminvt]

i had her but i didn’t use my time with her wisely enough, didn’t tell her i loved her enough, didn’t show her i cared enough so many hours of sitting with her as she played the piano are just memories now i hope she can forgive me. i hope she’s resting in peace. it’s a beautiful track! thank you for sharing it

[@j1atsU]

I fell for someone who already has a girlfriend. Every time I see her or hang out with her, I just think, "Wow... I really missed my chance." I think this entire song's feeling, so melancholy, like the ending of a great movie, perfectly portrays that feeling.

[@dooglebug]

its mind-blowing to me to see how many people are relating to this piece. thank you so much for listening and i hope it helped!

[@thej3tbl4ckw1ngs]

i dont know how to explain it, but at 1:04 when everything stops except for that one note... even though i could see it coming, it hit me like a truck. same with the part at 2:17 this is beautiful.

[@yowza-ub5qf]

what the hell this is so good

[@dooglebug]

thank you! glad you like it

[@yowza-ub5qf]

@@dooglebug of course! ❤️

[@fuyutoraa]

the highs i feel when we talk and the lows i feel when i’m reminded he’ll never be mine

[@wxguitarist]

They don't know what they're missing. You're amazing and you're gonna rise even higher. You're gonna be famous ❤

[@phthalosblues]

It’s even harder when you know how difficult it is for you to move on or find anyone at all.

[@lawrencfgsdfg]

you are hitting the pages man , good composition

[@dooglebug]

thank you so much! im glad you enjoyed it

[@WeirdPitch]

Because of the name of this piece I think these high notes sounds like you think you catching hope for a second and then melody goes down with realisation that it just can be possible. But still your feelings constantly moving inside you with one melody pattern. Thank you! Sad beauty as it is.

[@paakiandmalukershouse6885]

had this feeling when i fell for someone with bad history between us and the fact that it was the first person i fell for sucked

[@Murdock1260]

The part at 1:06 that only has one note, only to slam right back into 7 notes is brilliant - probably like the sudden feeling of realisation that it wont work out.

[@ichbinsnow]

in love with this, you're so underrated and talented 🤍

[@dooglebug]

thank you so much!

[@aleenanoophan2349]

Thank you, YT algorithm, for bringing me here. Thank you so much, dougle bug, for this amazing piece.

[@Noivryn]

Im in desperate need of the sheet music for this. No other song ive listened to has encapsulated this feeling so well :))

[@chrissiepanda]

oh my gosh this is so good! i could 100% see this being in the emotional climax of a romance anime. the female protagonist accepts that she has fallen for her best friend, but accepts that she cannot have him - your compositions are too good, i can feel the emotion seeping through the chords and keys!! keep up the awesome work, one day you will be recognised for your amazing talent and skill!!

[@Mero756]

This song is beautiful.

[@dooglebug]

thank you so much!!

[@r0s3n3k0]

This is a love song for someone who will never feel the same.

[@Annazz.]

How does this not have millions of likes?!?? This is actually a masterpiece omg😭❤

[@dooglebug]

haha thank you so much! i'm glad you think so.

[@kitkatpadywak]

i feel like i just watched a love (unrequited) story play out inside my head. something that i love about music, especially lyric-less music, is that that story will always look different for everyone, but because we've all known the emotion this creates at one time or another in our lives, the underlying theme for the stories we see is the same. love is precious and beautiful and sad and warm and...it's everything. this was a beautiful piece. im curious what it would've sounded like with strings but i think circumstances screamed that this absolutely belonged to a piano.

[@kit0fcatastrophe]

Seriously amazing what da hell... I need to download this into my brain there are sososo many things I adore here ah!!! Incredible work mate 💖

[@dooglebug]

Thank you so much! I'm glad you enjoyed it :)

[@GavinHawk-z4b]

What I love about the track, is the push and pull that it has. You mentioned in the captions that it's written in a major chord, but has a few notes that feel sad and hopeless. The whole song feels like a dance, a push and pull. The attraction that pulls and that wonderful sensation of falling in love, but that push away constantly pops up, spreading them further apart. Absolutely amazing dude.

[@ellyJPEG]

Holy wow this is AMAZING!! I'm so glad yt recommend me your work. I'm so inspired

[@dooglebug]

thank you for listening!

[@TeanutDutter]

OKAY WAIT I am just now hearing this for the first time (It is absolutely amazing) and all the build ups and just like the whole song reminded me of all the little moments where you have had small interactions with your crush and how you would get the little happy tingles when you see them laugh/smile BUT AT THE VERY END it just all zooms out to someone staring at their crush across the room/cafeteria (however you want to imagine) with some other friend group and you could only just stand there and watch them laugh with them and never with you

[@sakamoto6238]

this is a fucking masterpiece. i'm not even joking, my eyes are watering

[@dooglebug]

happy tears i hope!

[@o4_Nicole]

I hate the feeling of jealousy whenever someone else experiences his smile- it's so contagious and captivating, but maybe it's my heart speaking because the way he speaks has my brain decelerating.. I don't know how many signs the world has given me right now, I always ask for them, and then I turn a blind eye; I'll admit. Maybe this is one of them? I don't know either, I'm just praying to whatever deity or entity above that that boy stays gifted no matter what, because that smile of his has me both wanting to live and never wanting to see it at the same time- Gods, I dtill remembr how I fall into a daze, absolutely enamoured by his passion, his words, his smile, his empathy, he's so flawed but so perfect at the same time, like heaven sent. And here I am, spiraling about his every word and action once more, Is this what wanting to love feels like?

[@SeyarinOfficial]

thank you for this video i feel so much better

[@dooglebug]

glad this could help! thank you for listening :)

[@imead6114]

This is the EXACT SAME FEELING. How is it even possible to express affection in such a pretty musical way. Love it!

[@jackturpitt4275]

this gave me goosebumps, soooo good

[@dooglebug]

thank you so much! im glad you enjoyed it

[@o4_Nicole]

I love him so much but the way he looks at other people is so different, A stsrk contrast when he looks at me, even if it's my imagination speaking. And I know I lost my passion but he makes me want to feel that spark again, even after I lost it; I still crave the feeling, wanting to chase it- and I suppose you could describe it as a moth being blinded by the lights as it draws closer to pyre. And I just love seeing him smile too, God knows what I'd do just to see it on his face- and the way that I'm actually rendered speechless when he's around, I can never fully grasp my words, I find myself scrambling for clean letters, filtered thoughts, but I can't. It's actually so pathetic, but damnit- the way he speaks with passion about all of the things he loves, it captures my heart so badly for a reason, and damnit do I want to be that thing that he speaks so passionately of, the words that spew from his mouth, I want it to be my name. I just want to see his pretty smile, hear the passion in his voice, to see the joy on his face.. I just hope whoever inherits the gift that is him, cherishes him close, and doesn't break his heart.

[@starhearts.]

very inspiring… i love this

[@dooglebug]

thank you so much!!

[@emanando138]

this is so real omg i understand the dude who said "more people should listen to more music" because this reminded my soul we got more emotions to go through in life

[@dan_936]

commenting to boost the algorhythm

[@dooglebug]

doing god's work 🙏 thank you for listening and commenting!

[@kylepearson1674]

This is like learning a lesson you aren't allowed to remember

[@lenhobbies6797]

"Falling for someone you cannot have" hmm...for me it feels like *Finally falling with each other after the long wait* man! your composition is good, you could make osts for some certain shows😊

[@dooglebug]

Interesting interpretation! Hopefully one day i cant write for a game or movie, but i definitely still have a long way to go before i reach that point! my next piece is definitely more movie-esc. glad you enjoyed it!

[@ameess_]

That build up of the song is like the build up of emotions, followed by the numbing silence, the change to softer music, the realisation you can’t have them.